#worst has been a bottle of wine. bc i dont drink
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eunhos ¡ 5 months ago
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schizononagesimus ¡ 6 months ago
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being in a family of other addicts is weird, i never really thought of it like that but us all being in town together for my graduation has just been like (ENABLES U) (ENABLES U) (ENABLES U)
#i dont even think of us as addicts rly even tho we all are. like. medically and socially. hell i may not know him but my birth father is in#PRISON for addict behavior soooo#anyway i made some mild drug choices and though i was pretty immediately displeased with the sensations and their consequences nothing#overtly bad happened this time so id call it a neutral thing#i just had a couple beers bc i was sad and my grandad had an entire bottle of wine by himself prior to that#and like a couple beers is Fine but i didnt realize my tolerance had tanked and i shouldnt drink out of sadness and i only got. sadder. so.#at least they tasted good mm duvel (LOUD CRYING) anyway good luck babe by chappell roan#and i had some weed w my dad. i forgot how much i hate getting weed from other ppl bc ive never found a Soul who knows weed like i do so#theyll just go 'oh it's for sleep.' 'no like what strain is it' '8#ignore the 8 lol anyway#'idk' 'ok then is it like hybrid or do you not know' 'yeah idk' cool at least my dad knew the mg#i honestly needed to eat like in a bad way ive had so much trouble eating recently even eating out so this was helpful on that front#think this might be my first like properly full stomach in a while#and i definitely did need the nap but i DIDNT need the muscle pain#so to answer my own question to my dad earlier that was a HYBRID with the worst characteristic of sativa in it#cause that shit makes pain far more obvious sometimes and man has my whole body hurt for a few days#anyway speaking of body pain im helping a friend move tomorrow THEN going to bjj skdnsksms#it's fine im fine#anyway yeah long story long im Good and i couldve refused my family's offers yes and i have before and have often while theyve been here!#but i didnt because we all in my family got that same 'ehhh fuck it i deserve this' attitude sometimes#but nothing blew up this time though i still didnt like it so again. reminding myself that even when it goes well i still just Dont Like It#ergo do not do the thing#sobriety update#drugs tw#lessons of the hand and the mouth
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somerandomdutchfangirl ¡ 3 years ago
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Hetalia Family Week - Day 2: Family being idiots
My 2nd entry for @hetafamilyweek! 
Summary: Willem braids Femke’s hair. There’s a lot of bickering. Laurent isn’t paid enough for this shit.
Also cross-posted to my ao3!
Names:
Willem = Netherlands
Femke = Belgium
Laurent = Luxembourg
Gilbert = Prussia
Antonio = Spain
Just pretend Femke's hair is long enough to be braided.
Tw: alcohol (beer and wine), cursing.
:readmore: 
''For fuck's sake, Femke, sit still if you want me to braid your hair!''
''It's not my fault you keep tickling me!''
''How on earth am I tickling you?''
''Yeah, I'm definitely not drunk enough for this yet,'' Laurent, who had just walked into the room, groaned.
''Please give me a beer too. She's been like this since I started.''
''You poor soul. Is Heineken okay?''
''You know it!''
''Please, Laurent, the day Willem stops drinking Heineken is the day Gilbert stops saying he's awesome.''
''So never?''
Femke hummed in response. Willem continued weaving the strands of hair together, creating a Dutch braid.
A couple of minutes later, Laurent returned with two wine glasses, a bottle of wine and a bottle of Heineken in his hands. When Femke reached for the wine, he slapped her hand away.  
''Nu-uh, not yet, big sis. I haven't gotten the snacks yet.''
''What do you mean, we're sitting right here?''
''... Fem, that was the worst joke you've ever made.''
''I disagree, remember that time in the 60s when-'' Willem started to say, but quickly got interrupted by Femke elbowing him in the gut.
''Nooo, stop it, we agreed on never talking about that again!''
''What the fuck, why did you do that?!'' Willem said, wheezing.
''I'm sorry, I panicked!''
''And your first reaction is to elbow the person behind you?!''
''I told you I was sorry!''
''And I'm still not drunk enough for this. I also brought snacks,'' Laurent interrupted their argument.
''Great, let me finish this and we can watch Netflix or something.''
''How long ‘till you're done?''
''Femke, jij zuipschuit, it'll literally take a few seconds. Chill.''
''Says the guy who regularly drinks Heineken. I don't understand how on earth you can drink that stuff,'' Femke complained, making a face.
''Get that sour look off your face, big sis, or it'll be stuck like that!''
''Oh very funny, Lau, absolutely hilarious.''
''Like you didn't use to tell him that all the time when he was younger.'' At Willem's smartass comment, Femke's face quickly turned red.
''What is this, roasting Femke hour?''
''Maybe.''
''Yes.''
''I hate you two.''
''We love you too. Also, the braid is done. You can start drinking now,'' Willem said, rolling his eyes. Femke immediately brightened, twisting around trying to see the braid.
''Wait, Fem, let me take a picture for you,'' Laurent said, trying not to laugh at the sight of Femke twisting around like a dog chasing its tail.
''Thanks! Wow, Willem, I love this!'' Femke said, twisting around to face her brother, a big smile on her face.
''Yeah, you're welcome, it's no big deal...'' Willem replied, looking like he wanted to hide his face in his scarf.
''Alright! What're we going to watch?'' Laurent asked, effectively ending the slightly awkward silence that followed.
''Depends. Do we wanna watch a documentary, or an animated movie, or life action?'' Femke replied, counting the genres on her fingers.
''Wait, Willem, this is your Netflix, right? Why's La Casa De Papel in your 'Continue watching' list?''
''Uh...''
''You watch La Casa? Oh my god this is great, I'm going to tell Antonio!'' Femke said, already taking her phone out.
''Don’t you fucking dare tell him, Femke, or I swear-''
Laurent rolled his eyes. ''Why does it matter if Antonio knows you watch La Casa?''
''Because it’s going to inflate his already way too big ego, that's why!''
Laurent stared at Willem, who was currently trying to wrestle Femke’s phone out of her hand. So far, he was unsuccessful. Laurent sighed and refilled his glass with wine. This was going to be a long, long day (but he wouldn't have it any other way, honestly).
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Translations:
Jij zuipschuit (Dutch) = someone who drinks a lot of alcohol
Sorry it's so short, my brain really said ‘inspiration who??’
Willem has a hard time accepting compliments and that is, quite frankly, A Mood. He also watches La Casa De Papel and you cannot change my mind. Don't tell Antonio this though.
Also the siblings share a Netflix bc I Said So.
Headcanon: Femke is actually really strong, pass it on.
Ned: yeah hi i braided your hair, thats gonna be 5 euros
Bel, already taking the braid out: haha, what braid? No braid to be seen here, i dont owe u shit
Lux, pulling out a bottle of wine: its too early for this shit-
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patchdotexe ¡ 4 years ago
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explorers of arvus: the heart of arvus / 3.3.21
short session today! nyx was getting his hair done for like 5 hours and its now 9 pm and i am very tired and want to sleep but i will power through it for taure's sake
oh yeah btw this is the session where taure is gonna not. taure is gonna go on vacation and pet puppies and i am going to lie facedown in a ditch
LAST TIME WITH THE WYLD KNIGHT-- wait no. yes, michael did in fact mix up the names of the 2 groups LAST TIME WITH THE HOPE'S GUARD we are on a rock! in the sky! i dont remember who went up and who didnt. oh i dont think any of us went up i think we just threw kaepora in there
oh the elf is a liar there is TOTALLY enough room for all of us to vibe up there.
i have straight up not been posting any of my notes to tumblr. i should do that after this. hrm [ AND THEN I DIDNT ]
OH HEY last session was 2.2 and today is 3.3 thats really cool. i swear im awake and paying attention
ELF REMINDS TAURE OF HOUSE ROTHAAL which is the house of friendly elves we helped in artevon! her name iiiiis Velna i think! time for wine mom taure. hey why does f.lux disable when i open discord. weait no it doesnt im just mildly insane tonight
silje has learned cloning
@ future leos I AM SO FUCKING SORRY this is a horrible disaster ball of leo+ica+k and we are Not Awake and i am. struggling.
oh hey a feedback failed in blaseball. poor NaN. URGH OKAY LEOS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS these are going to be the worst notes ever
[charlie voice] pog-gers! velna's been staying in the heart of arvus studying history stuff! shes been trying to restore & translate things OH TIME FOR THORNE TO SHINE silje has entered silly mode. this cat loves books HEY WHY DOES VELNA HAVE TORTURE INSTRUMENTS? I SPACED OUT FOR A HOT SEC theres like. a cage with blood in it. blood cage
oh my god im struggling so much. are we dying yet okay no we're not dying yet, but the water dripping from the tree roots is Super poisoned
charlie found a hidden chamber w a teleportation spell circle in it! hooray i am accomplishing things
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detect poison can apparently detect how good wine is (it cant) we're drinking incredible wine out of the fantasy equivalent of shitty dollar store mugs
OH HER NAME IS VALNA. Valna Rothaal! shes been on arvus for 16 years. waow
if charlie isnt doing anything in a scene shes gonna just be default dancing. im sorry. i just have the :cope: emoji on loop in a tiny corner of my brain
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[ this is what :cope: is ]
PEPPER IS HERE pepper is gone. goodbye pepper
thorne is rolling to infodump THORNE HAS FINALLY ROLLED A NAT1 ON THE INFODUMP THORNE IS TALKING ABOUT BLASEBALL? thorne is really excited to talk about blaseball, the hit sport from the feywild
...VALNA'S BEEN RAISING UNDEAD? huh. she says halvkar lost control of the undSH'ES LEARNING FROM HALVBKAR? HALVKAR IS HER TEACHEWR? SCREAMINGG charlie: i cant fuckin believe this shit, my dudes.
NOOOO SILJE IS GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYY HE THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA HAVE A GOOD DAY
taure: [gets angsty] charlie: MMMM,,,, "charlie pulls out one of the bottles of alcohol shes been carryin around for like, 3 years real-time, pops it open, and hands it to silje"
charlie, genuinely concerned: good luck with your studies, uh... try not to get yourself killed. itd suck if you died. LMAO THORNE WARNED HER THAT CHARLIE'S A PYROMANIAC charlie has self-restraint! ..........sometimes!
solar: thorne is not responsible for the fact that i am stupid.
LMAO sieron walks through the portal but with his cloak of billowing active. gg sieron
kali: that was fast-- taure & thorne: [attempting to explain] charlie: HHEEEUUUURUUGGHGHGHHhh
i swear my charlie voice is getting more and more nasal.
charlie: hey, real quick taure, when did you become racist again? (taure is pissy at elves bc tragic family backstory. elf beef. eeef)
charlie: that was a whole situation up there-- i am not dabbing on purpose--
oh she mentioned that fjolnir isnt from the outer plane. that might be important.
Back To Camp!
we have chosen to [SPARE] Valna Rothaal. this action will have consequences charlie now knows the teleportation signature to the heart of arvus! so like, if we're ever able to teleport fast travel stuff, we can just go there i think! neat.
taure turns around and... suddenly gets dizzy. and starts stumbling around. anD PASSES OUT? OH COOL SO. TAURE SEES A PITCH BLACK SKY W A SINGLE YELLOW EYE LOOKING AT HER AND PASSES OUT. AND THATS THE END OF THE SESSION. GREAT GREAT GREAT
leos: did the other party kill her? michael: They Tried. - michael: its a shame, i was looking forward to you fighting your first legendary monster leos: MMRRGHGHHHH;;; [fear.jpg]
yeah michael expected us to try and murder valna but instead we were just disappointed in her life choices. neat.
TAURE CANONICALLY HAS SLEEPY BITCH DISEASE or rather the sudden twist at the end was something planned for a while now and penn told michael to just have it kick in whenever. neAT.
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kyn19 ¡ 4 years ago
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1 THROUGH 98! I WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWERS AND I CAN'T STAND GETTING THEM PIDDLING BIT BY PIDDLY BIT!!!!!
Lmaooooo what a fuckin Mood. Thank you!!!!! Also, you’re getting Drunk Kylie answers which are arguably the Best answers. For the courtesy of everyone’s dash, answers are below the cut!! <3 <3 <3
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
Coffee mugs! I have a sizable collection lmao #WriterLife
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
omg such a tough one, both are aces. seriously I can think of so many combatting pros & cons!! the only fair way i can currently conceive is which i would want weed in. Which is lollipops bc (#UnpopularOpinion) pot makes chocolate taste bad.
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
both are great, but def bubblegum.
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
“Pleasure to have in class” in true Gifted Child fashion
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
i’ll rate them in order: 1) can (absolutely preferred), 2) bottle if alone but plastic (lez be honest, Red Solo Cup) if with company, 3) glass (do not like)
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
#1 goth all the way. Pastel and Formal guest appearances
7. earbuds or headphones?
headphone, bc earbuds usually hurt my ears.
8. movies or tv shows?
first of all, how dare you. second of all, tv shows ONLY BECAUSE if all my fave movies were given tv shows so that they could last longer i would choose so
9. favorite smell in the summer?
idk i guess pool chlorine? dislike summer
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
bruh fuckin none. elementary school: too long ago to recall. middle school: escaped having to take gym at all. high school: had a medical excuse to take online PE. least athletic girl u know
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
i don’t have bfast bc eating close to when i awaken makes my tummy upset
12. name of your favorite playlist?
hmm 4-way tie between “#motivate #bitch” (gets me pumped to work) and “Friends Of The Illness” (my playlist of songs about and/or artist who are mentally ill) and “Ominous/haunting” (speaks to my creepy side) and “Bad Bitches” (self-explanatory amirite)
13. lanyard or key ring?
Key ring. Straight up I use an extra shoelace as my key ring string, despite owning multiple lanyards.
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
god another fkn hard one. Listen y’all, you dont understand how much of a sugar fiend i am. candy is my JAM. Starbursts, Sour Straws, Skittles, Jolly Ranchers...who can choose?!
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
“Ceremony” by Leslie Marmon Silko. Highly recommend!!!!!!!!!!!
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
laying down lol sitting is for suckers
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
combat boots like the gay i am
18. ideal weather?
low 70′s degrees (F*), intermittent showers during the day but clear starry skies overnight
19. sleeping position?
mostly fetal, mostly on my side but chest is towards the bed, one arm under the pillow under my head
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
Laptop. I used to love writing in notebooks, but ya girl got weak fingy joints nowadays
21. obsession from childhood?
pfft as if they aren’t the same obsessions i have now
22. role model?
so many!!!!! Jameela Jamil is the first that comes to mind
23. strange habits?
lmao i am ass-deep in idiosyncrasies, if you ain’t read the blog title already
24. favorite crystal?
i don’t know anything about crystals. does blue topaz count? cuz that’s my birthstone and i like that one a lot. i even had the foresight to pick that as my engagement ring’s stone in my utterly preposterous & failed relationship
25. first song you remember hearing?
oh wow, no idea. music has always been huge for me. probably either a Britney Spears or Mary J. Blige song???
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
stay inside lmao
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
WEAR SWEATERS & DRINK HOT CHOCOLATE, BITCH!!!!!!!!!
28. five songs to describe you?
oof ok, hard, but here goes:
“Here” by Alessia Cara
“Wannabe” by the Spice Girls
“I’m Just a Kid and Life Is A Nightmare” by Simple Plan
“No Daddy” by Teairra Mari
“Brick By Boring Brick” by Paramore
29. best way to bond with you?
i am straight up not easy to make friends with (bc my own bullshit, not trying to be pretentious), so bonding is hard. the best way is probably a combo of queer + memes + loves food + correct morals + being the dominant talker
30. places that you find sacred?
Libraries, locally owned coffee shops, Walmarts at 3am, playgrounds in the middle of the night, side of a rural road at 12am, my bed
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
Blazer + shirt with a titty window + high waisted plaid pants + platform booties
32. top five favorite vines?
OMG I LOVE VINES OK OK OK OMG I LOVE SO MANY SO HERE ARE JUST THE ONES I QUOTE THE MOST OK:
Josh Kennedy: “What’s up my name’s Jared I’m 19 and I never fucking learned how to read”
Sarah Schauer: [dont remember the beginning] “didn’t you..?” “sleep in this? yes. mama needs A DRINK”
Evan Breer: “What’s up my & my boys are going to see Uncle Kracker - give me my hat back Jordan, do you see Uncle Kracker or no - *gasp!*”
Drew Gooden: “Road work ahead? Um yeah, I sure hope it does...”
Nathan Enick: “Yo how much money do you have?” “69 cents” “Oh you know what that means!” “...i don’t have enough money for chicken nuggets :( ...”
33. most used phrase in your phone?
bruh like how even am i supposed to answer this?? like texts or Siri requests or????? bc if it’s Siri requests then it’s 100% for arithmetic
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
Stanley Steamer. you kno the one
35. average time you fall asleep?
3:30am
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?
bitch i’m a 90′s child of the internet, i was around the web before YouTube launched, i was there when the first modern memes were fucking conceived. i will say the biggest repository of meme culture that i was a part of was YouTube and icanhazcheezburger.com & its side-sites.
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
duffel - Tie-Dye Girl from the Lindsey Lohan “Parent Trap” made quite the impression on me
38. lemonade or tea?
Lemonade! hate the leaf water
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
Lemon cake! Not a meringue pie girl saly
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
I’ve been to a lot of schools yo lol. My undergrad college was def the “weirdest” ofc, bc it was an art school lol. An instance that stands out was a string of “Solid Gold Clit” graffiti after a Sophia Wallace visit to campus right before i started there.
41. last person you texted?
My bff triad pals @backwardswriter and @bristarshine
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
damn tough call. Probably jacket pockets bc i’m more likely to have those as a lady who wears lady-targeted pants
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
Hoodie
44. favorite scent for soap?
Plum!
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
Fantasy, though sci-fi is a solid 2nd. Not much of a superhero gal
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
.....underwear only. Sometimes an oversized t-shirt too.
47. favorite type of cheese?
Mozzarella!!!
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
I would want to be like a pomegranate, but i’m probably a nectarine
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
“If you hope for the best but expect the worst, you’ll never be disappointed.”
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
bitch i’m a giggle monster, i taught myself to be easily amused as a survival mechanism.
51. current stresses?
My own lack of discipline.
52. favorite font?
oooooof i have so many ok. too name a few: Centaur, Garamont, Book Antigua, Times New Roman, Montserrat.....mostly Serif fonts bc I’m an old books bitch
53. what is the current state of your hands?
I don’t love my hands (how homophobic of me, I know). Currently they’re kinda dry and full of sandwich
54. what did you learn from your first job?
what kind of boss I like. also that my customer service voice is frighteningly pleasant
55. favorite fairy tale?
Original tale: Thumbelina. Adaptations: Snow White.
56. favorite tradition?
uhhh Thanksgiving feast I guess? i am not a traditions gal
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
I am very very fortunate to not have a lot or a severity of these. The ones that I’ve had the worst of are: gender discrimination/harassment as a woman, hardcore emotional abuse in a relationship, and heavy heavy mental illness
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
Tangible talents: writing, lying. Intangible: A+ imagination, useless trivia.
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
“I support you!”
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
like if Tokyo Mew Mew and Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni had a baby
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
Again, how dare you. Like literally, asking me to pick a favorite line from something is like asking what my favorite breed of dog is. Legit impossible
62. seven characters you relate to?
Ananka Fishbein (Kiki Strike series), Mermista (She Ra & the Princesses of Power), Luna Lovegood (Harry Potter), Gwen (Total Drama), Rori Gilmore (Gilmore Girls), Villanelle (Killing Eve), Andrea (St. Trinian’s)
so like all very- to semi-weird white girls lmao
63. five songs that would play in your club?
[by the term “club” i assume that i’m limited to pop and electronic music. even with the limitation, though, a super hard question]
“Talking Body” by Tove Lo
“Hot in Herre” by Nelly
“Because the Night” by Cascada
“Nails, Hair, Hips, Heels” by Todrick Hall
“Break Free” by Ariana Grande ft. Zedd
64. favorite website from your childhood?
pretty much any doll franchise’s site (Barbie, Bratz, My Scene, Polly Pocket, Diva Girlz, everGirl, etc you name it)
65. any permanent scars?
Yep. One by a dog scratch (it was honestly a weak/shallow/innocent scratch, i still have no idea why it scarred at all), and a few from a car crash last year
66. favorite flower(s)?
i don’t really like flowers? i usually just say Forget-Me-Not’s for ease
67. good luck charms?
bitch idk but i’m knocking on wood just from thinking bout it
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
you ever taste that chocolate Laffy Taffy? vile bruh
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
I am annoying enough to know how i learnt all my facts, but the funnest fact I like to annoy people with is that ducks have corkscrew penises evolved from their main form of mating being rape
70. left or right handed?
Right (like any ol’ simp)
71. least favorite pattern?
polka dots
72. worst subject?
MATH and also PHYS ED
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
One time whilst high, I put nacho cheese Doritos on a tuna sandwich. Winning combo, I’m telling you
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
My pain tolerance is straight up unpredictable, so like anywhere from a 3 to a 9
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
5 years old
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
Mashed potatoes
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
I am not a plant person. Moss.
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
fucking neither but i at least like coffee so i guess the former....
(i know, it’s tragic and barbaric that i dislike sushi, i wish i had another answer for you)
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
Neither lmao - I got them within a month of each other (six years ago) so they’re essentially the same photo.
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
Jewel!
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
I mean those are the same bug so I assume this is asking about which terminology I typically use/prefer. Which i would say both bc I’m a cultured ho
82. pc or console?
I don’t game so I guess PC lmao
83. writing or drawing?
Writing but I like both
84. podcasts or talk radio?
damn neither lmao I can’t focus on non-music audio only. I guess talk radio, just bc I can do like ten minute radio segments at least lol
84. barbie or polly pocket?
both were lit but I had more Barbies
85. fairy tales or mythology?
not to sound like a broken record but FIRST OF ALL HOW DARE YOU? second of all, I essentially consider them in the same category at this point in modernity, so my answer is Yes.
86. cookies or cupcakes?
Cupcakes, but both are exquisite
87. your greatest fear?
spiders, heights, clowns, seeing bad things happening to animals, that my consciousness will exist even after death, y’know normal stuff
88. your greatest wish?
to transfer myself into one of my fave fictional worlds
89. who would you put before everyone else?
dogs, next question
90. luckiest mistake?
i make a lot of those honestly, so who knows
91. boxes or bags?
LISTEN I LOVE CONTAINERS OF ALL SORTS, YOU CAN’T MAKE ME CHOOSE, IM PANSEXUAL FOR A REASON
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
FLASHLIGHTS, BITCH
93. nicknames?
Ky, KyKy, Moonshine, SugarTits, Goog Bones
94. favorite season?
Autumn (yes i call it that instead of Fall bc i’m a pretentious ass bitch lol)
95. favorite app on your phone?
Tumblr, c’mon
96. desktop background?
Currently a digital art painting of a flowing stag in a swamp that I downloaded from DeviantArt. I change it every few months though (to other downloaded digital art from DA that I collect periodically lmao)
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
Seven - mine, my mom’s 2 numbers, my grandma’s, my pop’s cell and office (also my old office) numbers, and my childhood house phone number lol
98. favorite historical era?
Golden Age of Piracy, specifically bc the piracy lol
Thank you so much for the asks, this was so much fun!!!
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obsob ¡ 5 years ago
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who is your. person? i'd love to hear more stories about your. people?
my main person is my ‘’roommate’’ who is . very similar to me in lots of different ways, but just different enough that we dont want to kill each other. shes wonderful and also one of the most chaotic lawful people i have ever met. she has successfully brainwashed me into becoming vegan and every time i use a plastic bottle etc i hear her voice in my head tell me that bottle will stay on this earth longer than i will. i love her a lot
 i have other people also 
my best girl i met when i was 14 and one of 2 people who i still talk to from my home city. shes wonderful and much smarter than me and so beautiful i feel like i can never walk in public w her bc she elevates my ugliness by 1000% by just standing there. neutral good  
i also have a friendship group (a friendship!!!group!!!!) in uni consisting of 5 people including me (which at full strength can consist of around 9 people); 
1) best girl no. 2 is just chaotic. me and her got very wine drunk helping w the grad show and is stupidly good at drawing i feel like ive known her all my life but ive only rlly been friends w her for about a year now. the only colour i have seen her wear so far is acid yellow cargo trousers which i loath with all my being. 
2) absolute man baby in the best way possible. very easy 2 peer pressure into having more than one drink when we accidentally go day drinking. true neutral 
3) i have never seen this boy in the same outfit twice. we all went into selfridges the other day and he was the only one who looked like he could actually afford smth. overthinks his work too much and comes 2 us for advice which is always ‘,,,,y r u doing this’.  chaotic neutral 
4) an old man. old man. he is 23 but acts like hes 60 in the best and worst ways simultaneously. is a film and music snob. no one understands 90% of the memes he sends in the group chat. i cannot define this boy 
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theabsurdistcryptid ¡ 4 years ago
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off my chest
I need to talk about my 2020 so far. I don't think anyone I know IRL knows about this Tumblr and I know none of my followers really care so I wanted to just post this in my own little void. I needed to let some things off my chest in this void so no one who knows me thinks i’m doing this for sympathy points. I just need to let so much out it’s suffocating me. I know we’ve all been suffering in 2020. it’s effected all of our mental health. If I'm being honest covid 19 scared me but I thought I was handling the adjustments pretty well. the worst part was being so close to finding a real makeup job just for a pandemic to start where even touching your own face let alone being within 6 feet of others was not allowed. I've been stuck at a job I've been wanting to leave for 18 months since. like I said, it was going well besides having to live with four people who all got to go on unemployment for 5 months while I had to keep working 40 hours a week at a to go place and only earn $10 bucks an hour. I don't resent any of my roommates, I’m glad they got their time off and were able to stay home and be safe. it all changed in April though. I got the highest I've ever been in my entire life and had a complete melt down in my room, like a whole ego death. everything that I hated about myself and everything that I've been lying to myself about since I was born came to. if I had a gun I would've ended it that night. I was going to ask my roommate to drive me to a pyschward but I couldn't move and I couldn't stop crying. god I didn't know I could cry like that, I burst blood vessels in my eyes and they were swollen for weeks. I've never been that scared in my life. from that night on I had extremely graphic suidical thoughts. I thought of the most awful disgusting ways to die, I thought about being r*ped and abused and it was the only way I could fall asleep at night. that's when the extreme drinking started. I blacked out almost every night in room. I told one of my roommate’s that I was planning on checking myself into the hospital after my birthday (may 6th) I told my parents too but they talked me out of it. then the protests came and I least I could channel all of my anger into something healthy. but there were at least 5 extra people staying at my house every night including my abusive ex’s little brother (he’s cool tho but it was triggering but I told everyone it was fine bc I like him) then the drama in the house started. there’s so much to go into but basically I hurt my roommate and broke their trust bc I did really selfish things while drunk. at this point i’d been avoiding food after walking for miles all day and I would mix the alcohol with drugs to get as numb as possible. I decided to spend the night at my best friend’s house to give them space but I had an out of body experience. I don't know what happened. I guess it’s because of all this built up hatred and anger I had towards myself but I cut myself up the worst I ever had. I started at the top and planned to finish myself off at the bottom but the blade got too dull and I passed out from fear. my best friend took me to the hospital in the morning. at the hospital my alcohol addiction wasn’t addressed. when I got out I decided it was a good idea to start a relationship that was already built on drama, looking back he was not healthy for me and encouraged me to stop taking my meds and he just fucked with my head a lot, I don't think he’s a bad person by any means but we just weren't good for each other. on the fourth of July everything changed. I blacked out from drinking and drugs. the next morning my boyfriend told me I had physically abused him the night before bc he wouldn’t have sex with me. the pain in his eyes. in his voice. I'll never forget it. all of my suicidial thoughts I had been suppressing came rushing back. I wasn't better and I had lied to everyone about it. I hurt the person I love. then I made him comfort me because I was actively trying to plan out my suicide. god it was so fucking selfish. he deserved so much better and he had even begun to deal with the worst of me. we decided to take a break but we were still fucking and hanging out. then I moved. his roommate/close friend came over bc I thought I was being followed. he came to protect me with a literal gun. I had been smoking a lot, not eating a drinking a large bottle of wine. he had bought alcohol too. I just remember sitting on my porch with him. in the morning I was told that we had gone back to his house and I saw my boyfriend and was so excited/all over him but he was pissed I was drunk so his friend drove me back home and took off all my clothes and started to touch myself and was all over him. there’s probably more but that’s all I was told. I have scarred my friend for life. he hasn’t spoken to me since and I deserve it. he probably has nightmares and idk it could’ve changed his outlook on sex forever. I have done irreversible damage. I very much deservedly lost a huge amount of friends and I will never be able to gain their respect or trust again but I get it. I barely left my bed. just laid there. tried to kill myself a couple more times, mostly with pills. I wrote notes and had one big plan to put on my nicest dress, and drive to the beach and slowly poison myself with liquor and sleeping pills. Angie stuck by my side and it made all the difference in the world. I told all of my friends everything, old ones, ones who live in different states, I even made a semi public apology and ousted myself. I told my family everything too, of course they just wanted me to get help. I'm staying strong now. trying to. living with knowing what I did and what I'm capable of is the hardest thing I've ever done. do you know what’s like to try to live with yourself when you already wanted to die so badly?? and now you have to live with the knowledge of knowing you did what you did. how it weighs on you. how it’s always on your mind. no matter how many distractions it’s just always fucking right there. what’s like to be finally be okay with the abuse I endured in the past, to be okay with being r*ped because I feel like I retroactively deserved it?? I believe people can change and I believe addictions and alcohol can make people do awful things but I just can’t seem to apply that to myself. I've sent an in-depth apology letter to everyone involved and even to my old roommate who I've wronged. I just can’t look at myself anymore. I feel like my soul is marked. people tell me that the fact that I know what I did was wrong and that I feel remorse means I'm a good person but I just can’t believe that. god just holding in all of these feelings has been torture. I don't tell people these things bc what I did should be about my victims (which is why im posting this on my Tumblr bc it’s private) it’s also hard because I feel like no one takes my apologies seriously. like I'm only saying it so the rumors won’t spread or to save my reputation. I don't give a shit about that, I know so many people already don’t like me anymore and I get it, I wouldn’t either. but I have to grieve with this too. I did something I had no idea I was capable of and it shook my entire view of myself when I already hated myself on such a deep level. like I've always hated every aspect of my being but now I really had a real reason to, like I'm a fucking villain.  I'm staying strong and getting better but I can't even go 10 minutes without thinking about the people I've hurt and their well being, not an hour goes by where I don't think of a new suicide plan. my friends and family are telling me I have to forgive myself eventually so I can move on in grow but I dont think I can forgive myself for such a heinous act. if you read this I know you don't know me and this probably seems like oh boo hoo poor you your life is so hard what about your fucking victims and I KNOW. I feel awful and disgusting for even expressing how this has effected me as well but I needed to let this out somewhere. I feel like im losing my mind. I'm lucky to have a good support network and im working on changing my relationship with alcohol. the good thing is I don't crave it or feel like I need. I had a glass of preseco with my best friend on her 21st and I didn't feel the need to have anymore or even want anymore. of course I've had a slip up once, healing isn’t linear but I've really gotten under control way more than I had in the past. I don't mean to end such long post on such a boring note but god I am so so so fucking sorry to every single person I have affected in all of this. I will never stop being sorry. I hope I get better. fuck me and fuck 2020.
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flcwerstudies ¡ 7 years ago
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cute tag!
pretty long post coming up!! Thanks to @cafedetude for tagging me!! im tagging: @hermiionegrcnger​ @studying-frenzy​ @belledoe​ @tiny-notes​ @theteadesk​ !! You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to ofc and if u want to do it and i haven’t tagged you go ahead!! 
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? there must always be more milk than cereal, but that amount must not exceed a certain amount do you get me? when i scoop my cereal there has to be proportionate amounts of milk in each scoop, consistently, until i have finished my bowl. my mind is a strange and lonely place. 
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? yes! its so refreshing and i feel like all your lethargy just evaporates... i love taking walks in the winter around my neighborhood in the evenings.
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? spoons, lipsticks, i once used another book to bookmark a book, hair elastic, my contact lenses case, compact mirror....im a mess, i know 
4: how do you take your coffee/tea? tea: scalding hot with lots of sugar and some milk. coffee: lots of milk, so much sugar 
5: are you self-conscious of your smile? no? i just want my braces off!!
6: do you keep plants? yess
7: do you name your plants? yes! i am currently growing two wild roses and I’ve named them Calliope and Polymnia. 
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? journaling, writing, reenacting musicals and dramatic renditions of songs? 
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? yeah ofccc it keeps me sane 
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? back and side 
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? CAROL THE LESBIAN LIBRARIAN // mary walks by // too many to list here tbh 
12: what’s your favorite planet? mars! and also venus 
13: what’s something that made you smile today? my friends 
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? a hurricane flew thru the entire place, empty wine bottles on the ground, beanbag chairs, stacks of books and movies, maybe a cat and a dog lazing around on the couch 
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! there’s a gigantic cloud of alcohol wayyyyy out in outer space that could produce over 450 trillion pints of beer 
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish? give me all the pasta. i love all pastas. 
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? im ok with my hair color now 
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. GETTING A CAPUCHIN MONKEY AS MY PATRONUS ON POTTERMORE
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? yes! i rant a lot and i sort of write down reflections? on my day and things. its really emo and angsty lmao im 16 pls 
20: what’s your favorite eye color? brown eyes. so gentle. so sharp. so kind but so cruel. so ambiguous! 
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. my tote bag from myanmar! the straps are falling off but i love it so much 
22: are you a morning person? depends on if i slept early enough 
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? sleep, watch a movie, watch youtube, read 
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? absolutely not. it always pisses me off when people are like ohhh you can tell me anything??? no i can’t???? 
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? my friend’s house lmao 
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? my peach converse! they’re so pastel and they seem weird but converse generally go well with a lot of things 
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? i don’t like gum tbh 
28: sunrise or sunset? both 
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? sticks his tongue out when he’s concentrating and its so cute i die everytime 
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes but i will never ever go into detail with anyone about this lmao 
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. i love socks, i like wearing weird socks except for toe socks, people who sleep with socks on are Immune to Heat and Not Afraid Of Dying?? no white socks get nasty real quick and they’re so bland, i love socks i have this grey pair with french bulldog faces allllll over it and i wear them all the time and even though people can’t see them i still get happy and tell people about my dog socks. 
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. HA LMAO we had just watched a scary movie so obviously we turned on my little pony and watched that for two hours 
33: what’s your fave pastry? cupcakes! anything tbh i have an enormous sweet tooth 
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? my dad used to go on a lot of business trips and he came back once with a huge stuffed bear from switzerland and its so fuzzy its still on my bed. it’s name is Fred and it wears overalls and it has brown fur! 
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? yes to all!!
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? paul anka lmao he’s not a band but ya know 
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? clean
38: tell us about your pet peeves! wHEN UR JAMMING OUT TO MUSIC AND THEN SPOTIFY JUST STOPS WORKING?? people asking me if im mad when im just being quiet and then making me mad by continually questionning me, people who will ask dumb questions (yes, there are always dumb questions. google is free and im not going to tell u the homework, it’s written on the board quite clearly u moron), racist/homophobic/ableist/ generally offensive and disrespectful people 
39: what color do you wear the most? grey and navy 
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? I have mismatching earrings that my grandmother got me for my birthday! 
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving? Fifteen Dogs by Andre Alexis! 
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! the starbucks on center street it’s very Starbucks, exactly what you would expect, but I always sit in the corner spot near the windows 
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? My family! 
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? sitting in the sand in shell key, florida. my feet are in the water and i am watching my family swimming. I am very sunburnt but my mind is completely blank in a good way 
45: do you trust your instincts a lot? absolutely 
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. ofc they used a baby lion as their mascot. it’s simba-lic. 
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? there’s this food in korea that’s just stir fried rice with soybean sprouts and the sprouts..... aw god....they refuse to be bitten in half and it’s so gross i hate it sm 
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? darkness! and no it is different today!
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? there are scarce places to buy CD’s now but the last one I bought was Micheal Jackson’s Bad 
50: what’s an odd thing you collect? bottle caps and paperclips and also pens i pick off the ground 
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? my dad. any aretha franklin song 
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? the spongebob one and the gif of the white man who blinks a lot....u know the one 
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? i loved all of them and i want to be able to quote them in all of my speech but i dont think people have watched all of them 
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?  i was working on homework last night and when i was turning on my laptop to work on my project i met my reflection in the screen 
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? been incredibly bitchy like damn.....i surprise myself and i really hate it 
56: what are some things you find endearing in people? when people use weird shit as bookmarks, when they laugh with their eyes shut, laugh lines near their eyes, dimples, kindness, when they aren’t afraid of making eye contact with me bc i have weirdly intense eyes  
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? it did not fit the mood of my day but yes i did reenact the lyrics 
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? my friend diana is the wine mom but i am the vodka aunt. why?? she is infinitely more caring and kind and sophisticated and also wine gets u lowkey, calm drunk, while i, the vodka aunt, am caring, but i have a bit of a laissez faire attitude and go with the flow and ‘damn what the hell fuck it’ kinda vibe and vodka gets u sloppy shitfaced drunk with none of the sophistication that comes with wine. 
59: what’s your favorite myth? icarus
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? i dont LOVE poetry but i like haikus they’re like clever one liners ha 
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? I gave my friend a notebook that i’d hastily made the night before and I have received a box of pads which in retrospect is not even a stupid present bc pads are expensive 
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? i drink oj when i can 
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? i organize them every month bc i am ridiculous and i can’t function if my bookshelf is weirdly organized 
64: what color is the sky where you are right now? pale grey almost white.
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? my oldest group of friends (TNT lmaoooo) OR YOU KNOW callixtus from volunteering holyyy. you know those people who u meet and u immediately click with?? he’s on of them magical people and he was hella funny too i miss that guy to all hell 
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? small roses! peach blossoms and cherry blossoms too. one huge ass hibiscus or lotus flower as a statement piece 
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? cozy and sheltered. valid excuse for not going out 
68: what’s winter like where you live? terrible but i love it kinda 
69: what are your favorite board games? monopoly 
70: have you ever used a ouija board? NO WHAT 
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea? barley, green or reallllyyyy black tea with loootss of sugar so that it makes your teeth ache 
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? yeah how’d you know 
73: what are some of your worst habits? expecting everyone to be on the same page 
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. dedicated and brash, loud and hilarious, soft, amazing, i love them a lot 
75: tell us about your pets! i dont have pets!! T-T  
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? studying BUT DONT CALL ME OUT LIKE THIS OK
77: pink or yellow lemonade? pink 
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? hateclub sorry 
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? done my makeup for me while gossiping with me
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? pale green and yeah i did. i chose it bc i love green! and the old color was boring and i didn’t like it  
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. no edges at all, soft bovine eyes , shaking leaves, crocodile tears 
82: are/were you good in school? yes! it’s a source of a lot of pride for me! 
83: what’s some of your favorite album art? amsterdam by nothing but thieves omg 
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? oohh nahh im not planning on getting tattoos im scared of needles 
85: do you read comics? what are your faves? through the woods? i used to read a lot of them but you know i grew out of them 
86: do you like concept albums? which ones? not especially no 
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? the drop, double indemnity, back to the future, idk there’s a lot 
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? the rennaissance! it was so extra and i loved it a lot 
89: are you close to your parents? yeah
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. TORONTO-soaring skyline from the highways at night near the lakeshore, the lights from the condos are like stars and its ridiculous but i also loooooveee dubrovnik in croatia and hanoi in vietnam and kaunas in lithuania and kyoto in japan.....in dubrovnik the wind blows in from the shore and at night when the lights are on in the walled city the stone glows amber. In Hanoi in the old quarter, motorbikes flash by and there’s yelling and the smell of pork skewers and there’s old buildings and new ones, huge stalks of bamboo leaning up against the walls. In Kaunas the wind is so cold and sharp and the buildings are so clean and there’s that old fortress and the tower! it’s so beautiful. and Kyoto is old and archaic but so modern it hurts and the streets are too uniform and the houses creep me out a bit bc they’re so quiet. 
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? i dont think so 
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? i will bury my pasta in cheese just you watch 
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? my hair is one style fits all bc its short 
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? my friend!
95: what are your plans for this weekend? study and work on projects and homework and stress and nap and have dinner with a guest 
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? no updates. we die like men. 
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? isfj-t, aries, ravenclaw 
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? sometime in september? it was nice! 
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. put your head on my shoulder by paul anka....there’s a lot and im really lazy sorry 
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 5 years in the future, just to see where I end up 
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no-pretence-of-something ¡ 7 years ago
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Answer the first half of the questions you posted 😈 you're welcome xx
why would you ask me to do HALF of the questions when there is 65 QUESTIONS WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME so i rounded up thanks alot asshole (im just kidding dont get mad at me you scare me lol) also this question post was like a billion posts ago bc i forgot about it and also have like 200 things queued lol
65 Questions You Aren’t Used To
Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?Only literally constantly
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?if 5 is “very scared” then probs a 6
3. The person you would never want to meet?anyone from one directon but like not in a mean way i just wouldnt have the energy and also i just dont have any feelings towards them so it would just be awkward for everyone involved
4. What is your favorite word?pretentious
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?a wimba tree
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?fuck, nice hair lol
7. What shirt are you wearing?its black and has a hood and its short sleeved
8. What do you label yourself as?i….dont understand..the question
9. Bright room or dark room?it depends on the time of day, what im doing and how im feeling
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?jacking off…..nah jk watching torchwood lol
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?18
12. Who told you they loved you last?Evaaaaaaa
13. Your worst enemy?who the fuck actually has a real worst enemy i wanna live their fucking life lol
14. What is your current desktop picture?a mountain
15. Do you like someone?i like lots of peeps but if you mean in like a romantical way yeh boi
16. The last song you listened to?Ding Dong Ding the bob brookmeyer version
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?ew no-one that sounds gross also im not a fan of like people dying?
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?FUCK the list is so fucking long theres a douche in the year abovee me theres a guy from music last year theres a sax player in my current year the current head boy of trinity
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?at the moment just bc I’ve just binged torchwood probably john barrowman and i would just make him be my friend and hang out with me so i can be like “look i know someone famous” lol
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)mah shoulders no pics lol soz get rekt guys
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?………….i ..dont know how to answer this i cant figure out what my opposite is lol soz
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?i dont have a secret talent bc if im good at something i need everyone to know about it so that i can get validation and attention
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?ok its complicated its basically me making a mistake,  and then people thinking that i think i know what im doing while im making the mistake .ok wait in simple terms people judging me lol
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.butter, roast turkey, mashed potatoes, cheese, gravy and then toasted
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?i would love to say something cool but tbh id most likely spend most of it on food
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?ireland
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?i dont really understand this question lol like whats the “something i can figure out” lol but id choose the most expensive bottle of wine i can find and then sell it for the rest of my life
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? …dont kill people?
29. What is your favorite expletive?fuck
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?idk man im a really material person like id probs just grab the first thing i see so my phone lol
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?my first kiss
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!the wording of these questions is really throwing me off but id move maybe to america bc i mean if im gonna continue my super-powered, time-travelling, celebrity fucking romp i feel like america is the place to be
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?umm nope not about that seen enough tv and movies to know why this is a bad idea HOWEVER if it was more of a temporary ‘just to say goodbye’ kinda situation i would bring back my paternal grandmother
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space-cops ¡ 7 years ago
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Every odd question fir Sangriel!!!
boyhowdy text wall ahoy. i didnt bother editing this or reading over it so oops theres gonna be mistakes. answers below the cut 0:
1) Sangriel Amato Heartspell. His name doesn't mean much of anything, besides Amato meaning beloved in Italian. San's surname was originally Keldaris (of Loretta Keldaris, wife of Gia Realdor, who took on her surname) until he changed it after his family's. problematic escapades. 
3) He had a pretty fucking nice childhood. He grew up well off, took all sorts of classes and extracuriculars, all that shit. San's actually a skilled ballerino and is quite fond of dance as a whole. One of his fondest memories is his mother helping him with stage makeup for the first time. San's worst memory is the loss of his grandparents during the attack on Silvermoon. 
5) Sangriel has no siblings but many, many, MANY, cousins. So fucking many. He grew up with all of them, so to him they may as well be brothers and sisters. All of them got along very well and though he doesn't talk to many of them anymore, they're all still on good terms (as far as he knows).
7) He and Mesdrea are childhood friends!! After the attack on Silvermoon, her family moved south towards Southshore, and his family remained in Eversong.  He had no idea whether or not she or her family had survived until he leaves home and decides to travel to learn more about the arcane. Mesdrea was part of the Syndicate at the time and he joined her there. When the organization started going off the deep end, the two bailed out and returned to Silvermoon together. 
9) He is not fond of animals, so of course they read that and immediately pile onto him. Sangriel isnt particularly good at caring for pets which is the real reason why he isnt fond of them. He'd honestly love to have a fish if he didnt think he'd accidentally starve it to death. 
11) No diet requirements! This terrible boy is a walking garbage disposal.
13) He hates cabbage and cauliflower in all forms. terrible. bad foods.
15) San got his father's skills for cooking, which is to say he's..... not the best. He isn't terrible though! He's got a handful of dishes he can cook very well! Just dont expect him to cook dinner all the time and have it be completely edible.
17) Oh fuck yes. Selfies, pictures of dumb things he finds, loooots of pictures of bodies of water esp waterfalls. Half the time he doesnt share them he just likes hoarding the photos to look at alone later. San's not shy or embarrassed by them he just doesn't wanna share.
19) San hates existential "We are stardust and eternal" sorts of things. He feels that most of the time they are disingenuous strings of words pulled out of the asses of people who think they're holier than thou. also theyre boring. 
21) He doesn't necessarily have a temper that is constant but he's very easily riled up. When he's angery he's more likely to lash out with words and snide remarks than anything physical, especially if he knows something particularly damning about the person in question. It takes a lot to get him to that point though. He'll bitch and whine and yell loooong before that.
23) San likes firm mattresses, and would sleep on the floor if mesdrea didnt insist on him having something between him and the hardwood. He doesn't snore, but is drawn to heat sources aka anyone with the misfortune of sharing a bed with him, and clings to them desperately. He sleeps with Only One Pillow, and mesdrea thinks there's something wrong with him for it.
25) He doesn't think he's terribly funny, though Mesdrea loves his sarcastic sense of humor (san thinks she's biased bc they're friends). Sangriel loves witty humor, and though he won't admit it, will absolutely laugh at a properly timed and/or worded crude joke. 
27) San frequently has moods where he feels as if he's accomplished nothing with his life (you're still so young, his mother always says!) and it throws him into a funk for a couple days at a time. He'll cry somewhere towards the end of it after everything's sort of come to a head, and he does very little to hide it. Normally he'll end up snapping at the smallest things, like not being able to open a package or dropping something on the floor. At that point he kind of just spends the day sobbing on and off until it's out of his system. He's a little dramatic but its still genuine sadness :(
29) If any teasing is done it's minimal. Normally San won't do either, but he leans towards being more protective if the person in question is someone he's fond of. Teasing would consist of a tasteful joke at most when he first finds out, and nothing more. It's mostly to try and get the person to smile, though he knows it won't always work. 
31) San absolutely drinks, and is actually terrible at holding his liquor. He gets drunk fast then crashes and burns not long after. He's actually a fairly fun drunk, and loses the insecurities he has that makes him quick to snap and anger when sober. San's a miserable person hungover and tends to spend that time hiding under blankets and pillows alone. He won't admit it but he mother hens those around him that are drunk or hungover while he's sober, though he's not above intentionally making loud noise when Mesdrea is hungover bc she does the same to him. 
33) It depends on what he's wearing. Lounging around or going out it might be boxerbriefs. Some stupid tight pants?? probably some small bikini/thong thing?? of course he wears lacy shit on special occassions though. Of Course. Who do you think We Are.
35) Guilty pleasure is thrifting, esp for clothing he can alter. A totally not-guilty pleasure is sitting on the balcony of drea's flat with a bottle of wine and tossing tiny bits of food out to the birds. he keeps score of how many pieces of food end up in someone's hair/hat too. he has to. 
37) San is actually an avid reader, mostly of non-fiction and esp arcane theory. If he reads anything fictional it's science fiction. Asshole looks dumb as fuck but he's well read. 
39) He loveslovesloves sending letters and messages to people. Mesdrea was the only person he spoke to for a long time at one point and it was only through letters. It's special to him idk
41) San's solidly Gay. Really Really Gay. He just finds?? Lots of things attractive and in no specific way/shape/form. San would say he doesn't have a type and he's right. He's pretty bad with relationships though. The intimacy that's involved kinda...bugs him.. and it mostly has to do with his own insecurities and self-worth. Maybe if he found someone that helps with that he'd? be in a relationship? But for now he's 100% fine with flings. They make him happy.
43) He's not very religious. The light's cool and all. Naaru look neat. The moon is rad so Elune is too, he supposes. An'she is chill. It's just stuff he doesnt want to concern himself with. 
45) People that don't know him see him as an overdramatic, flashy, pompous asshole and they're not wrong! He absolutely is, but that's all they see. People who have been robbed by him see a strange thief that somehow used magic to steal in broad daylight. Mesdrea sees him as someone who is actually a very loving person that is particularly good at making masks to hide who he actually is and how he actually feels. San tries very hard to see himself as someone who is good and worthy of, well, good in return. But most of the time he only sees what's wrong with himself and the things he's done and then ignores all the good, so over time he created the grand facade of this amazing illusionist thief that regrets nothing and cares for nobody and looks Fabulous™ doing it. 
47) San has a love/hate relationship with formal settings. He loves the pomp and circumstance of it all, the dressing up, all the fake bullshit and the backstabbing. He hates that his family isn't able to enjoy the things they used to, though, and that's because their father had them basically ostracised out of their social circles and then gambled all their wealth away :\\\ So he loves them, but hates that he can't share that fun with his family, so he doesn't attend anything formal.
49) The copper ring his mother gave him is most prized possession. She gave it to him on his 20th birthday. The runes on it are a small blessing, Light's Strenth. He'd been planning on running off without a word, but his mom is pretty in tune with his antics and she stopped him as he was leaving to give him the ring. His mother's fairly religious so the ring means a lot to her, and while Sangriel is not, the ring is still incredibly important. When he knows he can't safely wear it on his hand, he keeps it on a copper chain.
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t-shrt ¡ 4 years ago
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100 q tag
no one wud read it but ima do it anyways cos fun tag by @dubblebubble
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? more cereal than milk cos i love tht crunchy crunch
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? LOVE
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? receipts, pen lol
4: how do you take your coffee/tea? coffee=basic latte/hot tea, no sugar
5: are you self-conscious of your smile? sometimes, not too often tho
6: do you keep plants? no but i want to but ill be terrible at it so no
7: do you name your plants?
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? digital art
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? yes very it keeps me sane
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? side/back, back esp nowadays
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? lots lol
12: what’s your favorite planet? earth? hahahah it used to be jupiter cos i loved sailor jupiter as a child
13: what’s something that made you smile today? friend + nct + fics
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? two separate bedrooms, a balcony, good amount of plants, separate fridge for alcohol, sizeable kitchen
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! it rains diamonds in jupiter and saturn $$$$
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish? bolognese hahahaha im boring
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? i just dyed my hair a darker ash brown n i quite like it ive been light for awhile
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. one came 2 mind cos we both recently talked ab it, a longtime close friend of mine n i used to have the biggest fight where he threw me a pair of scissors n i threw him a basketball in retaliation lmfaooo it still became a running joke more than a decade later...
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? not really...prolly shud
20: what’s your favorite eye color? i actually like brown hahah, maybe a slightly lighter shade of brown
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. it was a gift from my parents, a simple small messenger bag with a lot of slots, brought it with me literally everywhere, during my hookups, my night outs, been stained with questionable things (its been cleaned lol!).... almost lost it in a club only to be found by a friend... it has foundation stains tho lol
22: are you a morning person? n o
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? sleep, listen to music, watch stuff, not reply to messages
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? no
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? nothing rly comes to mind but im p sure ive been somewhere like tht lol
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? LOL my adidas superstars
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? ermm the red colored ones?
28: sunrise or sunset? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm very good question
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? hmm what comes to mind is the way both of us sometimes exchange goodnight msgs w nct farm emojis heheeh
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? lol ofc....
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. unfortunately im rly basic on socks, u wud most likely find me wearing black ankle socks or black ballet(?) socks nothing more nothing less.......
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. a lot has happened usually during that time lol. duno which story to pick honestly hahahah. i think a memorable one might be when we were drinking n played games and we talked and talked and joked n nek min one by one we fell asleep in the same room hahah... im sure there are other stories tht might be more eventful but fr the life of me my memorys fuzzy rn lol
33: what’s your fave pastry? i love strawberry shortcakes! or mille crepes
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? i kept a LOT hahah. prolly named a few, but nothing was too special. i think it rly reflected how i managed my relationships then, n evn yrs aftwds, like i ws always lonely n my instincts were to gain quantity cos deep down i cudnt trust ppl n cudnt get too committed lololol
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? i wish i was cos sometimes ppl wud make pretty colorful notes, but i usually just buy ones tht i wud use cos practicality.
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? mmmmm is it cheating if i say nct cos they cover a range of genres lmao. but their ballads i guess yeah.
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? i mean i prefer to keep it clean, but its always really messy HAHAHA ;_;
38: tell us about your pet peeves! 1. someone rude 2. someone who doesnt know how to respect others’ boundaries 3. someone self-entitled n takes themselves 2 seriously
39: what color do you wear the most? black on black on black on black baby
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? an evangelion ring, its the black (lilith) moon with lcl gem in it, to me i guess symbolizes my struggle with human relations, n how eva as an anime illustrated tht n the fantasy of having everyone’s consciousness merged into one--n the fact that lilith in itself (in astrology) signifies the darker side of a human being? i guess n the fact that evn if u acknowledge ur darker side u cud still use it to further urself
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving? hmmmm i guess last was a self help book, unfuck your boundaries, helped me support my need to strengthen my boundaries
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! little rogue :) its in a small alleyway, a little quaint shop, easy to miss... small potted plants, with an amaaazing matcha latte
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? siiigh a guy i was involved with lmfao i cut him off tho
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? hmmmmm good question i guess lately ive been very thankful tht i could feel comfortable taking my own time and space, n accepting the positive energy others wn give 2 me. being single really, really does help evn tho id feel lonely sometimes, bc the only weight i carry is the weight of my own soul n i wn learn how to nourish that
45: do you trust your instincts a lot? very i think
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. i have a lot HAHAHA if u were a friend of mine ud prolly get tired of them. a genuinely bad one wud be haha youre so punny lmfao
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? nothing rly lmao if theyre healthy n someone derives happiness frm it i wudnt want it to be banned
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? probably not lol, i mean i think i retained similar fears since i ws a kid but now obviously my biggest fear(s) would be more...specific to me
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? its the digital age baby spotify ftw (in all srsness i wish i collected vinyls tho hh)
50: what’s an odd thing you collect? i used to collect ramune bottles lmaoooo
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? hmmmm nah lets not do this right now lol
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? LOL too many but i love shitpost quality memes tbh
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? pulp fiction. i actually loved it, i think i still do, its entertainment value is kickass, havent taken the time to dissect it in any other way
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? oh man i think it ws the dude i ws seeing lmao fk him
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? a lot, n most of them im not proud of, cos some involves self harm
56: what are some things you find endearing in people? kindness n genuineness, someone’s courage in being vulnerable
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? dont feel like it rn but everytime i do 10/10 will dramatically reenact the lyrics right to the guitar riffs
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? im definitely the wine (aunt) lmfaooo im already one tbh 
59: what’s your favorite myth? Eros + Psyche, Icarus and the sun
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? i love poetry hahah...cant think of any rn
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? id love any gift given 2 me as long as they wont harm me or anything lmao n i dont think ive evr given anything too stupid. well.. idk if this is stupid tho like i sent flowers thanking my ex for ‘helping me live’ well aft we’ve blocked each other off cos the end to the relo was js daaamn toxic lmao
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? nope
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? music i do spotify n im pretty particular ab organizing my playlists i guess. my books im alright with as long as theyre just stacked properly no problem
64: what color is the sky where you are right now? prolly rly dark blue cos its 12 am
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? a lot tbh cos ive rly been focusing on stuff internally
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? daisies, sunflowers, n baby breath here n there
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? somber i guess maybe a tad bit nostalgic?
68: what’s winter like where you live? heeella cold not cos of the temperature itself but the winds thooo, if it drizzles evn in the slightest it feels like needles piercing through ur bones literally
69: what are your favorite board games? i like the game of life, ummm cards against humanity?
70: have you ever used a ouija board? no n never will lol
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea? the fruity kinds
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? yea def lol
73: what are some of your worst habits? disappearing from people when i feel strong emotions
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. they’re small but they’re so full of love, full of life, full of strength, and full of care for others, they’re the type of person who will seek their goals till the end despite obstacles and still be able to not lose their warm heart on the way. they put so much thought and care to every aspect of their life even when in the past they have been handed some bad things, and i adore them for that.
75: tell us about your pets! none :( wish i have a cat though
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? hahahhaah
77: pink or yellow lemonade? pink!
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? neither sometimes i think theyre weird sometimes cute sometimes weirdly cute lmao
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? write up 24 things they love about me to stop me from hating myself
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? white. no but if i had to id say white anyways lol cos its a blank canvas
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. i dunno uhhhh her rounded eyes which seemed to at first glance, harbor plenty of wonder seemed to be weighted by many untold secrets, the traces of which could be found when she erupts into laughter where the wonder would manifest itself in the form of small stars in the dark of her eyes.
82: are/were you good in school? meh. i try
83: what’s some of your favorite album art? weirdly i like cigarette after sex’s one cos its so simple yet telling
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? planning on getting an evangelion one, another heart one, a sunflower one, and prolly a ghibli related one
85: do you read comics? what are your faves? manga? naruto 4evr LOL
86: do you like concept albums? which ones? hmmm thinkin of dpr live’s IAOT
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? lord of the rings, harry potter, one of ghibli movies lol
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? i think impressionism is very cool evn tho i dont do it myself
89: are you close to your parents? eeeeee
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. Melbourne is a wonderful city where many things could coexist in one--happiness and sadness, camaraderie and loneliness, hot and cold, quiet and full of life, productive and relaxed, bursting with unfocused energy yet incredibly organized, and for many reasons it’s become one of my favorite cities, and definitely my favorite to live in.
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? no plans tbh lol maybe home?.......japan? heheheh nahhh
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? it depends lol mostly i guess drowns my pasta in cheese
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? i always wear it down, either straight or wavy
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? a friend of mine
95: what are your plans for this weekend? stay in most likely, do stuff
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? 100% procrastinate lmaoooo
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? ISTG, jkjk INFP, leo sun aquarius moon cancer rising, ravenclaw
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? im alws meh ab hiking tbh lmao 
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. Long Slow Distance - NCT 127, Four - Sleeping At Last, idontwannabeyouanymore - Billie Eilish, Stop This Train - John Mayer, Digital Lover - Crush
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 5 years into the past so she’d stop focusing her life around anybody else but herself
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answer all of those questions
okay im gonna do it
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
water bottle
2. chocolate bars or lollipops? 
chocolate bars
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
cotton candy
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
uh as smart and kind when in reality i never knew what the fuck was happening
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups, or glass cups?
soda bottles
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
can i wear pajamas
7. earbuds or headphones?
earbuds
8. movies or tv shows?
tv shows 
9. favorite smell in the summer?
the smell after it rains
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
if you though that i ever participated in p.e. in any point of my life ur funny
11. what do you have for breakfast on an average day?
i dont eat breakfast on an average day oop
12. name of your favorite playlist?
u already know blue gang babeys even though it scares me a bit
13. lanyard or key ring?
lanyard
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
sour worms 
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
either secret life of bees or fucking of mice and men FUCK 
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
i would prefer laying on the floor tbh
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
u already know my air force 1′s babey
18. ideal weather?
crisp fall day where its under 60 degrees 
19. sleeping position?
usually just laying on my side
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
i’ve been writing in my journal a lot to vent so i guess there bc i dont rlly write other than that
21. obsession from childhood?
hannah montana
22. role model?
my mommy she is amazing
23. strange habits?
idk i bite my nails i dont rlly have that many weird habits
24. favorite crystal?
bruh when i was younger i had this whole crystal obsession and i love amethyst and it is my birthstone
25. what is the first song you remember hearing?
chasing cars 
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
go to the beach which i have only done once this summer because i had a major fucking breakdown after going and it made me not want to go for a while
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
not going outside oop legit just staying inside and watching netflix im a loser
28. five songs to describe you?
i am too lazy to find 5 songs to describe me can i just put yeah! by usher
29. best way to bond with you?
show me pictures of literally any of your animals and i will cry
30. places that you find sacred?
what is this even supposed to mean im confused
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
another question im confused by i will wear sweatpants and a t shirt
32. top five favorite vines?
- lets go to the beach each... ninki minjaj
- godzilla seems like a nice man i, i just wanna take him to red robin
- road work ahead... uh yeah i sure hope it does
- you spilt lipstick in my valentino white bag????
- look at all those chickens!
33. most used phrase in your phone?
me going “oop”
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
idk i dont watch much tv or anything to get them stuck but i constantly have pewdiepie’s tuber simulator ad at the end of his videos in a loop in my head
35. average time you fall asleep?
it can be anywhere between 11-7 am
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?
uhhh idk probably like a minecraft meme or something i have pea sized brain i dont recall
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
duffel bag
38. lemonade or tea?
lemonade babey
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
lemon cake
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
... pen stabbing
41. last person you texted?
audrey?? maybe idk
42. jackets pockets or pants pockets?
pants pockets are weak always jackets pockets
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket, or bomber jacket?
i LIVE in my jean jacket during fall and winter so i would say that
44. favorite scent for soap?
i am a whore for anything vanilla scented
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
fantasy
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
i’d say a hoodie and sweats
47. favorite type of cheese?
CHEDDAR
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
watermelon
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
i heard this on a tv show once and it b cheesy as fuck but i love it
“everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. be kind. always.”
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever had?
if im being completely tbh i dont think i have ever laughed as hard as i did after anything cat said on the phone the other day
51. current stresses?
everyone in the groupchat has me stressing ab my future 
52. favorite font?
i dont fucking know????? times roman point size 12 double spaced - mrs. christina
53. what is the current state of your hands?
they are pretty freaking cold
54. what did you learn from your first job?
i learned how to fold t shirts properly and to always be scared of men
55. favorite fairy tale?
the little mermaid
56. favorite tradition?
uhh idk anything involving christmas
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
- getting clean from self harm
- coming to the conclusion my dad won’t be there for me
- that i can’t control everything in my life which i still b working on
58. four talents your proud of having?
- i can paint pretty well
- makeup
- kind of can dance
- i cant think of a fourth oop
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
skskkskskskskskks and i oop!
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
never have i watched anime
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
shut up about the sun. SHUT UP ABOUT THE SUN
62. seven characters you relate to?
this takes too long all i can say is i relate to stiles stillinski on a different level
63. five songs that you would play in your club?
can this stop making me list things i dont have the fucking patience i would play hotel room service by pitt bull and thats it
64. favorite website from your childhood?
animal jam was my shit
65. any permanent scars?
well the thing is yes the thing is i would rather not speak of them
66. favorite flower(s)?
sunflowers
67. good luck charms?
i dont rlly have any
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
i tried these dill pickle flavored chips and wanted to vomit
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
i don’t know many fun facts i small brained
70. left or right handed?
right handed
71. least favorite pattern?
i dont rlly dislike any patterns
72. worst subject?
math
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
i will eat almost anything with hot sauce so i guess that
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? 
at least a 5 or a 6
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
when i was 6
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
french fries
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
i had cacti for like 2 years but they died,, may they rest in peace
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
considering i don’t eat sushi or any kind of fish i would have to go with coffee
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
i don’t have a license so i guess school ID
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
jewel tones
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
fireflies
82. pc or console?
pc
83. writing or drawing?
drawing
84. podcasts or talk radio?
podcasts
85. fairy tales or mythology?
i am a whore for mythology
86. cookies or cupcakes?
cookies
87. your greatest fear?
bugs
88. your greatest wish?
to be a fucking cowboy
89. who would you put before everyone else?
i think u already know the answer to that
90. luckiest mistake?
my mistakes don’t end up lucky
91. boxes or bags?
boxes
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
christmas lights but all year long
93. nicknames?
jill, jilly bean, jillie, jilly pops (that one is cat), beans, dumb bitch
94. favorite season
FALL BABEY
95. favorite app on your phone?
instagram probably
96. desktop background?
considering this is not my computer,, it is just default
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
i have one memorized and it is mine
98. favorite historical era?
i like the one with the dinosaurs
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enrcses ¡ 8 years ago
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do all the even numbers!
shit fam okay.
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?
it depends !! if i have to trudge through the cold and i’m walking somewhere, it’s not as fun. but if i’m running outside for something, yes.
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?
coffee,,,, i like to flavour it up with so much stuff you can’t taste the coffee anymore. and my tea i usually just drink straight up. or i add honey.
6: do you keep plants?
i used to have a cactus !! but he got knocked over during a party and he’s dying so my grandma’s taking care of him.
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?
usually writing or sometimes photoshop.
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
my stomach. i like to bury my face in the bed.
12: what's your favorite planet?
venus, probably.
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?
brick walls, very open, off white curtains that flow with open windows that are made of real glass. lots of plants and paintings. it’ll smell like sandalwood and egyptian cotton.
16: what's your favorite pasta dish?
all of them.
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.
oh god. i once got pegged for calling this girl at my middle school a “dumpster slut” and it’s just been this big insult that everyone around me uses now. i never said it, but i’ll take credit for it.
20: what's your favorite eye color?
blue or green !!
22: are you a morning person?
it depends !! if i get enough sleep, i’m really bubbly in the morning. but i also get really affectionate and just cling to everyone.
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?
not every one of them, but most of them yeah sure !!
26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
i have these brown boots that are so cute and i have to wear them all the time.
28: sunrise or sunset?
both. i’m a sucker for pretty colored skies.
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?
uhm. i’ve had men catcall me while walking down the street at night and i thought they were gonna try and follow me home. i was really scared then. ive also had a total stranger make sexual advances towards me and i freaked out and went up to my room. i made my girlfriend at the time stay on skype with me because i was too scared to sleep alone.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
everything that happens after 3am when im with my friends usually involves us being drunk so,,,, the usual drunken stories.
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
i do !! i keep my white teddy bear from when i got my tonsils out. his name is gilbert and i love him.
36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now?
i’m not sure ! maybe seafret.
38: tell us about your pet peeves!
i have so many but i really can’t stand people who lie. and i can’t handle people who are so snobbish they think it’ll ruin their aesthetic to be nice to people. just be nice.
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you?
i have this necklace that i wear quite often and i bought it one day at the mall with my friend. she bought one as well. so now we both have matching necklaces.
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
i don’t. i don’t really go to coffee shops. but the froyo place next door to my work has some decent coffee !!
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
uhm. it was the last time i did yoga. afterwards i felt so relaxed and mellow it was incredible.
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
i always use this one on my coworkers and i swear they want to hit me every time. what do the french call a really horrible thursday ??? a trajeudi.
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
all my fears are pretty much the same. spiders, crocodiles / alligators, open water, abandonment, etc.
50: what's an odd thing you collect?
i have a bunch of glass soda bottles ??
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?
I LIKE THE ONES OF PEOPLE LIKE DANCING THRU SPACE TO THAT MUSIC
54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
i’m not actually sure ?? i mean my friend was pretty sad today when i went to give a high five and then dabbed instead.
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?
endearing ?? i don’t know. i love people who are kind. people who believe that this world can still turn itself around and believe that there are good people still. idk.
58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?
i’m probably the wine mom. i’m such a Mom Friend and i always want wine. maybe my friend kylie would be vodka aunt ?? i’m not sure. none of them really drink a whole lot of vodka.
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?
i honestly,,, i’m so indifferent to poetry. but it’s for my own reasons.
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
i like orange juice !! apple juice too !!
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
its blue !!
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?
lots of purple and browns.
68: what's winter like where you live?
it used to be brutal. i live up north so we’ve gotten like 3 feet of snow before. but anymore, it’s just dead and cold.
70: have you ever used a ouija board?
NO. DONT FUCK WITH OUIJA BOARDS MAN.
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it?
yes. my notes on my phone are just full of random crap.
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
absolutely stellar. they’ve been with me through so much and are always there if i need a shoulder to cry on. they understand me on levels that not a whole lot of people do and we’ve grown so much together, they’re family.
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't?
nope !! i’m completely task free for the rest of the day !!
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
i hate minions. god. they annoy the shit out of me.
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?
they’re like a greenish color. like eggshell green. but no, it was like that when i moved in and i’ve never been allowed to change it bc we’re renting the house.
82: are/were you good in school?
no, i wasn’t. not public school. homeschool, yes. i just hated homework. it had nothing to do with my intelligence.
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
i want to get “etre en harmonie avec votre vie” tattooed on my arm somewhere.
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
i’m not sure tbh.
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
uh again, not sure.
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.
one of my favorite cities omg,,,, either paris or marseille or aix-en provence. i just am so in love with the art, the culture, the food, the architecture. all of it.
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
i’m kinda a happy medium. not too much, but enough to actually taste it.
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
my friend, aaron.
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
i’m a big computer geek. i like to make sure my baby is all up to date on software and usually just do them at night before bed.
98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
i don’t know !! it’s been so long !! but my mom invited me a couple days ago !!
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
5 years into the future. i wasn’t happy in the past. 14 year old me was miserable and i wouldn’t ever want to go back to that.
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