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technically a follow on from this piece. could probably stand alone. this piece has been 80% done in my google docs for three years so if you see any big holes in it uhhh. no you didn't.
if you've ever wanted some vague exposition on cass' powers or choices, then this is for you
content warning: mentions of death, victim blaming, aftermath of violence/assault, referenced dubcon/noncon, brief mind control
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The common room at Bergen Estate gets quiet at night. Most of the charges prefer their own rooms as it gets dark. Hiding from the bogeyman.
But Harley liked the large, dark emptiness of the common room.
The curved chairs, the pillars, the rows of books and video games lined up along the shelves. The big oak tables. Bean bags in the corner. Rugs here and there. The whole place had the energy of some sort of bizarre combination between a kidâs playroom and a university library. But Harley wanted a space to think, and this was the easiest one.
Their intuition had been right and wrong in equal amounts tonight. Theyâd known they would be called to Christopherâs lounge tonight. And they were. And they knew that they would be fine after. And they are. But⌠if they were so fine why do they feel so God fucking awful?
âHarley can go, right? Itâs not like we need them.â
Every time they try to push the memory from their head, it bobs to the surface again like an apple in water.
âI have to say, Harley⌠I really am so disappointed in you.â
They stare out the large bay window, at the leafless trees silhouetted in the mix of light from the garden and from the moon. The whole thing looks ghostly. Gothic. The dark through the glass makes the whole window reflective; a giant mirror just waiting to show them their face. But itâs dark in here too. Itâs a dark room reflected on a dark night. Thatâs why itâs so obvious when thereâs a shuffling flash of light behind them, making their heart skip.
The door opens, someone steps through, and then it closes. Dark again. Harley stiffens, freezes, trying to catch another glimpse of who it is in the reflection of the window but it's back to shadows on shadows on shadows.
They listen as the person shuffles to one of the cushioned seats. Shuffles. Like it hurts to move. They sit so carefully that Harley can barely hear them. Then there's quiet. Stillness. An exhale.
Harley doesnât move. They know stillness. They know silence. Have known it for longer than theyâve been here.
But then thereâs another exhale.
And another.
Any hitch of breath that might be happening in between is more or less silent. Which means, usually⌠crying.Â
Harley feels themself cringe. The Bergen Boys don't cry. Those are the rules. Not Christopher's rules but the deeper, unspoken ones between the lot of them. You donât complain, you donât ask for help, you donât cry. Or if you did, it got beaten out of you quicksmart. Everything else was a free for all as far as Harley has ever been able to tell.Â
So the shadow person has come to the common room in the middle of the night. Assuming, like Harley had, that it would be empty. That it would be safe.
Guilt washes over them all at once, guttural and nauseating and they realise all of a sudden that intentionally or not just by sitting here, listening, they're imposing. Intruding. Doing the wrong thing. And then the fear beneath that, on top of that, around that, that if they wait too long and the shadow person notices them, they may well end up on the wrong side of thrown fists. Again.
Harley shifts on the couch where they sit, exaggerating the whisper scrape of fabric on fabric, and leans back on the left side where they know the leg creaks.
The shadow person's breathing stops immediately and Harley hears them stand.
"Who's there?"Â
Harley freezes again, regretting making their presence known. Cassius.Â
"I can see you. On the couch. Get over here." His voice is sharp and violent. Deeper than usual. There's a childish part of Harley, not as far beneath the surface as theyâd like, that wishes desperately theyâd just stay silent and hidden. Safe.
But, like they were told, they uncurl their legs. Stand. Turn. Start to walk.Â
Harley can see the moment that the light from the window must catch their face. Cassius' face softens, eyes fluttering closed and body sagging with what was maybe relief.Â
âHarls,â he says, running a hand over his face as he sits back down. Harley doesnât miss the wince. âJesus Christ, man, you scared me.â
âSorry.â The apology flies out of them like a verbal flinch. âIâll leave.â
âNo, ple-â Cassius stops himself, eyes shuttering closed. Harley watches him take a deep breath, brow furrowing briefly. You donât cry. You donât complain. You donât ask for help. âYou can stay. If you want. I don't mind.â
Harley hesitates for a moment, glancing around half-uselessly, before choosing a seat across from the other charge and folding into it.Â
âWhat are you doing up so late?â Cassius asks, as though theyâve bumped into each other at a truck stop. At a bar. Fancy seeing you here.Â
Harley shrugs. âI donât know. I couldnât sleep. I keptâŚâ thinking about what you were doing. They bite down on their tongue to keep themselves from saying more. Itâs stupid.Â
They trail off as Cassius looks up at them and the dull light from the window catches the shape of his brow. At the blood smeared along his temple. The bruising already flaring up along his cheek. âDid⌠did Beauche do that to you?â
Cassius huffs out a half laugh, running his tongue between his teeth and the obviously bruised tissue of his cheek. He drags his hand up, knuckle brushing softly against his brow. âYep. What a gentleman, huh?â
âBut Christopher said he wouldnât be violent.â
Cassius scoffs, âYeah and Christopherâs such a shining beacon of truth, huh?â
Cassius sits back in his chair, eyes hard, and Harley holds their breath. With the shadows of the trees outside dancing across his face, the shading of the bruises and the swelling there, Cassius looks half monster.
Then his expression softens, his body relaxes. âNah, it was my fault." He lets out a sigh, hand running back through his hair. "The guy wanted me to cry.â
âAnd did you?â Cassiusâ glare is immediate. Has Harley slamming their jaw shut so quickly their teeth click together. âSorry.â
Cassius shrugs a shoulder in acceptance of the apology and leans back in the chair. He closes his eyes and all at once itâs like some mask comes down. He looks exhausted and hurt and⌠young, actually. Harley always forgets that. Heâs younger than them. About a three year gap between them.
âWhy are you up?â Harley says, after the silence gets unbearably fragile. âHere, I mean. I thought youâd beâŚâ They struggle for a tactful way to put it. âIn the other wing.â
âNah, he didnât want me to stay, thank fuck. And Christopher doesnât like me coming in af-... Um. He doesnât like me coming in too late,â Cassius says, picking non-existent dirt out from under his finger nails. He clears his throat a little as his face flinches in and out of a frown. âPlus, the sooner I see him, the sooner I have to⌠you knowâŚâ
He gestures loosely at his face and Harley frowns. The sooner heâd have to do what? Get rid of the bruises? Get rid of the pain that keeps making him flinch and close his eyes? None of them talked about it but theyâd all seen it. Bruises fading on Cassius just to bloom on his brother in minutes. Always after a visit to Christopher. Always without a word spoken.
Harley canât help their own contempt, âIsnât that a good thing for you?â
Cassius looks at them with an expression Harley canât place, dark eyes flicking between both of Harleyâs, as though searching for something. He looks angry. Murderous. Violent. Then he snorts and itâs gone. âYeah. Sure.â
He drops his head, hands fidgeting between his knees. With the angle and the shadows, Harley can only just make out the shape of his nose, his eyes half hidden behind his hair. It sticks out at awkward angles around his head like a terrible crown. Frizzy waves in some parts, kinked curls in others.
It'll suit him more when he leaves and he grows it longer.
The thought comes unprompted, unbidden and with the utmost certainty. Like the predictions always do. Just a slice of truth falling into the head with the right prompt. An understanding that that's just⌠how things will be.
It's not the first time Harley's thought something like it. That Cassius will do much better once he leaves. The notion of it is almost horrifying. Cassius has been here longer than they have. Itâs hard to imagine Bergen Estate without its golden boy.Â
Harley chews on their cheek and âIf I ask you something, will you answer truthfully?âÂ
Cassius shrugs. Smirks. âProbably not.â
Harley rolls their eyes and looks away, annoyance settling in their gut. They donât even know why they bother with Cassius. Heâs always the exact same. They're about to stand up to leave when Cassius clears his throat and-
âIâll trade you for it,â he says softly, dark eyes shining with something unnameable in the dim light. âYou ask me something, I ask you something. No lies.â
âPromise?â
Cassius just shrugs. Which is probably as good a promise as Harleyâs going to get, really. They sigh and trace the patterning of the rug with their eyes before pursing their lips together and looking back up at Cassius with a focussed sincerity.
They swallow. Inhale. Hands grip the arms of the chair. "You hate it here.â
Cassâ eyes skitter to the side and back. "That's⌠not a question."
"Why don't you leave?"
âSame as you, dumbass. Legally binding contract.â
âNo, I mean-â Harley bites down on their cheek and tries to figure out the right words to say what they mean. âYou can make him do whatever you want, right? You can make anyone do what you want. So why donât you just⌠make him get rid of you."
Cassius exhales in a way that could almost be a laugh. But probably isnât. âItâs⌠complicated.â
âBecause of Henri?â
He shrugs, looking bored as he meets their gaze. âSure.â
âNo lies.â
Cassius sighs, leaning back slouched in the chair. He shrugs. âJust because I can make someone want to do something, it doesnât mean theyâll do it.â
âLike⌠heâd resist you?â
âNo.â Cassius pulls a face. âI mean yes, maybe. But no⌠Itâs likeâŚâ He makes a sound hallway between a sigh and a groan. He rolls his neck, eyes roaming around the room like heâs trying to figure something out. He leans his chin on his hand, fingers skirting over his lips before looking back to Harley. âHá´ĘĘá´Ę, sá´Ęá´ á´ á´Ąá´ĘĘá´
Ęá´É´É˘á´Ę.â
Harley stands instantly. They turn on their foot and move to the door and for the first time in their life everything is certain. Everything is clear. Everything makes so much sense and all they have to do is⌠Is toâŚÂ
âUmâŚâ
Cass half smiles. There's something vicious and cruel behind his eyes. âDá´ ÉŞá´, Há´ĘĘá´Ę. Sá´Ęá´ á´ á´Ąá´ĘĘá´
Ęá´É´É˘á´Ę.â
They step forward, compulsively, and for some bizarre reason they start raising their arms in front of them, as though their body canât figure out a way to solve the issue even though they want to and as soon as that thought hits them the frantic desire starts to dissipate, filling instead with deep dread and panic.Â
They turn their head towards him, eyes wide. Frozen. "IâŚ"Â
Cassiusâ gaze is dark and heavy. Hungry and calculating. His jaw sets. âHá´ĘĘá´Ę, ɢᴠá´ÉŞĘĘ CĘĘÉŞsá´á´á´Ęá´Ę.â
The feeling that floods them is white hot and immediate. Desire and rage running through them like lava. Theyâre not sure theyâve ever moved so fast, wheeling on a foot, making it to the door, but no sooner are they reaching for the handle then-
âNah, ę°á´Ęɢá´á´ ÉŞá´. Cá´á´á´ sÉŞá´ á´
á´á´ĄÉ´.â
All at once the desire dissipates, and the panic sets in like shame. Like failure. They come back over. They sit back down. Then their thoughts catch up and they look at Cassius with fury. How dare he do that? How dare he go into their head and make them feel that?Â
Cassius just smiles. Shrugs. âSorry. Figured Iâd show not tell.â
ââI couldâve killed him.â
Cassius shrugs, unshaded and unconvinced. âNah. You wouldâve got halfway down the hall and changed your mind.â
âBut what if I didnât?â
âThen you wouldâve gotten to his room and realised you didnât know how. You wouldnât have killed him.â
âI mightâve,â they protest, still indignant.
Cass shrugs, smile lazy and tired, âBut you didnât.â
They try, for a few moments, to hold on to the anger. The indignation. Itâs so, so easy to hate him when heâs far away. When they canât see him or only see him at a distance. Itâs much much harder three feet away from him, where the moonlight show the bags under his eyes as dark as the bruise blossoming above his temple.
âHe takes you away from here sometimes,â they say eventually. âYou could⌠when you were away from here. You could leave. Make him let you leave. Thatâs not that hard.â
Cassius just looks at them, chin resting on his hand, fingers covering his mouth. He raises his eyebrows at them expectantly, foot bouncing like a motor. Heâs probably trying to look annoyed. Sarcastic. But he just looks like a sad little boy.
Understanding clicks in.
âBut HenriâŚâ Harley voices for him.
Cassius shrugs a shoulder. A tear manages to make it all the way to his cheekbone before he swipes it away with the side of his fist. The Bergen Boys donât cry. ���Told you. Complicated.â
This isnât how things are meant to be. Cassius is meant to stay in the other wing, up on his damn pedestal and away in Christopherâs bedroom. Heâs not meant to cry in the common room. Heâs meant to be the golden boy in his golden room. Itâs meant to be easy to hate him. Heâs meant to be arrogant and selfish and mean and rude and-
âYour French isnât better than mine,â they say suddenly. They canât quite say where the compulsion to say it comes from.
Cassius blinks, âWhat?â
âIn the office before, you said your French was better than mine. Itâs not.â
He looks at them for a moment, frowning and annoyed and then suddenly heâs laughing, eyebrows shooting up in exhausted amusement, âYouâre weird as fuck, you know that?â
âWhat? No Iâm not,â Harley spits, suddenly self-conscious and antsy.
âYes you are,â Cassius says. âI did you a fucking favour and a half tonight-â
âI didnât ask you to do that.â
âAnd you know what, youâre welcome by the way.â
âI never asked you to-â
âOh, save it. Yes you fucking did. You know what I can do. You know what I can feel. You were basically fucking screaming at me.â
And that, they do remember. Closing their eyes. Drowning Christopherâs voice out in their head. The huge loud static of I donât want this, I donât want this, I donât want this.
The air stills. The atmosphere between them settles like dust in the shadows and darkens again. Guilt creeps over Harley's shoulders and rests with heavy claws. They shouldnât have said anything.Â
âMy French is more usable than yours,â Cass mutters.
Theyâre truly unsure if heâs being genuine or just trying to break the ice thatâs frosted over. They try for the latter, âYour grammar sucks.â
âYeah, well we didnât get much further than âvoulez-vous coucher avec moiâ, so I donât think I did fine,â he gives them a dead-eyed smile that they assume is meant to cast the comment in humour. They donât really find it very funny.
After a few awkward beats, Cassius gives up the ghost. He clears his throat, âAlright. My turn,âÂ
Harley readjusts in their seat, straightening their spine, tucking their hair behind their ears to listen for the question. They wait one moment. And then two. The whole time the golden boy seems to scrutinise them, looking into their eyes as he sizes them up, makes some sort of assessment.
Cassiusâ voice is low and jarringly sad as he finally lands on a question, âWhy do you hate me so much?â
If it was possible for Harley to feel every cell in their body crystallise⌠that was what this feeling was. âI donât hate you.â
Cassius smiles. Tilts his head. The blood along his temple catches in the light. âNo lies.â
Harley frowns and looks away, turning their head to look out the window across the other side of the room. They wonder if he remembers the day they met as well as they do. It was in this room. Just a few feet from where they were sitting now. Heâd been sitting on the arm of the couch making some smart mouth comment to someone and theyâd thought he looked friendly. And then his eyes had met theirs and prediction hit like an epiphany:
Youâre going to kill me one day.
Unprompted, unbidden and with the utmost certainty. A slice of truth falling into their head.
Youâre going to kill me one day to save yourself.
They knit their fingers together in their lap, pressing knuckle to knuckle. They press their lips into a thin line. Something with wings â a bird or a bat, they canât tell â takes flight from one of the trees outside the window. Darkness reflects darkness back.
After it becomes clear theyâre not going to answer, Cassius prompts again, âWas it something I did?â
They shrug one shoulder. Like he does. Look down at their hands. The shadows across the room dance and shimmer.
âIs it because ofâŚâ out of the corner of their eye, Harley sees him wave a hand at himself. âYou know. What I do.â A pause. They see his Adamâs apple bob. âThe way I do it.â
Harley frowns, ducks their head lower so they donât have to look at him, even in periphery. They manage to shake their head this time.Â
âIs itâŚâ Cassius stops and starts. Stalls. Clears his throat. âIs it something Iâm going to do?â
Harley finds themself looking up, despite themself.
They meet his eyes. Time stops for a second.
Cass looks so full of grief for a moment that Harleyâs certain the rest of the world mustâve been robbed of it. All shoved into one person to hold for a second. His voice sounds wrecked, âIâm sorry.â
They almost believe him, too. And they hate him all the more for it.
Did he have to be so perfect at this, too? Did he have to be forgivable for this, too? Canât they just hate him? Canât they just hate his guts and let him get whadt heâs owed for the things that heâs done, does, is going to do? They want to ask him. They want to tell him. All of it. They want to see his face as he tries to figure out how to respond. They want to know how he feels when he finds out heâs gonna be a murderer.
âItâs okay,â is what tumbles out of their mouth instead.
âYeah,â Cass laughs and another tear makes it out of him. They hate him for it. He swipes at it with the side of a closed fist. âNo it isnât.â
They hate him as he stands up.Â
They hate him as he cuts the conversation short.
They hate him as he passes and gives the back of their chair a pat.
âSee you around, Harls.â
They watch the window for the flash of light as the door opens, a yellow glow spilling into the room for a moment like blood from a cut. And then the door shuts with a click. And the room is back to its inky darkness. And the golden boy is gone. And Harley isnât.
And their hatred is an unspooled ball of yarn in the middle of the floor.
#harley#cassius#bergen estate#implied or referenced noncon#victim blaming cw#death mention cw#violent cw#wip to wob#this is your reminder that you can go back and finish an old piece and post it#for free#may your abandoned wips be more of a prodigal son to you#im mixing metaphors like cake batter babeyyy#we are the daughters of the wips you forgot to burn
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#AND MY FOUR WOB BOOKS ARRIVING TODAY OR TOMORROWWWWW YAYYY#donât have a little book to read during my shift today so im just rereading the wip docâŚan abundance of little books will soon be upon me đđ˝#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again
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some random little things from the sketchbook
the unicorns were from when i was doing a storyboard/animatic for school
a tiny vent art thingy
aaaaand last but not least, a planning sketch of my next mask project :)
#the masks working name is willy wob#wob for short cause well#you'll see once i post the wip photos lol#sketchbook#sketch#artists on tumblr#illustration#mask concept#mask design
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All Tumblr Days Of The Week I Have Seen
A while ago I started making a compilation (without links unfortunately, because I am lazy) of all the Tumblr Days of the Week I have seen cross my dash, because I think it's silly and interesting and I wanted to catalog it. I didn't have any intention of sharing it, but I realized it had gotten pretty long, and who knows, maybe someone else would be interested. So, without further ado, in the order of the week:
Stupid fucking slut Sunday
Fingers in his ass Sunday
Six sentence Sunday
Suck her silly Sunday
Jungle Sunday
Shawty like a melody Sunday
Swipe him Sunday
Break stuff Sunday
Girlbulge Sunday
Polar bear Sunday
Sluggish Sunday
Somebody Else Is Gonna Have To Do It Sunday
Send me on my way Sunday
Smooch Shark Sunday
Smooth Shark Sunday
Yes Snakes Sunday
Al Pacino girl look at that rat Sunday
Kiss your mutual Monday
Sad ant with a bindle Monday
Exploding money Monday
Let's get it on cunts Monday
Maim him Monday
Sparkle on it's Wednesday Monday
We're just normal men Wednesday Monday
The missile knows where it is Monday
ps5 brain Monday
Mimir Monday
Bare Minimum Monday
Simply don't Monday
Me if I was lobstađŚ Monday
Mole interest Monday
Safe to leave the bog Tuesday
Twelve bricks Tuesday
I thought it was Wednesday Tuesday
Tuesday light me up
End of my rope Tuesday
Wednesday is tomorrow innit Tuesday
Funky fellow Tuesday
Trash him Tuesday
Meeting on the turret stairs Tuesday
Turn off Tumblr Live Tuesday
Tired Tuesday
Trying Not To Feel Doomed Tuesday
Too Tired to Care Tuesday
tdick Tuesday
Unethical science Tuesday
Toss him Tuesday (one piece)
No Snakes Tuesday
Tuesday again? No Problem
Toasting him Tuesday
Tumblr Tuesday: National Nothing Day (by staff)
You rockin with time theft tuesday?!
This thing Tuesday
Tuck him in Tuesday
Wedical Wystery Wednesday
White Boy Wednesday
WIP Wednesday
Wet Beast Wednesday
Wob Wednesday (mp100)
End of my rope tuesday Wednesday
Wednesday Wednesday (Addams family)
It's Wednesday or as I like to call it Thursday
WAAAAAAAAAAA Wednesday (mp100)
Whoop him Wednesday
The massive "It is Wednesday" post
El woowoo Wednesday
It's Wednesday, or as I like to call it, the Ides of March
Weary Wednesday
Whatever I can get away with Wednesday
Wet rat Wednesday
We're just normal men Wednesday
Woodcock Wednesday
White Girl Wednesday
Remembering the passage of time Wednesday
Do it weird Wednesday
Dry beast Wednesday
Bigweld Wednesday
Weevil Wednesday
Its Comes Fucks Me Wednesday
Out of Touch Thursday
Thottie Thursday, or as I like to call it, Sunday
Lord Foog the 2st Thursday
Present Mic's concave ass Thursday (bnha)
We put the they in them Thursday
Thumping him Thursday
Out of touch Touya Thursday (bnha)
Unlimited brutality 5 for $5 on Thursdays
Onto better things Thursday
Tuckered out Thursday
This job sucks Thursday
Fire Gator Thursday
Very specific archive Thursday
Flat fuck Friday
Thank Gnome it's Friday
Frankie Friday (one piece fandom)
Bean Hole Bfriday
Flatworm Friday
Fuck him on the forest floor Friday
Fuck your mutual from behind Friday
Frilled shark Friday
Fuck him up Friday
Bully your mutuals Friday
Big Dumb Idiot Baby Apple Fight Friday
Electric phallus Friday
Faint Friday
Fat fuck Friday
Fuck it Friday
Lesbian Friday
Frigate friggin' Friday
Street fighter fuck her from behind Friday
Stroganoff Saturday
Slapping him Saturday
Sad slav Saturday
Snoozy Saturday
Say on my ass Saturday
Dragon Saturday
Sludge Saturday Baby
Small joys Saturday
Beat the shit out of him Saturday
Saturday shorts
Bonuses:
Penisula thurtueswednesday
happy woke up thinking it was wednesday sunday but it was actually fucking friday tuesday
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#5
[ 3:47 PM ] â jay looks at you as he rests on the passenger seat. you were silent which was so unlikely. jay feels uncomfortable with the silent tension, wanting to talk to you. but you were obviously giving him the cold shoulder, keeping your eyes on the road. jay doesnât know how long youâre going to keep this up, but he also doesnât know that you canât resist him.
âwhat the hell were you thinking, jongseong?â you said, pretending to be mad, but you were just so worried for your poor boyfriend.
ââŚyou?â he softly chuckles and he sees your hand become whiter as you tighten your grip on the wheel. âiâm sorry, i donât want you to break up with me?â
âwhy the hell would i break up with you?â you say.
âyou seem to love cats so much, so i thought if you find out iâm allergic, you would get bored at me because i canât take care of your cats with you, bring you to cat cafes, all cat related stuff!â jay says with a small frown on his lips.
stupid boyfriend, sigh.
stupid adorable boyfriend with such pure heart.
you asked jay if he can take care of your cat along with your dadâs cats with you. he said yes. unknown to you he was allergic as fuck and that he prepared his anti-allergies and more allergy medicines. he started to sneeze after an hour, running to your bathroom with his bag until one of the medicines fall off his bag and you saw.
âjay,â you softly sigh. âit doesnât matter. i love you no matter what. itâs especially not worth it if youâre going to be hospitalized every damn time!â
âbutââ
âno.â
jay frowns and you sigh. âi appreciate it, okay? i really do, jay. itâs the sweetest thing anyone has done for me, but donât do it again, okay?â you say and jay sighs.
âyouâre not breaking up withââ
âoh my god.â you say and he sheepishly chuckles. ânothing will ever make me breakup with you, okay?âÂ
âokay.â he softly says. âi love you.â
âi love you, too.â you smile.
you really do.
â rbs, likes and feedback are highly appreciated !! drop a hi in my inbox if u want <3
1,370 notes - Posted October 1, 2022
#4
## wrong owner, babe. â p. jay
synopsis: coming from a meeting, you were rushing out of the office to go to your next class. after a few hours later, you realize you left your phone in the office, so you went to go get it, but when you asked your professor where your phone was, he said he already returned it to the owner already. which owner? the one on your lockscreen. who's your lockscreen? the guy you've had a crush on for months, park jongseong.
pairing: jay x fem!reader
content/genre: college au (as always sigh), slowburn? probably. fluff and angst.
warning(s): i'll put them on every chap, but i'm pretty sure, swearing
note: :D HAHAHAHAHA i know i said let me just finish the semester and all, but i couldn't help it. pls, this isnt even from the wips, but here we go HAHAHA based off from this tiktok ,, send an ask to be added on the taglist, okay? <3 banner made by @yeongwonie thanks my love <3
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#3
[ 12:42 PM ] â it was his birthday today. why the hell are you not answering his call? it's been more than 24 hours, why are you not answering? honestly, he doesn't know if he's going to be mad or worried.Â
but you're calling now, so he settles for mad. heeseung rolls his eyes, snuggling into his sheets as he answers the phone. "what?" he snaps.
"what's with 24 missed calls?" you chuckle.
are you actually serious right now? heeseung scoffs. "are you serious, y/n?" he says, glaring at his phone.
"hey, what's wrong?" you said.
"what's wrong?" heeseung repeats. "y/n, what's wrong is that you barely spoke to me for the past week and when you do, it's so dry as if i'm a bother. am i?"
"heeseung, no." you say. "it's just i have been busy for the past week."
"no." heeseung says. "you've always been busy yet when you reply late you would reply with a long ass message and now you can't even reply with three letters."
"seungie, not now." you groan.
"and yesterday, you ghosted me. we talked about that already. no more ghosting shit. i don't care how big your problem is, dump it to me." he said.
"i know, i know. seung, please, justâ"
"no." heeseung dismissed. "and please tell me, you didn't actually forget what day it is today."
"um, saturday." you say and heeseung groans. "heeseung, please. i'm sorry. whatever it is, i'm sorry. i just.. it's not a good day, okay?"
heeseung huffs, but he can't help it. "the day's the worst." he agrees and you hum. "what got you so mad about today?"
"my flight got delayed and now, my boyfriend's mad at me." you say and heeseung slowly softens. flight? what?
"flight?" heeseung repeats and you hum. "where to?"
"to my boyfriend." you say. "it's his birthday."
heeseung stands up, grabbing his coat as he puts it on. "where are you?" he says as he grabs his keys, going outside. he opens the door of the hotel, stopping when he sees you standing there with a box of cake on your left hand and your right hand holding your phone against your ear.
you smile. "i'll catch up with you later. my boyfriend's here." you say, ending the call and heeseung shakes his head, smiling but his tears stream down his face. you chuckle, pointing your finger at him. "i got you good."
"you're mean." heeseung says, pulling you into his arms as you wrap an arm around his shoulders.
"happy birthday, baby." you mumble, kissing his cheek. heeseung squeezes you and you pull away. he cups your cheeks but you stop him. "can we put the cake away first? i don't want you dropping it again." you softly ask and heeseung laughs, pecking your lips.
you grab your suitcase, but heeseung grabs it for you as you two get inside. you go to the side where the table is, taking the cake out as you put a candle on it, lighting it up. you smile, hearing heeseung's footsteps and you turn around looking at him.
"happy birthday to you," you softly sing and heeseung chuckles, coming near you as he hugs you. "make a wish, baby."
heeseung looks at his cake, blowing the candle and you smile. you look at him as he rests his forehead against yours, closing his eyes with tears streaming down.
"hey, i'm sorry." you mumble, cupping his cheeks as you wipe his tears off. he shakes his head, smiling.
"i'm just really happy, love." he softly whispers and you hum, kissing his nose as you put your hands behind his neck, closing your eyes. you started to sway the two of you and heeseung chuckles as he sways along.
he starts to hum a soft song as you smile. you play with his nape as he pulls you close to him. "i love you." you mumble and heeseung presses his lips against yours.
"i love you more." he says.
a/n: i think im showing up again,, anyway i just dropped by to say happy heeseung day <3 i've been insanely busy and my exams are next week lol adfndksbfds anyway,, i'll see u guys the week after next (i'll answer asks by then too :() <3 rbs, likes and comments/feedbacks are highly appreciated <3
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[ 2:27 PM ] â jay leans in, pressing his lips against yours as you were fixing his collar and you, being smitten, canât help but not pull away to continue fixing it, but chose to melt against the kiss and kiss him back. you smile against the kiss, giggles muffled against jayâs lips as his arms wrap around your waist to pull you impossibly closer to him.
âwhatâs so funny about me kissing you?â his voice low when he asked, lightly pulling away as he rests his forehead against yours, lips just a breath away.
you shake your head, looking into his eyes through your lashes with a smile on your lips. âyou just make me giddy, is all.â you mumble and jay smiles, presses his lips against yours once again. your hands sliding up from his collar to his jaw. âjongseong,â you say against his lips and he hums, kissing you harder because apparently, heâs not doing it hard when you can still talk. you hum, hand going on his chest to softly push him. âyouâre gonna be late.â
jay frowns and you smile, hand coming up to his chin as you wipe off your lipstick. âwhat if i call them and tell them something came up so i can stay with you?â he asks and you chuckle.
âthen heeseung would say âwhat, your neediness for y/n?â,â you tease and jay groans, remembering that day when he called in sick because he wanted to stay, but heeseung, of course, knew what was up. âit will just for a few hours, honey. then youâll be back home, here with me.â
âhome is you, y/n.â jay corrects and you smile.
âand youâre mine.â you say as you go back, fixing his collar. after a few minutes, the van honks three times to let you two know theyâre out waiting for jay. âtake care, love.â
âiâll see you later.â jay says and you nod.
âiâll be here.â you say and jay leans in, but you lean back with a smile. you shake your head, gesturing youâre lipstick will transfer on his lips again. normally, you donât care, but you didnât want to spoil jayâs look anymore. âgo now.â
âbut y/n,â jay softly whines and you shake your head. then van honks again, prolonging it this time. you laugh, gesturing to the door. âfine. bye.â
âbye.â you softly say and jay turns around, going to the door, but he turns back. âyeah?â
âmy wallet,â he says, walking back. âi forgot myââ jay cuts himself off as he cups your chin and presses his lips against yours.
jay pulls away with a goofy grin. âpark jongseong!â you exclaim, laughing as jay runs out of the shared house, yelling that he loves you. he runs to the van, opening the door as he climbs in and closes it.
heeseung chuckles, shaking his head, jake looks at him with teasing eyes and sunghoon grabs a tissue, pressing it against jayâs lip.
âwhat the fuck?â
ây/nâs lipstick mark is on your lips, simp.â
âoh.â
â a/n: hi, im back after ghosting for idk ever since hee day lol,, anyway have this jjong drabble lol <3 i'll answer asks inn a bit,, ily for being so patient with me! rbs, comments/feedbacks, and likes are highly appreciated! <3
2,319 notes - Posted October 21, 2022
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## buy one, take me. â l. heeseung
synposis: with his best friend asking him for help because said best friend was scared he wasn't "boyfriend material" enough, heeseung looks for flower shops for his best friend's girlfriend. thankfully, jake knows someone from the university who has an aunt that owns a flower shop, you. now, heeseung messages you and shyly, but shamelessly asks if he can get any promos or discounts to which you shamelessly answered him, "buy one, take me". heeseung doesn't pass on this, of course. after all, you are pretty damn cute.
pairing: heeseung x fem!reader
content/genre: college au, slowburn, fluff, angst and crack, smau.
warning(s): swearing, of course. and as always, i'll put it in every chap if there's something you need to look out for.
note: yes, blod-talicized for slowburn because this is already planned out three years ago (but for another idol) anyway !! i'm excited to share this, my ass had been wanting to post this,,,,,, i already have the ending i just really need to do from part eleven up to,,,, that. so here you go. T_T okay, if i suddenly ghost again FLOOD ME MESSAGES/ASKS/IDC WHAT TO FINISH IT. TAGLIST CLOSE.
tags: r.asks: botm, botm updates, botm thoughts
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Novak (Wall of Blood)
Novak had found his way down the stairs and was fast approaching. His black hair bounced and his smile grew larger with every step he took. Everything about him whispered of warmth and reassurance, like he could fit someone between his narrow shoulders and lift their spirit up with only the strength of his embrace.
#original character#oc#original writing#moodboard#wall of blood#wob#character#character introduction#novak#wip#mb
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thank u for the tag @anna-scribbles i wob u
Rules: Itâs time to love yourselves! Choose your 8 (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome work!
uh i will do half fic half art i suppose :) these are not necessarily in a particular order
1. lucky (weâre in love in every way)
this is probably the most self-indulgent thing Iâve ever created and itâs for precisely that reason that itâs also my favorite djdjdkdk. I set out to feed myself exactly the way I wanted to be fed and thatâs exactly what I did. just 8k of Marinette and Adrien being spiraling disaster children in love with a very sappy reveal and heaps of secondhand embarrassment lmao
2. tell me something I donât know
I feel kind of bad for putting this on the list bc itâs just a wip but the fact that I have written 10 chapters and havenât given up yet is a miracle !! so I am proud of myself! In the beginning I even had a semi-consistent posting schedule đ wow. wish that were me now lol
And the fact that there are a few people consistently reading/commenting on every chapter as I post sends me over the moon omgsh đ I am used to posting only oneshots so Iâm like âyouâre still here?? aaa bless u đđđâ lol
And surprise surprise this one is also super self-indulgent so;; :) and i am proud of how some of the scenes/chapters turned out
3. Dirt-y Little Secret
listen this one is SO DUMB but itâs one of my fav things Iâve written bc I am pretty picky about how the marichat dynamic is portrayed and I feel like I got it right in this and also I wrote a fic about marichat literally eating dirt and more than one person read it and said they liked it so :â) wow lmao
4. holding hands (and stuff)
i just wrote this one for secret santa and itâs not much but im proud bc writing kisses is the WORST itâs SO HARD and i usually use this Method where i go off to metaphor land and simple Do Not Mention what their lips are actually doing lmao but i committed on this one and i forced myself to like be there and write the kisses askldjffj also i made them really dumb as always and itâs really not hard at all to make them incredible dumb and awkward but thatâs how i like em so it is always pleasing to me lol
5. dabdrien ft. caprisun
can u tell that all of my content is of the Clown variety :â) I am still managing to be proud of this one after 6 months bc it was one of the few times I forced myself to draw people with like legs and arms and such in a dynamic pose and thatâs something I really struggle with even now lol but I feel like I did ok here and it was like :â) wow I can do something if I try really hard at it BDMSMS
6. Sokka sketch dump
Again I drew some Human Bodies :) also I drew something other than adrien agreste and it was like WOW!! I can do that?? yes I can đi love sokka so much and this was like my Ode To Sokka <33 i put a lot into it and im still happy with how the poses and expressions turned out
7. ladybug simps
tbh i dont even know why i like this one so much like there is really nothing impressive about the art i just like the vibes i guess lol im just like YEAH. they cool kids and they simpin đđđ and what is the point of art if not to convey vibes lol
8. dtiys
this one was really fun to do and i like it cause chat hair is possibly even harder than adrien hair lol and i like how it turned out here. also i like the coloring/lighting on this :) and how baby i managed to make him because that is important 2 me
also maybe i just wanted 2/4 of my selected pieces to be adrien with a caprisun. and what about it
P.S. the dtiys is ongoing if anyone wants to join đ thereâs no deadline so feel free to jump in any time! it brings me unspeakable joy to see people other than me drawing adrien with caprisun aslkfjadjsklf
tagging @botherkupo @gabriel-agreste-has-no-rights @bugaboo-n-bananoir @landturtlealyce @amiraculousplatypus @leviaana @jarl-deathwolf @bugabisousâ @janaikamâ @snacc-noirâ @adrienscroissantxâ and anyone else who would like to! consider yourself tagged :D
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Rhythm of War reactions so far (half way through.)
I caved despite mountains of work and Iâm half way through Rhythm of War! So many cool things so much I could scream about, so many cosmere links! Bit right now Iâm just gonna throw it out there that I think Thaidakar is a dragon like Hoidâs friend. No idea if this is true (and donât confirm or deny til Iâm through the book please.)
Spoiler reactions for RoW so far and rest of Cosmere Book (poss) so far under the cut. If you do respond please donât spoil me for the rest of the book!
KALADIN!!! My baby! My boy! Someone help him! Someone give him a hug! But he is doing so well and I love his solo quest/Die Hard in the Tower at the moment. I loled officially at Kaladin Stormblessed the Psychiatrist who discovers group therapy! Itâs a little on the nose to be honest but I still liked it.
F*ck Moash #noredemption. Although LOL that Kaladin is officially a thorn in Odiumâs side (payback time pal!) and yeah I BET you want to turn him. I admit I loved this section. Enemy/hero connections are always so interesting to me and the metastory with the Shards is the most interesting part of any cosmere book to me apart from maybe Kal-centred stuff. I love seeing the hints of how the emotions/properties of the Shard play out in the narrative/characterisation as itâs one of the main themes in my own WIP and magic systems. Odium seems to break the power of Shards by targeting their main Intent (as someone else suggested). I predict Kaladin will stick with Honor and conquer the Hatred in his heart as Dalinar did. Also âSon of Tanavastâ...I donât think Kaladin is physically Tanavastâs son but I think spiritually he is, which is why he suffers so. Heâs def key to something, protected from harm but for a better reason than he is led to believe. Weâll see.Â
Poor Shallan! This book is heavy on the mental illness although I am glad it is being addressed in Epic Fantasy and Sandersonâs integration of it with his magic systems is inspired. I really hope Shallan can get through this, she deserves it. PATTERN WTF??? Please no.
Iâm much more of a Shaladin/Shalladin (official ship spelling please?) fan and tbh that put me off reading this book at first because I felt really betrayed about how things were developed in OB. I felt it cheapened the deep connection they made in the chasms in WoR to have it as a âpassionâ thing from Veil etc. Having said that Adolin and Shadolin really shine in this book so far and Shalladin would be a bad choice for both of them right now. (WoB states he developed the love triangle as an echo of a previous thing - most likely Gavilar/Navani/Dalinar and rereading WoR, OB and the start of RoW underlined that both Navani and Shallan commenting on Kaladin/Dalinarâs intensity.) That said Iâm really warming to Adolin. I really hope he resurrects Maya and the scene with him demanding a trial with the Honorspren was great. PheonixWright!Adolin (Objection!) Nale can be the lawyer for the opposition.
WHIMSY. INVENTION. MERCY. VALOUR!!!!!!!! Also Harmony getting on the scene! Go Sazed. My first thought about the sword he mentions was Kaladin who keeps fighting with the protect/kill thing throughout the book and series but heâs not connected (Connected) to Scadrial (yet). Same for Nightblood and Szeth so Iâm not sure. Also I feel and hope that Sazed is a lot wiser a Vessel than many of the originals. Who knows as we mostly havenât seen them esp in their original uninfluenced selves. Also whatâs the issue with Mercy? I get a really creepy feeling from that tbh. Itâs interesting how a supposedly wholesome Intent could be twisted.
Talking about that...Rayse/Odium...I like that we are getting hints of more human feelings from him but Iâm still not convinced by the whole Passion/Hatred thing. His Shardâs name is Odium - Hatred. That is a very specific emotion. From WoB itâs indicated he might be lying to himself but he doesnât seem that hateful to be honest and neither do a lot of his forces. I mean I was expecting Dark Lord levels of torment. It makes it more interesting, but Iâm a little concerned the concept of âPassionâ being tainted by this association in a meta way. Unless Odium used to be Passion and it got twisted by Rayse which is possible but the text at present doesnât really support that...hmm. Looking forward to the showdown between him and Dalinar/Kaladin and Hoid - yesssss!
Also Hoid....WTF is going on with Jasnah??? I mean I could ship it but...yeah what is going on? Also this frustrates me because Brandon is being very coy with Hoidâs knowledge here and I feel this doesnât work in the narrative and characterisation. I feel we need a scene establishing Jasnah/Dalinar trying to force Wit to say what he knows and him establishing to them (and us) that he canât be forced. Because right now heâs just blithely being allowed to waltz around wisecracking with cosmere-saving knowledge in his head that could be vital to Jasnah and Dalinar and...they are just letting him? Bit of a stretch. I know they likely canât force him and need to keep him on side but we need to see that.Â
Ghostbloods!!!! I confess I like Mraize far more than I should. Until he hunted Lift and then I wanted Kaladin to kick him off the side of the tower. That was a shame to me - there are so many possibilities to a book (like Atium I guess) and one I was really hoping for after the shock/horror of the attack of Urithiru was realising there were some seriously powerful people there who could combat the Fused - Kaladin, Lift, Mraize and Zahel. I just really want to see Zahel let go and kick some ass properly and tell everyone his secret. Still it makes sense that Mraize would play both sides and I guess itâs more interesting that way but still screw him! (Pun intended because I still like sexy bad guys.)
Navani - the engineering sections can be difficult to get through but Iâm so here for her arc and her scholarly battle of wits with the Lady of Wishes. (Again with the complex enemy/protag dynamics). I LOVE that there are so many multifaceted women (and femalen) characters at all levels and esp a STEM older female character. I hope she becomes the new Bondsmith of the Sibling although itâs again a little on the nose considering she is married to the first one.
The Singer stuff is interesting to a certain extent and Leshwi in particular is cool but I admit Iâm just not as invested (lol) in them as I am in the rest of it. Fingers crossed for Venli and Rlain to win the day though (also again I love the genderflip of those two and her having to pretend to want him as love-slave which is usually what happens the other way around. Brandon is getting really good at this stuff and I appreciate it.)
Iâm sad we missed some key development in the timeskip but I guess for pacing this was important. Some of the casual language still annoys me esp when Brandonâs worldbuilding is so interesting as it just seems lazy and out of place. I know some people like it but itâs my opinion that seeing things like âneatâ and âteenagersâ brings me straight back to 21st Century America when I had just been in a world of Stormlight and Greatshells. Thereâs better ways of conveying those ideas than reverting to our slang developed from a specific subset of our world. Anyway....
Overall enjoying it much more than I though. Onward!
#stormlight archive#rhythm of war#spoilers#brandon sanderson#shalladin#kaladin#shallan#I can't tag them all but you get it#don't comment on anything beyond C64 please
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Chook! Where is he now!!
An interesting question! Cass learned that Henri died shortly after Cass moved to the Facility. For another answerâŚ
Have a piece that Iâve been hoarding since July 2020 because I felt like I needed to write more context. For those that care about timeline, this set during the Missing Year, before Present Timeline.
content warning: captivity, drugging, force feeding, uncertain of reality
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Cassâ head lolls backwards in the chair like itâs a bowling ball attached to fucking cooked spaghetti. His eyes wonât focus, canât focus, and no matter what he does he canât seem to move his legs. Thereâs a shadow in the doorway that he can barely stand to look at. It makes his heart race. Confuses his head. He screws his eyes shut.
âBreakfast time, Ace,â Tucker sings and he's shaking his head before the man even makes contact with him, or at least he's trying to. He canât remember if he was hit or if he was drugged or if heâs just too tired for this. He just knows his stomach is churning, his head is pounding. The shadow in the doorway shifts and moves. Disappears. Comes back.
Cass blinks and cringes, "I don't wan- I d'n't want anym-"
Tucker grabs him by the hair and maneuvers his head slowly, a slow roll led by a tightening grip. Cass groans, closes his eyes against the nausea that comes from the movement.
âShhh. None of that,â his minder says. Ex-minder, Cass tries to remind himself. He holds up the bowl of porridge to Cassâ nose and Cass wants to gag at the smell of cinnamon and honey. âGot you your favourite kind and everything. Say thank you, Cassius.â
âNo,â he whines. âI donât- I donât want-â
Without warning, Tucker snaps Cassâ head back with unmistakable violence. Cass doesnât bother, canât, to hold back the cry that falls out of him. He used to, he thinks, be better at holding those back. That feels far away now. He whines. Pants.
âNo one gives a fuck what you want, Ace,â he says, voice sugar sweet. He settles himself over Cassâ legs, straddling him, and even through the pain and the fog and the world-tilting vertigo that has him spinning, he canât help but think about how fuckinâ extra that is. How fuckinâ unecessary. Just feed him the fucking porridge.
Cassâ eyes slide over Tuckerâs shoulder as heâs fed and for the third time, the fourth time, the millionth time his eyes focus on the shape in the doorway. And when he blinks the shape is still there. And when he blinks the shape is still there. And when he blinks⌠He feels his own breath hitch, pick up on itâs own rhythm and he whines, even as Tucker shushes him and tries to feed him another spoon.
âTucker, isâe⌠please⌠isâe real?â
Tucker raises his chin, holds the other manâs gaze. âIs who real?â
âDonâ pretend,â he gets out. He tries desperately to get his eyes to focus. âPlease donât pretend, mânot gonna remember anyway. Please.â
Tucker smiles in a lazy way and tosses a glance over his shoulder at the man against the doorframe with his arms crossed. Thick dark curls and high cheekbones, pink, twisting scars along exposed forearms.
âI dunno, Henri, are you real?â
The man shrugs and his lips twitch up in a little smirk. âHavenât decided yet.â
âWell there we go then.â
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AudioSGNL - Wob Knob (WIP) by Beast Sounds https://ift.tt/37mLzzp
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wip of my next mask project! ive already gotten the faux fur for him hehehehe
this was also my first time working with expanding foam, which was really fun actually! i might work with it again on different projects :D
#now you know why hes called the wob#cause he looks like a blob#i honestly didn't know what to expect when i used expanding foam#definitely not this#idiot didn't think the expanding foam would expand#at least not this much#mask#mask making#art wip#current wip#furry mask#???? idk#maybe???
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Getting closer!! No pupils seem to have wob the day. I'll give my next monster more than two pupils to make up for it. #drawing #art #artwork #darkart #stipple #pen #ink #monster #creature #bat #rat #horror #horrorart #demon #evil #wip #workinprogress #processkiller â view on Instagram https://ift.tt/2ttHIwv
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Ishiko (Wall of Blood)
As they rounded the corner, there came a small cry and an âoumpfâ and June saw Leon sparring with a black haired girl with a viciously stern face, inside what looked like a small paddock. June had seen the girl around before. She was tall, strongly built, looking like a killing machine when she wasnât smiling and even more so if she did crack a grin.
#original character#oc#original writing#wip#wall of blood#moodboard#mb#wob#ishiko#character#character introduction
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