#would it help to open the fic in an incognito window and give an anonymous kudo from there?

[desticuleconfessions]

thanks to a very religious upbringing and some unfortunate life events, i have a lot of shame around sexuality. the only way ive found i can explore it without feeling overwhelmed by feeling like im doing something wrong (most times) is fanfic, and deancas fics are my current fave. i feel bad though, because i try to be a good fan and give kudos/comments, but i just cant get myself to do that on nsfw fics cuz i feel so bad about reading them. even admitting i do here feels wrong