#within the span of 2 hours i went from Somewhat normal guy to Oh god i fear i may punch a hole in the wall or rip my car door off and

[yaoi-hate-machine]

i fear i am So deep in the mental breakdown that i simultaneously Need to make a post about my dumpster fire of a life and get ideas from ppl of what to do, and i also fear that if i look at the entire scope of my life atm And share it with the internet, i may Actually implode into a fiery ball of rage and anguish