#x wants to help y heal but thats hard because no one can fix y's mind they just have to work through it. the end

[bee-ina-boat]

idk if this is an autistic thing or whatever but oh my god why is writing so HARd? like, im afraid of constantly implying things other than what they mean

"does this sound like im demonizing mental illness?"

"what if this makes it seem like i think the answer to struggling with mental health is suicide?"

"what if this relationship comes off as toxic,"

"does this seem like x character is trying to fix y? what if it reads like x is being manipulated to try and help y?"

"did i accidentally give x a savior complex?"

"does y come off as an abuser just because they did bad things out of desperation? what if giving y a happy ending ends up feeling like abuser sympathizing?"

"how do i make y's character arc without it feeling like they suddenly realized something obvious and were fixed magically"

writing is hard

[jaxxandcomet]

Goodnight, Pogues ∞ JJ x Reader

Summary: The carefree, confident and kind kook turned Pogue has an encounter with Rafe on the beach, leading to a few shots being fired. 

Warnings: Blood, death, swearing, guns, sexual assault, sexual references ( if there is more let me know! )

Word Count: 2k!

This was not requested but I had the idea of a series where the seemingly perfect girl gets in an accident and it changes how she sees the whole world. Loosely based on On My Block, at the end of Season 1. 

GIF by heapass

The day had been amazing. Full of blue sky, puffy white clouds, and salty spray. The ocean felt amazing underneath your board. The sun shifting through the water and rippling the sand below. 

“Surfs up bitches!” You yell jokingly as JJ hits a huge wave, riding it perfectly before falling off at the end. You and Pope, who stands in the shallows next to you, leaning on his surfboard, laugh. 

“You never swear.” Pope says and you nod at him. He was right, you never did. You were the perfect daughter to the kooks, smart, independent, kind, confident, carefree but because you hung out with the Pogues, basically lived at John B’s, and were dating JJ, the high strung people from Figure 8 never called you their own. 

“I was joking mother fucker.” You answer Pope, as he smiles, bursting into laughter. 

“I guess you’re changing then y/n.” Pope says and you shake you’re head. 

Little did you know you would have no choice over the change coming. 

A few minutes later JJ and John B paddle towards you all and you fall into you’re boyfriends arms. John B splashes you as a joke and you sink under the water, swimming under your surf board to grab his leg. 

Popping up a few seconds later, Pope and JJ are doubled over in laughter, leaning against their boards for support. 

“You screamed like a little baby, man!” JJ moves your board to hug you and you flip off John B, who��s face is almost too red. 

“Good one y/n. You and JJ are the funniest people in all of Kildare County.” Pope said and John B shook his head. 

“Sorry Johnny, its true.” You joke and flash another smile. By the time you hit more waves and walk back to shore, JJ and John B are drinking beers and the sun says its almost four. 

“Chief. Nice waves you caught, baby.” JJ gives you and smile and pats next to him on a towel. A group of tourons next to you give you a look and JJ flips them off as you sit next to him. 

“Sorry about that.” You say to the tourons. Its not like they know that you and JJ are together. Maybe they want to get in his pants, which you can understand. If you were them you’d want to steal JJ for yourself. 

“So whats for the eating boys?” You ask and Pope walks up, shrugging. He sits down to your left. 

“You.” JJ says and you playfully slap his arm. 

“Sarah Cameron.” John B says and you roll your eyes at both of them. 

“Not girls, dingus one and dingus two. Thank you for the compliment babe, but I mean like actual food.” You say back and they look unfazed. When John B started dating Sarah it was like a blow to the heart for you. John B and JJ had been there for you when you’re father left and your mother married a rich kook on the other side of the island. You’d basically fallen apart then. You felt like he’d been replacing you. But Sarah and him were made for each other, and you couldn’t break them apart if you tried, and you never would. 

“We could throw a kegger after begging Ki for free food?” Pope suggests and you shrug. 

“I’ll pay for you guys. Ki told me once that they give the leftovers to the homeless.” You say and JJ squeezes your arm. 

“Your too amazing y/n.” He was right, you were the calmest, neatest, therapist like person the Pogues ever met. You’d never be seen getting angry, or not seeing the other side of things. If you friends got into an argument, you were always the mediator and tried to help them see the other side of the misunderstanding. 

Loading up your gear, as well as helping Pope out, you pile into John B’s van and head over to The Wreck, and you see Ki outside, taking someones order. 

You let JJ and Pope get out first and then shut the door behind you to grab your boyfriends hand and rub the back of his hand comfortingly. Sitting down at one of the tables near the back of The Wreck, Ki comes over, wearing a light pink ruffle crop top and jean shorts. Her curly hair is pulled up into a half bun, the ends frizzing. Her eyes sparkle as she eyes you all down. 

“I got your orders already in boys and girl.” She says and sits down, signaling to her father at the bar that she is now on break. “I get off work in 30, what are we doing?” She asks, leaning against Pope as his face turns red. You’ve known forever that he is head over heals in love with Kiara, and you can’t really blame him. She’s gorgeous, smart, cares about the environment. You’ve tried to get the answer out of her if she likes him, but she never says anything, so you stopped pressing. You didn’t want to make her feel uncomfortable. 

“Kegger,” John B says and you see him typing something on his phone. 

“Inviting Sarah Mr Kook?” JJ asks and you try to read John B’s face. He smirks and then looks up. 

“What? Uh, yes. I think.” You nod your head. Sarah is a good person, perfect for John B. She, too, was entirely beautiful, kind and the best girlfriend for John B. They fit together like puzzle pieces. 

“Have you given her some of that John D already, mate?” JJ asks and you groan, fixing your posture after you leaned over in fake anger. 

“You don’t have the answer that John B, but we all want to know.” You say. He’d told you that he nailed a few girls, which you were okay with. John B had nailed you and been your first kiss, which was hard to explain to JJ. You’d been so into him freshmen year, and then, it happened. But now, John B was entirely Sarah’s and JJ was yours. 

“I mean, yeah.” John B blushed and JJ’s hand and his met in a high five, just before he setting a hand on your thigh. The warmth spread through your body and you grinned at your boyfriend, leaning in for a kiss. 

“Thats my boy, Pogue style.” JJ says and you cringe. 

“Okay ya’ll, this is getting weird. I’ll be back with your food soon.” You watch as Ki walks away, and then turn to JJ to see his gaze following her, landing on her ass. 

“Well since the food isn’t here yet, JJ, do you want to go and get the stuff for the par-tay?” John B says, scooting his chair loudly to get up. JJ shrugs and you give him one more kiss as he walks away towards the door. Its just you and Pope now. 

“Did you see him watch Ki?” Your best friend says and you nod. 

“Don’t you feel jealous? Like I mean, if I were dating someone and the person looked at another girls butt, I would be pissed.” Pope says and you make eye contact with him, shifting your weight on the table. 

“I don’t blame him. I know I’m beautiful, but he spent a lot of his life looking for a girl to have sex with. He told me sometimes it slips his mind. Then he feels bad about it. I love him, I know I’m enough for him. We are a good couple. I feel safe, you know.” Talking through it made your emotions feel better. Even though you didn’t get mad, the feeling of saying things out loud always helped. 

A few minutes later, JJ and John B come back, and Ki brings the food. Once everyones eaten, you all pile into the car, and John B hands you the keys to his van. You smile at him. 

You normally drove John B’s car, mostly because you were the most confident and had the longest attention span. You sat in the front seat and look back. 

“Everyone buckled up?” You ask and Pope groans. 

“Yes, Mrs bus driver.” JJ says in a high pitched voice, you break out a laugh, just like you have hundreds of times today. Sometimes your friends don’t understand that even though you feel great about your driving skills, and fairly sure you won’t crash the van, you just want them to be safe. 

When you arrive at the boneyard, some kooks are already there, and you see Rafe Cameron with his stupid buddies Kelce and Topper doing a line of coke. Your face crinkles up with anger. Drugs are not a way to lessen the pain. Nor is drinking or smoking, for that matter, but especially not things like coke or dope. You shrug them off as people start arriving for the kegger, mostly just tourons looking for a good ol’ hookup on their week or two of vacation. 

The sun starts to set as your boyfriend and John B set up the fire. You’re sitting next to Pope, who’s explaining something about dead bodies farting to a tourist that keeps checking her phone. You would normally listen to him, but you zone out. 

Rafe, Topper, and Kelce are still doing lines of coke, even though they must be soaring high right now, and some blondie delivers a few cases of beer to them, adding to the pile of disguared bottles littering the sand. 

After looking back at Pope and the girl, who walked away, you touch your best friends arm and pull him gently up. 

“Want to go and look for sand dollars and watch the sunset?” You ask, and he nods his head. When you and Pope both met, you found matching sandollars, small and perfect, and got them made into bracelets. You’d been on the beach after a fight with John B, and Pope came up to you, wondering what a kook was doing on the cut. You didn’t explain the circumstance, and you don’t exactly remember how you both found the sand dollars, but now they were tied around your necks as perfect pendents, keeping you guys together. 

You grab JJ’s arm and whisper what you and Pope are doing before he tells you to be safe. You lean in for a kiss and you can feel his smiling, tasting beer and mint on his lips. 

“I love you, and I will.” You say, and he turns back to John B, who is talking to Sarah about something. 

You and Pope walk past the other groups of people, getting wasted, as usual, and then find your way to the ocean. For a few minutes its quiet, just you and Pope shifting through the sand to look for anything beautiful, until you both sit down on the edge of the foam to watch the sunset. Its red tonight, a deep and startling color. Full of hints of gold, and sandy colors, and then some darker ones mixed in. 

“You always try and watch the sunset.” Pope says as you pull out a small notebook from your shorts pocket. Inside, you describe the sunset tonight. Its colors, how it made you feel. Try and compliment it. 

“I try to. Somedays I miss it, but its nice to see something beautiful every day.” You say, and then stand up suddenly. You see something in the sand in front of you. Bending over, you find its a broken sand dollar, one side torn to a sharp, serrated edge that would cut your skin. 

“Ugh.” You say, kissing it before someone whiles behind you. 

“Nice ass, y/n.” Rafe says, and you turn around to see him stumbling towards you, empty beer bottle in his hand. 

“Thanks Rafe, but stop looking at it.” You say and he grins, tossing the bottle on the ground. Pope’s up in seconds, glancing back at the firelight where the kegger is still happening. Its the only thing, other then the moon, lighting the scene about to take place. 

“I don’t want to. You know, maybe I could have some of it.” He says and you shake your head. He’s coming closer to you and Pope steps beside you, fear, and anger, in his eyes. Your scared to, but don’t let it on. No one can know your emotions, especially not this high, and drunk kook. 

“I don’t think so. In fact, maybe go back to your friends.” You say as he comes into three feet of you. His hands reach out to grab you and Pope pushes them away, just as Rafe shoves him to the ground, kicking his side. You push the sandy haired boy and his knuckles dig into your skin. Pope is trying to get up, but Rafe must have broken a rib because his breathing is hard and flushed. 

“You must have known you’d get fucked tonight, with that outfit you’re wearing.” Rafe says, and you kick him at his groin. You were wearing a pair of Levi jean shorts, a lacy white bra, and one of JJ’s button shirts to cover up your breasts, leaving the rest unbuttoned. 

“What I wear has no affect on if I want to have sex with you Rafe,” you say, calmly, though fear is coursing through your bones. Rafe, struggles to get up, and almost falls over again, and your backing towards the waterline. 

“Whatever you want to believe y/n, but you’ve made me very angry.” Rafe says, a little to loudly, and you cringe. Any chance at this not getting physical was out of the picture now. “And you know what happens to people that make me angry.” You stop moving backwards as your heals touch the water, and glance back at JJ, who, once he heard Rafe’s voice, came turning and walking quickly towards the scene unfolding. 

While you were looking at your boyfriend, and now John B, who are both making their way towards you, Rafe, puts his hands on your waist and shoves you down. You try and punch him in the face, and grab his ankles and you kicks you in the side. Crawling away and standing up again, five feet away, he comes running at you. 

Cold fingers slide around your neck, and you can’t breath. Rafe must be choking you out. With a last grain of effort, you spit in his face and try to back away, and then he pulls something out, and two shots are fired. 

For a second, you didn’t know it was you that got shot. People were screaming and running away from the boneyard, and something wet was seeping into your shirt. 

Then, the pain hit, and a scream came erupting from your mouth. Thousands of knives stabbed you right below your ribcage, in two different spots, and you fell to the sand, shaking. 

This was like the movies. It was the movies. How could you be feeling so much pain? You must be dead already. It only made sense. This was to much. But you couldn’t leave JJ or Pope or John B or Sarah or Ki without saying goodbye. 

Someone was right next to you, looking into your eyes. The pain was getting worse, and making your vision white. All at once, your hearing came back, and Pope was next to your left side, with JJ on the other. Both were holding your hands, which were laying in red sand. 

You look down, but the pain stops you from seeing the bullet holes in your chest. 

“Call 911!” Ki shouts and Sarah picks up the phone, dialing the number. 

Your breaths come out in shocked waves, pulling and turning. Its getting harder to get oxygen as well. Somethings clogging up your throat. 

As you wheeze for air, and try to stay afloat, you desperately want to watch whats happening, but your so tired. What time is it? It must be past your bed time by now. You have to tell JJ and Pope goodnight, just like you always do. 

“I-I lo-love you gu-guys.” You muster out quietly, and JJ shakes his head. With each word and breath your getting more ready to fall asleep. “Goodnight, Pogues.” You say, and JJ clutches your face. You’ve never seen him cry like this before. Big tears sliding down his face. 

“Don’t fall asleep. Please don’t fucking fall asleep!” He screams and you hear something wailing in the distance. 

“But I-its getting hard-harder to breath JJ. I don-don’t want to fight any lo-longer. Please let m-me sleep.” Your voice is horse and choked. Your breathing is the same, only coming in short bursts.

“Don’t give up, please.” Pope says and you shake your head. 

“Listen to Pope, don’t fall asleep. We love you. Keep fighting!” JJ orders, but you zone out. Is that blood in your mouth? Something tastes metallically. 

“Don’t let her fall asleep JJ. She might not wake up.” John B says, and you watch as he stares at you, Sarah hugging him tight. She must have already called the ambulance. 

“Look at me, okay,” JJ says. You try to, but yours eyes are closing. Pain stiffles a cry as Pope is leaning over your midsection, pressing something to seep up the blood pooling from out of you. “Your going to be okay,” JJ says. 

“Goodnight John B, goodnight Sarah and Ki, goo-goodnight Pope. Goodnigh-good-goodnight JJ. I love you guys.” You speak slowly, and JJ shakes his head. 

“Don’t fall asleep, please.” 

“We love you Y/N. Please don’t leave us.” Ki sobs and Pope looks into your eyes. 

The wailing is getting louder. Closer. And then the long awaited sleep breaks through. 

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[katsukisbimbo]

Fight Me

✯ Hashibira Inosuke x Strong! Fem! Reader

✯ genre: crack!!!! kind of strangers-to-friends-to-lovers au? kinda ooc characters but it do be like dat

✯ summary: inosuke likes girls that can put him in his place

✯ wordcount: 2.0k +

note: this was a request by @ahegaoapril sorry if it took me so long to write it!! i had to rewatch some of kny to get the events right but i hope you enjoy!!

- okay so

- you first met tanjirou when you were making your way to the drum house

- you saw that he was a fellow demon slayer so why not stick with each other yknow

- teamwork makes the dream work

- “hi i’m y/l/n y/n!! what’s your name??”

- “i’m kamado tanjirou!! how old are you??” you tell him your age and luckily you guys were close to each other’s ages

- omg!!

- new bffs

- but then you could sense the presence of a demon coming from the box tanjirou was carrying on his back

- and he’s like

- ruh roh

- o.o

- “aHHhsjd you don’t have to tell me anything if you don’t want to!! feel free to tell me whenever you’re ready!!”

- and he’s just uwuing

- because wow you’re so nice

- he’s gonna l o v e being your friend

- on your way up the mountain you see a blonde simp trying to harass a girl into marrying him

- sigh

- simps

- you notice that he’s wearing the demon slayer uniform

- ‘do they accept just anyone in the demon slayers’

- you and tanjirou make your way over to them and try to pull the simp off of the poor girl

- “hEY gEt off hEr rIghT nOw”

- “please marry me i’m so weak please i need you to protect me you’re so beautifu-“

- you grab the weirdo and fling him away from the girl

- she thanks you and starts being the crap out of him and honestly you couldn’t find the kindness in yourself to stop her

- eh

- it ez what it ez

- he goes on crying about how he was weak and how he needed a wife until

- “EHHHHH WHO IS THIS BEAUTY YOU’RE WITH HUH TANJIROU? HUH WHO IS SHE? YOU PUSHED MY FUTURE WIFE AWAY BECAUSE YOU ALREADY HAVE YOUR OWN GSHSJSDJDBX-“

- but before he could go on you shoved him onto the floor making him eat dirt (poor baby)

- time skip becuase zenitsu is too chaotic

- you guys made your way up the mountain

- whew

- you need to work out more

- y/n’s stamina said: no

- after you guys got to the drum house you saw two little kids crying and hugging each other but suddenly a kid fell out the window

- you turned to shield the kids’ eyes so that they wouldn’t be able to see

- you, tanjirou, and zenitsu made your way inside of the house, sensing berko is demons on your way in

- you sadly got seperated from zenitsu and tanjirou

- sigh

- what nOW

- and you suddenly see a fucking guy with a boar mask

- “HAHAAHAHAHSAIAH”

- whAT THE FUCK

- RUN GET OUT OF THERE WHAT IS THAT

- luckily it just breezes past you and goes on a rampage

- ...

- when you got out you saw a beaten up zenitsu shielding tanjirou’s box from the boar mans relentless kicks

- oh no

- you fly into action and kick the shit outta the boar man

- but tanjirou suddenly comes out and yells at you to stop and that demon slayers weren’t allowed to raise their blades against one another

- who said that you were gonna be fighting with swords

- “sTOP Y/N-CHAN YOU’LL GET HURT”

- “IDC BITCH I DIDN’T CHOOSE THE THUG LIFE THE THUG LIFE CHOSE ME”

- “the hate u give little infants fucks everyone” -2pac

- y/n: *proceeds to beat the shit out of the boar dude and successfully knocks him out with one kick to the back of its head”

- ...

- pending....

- loading....

- after inosuke woke up he threatened to beat the shit out of you but you just ignored him and continued to help tanjirou and zenitsu bring the bodies back outside

- after burying everyone, you guys decided to make your way to the wisteria house to get some rest and heal up

- on the way there and during your stay there inosuke wouldn’t leave you the fuck alone

- “hEY YOU FIGHT ME”

- “no”

- “wHY NOT”

- “cuz i’m stronger than you, you’ll just hurt yourself. we’re here to rest”

- cue inosuke screaming and lunging at you

- but nah you weren’t bout it

- you simply side stepped and turned to jump inosuke and pin him down

- “give it up pretty boy”

- *boomboom*

- huh

- what was this

- why did inosuke feel his heart beat a little faster

- what was this feeling

- eh

- he’s probably just hungry

- ...

- you, inosuke, and tanjirou are currently battling the spider dad

- “tANJIROU WHAT IS THAT”

- “i DONT KNOW”

- both tanjirou and inosuke make a move to slash at spider daddy’s arms but they were too tough, you quickly ran towards them successfully slashing the demons right arm

- “hOWD YOU DO THAT?!!!? HIS SKIN WAS SO HARD”

- “and? life is hard, but you get through it”

- wise words by y/l/n y/n

- life do be hard doe

- anyways

- inosuke felt his heart beat a little faster in his chest,,,what did that mean?? is he tired or something?? but why did seeing you cut spider daddy’s arm make his heart go boom boom

- as the battle goes on, tanjirou was yEETED to the next dimension, leaving only you and inosuke to fight against daddy long legs

- “DONT DIE BOTH OF YOU”

- hah as if you’d die without confessing to inosuke

- huh

- wait what

- yOU LIKE INOSUKE

- hehe

- your thoughts are suddenly interrupted when spidaddy suddenly lunges at you but you were luckily able to get out of the way

- “oI PAY ATTENTION”

- “SHUT UP BAKANOSUKE”

- :(

- after some time inosuke was able to slice through arachne daddy’s arms but it suddenly ran away

- “oi inosuke lets go”

- boom boom

- there it was AGAIN

- maybe he needed to see a doctor

- you follow the demon only to see it shedding its skin and regaining its arm back

- what the fuck

- eND ME NOW

- you glance at inosuke but he isn’t budging

- you’re suddenly filled with fear when you realize that inosuke was accepting the fact that he was going to be defeated

- you were about to yell at him until

- “no way am i going to lose. i’m hashibira inosuke of the demon slaying corps!”

- whew

- you let inosuke take the lead as you knew that he was filled with new determination to kill this demon and get you two to safety

- but when the demon got its hands on inosuke you were suddenly filled with an immeasurable amount of rage

- you lunged at the demon and stabbed your blades into both of its shoulders

- it let out a piercing scream as you dig your blades even further into its flesh

- but suddenly a flash and inosuke was on the floor with the demons arms

- you turned your head and saw the water pillar, tomioka giyuu

- “gIyUU-SAN thank god!! could you please finish him off? i need to fix inosuke up” and he just nods at you and gets crack-a-lackin

- he defeats spider daddy in a span of 2 seconds while you and inosuke are mesmerized by his skill and technique

- as he makes his way deeper in the woods he is stopped by inosuke calling out to him

- “HOLD UP FIGHT ME MISMATCHED HAORI”

- and at that point you were too tired and exhausted to listen to inosuke or to baby sit him

- so you knock him out and smile sheepishly at giyuu

- after giyuu left, all the exhaustion seeps into your bones causing you to pass out right on top of inosuke, making you unconsciously snuggle into his chest

- GOSH THATS CUTE

- by the time you wake up you were already at shinobu’s butterfly estate. surprisingly you were the first one up from your friends

- you looked at the bed beside yours and saw that you were in between zenitsu and inosuke

- you slowly slipped out of bed and sat on inosuke’s

- dumbass still had his mask on

- you slowly examine his body to see how his wounds were healing and they were healing pretty well

- you moved your hands to touch his own, feeling how warm and rough they were from long hours of practicing his swordsmanship

- “ehem”

- GEHSJDJ

- you quickly drop inosuke’s hand and turn your head to see a short armed zenitsu smirking at you

- “iTS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE I WAS JUST WORRIED OK STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT SIMP”

- “hehe you like him don’t you”

- >:)

- “and if i do? what about it?”

- 0o0

- zenitsu didn’t think that you’d actually admit it

- “hey, there’s nothing wrong with liking him. it’s normal. you guys would be cute together”

- “i-i s-shUT UP,,, but thanks zenitsu,,, do you really think he’d like me back though?”

- “of course he does y/n, you’re strong beautiful, intelligent, and skilled! he’d be stupid to not like you”

- aWH

- zenitsu could be really cute sometimes

- but what you two didn’t know was that inosuke was awake the w h o l e time

- and he was BLUSHING so HARD under his mask omg

- ceo of tomatoes

- this was yours and zenitsu’s little secret

- after all of you had healed up you noticed that inosuke was a little clingier towards you

- whenever you guys ate he would give you a piece of HIS tempura and he never does that???

- and whenever you two are sparring he always has this look in his eye, like he was looking at something so precious to him

- eh maybe it was just the lighting

- he wouldn’t have feelings for you

- was what you thought until you overheard the three musketeers talking

- “kentaro,,, is it normal for my heart to go really fast when i see y/n?? she’s really strong and i really like that. i love fighting with her and i wanna be as strong as her. but whenever we fight i get chest pains and my tummy feels weird. am i sick?”

- and zenitsu and tanjirou are just like

- ‘r u an idiot lol’

- but this is inosuke

- “listen inosuke, i think you like y/n,, maybe even love her,,”

- wHA

- bruh you’re being punkd tell the cameras to come out right now

- this has to be a JOKE

- before you could stop yourself your body already made its way into the room they were in and slid the door open

- *bANG*

- and suddenly the three of them are jumping into the air

- but when they see that it’s you, zenitsu and tanjirou make their way out, leaving you and inosuke by yourselves

- “so i hear-“

- “i think i love you”

- what

- the

- fuck

- did he just say he loved you

- or did you have some sort of brain damage

- sOMEONE PAGE SHEPHERD

- “i think you’re really pretty and you’re so strong that you don’t even seem to break a sweat when you kick my ass. i really like fighting with you but when i do,, looking at you makes me feel all weird and tingly”

- 0.0

- you suddenly lunge at inosuke and hug him and he hesitantly puts his arms around you

- “i think i love you too bakanosuke”

- cue tanjirou and zenitsu cheering

- “i still won’t go easy on you when we’re sparring though”

- “good, i don’t want you to”

[the-writer-ofthe-fandoms]

Symbiote  (Lucifer Morningstar) (Ch. 10)

Pairing: Lucifer Morningstar x Symbiote! GN!Reader  Words:2.0K+ Warning(s): Talks of trauma, gore warning A/N: Heyo sorry for the l o n g wait, but life is life. heres the next installment of Symbiote~ Sorry if I miss anyone on the taglist, there are a lot of people asking and its hard to keep track. Chapters: Chapter 1, | Chapter 2 |  Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 |

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There was a moment of brief, heavy silence before a soft spoken answer was received: "Sure thing."

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Lucifer watched as (Y/N) immediately melted into a deep sleep and he expected Venom followed in suit. It was a cute site, he would be lying by saying their sleeping face was not cute. The way their lips were slightly parted, the soft snores, the way you were gripping onto and holding onto the pillow...

He shook his head, taking one last look before he moved himself away from the bed. There was a strange feeling that swarmed and filled up his chest. It was a feeling he had only felt a few times before in his long past. He couldn't quite place his finger on the strange sensation but tried to shrug it off. That can be saved for his future visit with Linda.

It was an interesting twist to his life, meeting (Y/N) and Venom. He thought the only thing was Chloe making him vulnerable but it seems like his time on Earth is adding more spice to his life.

Lucifer pulled out his cellphone and sent a quick message for Mazikeen, telling her to come to the pent house in the morning. After hitting send he closed out of the app and swiped towards his camera. Him taking a picture wasn't for black mail purposes, but his impulse to have some sort of silly photo on his phone was high. Lucifer crouched down near his bed and held up his phone, taking a rather adorable selfie of him with his tongue and (Y/N) asleep.

Lucifers head snapped in the direction of his elevators and the sound of an all too familiar, angelic brothers voice.

"Luci, I need to talk to you."

"Oh no." He gulped. He was panicking internally and lightly pulled the covers over his sleeping body guard as he figured out something to tell his brother. "Stay. Here." He gritted his teeth and made his way to his brother. "What is it Amenadiel, I was in the middle of something."

"I heard you were working with the human; the strange one that we aren't entirely sure is human."

"And what about it, Amenadiel?"

"You shouldn't mess with-"

"Let me stop you there. Were you not the angel to work with a devil and to work with me?"

"Yes but-"

"Listen, I have met with them and gotten know them. They are completely harmless."

"Are you completely sure?" Amenadiel stared down Lucifer with an intense look. "Are you sure they won't harm humans."

Lucifer went to speak but had to watch himself. He knew that (Y/N) and Venom were virtually harmless to good humans, but he also knew that Venom ate humans. Granted they were criminals, so basically almost harmless.

"They won't harm bad humans." Lucifer rolled his eyes when Amenadiel gave him a look. "You allow me to do the same thing: punishing the bad." That seemed to shut his angel brother up for a moment.

"Just be careful, Lucifer. You don't fully know them or what they are capable of."

"Thats the fun of this whole experience." Lucifer devilishly smirked while Amenadiel rolled his eyes. His brother didn't say anymore and just left. The King of Hells smirk fell to a more relaxed expression before he went back to his bed to make sure that (Y/N) was still in bed. He was expecting them still there, not an empty bed.

"Shit!" He exclaimed, although he kept his voice low. He listened carefully for any sound in his penthouse. Lucifers head perked when he heard a sound coming from the bathroom; it sounds like there is water running. He stepped to the bathroom in his bedroom and leaned his head close to the door,and it definitely sounded like the shower was running.

"(Y/N) darling, are you okay?" He was hoping either Venom or (Y/N) were sober enough to what they were doing.

"Fiiiine." A long, drawn out reply came from the other side. That reply did not sound sober. "Venom is still knocked out."

"What are you doing?"

"Gonna wash me and my clothes."

"Why don't you come out before you do that and wait until tomorrow."

"No!" After that shout he heard a thump on the floor. "Ow I fell..."

"I'm coming in, (Y/N)." He didn't waste time to open the unlocked door, but hoped that they weren't fully unclothed. Usually Lucifer wouldn't mind but in these circumstances he would like to respect his employee. He saw them sprawled on the floor with what looks like a cut on their forehead.

"Hnng..." They moaned out as Lucifer rushed to them.

"Your forehead..." There was a lot of blood, although he knew the alcohol had a part in that.

"Don't worry, Venom can heal it in the morning." Lucifer watched as they pushed themselves off the ground. "I gotta- I gotta lay down."

"Just lean on me, I will walk you to the bed." He wrapped an around their waist and slowly moved them out from the bathroom and onto the bed. "I will get a towel to clean all the blood on your face alright?" He helped them sit on the edge of the bed before darting back to the bathroom for a hand towel.

"I'm not usually like this." (Y/N) said quietly, their words still slurred but they sounded much more sober than earlier. "Don't ever give us alcohol like that again."

Lucifer didn't respond, he had no idea what to say. He began dabbing the cloth on their face, trying his hardest to be gentle while wiping away the blood on their cute face. Lucifer blinked... Cute? He mentally shook away that thought and continued to swipe away the blood.

"I'm sorry." They muttered. "We don't mean to be trouble."

"No trouble at all, especially compared to me." Lucifer chuckled. "Now before you go back to bed, are you sure your cut is fine? It looks pretty bad."

"Yea, like I said: Venom can fix that. He can fix a lot, he is currently fixing me right now." The drunk (Y/N) slightly giggled.

"What does that mean?" Lucifer felt a little bad for prying, but this was a prime opportunity to learn more about the host and the alien.

"I'm a perfect match, but on scans my body basically looks like it is actively dying, like complete organ failure. Venom is preventing that from happening." They sighed and looked downwards towards their chest. "He heals physical wounds too."

Lucifer was about to interrupt them when he saw their hand tug at the collar of their shirt,but when he saw just a small portion of a jagged, dark scar he almost froze. He has seen many horrid things that do not affect him, but this affected him in a sympathetic way. He had barely met the two but he knew (Y/N) and Venom were decent people compared to a lot of humans on Earth.

"If he can heal a gaping hole through my body..." They yawned, and continued. "He can heal a cut. Anyways, I sleep now." They laid their head on the pillow and almost instantly they fell asleep.

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Your head was pounding when you were awoken by sunlight. You were sure this was a hangover and definitely sure you were feeling Venoms too. You didn't have to look around to know you weren't in your apartment, the feel of the silk sheets against your skin was a dead give away. Letting your eyes investigate your surroundings you could conclude this was Lucifers pent house. You couldn't piece much together after you fell asleep (the first time that is) but there were strange memories that were popping up; like going to the bathroom and Lucifer helping you a second time to bed.

You swung your legs over the edge of the bed and took a moment before standing up. You took steps to the bathroom, which gave you a sense of a deja vu, to freshen up a bit. When you got to the bathroom your (e/c) eyes widened at the site in the mirror. There was a nice sized gash on your head, starting from yohr hairline to barely above your brow.

"Venom buddy, are you awake?" You spoke, although your voice definitely sounded raspy from just waking up. "I need you to heal this." No response, the alien still must be asleep. As irritating as it was because you needed him, a small break from constant chatter was nice.

You sighed, and spent time with the rest of your appearance. You definitely had bedhead hair but it wasn't too much of a struggle to neaten out. You splashed some cool water on your face and took advantage of the bottle of mouth wash that was on the counter. With a stretch you left the washroom and bedroom, hoping to find Lucifer.

Right as you entered the main room the elevator doors slid open and there was the Devil you were looking for.

"Ah good your awake." He grinned and set down a bag and coffee. Here is breakfast for you. We have another case so eat fast."

"O-okay." You yawned while talking, opening the bag and taking out the bagel he got.

"I wasn't sure how you liked your coffee, or if you liked coffee, and bagel."

"Don't worry about it, I just hope the food helps with the hangover." You begin to chow down fast, hoping the food would stir Venom. "Venom is still asleep so he hasn't healed the cut. Which I want to ask if you know how I got it."

"Oh right. You went to take a shower with your clothes on and you fell and hit your head on the counter."

"Ah... Well I hope you forgive my behavior."

"Trust me, I have seen you humans act way worse while not under the influence."

"Nibble... No more alcohol..." Venoms voice finally was heard.

"Good morning Venom. Can you heal up my forehead please?" You heard grumble from him but you could feel him start to pull your forehead wound close. You could feel his goopy self start to enclose the wound before sinking back into you.

"Less subtle than I was expecting." Lucifers face looked almost impressed. You quickly finished your bagel and grabbed the coffee.

"I can drink this on the way. Do you know anything about the case your joining?"

"Only that it pertains to our killer." Lucifer made his way back to his elevator and you quickly join him.

"The Stalker case? This is a quick escalation from the last scene."

"Well according to what Chloe briefly told me, the crime scene confirms its Gene. And that we got the reports back from his prison he was released on parole but he killed his officer."

"Well shit."

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You and Lucifer arrived at the crime scene in around 10 minutes after leaving his place. Thankfully Lucifer lent you his sunglasses to help with the headache. Venom thought they looked cool too which was a plus. Officers eyed you as you stuck close to Lucifers side; they eyed you more than they did last time. You rolled your eyes and continued following Lucifer into the toy store.

"Detective!" Lucifer greeted loudly as he approached his partner. You slid the sunglasses onto the top of your head since the room was fairly dim.

"Another dead body..." Venom growled.

"Lucifer, (Y/N)." She greeted Lucifer with a look of annoyance but gave you a small smile. Although you can tell she seemed to be hiding something... Call it a journalistic hunch. "I need you both to see this. Now." She brought you both to around the counter where the store clerk would usually be, but there you saw a dead man.

The words 'stay away' were carved into his arms and you noticed the same two words were written next to his body.

"I take it our killer finger painted more in a different room?" Lucifer asked humorously.

"Yes he did in the store room." Detective Decker glared at him. "But he broke his pattern; he left these." She handed you two evidence bags, both with paper in them. One was a piece of college ruled paper with what seems to be an address.

The next was a picture of you outside the last crime scene with Lucifer laughing.

"Looks like he knows your investigating him again, (Y/N)."

"Well... Shit."

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[theanimesideblog]

A karate kid like fem(if thats ok) s/o who's been knocked down in battle, like everyone thinks their leg or arm is broken or something, but they get back up with kirishima, bakugo, and todoroki? If thats ok-

Kirishima, Bakugou, Todoroki x Fighter!Fem!Reader: Choose Your Frighter

TW: violence, injury

A/N: THIS IS MORE THAN OK DNDDHDHDJ I do mma so this is v exciting to write!! The reader has a quirk similar to the villain Midoriya faught in the summer camp arc expect she uses it to reinforce her muscles so she can recover from injury or she can make her bones mend/reinforce them.

Kirishima

Kirishima’s and your internships happened to line up for a partol together :)

You two were elated especially since tonight’s partol should have been easy

And it was supposed to be! But a bunch of villains tried to jump you two and the other heroes on patrol

Kirishima sneaks a glance over at you once he defeats his guy, only to see you totally reck the villain you’re against

It’s really, really cool until he saw your arm bend at the weirdest angle possible

He knows your quirk and knows that you’re fine, but the hero you’re with worries over you and so does Fatgum

Especially when you keep fighting as if nothing happened

“(H/N) is fine. She’s tough as nails.” Kirishima says to soothe everyone

You end up knocking out the villain right after he says that

Your quirk fixes your arm like a piece of cake

Later, Kirishima talks to you

“(Y/N)! That was amazing! But please be careful you scared me!”

“You scare me when you run at a person who shoots you!!”

“.... mayhaps some points have been made.”

Bakugou

Villains were attacking and Aizawa had given the “ok” to attack

You and the Bakusquad happened to be all together

The squad, minus Bakugou, all freaked out when they heard a horrible crack

They saw that your leg was at an odd angle, but you were still standing

And- with that leg- you kicked the villain to the ground

The squad was freaking out and wanted to rush over to you but Bakugou wouldn’t let them

“She’s tough. She can do this.”

You continue to fight the villain, knocking him unconscious

You turn to Bakugou with a huge grin on your face

He just laughs and yells “that’s my girl!“

Also tells the squad “I told you so. She’s not weak.”

He’s a little worried in private

He just wants to make sure that leg is healing well

Not because you’re weak, but because you’re too strong to be lost

Todoroki

The class was training and you went against Kirishima

He didn’t mean to hurt you!!!! Honest!!! You punched him so hard that you shattered your fist

It was the worst thing Kirishima has ever heard

He started to freak out and apologize

Todoroki was internally freaking out

He was ready to run over and help you

But you held everyone back and said the fight wasn’t over because you didn’t forfeit

Aizawa had to break it up because you wouldn’t let Kirishima stop

You got in a killer kick that sent him flying before Aizawa could stop you

Todoroki took you to Recovery Girl

“I have to admit... I hate to see you get hurt, but you’re remarkable. You were able to keep going, even with getting hurt.“

You gave him a little smile.

“Thanks.”

“Of course. You’re going to be a great hero one day. I can tell.”

[trying-write-fanfics]

Shinso Hitoshi X Reader part 25

Class was delayed the next morning. Police were all over interviewing people on campus. The word spread and it was worse than what Shinso could ever thought. The trio went to Y/n’s place after the entire rematch drama. When they got to Y/n’s something was off her parents weren’t home. Upon investigating there was a stranger in the home. He told the students they could give Y/n up or die. 

They chose to fight, but there were enemies lurking. Sonny tried using her quirk and blew her legs out. Y/n was able to knock one of the men out, but she ended up with a concussion. Benny had scraps and scrapes. He needed stitches, but thanks to him, he was able to carry both his friends out of the house to safety. Y/n’s parents on the other hand were being held by someone. 

Motive was clear. A criminal group was looking for a healer. What didn’t make sense was who released this information. Where she lived, her quirk, who would want to hurt her? Benny and Sonny were off the suspicious list since they were both injured. 

“Is the home school trip gonna be okay?” Mina asked Aizawa in the middle of class.

“The three of them are in stable condition right now.”  Aizawa said.

He wasn’t sure honestly. He didn’t like the idea of villains going after a healer, and showed it was perfect for them. She would have Been too weak to fight, after her retreat and getting burned from Bakugo. If she didn’t have her friends with her, who knows what would happen. Would they even release her parents for getting the target, or would they make them suffer.

After training Mina was able to get the hospital the three were at. It wasn’t hard to find since Sonny had been texting Mina. She said she was bored as hell since she couldn’t walk. Her legs were hurt from using her quirk a little too hard and her star healer was…

“I don’t actually know about Y/n’s condition.” Sonny told the trio. “Benny came in a while ago, but he has to stay the night because they’re unsure if he has a concussion or not. I know Y/n does, but the cops have also been up her butt all day.”

“We heard the story was the attackers were originally trying to kidnap Y/n, and use her parents as hostages. Why would anyone do that just to secure a healer?” Mina asked.

“She’s a valuable asset.” Sonny sighed.

“Do her parents have healing quirks? Why not kidnap them?” Denki asked.

Sonny actually smiled, it was a little funny after getting the shit beat out of her to hear that.

“No, (nickname) had a healing mutation. Her dad can have things float around him while her mom can harden her skin in tiny amounts. Her father was skeptical when her quirk was developing. They did a paternity test to find out she really was his kid.” Sonny explained.

“Oh, thats rough.” Denki said.

“It was what it was. They can’t complain too much since their daughter was always going to have job security.”

The police were interviewing who would do this, who had access to all the information, a family friend, a business competitor, her parents weren’t shy about bragging about their daughter it seemed. Which only made the pressure worse for Y/n. The funny thing about healers is they can’t consciously heal themselves. They can do a minimal amount in their sleep, but it’s something her parents were trying to make her learn. Once they learned their daughter’s healings abilities went past closing wounds, but releasing tension headaches, going deeper than skin, they thought there was more to be done. It was never enough. (Full name) would be the best healer the world has ever seen. That’s like the best case scenario. 

“You think we could go check on her?” Shinso asked Sonny. 

Sonny tensed up at that question. She knew Y/n would love visitors that weren’t police down her throat, blaming her for her parents getting kidnapped, but it also meant someone taking her spot in Y/n’s life.

“Yeah, probably. Just tell them you’re friends with her.” Sonny sighed. 

“I can stay with you here!” Mina offered. 

Denki gave Shinso a smug looked and a nudge.

“I’ll stay here too, I don’t often get to be blesssed by Sonny’s radiating beauty.” Denki announced

“I’m gay.” Sonny said.

“I didn’t say we needed to fall in love, I was just calling you beautiful.” Denki said, giving Shinso a chance to be alone with Y/n.

And Shinso took it. He made his way towards the reception desk to find a different blond already there...holding a vase full of flowers. 

“Why are you here? Aren’t you a little loud for the patients? They already probably have burst ear drums.” Shinso asked.

“Shut it eye bags.” Bakugo growled.

“What are those?”

“Are you blind dipshit? They’re flowers.”

“Don’t tell me you’re-“

“My mom is making me. Aizawa emailed her letting her know that I’m just a nuance.” Bakugo said. 

They weren’t roses, but Shinso still knew to be on guard. 

“She’ll like them. She had a bad night, not just because of you.” Shinso said.

“Oh fuck off. Why haven’t you seen her yet?” 

“I saw Sonny first.” Shinso answered. 

The door was shut where Y/n was staying. Since Bakugo’s hands were full, Shinso knocked and heard no answer. There wasn’t any talking behind the door so Bakugo glared saying to just open it anyway. However this did not reveal a sleeping beauty. Instead they found a stripped bed and an open window. Shinsou rushed to the window to find Y/n was still climbing down. She was in casual clothes, but still had a bandaged face.

“Y/n!” Shinso yelled down.

The girl looked up straight up red handed. 

“What?” She yelled back up.

“What are you doing?!”

Bakugo went to the window.

“What the hell are you doing dumb ass!?” Bakugo yelled.

“What does it look like!” She yelled back up. 

Bakugo’s eyebrow twitched. Shinso began to run down the stairs as Bakugo blasted himself out of the window. Not wanting to get caught, she slide down her rope sheets faster and dropped to the ground. Instead of running she did more of a power walk. Bakugo landed and started rushing beside her.

“What the hell are you doing?” He asked again.

“I don’t have time for this.”

“Tell me what the hell is going on?” Bakugo got angrier.

“My parents got kidnapped because of me.” She growled.

“Why aren’t you going to the police or anyone else about this? You’re still hurt.” Bakugo grabbed her by her injured wrist which made her hiss in pain. “Sorry!” He let go. 

“Listen, I gotta did this on my own. Too many people are already involved and have gotten hurt.” Y/n explained.

“You’re gonna give yourself up?” Bakugo snarled. “That’s the last thing anyone wants!”

“I’m not giving myself up.” Y/n said. “I’m gonna rescue my parents, myself.”

“You have a concussion.”

“I got out of a four story window.”

Shinso finally made it to them. Y/n went back to walking as Bakugo caught Shinso up to speed of Y/n’s very poor plan.

“See really is messed up because anyone with half a brain would know that’s a terrible plan!” Bakugo yelled

“Wait do you know who kidnapped your parents?” Shinso asked.

“Yeah…” she said, clearly not going to tell.

“Use your fucking messed up quirk on her.” Bakugo commanded. “Well tell them police and they’ll fix it.”

There was no way in hell Shinso was doing that. 

“Did they send you a ransom note?” Shinso the detective asked. 

“Yeah.”

So she knew where she was going.

“If you two are going to follow me all the way there, you might as well help.” She sighed.

“You have to tell us what we’re up against before we agree to shit.” Bakugo said. 

“I don’t know why you're up against if I’m being honest. I don’t think the main guy is gonna be there.”

“Then why the hell are we going there?” Bakugo asked.

“Are you sure your parents are at this location?” Shinso asked. 

“I’m not sure.” Y/n said beginning to realize the holes in her plan. “But I’m sure with you’re help we’ll be able to get information we need.”

She stopped in front of a tall abandoned building. Y/n guided them inside like she had been there so many times before. It was dusty, full of rubble. The pillars were wore down, and bits of sun light seeped through the cracks. They climbed stars covered in ash. 

“Just stay back until it doesn’t sound good.” She whispered before they left the stair way.

[tomhollandertrash]

Peter Parker x Cyborg Male!Reader

(A/N);  hope you enjoy this, I really liked making it and I hope the person who requested this enjoys it and it’s somewhat similar to what they wanted. Please do not reblog my stories without my permission

Warnings; slight bullying, mentions of a car accident.

Summary;

(Y/N) and Bucky are roommates/best friends, the two boys have been friends since they were six and when (Y/N) got into a car accident, four years ago; his parents died and (Y/N) awoke in the hospital a week later with his left leg, lower back and left eye wired to JARVIS, Tony’s AI. With the occasional drop in from Bruce making sure the boys are okay and for legal reasons, the boys room together in one of Tony’s nice apartments; all is well until school starts again and (Y/N) runs into the schools biggest nerd Peter Parker, who just happens so be (Y/N)’s love interest as well.

*Bucky, Steve and (Y/N) are 15*

You woke up to the sound of your alarm ringing in your ears. Stretching and groaning as you climb out of your warm bed you make your way to kitchen for some much needed coffee.

“morning Bucky” You greeted your best friend Bucky. ‘Morning” He replied; still half asleep you opened up the fridge to find the milk, only too see that the milk was not there. “I just bought milk yesterday though?” you whispered to yourself, you turned on your heal to confront the other boy about this mysterious missing milk; only too see Bucky sitting at the table with the milk and sugar beside his arm and two cups of coffee, one in his metal hand and the other by the chair opposite to him.

“You have no idea how grateful I am for this.” you sigh, sitting in the chair with the cup in front of it, blowing the top and taking in its warmth. “Well I figured you’d need it, after staying up all night watching Netflix, on the night before school starts.” Throwing your head on the table and groaning in annoyance from Bucky reminding you of school, while the boy in front of you chuckled aloud. For the next hour the two of you shared small talk and got yourselves ready for school.

School was not a far walk from your apartment, so seeing as you were a little early you and Bucky strolled along the footpath at a slow pace. While walking in a comfortable silence, you began to think; looking over too Bucky you thought of what a lucky guy you were to have Bucky as a best friend, thinking of where you would be without him, for as much as you guys did all the normal things together, you too both were cyborgs. Bucky had grown used to his arm and it didn’t change how he went about life; he didn’t let the fact he has a metal arm and because of it he can’t play any school sports (due to safety) get to him. You’ve always admired him for that, you of course still can’t play sports, but you’ve always been embarrassed about it; not all, day everyday but one the off day, sometimes people’s stares become to much. Bucky has always been there for you and comforted you when you need him. This was always something that bought you closer together, you two knew everything about each other; he knew you were gay and you liked the schools nerd Peter Parker, and you knew he was bi and liked Steve Rodgers the schools football co-captain with Flash Thompson, you and Bucky were occasionally helping out Tony and Bruce with testing machinery and medicines and on a rare occasion fighting thugs or bad guys on the street.

You were cut from your thoughts when you heard Bucky’s voice. “ Earth to (Y/N), hello?” startled and immediately snapping out of it you apologised. “Uhhh…Sorry I wasn’t listening what was that?” Smiling at your words, he repeated his sentence. “I said, do you mind if we go visit Tony and the guys this afternoon? I need to get a screw tightened on my arm.” “Yeah, of course, you don’t have to ask Buck.” “Cool.”

The two of you walked into school grounds and noticed it was quite, probably because it was still a while till school started “Yep…I don’t miss it here” you muttered, Bucky just laughed at your statement. “We’ve got a bit of time before class, do you wanna go get our books for class and then go sit outside till the bell?” “Sounds good too me.” The two of you went your separate ways, seeing as your lockers where on the other side of the hall, promising to meet in your spot by the large tree just off to the side of the schools football field. Taking sharp left and not looking where your going someone suddenly came running into you; they fell to the ground quickly and before you could help them up or see who they were, they jumped to their feet and hid behind you. Feeling rather awkward and not really knowing what was happening you heard a voice yell out, but not too you. “Oi, penis parker, stop hiding and get out here so I can beat your ass.” Flash Thompson; then it hit you, the person behind you was Peter Parker; schools nerd and your crush.

“Leave him alone Flash, go be a pain to someone else for once.” Your words were harsh, standing up straight so you were just the bit taller than Flash, you felt Peter cling tighter to your shirt behind you and you couldn’t help feel bad. “Well if it isn’t-“ you cut Flash off by using your lower strength to lunge forward and pin flash against the locker, your robotic eye turning red with anger as your body unconsciously put you into a protective overdrive. “I’m going to say this one more time Flash, one; go and piss off someone else, I don’t ever want to see you near him again, got it?” your voice dropped an octave as you said this, you let go of Flash and he instantly bolted for the other direction.

After taking a moment to collect yourself and calm down, you turned around to see peter with his head down standing right where he was before, and was in a almost frozen state, walking up to him and placing you right hand on his shoulder and your left you use to tilt his head up so he was looking at you. Thats when you noticed the tears down his slightly red face and the occasional whimper leavings his lips. Signing slightly as you wiped his tears with your thumb. “I-I-I’m sorry, I should have b-been s-so clingy and s-scared like that” “No no, its okay, really, I’m glad you ran into me, I would have helped you either way.” Peter just ended up crying more and the only thing you could think of doing was too pull him into a hug; and thats exactly what you did.

For the next five minutes you held peter in your arms, he was the perfect hight for his head to fit just under your chin, with only a little stretch to your neck which you didn’t mind. Peter finally stopped crying but neither him or you made an effort to let go “Y-You’re really strong, you know.” Peter whispered into your chest, now it was your turn to blush. “Well, I am kind of half robot.”  Peter chuckled at that, his laugh made you feel warm and fuzzy inside, just the thought of him happy made you happy. “Oh shit, Bucky! I forgot.” You yelled to yourself, forgetting that you were supposed to meet Bucky by your spot. Pulling away from Peter, you looked him in the eye and said “I’ve got to go okay? If Flash ever bothers you again come and find me, I’ll break his nose if I have too. Anyway, I must be off.” You quickly gave him your phone number and, before you knew it, you kissed him on the cheek and ran down the hall to your locker, grabbed your things and ran to the football field.

“What took you so long!?” Bucky yelled at you, after you explained what happened, and Bucky teasing you for it being Peter and you of course liking him. “Shut up, Buck I mean it.” “Alright, Alright, my bad, I’ll shut up.” Telling your story of your encounter with Peter and Bucky telling you as he waited for you he spent the entire time staring at Steve practicing football.

School went by rather slowly and not much happened, just a bit a homework and a re-introduction to classes and teachers. You and Bucky caught the bus straight to start tower and made your way up the elevator and into Tony and Bruce’s lab. Greetings and small talk were exchanged before Tony interrupted it all, “(Y/N), Bucky. There’s some trouble going down in the old abandon construction sites just south of the city and there’s evidence to suggest that thugs could be setting up a potential base there, can you guys go there and just, you know; check for trouble?” “Hell yeah!” You and Bucky yelled as you two got to go on another mission. “Actually, Bucky needs to stay here for a while, I need to fix the internal wiring and that might take a while, (Y/N) are you okay to go alone?” Bruce cut in, Bucky had a face a disappointment. “Yeah I should be fine, don’t worry Buck, I’ll tell you all about it when I get back.” “Well it’s getting dark, now so go suit up and ask JARVIS for directions, you know your training.” “Yes sir.”

When you arrived at your destination, it was just as said old construction sites that looked like no one had been there for ages. Scanning your surroundings and beginning to look around you came across a room that had light coming from it. Slowly making your way up to the window, you peered through and saw the friendly neighbour-hood Spider-Man, you’d met once for a brief moment when you both decided to help a small robbery from the local bank. He was hanging upside down from his web and seemed to be mixing chemicals, your eyes drifted to the rest of the small room, test tubes were everywhere and formula sheets littered the floors. Opening the window and letting yourself in. He immediately turned around ready to attack, until he saw it was you. “So this is where you keep all your gadgets.” “Y-yeah I guess.” The stutter, his voice; something about it seemed so familiar too you, staying silent for a moment and thinking hard about who Spider-Man could possibly sound so familiar too…then it clicked; Peter.

“Peter?” Spider-Man’s eyes clearly widened as he stood there speechless for a few seconds “I-I-I don’t know w-what you’re t-t-talking about.” You chuckled quietly, you’d never forget what he sounds like. “Oh common Peter, I know it’s you, I’d never forget that cute little stutter of yours that you get when you’re nervous.” You slowly walked up to Peter and placed your fingers under his mask, you took a moment to look at him and see if he was okay or in distress. When he nodded slightly, you pulled his mask off and gazed at his brown doe eyes and slightly ajar lips. Peter stepped forward so that there was almost no room between you and him, he stood on the top of his toes and wrapped his arms around your neck. He hesitated for a second before placing, the most sweet, softest kiss too your lips almost scared to do more. Before you could react he pulled away slightly and apologised profoundly “I-I’m sorry, it was my fault-“ You cut him off by wrapping your arms around his waist and placing a your lips to his. Peter melted instantly and returned his arms to around your neck. The kiss was full of passion and love, but also care; your tongues danced as Peter let you in and take control of the kiss. Eventually he pulled away for air and he rested his head on your chest. “I like you (Y/N), I really do; you make me feel safe and protected, thank you.” This brought a smile to your face as you held him closer and whispered back “I like you too Peter, you’ll always be safe with me, I promise. Will you be my boyfriend?” Peter just nodded and pulled back to kiss you again. Man you could not wait to tell Bucky about this.

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requested: Hello!! If you arent wanting to write this I completely understand but if so could I please request a Stephen Strange x Reader where the reader tries to end her own life and Stephens cloak senses something wrong and basically drags him to stop her? Thank you!!!

word count: 1473

warnings: suicide attempt, suicidal thoughts, pills, that general stuff. 

a/n: okay I know this is a VERY touchy subject but I want you all to know I don’t take it lightly. depression and anxiety and things similar cannot be fixed by a person or a simple thing. It can’t. if you are struggling with it and are thinking about committing suicide, please get help. i’m begging you. all of you are worth it and it will be okay. i promise. i too struggle with the same things but when you actively try to progress, it gets better. if you want someone to talk to, message me. i’m always welcoming.

if you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, please call  1-800-273-8255 if you live in another country, i’ve put a link to a suicide hotline post for different countries HERE

 Having depression was no joke. Some days it felt like you could fly, but you knew it didn’t last for long. You’d been dealing with this stupid illness since you were young and you hated it. Everyday was a battle and nothing was ever easy. You wanted to heal. You wanted a better life than that. You wanted to be happy and know you’d be happy for a longer, more substantial amount of time. Not just a day or two or a few minutes or a week only. You wanted months on months. Maybe even a year. But nothing seemed to work. To get better.

You worked at the Metro-General Hospital alongside Dr. Stephen Strange, a close colleague of yours. You admired his work however, it was work that also didn’t help with your situation. Seeing the horrors people came in with day and day, it made you question if life was truly worth it. If all of the pain and suffering to be endured was truly, truly worth breathing. You did seek out help, though. You looked for healing at Kamar-Taj and gained minimal power. It wasn’t the healing you were looking for. You confronted Dr. Strange about this exact matter, knowing he had the powers as well. You had caught him opening a portal to his apartment after hours once and you promised to keep his secret.    Over time you and him grew close. He developed feelings for you, unbeknownst of the illness that was slowly killing you from the inside out.  You never told him. You figured it would be a burden on his already complicated life. But nonetheless, you spent time with him and trained with him. Your powers grew stronger and, for the small stuff, you helped him win small battles. You were fighting buddies and friends at work. You knew about his secrets, the skeletons of his past, the fight that killed the Ancient One and you knew of his affection he once had for Dr. Palmer. She had been transferred to a different Hospital and latest you heard, they don’t talk much anymore. That didn’t stop your doubts when you lie awake in bed at night, wondering if he would ever feel the same about you. Not that it mattered. Nothing mattered. Or so it felt. Deep down you knew you were probably wrong but you ignored that voice. “I live in a world where magic exists. I live in a world thats always threatened by more, darker forces.” You whispered to yourself in the dark. For the past week it went on like this. You, lying awake at night, thinking about all the bad things. How you lost your father so young, how people did bad things to other people, how people got hurt all of the time and how no one else seemed to cared. When elderly people would show up at work with no family, sometimes you’d find a supply room to sit and you’d cry, wondering if that would be how you were to end up. Your mother and you no longer spoke and all of your siblings had their own lives to live. It was all overwhelming. Alone. And one day… You’d had enough.

The city lights were bright and the air was chilly. You climbed the staircase at work. One step after another, your feet growing heavier with each step. Orange pill bottles filled your scrub pockets and you pushed the roof door open. The city noise flooded your ears as you stared into the night. You walked to the ledge and sat, looking down. The sight of the drop made your palms sweaty and your stomach drop. Fear. You acknowledged. You looked back up and saw the twinkling lights of other buildings. What a pretty view…

Stephen was flipping through old pages, seated comfortably in the New York Sanctum. He was studying new spells quietly when he felt the cloak drape over his shoulders. “What?” He asked out loud, though he knew it was not going to respond. The cloak latched itself around his shoulders and began tugging him away, as it usually did when danger was present. “What’s going on?” He asked again out loud, trying to resist, however the cloak did not yield. It continued to pull and pull until he was out of the building into the night air. It was only then did he realize something was wrong. Levitating, Stephen’s cloak dragged him past people, over cars and around twists and turns for at least twelve blocks before stopping in front of the Metro-General Hospital. “Why would we be here?” He questioned to himself quietly.  He was about to push open the entrance doors when something small fell in front of him from somewhere far above. First, he looked up but the roof was too high to see the source and when he looked down, it was the lid to a medicine bottle.    Now, Dr. Stephen Strange was an arrogant, self centered surgeon, but he was intelligent. It didn’t take him very long to put two in two together. The cape then levitated him up. Higher, he passed floor by floor, sometimes catching a glimpse of himself in one of the hospital windows. He was getting close to the top when he noticed a pair of feet dangling on the edge.  He wasn’t surprised someone was in danger of committing suicide. They got cases like that all the time in the Hospital. He was surprised however, to find who exactly it was that was plotting to end their life. “Y/N?” He asked incredulously and you looked startled to find your friend levitating five feet in front of you on the night you planned to end it all. Your pill bottle was still open in hand and you were about to empty it when his figure rose up barely five feet in front of you. “What in the hell are you doing?” He asked, now rushing towards you, picking you up in his arms and moving you further from the ledge. “I… I… I was just-” “You were just what? Trying to end your life?” He stood in front of you, a frown etched into his features. The whole situation was bizarre and you were taken aback at the suddenness of it all and your speech was rendered useless under his gaze. “Look, I know life get’s hard, okay? It’s hard all the time. Always. But it keeps going. And slowly, it gets better. There will be times when it feels like nothing will ever be better. I lost my hands for God sake and they were my life. I wanted to end it nearly every day but I kept going. I found this,” He gestured around him and his cape flapped in the wind. You were suddenly aware of how cold the air was around you as tears streamed down your cheeks. “I found you. And somehow you make me realize it’s going to be okay.”   You were sobbing now and were dropping the pills that remained in the bottle. “But it’s not okay! You say it gets better but it hasn’t. You see the people we see everyday Stephen and it’s not better for them. You know the universe you and I know. It sucks.”   “Of course it does,” He rushed to your side, wrapping his arms around you. He realized then that there was nothing he wanted more than to make sure you lived.    “But the thing is, with every person we do save, every time we keep something from magically going wrong, everytime I see you, I’m reminded that while life can seem horrible and ominous, there are good things that come along that we can appreciate to make it better. You make my life better. I can get you help because I know we can’t do this alone. But you have to want to. You have to want me to. I love you, Y/N.” He whispered while he held you and you continued to cry into his arms.  In the end, however, you did nod and agree to getting help. Hearing Stephen talk you down, say he loved you, you felt less alone.

He ended up taking you home, cleaning you up seeing as you scraped yourself on the roof a few times and got dirt on you from laying on the ground with him. He let you stay the night and the next few nights after that. He got you help, professional help, and kept a close eye on you.   Slowly, you progressed. Of course you had your moments, but in reality he saved you. And you’d be eternally grateful. “You’re like my own superhero.” You once joked, laying on his couch, his arms wrapped around you. “Oh no, you can really thank the cloak for that.”     “Stephen.”

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Why do you want me to leave? - Kim Taehyung {A} {F}{S}

Request by: anonymous

Genre: angst, fluff(at the end)

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader

Words: 1788

Note: i hope you like it!, Request anything you want!

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So here im sitting and being super confused, how did we become like this we’ve never fight or atleast yell at each other but not for today it feels like we are two different people, i hate fighting and especially with him.

“Omg you are so annoying, why do you always think the worst of me!?” He yell at me, “because you always do the same to me!” He stand ups “no I don’t” he stay still to afraid to move “i always treat like a princess and now you treat me like your the queen and im a servant” he grabs my chin for me to look at me “im sick and done with that” i slap his hands away and stand up, “listen thats not how i treat you!! You neglect me so many times your always busy with bts and im proud that you can do what you’ve always dreamed off but IM HERE TO! I NEED LOVE AND ATTENTION” i yell at him he looks at me “leave!” What!? Why do i have to leave? “GO NO!! AND DONT COME BACK!” I stand up and grab my bag “WHY!!?” He pushes me towards the door “IM DONE WITH YOU, YOUR ARE SO CLINGY AND THATS WHY EVERYONE LEAVES YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU!!” Bang there goes my heart the one and only hates me, i hang my head low and open the door and walk away.

After i got home i drop my stuff and i walk towards the shower, putting the bathtub full and i undress myself and step in, why and what did i do to deserve this kind of treatment!, after an hour i step out and out some comfy clothes on and i walk back to the kitchen and grab a bottle of vodka, and I pour myself a glass and sit on the couch and start thinking about what happened, i put a movie on and i start to get really sleepy vodka always makes me sleepy, and before i know it im off the dreamland.

I wake up hearing someone calling me “y/n?” I feel someone shaking me, i open my eyes and i see my best friend standing there looking very concerned, “whats wrong?” She asked me “nothing, i was just sleepy”, she doesn’t believe and and pick up the bottle of vodka “uhmm, whats this then?” I quickly grab it and out it away “nothing, i can have a drink right?”, she nodds “ofcourse, but most of the time with you it had a reason so what did he do this time?”, i look down and i start to cry “ohh its that bad?” I nodd and i sit back down on the couch and she sits next to me, “just tell me everything okay sweety?” I take a deep breath and look at her “okay”, after 2 hours of talking “take a shower, and sleep it off and i will be here when you wake up okay sweety” why is she so sweet, love that woman so much “okay, i will thanks for being here for me” and i walk towards the shower and after that i step into my bed.

“Bestfriend POV”

Haha stupid girl i swear she is the dumbest I’ve ever met, i start to walk to her office and i open up the desk drawer and grab a key and open up her safe and i grab some money, after that i leave a note that i had to handle something real quick and i walk out, after arriving at a cafe where i have a date with someone i sit down and order us some drinks, a few minutes he arrives “hey baby” i stand up and give him a kiss but he rejects it i look at him weird “im not your baby, and you know it i fucking screw it up with y/n”, “seriously tae, you didn’t she is happy i just was with her”.

“Back to Y/N”

I wake up and I noticed that she is not around so i put some watm clothes on and my shoes and i walk towards a little cafe i like to go to, i walk in and i see two people i wish I didn’t saw once y/b/n sees me she quickly grabs his shoulders and kiss him, he push her away and stand up and turn around to walk away but before he can see me i run out of the cafe, “Y/N!!! WAIT!” I turn around “WHY SHOULD I WAIT HUH SO YOU CAN SCREW HER INFRONT OF ME” he try’s to hold my hand i slap him away “No no no!! I dont want her ever since she knew what happened she has been stalking me!, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE PLEASE IM SO SORRY THAT I BROKE YOUR HEART” and there comes the tears “Taehyung, you broke my heart and you cant fix it anymore” he wants to hug me but i walk away he stops me “please, just come to the dorm tonight and we will talk i beg you!” I look at him and nodd and walk away from him.

How can she betray me this way once i arrive back home there she is waiting for me, “omg y/n are you okay?” I walk pass her and open the door and slam it infront her face, “listen y/n im sorry” i turn around “HOW DARE YOU HOW DARE YOU! I TOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS!!” I give her a slap in the face and i grab all the things we ever got and all the pictures “HERE GET OUT OF MY LIFE!” She nodds and grab the things and walks away, im i really going to him tonight? I take shower and i out some clothes (insert link of clothes (on the word clothes)

So here im standing infront of the building ugh okay just go there and dont come out until you’ve said what you wanted to say!, i ring on the bell and wait for it to be opened, once it open i step into the elevator and wait till it hits the right floor, i step out the elevator and walk towards the dorm, i knock on the door and right away taehyung opens the door i walk in and put my shoes off, we walk towards the living room “where is the rest?” I ask him, “i asked if they could leave for a fee hours so that we could talk” i nodd and i sit down on the couch, “do you want something to drink?” He asks me “yes some green tea please” he nods and walk to the kitchen, after a few he comes back with the tea and gives it to me and he sits next to me, “okay talk before i walk away” he looks at me and start to explain everything, “did she really do that?, like how did she knew we broke up?” “Because i wanted to know how you are and by visiting myself i knew you would not open the door so i asked her because you two were best friends” i nodd understanding everything “but that doesn’t change how you treated me before we broke up”, he hangs his head down “i know, and im sorry”.

“Sorry doesn’t heal my heart tae” he looks at me “you called me tae again!” He smiles and i just roll my eyes “because it’s easier to say, listen you broke my heart by calling me clingy and saying that you hate me and thats the reason why everyone’s leaving me” he grabs my hand, ohh what did i miss his hands, “i know, I didn’t mean it i was so stressed and tired and i know thats not a good way to put that all on you but I couldn’t control myself, please give me an another change i promise i wont do that anymore and give you more attention and the love you need” i look at him, i cant resist this man ughh.

I grab his face and i start to kiss him he holds me right away and kisses me back, he lets us falling down on the couch and he start to remove my jacket and my shirt he gives me kisses on my color bones, he removes my bra and start kissing and massaging my breast, “ohh yess”, i grab his blouse and i open it up and give kisses down on his chest, i open up his pants and removes them along with his boxers, his hard cock bounces against his stomach and i grab his hard cock, and start licking and putting him in my mouth, “oh yess y/n faster!” I start to suck him faster and also massaging his balls, i deep throat him and he grabsmy hair to help, “aaaarrgh yess i-im” he cums and i swallow it, he picks me up and walk towards his bedroom once we are there, he throws me onto his bed and rips all my clothing off of me, he puts me on my stomach and put my ass up in the air, he start to smack my ass “you like it huh?” “When im rough” i start to maon like crazy, and then i feel him thrusting inside of me he pushes my head down on the pillow and start fucking me even harder.

“Aaahh t-taee yess uhhh harder!!” He smacks my ass and goes even faster, he spreads my legs so he can go deeper, he gets out of me and lays down on his back and i sit on top of him, “move your hips babygirl” he grabs my hips and leads me, i out my hands on his chest and move my hips faster, “aahh i-i can’t take it anymore” he pulls me down and start kissing my neck, he moves my hips faster and harder, “AHH Y-YESS IM ABOUT T-TO CUM!!” After we hit our climax i stay in the position, “dont move yet, im very sensitive” i lay my head on his chest.

After we collect ourselves he lays me down next to him and pulls the blankets over us, i put my head on his chest and he gives me kisses on my forehead, “ i love you so much y/n, are you still mad?” I smile “no I forgive you, but dont do it again and i love you to taetae” we give each other a kiss and we both fall asleep.

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Shower Surprise (part3)

Author’s notes: Ok, so I finally got around to watching season 12 and realized that this is not cannon at all and that I have inadvertently stolen the setup for this from @sdavid09 because I was inspired by one of her fics. I am so sorry. The cannon storyline is kind of a disappointment actually, but this is why I should stay caught up because then I actually know whats going on. Anyways, sorry this took so long; I know where I'm going with the story, it's just taking me forever to write it out. Also, I wrote it and then just forgot to post it... Please don't hate me! I'll try to be better. Love you guys, I really do!

Summary: You’re taking a shower after a bad hunt and fantasizing about a certain archangel, when it accidentally turns into a prayer, one that he answers.

Warnings: Language, slight confrontation, talk of injuries and physical violence, stuff

Word count: 1823 (I’ll try to work on making them longer)

Pairing: Reader x Lucifer

A/n: As always, let me know if you want to be tagged.

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You emerged from your room a couple of hours later, hair still damp and un brushed, wearing your usual old hoodie and some pajama shorts. Your bare feet made almost no sound as you made your way down the long hall to the library. You could hear the gang before you reached them.

“You can’t be serious?”

“I’m tellin you man, new body, new virginity!”

You rounded the corner to find Dean and Gabriel engaging in a playful argument while Sam and Cas looked on. They all turned to look when you entered.

“Oh good, you’re out! Took you long enough.” Dean said with a mischievous grin. “I was just telling Gabe here that his new body comes with a new virginity. Now you’re not the only one in the bunker. The two of you could start a club!” He added with a chuckle.

Well that’s ironic... You felt a little heat rise in your cheeks and hoped no one would notice. “Yeah, not sure I’m really the ‘club’ type. I’m more the ‘suffer in silence’ kind of girl.” You offered with a nervous chuckle and an awkward glance at the elder Winchester. You felt the hair at the base of your neck prickle and shifted your gave to the source of the discomfort. Gabriel. He was staring a hole right through you. Shit, he can’t possibly know. The exchange seemed to be lost of everyone else in the room.

“Hey umm, Y/N, what happened to your injuries? You got beat up worse than the rest of us and now you seem just fine.” Sam cut in with that confused puppy dog look of his. You just had to ask didn’t you? “Gabriel’s been waiting to heal you since we got back.”

Dammit, I should have just stayed in my room. “Oh, that was nice of you Gabe, but Lucifer stopped by and took care of that already. Thanks tho-”

“What do you mean ‘Lucifer stopped by’?” Dean demanded.

“Exactly what it sounds like asshole,” you shot back.

“Oh so he just happened to stop by and decided to be nice and fix you up did he? What was he even doing here?”

“Yes, that’s pretty much exactly what happened!” You lied. “And he’s here a lot actually, you just ignore his existence unless he’s useful to you for something. He stopped by my room to inquire about a particular book from the library since I’m the only one who ever willingly talks to him. He saw that I was injured and healed me, plain and simple.” Please stop asking questions!

“Yeah, well I don’t like it. You should have waited for Gabriel to heal you.”

“We’re just worried that you might be messing with fire here. It is Lucifer after all.” Sam added.

You were indignant at that statement. “What difference does it make who healed me? It was a kind gesture and I was in serious pain. And no one bothered to let me know that Gabe was here to heal me so your argument is pretty invalid. I don’t have to justify this to you anyways; it’s already done.” You declared with a defiant glare. Damn were your brothers hard to get along with sometimes.

No one seemed to have anything to add and you fidgeted uncomfortably for a few moments before an escape plan came to mind. “I’m pretty hungry so I’m gonna head down to the kitchen. You guys want anything?” You asked as a peace offering.

Dean’s tone softened and he relaxed a bit. “Nah, we got tired of waiting for you to get out of the shower so we ate already. I left you a couple of burgers in the fridge.” 

“Awesome sauce! I”m gonna go eat that and then probably go to bed. This has been a pretty exhausting day.” As you turned to leave your eyes locked with Gabriel’s and you knew he wasn’t about to let this go. You noticed that Cas looked incredibly uncomfortable and wouldn’t meet your gaze and wondered what exactly was bothering him as well.

A few minutes later you were standing at the counter in the kitchen finishing off your cold burger when you heard footsteps coming down the hall, not just one pair, but two. Turning around you saw Castiel, uncomfortable and sullen as ever, followed closely by a very serious looking Gabriel. “Hey guys, whats up?” you asked trying to keep your voice casual and failing for the most part. Something in Gabriel’s expression was making you extremely nervous.

“Lets drop the pretenses and just be honest sweetcheeks? I know- that is, we know- that you just popped your cherry, and we know who popped it.” Gabe’s voice was flat and serious, lacking all of its usual humor. “Do you have any idea what kind of a dangerous game you’re playing?” There was no mistaking the worry in his tone.

You felt a little defensive at suddenly being called out on something so personal. “I’m not playing any kind of ‘game’. And its none of your business if I’m being intimate with anyone or who that anyone is.”

Gabe put his hands up submissively, “Hey, I’m not trying to tell you who you should and should not be intimate with; its your body, your rules. But I don’t have to like it or pretend that it doesn’t worry me.” His tone was softer and it was clear he wasn’t looking to pick a fight. “You’re my friend, my best friend in fact, and I care about you a great deal. Now I know my brother, and I know how much of a massive bag of dicks he is. I also know his feelings for you are very real and I think you’re good for him. But you need to be extremely careful; I don’t want to see you get hurt.”

This was really feeling like some sort of strange intervention. “Guys, I appreciate that you care so much about me, but really I’m fine. I can take care of myself and I really don’t think that Lucifer would hurt me.” You allowed your own tone to soften and ease some of the tension in the air.

“I agree, you can definitely take care of yourself. And I don’t think Luci would hurt you either. That’s not what I was talking about. What I meant was-”

“Nephilim are forbidden.” Castiel cut in, breaking his silence at last. “If you were to conceive accidentally, the armies of heaven would hunt you and the abomination mercilessly, and there would be nothing any of us could do to protect you.”

Castiel’s blunt explanation left an awkward cloud over the conversation. You were the first to speak. “I see. Thank you for that.. brutal analysis Castiel, but I don’t think you have anything to worry about there. I couldn’t conceive if I wanted to.” The two angles looked worried and confused so you continued. “When Dean and Sam found me, I had been taken by a vampire who was using me as a living blood bag and was planning on starting a nest with me as his first convert.” You closed your eyes and the memories flooded back to you. “He was incredibly violent and would often beat me when there was nothing else to do; which was often. Somehow during one of the beatings he damaged my uh... my womb, and now I am incapable of conceiving a child.”

Upon opening your eyes you saw that Gabriel looked completely taken aback, a look of most profound sadness in his eyes. Castiel already knew this story, but still wore a similar expression.

“Y/N, I- uh, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know… But still, you should be cautious. Lucifer is an Archangel and anything could happen. The nephilim offspring of a lesser angel is incredible dangerous, but might stay hidden and go unnoticed for a while, but the offspring of an Archangel would have astronomical powers and and you would have no hope of avoiding detection. I don’t want to see my best friend get hunted down by my siblings.”

You stepped forward and pulled first Castiel, then Gabriel into a warm embrace. “Thank you for looking out for me. I promise I’ll be careful. That doesn’t sound like much fun to me either.” You forced a lighthearted tone into your voice, even though you were now incredibly worried. “Just don’t tell my brothers ok?”

“Pshh,” Gabe huffed, “I may be a jerk, but I’m not that much of a jerk! And you should get some rest now. He may have healed you but you still need to recover your strength. And I’m sure your ‘extracurricular activities’ didn’t help.” He added with a wink.

“Oh whatever!” You shoved him playfully on the arm. “Actually, that’s not bad advice ‘cause I’m exhausted. I think I will just go ahead and go to bed. I’ll see y'all in the morning.” And with that you padded off down the hall to your room, leaning against the door and releasing a long sigh once you were inside. Well technically that could have been worse. 

Wasting no time, you rushed through your evening routine and soon found yourself comfortably nestled under the covers, sleep already tugging at your eyelids. A sudden rustle of wings brought you back to alertness. There he was again, Lucifer, stretched out next to you like he had been there the whole time. “Well, well, well. If it isn’t my guardian angel again. Two visits in one day. What did I do to deserve that?”

“Well thats definitely the first time anyone has ever called me that.” He said with a chuckle. Lucifer paused for a while before reaching out and grasping your shoulder. “I was actually thinking that it might be better if I stayed with you more often; I’d get to see you, and it would be easier for me to keep you safe.”

“Oh, ok yeah, that sounds… umm…” What am I even supposed to say to that?

“You don’t want me around more often?” There was no mistaking the pain in his voice.

“No, no I do! I want you around as often as you like. I just also don’t want my brothers to figure out that we’re together yet. I need time to tell them properly. If you’re suddenly by my side all the time, well… I mean they’re not complete idiots; they will figure it out eventually. We just have to be smart about it; take it slow so you not just suddenly there. But,“ you paused, reaching out and grasping his face, "You can spend all the time you want in here.”

With that you pushed the angel flat on his back and rolled over on top of him. Leaning in close enough for your lips to barely brush the side of his ear you whispered, "And we can do whatever we want in here."

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