#xxxtra schizophrenia

[anubisystem]

Perceive me again why don’t you. This was back during the summer with my fav work buddy. Now I wear the sunglasses full time or I can’t drive 🤪

ID: selfie of beautiful past me, a white dude with short brown hair and round blue tinted sunglasses. I’m popping a squat beside a dog who’s mostly out of frame, against a backdrop of a rocky beach and choppy water with a partly cloudy sky. The dog’s leash end is around my wrist as my hand rests at my knee level, showing off my triforce tattoo. I’m smiling.

[saiiboat]

I wanna know all about y’all’s animals

well 1 weve got a boxer named aggie. shes beefy as all hell and super over excitable. like 2 years old. mega puppy. we love her her favourite trick is play dead

2 we got bea. our stepdads cat, hates everyone and everything. very square cat. if anyone but our dad goes near her she attacks immediately except for when youre sitting reallllllllll still and she brushes up against you and youre scared for your life

then weve got astrid, or as our stepdad calls her, ferp. she used to be super playful and an absolute love, but shes going through a teenager phase or something and is now super bratty. still sits next to you sometimes if you're real nice. love of my life if she would let me

last but certainly not least, weve got beib. beib is technically our brothers cat, but she's been staying with our mom for the past few months. imagine if a teddybear was given cat form. she just wants to cuddle and bump heads. we dont have too many pictures of her because most of our time around her is spent cooing over her and giving her kisses

[anubisystem]

Tonight’s query to the universe is the simplest and most complicated question I know the answer to: what would fix me ?

100% positive the answer is nothing harder than a lovingly crafted routine but nothing easier than a literal lifetime of living it out.

It’s not about the days—it’s about the patterns ..

I live every day. I live it over and over and over with as much love as I can muster. I know I’ll only get better at that part with practice.

Eat. Work. Eat. Work. Eat. Sleep. Eat. Sleep. Eat. Breathing the whole time, because that’s what living beings do…

Walk and train and bond and treat. That’s what puppies do when somebody’s there to pay attention and love them.

They also chew the house to shreds. That’s just what puppies do.

I eat and sleep and work and breathe. I also come apart at every corner. That’s what people do.

[anubisystem]

My praxis has withered specifically re: image descriptions, I need to get back to doing those and prioritizing reblogs with them and ALSO I should start tagging the undescribed ones on my own webbed site page. Primarily note to self. Also practice moment - I wanna know if this is grammable . Regardless of if it is I’m still pending my decision about whether to use instagram ever again but LOOK at me posting my visage on the internet. So brave, so unprecedented.

ID: medium length blue haired white guy (transgender variety) in a darker blue hoodie does a bathroom mirror selfie with an iPhone. His eye line is off because he is making a TBH/autism creature expression.

[anubisystem]

M-anarchy -> xxxtra-schizophrenia