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Sketches, might color them later tho. Ais captured my heart fr can't wait to see him again in the next update.

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Oleander route reenactment via Instagram stories

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Happy Birthday, Oleander! 🥳

Perfect timing, your post can be the home of this celebration!

We wish only the happiest of birthdays to our beloved Oleander, a man who would absolutely love the word "thirst trap" if he knew what it was. In the spirit of his special day, go ahead and indulge in yourself! You deserve a little tryst treat!

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yes they're bubble baths and yes you are invited 🛁

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another night another sketch

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I just know he’d be a snake……it gives reptile energy

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Got comissioned by a moot to draw our oc ship and jut aaaaaaah i love them !!!!

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me, posting stuff for over 7 different fandoms at random all on the same blog:

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Hiii~ I wondered if you could write something about MC realizing they are falling in love with Ais ? Thanks ✨

AIS ASK!!! And a lovely one 🤭

I was having a hard time to write lately so this ask is a little old but I'm back at it :))

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TOUCHSTARVED HEADCANON 🍒

Falling in love with Ais

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You were heading to the Wet Wick after a long day. It had become a habit now— hanging out with Leander or Vere and Ais, when they were around, for a drink. You always looked forward to that moment of the day. Though it had been a while since you last saw Ais and his absence was weighing on your mind.  When you entered the tavern, the sun was just creeping over the horizon, yet it was already noisy inside. You had to push your way forward to reach the bar. None of the boys were here yet, so you exchanged a few words with the bartender, who had become a good acquaintance after your prolonged stay. But the place was full, and he eventually had to return to serving the rowdy group of brutes that were the Adders. After finishing your glass, still alone in the corner of the bar, you got up, considering heading to your room. But right at that moment, you heard a familiar voice calling out to you. “Sleepy already?” You turned toward the sound and your eyes widened when you spotted Leander, Ais, and Vere— all three of them together—approaching. It was unusual, but you didn’t question it. Your gaze fell on Ais, and you couldn’t help but feel a little lighter. You grinned and crossed your arms nonchalantly. “Oh, I thought you were the ones running away from a drinking night.” Ais scoffed. “I thought you knew us better, Sparrow.” Leander laughed and slung his arm around your shoulders in a friendly way. Your eyes lingered on Ais’ for a few seconds before turning away and following Leander to a corner of the room where the four of you settled. “What were you guys up to? You took your time.” you asked. “Oh, just business.” Leander answered casually. It was clear enough they weren’t going to say more, so you took the hint and dropped the subject. Ais went to the bar to fetch drinks for the group. You found yourself lost in thought, watching him from afar, until the voices of the others pulled you back. Leander and Vere were locked in what had clearly become a heated argument—the air around them tense and sharp. You couldn’t make out the whole exchange, but your blood ran cold when Leander, voice low and cutting, muttered, “The Senobium’s dog,” with clear disdain. For a second, the table went silent. You could feel the shift immediately. Vere’s eyes narrowed, his jaw clenched tight enough to crack. The insult had landed hard—and it wasn’t meant as a joke You didn’t know where to put yourself. The tension between them was like a storm waiting to break, and you felt woefully out of place, too weak to intervene, too unsure to leave. Just then, Ais returned, carrying three mugs of beer. He paused when he saw the atmosphere, raising an eyebrow as he took his seat beside Vere and across from you. “What’s happening here?” No one answered. Leander gave him an innocent smile, while Vere turned his head away, still clearly offended. You remained in the middle, completely unaware of what had sparked the fight. Leander—ever unfazed—rested an elbow on the table, turning toward you with a teasing glint in his eye. If you didn’t know better, you might have thought he was flirting. Well… maybe he was. “Let’s leave him alone for a bit… Tell me, you didn’t bore yourself to death while waiting, did you? I know I’ve been a terrible host lately, but duty called.” “Of course not,” you replied. “I know you can’t be around all the time. I stayed with Kuras in the meantime, he said he didn’t mind me around.” “Not surprising coming from the town’s good doctor!” He laughed.

You glanced back toward the monsters in front of you and raised your eyebrows in surprise. Ais was leaning casually on his chair, one hand holding his beer mug, the other resting around Vere’s shoulders. His thumb moved slowly in circles on Vere’s forearm. You couldn’t hear their words, but Ais seemed to be calming him down. You bit your tongue, your blood boiling in your veins. Leander’s slight eyes followed your gaze, then flicked back to you. “They’re certainly a pair, huh?” His voice startled you. You tried to laugh. “Haha, yeah… They seem close.” You tried to sound confident, but your words came out like a question. Leander picked up on it. “These two are like peas in a pod. Very fond of each other, yeah, you could say that.” You turned your gaze back to them, the horrible feeling from earlier rising again in your chest. Your mind was racing so much you didn’t even notice Leander’s cold stare fixed on you. Eventually, Ais caught your gaze and looked back at you. “What is it, Sparrow?” Your face flushed. You stood up abruptly. “I don’t feel well. I’ll go upstairs. Have a nice night.” You tried to sound normal, but your sharp tone didn’t escape Ais, who raised a questioning brow. Each step to your room made your heart pound harder. It felt like a time bomb ticking in your chest. Your thoughts whirled. Why were you like this? You knew they were close. Vere told you. Ais mentioned it once too. You always knew you were interrupting something by getting closer to Ais. You never stood a chance against Vere. So why wouldn’t that glimmer of hope disappear? You froze in front of your door as the realization hit you.  You had fallen in love.  How stupid.  Why would you? How could you? You didn’t come to Eridia for love. You didn’t come to waste your time on foolish feelings. You hadn’t even found a way to cure your curse. How dare you? It was all his fault. Ais. For being kind on your first night in the city. For beating up the man who attacked you. For saying he didn’t want to make a bad impression. For calling you “Sparrow.” For trying to understand you like no one else did. For saying your laugh was nice. For touching your face with that unbearable gentleness. Fuck. You were in love. A noise behind you startled you. Someone was coming up the stairs. You turned, almost gasping when you saw it was Ais. “Just checking on you. You seemed a bit shaken down there.” He really couldn’t give you a break, could he? You forced a faint smile as you pushed your door open. “It’s nothing. Just felt a little down. A night of rest and I’ll be back up!” He gave you a dubious look. You couldn’t fool him. But he didn’t push. “Alright. Rest well, Sparrow. If you need anything, we’ll be downstairs until late.” “Sure! Have fun.” He grinned, waved, and headed downstairs without looking back. You stood there until he disappeared, then closed your door with a heavy sigh. Your stay in Eridia was definitely going to be exhausting.

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important things are happening

very quick sketch animatic off the sexyman and women Castlevania polls that are occurring on twitter

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coming back after 3yrs just as this site is shutting down to post jayviks and name drop my other socials - find me on twt @OmenBairn

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take a load of this guy

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Villain Ray

Inspired by @n0t-evenhere’s villain Ray hc! I think Apollo is such a fitting villain name for him I love it so much that I need to do a quick sketch of him. He can do unspeakable things to me and I would say thank you sir😩

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it's edwin <3!!

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#liveswerechanged

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can't stop thinking about valen in a wedding tux