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malachitezmeyka · 11 months ago

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My symptoms always tend to get worse at night, and if I attempt to lie down my cough becomes unbearable, so instead of sleeping I went to do gift shopping that I suddenly remembered I haven’t done yet

I ordered stuff for literally everyone and spent half my allowance send help

#I put new year’s shopping off every year and then scramble to get it done #I always lose track of time when it comes to the end of December. it just flies by #and I’m not even done bc I decided that for grandma and school administrator I can get smth from the store #tea set for baba I think. and maybe chocolates for administrator?#but for everyone else. friends teachers dad. all finished #there’s technically other people like my dad’s SIL or my uncles or my little cousin #but I don’t see them nearly enough and it’s not like they’re gonna get me anything #that sounds bad but it’s the truth #plus my cousin’s birthday is on January 4th I’ll get him something then #thank god I’m not catholic am I right. cause it’s the 24th rn and if I was I’d be screwed #would have to pull an Eden Starling and start giving away my own possessions #oh btw when I say half my allowance I mean a pretty significant sum #bc I live alone and dad always chucks big amounts at me bc it’s easier than having me pester him all the time #I spent the equivalent of 60 dollars which doesn’t sound like much considering I covered 10 people #but 6000 rubies ain’t the smallest amount of money y’know #but then again along with the 6000 I have left on my card I also have 15000 stashed away physically in a cupboard #so I’m anxious over nothing #look it’s nearly 7 a.m I should really go to bed #it’s just that this damn cough just will not stop

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