#wr have literally never got to experience that either. we are literally incapacitated by our trauma we are meek and lifeless and so so | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

gurorori · 11 months ago

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i will be a hater for a minute. i hate the whole 'ohh i was too mature for my age as a kid but now i'm immature as an adult' cause never once have i seen anyone talk about the case where you were never mature. i never at all felt it or was on the same level with our peers at any point in life and that's a very different experience. the very few things we were into as a kid/teen were always juxtaposed with the things others were doing that were wiser and more sensible and more in touch with. whatever expectations are in place and whatever is gauged as mature

#MAKING IT VERY CLEAR RN NO HATE 2 PPL WHO DO FEEL REPRESNTED BY THOSE 😭 but that's all i ever see #'make yr own post abt it then' idont think i will. im not one to start these conversations im just saying with how common That statement is #its weird that no one ever talks abt This one #but i suppose theres not many of us #idk. at least ya got 2 feel jus a bit superior over others n feel a bit more 'grown' (ik its all bullshit but yk. it can b flatterin 2 hear)#me? i been team idiot since da start. idid not progress i did not improve i did not regress im just. stuck oh mt gawd im actually losing it #i actually cant handlw myseld or this life im actually breakin down so bad LOL #ok im ok. anyway im just. this is similar 2 lile 'oh my trauma made me Stronger/mature for my age/wtv' all sams thing and #wr have literally never got to experience that either. we are literally incapacitated by our trauma we are meek and lifeless and so so #afraid and helpless and dependent to the point even escaping the environment is an insurmountable task #no one talks about thia though why does bo one talk about this ...#im like if a 21yo girl was mentally age 7

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