#wolfgang akire x damon maitsu

[churchscenefromdiaryofawimpykid2]

ok guys at least we can make wolfgang and damon ghost au fics after chapter 1

[feinyan]

DATING HEADCANONS featuring. damon maitsu, kai monteago, wolfgang akire, desmond hall and mark berskii.

edens garden maxxing rn :] i enjoyed chapter one a lot, so i’ll be pumping out a bit more writing of them ^^; feel free to send in requests, (even if its for different medias) though i already have 3-4 drafts ill be dishing out eventually.

damon, who treats you like you’re a fragile little doll, prepared for you to break at any moment. hence, why he worries for you so much. though he attempts (and fails) to play it off as a casual concern. ‘are you hurt? bleeding?’ ‘what? no? i just tripped, damon.’ ‘are you sure? let me check just incase. come on, stop moving.’ damon, who always has a limb around you. his hands? wrapped around your waist, or intertwined within your own. his legs? always pressed up against yours. if you point it out, he gets flustered and denies it, pulling away. but you’ll still find his eyes constantly lingering on you, as if he hasn’t felt your contact in months and needed it desperately. damon, who is a tease, yet gets flustered just as easily. sarcastic, teasing remarks always escaping his lips, smirking as if he didn’t have a care in the world. though the minute you retort back with a comment of your own, he's completely quiet. blushing and muttering embarrassed insults under his breath. damon, who doesn’t quite understand standards when it comes to dating. holding a door open for you? walking close to the road? wearing a hair tie on his wrist incase you’d needed one? a foreign concept to him. but regardless, upon hearing things told to him by other people whilst rambling like kai, he tries his best to adapt to it. things that would normally be unusual for him, he attempts because he wants the best for you. damon, who is stingy and a bother about little trinkets you point out. ‘do you really need that?’ ‘that looks stupid.’ ‘its so small. why is it expensive?’ yet of course, they’d somehow end up within your residence. somehow. obviously, it were damon. damon, who spoils you with acts of services. openly doing things he’d refuse to or need convincing for from others, going out of his way to do things for you without being asked, etc. sure, maybe once in awhile he’ll knock on your head and call you an idiot for not being able to do something yourself, but it’s just teasing. he truly doesn’t mind providing for you, or helping you. anything that offers spending time with you is worth it for him.

kai, who couldn’t get enough of you. your touch, your attention, your words, you name it, he likes it. his hands are constantly all over you, any opportunity he’s given. he melts within your touch, in his most vulnerable state, unable to resist anything when it comes from you and your grasp. kai, who spoils you with anything he can offer — cute endearing nicknames, gifts he’d found that he thought you’d like, or even little snacks he thought looked silly that you two could try together. he loves to see your expression light up when he offers you some item he’d found that he thought you’d enjoy. even if you don’t end up liking it, the idea of him being reminded of you or thinking of you enough to make the purchase still leaves you feeling warm. kai, who whiningly calls you princess whenever he needs something from you. aside from his casual nicknames that he adores, like sweetheart or baby, whenever princess leaves his lips, you know he wants something from you. kai, who is admittedly quite insecure. he’s scared he’ll be abandoned by you, just like he’d been left by so many others who viewed him differently due to the persona he puts on online. but because of this, it just means he cherishes what you give him more than anything. he wants you to be able to touch those negative emotions inside of him, and see what really lies within his heart, not what he puts on the internet or around others.

wolfgang, who leaves encouraging little sticky notes around your desk when spending time away from you. reminders to take care of yourself, reminders that he loves you and wishes he were with you, etc. wolfgang, who gently takes care of you whenever given the opportunity. brushing your hair in the morning, making you coffee, assisting you in filling out paperwork, you name it. despite being such a busy man, he works hard to make sure he’s around for you. wolfgang, who despite appearing so cool headed, is such a jealous boy. the type to watch you talk to someone from behind and give them a disgustingly stern glare, but the moment you turn to face him, hes smiling sweetly in your direction. the type to wrap his arms around you and get all close and mushy in order to scare off someone else eyeing you. wolfgang, who invites you out on the sweetest dates ever. picnics under the warm, dimly lit night sky, only the stars witnessing the two of you giggling away and laying together. or, a romantic date at a a fancy restaurant, where the two of you dress elegantly, yet he can’t take his eyes off of you. his mind too caught onto the gorgeous attire tight against your body, too lost in how gorgeous you look whilst speaking to him. wolfgang, who spoils you with luxurious items. anything you want? you’ll get it. he doesn’t mind what you wear, whether or not you like cute or cheap things. what does matter though, is if you want something. and if you want something, you’ll get it.

desmond, who is so smooth with his words, you could die. the way he speaks to you in such a soft and caring tone. the way he goes along willingly with whatever you say, because admittedly, what makes you happy makes him happy. the way he speaks about you in such an endearing way to others. others may be embarrassed when speaking of or sharing about someone they love, but desmond expresses the way he feels for you without hesitation. desmond, who teaches you little quirks about his ultimate. little things that could be useful for protecting you, or just things he finds neat and wants to share with you. desmond, who is perfect for a clumsy you. about to trip? hes already grabbed you, hands wrapped around your waist, pulling you back up onto your feet. about to spill something? hes grabbed the glass, preventing it. his quick reflexes are almost scary.

mark, who loves to kiss a certain part of you. your hands, your nose, silly yet specific places which just make him feel warm. mark, who gets embarrassed about the way he thinks about you. who will be listening to you rambling like usual, yet turn his head out of no where, muttering to himself like a flustered mess. mark, who has an attitude which is no joke. it doesn’t come off as a surprise, but the way he rolls his eyes and grumbles makes it much easier to decipher when he’s displeased or irritated. but to him, you’re a soft spot which can always manage to cheer him up. your silence yet presence close to his serves as a type of battery for him. mark, who is constantly sharing songs that he likes to you. new songs hes found that remind him of you, a song hes been listening to a lot recently, or even just songs hes worked on. he wants you to enjoy what he does.

@ feinyan

[pearlv1ne]

!! spoilers

Can we talk about the fact that the creators put Kai and Damon together in a room, got them to SLEEP IN THE SAME BED, made them go to a party couple-style and then fucking KILLED OFF not one, but TWO characters people were shipping the most with damon. What are we implying here hm. HM.

[forbbiden-fruit]

can we talk about this art more because it just has so much going for it

-Kaimon

-Wolfgang being so babygirl it’s not even funny

-Damon being hot as fuck without his jacket on

-Ingrid being a delight and singing

-did I mention Wolfgang being babygirl

-kaimon

[rekindle-the-flame]

🐦‍⬛🦎🐍🐑| " Two Birds Two Deaths ! "

PSD by @shinjirx !

Self-indulgent !

Credit when using !

[ablogofloveandtrash]

Why was Diana so Reluctant to Open Up and Tell the Truth?

Returning from a previous post I had sent on this blog, I had theorized that Diana may have potentially gone through some experience in the past that has prevented her from being able to properly open up. I was rewatching the trial from chapter 1 and from what I could find on rewatch, is that Diana seemed to be particularly concerned about how others around her would react. And from three different lines of dialogue that I could find, is that Diana seems to be afraid of not being heard out or invalidated. Considering her bio states that she was in the popular crowds before the events of the game, it seems like Diana's fear came from the draw backs of being in the popular crowd. And in being part of the crowd, she would become much of the subject of conversation. She got so much attention on her, which may have caused her to become alienated or isolated in an emotional manner. In the screenshots I have provided, Diana has mentioned things like how others could twist her words around. Suggesting that she may have attempted to dispel or disprove untrue rumours about her. Which resulted in the aftermath not going her way and ultimately nothing was solved. The first screenshot details this aspect of her.

And because Diana must have failed to stop these rumours, this may explain why she often blames herself for not doing the 'right' thing or perceives herself as powerless. Because, Diana was caught up in an unfair situation. The rumours may have gotten so out of hand that Diana may have been cornered and forced herself to remain quiet. Complicit that these misconstrued words were true. She has likely accepted that at the time she couldn't change what others thought about her, and as much as Diana didn't like these rumours, she must have chosen to stop saying anything.

And this may have resulted in potential self isolation or some emotional blockage. As a means to avoid getting hurt by the people she cared about. For her own reasons, Diana seems to feel like telling the truth things would 'just get worse' in the following screen shot, the next sentence may allude to the case. But it does seem to be telling of what she feels about her self worth. She doesn't seem like her input is anything good. And that she would be better off staying quiet. Because she may have blamed herself for the rumours that occurred or worsened, because of her attempts to intervene.

It is possible that Diana could tell Damon about this particular issue in the story in Daily Life or from the Free Time Events, since Damon still needed to persuade Diana to explain her case. With some empathy, Damon may have used the right words to help Diana feel at ease to tell the truth. Assuring that he would listen and hear her out. Which may have not been something, Diana herself couldn't have had before the free time events or the trial. It's a stark contrast compared to the second free time event. Where he made his accusation of her being suspicious and making Diana uncomfortable with opening up. Though between the free time events and in the story, no one really truly knows why Diana is so afraid to open up, and be fully honest with others around her. In relation to a character like Damon, he is someone who is used to biting his tongue when others don't trust him or have something that would antagonize him. He doesn't open up to anyone because he percieves his vulnerabilities as an exploit. Yet in a similar vein, Diana too, cannot be vulnerable around others, out of fear that she would not be listened to. Potentially invalidated, unwanted or even abandoned. Possibly out of these fears she can't bring it in herself to lose her 'friends' again, and validates her helplessness by the end of the trial. The way Diana and Damon seem to handle their experiences past and present couldn't be anymore different from one another, yet they share an underlying similarity that sets up an interesting character dynamic. Damon acts more empathetic in response to her emotional distress. And in response to Damon's empathy, Diana was able to properly open up and have her voice heard in the court room. From this interaction it maybe possible that while tension between Diana and Damon will persist, ie: "I will follow in Wolfgang's Footsteps" (this maybe the source of Damon's anger in the end, not Diana's speech, exactly as many cut him out to be), it may fall on them growing closer that may allow them to become the better versions of each other. By helping each other out and setting their differences aside, for a greater common goal.

[k0harv]

my baby boy😭🙏🙏🙏

spoilers for project edens garden ch 1

WOLFGANG IS FUCKING DEAD😭😭🙏🙏🙏I loved him😭😭😭

[strry4sprkz]

Project: Eden’s Garden x Reader Intro & Info

Welcome! This blog will hold a series of imagines, drabbles, headcanons, scenarios and more involving characters from the Danganronpa fan project, Project: Eden’s Garden x reader!

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🌹To request, you can ask or DM this blog. Make sure to clarify the genre! (fluff/angst/hc, etc.)

🌹For this book, I’ll be writing only the main 16 students + Tozu

🌹Please keep from 1 to 8 characters per request

🌹I don’t take requests involving OCs.

🌹I don't take requests involving a child reader.

**NSFW**

🌹I don't take NSFW requests for any specific fetish content

🌹I don't take NSFW requests involving Toshiko

🌹Requests that are exclusively NSFW will be posted only on AO3

🌹Otherwise, request away and I’ll see what I can do!

All completed requests will be posted additionally on my AO3, linked in my profile header

[reno11037]

Some Kai x Damon X Wolfgang

Merry Christmas or happy whatever you are celebrating

[haisuu]

Hey can you do head canons with Damon, Mark, Wolfgang, and Ulysses were their s/o is like a motive for killing

I’m not exactly sure I did it correctly, but here you go!

Killings, Motives, Love

Damon; Mark; Wolfgang; Ulysses x Reader (separate)

You/Your Pronouns, KM=Killing Motive.

Established Relationship

Side note: The motive in Damon’s section applies to each section.

Summary: You’re the brightest light in their life, what will they do when it’s put at risk? How far will they go? There’s only one way to find out.

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Damon Maitsu With KM!Reader

When he hears the news that if you’re killed, five people may be released from this killing game, his first instinct is to protect you.

And while he does want everyone to escape, he values your life above everyone else’s.

He’s always staying in your room or by your side, worried someone would break in.

Constantly has his hand on your shoulder or around your waist.

And on the very few times he isn’t by your side. He’s always watching anyone who dares to walk to you. Rushing over to pull you away if he thinks your in danger.

Whenever you two hold hands, you can see that he’s clutching it harder than usual.

Sometimes, you do lightly tap his shoulder when he’s doing too much, and then he slowly takes his hand off you.

“I’m sorry, Y/n..but I care about you way too much to lose you.”

Mark Berskii With KM!Reader

Holds your hand so hard sometimes that it turns red-

If you request some time alone, he will reluctantly but respectfully give it to you.

Makes relaxing beats in order to calm either of you down.

If his cuddles weren’t tight before, they were definitely tight now.

You may have to tell him to loosen his grip!

Needs a ton of reassurance before letting you go on your own.

He still keeps an eye on you to make sure you’re safe though!

“You are my lover, and I can’t ever imagine losing you…so please, stay with me.”

Wolfgang Akire With KM!Reader

His mindset has been set on bringing justice to everything. But he can’t ever imagine a world without you in it.

When you two are alone, he triple checks if the doors are locked.

Can only leave you alone for two minutes before he’s running to you. (To make sure you’re safe, and so he can spend more time with you!)

Kisses you with more fervor, treating every kiss like it’s the last one he’ll experience with you.

Is willing to sacrifice himself in order to make sure you stay alive.

Occasionally, when you two are alone, you may find him silently crying over the fact that you two may not escape together.

“We’ll be fine..I hope. I’ll do my best to protect you…”

Ulysses Wilhelm With KM!Reader

He already has a terrible sleep schedule, he’ll be pulling all nighters consistently without your help!

It’s the one thing that he thinks about at night, only your cuddles are able to soothe his mind.

Never breaks up apart from you, ever! (Unless you’re in the bathroom, I’m which you get your privacy!)

He looks at you sometimes and just cries softly, knowing that the chances that you’ll be here forever are very slim..

Has recurring nightmares of leaving you for a few seconds only to come back and find your corpse lying on the ground.

“Y/n…don’t leave me..I beg you, if I have to go through hell and back in order to be with you I’ll go through it.”

I’m so sorry that this took so long! I’ve been very unmotivated and so this has taken so long..unfortunately other requests will probably take just as much time so please be patient!

All in all, I hope you have a good day, and take care of yourself!

[y0uareheaven]

NO BUT IVE HAD THIS IN MY HEAD FOR A LONG TIME AND I NEED SOMEONE TO WROTE IT FOR ME!!!

people: mark berskii, damon maitsu, wolfgang

In the KG while they sleep, they dream of the reader dying, then straight after they rush to the readers room 🥺

A/N: i wrote this as headcanons since i thought it would get pretty repetitive. also, for the sake of it, pretend they have an extra key to enter the room or something.

call it uh... boyfriend privilege.

Nightmares

Damon Maitsu

— he expected not being able to sleep peacefully on the first night in the killing game

— but he didn't expect getting such a violent dream, with you dying

— the image was terrifying enough to wake him up

— as much as he wanted to rush right at your door to make sure everything was fine, he couldn't bring himself to do it

— at least not in the state he was in, he needed to calm down first

— but the thoughts wouldn't let him breathe

— so he stealthily walks into your room

— 'just a little check up' he told himself

— unfortunately for him, you were also awake and surprised to see him here

— "damon? it's 3 am... what are you doing here?"

— oh, he fucked up

— he couldn't say the truth! that would be too embarrassing

— "i uh... realized i forgot to give you a goodnight... kiss"

Wolfgang Akire

— nightmares weren't a new experience

— but this particular one had a different effect: it was you

— therefore, he wakes up in the middle of the night, sweating

— were you fine? he had to find out

— heading to your room, he felt more and more anxious for the sight he might have to witness

— upon seeing you peacefully breathing and sleeping, all the built up tension disappears

— he sits on the floor, with his head leaning on the mattress

— 'maybe i'll just stay here for a few minutes'

— observing your face, his breathing starts matching yours

— he unintentionally falls asleep there

— although all his muscles were sore in the morning, he didn't regret it

Mark Berskii

— he barely gets any sleep already

— and when he does, it's a cruel nightmare?

— while slightly panicking, he weighs out the pros and cons of going to your room this late at night

— pros: he'd check up on you, possibly sleep next to you

— cons: maybe you'd think he's too clingy?

— he still ends up worrying about your safety

— he takes his own blanket, then does as planned

— he was relieved to see you well, even if he knew it was just a dream

— after that, he lays next to you, with one hand hugging your waist

— surely, he was going to sleep way better here

[feinyan]

Hello! How are you doing??

Can I request cute and fluffy moments with damon and kai? Like just silly cute daily stuff they do with reader

MOMENTS WITH THEM featuring. damon maitsu, kai monteago and wolfgang akire.

hiii i hope this fits what you'd requested. hope you enjoy it. some actual writing and some small silly headcanons ! i see all your requests and ill try my best to work. expect another post maybe after christmas! three feinyan posts in a week .. who is this …?

# damon maitsu

laying on the couch together, resting practically atop of him, face close to his own with your body positioned between his legs. elbows digging into his chest as you ramble and giggle on endlessly about your day. he’ll suddenly raise move hands, sliding them toward your waist and giving it a big squeeze. the cold fingers against your bare skin catch you off guard, and it sends you tumbling down (not a very far distance, albeit) with your head into his chest. he snickers at you with a smug grin as you give him a lecture.

internally fights himself to not completely melt into your touch. he feels like a dumbass when he does. its conflicting. standing in front of him, fingers intertwined within his own, leaning in close enough to feel his breath against your skin. parting your lips and sliding a thigh in between his own, he stumbles backwards, pulling away from your touch. the two of you sort of shoot looks at each other in confusion. damon, a flustered mess, muttering to slow down and give him a second to process it. he wants it, but hes nervous. too nervous to process your touch, too nervous to process even just the way he feels. if things go too quick for him, he feels like his brain will turn to mush. these type of moments make you giggle. a humored hum escaping your lips whilst he gives you an embarrassed look, biting his lip whilst unable to refute your laughter. but you don’t mind it with ill intent, and he’s aware of that. his need for your patience, his nervous grin, his shaking fingers. its all too cute when he overheats in the moment.

soooo annoying in the morning. its a daily occurrence. grumbles about still being tired, burying his face into your chest in order to shield his eyes from the sunlight interrupting through the blinds. you’ll literally have to drag him out of bed or annoy him with whining and babbling till he wakes up if you want to get anything done on time. such a sleepy love bug, clinging to you as if he didn’t have a care in the world showing affection.

rough with how he touches you. always. in a way, its a reminder of him. something you like. something special. his way of attempting to be gentle with you yet always managing to be harsh with his fingers or lips is amusing, so you feed him praise nonetheless.

i think he would lean on you a lot. if you’re short enough, he stands behind you, hands on your head and resting his own atop of them.

communicates with you with eye contact. if you’re out with friends and he wants something, he’ll indicate it with his eyes. annoyed? rolls his eyes. confused? gives you a weirded out stare. silly stuff like that. you’ve practically mastered damon eye language by now.

coldest hands. literally ever. his body always feels like he’s ridded with frostbite, stranded in the midst of a winter storm. even in summer.

# kai monteago

pathetic. full stop. has a habit of running to you whilst whining, burying his head into the crook of your neck or clothing, and begging for protection from you. ‘baaaaaaby, damons picking on me again. say something to him! tell him to leave me alooooooneee …’

always caught up on petty celebrity drama and gossips about it with you. texts you as soon as he hears something new, always making sure to keep you updated. bursting into your room, closing the door abruptly behind him whilst throwing himself against your mattress, phone in hand. ‘guessssss what i just found out!’ rambling about dumb internet drama was a topic frequently brought up between the two of you, whether its a hot topic going around the internet as of now, or something he just happenedddd to stumble across. and just happenedddd to tell you about it in detail the minute he heard.

sends pictures of himself to you almost every time you’re apart. he misses you, and he wants you to see his gorgeous face even when you’re apart! constant facetimes, a lot of texts updating you on his day or whining about work, etc.

dummy who uses internet slang with you expecting you to immediately understand. and when you don’t, he acts like its the most shocking thing in the world. ‘babe. how do you not know what rizz means?? its literally everywhere!’

takes pictures of literally everything for social media. food? check. scenery? check. himself? double check.

you two do your nails together .. or you’ll try out makeup products or little trinkets you’d found on each other.

alwaaaays takes you out when he goes shopping. never goes without you, its just routine. thrifting, expensive, grocery, anything. its as if he couldn’t make decisions without you there.

takes pictures of you so often! he just love loves looking at you, whether or not you look inherently ‘good’ or not. he always thinks you look lovely. he def has a photo album of you.

# wolfgang akire

has a routine to leave a kiss against your forehead every morning. even if the two of you are just spending a day in bed together, whether you’re awake or not when he’s preparing to leave for work. he’ll brush your hair out of the way, gently placing his lips against your forehead with a quiet, ‘i love you, i’ll see you soon, my darling’ as to not wake you up.

frequently showers with you. not in a sexual way, but in a way where you two just view each other in such a vulnerable state. a way of being closest to each other in a way nobody else could, giggling or talking over the loud pounding of the water hitting the shower floor, washing each other. wolfie running his fingers through your hair, thoroughly scrubbing at your scalp in order to wash any excess soap out. humming softly, his eyes steadily locked on his working fingers as he’d mutter out a usual, quiet, ‘hold still, i’m almost done sweetheart.’

kisses parts of your body you’re insecure about. scars, moles, any feature you dislike. but he just can’t find a way to dislike anything about you, he cherishes every part of your body, and he won’t forget to remind you of that.

frequently takes toshiko out on little adventures with you. to an arcade, an amusement park. anywhere wolfie thinks both of you will have fun. to him, seeing two people he loves, a girl whose like a little sister to him and you, someone who he’d go to hell and back for giggling and chatting together warms his heart in an unexplainable way.

lends you clothes. usually his sweaters or jacket, but he just wants you to be warm, hes always concerned if you two are out in the winter. bundles you up in a jacket, a scarf wrapped around your neck and big poofy gloves covering your hands.

sends you lovely, sweet messages randomly. throughout the day, he’ll ask if you’ve eaten or what you plan to do today. he’ll call you on break or when given the opportunity. hes always making sure he has time for you, and maybe worrying a little too much.

calm, rarely argues with you. its reassuring the way he listens to you and understands you.

def surprises you with your favorite types of food or flowers after a long day! he knows just how to take care of you.

sometimes he'll come home in a bad mood after work, and you can return the favor! surprising him with things he enjoys, making him a nice warm meal or just comforting him. your words with each other mean a lot.

@ feinyan

[frickingnerd]

Project Eden's Garden Masterlist

Damon Maitsu

yandere damon maitsu - headcanons

damon crushing on you - headcanons

kisses with damon maitsu - headcanons

cuddling with damon - headcanons

first date with damon - headcanons

teasing damon maitsu - headcanons

making damon maitsu happy - headcanons

Wolfgang Akire

yandere wolfgang akire - headcanons

wolfgang akire nsfw headcanons - headcanons

Kai Monteago

kai monteago dating the ultimate fashionista - headcanons

kai monteago crushing on you - headcanons

kai monteago stealing your first kiss - headcanons

kisses with kai monteago - headcanons

Mark "Mayhem" Berskii

mark berskii worrying about you - headcanons

Jett Dawson

jett dawson with an easily scared s/o - headcanons

jett dawson comforting his s/o - headcanons

Ulysses Wilhelm

yandere ulysses wilhelm - headcanons

ulysses getting help confessing to you - headcanons

first kiss with ulysses wilhelm - headcanons

ulysses working with the ultimate novelist - headcanons

ulysses wilhelm nsfw headcanons - headcanons

Jean DeLamer

yandere jean delamer - headcanons

jean delamer with a chubby & short s/o - headcanons

Desmond Hall

desmond hall with a sensitive s/o - headcanons

Eva Tsunaka

dating eva tsunaka - headcanons

yandere eva tsunaka - headcanons

Grace Madison

dating grace madison - headcanons

yandere grace madison - headcanons

grace madison confessing to you - headcanons

confessing to grace madison - headcanons

grace with a s/o who likes her attitude - headcanons

grace dating the ultimate psychologist - headcanons

Toshiko Kayura

toshiko kayura with the ultimate heartbreaker - headcanons

Diana Venicia

diana venicia helping you get ready for a date - headcanons

Eloise Taulner

dating eloise taulner - headcanons

yandere eloise taulner - headcanons

Ingrid Grimwall

ingrid grimwall proposing to you - headcanons

Cassidy Amber

dating cassidy amber - headcanons

Wenona

yandere wenona - headcanons

flirting with wenona - headcanons

[sentinel-kinjo]

Yes, I’m a wolfmon shill

I’m sorry you had to find out like this

Anyway procreate is way too fun I just messed around with gradient maps and the add feature and light pen for five minutes

[bleuinkpens]

Requests are open, yes!

Uhh, can I request a Wolfgang x Damon angst fic thx?

heya! i noticed that you didn't put in a exact prompt, so i ended up using my own.

all you need to know is that damon's not getting his man, though!

enjoy :)

--

to love and to despise:

pairing: damon maitsu x wolfgang akire --

Damon couldn't help but laugh at how damn naive Wolfgang had to be to welcome just about anyone into his open fucking arms. 

How the hell did he get along well with just about everyone in this school? 

He saw him speaking to Monteago with ease, over a tea or a coffee, listening to his gossipy ramblings and snarky comments, the occasional "uh-huh" and "mhmm" coming from Wolfgang. Damon noticed that he always went on walks with Wilhelm, always seeing them talk about some obscure historical topic, Wolfgang clearly enjoying the conversation at hand. 

Wolfgang Akire was always the center of anyone's attention in any given place, like a shining star.

But Damon asks himself; what does Wolfgang have that he doesn't? Why does he have to be so envious of what he has?

Well, it was probably because he was the polar opposite of Akire, someone who seems to be incapable of affection, capable of only showing pure spite and hatred to his peers.

While Wolfgang would actively engage in conversation, Damon on the other hand would have ran. He'd listen to anyone and anything no matter how nonsensical it was, while Damon would call it pointless to their face.

It was safe to say that he was envious of him for being virtually perfect in the eyes of everyone, brushing him off as some sort of bargain bin.

He hated it. He hated him. He wanted him to fall from his golden pedestal, so that he could satisfy his own ego again, and see himself as the best of the best once more.

And yet, he wanted to be just like him.

Perhaps that was why he despised Wolfgang so much.

—

Well, despise wouldn't be the word to describe Akire now. 

It wasn’t that he hated him for being someone he wanted to look up to. Maybe it was that he wanted to be like him, to better himself so that he’d achieve his dream of being known, recognized.

Perhaps he wanted to be with him as well.

Damon couldn’t sort out why he felt that way about him. It wasn’t because he was genuinely lovesick. It was more that… he didn’t want to hate him. He couldn’t respect him without snarking at him, so he wanted to indulge in the other extreme on the spectrum.

Love.

It was something he’d pieced together after he began to speak to him more. They were amiable, they shared similar interests, hell, they had mutual respect with each other, perhaps friendship. But there was that woozy feeling that came with it.

Eventually, that woozy feeling turned into what felt like a sticky note in his brain that instructed him to think about Wolfgang every time he could. He wasn’t one of those fools who had a love interest be the only thing on their minds, but it was as if he was approaching that point.

Though, that sticky note filled with feelings of both love and hate could scatter to the wind for all he cared. He knew it would never work out for either of them.

They were friends, but Wolfgang always had that knowing look in his eye every single time they spoke to each other, one that screamed “I know you probably see me as more than a friend, but I don’t feel the same.”

He wanted to at least tell him outright about the melting pot of emotions swirling in his mind, so that he would stop hating him so much. Stop wanting to be like him so that he could be with him.

But, he always kept his mouth shut. And in the end, there was one possible outcome that could come out of simultaneously feeling enamored yet jealous of one person. One he didn’t know that he wanted to feel at this moment.

That feeling could be classified as absolute hatred.

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Little Diamon Moments that Really Interest me

Damon being emotionally touched by Diana's kindness. These screenshots alone don't do enough to show the full scene, but Damon starts off with him beginning to doubt his accusation after seeing her beginning to break down. He is affected by her reactions, and he begins to have doubts which starts the non stop debate that branches into the logos route, or pathos route. However, these scenes are exclusive to the Pathos route, and explores Damon's inner conflict regarding his decision to take back the accusation. He internally questions why he is becoming all 'mushy' and putting himself in a trivializing situation. Despite this, he can't help but call back to the times she has helped him. Starting with the scene in the dining hall where Damon and Eva were nearly excluded from seeing the new room with the others. Diana appealed to Wolfgang by reminding him that having different opinions doesn't immediately make them bad people. She gives him and Eva the benefit of the doubt which Damon is noticeably silent on response. It seems as if may have presumed Diana didn't like him as the others had, until this moment.

This is something that isn't of immediate importance, but it was noteworthy that Damon initially seemed like he didn't expect anyone to try and help, if at all. As the two didn't have any important interactions again, until the night before the tournament. In the night of the tournament, that is where Diana and Damon have their first main interaction, with each other. He does put a little emphasis on her, if not vaguely. Where he notes her as "a certain someone". This leads to a little dialogue interaction, where Diana greets him and simply asks how he's doing. She basically explains that she notices everyone around him and Eva seem to feel tense or uncomfortable. So she goes out of her way to see how he was doing. This conversation eventually leads to Diana asking about Eva out of concern. As the girls were rooming together, but Diana reveals that Eva hasn't been in high spirits. As concerned as she is, she asks Damon if Eva told him anything, as she wanted to help Eva opening up to others as well. Unfortunately Damon chooses not to share anything he knew about Eva. Diana doesn't seem to press onto the matter. (Likely out of assumption that Damon doesn't know anything) and reminds him that if he ever needed someone to talk to, he could come and find her. Once she leaves for her dorm, that is where Damon tries to process the conversation. He starts becoming curious if Diana was genuinely concerned, or if there was an ulterior motive to it. (Implied by his question of whather she tried to 'pry' information out of him.) This entire part comes into play once the trial eventually begins. And with Diana being the first person to attempt to reach out to Damon and be kind to him. Damon feels conflicted over what he can deduce by facts and logic. But also from what he can already see when he interacted with Diana. It shows for the first time, that Damon shows his capability of caring about others aside from himself. This moment in trial 1 is one of Damon's most humanizing moments. And it definitely doesn't stop from the Pathos route as well. As we eventually saw with him crying at Eva's execution and to his reaction to Diana's speech. With everything that's occurred until that point, so much is left to be known as to how Diana and other characters could possibly affect Damon in the future.