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[ofmoonlily]

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It was the muffled talking that initially roused her from her dreamless sleep. Was it morning already? The white cast from the moon's rays objected her conception and shone it's brilliance upon the sleeping forms of her guardians circled near the dying fire. Eyes gently flutter fully open to garner the status of her environment. The quieted terrified accents—something about "mother"—pulled Yuna out of her sleeping bag, curious to discover the origin where the noise had been produced.

Black boots crunched against dried reeds and sticks surrounding the camp as she ventured closer, nearing the source slightly deeper into the forest and away from the safety of her guardians. But when she could go no farther, her eyes shift and uncover Kadaj's restless sleeping form. He was having a night terror...

Yuna knew better than to touch a writhing person undergoing a state of pure distress—even though she wanted to offer the man comfort with the slight of her warmth, it wouldn't end well for both of them. Instead, Yuna softly calls out to him, as many times as she could. Her voice calm, gentle. Increasing the volume of her tone ever so slightly to pull him out of the horrors that plagued his unconcious.

What was that name he said again? Mother?

Normally, everyone held their mothers in great regard. And Yuna was no different. Though it seemed every time Kadaj let slip her name, he appeared...terrified.

"Kadaj." Yuna repeats, nearly reaching out to touch his shoulder only to draw back just as quickly. "Please. Please wake up...!"

[ofgearhead]

Wow! If she didn't know any better, she'd think the sphere really did contain images of Kadaj doing some naughty things to Yuna—what with how red his face suddenly appeared after she stated as much. And so fast too!

"Ooooooo! Who knew you could be so naughty Kadaj? Can't wait 'til Yunie hears about how many dirty pictures you've been taking of her!"

The mention of having it returned sounded like a death sentence. He'd have her head, or so Rikku thought. Best to continue playing keep-away for as long as she physically could. Or until those cat-like reflexes of his kicked in and he tears it out of her cold dead hands.

She wants to enjoy her time alive poking fun at him.

"Do you take a peek at these between fiend exterminating? Ooooor, maybe when we've split up lookin' for a sphere? Is that what gets ya all fired up? Hmmmmmmmm?"

"From each other?" Seeing as Kadaj was pretty much on the team whether it was acknowledged or not. He's helped plenty. Though he finds himself suddenly distracted by Rikku's claims about the sphere containing something provocative. Pale skin turns the slightest shade of pink "It is no such thing!" He's moving closer and grabbing for it again "The contents of it don't matter - watch it all you want - I require this for power and if you just give it to me I'll show you." Since it's simple enough to prove. He's just never shown any of them this skill of his thus far. Being that they've known him quite a while that may be considered odd, but much of him is still a mystery to many. Only Yuna had the luxury of knowing more.

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//Anyway, I'll try and finish the rest of my replies on @bestiadentro and @xsqueenix tomorrow.

Hoping to return to streaming after my bf visits for a few days for his bday in July.

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//Gonna work on my drafts for queue on my @fatalframez blog and answering my asks on @xsqueenix so that's where I'll be tonight/this morning <3

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[ofmoonlily]

☄ - Kadaj 👀

Leave a ☄ in my askbox and a character's name and you'll hear the first thought my character would have if they woke up naked and in bed with that person. | ACCEPTING | @xsqueenix

Mismatched irises gradually open and fixate on a silver colored figure resting directly beside her. The blur from sleep slowly dissipates, revealing the obscured image to be none other than the Souba wielding remnant, Kadaj. His signature black suit was nowhere to be found (and neither was her garb), thus, exposing his vulnerable flesh for Yuna's eyes to witness.

Curiosity overwhelmed her as Yuna steals a glance across his scar worn body, venturing lower and towards the southern regions of Kadaj's sleeping form, only to frantically retreat said gaze and feel the heat of embarrassment reach heights she'd never thought were possible. It was as if the flames of Hellfire licked and nipped at her visage with relentless fervor! Yevon! Forgive her!

Regardless, Yuna didn't feel the need to panic or run from their current position. Kadaj proved time and time again that he was not there to harm her, to harass, or lay an ounce of malevolent touches upon the young summoner's head. No. He was there for quite the opposite - considering his violent approach to most things that threatened her livelihood, Yuna was comfortable with him this way.

After admiring his content, slumbering face for a brief moment, Yuna smiles to herself and scooted across the mattress to close the distance between them into a relaxing cuddle. Kadaj was incredibly warm, comfortable. Safe. She wouldn't mind staying like this for a few minutes longer.

[ofmoonlily]

What Color Are You Coded As ?

PINK CODED

pink, the color of femininity, believing in yourself, and embracing the side of you that you used to reject. You aren't someone who likes to hide, but you do all the time. You don't like yourself nearly as much as you may present, one way or another. You think of yourself as a hollow castaway of someone's little Matroska doll, or worse, something broken and thrown away. You want to believe that there's more to life, to you, than this broken frame of something you have long forgotten the name of... but what are you supposed to do, after all this time?

Tagged by: @ofengineers //thank you girlie! <3

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MUSE SURVEY: BATTLE EDITION

BOLD  what consistently applies,  italicize situational  /  not always. repost, please do not reblog!!

Fight honorably  / fight dirty / prefer close - quarters / prefer range /  chat during /  go silent  /  low pain tolerance / high pain tolerance / attack in bursts / attack steadily  /  go for the kill  / aim to disarm / fight defensively / strike first / provoked easily / provoke their opponent / tease /  get visibly frustrated /  shout while attacking  / use strategy  /  focus on their battle /  experience conflicting thoughts during battle  / rush in recklessly  / try to read their opponent before fighting  / fight wildly  /  fight calmly and/or apathetically / fight with anger  /  fight with excitement /  fight because they have to  /  fight because they want to  / fight without regard to wounds /  run away when wounded  / hide wounds  / take a blow to protect another / prefer a blade  /  prefer a gun  / prefer to use their ability / prefer a bow / prefer a shield  /  prefer a pole arm  /  prefer a personalized weapon  /  prefer magic or spells  /  prefer brawling  / their greatest weakness is physical  /  their greatest weakness is mental  / their greatest weakness is emotional  /  transform for battle  /  fight as they appear  / rely on strength / rely on speed  / use everything they have / hide their full potential /  exhaust quickly  / high stamina  /  doubt their strength  / proceed with caution  / behave arrogantly  / brag after landing a hit /  belittle their abilities  /  use psychological tactics  / use brute strength  /  avoid civilians   /  strike down civilians  /  damage surroundings  / avoid damaging surroundings  /  signature fighting style / making it up as they go / mastered skillset /  learning their skillset  / fancy footwork /  sloppy footwork  /  messy fighter  /  elegant fighter /  accept defeat  / refuse defeat /  beg for mercy  /  compliment their opponent  / insult their opponent / use unnecessary movements  / move efficiently /  barely move  / prefer to dodge / prefer to block  / defend their blindside  / has no blindside  / use all available advantages /  strictly use one main method  /  play around  / hold back / fight ruthlessly  / show mercy  /  wait for opponent to be ready  / strike when opponent isn’t ready / fear death  /  fear pain  /  fear killing  / has ptsd /  avoid fighting  / has lost a fight /  has won a fight / has killed / refuses to kill  / want to die standing  /  would succumb slowly

Tagged by: No one. I found it >:D Tagging: @corditeheart / @reveromantique (whichever you prefer <3), @phoenix-flamed @flamesofrebirths @bymargrace @buriedchaos @heavensbled @illeiterumveniet @rcsetorn @tailoringtay @xsqueenix (Kadaj!)

[ofmoonlily]

Relief washes over Yuna's panicked little heart once the silverette's eyes ultimately fly open. He prompty recognizes the summoner due to his query utter not moment's afterward. He had heard her. Thank goodness, Yuna thinks.

The cover of darkness veiled most of what the brunette could make out of Kadaj's features save for the smallest hint of light cascading his sillhouette from the nearby campfire slowly fizzling out. Though she had to suspect being coaxed out of a nightmare wasn't particularily one of his favorite pastimes. She wouldn't be surprised if he felt a sense of shame. Not that he should.

In regards to what she was doing in his personal space?

"I—I heard you talking in your sleep. You sounded distressed. Upset. I wanted to be extra careful and lend you my aid had you engaged in combat with a fiend. I was worried."

When he thanks her, she simply nods her head in reply and scoots over to a spot near his side with the push of her hands against the grass. The curve of her shoulder lightly touched the side of his arm.

They share a comfortable silence for a moment, as Yuna hoped it would give Kadaj time to adjust to his surroundings before troubling him with a rather intimate inquery.

Yuna shifts her attention back to Kadaj, offering a comforting smile. "Kadaj," she finally speaks, "dismiss me if I have overstepped, as I will drop the subject if it's too much to handle. But…" she could have stopped herself now to spare Kadaj the anguish of reliving something Yuna didn't fully comprehend. And yet, she doesn't stop herself from asking. "Could you tell me about…your mother? I admit I…heard what you said in your nightmare. Not everything was decipherable. However, it was "Mother" I heard every now and again.

"Are you two…not close?" Yuna was undeniably ignorant to Kadaj's circumstances and his history when it came to the woman he briefly mentioned in his slumber. From Yuna's point of view, she speculated he had been subjected to extreme violence when he was child, what with how raw and upset he appeared during his nightmare.

She knew absolutely nothing of the horrors he truly endured.

Sleep has never been peaceful for the remnant - not even here, in Spira where the horrors of the things he's done in the past plague him. He supposes it's a fitting punishment of sorts. Especially seeing as he's not entirely good either. It just doesn't help he has no real objective now. There is no Mother here, no Sephiroth and he's realized that he'll never find his brothers here either. Despite being hopeful he's wrong, of course.

Feelings of confliction often plague his dreams too. Inner thoughts that he hasn't thought to think through in avoidance of the subject not allowing him to avoid it in his dreams. Does he try to find a way home and resume his goal? Does he forget it? And if he can't go back - what does he do now? Stay? Stay with Yuna who likely won't need him anymore once this is all over? Then what? Then what?

That's when the idea he's betraying Jenova begins to disturb his rest. The idea that he's changed, remembrance of the fact that Cloud had said something about being a puppet once upon a time too. Though something is keeping him from feeling truly free from what was meant to be his purpose. The revival of Sephiroth and nothing more. Is that something he even wants anymore? Does he have a choice? Something that never occurred to him before, but had it even been possible there? A world where Kadaj had a choice.

All the questions and images that swarm his restless mind leave him uneasy, muttering here and there in his sleep though words mostly unintelligible aside from the occasional Mother spoken. Soon enough, however, he finds himself waking at the sound of a voice. At first, his dreams attempt to hold him, but as it continues, eyes are slowly opening in his stirring. Almost in a sort of delayed reaction he's shooting upward in his spot, breath heavy as he found himself startled awake. Luckily for Yuna he's at least recognizing her upon noting her. It would be a shame for him to hurt her in the spur of the moment.

"What - What are you doing here?" He's a bit embarrassed at the fact she's found him like this. Distressed, apparently needing someone to wake him. Feeling helpless over anything isn't something Kadaj cares to experience. He's stubborn, always trying to make himself appear better just so others wouldn't dare to oppose him. It's only because it's Yuna that he stays put rather than rush off in embarrassment of someone seeing what he finds to be weakness in him.

"..Thanks." The appreciation for being woken from his nightmares is spoken quietly, but definitely loud enough for her to hear. He's always visibly pouting just a bit as his gaze averts. He really does have a soft spot for her, doesn't he?

[ofgearhead]

Ooof. Scaaaaaary.

She silently comended how effortless he could put on a violently terrifying demeanor simply by his tone and cause the atmosphere around them to shift. "Ooo. A Sphere!" Rikku taunts and holds up the glowing item for all to see. How Kadaj would choose to meet her hijinks would likely be correct, no matter how violent he escalted the encounter. Truly. "Finders keepers!"

"Rikku, I swear, if you do not put whatever you took back we are going to have an issue." He doesn't have to look he's used to her antics right now. "Put. It. Back." Said item was a sphere he's been using in place of materia. An ability only he seems to be able to harness in this world.

[ofgearhead]

Yikes. She's clearly dug her own grave...

Might as well dig deeper!

She swipes it out of his reach and looks it over to find when it was dated. "It is so! Did you already forget? We're shere hunters. You know? We hunt spheres?" Honestly, where did Kadaj even find one this old? "Uh. What were you using it for, anyway? Doesn't look like it could be used as a dressphere. Ohhh wait. I knowww," a golden brow waggles in his direction, "Is this a sphere of you doing naughty things to Yunie? Hmmmm??? Kadaaaaaj?"

"Hey!" The mere mention of the sphere is what gets him to turn. It's not that whatever is on it is important, however, they were necessary for his power. "You didn't find it because it wasn't lost!" He's already turning around and reaching out to grab it from her. "That is of no importance to you!" That is the truth, really.