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subtle hints of horror crawl up on me ever since new year man
#āÆ ź°į starry thoughts ą»ź± *Ā·Ė#rambling in tags heehaw!!#okay basically uh beach fishpeople + cults + dangerous stuff in woods#AARRRGghhhghghghghhh.... at least i am still sleeping well...... hhahah#to elaborate bcs i am obnoxious and like elaborating: i was at the beach for jan 1-2! and! i read the shadow over innsmouth in dec!#bcs i got the whole collection of lovecraft's stuff as a xmas gift to myself courtesy of a giftcard from a gift exchange#<3 yay. and i am Obsessed w that shit ... !!! fishing hamlet in bloodborne!!!!! great old ones fish people + plottwist!!!!!!!#the cult stuff ig started from the fact my class made a whole film for one of our classes and it was centered on cults. sort of.#abuse of religious power... yeahhhh...... i was a screenplay writer for it alongside my friend :3#and i read a ryne/gaia fic lately w it on the idk 7 hour long ride home from beach. bcs they're cute.#and i love the premise w/ and w/o the cult stuff but it is very disturbing (beautifully so but Dear God me)#woods... scary..... idk abt that one#oh. i had a nightmare in dec that really freaked me out. it was like 2-3 different nightmares. weird ass shit.#okay gn before i start to go insane (aka even more insane than i already am. rn. and also usually)
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gonna yap abt amie (dol pc) and her relationships with the LIs because i was thinking abt it in the shower this morning and wanted to share and i only ever talk abt her and whitney and kylar so wanted to expand
whitney: her boyfriend. she loves him so much. they get along well because theyāre both loud and violent and love causing trouble. amie is known as ļæ½ļæ½whitneyās girlā and therefore no one ever fucks with her.
kylar: except when they DO fuck with her because no one understands why whitneyās girl also spends so much time with that freak kylar. but amie loves him too. her other boyfriend. she protects him at any cost. most days she heads over to his manor after school. she feels a strong need to take care of him.
robin: since amie has been in the orphanage as long as she can remember, robin has been her best friend since day one. she tried to repress their mutual feelings but couldnāt do it so now theyāre together too. another one that amie needs to protect. she supports him in all his endeavors (lemonade stand, crossdressing) and heās always there when she wants to cry.
sydney: he intrigued amie because of how cute and shy he was. and amie couldnāt stand there being someone whose virginity she didnāt take. so she joined the temple just to sleep with him. and she feels guilty about it. because she does care about sydney, but sheās also literally a demon and he clearly cares more about her than she does him. but she considers him a friend because they spent a lot of time together during the play and working at sirrisās shop. sheās just very conflicted.
avery: this may be surprising but this is amieās first love. he was kind to her when no one else was, and showed her how good life can be. like she had no money and no friends other than robin and avery came to help her. even now she has more than enough money and no worries, she still spends every saturday with him. heās the only person she will be calm and submissive with. they genuinely enjoy each otherās company (and now that amie is a famous model and dancer that doesnāt hurt either)
eden: SCARY. amie is scared of her. her worst fear is being trapped with only one person. she kidnapped amie once. amie ran and never looked back. thankfully amie is quick lol so she hasnāt been caught again since.
alex: amie barely knows him. she doesnāt often go out that way (sheās been kidnapped by remy so many times itās bad memories) but sheās worked at his farm a few times. honestly sheās too busy with stuff in town so she doesnāt have time to go out to the farm. she really just doesnāt care.
black wolf: i think a long time ago amie ended up here and gets along fairly well with the wolf pack. she doesnāt spend a lot of time there but when she sees them in the woods itās not a bad experience.
great hawk: amie has never met him!!
idk if anyone even will read this but maybe i will write more about her and named npcs too. idk. thinking abt amie a lot lately because she is my child and i love her
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hello beloved mutuals uāll never guess what character this post is about. to celebrate the episode bettyās ten year anniversary of existence here is a annotation of sorts (?) of my betty playlist (<- talking to empty audience) warning this makes increasingly less sense
starting off strong with betty (a little bit of madness) by half shy !!!!! we dont appreciate this song enough THERE IS A SONG ABT HER !!!!!! BY SOMEONE WHO WROTE MUSIC FOR THE SHOW :3 dont even have to say anything abt this one
THE MOON WILL SING BY THE CRANE WIVES. ITS THE. THE I COULD HAVE BEEN ANYONE ELSE. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME DEDICATED TO SIMON IM NOT SURE THERES EVEN ANY ME LEFT ANYMORE. shaking like a rabid dog do we get the vision
the deal by mitski !! this one is just sooo betty fusing with golb ok trust me
& by tally hall!! this one is solely for the outro tbh š BIG BAD BETTY OF THE POCALYPSE, SHE OPENS HER LIPS AND IT GOES LIKE THIS ā¼ļøš„š„
I BET ON LOSING DOGS BY MITSKI. GODDD THIS IS THE ONE THAT MADE ME WANNA MAKE THIS POST. III BET ON LOSING DOGSS, I KNOW THEYRE LOSING AND I PAY FOR MY PLACE BY THE RING. simon/ice king ok. are we seeing the vision. and dont even get me STARTEDDD on i always want u when im finally fineā¦ ITS THE WAY SIMON WAS INSANE AND WHEN HE WAS FINALLY HIMSELF AGAIN SHE WAS GONE. EATING GLASS. and FINALLY the SOMEONE TO WATCH ME DIE. GODDDD.
curses by the crane wives! I JUST THINK IT FITS OK :3 the devils after both of ussss OUGHGUH
no eyed girl by lemon demon, gonna be so real idk how to explain this one. weāre just vibing
iām your man by mitski. yes theres a lot of mitski. this is on my petrigrof playlist as well and i think it could be from either pov tbh. LIKE the first verse is betty i think and the second is simonās suicidal ass in fionna and cake
running up that hill (a deal with god) by kate bush :3 this ones just OBVIOUSSS id make a deal with godā¦ GET HIM TO SWAP OUR PLACESā¦..
my girlfriend is a witch by october country ! just for sillies. magic betty ily forever and ever
love, me normally by will wood! dont know how to explain this one either tbh bc will wood lyrics scramble my brain but in a pleasant way. idk i just think shes full of autism and also magic insanity
sick of losing soulmates by dodie! OUGHGHG. another more petrigrof centered one but mannn . I CAN FINALLY SEE UR AS FUCKED UP AS ME SO HOW DO WE WIN. I WONT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. lighting myself on fire
death thrice dawn by the scary jokes! ngl i dont remember adding this one but ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ tossing this verse at u
wife by mitski!!!! is this a stretch. idc idc. ur home to mee if i am not urs what am iiii
goodbye, my danish sweetheart by mitski !! guhh magic betty and āiām sure that uve seen what its done to my heartā and āim not the girl i ought to beā and āyou can tell them what u saw in me and not the way i amā ā¹ļø ANDDD could we just be what weāre meant to be, im just about to beg u pleaseew ā¹ļøš
i guess by mitski GODDDD so proud of her for moving on and idk learning to pass the bechdel test i GUESS but im GOINJ TO EAT FIBERGLASS
ANDDD THATS THE END !!! FOR NOW !!! there will be more songs on this playlist later :3 if u read this ily and i will probably do this w/ my petrigrof playlist at some point :3
#praying the mutuals who might care abt this r online LOL#rory speaks#adventure time#betty grof#petrigrof
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my interpretation of Vignette by Twenty One Pilots.
I googled the meaning of this song and made me think a lot about the lyrics so I need to get my thoughts out. (keep in mind I know none of the Clancy lore.) Google said this song is about drug addiction (idk if that's accurate) sooo tw I think?
"not sure when it started- peeling from his bones- piece it back together all alone."
not sure when the addiction really started. idk abt the other lines. I was thinking the feeling of whatever addiction and coming down from it eventually.
"hope it held together long enough for he- to pitch the greener grasses and hope that she would agree"
tbh I have no idea.
"fresh off a binger in the woods, flesh covered in bites- testing what is real, what is good, man- it's been a long night."
it says clearly, fresh off of binging drugs in the woods. getting eaten by bugs. this person is testing what is really there and happening, or double checking, as the drug wears off.
"it's a tribute to zombies- of which I've become."
they abused these drugs so much, they act like a zombie sober. a tribute to zombies is a tribute to all the other people suffering or overcoming addiction.
"where do I go from here?- where do I go from here?"
they don't know where to turn or who to turn to while fighting addiction.
"clinging to promises- fighting off the vignette."
everyone is clinging to their promises of getting over addiction. I think the "vignette" they're fighting is the addiction itself or the drugs kicking in.
"tunnels cave, visions fade- swallowed by the vignette."
they have caved and are doing the drug. their vision is fading and they're swallowed by the drug or the addiction itself.
"he's thinking, "There's no way I'm headed there""
I immediately think of rehab. they don't think they need rehab.
"always sure footed, educated and was never scared- now he can't hold out his hand without it shaking."
how they used to be before drugs, then after.
"hounded by a bunch of dead when the search party found him- fresh off a binger in the woods, flesh covered in bites- testing what is real, what is good- man, it's been a long night."
overdose. I can't tell if they lived or not.
"it's a tribute to zombies- of which I've become- where do I go from here?- where do I go from here?"
THEYRE A ZOMBIE if they died. so they literally become a zombie from the drugs.
"clinging to promises- fighting off the vignette- tunnels cave, visions fade- swallowed by the vignette."
same thing as I already said.
"no, not me, it's for a friend- no, no, not me, it's for a friend- no, not me, it's for a friend- no, no, not me, it's for a friend, denial."
YOU GUYS ARENT LISTENING. NO. NO. NOT. ME. ITS. FOR. A. FRIEND.
no, the drugs aren't for him. the drugs are for a friend, not for him. D E N I A L. they know they're for them.
I'm not doing the rest cause it's just repeating lyrics. I relate to this song so fucking much bro it's scary.
that was my opinion on this song, ty for reading
#hearts4golbach#twenty Ćøne pilĆøts#twenty one pilots#top#tĆøp#clancy#vignette#tyler joseph#josh dun#blurryface#vessel
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RAAAAGH GRAAARRRGHHH AND OTHER SUCH SCARY DRAGONDOGTHING NOISES pleas e read this
tazdrgaoneyetagain -> tazzymcclazzy! first url change lets go
HELLAO! i go by taz, tazzy/tazzer, jevil, petco, or if youre feeling sillay, you can call me drgaone! or just dragon. if youre normal. also any variation of the word dog. if you call me fazerblaster you get fazerblasted into next fucking week (i'm looking at you, deezers)
ā he/it/that/bark/woof/any canine-related neo you can fathom but i very much like it/its, transmasc and pan! can't quite describe my exact gender its like caninegender and boygored's evil child it's like the cissest-looking trans man you know its like some shadowy creature in the woods its like a domestic puppy. you know the drill. one day ill find a xeno that fits that
ā furry and therian (black wolfdog) and simultaneously petre because you can never be too canine i guess, otherhearted (dragonhearted of course flaps my huge wings at u), selfshipper!!!1!1!
ā not whatsoever diagnosed with anythin other than a few miscellaneous conditions but everyone who talks to me agrees theres some divergent on that neuro
ā taken and very loud about it i love bird sm. SO much. im normal im so so normal [dies
ā chronic epistaxis i am the number one bleeder
ā also part of the corpoverse! i'm petcotherealest
ćFANDOMS :3333ć
ā wings of fire
ā pjsk/vocaloid
ā fnaf, specifically the dcas
ā hfjone
ā the walten files
ā chonny's charming chaos compendium
ā regretevator. its birds fault
ā kinitopet!!!!
ā ANIMATIC BATTLE (CURRENT HYPERFIX)
ćF/OS !!ć
ā” sun (five nights at freddys, romantic f/o)
ā” six-claws (wings of fire, father f/o)
ā” sayori (doki doki literature club, romantic f/o)
ā” shadow bonnie (five nights at freddys, caregiver f/o)
ā” all 3 of the goofballs [heart mind and soul] r my romantic f/os. or fictional cgs. idk they're my friendce :]
ā” kinito (kinitopet, platonic f/o)
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ā§ drgaone snarls -> asks and answers
ā§ tax evasion -> art tag! i used this one across all my past blogs (@taz-drgaone, and the one i had to deactivate womp womp) so going through a tag for a literal felony is fucking flooded with fruity dragons. in retrospect i should have made it drgaone draws
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ā§ holy shit the images are moving -> animations i post
ā§ partnerposting -> me being in love
ā§ drgaoneflame -> posts im proud of. or popularish ones. the bangers
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ā¤ on that topic, if it's brought up and ya get confused: carp is a dca au/selfship/crossover thingy invented via dumbassery and roleplay by me, birdic, and realguitarcenter/kaiyadrawzz, and it involves a lot of my wof oc lore (if i infodump to you abt one and redact something due to carp relation that is why), literal satanism, and lotsa heavy topics. if you wanna know about it, i will GLADLY TELL YOU and i have a loredoc in the works. my sona/the guy in my pfp is from carp, as is any characters by the name of austin, avery, or gabe. we hate gabe
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sona refs, theriotype refs, and other such images under the cut
SONA REFS:
second one by @/ratboyinastarrycoat!!
THERIOTYPE REFS:
i am simultaneously a large predator and an Oipouy. got a problem with that, liberal?/ref
OKAY THATS ALL SCAMPERS AWAY
#drgaone roars#pinned post#the old one was bugging me so here ya go !!#update i edited it. cos i kept having to add things
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Happy Birthday Deare blurb (I think itās called that idk.)
Cover art: (posting it twice so it doesnāt take up the whole screen lmao)
Happy birthday Deare is a 70 page comic about a young boy Deare! Itās his birthday and his friends set up a scavenger hunt in the woods he lives in. You meet a lot of his friends as he goes from place to place helping his friends with something to get a hint to the next location to go to.
As the story progresses you learn a little more about Deare and why he acts some of the ways he does, and about some of his friends (and even some hints to later comics ;) )
If I had to age rate it I think itād be pg13 at MOST. I tried to write/draw it like a childrenās book but it is supposed to be creepy at parts and thereās a page or two with some gore. And I guess some descriptions are scary and a character looks scary and thatās all I can think of to mention
Iāve been writing it since around the middle of September in 2023 but I had the characters thought out a bit before that. Iām still working on it and Iām hoping to get it finished by April? I am one person working on it and I have other things to do and āschoolā so it might take longer.
I may get it published, idk how that works but my mom said that sheād help and she knows someone who can do publish things so until I get more info abt that thatās all we know for now
Hope you enjoy the little snippets and drawings I post of the process :)
#I added the peice abt how I thought of the characters and when I started making the comic because and old friend of mine is making#a short film thatās weirdly similar to some things I told her about Happy Birthday Deare :/#anyways hope this is informative#im not sure if I left anything out but thatās why thereās an edit button ig. if I remember anything Iāll write it down#if thereās anything you think I missed comment or send me something in the ask box :)#happy birthday deare!#comic#announcement!!
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i genuinely need to pump this out bcuz i saw a reddit thread abt which bg3 character would be the best college roommate and im like, thinking about the types of roommates they'd be lmaoo
gale
has tara as an esa. sometimes she goes to class w him, other times she's free to wander in the woods or whatever. a lot of neighbors know her
math major
probably works as a tutor/librarian/does some research
goes to bed early
constantly at school
goes out to pub trivia once a month
can cook/hosts dinner parties sometimes, but has some snacks he is weirdly anal about you not touching
if he were to experience being broken up with, it's a week of crying, eating ice cream, and listening to pop divas
snores
wyll
education major
involved w the student council, does a lot of volunteering, coaches kids soccer
goes out to parties every weekend, occasionally gets into trouble
brings back weird people sometimes
wakes up early to go work out (has a consistent schedule)
astarion
prelaw (either polysci, compsci, or theatre major who hates theatre kids)
basically never in the room (comes back after you're asleep/leaves before you wake up)
has a wacky schedule
your stuff disappears (can be money, food, etc)
gets into some shady shit
not fully aware of how loud he is sometimes
will throw a weird party once in a while
halsin
geology major
probably works at a climbing gym
chill af
really good at communication (texts you if he needs something or if you need to expect something from him)
gone most weekends (either home, camping, hiking, or uh, something else)
brings back a lot of people (but always warns you beforehand)
karlach
communications major
probably a student athlete
smokes cigarettes
goes out and parties often
will be your wingman
sometimes sends cryptic texts with lots of emojis
probably a metalhead
shadowheart
very religious (probably changes from Christianity to paganism in university)
has a little shrine in her area that she's protective over
probably brought a lot of stuffed animals
listens to scary music, goes to a lot of underground shows
has a lot of suitors she has to turn down cuz she's waiting till marriage lmao (until she meets the one)
probably has periods where she won't leave the room, but otherwise eh
english major
lae'zel
kinesiology major
strict routine
will criticize you if something's not to her liking or if you don't do something well enough/clean something enough
international student
probably has someone over several times a week
also goes out on weekends (but you never know what she does)
minthara
business major
knows where all the shady shit is
gets involved in shady shit
probably had to bail her out a few times, but she never learns lol
she's probably gonna take over her parents company, nothing really matters to her lol (in college just to party)
talks in her sleep
you basically have to do all chores around the apartment cuz she always claims to be busy
jaheira
biology major
straight forward about expectations, nothing too crazy tbh
probably has a safe that's highly guarded
idk she seems alright. i feel like she has a pretty lenient schedule ngl
minsc
dropped out of uni/in local community college
boo is a service animal
you have to bail him out every weekend cuz he never learns and gets involved in weird shit
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stupid woman, this is the second time youāve insulted me. you're definitely an Islamophobe, I don't believe in your support for Palestine. I wrote in arabic so you can see that I'm real.and I didnāt write the second message. you're just stupid
cannibal holocaust is like a mockumentary but the structure is found footage and some might even SAY it's the first of its kind ?!?! isn't that just inherently cool?? to have something that is considered the first time A Thing has ever been done??? like that's always so exciting to me. part of why texas chainsaw massacre is SO elevated in my brain probably. anyway it being the first found footage movie is especially significant because people have never seen that before. you know how blair witch came out and everyone was genuinely looking for these kids lost in the woods? imagine that TWO DECADES EARLIER the director went to COURT bc people thought he was actually distributing REAL people being murdered and worse. he had to ho back to south america and find all the actors and bring them to court with him to prove no one actually died. the worst part abt this movie is also the only part that's real unfort which is the animals that Have been hurt very graphically too for the making of this movie. which is not only fucking sad but so frustrating because none of that was even necessary like they had such good sfx at play and you had to kill animals for real ?? and like for what. none of those scenes were necessary
anyway the mockumentary aspect was film crew going to somewhere in the amazon forest to show Unhinger Wild Barbaric Native Tribes ooooooo isn't it sooooo scary look at all these evil insane things they dooooo........ and then said crew gets Lost. they never come back and a professor who iirc was like an expert in traditions and culture or whatever of people who live in the amazon is sent to find them. they do find the tribe the crew had made contact with and find the footage too. they find the entire film which besides the /documentary/ section also shows how the crew would the worst things to fire up the tribe or straight up Fake rituals and stuff that they would then sell as Evil Insane Scary Rituals . thank God eventually they get got and die horribly šš
a third of the film is cinematically shot and i'm not sure what the excuse for that is. i think they were doing a mockumentary within the mockumentary? like the crew is doing a documentary in the amazon forest and then the professor and His team is doing a documentary about the search for the original crew. but then there are also more cinematic scenes of the professor showing the entire footage to his producers to convince them it shouldn't be aired/should only be aired in full to show the truth. it's kinda like. who is really the barbarian here. who is really the savage. i think it was trying to fly too close to the sun and comes off as slightly pretentious bc aren't you, deodato the real life director of this whole movie, still lowkey exploiting random people from the other side of the world ? like what business do you have trying to woke shame the usamericans ??? idk lmao i don't trust this mans he's done other. sort of equally distasteful Attempts at. something. i don't know what is goal ever is. but. people were traumatized and terrified of this movie when it first aired and i wish i was alive at the time to like. experience the mass hysteria that makes you believe this is true. it's surely a fascinating time capsule and now we have paranormal activity
do you wanna know the real gorey gross bits ? that's what we're here for right ? they had a girl impaled from her genitals to her mouth. it looked INSANE it's i think the most striking visual from the movie and it's done so well it still holds up fine. they had like this huge pole so that it would REALLY look extra painful and the top half was attached to a mouthpiece the actress could like bite into ? and the bottom half had like a bike seat type of end akfkakkf so she could kinda sit on it . insane. really good. i tip my hat
#let it be known that while i was writing this i got two more asks. and i have to pretend you're not lying and stupid ?#be so careful a serbian film is next
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thanks for the tag!!
1. Were you named after anyone? After my mom's uni groupmate. Not in a significant way, she just liked the name
2. When was the last time you cried? As in got stinging in my eyes, this morning. As in properly cried, idk, some months ago
3. Do you have kids? Nope
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Just a normal amount, mostly for comedic purposes
5. What sports do you play/ have you played? Never anything profeccional, but I think volleyball and swimming counts
6. Whatās the first thing you notice about people? Ummm the most noticible one??? It depends
7. Eye color? Brown
8. Scary movie or happy ending? Both, neither and a secret third thing on top. Don't have preference in endings or genre, if the movie is good then it is good
9. Any special talents? Can whistle like a bird and also hand whistle
10. Where were you born? Russia
11. What are your hobbies? Oh boy... Reading, drawing, writing, taxidermy (bones and diaphonization mostly), sewing, knitting, polymer clay sculpting, wood carving, cooking, foraging and watching movies/cartoons/any visual media
12. How tall are you? 167 cm (~ 5'5)
13. Fave subject in school? English, I think? Had a great teacher and liked to do powerpoint presentations abt things I'm interested in
14. Do you have any pets? Cat, dog and a small colony of dermestid beetles :3
15. Dream job? Any form of craftsmanship, I think I would make a fine carpenter or smth. Or research, but if scientists didn't have to fight for grants and were just allowed to explore the world for the sake of it
Tags (zero pressure): @tapok-eve, @hudshem, @madnessmadness and anyone who would like to join <3
15 questions for 15 mutuals
tagged by @darthdutton, thank you so much for the fun tag game and sorry I took so long to get to it! Iāve been on a much needed social media fast šš¼.
are you named after anyone? No, I donāt think so. I think my dad just didnāt like my almost-name and liked the idea of me being āvictoriousā. Turns out the only way Iāve lived up to my name is by owning a bunch of dolls, wanting to be treated like a Queen and wanting to meet my Albert.
when was the last time you cried? um. In the shower about a week ago? I had to euthanize my 15 year old dog and I was suddenly struck by the grief of her loss since sheās been in my life for so long.Ā
do you have kids? I have three kittens.
do you use sarcasm a lot? only all the time.
what sports do you play/have you played? Ā Anything in physical education class at school. I always sucked at sports and was the last one to get picked when making teams. It was so embarrassing lol. Iām a good skier tho!
whatās the first thing you notice about other people? idk, great question! Iāll pay more attention.
eye color? Dark brown.
scary movies or happy endings? Scary movies! Nothing against happy endings butā¦ they gotta be realistic for me to like them.
any special talents? Overthinking.
where were you born? Wouldnāt you like to know?!!!!!! Even though I was raised in Mexico, I was born in the United States. I am privileged with a USAmerican passport.
what are your hobbies? watching anime, reading, writing, listening to music, dancing,trying out new restaurants/cafes, going on trips ( hate to copy ,but damn we do have the same taste x2)
do you have any pets? More like too many pets. I just euthanized my Min Pin, so now I only have 4 cats and a Border Collie. But Iāll be giving up 2 of the kittens up for adoption and most likely releasing Momo (the mom) once I spay her.Ā
how tall are you? Wouldnāt you like to know?!!!!! Average height in the US, tall in Mexico.
fave subject in school? Psychology, Math, Cultural Anthropology, Linguistics
dream job? idk because Iāve had amazing jobs where I felt so lucky to get paid to do work that I do but Iāve evolvedā¦ it used to be Marketing but I would like to get paid to use my Psychology nerdery next.
No pressure tags @justafrenchlondoner @sixth-vip @noa-ciharu @yamat0 @momoyamaguchiĀ @linkspooky @incensuousĀ @queen-asiad @ashleyfonthescreamofcreation
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look how cute this outfit is
#th hair n shoes r both cc. and the eyes as well#i ended up deleting her bc she didnt fit with my Idea of the character but also ive completely flipflopped skull...#originally th person i made (jeanie) ws gonna be a highschooler but then i remember how Incredibly overwhelming highschool years is for me#like idk something abt it makes me so anxious. ithink its bc rh schools like.. So empty. yk#its weird. and the layouts weird af to me. it just makes me uncomfortable#and ikk that like. well 1 i dont have to go along 2 its like. they Cant pack the highschool with a normal amt of students it would#like. crash the game real bad real hard.but its scary why r there TWO classrooms and like 8 students in each.#also ik this is Also impossible but. man. i kinda wish we ciuld have different highschools for different locations....#TBVH. th only thing i rly like abt hsy is th clothes and even then only some of them. hehe.#i havent fucked around with boba shops or thrift stores yet thouygh...#but like i HATEEE socialbunny i hate it so bad#i rly rly rly wish they would like. Make up their minds on what the social media js#and obviously irl theres like. Multiple. duh#but having simstagram AND socialbunny and. i think theres another one. its so.#and every socialbunny post is so cringe š theres lke NO subtance to socialbunny i dont get it at all. i hate it...#maybe with th influencer career.. they added that right idr. a little funny. no firemen? but we can be selling tummy tea? ok#UGHHH just like. idkidkidkk... sims 4 just. wellll im a hater lets say that#and it sucks bc i rly rly rly prefer the character creator + th buildbuy mode is Leagues easier rhan older games#obviously i have ISSUES with both . wood swatches š#like i undersrand why some ppl r glad abt the uhmm. create a style being gone#bc i understand it could get overwhelming for sure. but i think like. there could be a balance between swatches and create a style..#um anyways th baby update do we have any more info on that. i havent looked into it since the direct or whatever. im nervous but excited?#SRY FOR RAMBLING LOL#If u guys wanna see jeanie lmk ^-^ i think ill resrarther as a young adult + move in another sim i started making. and have them get#togerher bc i think theyd be cute..ok.
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ah yes, school thoughts. here ya go. @downtowncannibal <- featured!
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warnings: billy lenz
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Dear diary, the date is 2/9/1910.
Billy still has not taken a shower and has come close to making me like claire. I will take his(my) cat privileges away if he soon does not shower, I will take his sweater and use as a leash to drag him into the bathroom. I will not lock the door on him, because he will probably eat it, resulting in our 96th broken bathroom door. I do not know how long these shenanigans will ensue. I cannot continue to live this way, I will soon become the hunter and billy the prey, what he did to Agnes will look like a joke the way I'm gonna mangle his infant ass. He will soon become mounted on my bedroom wall, I will no longer need the pictures from free prints for I will have the real thing on my bedroom wall (not fruity) lmao. I will be on the news because Tumblr billy lenz stans wi;ll invade my house (hopefully mother is not home)
P.s. hide baboosh. Billy stans will take her for she looks nothing like Claude, but is pretty. Send help. Not for bill, but for me.
He is deadā¦ā¦. On my wall, woops update coming tomorrow. Or later today, goodbye self.
Love, jeaaix. <3
Day Two: Billy's POV
DeAt DiaRy itĀ“s me BILLYY!!!!!!!
Jeasix being mean , gross i dont like showers, nasty even. I do not like jeaaox jea took away claude. MY CAT!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRR
It was like peter groddy. He broke the piano, he (peter) smelled weird, like rotten moldy cheese. Jeaaix will not give me a bath, i will eat its cat babooshka, then eat the bathroom door, wood, yunm. I will not continue with this bombfulery,
P.s. send help. Jea is here, helphelohelp helohelogekoehgrhjegrjhegrjhegrjhergjehrgjehrgjehrgejhrgggggehjjrgejhrgjgergeehhrehj
Hit the griddy no
My therapist will hear abt this >:(. \
Anyways *growls* goodbye diary. Read ITS ME BILLY!!!!!!!!!
The one, the only, billy lenz :)
Day three: Jeaaix POV
Dear diary, 2/10/1910
Billy is beginning to stench of rotten pussy fish flesh, i fear if he does not take a bath soon my nostril will disintegrate. Truthfully, he would like the bath if he wasnāt such a bitch. Soon, I fear i must take extreme measures and throw Claude in the bath so Billy takes one with him. That, or buy pink bubble bath.
-Jeaaix Billy >:D
Day Three: Billy's POV
Dear Diary, 2/11/1910
sewers !!!!! i will not take a bath therefore I have escaped down the toilet and to the sewers. I ended up in some place called ambrose? I do not know but it is dead (quiet litterally lmao) I stumbled into a white building with a giant yellow T on the door. Opening the door and screaming my classic ĀØPIGGY PIGGY PIGGYĀØ i had seen a man on his knees (for me, billy ofc) and some people in seats, classical styles, I can accept this. Wow. very pretty, bright, and uh oh the knee man is walking towards me, he looks angry, he has big ears. Welp. All i remember now is getting pushed out of the white building with the giant yellow T. well that is not very fun. I ran, my green sweater missing so i ofc ran into the station hopefully the scary big eared man wont come for me lmao *heart eye emoji*
Sighing off will update sokn,
- fluffy hard to draw, haired billy lenzy poo *skull emoji*soon,
The update: Billy's pov >:]
Update 2/11/10 two hpurs later prbs idk how to tell time lolzies
Anyways, big haired man got me, now i have fallen down some stairs which look very pretty may I add, anywaysm, it tasted like candle wax, very plain, not flavored, how sad. Sighhhhhhhhs, anyways, a man with long black hair and a face, looked fake may I add and part of my face is shaded in, sihhjjjjj., I kicked him in the shin and took my ratty bum back to the sewers where i will stay until the big eared man gets his goon away from me, big eared man looks tasty. Yum, yumm. Update later loserz <#
Billy
#slasher community#slashers#slasher#slasher headcanons#slasher imagines#billy lenz#black christmas 1974#slasher x reader
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BABIES!!?? TWO BABY GIRLS? BABY TIME? š„ŗ
yeah i FINALLY finished my designs i spent months polishing how they look omg.. its not often i think abt "and then they had 10 babies!!!" endgame scenarios but god? red and green as dads though? THAT should become real that i will allow š
talking under the cut!
begonia
- the older one, adopted when she was just a few months.
- very bi
- her dads take her and tawny to many vacations, allowing her to see many pokƩmon and the world around her in advance. in alola, she is gifted an alolan vulpix which becomes a beloved friend to her.
- she and green especially are on the same wavelength most of the time, having very similar personalities and its easy to joke around with green. green remains a very cool and youthful, not embarrassing dad in his late thirties. most of the time.
- she is cutesy and small but also pretty strong for a little girl? she cant lift reds charizard yet but she might be able to do it in a few years?? its a bit scary lol
- at school she basks in popularity and excels at many sports, but at the same time is annoyed by nearly 20 kids at once asking her to become their rival. chocolate boxes with "be my rival š„ŗ" written on them in the family's doorstep ensue. begonia cant be impressed very easily, she just shoves the chocolate to her dads, green just being like LOL more for us.
- that said there might be a boy in pallet town who she thinks should be her rival and makes monologues abt how theyre fated to be rivals... but the guy is just likeĀ āhaha okay lolā. idk what they look like yet but i will get to that maybe
- the girls arent allowed social media just yet theyre too young. but nothings stopping 8 yr old begonia from gaining a shitton of fame on stuff like club piplup dfjghdfjk
- starts her journey w a charmander and the lazy pampered vulpix.
tawny
- she usually makes people think shes the older sister with her more responsible personality but in reality shes younger, adopted as a 3-month old when begonia is a 1-year old.
- baby butch
- tawny is rather hard to read and reserved. she wanders around in the woods taking a guitar with her and gets embarrassed when someone hears her (her taste in music is... experimental to say the least). she thinks about her dads' accomplishments a lot and all that deep stuff abt what it means to be a pkmn trainer. but red does not want his daughters to worry about having to live up to him??
- kinda emo w a bad posture when shes a preteen but does crack a smile (similar to that asymmetrical grin of green!) when shes w pkmn.
- she shares red's outdoorsy interests and goes on hikes with him, learning many important skills that way in advance. she has also learned to be nurturing and enjoys cooking great meals for the family's pkmn, something shes trying to get the more immature begonia more interested in as well, but begonia is.. well, immature.
- starts her journey w a bulbasaur and a... level 1 grubbin?? yea that ended up in her backpack when she got to visit alola and she loves it.
- ok i know if you say tawny oak quickly the name sounds like tony hawk. were just gonna have to live w that ok? ok.
as for the adults..
- baby fever hit green like a truck. pallet town has grown somewhat with new families with small children moving in. hes often picking up those overly eager little kids trying to run to forbidden areas and reciting the same words of wisdom about how their time will come bla bla, relieved when they finally stop crying and get it. arent they adorable, he thinks and spaces out. red finally asks him if he wants kids when green starts holding eevee as if it were a human baby and joking abt it and green is just like šš realizashun
- red has decided to study field research while also taking care of the babies! no problem carrying two of em while outdoors.. hopefully. he regained some fame by making a brief comeback to public at the PWT, but for now he keeps a pretty low profile again...
- AUNTIE LEAF!!! shes become very epic and awesome on her own. shes got a dynamax band, a mega stone, a z-ring and the hugest backpack, shes the ultimate protag to an almost ridiculous degree. leaf has a vlog talking about legendaries and has been interviewed a lot as well. she fears nothing... except holding the tiny fragile babies. she doesnt know how to babies? red does check on leaf so that she doesnt burn out, inviting her to hang out w the family, though leaf isnt settling down any time soon from adventuring. v likely never will. she looks forward to meeting tawny and begonia again when theyre trainers...
*exhales* thats my talking for today at least?? stuff ive established so far.. i care them so much š¤
#AHHHHH SORRY IF MY RAMBLING IS MESSY IM JUST VERY!!!!!!#LEAF POG#pokemon#pkmn#pkmn oc#pokemon oc#trainer red#trainer green#trainer blue#trainer leaf#trainer tawny#trainer begonia#red oak#green oak#blue oak#kanto trio#namelessshipping#reguri#fankids are not cringe theyre cute and awesome and red and green are the cutest dads.....#just so many things to establish at once... so much information...
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Anonymous 1 asked:
Hey guys, I'm looking for a fic whereby Bucky wears a soft white skirt or dress, and is waiting for Steve to come home. Bucky was preparing lunch, and I think in the gardens when Steve came home? I think it's set in wakanda. It's super soft and fluffy and I just can't find it anywhere :(((( I believe Steve called him his perfect wife/housewife
Anonymous 2 asked:
hi there :) im lokning for a fic but i can only remember one specific thing: bucky had a male therapist, veteran or something and often deceived as scary and a no bullshit policy.
Anonymous 3 asked:
hey I'm looking for a fic where bucky says he has feelings for steve the night before the train but steve rejects him and then we're in the present (post tws i think??) where steve realises he also has feelings for bucky but bucky is pretending he doesn't remember what happened (they basicaly think the other hates them). thank youuu
Anonymous 4 asked:
Hi. Sorry for the bother. Iām looking for a fic where Bucky is a cop? Or agent? And somehow in the end Steve gets kidnapped by hydra. He gets taken to a warehouse and gets tied to a chair and beaten and then Bucky and his team come and save him. Steve gets thrown in the water tied up and Bucky saves him from drowning at the least second. Does this sound familiar?
Anonymous 5 asked:
hi!! i was wondering if you guys knew of a fic where steveās marriage is annulled and bucky writes a letter to him confessing his feelings for steve? they wind up together but itās a little angsty? thanks so much!!
Anonymous 6 asked:
Hello! I am trying to find a fic where Steve and Bucky are in Wakanda after Civil War and its a therapy-based fic and Bucky disassociates quite often and one time ends up wandering into the palace gardens? It was quite a long fic and I cannot for the life of me remember the name, hoping y'all can help!
Anonymous 7 asked: (rape/noncon)
(tw: non-con mention) im looking for a fic that i think was a/b/o, all i recall is bucky (omega) had a traumatic past event while working at a bakery (?) in which he was almost assaulted. the assailant threatened him w/ non-con, nothing happened tho. thats all i remember unfortunately
Anonymous 8 asked:
Hi I'm looking for a fic where Bucky is sex/touch shy? And he hired Steve to help him out and Steve does by spanking him? Then Bucky can't afford his service more so Steve offers to keep doing it if Bucky helps him try out his sex toys which he makes himself out of wood? Idk but it has sub masochist Bucky and Dom Steve and Steve likes to see Bucky cry (in a good way).
Anonymous 9 asked:
I'm looking for a no powers AU where Bucky and Steve become friends (I think Thor introduced them?) and Bucky thinks he's straight but slowly comes to realize that he's falling for Steve. Any ideas what this fic, or recs for ones like it?
Anonymous 10 asked:
Hi! Iām looking for a fic w/ alpha!bucky and omega!post-serum steve where i think steve got married off to bucky and he was a virgin? theyāre abt to have sex and bucky is telling him all these things like āwow i didnāt think iād like youā and āyour body is beautiful bc you wonāt break easilyā etc etc itās basically a pwp š thank you!
Anonymous 11 asked:
hi, iām looking for a fic i thought i bookmarked but evidently lost. it was about bucky and rebecca growing up in the soviet union and bucky getting involved with the russian mob as a drug runner (?). he ends up in alaska as a result and plans to get he and becca into the US after the next drug run from russia to alaska across frozen ocean on a sled and meets steve (who might be an fbi agent) in a bar? i know itās not a lot to go off of but it wasnāt a super long fic. maybe 17k-18k. thank you :)
Anonymous 12 asked:
Hello wud you be able to help Me Find a fic, it's pre serum, bucky saves enough money to take Steve to an all you can eat buffet restaurant (near Christmas I think), it's a chubby kink fic that I am having alot of trouble finding, steve wats as much as he can while bucky watches and loves, I would very much appreciate some help finding this I've tried multiple times of ao3 but not luck yet
Anonymous 13 asked:
Hey, Iāve been looking for a series. In the first part Steve and Bucky go on a camping trip (I think??) and get together, and in the second part tony finds out and is really upset? He wants to give Steve a gift but finds Steve and Bucky kissing
Anonymous 14 asked:
Hi this is a specific one! Endgame, Steve and Tony ended up somewhere and they managed to bring everyone back and turn back the 5 years but Steve gets stuck. He's obviously reunited with avengers, in hospital and quite hurt, Carol's in it too. Thank you!
Anonymous 15 asked:
Hey guys !! I need help looking for a fic where Bucky is sort of rapunzel???? Or maybe just a normal prince and at some point Steve and Bucky stay in a room and the owners think theyāre dating ???and someone sent steve to look out for bucky and when bucky finds out because he overheard Steve talking to someone else about he feels betrayed
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Just out of curiosity, are you in the mood for talking about stuff? Liek you know when it's like "damn I want to Rant" but like about anything. I know this is random but in case that's you rn idk dude
i simultaneously do want to talk abt things and am also wracked with brain-no-worky symptom tomfoolery BUT i will do my best
i am thinking about disability aids!! because that is 90% of what i have been thinking about for the past week!! because i want a mobility aid but that's beside the point!! mainly i am thinking about the fact that so so so so so many abled NT people seem to think that disability aids, like. start and end w/these
[ID 1: a hospital wheelchair. /end ID.] [ID 2: a curved wood cane. /end ID.]
when that is not true at all!!! like for starters. there are obviously way more types of disability aids, which serve a variety of functions, for a variety of disabilities both physical and mental.
but also, people seem to think they have to be... boring? but they don't!! Like, I have a lot of really colourful stim toys, and my ear defenders are also headphones and imo they look pretty cool. I've seen people put spikes on their canes, put stickers on their crutches, re-paint their wheelchairs, dye their service dog's fur, etc.
there are obviously people who use just kinda the expected look with their aids and that's totally ok, the goal is for it to help not for it to look cool, but like. do u know how cool i find this??
[ID: a curved bronze-coloured cane with a wrist strap. /end ID.]
[ID: galaxy-patterned ear defenders. /end ID.]
[ID: a teal wheelchair with a low, cushioned back. /end ID.]
and i think it's IMPORTANT bc like. again, while cool and amazing because they give comfort and have some level of freedom, very medical-looking disability aids are... well, they make people Sad sometimes
my friend who needs a cane doesn't want one bc the ones she's seen are so "old-people-ish. people would stare." she doesn't know (tho i want to tell her the next time i see her bc i didn't know either) that you can get ones that glow in the dark and ones that are all sorts of colours and ones with cool handles and sparkly ones and you can put stickers on them and and and there are so many possibilities. like... it makes a difference!! it does!!
disabled teens (and also disabled adults ofc) deserve to have fun as best as we can when dealing with a disability. like... for me? yeah autism can be shit sometimes, but at least i can listen to MCR with my ear defenders. and yeah, i'm in pain and fatigued a lot from whoknowswhat-itis, but i think having a green cane w/my aromantic dragon sticker on it would make me feel better. on some level.
i want popular kids to be able to show off their cool new stim toys and i want shy kids to be able to start conversations because wow, your wrist brace looks cool and i want friends to be able to bond over helping pick out a member of the group's new crutches. i want it to be able to be FUN at least a little bc frankly being disabled kinda sucks!!! it's scary and it's tiring and it SUCKS!!! but getting to have just a bit of fun and personality around disability makes it feel slightly less like hell and i want everyone to have that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow i did not think i had this strong of an opinion abt this. but i do. the more u know
#asks#i should have a disability tag probably. i have ND On Main but thats just neurodivergent stuff#oh hold on i got it. wait for it. coolest tag ever#disability tag
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(probably going to get alot of him) Snatcher?
>:) doesnāt matter thanks for the opportunity >:)
Least favorite thing abt them: idk?? I donāt rly think thereās a lot I dislike abt him in canon?? Wait no I just remembered Iām bad at video games and canāt get past his gay rights form in Breaching the Contract die die die stop making my switch lite lag.
brOTP: conductor, grooves, and MJ >:)!!
OTP: none lol
nOTP: him and Vanessa.
Random headcanon: not original but he played violin while Vanessa played the piano. They used to practice songs with both instruments a lot together.
Unpopular opinion: donāt have one I think??
Song I associate them with: aaaa canāt think of one right now Iām sorry
Favorite picture of them:
(I know thatās the prince but thatās still Him to me sshhshhs donāt worry. Second place is him with the violin)
Saved this for lastā¦
Favorite thing abt them:
(mentions of trauma/abuse sorry)
I uhhh talked abt this before in tags somewhere,, but I like how heās angry!!! He understands what he was put through and got mad and now heās big and scary and lives in the woods which is partially on fire good for himā¤ļø. I hope he burns everything! I hope he burns and burns and burns until finally realizes how exhausted and lonely he is. There are SO MANY THOUGHTS I have abt him and Vanessa and also just Vanessa by herself. How long was Vanessa Like That exactly. Bc if he grew up with her gradually getting worse OH BOY does walking on eggshells around ppl like that mentally and emotionally beat you to a pulp. It changes the person you become. You lose part of yourself in becoming someone that person wonāt get upset with. As messed up as it sounds I wonder if he felt a sense of relief when he died? A feeling of freedom before trapping himself in self loathing lol. I suck at comics but OH GOD do I wanna draw this out somehow or discuss this with someone he is so insanely full of problems
#abuse#trauma#I bet it gets annoying seeing those tags associated with snatcher so much but itās a big part of what made him the way he is in the gameā¦#not gonna put these in da main tags#yea.. and I then I self project a little hereā¦ self project a little thereā¦ā¦ā¦#I usually try to keep topics light on here.#but when going deeper into snatchers character#itās a little hard to avoid sorry#Vanessa on the other hand is a Whole Entire Thing
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idk why so much horror media based around cults is always like oooh theyre SATANISTS who worship DEMONS OoOoOoH like.... how satanic panic poisoned are you. the vast majority of cults you hear abt are at least somewhat christian based and that's honestly a LOT more horror inducing because that's why those cults get power. a lotta people aren't gonna see Baby Eaters For Lucifer and go oh yeah sounds like a fun community to raise my kids in. but people DO see cults w the trappings of Christianity talking about ~love~ and ~spiritual cleansing~ and view it as safe and inviting and that's how they get sucked in. and then the ACTUAL horrific elements come from doctrines that are hypercontrolling and abusive and create an environment of paranoia and control. and even more modern ones that lean more New Age still largely act the same and even often incorporate Jesus and christian mythos into their narrative. it's just so much more boring esp because I know damn well at least half of America would leap at the chance to weep and wail and campaign against Evil Satanist Sex Freak Cult that meets to have an blood sacrifice orgy in the woods, For The Good of the Children, but those same people would happily turn a blind eye to the horrific actions of a conservative Evangelical cult actually abusing children. which again is why it's fucking scary. also it makes cults seem like cool demon worshipping w the bros instead of actual dangerous groups that make themselves seem safe.
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