#worried whenever i talk to someone that im gonna hurt them and theyll freeze me out
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#when the fuck will i stop feeling miserable#i thought the job was going to help and instead i crash so fucking hard every night#and it's not#im fine while im there btw but in the end i just sit in an office by myself#and im so fucking lonely#and my bday is coming up and im dreading it#and the discord bullshit#i know i shouldnt let it affect me this much but it hit so many of my triggers and brought back so many memories#so now im just#worried whenever i talk to someone that im gonna hurt them and theyll freeze me out#and i go through trying not to talk and then talking and then hating myself for taking up other ppls time#its bad#and so im just sad and tired and lonely and i dont know how to change that#im too tired and i hate myself too much to change#tbd#i just needed to get that off my chest
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