I think its fair enough to say that 2019 has not been the best year for me. My first and second half of 2019 felt like two freaking different years.
I feel hopeless, filled with anxiety, struggling to find peace and to even stay positive, keep committing bad habits, depressed and constantly caught between trying to live my life and trying to run from it.
From this I learnt that I am only a human, I am weak, I make mistake and I am far from perfect.
Despite of all that, I also learnt to NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF DUA 🤲🏼 Because even during my worst days, Allah SWT still granted my dua(s). Subahanallah. I am beyond happy to know that He is always there to help me handled this year. I fought so many silent battles only with His help. Alhamdulliah. Allahuakbar!
For 2020, as I am completely different woman than I was this time last year and insyaAllah I’ll be a completely new woman by this time next year. I can’t wait to learn who I’ll be and I can’t wait to see who I am next year. And no matter what happen, I’ll never let any clouds block my sunshine 🌞