#xyx blooming panic x reader

[ilycove]

Xyx’s hair tickled the base of your neck, his arms slithering around your waist and gripping like a vice. “I think the odds are in my favor today.”

You refused to acknowledge him for the time being. You’d asked the receptionist at the hotel you were staying very politely that you needed two beds, and here you were. In his arms. Which was nice, you loved him and he loved you and he was really warm, but it would be even nicer if he wasn’t being such a smug asshole about all of this. “This is only something that happens in bad fanfiction.”

“Oh, don’t act like that doll. You love me.”

You covered up the fond smile that was growing on your face by rolling your eyes. “Some days. Now I’m wondering why we’re even together.”

"So what I'm hearing is," he grabs your jaw with gentle fingers and places kisses where your jaw and neck meet, more smile than lips. "You admit that you love me? That you're sooo obsessed with me?"

"Oh my god," You feel laughter bubbling up in your throat and the faux scowl that once covered your face has been replaced with something more genuine. "You suck."

You feel Xyx's teeth against your skin. "And you're in love with me. What does that make you?"

"A fool."

He hums, closing his eyes and chuckling. His smirk is nothing but mischievous, you don't dare to trust him. "I was going for mental, or deranged even, but sure."

"I'm gonna punch you." You roll your eyes again and make an attempt to move your hands, but they're pinned to the side of your head before you can even go that far.

Xyx's eyes are now open and cunning. Like a devil, you think. Like a really pretty devil. "With what hands?"

Your guard is let down and you barely notice him leaning towards your face, pressing angel-like kisses all over your face. You sigh. "You suck."

"You've said that before. Are you just so in love with me you can't think right now?"

You kick him in the shin and give him a quick kiss to his lips. "Don't push it too much."

Xyx laughs and you swear to everything that is righteous and holy that it's the most beautiful thing you've ever heard. Your limbs are entangled and you could swear you hated him a minute ago, but when he's this pretty you forget why.

You push a strand of hair away from his eyes and he leans into your touch, kissing your palm softly. His laughter starts up again and his demonic smile returns. "Eww. You're being cringe right now."

You shove him off the bed. You remembered why you hate him.

[jjaysontodd]

Flustering Xyx

Prompt: A scenario where xyx’s partner manages to out flirt them.

Word count: 500 

Warning: None just disgustingly sweet maple syrupy lovely fluff. 

It all started with your amusement park visit last weekend when he kissed you on the highest rollercoaster. Not only were you overwhelmed by the height you were at, but you were also a blushing mess. When you got off the roller coaster, all you could see was his smug grin looking back at you. He was pleased with himself knowing the reaction he could get out of you. That was the last straw, you thought to yourself. You had to get back at him for his teasing and for your dignity as well. You had even the playing field.

On a late Friday night, you were watching a space documentary. You had both left work early and were now relaxing on the sofa. You leaned into him, his hand on your shoulder. You were babbling about how many earths could fit inside Jupiter. He always found it endearing to hear you ramble. It was adorable to him. But you knew better; it was all part of your plan.

"About 1300 earth would be required to fit in Jupiter." You said this while intently studying him.

"Is that so, doll?" he hums back, a lazy smile on his face.

“but do you know how I can fit the entire world in my hands?” You said looking smug.

That question piqued his interest; how could that be? Is this one of your science facts, he wondered. "What exactly do you mean? "How is that possible?" he questioned, his gaze fixed on you.

You couldn't help but grin as you cupped his face in your hand.

“there. I have my entire world in my hands, now” You said pleased with yourself as you see his ears turn red.

“D-d-oll .. I-” He was stuttering over his words, you had caught him completely off guard. He laughed and tried to hide behind his hands, hoping you wouldn't notice how flustered you had him.

“Oh my, it looks like I have competition now,” He said trying to look away, he couldn't show his face to you, it would be completely red by now.

But you pulled his collar and forced him to look into your eyes.

“Now, don't shy away. Let me see your face, cutie.” You said with a playful glint and smirk.

That flustered him more, and a deep shade of red set on his face. He is completely melted. He giggles quietly while giving you a forehead kiss and looks back at you.

“Is this view good enough for you, doll?” He said with affection lingering in his eyes.

[doodlenoodleboi]

Sally face head cannons

Authors note: If you don’t specify I’m gonna pick for you most of the time it’s gonna be headcanons, they tend to be easier and quicker to write.

TW: Not professional, might have misspellings and improper grammar, I just do this for fun. Nsfw, mentions of drugs, stoner Larry, Larry is 2 years older then Sal, some non accurate writing I haven’t watched or played Sally face in years but remember the general plot. Btw when this wrote Sal is 17-19

SFW

◦ Sal doesn’t have the best relationship with his father.

◦ Sal tends to get misgendered a lot to the point he doesn’t even correct people he couldn’t care less anyways and hates unnecessary confrontation.

◦ Sal keeps his glass eye on his bedside table and one nice he actually drunk out of the cup.

◦ Sal isn’t the best at saving money when it comes to video games. He doesn’t spend his money on much In high school besides games for his game boy and other systems.

◦ Sal loves rock music and listens to music whenever he can, he owns an old stereo along with a walk man and mp3 player. (Keep in mind his teen years are in the 90’s)

◦ Along with his hair Sal also ventured in make up in skincare.

◦ Because half of his face being disfigured he tried his best to at least look normal with make up and help it heal better with skincare.

◦ Sal has the worst split ends and uneven layers because he never actually had his hair cut properly he always has done it himself.

◦ Sal is rather geeky when it comes down to it, owning as much technology as he could by in the 90’s.

◦ Sal is most comfortable showing his face to Larry among anyone else almost like a big brother to him of sorts.

◦ Sal gets rather socially awkward when it comes to people liking him so you would have to be in his friend group to have a chance of a relationship or some established connection before hand.

◦ Once you and Sal become friends as he’s comfortable with you expect things like him painting your nails and rocking out to music

◦ If he does later show romantic interest in you before he shows you his face he will be anxious about what you’ll think about him after he shows you.

◦ He’ll even teach you how to play his guitar if you’re interested.

NSFW

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◦ Sal Is obviously a virgin it’s hard to get close to him let alone take of his mask so you’ll have to have patience to get to this stage.

◦ For-play could be longer then the actual sex for the first time and he might back out from nervousness before you guys can even start.

◦ Sal is not a shy guy maybe introverted but not shy but moments like this make him extremely vulnerable so he’s flustered and embarrassed.

◦ If you find the courage to kiss him he has his mask on he’s whipped. He would be a flustered and embarrassed mess and he might even tell Larry about how exciting it was. You were probably his first kiss as well.

◦ Sal would be around 5 inches 5.5 hard (let’s be realistic here ain’t nobody taking much past that.) Just enough to reach the back of you’re and make you gag.

◦ Sal even if he’s isn’t pornhub but still likes to prep you, after all sex is a rather sacred thing so he tries his best to treat you with care even with his inexperience.

◦ He would probably be a nervous teenager at the back of Spencer’s trying to find lube (that doesn’t get used) and other things trying not to be seen. Covering up this purchases with a rock album or something of equal value.

◦ Sal is big on after care asking you how it was if it wasn’t obvious, he would be nervous after and still not realizing he actually did that.

◦ Sal isn’t big on giving hickeys but he doesn’t mind being especially on his jawline and neck. When talking to his friends he will just say it a bruise or injury just that’s always been there. But it’s almost obvious that it’s not.

◦ Once you’ve done it once he’s nervous to ask for you to do it again so he does enjoy make out session to keep him down.

◦ Sal didn’t heavily masturbate before hand honestly rarely doing it at all until he had sex once and now that’s all he thinks about ever since.

◦ He loves laying kisses against you when doing it but never hickeys as he’s a bit scared of hurting you.

◦ He holds your hands during sex for comfortability.

◦ His favorite positions would probably be missionary and cowgirl he’s a pretty vanilla switch.

◦ Mostly a service top and a shy bottom, it’s not like he’s generally shy he just gets embarrassed seeing you on top but overtime he gets used to it.

Sorry i accidentally deleted the request!

[danidoodless]

the babygirl ever

[almondx1ao]

Late nights {XYX fluff}

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Cw: nothing just fluff <3

Fanart by: DesLune

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You had insisted on staying up with him, you wanted to spend time with him. He had late night paperwork to finish for his job and despite how much he'd insisted you laid in bed and had teased you to do so, you were stubborn. You had sat on his lap and played games on a handheld console instead of listening to him. It was like he had two cats instead of one. You were facing the back of the chair while he faced his computer working on the paperwork, knowing full well you weren't leaving. You played your game with a low volume to be quiet so he could work, the only sound that filled the room were the clicks from his keyboard as he had typed and the soft 8-bit music from your switch. 

The soft light of the fairy lights glowed on your soft and delicate skin Xyx couldn't help but admire you, even when tired he found you captivating. The blue light of his screen radiated off of his darker skin. Your head rested on his shoulder, your tired eyes trained to your console, looking at him every so often. He smiled a little when he caught you looking at him, but also just enjoying that you were there. 

He wouldn't admit that he was actually grateful for your stubbornness at least for now or at least he'd deny it if he did. The hours passed by as he worked, you could almost hear the clock tick as he worked. He had started at 10 and was now nearing 12, he lost track of time in his mundane work. Xyx could feel the tiredness ache in his body, but that was a normal for him, since it was a common occurrence with his job. Though, a meow from Cat broke his concentrative state. 

His green eyes looked to where cat had normally perched on his bookshelf to look over him and you, expecting the animal to beg him for a luxurious meal. He was going to be playful and tell cat that he wasn't going to get it luxury dinners because of the distraction, keeping to his promises to take them away if they bothered him at work...maybe. But the big floofball was not in its normal spot. Instead at your side, nudging your limp hand. It swayed a small bit as cat had nudged it. 

Your gaming console was barely able to be held onto anymore and nearly falling to the floor. His eyes traced up your frame from your hand to your face, his lips pulling into a slight smile. You were asleep on him, it's almost as if he had known that would happen. Your face snuggled into the arm closest to you and also on his shoulder. 

Your cheek was squished from cuddling into him, your eyes closed and your mouth hung open slightly. Xyx saw your chest rise and fall in small shallow breaths. A small bit of drool hung off of your lip. He was definitely going to tease you about it later. He chuckled softly, grabbing your game and resting it on the desk,

"I told you doll."

He said softly, as to not wake you, but to also tease your sleeping form. He carefully pushed his chair away from his desk and wrapped your arms and legs around him carefully,

"The paperwork can wait until tomorrow."

He said. Xyx debated on waking you up to tease you for falling asleep on him, but you were just too cute when you slept, so he opted against it.

He wrapped his arms around you to support your weight. He stood and made his way back to your shared room, gently laying you down on your side of the bed. He quietly changed into something more comfortable and then crawled into bed next to you. You had turned in your sleep to face him. He chuckled again and pulled you close. Xyx ran his fingers over your back and buried his nose in your hair, smiling like a fool. You were just too adorable when you were asleep like this. More importantly, he was just lucky to have you and see you like this.

[purfiredie]

🎃 SPOOKY SCARY KITTEN 🎃

[gutspiller]

heat rush

read it on ao3 here .

xyx and you enjoy a summer vacation, alone.

(if you don't count cat.)

“Come on, sucker!” You yell, as your feet pitter-patter against the splintery maple planks. Xyx is being dragged mercilessly by you down each step, the salty scent of the sea nearing ever closer with each second that ticks by.

As you reach the end of the winding staircase, your love shouts, “I’ve got it, I’ve got it, now hold on,” as he tries to keep up and meet you side-by-side. The ends of his feathery locks have started to curl up just slightly along with the humidity, frizzing into splits.

Immediately as he meets you, you try and run off again, devoured by the excitement of spending your first summer’s day with your man. With a tsk, Xyx pulls you back gently. “If you wanted to race, you little troll, I would’ve done good with a warning first..” His hands wrap around your back, leaning in to start nipping little bites along your neckline.

You feel no more than a couple light touches before being pushed away. You laugh, spinning around and crashing back into his arms eagerly. “O-oh, what’s got you so excited?” He snips, a certain fondness in his voice hard to fake.

As you both banter, a distant scratching catches your attention, thrashing against your woven beach bag. You gasp, remembering the purrs of your utmost favorite in the household, Cat. You reach your hand to your side to pet Cat, fur fluffing up as the tiny thing nuzzles further into your palm.

You coo, sidetracked by the little thief. Xyx pets Cat but not before steering your thoughts back on himself. “Hey, eyes on me,” The brunette cradles your chin, and quickly shoots down to quip at the kitty peeking out of your bag. “That’s my lady, you little troll..” He chuckles, weaning you closer by resting his wrists on top of your hip bones.

“Oh, so modest, hm?” Xyx notes playfully, untying your neat little coverup. With one quick movement, he stuffs it back in the bag, and pulls a cute shimmery hair clip out. “C’mere..” Your love runs his fingers through your semi-tangled hair, pulling it together gently. You feel a distinct tug, before in less than a second, your hair being clipped up fairly neat.

You giggle feverishly, yipping a quick, “Thank you!” and placing a peck to one cheek. His face flushes, and he turns around in clear embarrassment. “Oh, doll, it’s nothing.”

Xyx swings around to face you once more. His firm hands cup your cheeks, and he nuzzles into yours– pressing sloppy kisses on nearly every freckle you can spot. Fortunately for you both, you quickly lose the plot, hearing his little grumbles of defiance.

The heat practically takes you over, swiftly rushing to your face. “You’re too much– Doll, love.. Hey!” He spouts mindlessly, basking in the moment. Despite his faux annoyance, it’s very clear how much he’s enjoying your fussing, eyes crinkled up in endearment.

Once your faces part, Xyx swoops down, scooping up Cat in one arm. The furball yelps, kneading his skin and buzzing with content. You all head down, hearing the swoosh of the coast calling you.

The water’s fine. The shore rushes to meet the sand, and Cat jumps out of your boyfriend’s arms to hit the water. You snicker, watching the poor thing attempt to slap the water with its paw.

Just as you’re about to comment on it, Xyx pulls you by the arm further into the ocean. Birds caw from above as a big wave hits you both. You note to use this against him, later. He deserves it.

He deserves you.

[miyakuya]

— who fell in love first and who fell harder (part 2)

featuring: twisted wonderland, blooming panic, and mikaela hyakuya

part one | part three

© miyakuya 2023– plagiarism, reposts, or anything related or copying isn’t allowed.

first; while it may not have been love at first sight, they couldn’t help but fall head over heels for you faster than anyone, even themselves, could expect. even if they didn’t admit it, you could tell as soon as it happened

— Nightowl, Trey Clover, Ace Trappola, Ruggie Bucchi, Rook Hunt, Silver Vanrouge

harder; they weren’t necessarily meaning to fall in love, the idea was something that didn’t seem like they really deserved it or that it wasn’t something they could really do anyways. the moment they realized they were in love though, however, it hit them hard and they were definitely not losing you now

— Xyx, Riddle Rosehearts, Leona Kingscholar, Azul Ashengrotto, Jade Leech, Jamil Viper, Vil Schoenheit, Idia Shroud, Sebek Zigvolt, Mikaela Hyakuya

both; they fell in love fast and hard. they didn’t mean for it to happen but they weren’t going to complain. the way they fell in love was like riding in the front seat of a roller coaster going down the first drop. they didn’t want to lose that feeling and they certainly didn’t want to lose you

— Naked Toaster, Quest, Cater Diamond, Deuce Spade, Jack Howl, Floyd Leech, Epel Felmier, Kalim Al-Asim, Malleus Draconia, Lilia Vanrouge

taglist: @astro-pioneer

[sumtheamazinglysickauthor]

Xyx’s Birthday - A Xyx Fic

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Happy Xyxday everyone! Of course I had to post something special on this special day. Love you Xyx! Happy birthday to my handsome husband. Enjoy!

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Today wasn’t a normal day. Not at all. Now, it wasn’t anything bad. The complete opposite actually! It was your husband’s birthday. You woke up in the morning to make the man fairybread before he left, which he teased you a bit about. The day Xyx, the very handsome charmer of yours (and the troll of your group) came to this world. You were not going to mess this up. Every year, you try to do something to make this day special. One thing was for certain: you would make sure this man knew how much you appreciate him being born.

Which brings you to where you are. Trying to learn how to make a pavlova after putting the beautiful cake you made in the refrigerator. You glanced over at the array of dishes you'd already prepared: golden, flaky sausage rolls that would no doubt be the perfect start to the feast, a savory quiche, his favorite snack foods, and an assortment of toppings and treats he’d teased you about all week. It was over-the-top, sure, but nothing was too much for him.

You looked at the clock. You had alot of time before the man came home. Though, you started getting notifications from the server. You took a quick look at the chat, which was basically a spam of xyx and birthday messages. You giggled.

 A smile tugged at your lips as you watched the chat blow up with well-wishes and teasing aimed at Xyx. He’d always been the life of the server, some would say the troll (everyone would, let’s be honest). This man might’ve been thinking all he’s getting is birthday messages and a cake. He had no idea what was waiting for him at home.

You made sure to wrap the presents with a smile on your face. You had this big idea, so no, you didn’t get him one. Some were things you knew xyx would want, while others were little inside jokes and memories.

You checked the table one more time, adjusting the napkins, and ensured the pavlova looked picture-perfect with its glossy meringue and fresh berries. You looked at the creation. It looked so delicious.

You put it next to the fairybread, made sure everything was covered so nothing would get on the food, and left to the couch. You got another ding from the server, this time from the #deleted channel that you and xyx shared. You liked how he still talked to you there even though the two of you had a limitless amount of ways to contact eachother. This was the first. This was what brought you where you are now.

xyx: bzzt, doll come in, bzzt

You: Reporting in!

 xyx: that was fast, babe.

xyx: were you waiting for me?

He adds a bloom smug emoji.

You: Why ofcourse!

You: How could I not?

xyx: of course.

xyx: what’re you up to, doll?

You: Just planning a surprise for someone.

xyx: oh? who might that be?

You: Someone very special. Can you guess what it is?

xyx: hmm…

xyx: is it money?

You let out a chuckle.

You: Afraid not. You’re out of guesses.

You: You’ll just have to wait and see.

xyx: That’s too bad.

xyx: i was hoping to cash in on that surprise.

You: Mhm

You: When are you coming home?

You were excited to see this man look at all the things you did. Of course– it wasn’t done in one day. You had to be sneaky these past few days in order for him not to notice you making all these things.

xyx: miss me already?

You: Can you blame me?

xyx: not at all.

xyx: i’m pretty irresistible.

You smile, rolling your eyes.

You: So? What time?

xyx: on my way right now

You: Are you walking?

 xyx: to my bike, yes.

You: Alright. See you when you get here.

xyx: See ya soon, love.

You close your phone, excitement bubbling inside you as you made your way back to the kitchen. The clock ticked down, and you couldn’t help but smile at the thought of Xyx’s reaction to the surprise.

You took a few moments to rearrange everything and make sure everything was fine. Then you heard him. Xyx. You heard his footsteps and the door unlocking.

The door swung open, and Xyx stepped inside, shaking off the chill from outside. You could hear him calling out, “Doll, I’m home!”

You gave your biggest grin and jumped out, arms wide. “Surprise!”

He looked at the multiple wrapped gives, some wrapped in custom wrapping papers. There was one of his face– a drawing of it, a cat picture, his profile picture, etc. He looked at it, eyes widening in disbelief.

A slow smile spread across his face. “What is all this?”

“The birthday you deserve.”

You lead him to the dining table, where you had all the food ready. So what if it was just the two of you– and Cat, but they eat cat food– you went all out.

Xyx stepped further inside, his gaze darting between the table overflowing with food and the colorful presents. “You did all this?” he asked, genuinely astonished.

“Do you like it?”

“Like it?” he raised a brow, smirking, “No. I don’t like it. I love it. So much!”

Instead of going towards the food or the present, he hugs you, squeezing you tight.

“You didn’t have to do all this, ya know? Would’ve been just fine with a movie night or something.”

You melted into his embrace, feeling a warmth spread through you. “But I wanted to! You mean so much to me, and I wanted to make your birthday special. You’re special, Xyx.”

He looks into your eyes.

“Love…”

He starts kissing you, and you wrap your arms around his neck, deepening the kiss as a wave of warmth envelops you both. You pull back, though.

“Okay, okay.” you giggle out, “We need to eat, birthday boy.”

“Fair, I suppose. I’ll get you back for that, though.” he replies with a mock pout, releasing you from his embrace and stepping back to admire the spread on the table.

“Looking forward to it.” you say as he smirks.

The two of you sit down infront of eachother, as you eat. You smile at his sly compliments and let out a few chuckles.

After devouring the main course, you feel pleasantly full, but dessert is still calling. “Ready for the pavlova and cake?” you ask, excitement bubbling inside you.

“I was born ready, doll.”

You bring both out, but you make him wait a second to call both of your  family and friends so they could sing with you. The server was already in the voice channel. You brought your different gadgets to the dining table so they can see Xyx and Xyx can see them. He smirks at you, giving them a wave.

“Hey everyone!” Xyx calls out, waving with a playful smirk. His excitement is contagious, and you can see everyone lighting up at the sight of him. Though, so did you, so could anyone really blame them?

As everyone settles in, you feel a rush of joy at the thought of sharing this moment with them. “Okay, everyone! Are you ready to sing?”

“Wooo!” you hear Nightowl say in support.

Xyx’s parents look at their son. So do yours, smiling. NakedToaster is– for what seems to be the first time– isn’t grinding on FFXIV, and it isn’t a surprise honestly. June and Biglady look hyped. Onion was being Onion, but seemed sort of cheerful. Quest was, too. Two was trying to help Salocin.

After a few minutes, everyone was ready.

You glance at Xyx, who looked more than a little touched by the whole scene. He’s beaming at everyone, clearly enjoying the love and attention.

“One, two, three!”

The room fills with voices as everyone begins to sing. Laughter and harmony blend together and Xyx is grinning from ear to ear, his eyes sparkling with delight, cutting the cake. You can see his parents beaming with pride, and your own family joins in the chorus, their voices ringing out with happiness.

Finally, everyone claps, wishing him a happy birthday and showering him with cheers.

Soon, you had to open the presents, and some of you’re devices were almost out of battery. So after Xyx said his thank yous and you both said farewells to them, you got off the calls and quickly charged some of your devices, before running back.

“Now for your Xyxday gifts.” you say, as he grins at the name, his eyes flicker in amusement and curiosity.

He opens them one by one, smirking at you for the monopoly money and little troll figure, before finding a tongue twister mug, and opening a little golden bike statue. While he takes out a special gift, you play a video. Some clips of you screen recording video calls and messages, multiple memories and nostalgia enter the room. As he opens the gift, a golden, heart shaped locket with a picture of the people he’s loved by, including you.

“So you know we’re always there.”

He looks at you, sincerity in his eyes.

“Love…”

You look at his eyes. His beautiful, gorgeous dark green eyes with white pupils.

You can’t think before he pulls you into a kiss, deepening it every second. You can feel the warmth radiating between you as he kisses you, his hands gently cradling your face. The world around you fades away, leaving just the two of you wrapped in this moment.

You pull away, breathless.

“Happy birthday, Xyx. I love you.” you say in his arms.

“I love you too, doll.” he says, before capturing your lips again.

Happy Birthday, Xyx! I love you.

Happy Xyxday!

[mysilaan]

HEADCANON REQUESTS (OPEN)

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[ilycove]

A pair of arms wraps around your ribs and holds you tight. Xyx buries his head in your collarbones and takes a deep breath, breathing in your scent and your familiarity.

The rain's been coming down for a while, you assume, because his hair is wet and making you laugh softly as it glides up and down your neck. A hand reaches up to mess his hair up and he stops breathing entirely, for a moment at best, like your touch scared him to the core. You frowned at the thought and turned (to the best of your abilities) towards him. "Hi, love. Is everything alright?"

He doesn't reply and that's more of an answer than anything to you.

"Ah," you chuckle a bit and keep note of how his attention is purely focused on breathing in your scent and you wordlessly persuade him off of you, becoming face to face with him. "Rough day?"

Xyx sighs and runs a hand through his hair then proceeds to wipe his hand on his suits blazer. "Sorry, but I'd really rather not talking about it."

"That's alright too." You hum and grab his dryer hand, wiping your thumb over his knuckles and you barely see how his eyes go from mildly annoyed to something soft; relief or maybe a watered down version of joy. "Would... you like to join me in the bathroom?"

He stares at you for a second before processing a response, a voice that's barely there. As quiet as a willow tree and wavering ever so slightly, shaky almost. "Please."

His grip on you is almost bone crushing, like you'll leave him at any given moment, while yours is certain he'll stay. You guide him to the bathroom and close the door as he begins undressing. You help him with the little things, undoing his tie and unbuttoning the ends of his shirt. When he's bare in front of you, you press a kiss in the center on his tattoo and he just shivers.

He watches as you light a candle and make sure the water in the bathtub is a suitable temperature for him, and he furrows his eyebrows in confusion when he sees you only roll up your sleeves. "Are you not joining me?"

"No," You smile at him and gently help place him into the bathtub, kissing his cheeks and brushing hair out of his eyes. "I just wanted to help you relax, that's all."

"Oh."

Xyx sighs in contentment as you cup water into his water and massage shampoo on his scalp, and if you see tears in his eyes you don't comment on it and he doesn't recognize them. His heart beat feels like it's going insane, like he can't breathe properly with it pounding pounding pounding on his ribs. He's certain you can hear it.

Xyx once felt he was falling, someone unable to save like Icarus, and you caught him. He once believed he would never find someone who loved him again, he once believed he would spend the rest of life atoning for sins he does not remember committing and he found you instead. You bless him with your presence and for that, he's forever grateful.

You're humming and it's a song he knows you like, a song he's come to like because of you. He hums along with you and your humming becomes less of a modern tune and more of a hymn of laughter he finds himself addicted to.

You pour conditioner on his scalp and he relishes in the attention your fingers give him again, the sour look that was once previously on your face replaced with a smile.

You wash off the soap on once of your hands and hold one of his, the hand washing his hair becoming increasingly slower as time moved on. You two in the moment just felt timeless.

Xyx squeezes your hand and you squeeze back instantly, in sync. He kisses your knuckles and you kiss his, in sync. He leans over to kiss your head and you do the same, only wiping your mouth off afterwards. "I think I just got soap in my mouth."

He laughs and it's something beautiful and you smile because of him, and vice versa. He's only Xyx when he's with you.

You dry off his hair and brush it out for him, and you guide him to your shared bed and he follows you like a blind mouse. You say him down and kissed him softly, a tender moment that lingered for a second. He pouts and looks at you with doe eyes. "Doll, that was awful, you barely even kissed me. I think you need to try again."

A laughter escapes out of you and your fingers find his face once more that evening, pulling him closer to you. You kiss him again and again, like a broken record and he comes back, again and again. "You're so greedy. That's a deadly sin, you know."

Xyx smiles against your lips, finding the nape of your neck. You half-expected him to be looking at you with something devilish in his eyes, but you found nothing short of an angel sitting in front of you. "I'm well aware," He pulls your hand up to his lips again, kissing each knuckle separately. "And I would spend the rest of my afterlife in Hell if it means I got to be with you for as long as I can breathe."

[i90o3]

Just want to put a reminder I also write for other dating sim fandoms and my requests are open for them too! (along with select few animes.)

(shit load of tags)

[doodlenoodleboi]

WELCOME SMALL FANDOM ENJOYERS!

Gonna be writing for my less talked about anime and manga babes maybe even cartoons and other media think of this of a master list of sorts. I will have characters from well known media in here but l it will just be about those characters because we don't get much exclusive material about our boys and possibly girls, they them's as well won't be excluded.

Characters/Shows/ Games/ Media etc... like:

- Shino Aburame - Naruto

- Jack the Ripper - Black Clover

- Characters in General - Hajime no Ippo

- Decim - Death Parade

- Garry - Ib

- Micah Yujin - ERROR143

- Cove - Our Life

- Sal - Sally face

Don't be shy to make a request I do prefer that you don’t it anonymous so that I can tag you maybe even become friends!

I’m not saying that I will exclusively make content for that purpose, but I will make a lot of my content based off of that since I cannot find that type of content!

I’m almost willing to write for every fandom and every character. If I’ve not watched the show or consumed the media, I’ll try my best to do research on it! Or even watch the show or consume media. Who knows I just might find my new hyper fixation!

Updates: I ALSO WRITE FOR POC PEOPLE & I WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT AS ONE SO DON’T BE SHY.

English isn’t my first languages guys so there might be a lot of typos.

[danidoodless]

i love him so bad its not even funny anymore

[v3x-y0urs3lf]

Blooming Panic if MC was the author.

Unfortunately I haven’t written fanfic in over 2 or 3 years so you’re all getting headcanons.. even then I’m high as shit and barely know what I’m talking about. Expect this to be halfassed.

Okay, this mainly follows Toaster’s storyline just.. without romance to be more accepting to everyone’s tastes.

I know canonically the servers been around for like 2/3 years and MC (who I’m just going to continue to call MC for the hell of it.) only has just joined.. but what if they were also BloomBot?

Like, assuming MC doesn’t ACTUALLY work in finance and assuming that they’re actually good enough at coding to make the server possible.. it’s not too bad of an idea.

Hear me out. BloomBot secretly being a person this entire time, watching their chat history, listening in on calls but being unable to actually say anything? Probably gets lonely.

.. So MC makes their own account and joins in, pretending to have no idea who any of them are.

Or another idea - BloomBot just belongs to them and is just your average bot, Mc joins because they themselves have lost all motivation for the series and doesn’t know what to do with it.

I also really like that idea.

Imagine just MC writing and rewriting the final chapter over and over again, or better yet, imagine MC NOT writing the final chapter. Just staring at a blank document with 0 ideas. Likely in tons of stress and no motivation to continue writing but knowing they have thousands of fans waiting for the next chapter.

MC joins a ton of fan servers to try and get some inspiration from ideas but only one really clicks with them - the super secret discord server that we all know of.

There’s moments of guilt within them when Jules or Nightowl are worried or upset with no sign of the final chapter but the chapter continues to be prolonged.

I promised there’d be no particular romance forced into this despite it being Toast’s route but here’s a slight snippet of what I think would happen depending on characters.

Toast.. isn’t much to say really. It’s similar to his natural route where he tries to find who’s behind this, maybe some deep coding down and he might get an email from BloomBots code (Can you tell I know nothing about coding? lol.) I’m not saying he’d know that MC is the author, I just wouldn’t be surprised if he started offhandedly mentioning that sometimes a long break from work is needed and VERY MUCH okay to do so when MC is in call with him.

Nightowl is stressed with both his own school problems and NOW he doesn’t have a way to escape the dread of exams and finals. In a way.. He can relate to that reason the anonymous update was explained with. It might just be me but the way the update described it, it’s pretty obvious the ‘author’ was under stress. He can relate to that stress and probably rants to the MC about it in a late night call.. Knowing someone can relate with you and that you aren’t alone does wonders to someone’s mental health, especially since Nightowl is still pushing through his stress and still moving forward.

Quest.. I completely forgot his character but I think he’s a bit too busy to think about the problem deeply. Sure, The last chapter probably won’t be uploaded but.. it’s not the end of the world? He has work and being the server mod.. the biggest problem he has is making sure everyone else is calm and okay. If MC ends up confessing that they themselves are pretty stressed for whatever reason then he totally gives some great advice, tells MC to take life slow and to take breaks if they need to.. which actually kind of helps knowing you can take your time and go at your own pace.

Xyx is actually bummed out about the whole thing. If blooming panic ends then.. does that mean the community ends? People like having a community to go to and ESPECIALLY when someone is so adrenaline hungry like Xyx then things can be.. hard during times like this when it’s suddenly ending. Xyx isn’t one to vent about it but if he sees MC down about it then he’ll definitely find a way to make them spill (as in vent.) One way or another he’ll convince MC to take a break and he tries to cheer them up.

I understand a lot of this was probably mischaracterised and I apologise for that. I do really want to hit it off as a writer but I’m honestly not really good? Lol. I really am trying, I promise. Thank you for your patience.

[purfiredie]

my lil meow meow