#working on i&i p2 now and there's a scene where .. WHERE ... *wheezes*

[itoshi-s]

when rin…. when he- when rin does …. you know when he … that thing … when rin does that thing you know rin rin rin riN RIN RIN

also congrats on 1k my love so incredibly proud of you mwah 🫶

river bbie yes yes i know .. i know it's when he- WHEN HE -

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I just discovered your website and fell in love with your readings! I love how you give your insights and your approach to the reading. One thing I want to ask is does the group energy reading represent the energy of the group at the time of the reading, or just the energy as the group exists? This is mostly towards the Stray Kids group reading. I'm curious, because as a fan watching them from afar, I think there has been a dynamic shift among them. (1/2)

(2/2)This is not me asking you to do another reading for them though, and I also believe it's not the time yet. They are still in the middle of a shift that is not yet ripened. They are going to join a survival show with big exposure this year too, so they might drastically change as a group after that. On a totally unrelated note though, I let out the ugliest wheeze as you refer to page of wands as the Signature Jungkook' Card.

📕 Referencing:

Stray Kids Group Energy Analysis Part 1 (2018)

Stray Kids Group Energy Analysis Part 2 (2021)

A: Yes, any reading I do should be looked at as more of a "snapshot" of the state of things there at the moment of doing the reading, which is why I always provide the date that the reading was performed as well as when the reading was posted as I can sometimes do bigger readings a week or so in advance. I've done two different group energy readings for Stray Kids and there is a noticeable change between them, but, for example, before the first group reading for them I posted, I had done the reading a couple of times before that and got a lot of negativity which didn't really change that much between those first couple of readings.

It's good to keep in mind that with group energy readings, I look at what the individuals project into the group, which is sometimes a lot different from the general energetic projection of the individuals separate from the group. I then look at how those projections mix together, how they interact with each other, which can vary between conscious level interaction and energetic interaction. Then, after all that, I look at the overall projection, the general ~vibe~ of the group as a whole, how they function as a unit, what they are able to produce physically or energetically through the group projection. It can be quite complex and fluid, but there are many factors to take into consideration, so just because some things seem different doesn't always mean that things have changed in terms of their energetic balance and connection.

Of course, major changes in career or how things are done superficially in relation to their work and routine, as well as any dynamic changes with members leaving or even changes in contracts, can alter the energetic projection of the individuals and change up the overall balance of the group. So, for sure, in the future, I'll probably look into them again if there's a demand for it, but yeah, they do need some time to settle into new things before anything would come up as being different.

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Q: thank you for the reading!! I'm glad that there has been progress for them personally, that was good to see. I've been getting that vibe from them and it seemed like taehyung's core was no longer split so I'm glad that it actually isn't. I hope that even with the not-so-good energy that they'll be okay. the end of the reading had me feeling kind of 😔 it would make sense if it has something to do with any kind of enlistment. im hoping it's not disbandment. im aware it could happen but it'll still hurt lol i just want them to be happy either way =( but thanks again -Anonymous @ BMP Tumblr

📕 Referencing:

BTS OT7 2021/2022 Outlook Reading

A: Yeah, the reading was a bit of a bummer toward the end, but overall things were relatively balanced for them as individuals on a more personal level. However, I do think we're seeing a lot of that general tension now with how a lot of fans are responding to the new music, specifically their last three releases. I'm sure that's stirring up some debate and conversation behind the scenes both with the group and the company overall. So, it seems like one of those things where work-life can be a bit stressful going forward, but personal work and personal life for them can be relatively smooth and enjoyable, which can be more rewarding in the long run.

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Q: oh wow, I did not expect ur 2022 outlook to hit me that hard lol, I was hoping for something more positive for BTS but on the other hand they have been doing all this for over a decade so it's natural for it to finally come to close. still feeling emotional tho hahah -Anonymous @ BMP Tumblr

A: Same, honestly. 😥 But yeah, it tends to be a natural progression for a lot of artists that get that big, almost as if their careers grow past them and they just ride the wave the rest of the way. Still, a fascinating thing to watch play out over the years, definitely something to appreciate and be proud of.

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Q: love love love your dream and georgenotfound reading! I agree dream's reading is especially interesting, and an individual analysis on either of them would be amazing!! -Anonymous @ BMP Tumblr

Q: This might sound crazy but I read your tarot reading on DNF and remembered you mentioning Cecil? I'm watching their geoguessr stream happening live rn and just saw them go past a sign that said Cecil. I thought that was a funny coincidence -Anonymous @ BMP Tumblr

Q: Hi! All of your readings are so well written and I loved your reading you did on Dream and George and I was wondering if you could do a reading on Dream. You mentioned maybe doing one. -@glimmercherr

📕 Referencing:

How do GeorgeNotFound and Dream connect?

A: Yes, most likely I'll be doing an Elemental Alignment reading for Dream at some point and maybe I'll include some stuff about his birth chart as he has some underlying cosmic imprinting that I think is really interesting. And yeah, coincidences like that are my favorite, just the little things that pop up that seem to tie things together in a funny way, lol. I'm sure there's always some underlying meaning to it somehow.

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Can you do a mini reading on jimin and jungkook? Whether it’s more equal now? Idk maybe because I am a Pisces I have been able to read other people’s vibes (I call them ) better I am no expert but I feel jimin thinks of jungkook as like an individual grown-up but still would always see himself as a protector kinda like powder siblings too? Also because this doesn’t show up consciously Like they always seem like equal and above sand all in behind the scenes too? Can you explain or clarify if I am right? -Anonymous @ BMP Tumblr

A: Yes, things are definitely more equal now. There's a very interesting progression for them that plays out energetically and even as deeply as on a soul level, lining up with their personal development and separation from the Soul Body. Of course, with Jimin being older and having had known Kook for so long, I have no doubt that no matter what, some part of him would always feel protective of Kook, the only difference is that Kook is in a headspace now where he can be protective back, be more of an equal support for Jimin right back. And, I agree, behind the scenes when they're not performing and not "in character," they can definitely display more of that equalizing push and pull, more so reflecting their energetic connection on a conscious and physical level, which tends to show a very strong soul bond that is being supported on both sides.

If you haven't already, I recommend reading these readings in order as they can really display that development between them over the past few years:

Relationship Reading for Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook P1 (2018)

Relationship Reading for Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook P2 (2020)

The Internal Alignment of Park Jimin (2020)

How do Jimin and Kook connect? (2021)

[i-am-a-bad-influence-writes]

Uncertain Certainties P2

Series Masterlist - Pietro Masterlist - Full Masterlist

Summary: After waking up in a room you don’t know and discovering you are married to a man you don’t know, you feel reality slowly slipping away from you.

Pairing: Pietro x Fem!Reader / Wanda x Vision

Warning: Mention of character death.

‘Are you almost ready,‘ a voice calls from outside the bedroom. You feel a shock go through your body, as if someone just caught you doing something you shouldn’t be doing.

‘Yes, nearly done, just finishing up my makeup,‘ you call back. You bite on your lip when you hear the door open. Damn this house and its lack of locks. Pietro’s face peeks around the corner. Your Pietro. This isn’t right. Pietro is dead.

‘You look stunning,‘ he awes. You feel your whole body cringe at the lack of accent in his voice. No Russian endearment in his sentence like he used to put into every single sentence that related to you. Hell, your Pietro was unable to speak to you without calling you his princess every other sentence.

‘Thanks.‘ You reluctantly look back in the mirror. You feel like you’re seeing a shell of yourself, a caricature even. Yes, you might be a nurse for the Avengers but you’d never think of dressing as a “sexy“ nurse for Halloween. You wouldn’t even do that before you became a nurse.

‘And what do you think of mine,‘ Pietro questions. You look at his outfit, which is merely a t-shirt with a duct tape lighting bold over the chest and shorts with tights under them. You chuckle at his appearance. At least that’s one thing you can laugh about in this insane situation.

‘You look wonderful,‘ you smile at him and run your fingers through his hair as if it had to be that way, ‘maybe we should mess with your hair a little. Complete the look.‘

‘What do you suggest?‘ You point at the bottle of hairspray on your makeup table. He raises his eyebrows in question. ‘You sure about that?‘ You nod and push him towards it, laughing all the way. Why are you laughing? You want to cry and lay in bed all day.

‘Come on, let me brush your hair,‘ you tell him. He sits down for you and lets you work on his hair. When you get to the front, he puts his hands gently on your hips to keep you steady. You look into his eyes. 

It’s as if your mind wants you to see Pietro but your eyes see another person. Your mind takes over and you lean down to press a chaste kiss on his lips. He grins when you move away and continue to work on his hair.

‘All done,‘ you smile and lean onto the dresser to have a look at your work. It almost looks like he has two animal ears peeking up from his hair. Another chuckle slips from your lips and you try to hide it behind your hand.

‘Woman, what have you done to me,‘ he laughs, going to ruffle his hair with his hands but you stop him, taking his hands in yours. He pulls your hands towards him and presses a kiss on your knuckles. ‘We should get going. I promised the boys to join in their trick or treating.‘

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‘Wanda, hey,‘ you smile and hug your friend, ‘you look stunning. Scarlet witch, right?‘

‘Indeed, thank you very much,‘ she smiles and pulls you inside. Vision walks down the stairs and you have to suppress a laugh. His face is bright red and he looks like he doesn’t know how to wear basketball shorts.

‘My dear, what did she do to you Vision,‘ you snort a laugh. He rolls his eyes and sighs. Pietro is already more than happily playing with Billy and Tommy. Videogames. Hm. You never thought Pietro would like those that much. They never move as fast as he does.

‘Well, you have fun tonight, darling,‘ Vision says as he starts to walk towards the door. Wanda whips her head around, following him closely with her eyes.

‘What? What do you mean? You’re all dressed and ready to go.‘

‘I’m undercover,‘ Vision dramatically explains to her, ‘Halloween is a bacchanal for adolescent trouble-makers and the neighborhood watch is the only thing that stands between the trees and the toilet paper.‘ Wanda looks confused and annoyed.

‘No, that’s not what you’re supposed to-‘

‘What?‘

‘Well,‘ Wanda sighs and crosses her arms, ‘you didn’t tell me you had plans.‘ A storm is brewing. You feel out of place, like you’re not supposed to stand behind her. So you move to the couch to watch Pietro play games with the boys.

‘Well, I am telling you now,‘ Vision replies calmly. For a second, you feel as if you’re zoning out. As if the world has gone to a standstill but you can see Billy move and talk. Pietro can see it too. You see him move.

‘It’s their first Halloween. You have to be there,‘ Wanda argues with Vision. Pietro jumps up and gives you a wink. He walks up behind Wanda and Vision, trying to defuse the situation.

‘Whoa, whoa, whoa. What’s the big dealio? Big guy has a conflict, twins need a father figure for the night. Don’t sweat is sis. I got the old XY chromosome. Uncle P to the rescue,‘ he tells Wanda as if that should calm her down but Pietro would never say that and you know.

‘There you go,‘ Vision says and pats Pietro on the shoulder, ‘problem solved. You have a spooky time tonight, kids.‘

‘Goodnight, dad!‘ ‘Bye, dad.‘

Vision turns back to Wanda and gently puts his hands on her shoulders. ‘Wanda?‘ He presses a kiss to her cheek but she seems reluctant and confused. ‘Be good.‘ Something’s very, very off.

You don’t get much time to think about it, because as soon as the door closes you hear Wanda scream, making you scream in fear. You turn around to see Pietro scaring her. ‘Don’t do that!’ We call out in synchrony. 

‘Where do you keep your water balloons?‘ It’s as if he’s in a totally different world. He doesn’t care about you or Wanda. He’s just here to make a mess.

‘What? We don’t have water balloons,‘ Wanda tells him.

‘Where are we gonna put all this shaving cream?‘ You still feel like you’re outside the scene. Tommy is standing up to join the adults in conversation but meanwhile you and Billy are just staring at an static TV screen.

‘Wanda?‘ You call out to her as she starts walking to the kitchen. She turns back around, again looking confused as to why you’re speaking just as she had looked confused at Vision’s plans.

‘What is it dear?‘

‘Something’s not right,‘ you tell her. She sits down on the couch with you, looking concerned as ever. ‘That is not my Pietro. That’s not your brother. My Pietro died in Sokovia.‘

‘No he didn’t, he’s right there,‘ Wanda chuckles away your worries but you grab her hands to stop her from leaving.

‘Wanda, listen to me,‘ you say sternly, ‘that is not my Pietro, I have never been next door before today, and I would never marry a man like him, whoever he may be.‘ She sighs and rubs her thumbs over the backs of your hands, looking caring but disappointed.

‘I’m so sorry. I thought we could be happy here,‘ Wanda tells you, ‘all of us. Together.‘

‘What are you talking about,‘ you question her, tears springing into the corners of your eyes, ‘I was happy.‘

‘But Pietro-‘

‘What about him? I loved him more than anything but he would’ve wanted me to  move on. Keep living life,‘ you tell her. Everyone around you freezes. It’s as if time stands still. Wanda shakes her head.

‘I’m sorry I have to do this,‘ she softly tells you. Suddenly, the air is knocked out of you. You see all of Westview fly past your eyes until you are spit through a barrier and land in the grass. You cough and wheeze, trying to get your breathing normal again.

Suddenly, there are people with guns standing around you. All of them ready to shoot. 

‘What’s going on,‘ you ask them. They share conflicted looks between each other until one finally speaks up.

‘We don’t know.‘

[panda-noosh]

Hey!! Can I have an angsty scenario where the paladins are all in battle and shiro's s/o gets hit, and its super obv she's not gonna make it and she's bleeding out and shiro panics whilst he's holding her, and cos he know she's dying he asks her to marry him so that she can focus on something good and they say their vows to each other and get married (maybe shiro tears off strips of his clothes or something to tie a makeshift ring around their fingers) and she dies smiling 😭😭😭😭😭

 p2: Furtherto the Shiro angst death marriage ask - the scene it's based on isthe scene at the end of BBC Robin Hood s2 with Robin and Marian inthe holy land (i'm SO sorry if thats a huge spoiler) so if youyoutube that, it's pretty much how I imagined the angst scenario

   I found so manydifferent scenes about Marian and Robin, but the one where he askedher to marry him, she wasn't dying? So I don't know if I found theright scene. I'm so sorry. I hope I gave the prompt justice, though!

   Shirohad seen so many people die in his life.

   Hisfather, his mother, his grandparents, his friends. He had seen peopledrop dead in front of him so often that the image of a lifeless bodywas engraved so deeply behind his eyelids that every time he closedhis eyes, the image of death was imprinted there.

   Hethought he would have been used to it by now, or maybe he'd havelearned his lesson. Getting close to people only ever led toheartbreak. He shouldn't have let himself get attached. He shouldn'thave let himself love someone when he knew full well it wouldn't lastlong.

    Butyou had thrown that policy away. You had walked into his life,shoulders pushed back and hair neat and eyes trained firmly onwhatever task you had to complete that day. You had walked intoShiro's life and robbed him of any choice he may have once had –whether or not he should fall in love.

   Hethought it would last. He was naïve enough to believe that theuniverse would do him a favour and let you live, let him havesomebody permanent,but those ideas were stupid. Those ideas were simply too unrealistic,and the universe was showing him why right now.

    Therewas too much blood and Shiro knew that. He didn't want to believe it,but there was. It was pouring from the wound in your side onto hishands, a lung clearly punctured if the rasp intakes of breath youwere taking told him anything.

   Hewas no medical professional, but a spear to the lungs was never agood thing.

   Yougasped for air, raising a hand shakily to shove Shiro's own away fromthe wound. “T-There's no point. Go help the – go help the others.I'll be okay.”

   Thewords stung. Shiro shook his head roughly, tugging you closer to himas tears cascaded down his face uncontrollably.

   “Youcan't say that. You can't just – Y/N, look at me. Keep your eyesopen, okay? Do you hear me? Y/N?”

   “I'mnot worth it,” you coughed out. Your eyelids felt heavy. Your heartfelt heavy. Everything felt a little too much. “Youneed to go and help the others and – and win – win this battlefor us, okay? I don't have a chance.”

   “Don'tsay that!” Shiro hissed, his voice coming out harsher than he hadoriginally planned. “I'm gonna get you help. You just need toconcentrate on something-”

   “Somethingother than the gaping hole in my lung,” you wheezed.

   Shiroclosed his eyes, the words hurting more than anything he had everexperienced. More than any physical pain he had been forced toendure. More than anything. Because he knew it was true – youwouldn't last long. You wouldn't make it. There was nothing he, noranybody else, could do.

   Heswallowed thickly and opened his eyes again, his eyelashes stickingslightly from the tears which dampened them.

   “Youknow I love you, right?” he said before he was even sure why.

   Youreyes fluttered open a little bit more, mouth opening as if to speakbut no words came out.

   Shirocontinued. “And – And I know I shouldn't. I shouldn't have letmyself fall for you, but you made it impossible. You had this controlover me that I can't ever describe, and I'm kind of glad you had it.Because, Y/N, the past two years have been the best two years of myentire life and I wouldn't change them for the whole god damn world,do you hear me? I wouldn't even think aboutit.”

   Hisbreath hitched. He wanted you to look away from him. Those eyes ofyours were shooting daggers into his own, waiting for him to finishhis sentence so you could let go completely, so the world could takeyou away from him. He didn't want to see the life draining from youreyes, but it felt impossible to look away from you in this moment.

   Vulnerable.

   Heinhaled deeply and continued. He wasn't sure what to say any more –he was just speaking for the sake of speaking, for the sake offilling the silence that would soon grab you forever. He was sayingeverything he felt and had kept bottled up for the past two years.

   “Kissingyou isn't enough to let you know how much I love you. Saying 'I loveyou' isn't enough to let you know, either. I – I was waiting forthe right time to make that final step, you know? The big one. Theone that tells you just how serious I am about us and about thisrelationship. The one that tells you how much I love you.”

   Youreyes widened despite how weak you felt. “Shiro, what are you-”

   “Y/N,”he cut you off, squeezing your hand a little bit tighter as nervesate at his system. “I need to do this. Whether it's just for aminute, I need to do this.”    Shiro let his mind take over. Hepulled away from you for a split second, keeping your head on his lapand making sure your middle didn't shift too much as he worked hisfingers against the fabric of his shirt, ripping a two strips off ofthe sleeves. The brown fabric was far from attractive, but as soon ashe wound them up, forming two circles, they suddenly became the mostimportant thing in the world to him.

   Heswallowed down sweat and nerves and panic as he slid back into placebeside you, gently taking your hand in his. Even with the blood loss,your hands still managed to feel warm in his, a characteristic of youthat Shiro never failed to notice.

   Hiseyes met yours again. Tears were streaming down your face, your lippulled between your teeth as your eyes never left his.

   Youknew what he was going to do.

   “Y/NL/N,” Shiro said. “Will you marry me?”

   Therewas no overdramatic moment of silence. There was no thought.You didn't need to think. Youdidn't have long enough to ponder about the rest of your life, aboutchildren and wedding venue ideas and wearing a big white dress downthe isle. You only had this moment, now, here with him.

   Weirdly,it all felt okay.

  Itwas as if this moment was all you needed. Youdidn't need to walk down the isle whenever you had a forest andShiro. The trees would do fine. Just as long as Shiro was there withyou.

   Younodded your head silently, choking back a sob that was trying to pushto the surface. A smile broke out amongst Shiro's features –clearly forced. He was still holding your dying body, and no vowscould ever change that.

   Shirogently lifted your hand up from your stomach and slid the fabric-ringover your ring finger, admiring it as he pulled away. His own slid onjust fine, and in that moment, he vowed then and there to never takeit off. Not after your death, not after the Galra empire was broughtdown, not after he moved on.

   Could hemove on?

   Thethought was quickly dismissed. Whilst you were still alive, Shiro wasa married man. Even after, he knew, you would always be his and hewould always be yours. He would be your husband.

    “Isthis the – Is this the part where we say 'I do?'” you coughedout. “I heard that was the t-tradition.”    Shiro smiledlightly, moving a piece of hair out of your face. It was only thendid he realise how pale you were and his stomach plummeted all overagain.

   Soon.

   “Ithink there's more vows to say,” Shiro replied. “Till death do uspart, baby girl.”    You winced, the pain in your heart and thepain in your lungs colliding together to form the worst pain you hadever felt. “Why did you have to say that?”

   Shiroshook his head. “Even after death. I will love you even afterdeath, Y/N.”

   “God, I'lllove you even after death as well, Takashi Shirogane,” you replied.Your voice cracked, the tears flooding your system, the final breathsemerging from your throat. “I do.”

   Shirobit down on his knuckle, watching the life slowly drain from youreyes in quick bursts. Your eyelids fluttered closed, your breathingbecame ragged and a yell of pain escaped your throat -

   Beforeit all went silent.

   Thetrees didn't move. The birds stopped singing. The water stopped taptap tapping against the face ofthe lake, and the world was peaceful for a moment.

   Shirodidn't feel his heart break. He didn't feel anything. The only weighthe could feel was the weight of your body on his lap in this moment,the blood no longer spurting from the wound, because there was noheartbeat to push the blood around any more.

   Youhad left him, but you had left him as you were smiling. You had lefthim a happy man, and you a happy woman, and in the end, that was allhe ever wanted.

   Foryou to be happy.

   Helet the tears run freely for the first time in months. His handskidded over the wound on your ribcage before he gently ran hisfingers over the fabric ring on your finger.

  Shakily, he said the two most important words he would ever say:“I do.”