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[ecclais-fouoras]

Magnets

Pt 2 of we broke it

Warning: smut

       Before you had the chance to be in a relationship with Xandra, and even met her you sort of lived in Los Angeles.

You had moved with your oncle when you had no more place to stay, after you confessed to him you'd been homeless for a while he accepted to take you in.

You two didn't share much, but things weren't too awkward. Except it got a bit when you started sleeping with his girlfriend.

Xandra had been so attractive to you from the day you laid eyes on her. And as you got to know each other you started gravitating around each other. Being pulled together like magnets, yes magnets. The first time you'd both kissed you were both sitting on the sofa, wine in hand, laughing about the ridiculousness of the movie playing in front of you. It had ended you were still both out of breath. Larry was long gone to a work trip, so the house was empty except for the both of you who and her dog. Your hand fell on her lap, and her held your shoulder warmingly.

Your eyes met and in a spark  you couldn't understand you both threw eachother at each others. Lips meeting greatly and arms pulling body closes.

Xandra Fell backwards on the couch with the force of your kiss, her hand landing on the back of your neck while yours gripped her waist.

"Oh god, Xandra..."

She pulled back slightly

"Y/n...I'm so sorry...shit..this wasn't supposed to happen, your like a niece or something"

"It's okay, i understand you're with Larry, and he's my oncle, which kinda makes you my aunt ? Are you tho ?"

"..n..not really.."

Things had ended there, but you could definitely feel the undeniable strength by which you two were pulled together.

You had kissed again, in the spur of the moment or just out of sweetness. Avoiding getting cough by Larry, or one of her friends.

When Larry had a car accident she was devastated, and you offered your help with the house and finance, got a small job at the local pool, and studied on the side. Xandra was thankful for the help and continued to grief. You had also brought enormous emotional support, often finding her crying in the kitchen you'd offer your shoulder for her to cry, warm hugs to feel somehow better.

You had stroked her hair, held her sides and rubbed her back in comfort.

"Shh... I'm here it's okay...you'll be okay I promise...it won't sting like that forever"

You had often whispered in shy ears.

"I know it's hard..but at least he is in a better place"

It had been almost a year since you'd last kissed. The attraction never sized but you had pushed her advances multiple times, mostly out of respect for her, and her pain. You'd believed she had been trying to fix a hole in her chest. Seek your attention, affection to stop her skin from missing the contact of another lover. Her body having been shocked at the lack of intimacy, the lack of love displays.

So eventually she had stopped asking, tired of the rejection you would always give despite you're absolute want towards her.

"What is it ? What am I doing wrong ?"

"Oh...Xandra."

"Am I not pretty enough ? Not skinny enough ? Are you repulsed by me ??"

"No..hey..xandra no. Absolutely not. You are so beautiful"

When you felt her get better, enjoy things again and go out with friends and you felt that she was stable enough to date again.

You gave in, one morning, as she was making breakfast facing the stove you pulled her in your arms from behind and laid your chin on her shoulder.

"What's smelling good ?"

"Pancakes"

"... I was more Talking about your perfume."

She turned around in your arms looking you confusedly.

You pulled back, anxious, thinking that maybe she didn't want you anymore.

"OH Xandra...I'm so sorry.. I just.. I thought..you were s.."

She pulled you in by your shirt and kissed you hard, taking the lead, biting your lower lip begging for entrance.

Once the initial shock from the sudden movement left you you responded heavily, your hands finding the curve where her waist meets her hip. Gripping the bare skin above her shorts. After she backed away from the kiss for air, she urgently flipped the already well heated pancake.

"Well, this one is definitely done"

"Sorry. I got a bit carried away y/n"

"No need to be sorry darling"

"Already with the nicknames ?"

"Only If you knew how long I waited"

"Is that so ?"

"Oh shut up and kiss me now"

"Gotta make sure the pancakes don't burn hon"

That night you found Xandra in her robe in the living room, you were watching tv, not really paying any attention to it. She stood leaning on the counter in a sexy way. "Enjoying the show ?"

You were slightly straddled by her voice and looked backwards. Eyes landing on her arched body, hair hanging on one side of her shoulder. Her slick night robe showing bits of skin.

"..w..well yes"

"I think there's something you'd like more than that old serie"

"Someone's quite bold tonight"

"I'm tired of having you push me away y/n"

"Hey.. Xan.. I had to, I couldn't just let you fall into my arms after what happened like it wasn't something that was healthy."

"I know and I get it now come here"

You went up to her, took your time caressing her cheeks, her neck, down between her breasts, her stomach, thighs, and finally you pulled her in for a kiss. Your mouths taking control of it, your hands gripping her body, pushing her against the nearest wall.

"If we do this we do this my way baby"

She moaned at the sudden dominant tone of your voice, your fingers riding her of her dress, your eyes found her in a red lingerie Set, with a matching garter belt. "So hot. So fucking hot"

You started making out with her with more vigor, pressing your body harder against her, your leg between hers.

Xandra was a moaning mess by now, her body wiggling between the wall and yours.

"Oh xanny already desperate ?"

"Mm...please y/n"

Your fingers hooked the strap of her bra while you peppered kisses on her neck.

Dragging in down you nibbled her skin down her body, sucking on her nipples, making her arch your back, "Aw.. someone's sensitive here" you mumbled before taking her breasts in your free hand and kneaded it.

Your other one busy holding her neck slightly. You kept your hungry attack on her breasts and started teasing your way back up, before Putting your hand inside her panties finding her wet and waiting for you.

"My, my my someone's quite eagerly drenched, look at that. You ruined your panties"

You said as you slapped the waistband on her lower belly, before dragging it down with force. Her body naked and the rest of her attire cluttered on the floor beneath her.

Your fingers toyed with her mound sofly, not quite applying any pressure, just barely even touching. They were soon drenched with her juices and you brought them up her body, smearing it slowly on her stomach and going up. You did this a few times, going higher up each times. Leaving goosebumps on your travel, making her wriggle. Finally you reached her mouth and gently ordered her to open it, she did then sucked vigorously on the digits.

"That's it. Suck on my fingers with that filthy mouth." She moaned against them and looked into your eyes while she did that depraved act.

You felt arousal flow though your body at the sight of her. You took her fingers out of your mouth, and placed them back down on her body caressing her thighs, making her shiver and shake in anticipation.

"Please...y/n...please"

"Please what darling ?"

"Please...fuck me"

"You need to be more specific about that..what do you want"

"Just fuck me I don't care how you do it"

Your fingers found the patch of hair between her legs and played with them.

"Have you ever done that before ?"

"What ?"

"With a woman"

"..no...just with men"

"Are you nervous ?"

"Honestly I'm so fucking excited right now I'm beyond that" she threw her pelvis at you trying to make you go further down.

"Okay easy tiger.. remember you can tell me to stop anytime your not comfortable"

"Yeah..yeah please. Just go ahead and fuck me hard"

"Well I can't say no to that"

You finally dived in, rubbed her clit tightly, up and down and in circle finding out what movement she liked best.

When she was ready you asked her if she wanted more to what she heavily nodded.

"Words baby. Use them"

"Yes please"

You delved in, two fingers stretching her deliciously, pumping in and fully out before going back inside her. You kept a steady pace, progressively growing. You felt her groan and arch her body to press deeper. Decided to curl your fingers and hit that sweet spot inside her over and over again before she tumbled over the edge crying out and clenching around your fingers her body growing Stiff as you helped her ride her orgasm. Once she relaxed against you you pulled her by the hair and bend her over the counter her naked chest pressing against the cold wood.

"Did I say you could come ?"

"..no..but..y..you didn't say I had to...ask"

"Oh how convenient for you then"

Your hand found her clit again and rubbed it rapidly, while the other one held her hair back pushing her even further down on the counter.

"The worst thing is that you like that huh ?"

"HHYeah..yeah...UH"

"You like it when I fuck you rough"

She nodded before you lifted her and pressed her against your front, fingers still working her orgasm up. It didn't take long for it to build up, this time she asked if she could come, you had refused told her to hold it in or she'd be punished. After a few more minutes you felt her hold the clenches that were threatening to trigger her second orgasm "can I pleeeease cum..let me cum... I beg you i can't...can't hold it any..more"

"Cum. Then. Cum for me like a good girl"

The praise and your insatiable work on her made her throw her head back on your shoulder, and this time in a quieter moan release her juices on your hands as she came hard.

You kept stimulating her clit through and afterwards, before saying in a low voice "do you think I can get you to come again ? Will you do that for me ?"

She nodded and you plunged three fingers inside her while keeping the pace of circling her clit With your thumb. It took barely a minute of your stroking and pumping for her to clench again, nodding as allowance you rode it out before you felt a rush of liquid run down your hand and wrist and between her legs. Your other hand holding her waist so she wouldn't stumble.

"Did you just squirt all over me ? For your fist time ?"

She blushed heavily and tried to get away from your grip, to embarrassed to even say a word.

"Hey.. no none of that, it's very hot, nothing to be embarrassed about. Besides it means you've probably enjoyed yourself, right?"

She nodded hard before turning around in your arms lazily hiding in the crock of your neck. Before she kissed down your neck, hands playing with your chest underneath your shirt. Already heading down on her knees, and unbuckling your belt.

She unfasten your jeans and took them off of you, her hands caressing the newly discovered skin. She sat on her heels and waited for you, your hand finding her cheek softly, puting a strand of hair out of her face.

"..you do know you don't have to do anything in return, I've quite enjoyed myself already"

"Yes.. but I want too"

"Alright then. Get to work"

You said as you pushed her head to you. Her fingers rid you of your underwear, and dived in without wasting more time, exploring your folds, trying to see what sounds she could get you to make.

"Don't tease. I have very small patience"

She nodded before putting her mouth on you, making you arch and throw your head back, her kitten licks Turing into nibbles and slight sucking. She decided on a pace, and you gripped her hair when she started to go faster. She wasted no time in tasting you, making sure your toes curled as your pleasure build up. She kept eating you out until you came in one shuddering breath, hips buckling against her face getting her to fuck you harder.

She raised to her legs before giving you a quick peck.

You both climbed up to go to sleep, a quick showers and putting on night clothes before going to bed.

[hauntinglesbian]

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[hauntinglesbian]

quarantine q&a

tagged by the lovely @sxbob-omb

are you staying home from work/school?

I work at a central fill for several pharmacies, so I have to continue going to my job. But other than that I am trying my best not to go out at all!

if you’re staying home, who’s with you?

my dog and some other people

are you a homebody?

yes and no? I rarely leave the house but only because there is either nothing to do or because i hate doing things alone. actually, im scared to do things alone. of course there are times when id rather just be home all day, but for the most part i dont prefer being at home all of the time, its boring. 

what movies have you watched recently? what shows?

the show im watching right now is community because i think alison brie is pretty hot. so whoever was wondering if i would be attracted to younger women then there! alison is young, shes not middle aged. i think the last movie was the platform on netflix and the ending disappointed me greatly and i felt like i wasted my time. (dont judge me this is not a good sample of what i watch rip)

an event you were looking forward to that got cancelled?

not really, i was excited for some movies that were coming out. i like going to the movies, its one of the only times i actually leave my house. was hoping to see that run movie with sarah, tyring to hold onto something because ive been feeling so empty lately.

what music are you listening to?

im not, theres something wrong with me

what are you reading?

i am so goddamn boring but nothing. not sure if this counts but i am attempting to use duolingo to learn some languages because i feel like everyone is getting something accomplished while being at home so maybe i should too, even though my life hasnt really changed.

what are you doing for self-care?

watching netflix. im hoping when it warms up ill be able to sit outside more, but we recently just hit a second winter so :( 

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