#wish i was rich so i didn't have to worry abt gender bullshit lol

[sadistic-softie]

the gender dysphoria has been hitting so hard lately.

As an afab genderfluid, this is the longest number of masc he/him and he/they days I've ever had in a row. The dysphoria has gotten so bad I'm feeling suicidal. I've even been doing voice training and thinking abt taking hrt and getting top surgery even though I know those are out of the question since they're so pricey. I can't stop being jealous of other mens voices and looks. I feel so feminine but in a bad way. It's making me wanna destroy something. Idk what to say now. Wish me luck? Or not, lol.