#words and thoughts.txt

[laura-de-milf]

It's the way she says "my... power" with such apathy and sarcasm, after avoiding the word "power" with "ability" not a minute earlier. Like all her adult life she's been gaslit into thinking that it's a useful strength, a privilege, that she has "one of the good ones", when she knows deep down that this "strength" was the cause of all her greatest weaknesses.

[lawrussorights]

Johnny Lawrence got kicked in the face once by Daniel LaRusso and decided this was the twink he was gonna obsess over for the rest of his life, and I respect him for that.

[transpat]

anyway that red shirt scene was not a breakup scene but a promise for their future together that's so beautiful

[sunaluvr]

anyone else up 4 having simp hours bc :'))))

[atomicwrongs]

Updated my online business card/links hub for the billionth time, this time to give it the cute tile pattern I made for my Art Fight profile ^_^

[but-the-desserts-were-okay]

And while I’m fucking ruminating on gender and sexuality, can I just say that as an agender AFAB person, I find my femininity very... freeing? I’m feminine, but it’s on MY terms, no one else’s, and that’s what makes me femme. Being femme is femininity free from societal obligation. I can have a hairy body and wear skirts and tank tops to show it off, no one can force me to shave! I can sit with my legs spread and stand without sucking in my fat stomach and no one can tell me not to! But I can do these things without being masc, I can be soft and shy and cry a lot. Idk, does this make sense? As soon as I stopped seeing my femininity as a failing (because the demons on this website think it means I’m not queer enough to call myself queer) and a prison and instead as a choice I make for myself on my terms, I became a lot more comfortable in my own skin.

And this is partially why I hate the rhetoric that femmes and bisexual women are ~available to men~ because, and I know my 510 followers mostly don’t know me irl, but if you DID you’d see in my looks and my behavior and my choices that I am bisexual (with a preference for men, no less) and femme and AFAB and none of that makes me inherently available to men! You think cishet men (because let’s be real, those are the men you’re thinking I’m available to and we all know it) want a “woman” with inch-long pit hair? You think they want one who curses and is openly mentally ill and doesn’t wear Spanx? Get fucking real. You can be femme and ALSO all that shit and men? They fucking HATE IT. Femme isn’t for male romantic partners. It’s not even for female romantic partners. It’s for ourselves.

[botanicalcryptid]

i just gotta get this paper done and ill

be free...finally..

[hellogirls-art]

if u leave cute little tags when reblogging my art just know that i love you!!!

[irisxerno]

* (you take a little peek into my mind ;) *

my mind:

[lendingsplendour]

You ask me how I am. I tell you I’m tired, like always, every day. I'm still tired. But is it just tired or is it something else? Am I tired or am I just liquid sleep and vague exhaustion? My head feels like something heavy lives inside it and I want everyone to stop talking to me and I want to go to bed and sleep for approximately 7 years, because maybe by then, I won’t be tired anymore, maybe by then, you’ll remember that tired is code for ‘i’m not okay’ and you’ll stop taking it at face value, because I am so tired, of being tired.

Can I get a coma to go? | (j.a.f)

[swallowglass]

"You don't ever wanna do anything" well right now I wanna fucking kill myself, does that count

[sugakei]

and a kazoo thats important too

[lawrussorights]

gimme gimme gimme a fic after midnight

[transpat]

this scene being so small but so accurately conveying their personalities where pran will go to any length to protect himself - ignoring or lying to pat. but even in their competition, even during their back and forth bickering pat doesn't deny it. he won't back down he won't admit it but when it is what seems to him the blaring truth of the matter he doesn't bother denying it.

[lawrussorights]

Hey, just wanted to let you know that the update for “You’re My Nomad And I Love You Sideways” may come late this week because I’m having a hard time right now, but I promise I’ll get to work and finish it soon.

[lawrussorights]

Y’all are so cis and straight, enough with the fucking top/bottom shit.