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CW:// angst + implied mcd
Their dialogues were really fun,, always bouncing off each other
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I wonder if Misumi can draw a parallel between Kurobane and Doumeki. Will he leave Yashiro, what he lost himself, and what he regrets all his life?






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If you would love me as a man, then live as a man. - INFJ
Lisa Tepes(INFJ) & Vlad Dracula Tepes(INTJ) Anime: Castlevania(2017) Artist: https://twitter.com/AudreyTakada
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Alright, new question, I know how much you enjoy your Sad Gay Boy Hours. What shows, besides Until We Meet Again, because I know how much you love it, satisfy your Sad Gay Boy needs?
The Boys Who Suffered
The big thing about The Knowing is The Suffering. There is a melancholy that seeps into you and makes you think you aren't enough. These characters are hard to watch. I know you asked about shows, but I'm doing some movies as well because I've been thinking about genre history lately. For this it's about whether or not the quiet sadness in me connected to the quiet sadness I perceived in a character in this show.
Moonlight (2016)
He is the saddest boy in my heart. This is the moment that breaks him forever.
For The Boys
Jamal, Syed, and Anthony have suffered for being who they are, and they are hurting. They cling to each other and it's often too hard.
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Weekend (2011)
This man is so lonely even if people love him. I feel melancholy for days any time I watch this film.
Big Eden (2000)
I don't know who taught him shame, but there's this sense of surrender in Henry that has haunted me for fifteen years.
A Single Man (2009)
Colin Firth and Stanley Tucci play some of the saddest gay men who have ever existed. This entire project is about grief.
180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us
Inthawut is the saddest man in BL.
Given (2019)
The reveals about the depths of sadness in this boy are really some of the best I've experienced.
Eternal Yesterday (2022)
He was suffering even before Koichi died, and it saddens me so much that the world bent to let him say goodbye to help him grieve.
The Pornographer Series
I just knew there was something fundamentally off about Kijima and the rest of these men.
The Day I Loved You (2023)
I keep meaning to write something about this show, but there's something special about going into a relationship you know won't be forever because of external factors, and also choosing to make that time as special as possible.
Tokyo in April is...
Ren suffering for Kazuma gets me every time.
Like in the Movies (2020)
I'm never getting over Karl and Vlad. I'm sad we'll likely never see them again because in so many ways the specific pieces of melancholy in each of them are why they didn't walk away together.
To My Star 2: Our Untold Stories
These two were not left at HEA and they didn't end there this time, either. Both of these two are carrying some heavy shit in their hearts, and I find comfort in seeing them stumble and keep trying.
What Did You Eat Yesterday?
Shiro makes me so sad sometimes, and I'm so glad he found Kenji.
The Eclipse
Every boy in this show is a sad mess.
The Eighth Sense
I'm glad Jae Won found Ji Hyun, because that country twink won't give up on him.
Kabe-Koji Nekoyashiki-kun Desires to be Recognized
I recently rewatched this and feel so much about Mamoru and Issei.
Our Dating Sim
Lee Wan was wrong, but I get him.
We Best Love
"Yes, I'm in love with you, but that's none of your business."
Stuck On You
The Philippines crushed the pandemic. This is quietly one of the better ones about people who were already suffering.
Blueming
Hwang Da Seul's oeuvre always seems to hit my sad boy core.
Sing My Crush
Every time Han Baram says Im Hantae's name I lose it.
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Alright, new question, I know how much you enjoy your Sad Gay Boy Hours. What shows, besides Until We Meet Again, because I know how much you love it, satisfy your Sad Gay Boy needs?
The Boys Who Suffered
The big thing about The Knowing is The Suffering. There is a melancholy that seeps into you and makes you think you aren't enough. These characters are hard to watch. I know you asked about shows, but I'm doing some movies as well because I've been thinking about genre history lately. For this it's about whether or not the quiet sadness in me connected to the quiet sadness I perceived in a character in this show.
Moonlight (2016)
He is the saddest boy in my heart. This is the moment that breaks him forever.
For The Boys
Jamal, Syed, and Anthony have suffered for being who they are, and they are hurting. They cling to each other and it's often too hard.
youtube
Weekend (2011)
This man is so lonely even if people love him. I feel melancholy for days any time I watch this film.
Big Eden (2000)
I don't know who taught him shame, but there's this sense of surrender in Henry that has haunted me for fifteen years.
A Single Man (2009)
Colin Firth and Stanley Tucci play some of the saddest gay men who have ever existed. This entire project is about grief.
180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us
Inthawut is the saddest man in BL.
Given (2019)
The reveals about the depths of sadness in this boy are really some of the best I've experienced.
Eternal Yesterday (2022)
He was suffering even before Koichi died, and it saddens me so much that the world bent to let him say goodbye to help him grieve.
The Pornographer Series
I just knew there was something fundamentally off about Kijima and the rest of these men.
The Day I Loved You (2023)
I keep meaning to write something about this show, but there's something special about going into a relationship you know won't be forever because of external factors, and also choosing to make that time as special as possible.
Tokyo in April is...
Ren suffering for Kazuma gets me every time.
Like in the Movies (2020)
I'm never getting over Karl and Vlad. I'm sad we'll likely never see them again because in so many ways the specific pieces of melancholy in each of them are why they didn't walk away together.
To My Star 2: Our Untold Stories
These two were not left at HEA and they didn't end there this time, either. Both of these two are carrying some heavy shit in their hearts, and I find comfort in seeing them stumble and keep trying.
What Did You Eat Yesterday?
Shiro makes me so sad sometimes, and I'm so glad he found Kenji.
The Eclipse
Every boy in this show is a sad mess.
The Eighth Sense
I'm glad Jae Won found Ji Hyun, because that country twink won't give up on him.
Kabe-Koji Nekoyashiki-kun Desires to be Recognized
I recently rewatched this and feel so much about Mamoru and Issei.
Our Dating Sim
Lee Wan was wrong, but I get him.
We Best Love
"Yes, I'm in love with you, but that's none of your business."
Stuck On You
The Philippines crushed the pandemic. This is quietly one of the better ones about people who were already suffering.
Blueming
Hwang Da Seul's oeuvre always seems to hit my sad boy core.
Sing My Crush
Every time Han Baram says Im Hantae's name I lose it.
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