#wonderwlf

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my little tator tot Clio (sn: she smells like a bag of potato’s after a long nap)

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I’d never let the opportunity pass but me being as slow as I am id probably suck that up one way or another smh. I should really talk to myself better or think about myself better

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The more heartless you show when it comes to me, the colder I get towards you

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The way I feel inside is so fucked I don’t have the words to describe how alone I always am..

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It has just dawned on me:

I self sabotage the things I like/love

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contained in a bottle like coins

each cent makes a wish make sense

break the glass

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to me

my physical body is my own representation of a space ship

this shell of mine

my mental state is chaotic like present smoke during takeoff

how tf do I clear this shit

it drags me down like a failed landing

carrying with it, all that pollution I seem to call my thoughts

is this who I am?

My thoughts?

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I obsess over negative scenarios in my head because literally anything is possible.. I hurt so hard and find that being trusting is even harder..

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Sometimes my mind is so cluttered with thoughts, most of the time I do not know what to do with them. My emotions literally fill like an over flooded damn, no matter how much it touches the top, a little bit always flows over the edge. What am I to do with all this shit?

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nobody really knows me and that alone is lonely

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Should really speak affirmations to myself more, I have so many talents but act like I have none at all f

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I sigh a lot to give my thoughts a break. Even if it’s for 2 seconds

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tumblr has always been my secret goto, it really gets me — like being anonymous or/and a narrator without a face if you want it that way lol

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i’m so fucking lonely, like my voice is never heard. I curl inside myself in fetal wishing for those feelings of being cared for again

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sometimes I want to die. is that wrong to never want to be alive

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inside my head i’m constantly battling between what I should say and what I want to say.

no one understands how it feels to struggle with speaking my mind