#writing him and interacting w/ my mutuals with him always brings me so much joy so i hope you guys like him as much as i do!
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Hey everyone, before I go to sleep I just want to say again how grateful I am for everyone bearing with me while I've been so slow recently. Work's been exhausting, I've had a lot of family occurrences, just stuff happening. I think I've realized why getting words down, why writing the characters I love so much has been so difficult. I think I'm going to start experimenting with my writing style again, try out the old way I wrote, and see if that feels more natural to me-- I think I've been trying to constrain my writing into something more "typical". Just wanted to say that before I drop replies tomorrow that have a different style than usual (as in the past year or so).
#out of character.#reading old writing i did and I'm realizing i need to return to my roots writing style wise...#also i need to get back in touch with the part of Makoto that's dorky earnest and sincere. the energy he has!! that's so important for him!#he's not genki but he is not lethargic i've gotta put work into that!!#not that makoto is the ONLY muse i want to write here i've got a bunch i love and want to write just like. u know. he's one of the#most important ones to me bc of how much he means to me#writing him and interacting w/ my mutuals with him always brings me so much joy so i hope you guys like him as much as i do!#or at least a little bit#just trying to dig myself out of this hole i feel stuck in
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Hello Suni astrobei. For end of year asks, I ask you 2 and 12
hi abby strangeswift !! ok so i got a couple asks for 2 so i’m going to answer that one elsewhere so i can focus my full attention on Gushing !
12. talk about a new friend you made this year
ok i’m about to get seriously so sappy so if you don’t feel like reading through all this feel free to Leave (no hard feelings LOL)
i’m someone who has a pretty small social circle irl so i never thought i’d meet so many wonderful ppl this year, and definitely not online and definitely not because i started writing fanfiction again LOL like if u told january suni this she’d look at u like 👁👁 on a more serious note though this year was insane for me. so much changed really quickly in my life and i’m so beyond grateful that amidst all the chaos i was led to all of u guys ! literally if we’ve had even one conversation on here there’s a very high chance i’ve referred to u as a friend irl so. do with that what u will.
abby and ella (@elekinetic) and sierra (@finalgirlbyers) i want u guys to know that i treasure u all So Much. like even if our convos are sporadic or if we talk exclusively through asks ur presence on my dash brings me so much joy and i look forward to each post u make and each message and each ask and each incoherent ramble in the tags !! i don’t have Favorite Mutuals but if i did it would be u guys because it’s insane how much i light up seeing ur urls ! i hope 2023 brings so many more wonderful interactions w u guys, u rly make my mindless scrolling on tumblr 100x more fun
yvie @nnilkyway HELLO i am so so beyond grateful i met them this year ! what a strange stroke of luck too bc i was so obsessed w their art before we met and hearing him say he was a big fan of my work was like. mind boggling. anyways yvie is literally one of the funniest people i have ever met in my life oh my god it’s so rare for me to find people whose sense of humor just Clicks with mine but like. four messages in and we were sending each other memes and becoming best friends and it was fantastic! i have never once felt weird or intimidated talking to them which is crazy for me, a person who feels weird and intimidated a Lot, and also need i reiterate his INSANE TALENT !! like holy shit ! my go to person for talking about gf mike wheeler or mitski or literally just anything and everything. yvie if you’re reading this i am putting u in my pocket and holding u so close. mwah. also we are married, btw. if anyone cares.
haven @bookinit02 OK. you all have heard me gush about haven a million and one times on this blog and i’m sure you’ve seen her gush about me because she’s (rightfully) obsessed with me (/j. kind of) but haven was the first friend i ever made in the byler community which is so so beyond insane to me. i fell in love with her writing so instantaneously and you guys should’ve been there to see my reaction when i saw her leave her first comment on my fic. literally screamed it was so embarrassing 😭 we talked exclusively through ao3 comments for a while because she’d yell every time i updated ihcisc and i’d yell every time she updated her season 2 rewrite and then one day she dm’d me asking me to make a twt to add me to a byler gc and the rest was History. anyways haven is one of the most talented most creative people i’ve ever met BUT she’s also one of the sweetest and most compassionate people on the face of this planet and deserves nothing but good things always ! she’s one of those people that i need to talk to every day or i’ll go insane and i love how our convos can speedrun the entire human spectrum of emotions within like. 5 minutes. she’s so incredibly supportive and my #1 hype girl and she has the freaky ability to entirely turn my mood around on a bad day in less than 20 seconds. she literally managed to sleuth around and find my venmo just to send me soup money. if i could buy her Everything then i literally would. i would eat cilantro for her. i would watch the mlvn makeout scene for her. i would get my socks wet for her. literally i would do anything for her and i can’t wait until i see her in june and i chase her in circles around the airport and then we kiss👩🏼❤️💋👩🏽 and we Hug so tight and platonically 🫂
thea @wiseatom u already know. i tell her every day that i would do literally anything she asked of me and it’s true! literally 2 minutes ago she said “suni u should dye ur hair green” and for a moment i seriously considered it. anyways thea is objectively the funniest fucking person i have ever met in my life and is also my twin. if my twin were blond and taller and also a different age. in all seriousness though thea feels like the world’s most insane older sister to me and as an Actual older sister i’m really loving the feral little sibling treatment. she’s so insane easy to talk to (probably bc our brains work in the exact same way) and Oozes talent from literally every single cell in her body. she sends me a snippet of her work and i spend the next 10 minutes rolling on the floor trying not to SCREAM. there are so few people who can make me laugh as much as she does but also turn me into a blubbering mess of a baby with her Evil Cruel Prose 2 seconds later but thea wiseatom has been put on this planet to achieve the impossible. i have rarely felt so seen as i do when i talk to her, whether it’s for advice or Wallowing or complaining about our disproportionately large heads together, she is so kind and supportive and one of my favorite people Ever. i can’t believe the universe put her 3000 miles away from me because i Need to be a menace to her in person but we’ll make it work. every day i say goodnight to her at 8 pm my time and then say good morning to her at 2 am my time and then i go to bed <3 thea if you’re reading this (and u better be. i tagged u) i hope u know that u are the light of my life and i am packing my bindle as we speak to begin the cross country trek. mwah.
@andiwriteordie ANDI ! i miss talking to u every day but u are so busy with ur big girl job and cranking out quality fics at light speed so i’ll give u a pass 😔 andi is literally a legend in the byler fic community so when i found out she Knew Who I Was,,, i died. i literally died. even when we haven’t talked in a while i love how we can pick up a convo like nothing has changed or send posts that remind us of each other or go crazy apeshit in each others tags like there’s no tomorrow !! andi is so so inspirational to me, she is so kind and creative and full of positivity (even if her writing is mean and full of Sadness and Misery. still haven’t forgiven u for descent, btw) she feels like my other older sister and she has such an insane way with words that i will never understand ! thank u for singlehandedly keeping byler tumblr going, i hope 2023 is so kind to u and u get ultra promoted and have so much fun at the eras tour like u deserve <3
moon aka @smoosnoom omg ok not only is moon so crazy talented but she is such! a sweet person! back when i started writing for byler she was such an enigma to me, an ao3 user and a total Mystery, so i never expected us to actually talk and now! here we are! she is so uplifting and supportive and i’ve loved getting to know her over the past few months, whether it’s bonding over our shared hatred (affectionate. mostly) of finn wolfhard or bawling our eyes out to everything everywhere (oh my god.) seeing her comment on my first fic literally made my heart stop dead in my chest. she has such a gift for making everyone feel so immediately accepted and welcome in any space, and i will spend the rest of my life stewing in anger that she’s taller than me. that feels extremely, unfathomably illegal. anyway moon if ur reading this (and u also better be! bc i tagged u!!) i hope the new year is so good to u <3 mwah ily
#ok this was so long .#now that i’ve Gushed#i can continue to the other asks in my inbox. oops#anyways i love my friends so much if u couodnt tell#so full of Love and Good Feelings today#thanks for this ask abby i bet u are regretting it now LOL#/ask
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[ hello, rae! i still have some time left before the new year begins for me, but i just wanna thank you for making my experience in the rpc a fun, uplifting one. ofc, i know i ended up taking a massive hiatus from kensuke and couldn’t even bring myself to write him long term (since i ended up hyperfixating over other characters and trying to get more interactions on him was like pulling teeth), but it still means a lot you welcomed me back with open arms!
like, i can’t express enough how grateful i am you ended up rolling with my obscure muse choices and just being open minded enough to explore different relationship dynamics with them, whether they be romantic or platonic. HONESTLY, i might not always be around anymore (due to the fact i have work 🥲), but you are seriously one of those few friends i made that make being here worth it; in fact, i ended up initially regaining my love and passion for writing because of you, when previously, i had lost all the spark i had in it following the nasty fall out i had with former partners… and was deeply insecure over my own writing, to the point where for the longest time, i didn’t think i would actually reach a point where tumblr rp would be a hobby i could enjoy again; only, i’m glad i ended up sticking with it, because in the end, i got to reconnect with you and other people i would never have met/written with provided i never stayed.
REGARDLESS, YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN NOTHING BUT KIND AND PATIENT TOWARDS ME, so in 2023, i strive to not only be a good rp partner, but a good friend to you as well (even if i do happen to be significantly younger than you). but yeah, here’s to another year of interactions between our muses! HONESTLY, i look forward to seeing what mischief and shenanigans these blorbos get up to. ]
Tell me stuff at the end of 2022 or beginning of 2023 because what is time/time is a social construct - Accepting if still want to. Otherwise it's going to be thread replies, shitposts, and starter memes/possibly call for new muns and muses!
Aww, Livi, you are so kind! Thank you so much for sending this, it brought a smile to my face as I read it. As I've mentioned before: I care far more about roleplaying with you and the joy you have for your muses, no matter who the muses are. Your enthusiasm shines through each and every time (also, each and every time Sonia never fails to pester/be a nuisance to your muses so...that's what you sign up for each time).
And while we all hate work (eff work is a common saying in my house), I hope that no one ever manages to rob you of your passion for writing and roleplaying. I'm so sorry you were hurt by others, but in my opinion, never let anyone else ruin your fun around here. Write because you have stories to tell, because you love to write, because you don't know what you'd do without the creative outlet here.
Let's leave haters behind in 2022! If anything, consider the fact that for all the time muns spend trying to bring you down, they could be writing. Creating dynamics and storylines. Improving their writing skills. Instead of, you know, hating.
You're already a wonderful RP partner and friend, I just suggest keeping it up :D And I'm happy to be the older friend/wine aunt in the RPC. I will forever be telling you to drink water, wear sunscreen, sleep, and life will get better.
Consequently, I will also discuss the good old days if prompted. The days of RP and fandom before tumblr. Before social media. Just make sure I have my comfy chair, my slippers, and a drink. Possibly painkillers: I'm at the age where I can pull something getting out of bed nowadays (though I'm probably just overdue for a new mattress).
tl;dr - dear mutuals, I'm old. I do not tolerate drama or BS in my old age. I do tolerate long-term, feels-packed threads combined with dashcomm shitposting, OOC chatter, and wine/tea/drink whatever you want just stay hydrated please.
And like Sonia: I'm not up to date with popular slang. Or being a cool and hip person. Bear with us, please.
#more-than-a-princess answered#more-than-a-princess musings#unladielike#(I vote in 2023 Sonia keep annoying the heck out of Akira Ryuto and Vivian)#(Kill 'em with kindness. And in Akira's case: physical displays of affection followed by 'I happen to love you pls accept')
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for the portrayal meme uvu/! shakes!!! your portrayal of Kaku is one of the most ever to me <3 <3 <3 you've done an incredible job of taking what was given to us in canon, seeing him smiling and waving at the denizens of water seven and saying "but what if" while staying true to his character and giving it sm justice color and life fr!!! And, i may be biased here but i stay honest, i absolutely love how you portray his inner conflicts with how he was raised/his team and his wants/desires,,,, i love our interactions w/ jabra and kaku (and any of your cp9 threads/asks) and love how you portray kaku in these moments,,,, and even though we haven't gone into it as much, holds garp and kaku as well,,,,, children of the mountain my beloved,,,, but nods nods nods i adore your kaku and i adore your writing sm <3 even if i haven't rly been as active of late i think of your lads and i holds them with respect from a distance, glad to b mutuals with you n hope you're doing well as well bc you awesome <3
beep beep how’s my portrayal ?
i'm here just rereading all of this again and again and i can't help but be grateful for you being my friend through all of this!! you're amazing and i'm glad you're back because i've missed rping with your jabra as well as your garp!!
know that i will always hold my rendition of kaku close to my heart because it's just how i see him and knowing that you like how i portray him as well?? that brings joy to my heart !! thank you so much for this, honestly!!!
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🔥🔥🔥 ( I dunno I guess Patrick has a crush on a certain detective not like he hasn’t been stumbling over himself whenever said person is around for the last few months, pining quietly for the past few years too DJDJDKDJFJ lmao I just wanted to say hi alex, you wonderful person please have a wonderful weekend!! 🥰 )
@ofgentleresolve ♚ from x.
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The gif above is footage of me when Hyurick is mentioned IUWHEIUDH--
HMM, HMM, WHAT A WONDERFUL COINCIDENCE, BECAUSE??? I DUNNO, I GUESS, I’M GUESSING, I THINK a certain detective reciprocates this crush times x9218921893(and beyond); a certain detective who places most (if not all) of his affection upon Patrick, someone who’s left (and continues leaving) a very special and valuable mark in his life---
I ADORE THEM, I ADORE THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND HOW THEY’VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR EACH SINCE DAY ONE, SINCE THAT DAY HYUK ASKED FOR A SHARPENER AND PATRICK WAS DISMAYED BY THE GESTURES WHICH COULD MEAN SOMETHING ELSE 😂, I LOVE HOW!!! THEIR DYNAMIC HAS PROGRESSED AND REGARDLESS OF THE SITUATIONS THEY’VE FACED THROUGHOUT THEIR LIVES, THEY CONTINUE TO BE THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER, THEY CONTINUE TO KNOW EACH OTHER SO WELL, THEY CONTINUE TO BE SO INCREDIBLY CLOSE AND PROTECTIVE OF EACH OTHER AND JUST!!! MY HEART BURSTS AT HOW WHOLESOME THEY ARE!!!
Best friends, ride-or-dies, plATONIC SOULMATES INDEED!!! This dynamic has been so?? Preciously organic?? AS IN?? We just allowed them to interact based on an idea and plot we had in mind and they naturally responded in their own way, to the point of REACHING THIS STAGE WHERE THEY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEIR FEELINGS, MUTUALLY PINING, HAVING THAT SENSE OF YEARNING, THAT WISH TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH (may I mention that I absolutely love how they...tip-toe around it in their own personal ways; Patrick being so unconsciously smooth and Hyuk being a bit awkward but genuinely soft, both of them knowing when it’s okay to do this and when it’s not; acknowledging that these grazes and motions are sincere and they’d never hurt each other, so they let them happen---WIUEDHEUHD), THOUGHTS THAT THEY?? BOTH THINK THAT MAYBE THEY SHOULDN’T HAVE (BUT THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH THEM BECAUSE THESE EMOTIONS ARE BEING RECIPROCATED, THEY CAN TOTALLY HAVE THIS, YOU TWO!!!!), and this bEAUTIFUL rollercoaster where they’re currently in (Us: Slow-burn *nod* | Them: *start to look at each other like they’re about to kiss* HWIUEDHD BUT IT’S OKAY, FEELINGS BEEN BREWIN’ FOR YEARS---) I SIMPLY!!! LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HYURICK, LIVING IN MY HEAD RENT-FREE, CANNOT BE HELPED AND I’M GLAD ABOUT IT!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS WONDERFUL DYNAMIC , PLEASE KNOW I FEEL THE SAME --- IT BRINGS ME JOY TO WRITE AND PLOT ABOUT THEM (AND ALL OUR OTHER GREAT DYNAMICS, TOO!!); THANK YOU FOR GIVING HYUK A CHANCE, THANK YOU FOR GIVING HIM SUCH A SIGNIFICANT AND WONDROUS PERSON IN HIS LIFE (I CAN’T EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH HE FEELS FOR PATRICK, PLS); THANK YOU FOR ALL THE THINGS WE DEVELOP TOGETHER AND ALL THE NICE CHATS ;W;!!!!! CARE YOU HEAPS <3
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#ofgentleresolve#PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME TALK ABOUT SHIPS/DYNAMICS BECAUSE I'LL END UP RANTING FOR YEARS OMG WIEUDHWDHWDUHWED#I'm that invested rp partner you can't get rid off (unless one day you'd like me to back off then I will I RESPECT THIS I--) sorry not sorry#WIEUDHWIUEDH#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING THIS IN FERRE!!!#ALLOWING ME TO RAMBLE ABOUT HOW MUCH I ADORE HYURICK AND YOU!!!! ;WWWWWWW;#if yoU DON'T WRITE WITH FERRE WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR --- THEY'RE SIMPLY PHENOMENAL PLS#AND PATRICK!!!!!!!!!! OHMYGHDOHWUIEDH HYUK AND I ADORE HIM SO MUCH THANK YOU#PLS HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY FERRE!!! C:#♔ || the puzzle of our friendship is the most comforting (patrick).#♔ || true tenderness has your face (patrick grace).#♔ || queue.
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meraki (μεράκι)
[ may-rah-kee ] greek
(n.) the soul, creativity or love put into something; the essence of yourself that is put into your work.
⇢˚₊· what is this?
an event for every follower milestone we reach! you guys can send in a prompt + a character of your choice and i’ll write a short drabble/imagine or hcs for you
⇢˚₊· rules
‣ if you want to participate in this event, just go and send me a number from the prompt list below and a character you’d like me to write for (students only, manga-only characters are okay)
‣ please send in only one character per request, you can include 1-3 prompts though (go ahead and send in multiple requests if you want!)
‣ i’ll write fluff, angst, crack or whatever (but not smut!!)
‣ you can send in a plot or specific type of scenario you have in mind when you request but sending in just the character + prompt/s is fine as well
⇢˚₊· a message
first of all, i’d just like to thank every single one of you for supporting me and reading my work. writing has always been something i enjoyed doing but i’ve never been so motivated and excited to write this much until i started this blog. all of your likes, comments, reblogs, and messages never fail to make my heart swell with joy. you’re all so sweet and kind, thank you so much for letting me share my work with you all, it means the world to me.
to all my friends, mutuals, anons, and anyone i interact with really, i’m so ridiculously glad to have met you all. everyone here has been nothing but welcoming and kind to me and i can’t thank you enough for that. i’ve met so many amazing, talented, hilarious people here and i’m so lucky to be a part of this community. i’m so excited to get to know you all better and make even more new friends as time goes by.
i love you all
—sage ♥︎︎
⋆.ೃ࿔* the prompts
“How could you possibly expect me to not fall in love with you?”
“I hate you so much.” “We both know that’s not true.”
“Why don’t you shut up?” “Why don’t you make me?”
“It’s 3 in the morning, I am not sneaking out with you!”
“I really want to kiss you right now.”
“Is that my sweater?”
“You deserve better.” “Better doesn’t want me.”
“This is starting to sound like some cheesy romcom.”
“That sounded a lot better in my head.”
“Don’t you trust me?”
“I should never have fallen in love with you.”
“Where would I be without you?”
“I love her/him so much, it’s not even funny anymore.”
“Remind me why I love you again?”
“Just kiss me already.”
“I may have had a few drinks.”
“How’d you get in here?”
“Are you jealous?”
“I am definitely not jealous.”
“I don’t want you getting hurt.”
“Can you not?”
“Why are you staring at me?”
“Because I like you okay!”
“I can’t imagine living without you.”
“Why would you do that?”
“Have you been fighting again?”
“Are you always this cheesy.”
“Is it just me or is this incredibly awkward.”
“This is your fault.”
“I trusted you.”
“I wish you felt the same way.”
“I’d do anything for you.”
“I really need a hug.”
“I was stupid to think I could do this.”
“I care! I care so fucking much!”
“Do you always swear this much?”
“Sorry, I’m allergic to bullshit.”
“I’m afraid of heights.”
“I can’t swim.”
“If I fall, I’m taking you down with me.”
“Why are you so warm?”
“Some hugs and kisses would be much appreciated.”
“You’re my favorite drug.”
“Don’t go.”
“I’m not good with people.”
“Ew, human interaction.”
“It’s 2 am, what are you doing here.”
“Yeet!” “What the fuck did you just say?”
“Words can’t describe how much you mean to me.”
“Let’s dance.”
“I can’t dance.”
“Don’t worry, I’ve got you.”
“I’m here.”
“What’s on your mind right now?”
“You shine brighter than the sun.”
“They never said this was easy.”
“Are we lost?”
“I’ve got this under control!”
“You are such an asshole.”
“Just shut up and kiss me.”
“This is so cliche.”
“You look like a mess.”
“Hide me!”
“Quick! Kiss me!”
“You’ve got me wrapped around your finger but I’m not complaining.”
“We have to pretend we’re dating.”
“I want to kiss you so badly.”
“You are very attractive.”
“You are everything I’ve ever dreamed of and more.”
“I don’t deserve you.”
“You’re so beautiful, I can’t even describe it.”
“We’re more than friends and you know that!”
“Stop pretending to be something you’re not!”
“I hate how you make me feel!”
“You make me feel so weak and stupid.”
“I never asked for this.”
“You messed with the wrong person.”
“You didn’t bring an umbrella, did you?”
“Where’s your jacket?”
“Who hurt you?”
“Don’t you dare fucking touch them.”
“You’re hurt! What happened?”
“You have a fever.”
“I’d rather stay in your arms.”
“Just for five more minutes.”
“I never knew you could cook.”
“Stop acting like a baby.”
“I don’t need protecting.”
“You are so dense!”
“Ha! In your face!”
“Hey, talk to me.”
“It was only a dream.”
“Shhh, it’s okay, I’m here.”
“Don’t be scared!”
“You’ll find someone and love them and live and die for them...and I will watch.”
“Where’s your sense of humor?”
“I don’t know how to do this.”
“I don’t want to mess this up.”
“I don’t know what to do.”
“Is this really the time?”
“Get out!”
“I’ve imagined this moment so many times.”
“I don’t think I can hide this for any longer.”
“Do you regret it?”
“This is why I can’t have nice things.”
“How much did you hear?”
“How long have you been standing there?”
“I’m putty in your hands.”
“I didn’t even stand a chance.”
“We aren’t friends.”
“I don’t like him/her!”
“Don’t lie.”
“Why won’t you give me a chance?”
“I can change.”
“We probably shouldn’t be doing this.”
“It was worth it.”
“Your music is too loud.”
“Stop yelling!”
“Why are we whispering.”
“I don’t think they can see us.”
“You make me want things I can’t have.”
“How are you so perfect?”
“Stop undermining yourself.”
“I don’t understand your insecurities, you’re so perfect.”
“I wish you could see yourself the way I see you.”
“I believe in you.”
“Only you matter.”
“It was you the whole time.”
“Don’t go, please.”
“You’re burning up.”
“There’s only one bed…”
“This isn’t what it looks like!”
“I haven’t exactly been honest with you lately.”
“Why do we keep running into each other?”
“Maybe it’s fate.”
“It’s a mistletoe…”
“I’ve never kissed anyone before.”
“I’ve never done this before.”
“Catch me if you can!”
“Ignore my friends, they’re idiots.”
“What are you doing here?”
“Can I sleep here?”
“Is that seat taken.”
“Okay, you caught me.”
“Are you ignoring me?”
“I didn’t mean it!”
“Are you flirting with me?”
“I made the stupid mistake of falling for my best friend.”
“I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.”
“I never want this to end.”
#sage's meraki event#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu imagines#haikyuu drabbles#haikyuu oneshots#haikyuu headcanons#hq x reader#hq headcanons#hq oneshots#hq imagines#hq!! headcanons#hq!! smau#haikyuu!!#haikyuu fanfiction#haikyuu reader insert#haikyuu x you#haikyuu scenarios#hq!!
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LUP and if you're cool with doing multiple, magnus, merle, and taako
i’m absolutely good to do multiple i love Having Opinions
LUP:
How I feel about this character: loml like IDEAL character god like not to show emotions i main but i cried when she was introduced and then she showed up and was just undeniably the coolest character on the podcast god BLESS
All the people I ship romantically with this character: lucretia or barry but like honestly to be honest with you. more w/lucretia and how much i even like barry and her relationship w/him is really more due to fan created content vs anything actually in the show, especially because literally we just dont hear anything about her feelings until they’re already together like griffin i get it its a big show theres a lot to cover but like. idk lup could have mentioned once that the feeling was mutual or something. this part should have been under unpopular opinion but whatever
My non-romantic OTP for this character: MAGNUS….. they r good friends
My unpopular opinion about this character: a tame opinion i have thats more just a hc is that i have is that she has a bob because she’s bisexual and also because chin-to-shoulder length hair is “just started transitioning and i need plausible deniability” culture and sometimes after that’s all done you’re like “this length isn’t bad as long as i properly cut and style it” and thats my proof. my other opinion is that i 100% honestly believe if she had switched places w/lucretia she would have done something similar and thats why she forgives lucretia so fast bc she understands the choice lucretia made. she would have executed it differently to be sure but like. same principle
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: interactions…… with lucretia….. more of them i am so starved ever since griffin said he wished we saw more of their friendship i have been in a pit of despair. give it to me
the rest are under a cut bc Long
TAAKO:
How I feel about this character: fucking superb you funky little wizard
All the people I ship romantically with this character: tbh mostly just kravitz. there are other ships im not against but honestly most other ships just sort of feel like….. like ppl just feel the need to ship taako w/every man to walk the earth and im over it, especially w/ppl he barely speaks to or to whom other members of the thb have better relationship dynamics
My non-romantic OTP for this character: ren!!!!!!! also davenport i feel like especially post canon they’re really close friends. also hurley.
My unpopular opinion about this character: i DONT understand shipping him with sazed and i never have. for a long time i was CONVINCED there was going to be some brief mention of him being an ex or them being involved or even just of the relationship dyanmic being complicated or having a power imbalance favouring sazed or SOMETHING but literally all that happened was sazed got jealous and tried to poison taako. and like. idk was that backstory of watching 40 ppl die not traumatic enough for people? did we also need to add in that sazed was an abusive boyfriend? stop writing gay ppl suffering for entertainment
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: i fucking lie awake at night thinking about what would have happened if taako fell under the thrall of the gaia sash and magnus and taako had to help him and hurley and sloane came back right away as dryads and joined the team. it haunts me. he failed that will save and i wanted CONSEQUENCES. also b4 anyone is like “they’re immune” prove it.
MAGNUS
How I feel about this character: Projection Central tbh like……. travis and magnus both are like uncanny valley like me. like so much like me that it is sometimes deeply uncomfortable. anyway i love magnus
All the people I ship romantically with this character: julia obvs and also avi like… me and 4 other ppl for that one
My non-romantic OTP for this character: lucretia like…. team human. also 100% magnus lucretia and lup are the dream team in every single way they are great friends and they compliment each other really well change my mind
My unpopular opinion about this character: honestly. i think he should have taken the chalice like first of all it would have been dope for gameplay second of all i think every day about the way that would have affected his character
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: kravitz sidequest in suffering game like is arms outstretched cool? yes. do you know what would have been cooler? a fucking sidequest through the astral plane. we are denied plot points because magnus refuses to die…. unbelievable. also i wish we got to see more of him post canon like bc his finale was when he died we missed out
MERLE:
How I feel about this character: dilf
All the people I ship romantically with this character: davenport and like. kind of john i guess but not as much
My non-romantic OTP for this character: probably lucretia also…… its important to me that lucretia has friends. also like. i think post canon merle is one of the first people to forgive her and hes most like he was during tsc with obviously more growth and so they get along like old friends the quickest and the most. honestly i really do think merle is charming in a very specific merle way and he gets along with so many people so its like. honestly everyone. the man tried to be friends with the hunger like the compassion……. the care for other ppl… the commitment to joy…… i fucking love merle
My unpopular opinion about this character: DILF. THE TAZ FANDOM IS AFRAID OF THE TRUTH BUT IM NOT
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: i always thought it was a weird choice to bring up merle’s arm during the chalice because it was played so much as a joke metatextually that it felt out of place next to the other two. especially knowing merle has backstory fodder too. i dont remember if they’d gotten to it yet. anyway i wish either they’d taken the arm thing more seriously the whole time or his option at the chalice was something else, i think the scene would have been more balanced. maybe it just felt out of place to deal with something we saw in game tho because the other two were backstory hooks. who knows.
then again griffin also brought up phandalin and they NEVER cared about that like it was always a joke so think partially it was griffin being like “CARE THESE ARE VERY SERIOUS THINGS THAT HAPPENED” so i guess thats fine. idk where im going with this.
#this is so fucking long im so sorry for ppl scrolling past i love hearing myself talk#anonymous#answered#abuse ment /#sorry forgot 2 tag
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Donut Shop (Pt. 2)
Y/N sees Harry and prays that he sees her as well.
Part 1
Word Count: 3.5k
Warnings: Just like, a BUNCH of tension leading up to a cliffhanger?? Idk I’m cruel and won’t let Y/N get her fairy tale (not yet, at least)
A/N: Okay listen this was tough to write because there’s a lot of time lapses and idk how to write the transitions for em so like BARE WITH ME. Also I rlly don’t know how to calm down with the italics and the run on sentences but I feel like it adds to the tension and the ongoing stroke Y/N is having. THERE WILL BE ANOTHER ONE, POSSIBLY THE LAST PART BUT IDK DEPENDS ON IF I WANT THE ENDING TO BE AMBIGUOUS OR KEEP IT GOING INTO AN ACTUAL FULL FANFIC AHHH
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She's shaking. Her hand is legitimately shaking.
It's been 10 hours since Y/N had almost died from shock of meeting Harry and squabbling with him and she is still having a bit of trouble trying to calm down. Of course, this is now because of a different reason.
She's going to see Harry live in concert in 2 hours! She's going to pretend like as if she hadn't just interacted with him for more than 10 seconds that same morning! She's not going to pull it off!
But really, she knows she can't actually say anything because A) how would she explain to Abby that the man up on stage before them had already touched her in ways that Abby would never have dreamed of being touched (sounds intense, but seriously, how often is it that the man of your dreams touches your shoulder?) and B) Harry had clearly been trying to steer away from gaining attention, so it would kinda be a dick move to go ahead and tell everyone about it.
But Y/N knows herself, so she knows it's going to take everything in her not to blabber about having Harry Styles pay for her ham and cheesy.
Maybe Abby won't react that bad? I mean, she's known Y/N since Midnight Memories came out and they gushed over their mutual love for One Direction online (and they met two years later). And Abby has already interacted with Harry on Twitter, with a reply and a follow. So maybe talking to him in real life won't be much of a scandal to her and she'll understand.
So yeah, Y/N decides with a deep breath and a swipe of her contour brush against her face that she'll tell her best friend about it as soon as she arrives at her house. Which would be in an hour and a half, so Y/N had plenty of time to hyperventilate until the time came.
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She takes about an hour to finish her makeup after the mini pep talk, even though she was already halfway done. But that was because she spent half that time glaring at her hand to stop shaking. Really, you would think she'd be okay by now. She's a 20 year old girl with a job and her own apartment; this is supposed to mean she's really good at handling stressful situations.
But once she sprays her finishing spray on her face and combs her fingers through her hair, she begins to panic. Surely, she would be able to calm down once more in the 30 minutes she had left, but after 10 of them, she receives a text and she absolutely loses it.
Girlie I got out of work early so I’ll be there in 5 !!! ((:
Jesus Christ she's going to vomit.
She feels like she's about to tell her mom about the time she gave their next door neighbor head during their Easter barbecue in the bathroom.
But it's just Abby, it's just her best friend, and she hears a car pull up and shut off and she gasps for breath.
She doesn't feel her feet dragging her towards the front door, she doesn't feel her hand yank her door open as Abby walks up the path with a small jolt in her step with the sudden sound, and she definitely doesn't feel her mouth open as soon as she lays eyes on her.
“Harry Styles thinks I'm a proper knob.”
Abby immediately furrows her eyebrows together but a smile peeks out from her lips as she lazily pushes Y/N to the side so she can walk in and head straight towards the bedroom.
“How are you this delusional, 2 hours before the show? I would have thought you would start talking funny once we reached the building.” She sets her backpack down on the makeup vanity along with her bag of Jimmy Johns (she always gets hungry when she's doing her makeup for some reason) before turning back around to a silent Y/N who had wordlessly followed behind her.
Which is weird, Abby thinks, because Y/N really never learns how to shut up unless it's something very important holding her back. So she stares at her while Y/N stares back with a very anxious face and she realizes that whether it's true or not, Y/N meant what she said. And that worries Abby, so she huffs out a breath as she plops down on the vanity bench and pulls out her makeup while munching on a fry.
“Okay, you have the time I use doing my makeup and the car ride to the venue to tell me everything, so please think everything through before telling me.”
And Y/N takes it to heart. She recollects her words for a solid 15 minutes as she's spread out on her bed like an eagle and once she's finished she looks up. She sees Abby already done with her food and applying her highlighter, so she takes 5 more minutes to reorganize everything in her head again for a shortened version.
And so she begins. She spends about 10 minutes debriefing her horrible morning beforehand until Abby packs up her stuff and motions for her to follow her to the car to start their drive over to the Forum, where she spends the remaining half hour (which is more time than the actual minutes spent at the donut shop, ironically) gushing over Harry and his eyes and his lips and his hair and his cocky attitude and his touch and his money and everything that she couldn't process properly during that morning.
Abby stays quiet the entire time, only nodding along when Y/N pauses to see if she's understanding. And she even stays quiet as she parks the car in the designated parking lot and lets Y/N finish her rambling about the “absolutely dirty smirk he had on his face when he asked if it was a threat.”
So when Y/N finally stops and takes a well needed deep breath, she tries her hardest to piece together her conclusion of this situation.
“So, you're telling me, that there is a possibility that you will make eye contact with Harry tonight, and he will recognize you, and he will interact with you?”
And Y/N inhales so sharply because holy fuck, there actually is a chance of that. Their seats are so close to the B-stage and he'll walk up there and he will let his fans touch his hand and he will look at them and he might actually see her.
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This thought brings the next hour into a blur.
She doesn’t remember standing in the merch line for 20 minutes for the yellow kiwi sweatshirt or walking through the metal detectors or scanning her ticket or buying a hotdog and eating it with extra mustard and relish or walking into the venue and sitting down in her seat with Abby right behind her. She doesn’t even pay attention to Kacey Musgraves and her set, which she didn’t do intentionally (she’s listened to entire repertoire specifically so she could jam out to her music before Harry comes out) but sitting here, 5 feet away from the B-stage has kept her out of touch from the entire world.
Doesn’t even hear the screams of everyone around her when Kacey leaves the stage and the lights turn back on for the 20 minute break in between sets.
It takes Abby giving her a really harsh nudge which Y/N cowers from and winces but she had it coming since she didn’t respond the first two times Abby tried to get her attention.
“Jesus Christ, Y/N, you’ve already met him yet you’re acting worse than me! I’ve never even come close to being in such proximity as him yet you’re the one ready to have a stroke!” Y/N pouts at the scolding but it brings her back into her own body. She knows Abby’s right, she’s already had more of relationship with Harry than most people in this building and she’s worrying about something that surely won’t happen. He’ll be caught up in his singing and talking to the rest of the crowd and he doesn’t even know she’ll be in that vicinity so it’s not like he’ll go out of his own way to look for her. He’s not going to notice her and it’s okay. She’s been fine with this mindset for years now, she can put up with it for many more.
And with this, she lets all her anxiety go. Even when the lights turn down and the Rubik’s cube pops up on screen and the monitor slides down to hide Harry’s entrance, she only screams with excitement and joy. Should we just search romantic comedies on Netflix and then see what we’ll find? is heard before the beginning of Only Angel and Y/N goes wild along with the entire venue as the monitor slides right back up and reveals him and he starts singing and it’s the best moment of her life and she completely forgets about everything before and focuses on now.
Well, until Harry wraps up on Meet Me in the Hallway and heads for the B-stage. All of a sudden, he’s climbing up the stairs with the rest of the band behind him and he uses the short seconds he has to accept the flowers fans are offering and thank them, making full eye contact with each and every one. It would be so easy for Y/N to shout his name, to shout out, “Harry it’s me! Ham and cheese girl!” It’d be so weird and he’s probably already forgotten about what happened and who she is because he’s a busy man and he has more important stuff to remember but she’d at least have a chance of catching his eye again.
But she sees his soft smile as he accepts the bouquet of roses the girl in front gives him and he turns around and sets it down, ushering in the rest of the gang as they all prepare to perform Sweet Creature. And he’s so beautiful, she can’t believe she’s able to be here and see him do what he loves doing and she feels the absolute joy he’s radiating. His eyebrows are furrowed as he tries to concentrate on this next song and he looks so determined to give a great show and she loves it, she loves him. So she shuts her mouth and she watches him with kind eyes as the rest of the fans around him quiet down as well.
And so he sings. First Sweet Creature, then If I Could Fly (Y/N begins to tear up), and then the lovely surprise of Girl Crush (that’s when she starts bawling). He’s always facing her direction throughout all three songs, and he looks up at some points into the crowd, surely only seeing a bunch of phones recording him. Abby was guilty of it as well but Y/N keeps hers in her pocket, relishing in the spotlight hitting only half of his and casting shadows on the other. His eyes always graze too quickly over where she’s seated and it irks her and makes her heart ache because yes she’s calmed down from her fantasy but he gets so close to setting eyes on her yet he doesn’t and it sucks.
She’s suddenly become so hurt by the idea of being unnoticed by him even after all these years of teaching herself not to be. She guesses that’s what happens when you get a small taste of something you can’t ever have.
Girl Crush ends, Harry finally leaves the B-stage to go back to the main stage and finish the rest of the show, and Y/N feels a tug on her heartstrings. She feels that her cheeks are wet and she begins to dab her tears away with the back of her hand, turning to Abby who was still recording Harry but with the turn of Y/N, she whips her phone around to record her instead. Y/N lets out a disgusting yet comical sniff through her nose and whimpers out, “I saw Harry’s sad excuse for a moustache with my own eyes and now I’m crying.”
Abby lets out a snort as she stops recording and turns back to Harry as he swings out his guitar and begins to play Anna, letting Y/N compose herself so she can continue jamming out. And of course, she does, for the next three songs, before he leaves the stage for a quick minute or two just to come back out and play the last three songs of the night (she can never understand why every artist has this in their setlist, and she laughs as Harry explains to the crowd that he doesn’t either).
From the Dining Table is beautiful and sad and The Chain is hardcore and exhilarating and then Harry plays Kiwi and Y/N is crying again because it’s the last song of the show and the last show of the tour and it’s heartbreaking.
And he has the audacity to play it again.
And the audacity to run down to B-stage once more.
He’s completely losing it and the crowd along with him but he’s so exhausted from the run and it’s so obvious that Y/N can’t help but laugh as he pants for breath. He turns towards her area as he brings the mic up to his mouth to continue the next few lines. He sees her.
He locks eyes with her and her amused eyes, raised eyebrows, and cackling laugh and he breaks into the biggest grin. He struggles to begin singing as he laughs along with her, joining in on his hilarious physical state and he adds in the line, “And I’m exhausted, I’m exhausted,” before finally turning away and running back to the mainstage.
Y/N had to take a huge swig of her water bottle and close her eyes for a good moment to make sure she didn’t legitimately pass out.
He finally noticed her. For a mere 4 seconds, he looked at her and he smiled at her and they laughed together. She was okay now. It wasn’t a conversation like she hoped it would be but he still acknowledged her presence and even though he didn’t explicitly say “I know you,” the way his face lit up when they made eye contact was enough for her to believe that he recognized her and she meant something to him.
He finishes off the song and fakes the crowd out as he eggs them on for another take and she hates herself. She hates that for a few minutes that morning she actually got angry with the way he teased her and decided that he was an asshole.
Sure, she can see him stick his tongue out and walk around with a shit eating grin as he hears the crowd go wild for a third rendition of Kiwi, but it doesn’t make him an asshole like she presumed. Just a cocky son of a bitch.
One who begins to sing Kiwi once again with the most tired posture a 24 year old man can have. Yet he continues to rock his body to the music and at one point drops down to his goddamn knees and rocks out on the floor. Yeah, Y/N concludes to herself, he’s hot and he’s fully aware of it.
The concert ends and Abby is crying (well, everyone in the arena is full of tears), both watching CHASM bow for the final time before exiting the stage. And with that, the lights turn back on and it’s time to leave.
Y/N’s ears are ringing and the loud chatter of the audience comes out muffled to her hearing, and it makes her happy. Concerts have always been the best for her, whether it was the Jonas Brothers back in 2008 or Coldplay back in 2016; they’ve always found a place in her heart. And now she can add this to her list, along with the most memorable ham and cheesy run she’s ever had.
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They arrive back home after about an hour of driving, though it only took them half of one earlier that day to get to the venue. But I mean, it’s LA traffic, even if it’s just a 20 mile distance. Besides, it gives their ears time to pop and gives them time to destress and let out all their emotions. And it gives Abby time to look through all the videos she took to post the best ones online.
One of them is the video of Y/N and her ugly crying and although Y/N absolutely cringes and begs her not to post it on Twitter, she does so anyway, with the caption “Why is Y/N the biggest mood of the night @username #HarryStylesForum” and Y/N’s annoyed but she’s just finished washing her face and changing into her PJ’s so she falls asleep before she could protest anymore.
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She stays asleep with no disturbances for a good 7 hours. She was even having a lovely dream about Thanksgiving back at her parents’ home in San Diego and the roasted duck she was having was delicious. But she’s cut off from the mash potatoes and gravy when Abby’s phone goes off for the millionth time and continues to go off about 20 times in a row after she wakes up. She lets out a soft groan with her face smushed into her pillow and she swings her arm around to feel for Abby to wake her up so she has to deal with it as well. She stops once she hears her friend groan and shuffle through the bed sheets and Y/N tries to get comfortable again, already drifting back to sleep. And she’s almost there.
But then a very loud gasp is heard and a hand is slapping her shoulder hard and continuously and Y/N is far from going back to sleep.
“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. He replied to my tweet. Oh my god, Y/N, he replied to my tweet.” Okay, yeah, she’s fully awake now.
Y/N sits up in her bed with wide eyes as she peers over Abby’s shoulder to then squint at the bright screen of her phone, watching notifications flood in as accounts follow her, DM her, retweet her, and reply to her. Abby has her original tweet with the video of Y/N open for her to see before she slowly scrolls down a few centimeters to see Harry Styles’ reply, “I’m proud of this moustache, thank you very much.” And now Y/N is having flashbacks.
This is the second time around that he’s called her out in the last 24 hours and she’s felt her stomach drop for the second time as well. Except this time he’s plastered it all over Twitter for everyone to see. Oh, she can just imagine how many death threats she’s going to receive from the worst of fans that are going to take this banter seriously.
With the thought of it, she glances over to her phone that’s perched on her makeup vanity, that was switched to silent as soon as she set her phone down on it earlier that night. She could see the notification light flicker with a green tint (she has a Samsung, not an iPhone, which she is not ashamed of, by the way) above the phone screen, which means that she does, in fact, have Twitter notifications.
She drops her head back in exasperation and lets out another small groan as she wordlessly gets up to retrieve it, planning to block every single account that gives just a hint of negative attitude towards her choice of words. And she begins to do so, opening up the app and scrolling through the 14 DMs she’s already received in the last 5 minutes. Half of them were what she expected and she quickly blocked and reported them for wasting her time. But the other half were amused and were congratulating her on provoking him enough to defend himself, so she took her time to reply back with kind words and a thanks.
This takes her a while, so she climbs back in bed (she knows Abby won’t be able to sleep much after this so she might as well join her) and lays back down with her phone held up above her head (she lives life on the edge). She’s having a cute conversation with a nice girl named Lily when her phone buzzes once, announcing that she just received another DM. So she finishes up her reply and hopes that the next DM will be nice as well as she taps the back button and gazes to the top of the DM list.
Harry Styles. @Harry_Styles:
Ham and cheese girl :D
Holy mother fuck.
#harry styles#harry x reader#harry styles x reader#harry styles fic#harry styles imagine#harry styles one shot#harry fanfic#fic rec#idk what else to tag#its so hot in california#im going to die from a heat stroke
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