#winterwidow’s love child

[buckyburner]

THIS IS SO CUTE THEY ARE SO CUTE AS A COUPLE AND AS PARENTS SKSNKSSNNS IM GONNA DIE

#winterwidow #winterwidowparents #winterwidowslovechild #mamanat #dadbucky

If You Had To Pick

A/n: Age 5

Yelena: I think I’m their favorite

Peter: but that isn’t fair you’re their aunt and godmother

Yelena: I can’t help it I’m just the best

Kate: I actually think their favorite is me

Wanda: I don’t believe that their favorite would be any of you

Natasha, Bucky, and You: *enters room*

Natasha: *carrying you*

Peter: (Y/n) if mommy and daddy had to go on a mission tonight who would you stay with?

You: is mommy and daddy leaving? *looks at Natasha and Bucky*

Bucky: we’re not doll *kisses you head*

You: uncle Steve

Yelena and Kate: *groans*

Wanda: *giggles*

Peter: okay how about anyone here?

Natasha: *puts you down*

You: Lena! *runs to Yelena*

Yelena: I told you! *snuggles with you*

Bucky and Natasha: *heads to the kitchen to prepare snacks and meals*

Peter: if they weren’t related to you?

You: *grabs crayons and draws* Wanda

Wanda: yeah! *high fives you* We do all sorts of fun stuff like baking, cuddling, and coloring *moves a red crayon to you*

Peter: if you had to pick someone younger

You: Kate Bishop is funny

Yelena: she is isn’t she

Kate: HA

Peter: how how how come you don’t want me to watch you *crosses arms*

You: because Morgan would pick you first

Natasha and Bucky: *comes back with fruits, Turkey Roll Ups, and Carton Juices*

Natasha: Snack time

Yelena: Natasha we’re not babies!

Bucky: *asking you* do you want apple juice, cherry, grape, lemonade, or strawberry

Yelena: strawberry please!

Natasha: *smirks* you were saying?

Yelena: shut up

Kate and Peter: lemonade please!

Wanda: I’m good with my water

You: ummm grape no apple juice please

Bucky: *hands out juice*

Natasha: *puts the snacks down on the coffee table*

Bucky: *picks you up, sits down and puts you in his lap*

Everyone: *eating snacks and talking*

Yelena: *evil smirk* (Y/n)

You: yes

Natasha: whatever you’re doing don’t *glares*

Kate, Peter, and Wanda: but we want to know

Bucky: *siding with the “kids”* they want to know

Natasha: James! Don’t encourage her

Yelena: (Y/n) who do you love more mommy or daddy?

Kate, Peter, and Wanda: oooh

Natasha: *glares at Bucky* you had to encourage her

You: both

Bucky: is that so!

Yelena: imagine a piano is gonna fall on one of them. Which one do you want a piano to fall on

Kate, Peter, Wanda: *laughs*

Bucky: *bounces you on his leg* you gotta pick one

Yelena: you gotta pick one

Natasha: it’s mom or dad

You: Eh... dad

Bucky: *shocked*

Natasha: *laughs*

Yelena, Kate, Peter, Wanda: *dying of laughter*

Bucky: Wha- Why do you want the piano to fall on dad?

Natasha: *takes you into her arms*

[elizabethsnuts]

HI! I just came across your blog and I'm already so obsessed, are you able to do a FanFiction where F!Y/N(winterwidow child ofc) and Peter were dating, but one day Y/N comes into her parents room(they were at the verge of making out..) crying and she basically explains how Peter dumped her(Events before Homecoming, No one knows Peter is spiderman and he's just scared if anyone realizes his spiderman they will go for Y/N. He's just looking out for her and hasn't stopped loving her. He just thinks it's for the best 🥹).

basically— winterwidow comforting their bbgirl through her first heartbreak while fighting the urge to beat up Peter)

Heartbreak

WinterWidow x Daughter!Reader

Summary: Peter suddenly dumps you, Natasha and Bucky are determined to find out why.

A/N: Thank you for supporting my work! I’m glad you love my blog 🫶🏻💕

———

You suddenly burst into your parents' room, tears streaming down your face, your sobs filling the quiet night. Natasha and Bucky, both trained to wake at the slightest sound, were instantly alert. They sat up in bed, concern etching deep lines into their faces as they saw your distress.

"Y/N? Dorogoy, what happened?" Natasha asked, her voice soft and soothing as she reached out to you.

You didn't respond immediately, your body wracked with sobs. You climbed onto the bed, seeking the comfort and safety that your parents provided. Bucky wrapped an arm around you, pulling you close while Natasha gently stroked your hair.

"Shh, it's okay, we're here," Bucky murmured, his voice a low rumble that usually calmed you down. But tonight, your heartache was too raw, too overwhelming.

Finally, between sobs, you managed to speak. "Peter... Peter… he broke up with me." Saying it only made you start sobbing harder.

Natasha and Bucky exchanged a glance over your head. They knew how much you cared for Peter. The two of you had been inseparable since meeting, and your relationship was young love. The news of your breakup was unexpected and deeply troubling.

"What happened, N/N?" Natasha asked, her voice still gentle but tinged with the protective edge of a mother ready to defend her child.

You took a shuddering breath, trying to steady yourself. "He... he said he didn't want to be with me anymore. That it was too dangerous. But he didn't explain why. I don't understand, Mum. I thought he loved me."

Bucky's jaw clenched, his blue eyes flashing with anger. He wanted to march over to Peter’s place and demand answers, but he knew that wouldn't help you right now. Natasha, sensing Bucky's rising anger, placed a hand on his arm to calm him.

"Y/N, listen to me," Natasha said, her tone gentle and caring. "Sometimes people make decisions that hurt us, but it's not always about us."

"But why won't he tell me?" You cried. "Why would he just end things like this?"

Bucky sighed, pulling you closer. "I don't know why Peter did what he did. But I do know that you're amazing, and anyone would be lucky to have you. If Peter can't see that right now, it's his loss."

You buried your face in your father's chest, your sobs quieter now but still heart-wrenching. Natasha continued to stroke your hair, your mind racing. She was angry, angry that Peter broke your heart and left without a reason. She tried to think of a reason to reassure you.

"Maybe Peter thought he was protecting you," Natasha said softly. "You know how much he worries about the people he cares about."

"But I don't need protecting," You whispered. "I just need him."

Bucky kissed the top of your head. "I know, sweetheart. But sometimes people think they're doing the right thing, even if it's not what we want."

Natasha's eyes narrowed slightly. She made a mental note to have a private conversation with Peter later. If he had a reason for breaking your heart, she intended to find out what it was. For now, their priority was comforting you.

They spent the next hour talking with you, reassuring you that you were loved and that they would always be there for you, no matter what. Slowly, your sobs subsided, and you drifted off to sleep, nestled between your parents.

Once you were asleep, Bucky and Natasha carefully removed themselves from the bed. They moved to the living room, their faces grim.

"I want to know what the hell Parker was thinking," Bucky growled, his anger no longer contained.

Natasha nodded, her eyes hard. "We'll talk to him. But we need to be careful. If Peter did this to protect her, there’s a reason. We need to understand it before we act."

Bucky took a deep breath, trying to calm his raging emotions. "I just hate seeing her like this, Nat."

"I know," Natasha said, placing a hand on his arm. "But we'll get to the bottom of it. Together."

———

The next day, Natasha arranged a meeting with Peter. She and Bucky waited in the training room of the Avengers compound, their expressions stern. When Peter arrived, he looked nervous, his eyes darting between them.

"Mr. Barnes, Ms. Romanoff," Peter greeted, his voice tentative.

"Peter," Natasha said, her voice cool. "We need to talk."

Peter swallowed hard, already knowing what this was about. "I... I know you're upset. But I had to do it."

"Had to break our daughter's heart?" Bucky snapped, his fists clenched at his sides.

Peter flinched, stuttering as he tried to explain himself. "Y- Yeah- Yes! I had to! I don’t want her to get hurt. I’m Spiderman! I just want to keep her safe…"

There was a long silence, Peter was shifting awkwardly on his feet under the piercing gaze of Natasha and Bucky. Finally, Nat spoke up,

"What does being Spider-Man have to do with breaking up with Y/N?" Natasha asked, her tone sharp.

Peter took a deep breath. "If anyone finds out who I am, they'll go after the people I care about. Y/N would be a target. I can't let that happen. I thought... I thought if I broke up with her, she'd be safer."

Bucky's anger softened slightly, understanding dawning in his eyes. Anger was still clearly lingering. "You did it to protect her."

Peter nodded, tears welling up in his eyes. "I love her. I still love her. But I can't put her in danger."

Natasha sighed, her expression softening as well. "Peter, I understand your intentions, but you should have talked to us. We could have found a way to keep her safe without breaking her heart."

Peter looked down, guilt etched into his features. "I know. I just... I panicked. I’ll tell her. I promise."

———

Later that evening, Peter sat down with you, explaining everything. How he thought that him being Spider-Man would endanger you, how sorry he was and most importantly telling you that he still loved you. You realized that Peter's actions, though painful, came from a place of love and protection.

With time, you and Peter found a way to rebuild your relationship with each other and while the urge to protect you was always there, Peter knew he didn’t have to worry anymore.



[ladyaryawolf]

I don't believe I gotta write in this blog about Fucking Marvel. (A fandom I never, ever, had problems with)

But here we go. My shipping post about a Marvel AU had a few consequences I didnt quite expect so far.

I received a few hating anons calling me pedophile, bitch, homophobic, a few things that can easily be considered xenophobic, anothers hate anons in spanish(What truly, made me laugh. Brazilian mother language is portuguese, you idiots)

Let's make one thing clear. I won't waste much of my time after this trying to ease the conflict.

In UCM I am a multishipper. I don't quite care with love relationships. Stucky? I don't ship it, but I can see it happening. Winterwidow? No. I don't ship Natasha with anybody. The end. My favorite main ship is Stony. And, as well, I wont take any kind of criticism. Dont like? Hasta la vista.

What made my day is someone calling Nat a child and Bucky an old man. Idk about you, but I have watched every single movie and Scarlett don't look like a little kid to me.

Maybe you should buy some glasses. Nat was born in 1984, what makes her an adult since her first appearence in Iron Man 2 in 2010, and this includes her first meeting with the Winter Soldier in 2014(or maybe, reunion, because you know. They have met before, when she was training with the red room, and that was not shown on the movies. Just mentioned.)

Dont humiliate yourself speaking such clownery. It is not even funny. It's pity worthy, tbh.

Calling me homophobic? Hah! The Joke's on you. I am bi 🏳️‍🌈

Pedophile? I ship an older/adult Arya with someone only 4yrs older than her. And this includes Gendry, because Gendry is about Jon's age, for fuck's sake.

That post is about an AU. I am not shipping Nat with Steve, or Nat with Bucky, or Nat with Thor. I am shipping Arya with Jon, with Gendry, with Ned inside the Marvel universe in wich Arya is the Black Widow, and Jon for exemple is the Winter Soldier. There are many fanfics with similar premisses on Ao3. If you wanna a draw so you can understand, I can make one for you.

Here we go. Even if you dislike stony, peperony, fosterson, valkyrie x jane, Peter x MJ, and others ships that I don't remeber now, I am not going to share any of this in this blog, because @ladyaryawolf is only for ASoIaF content and related.

But um-hum. Let me write a lovely massage in my language.

Fora isso, eu gostaria muito que quem me mandou esses anons fosse pra puta que pariu. Bando de gente arrombada, mal amada, que Não vale nem o pao que come de manhã. Toma no cu, filhos da puta. Arruma o que fazer. Por que eu só não entro na merda de um processo judicial por que não vale a pena gastar dinheiro com gente tão baixa

[wanderingguest]

+ @redroomfcrged sent: okay but if you haven't already bucky for the ship thing for reasons send me a character and i’ll tell you / accepting

My NOTP for them - Bucky and ANYONE from Hydra who genuinely believes that Hydra was right and wanted the world to live under Hydra rule. 

My BROTP for them - Any of the Howling Commandos. Any of them. Someone please give my precious child one of the Howlies. Also, Bucky & Ayo. Always and fo’evah.

My OTP for them - It’s a coin toss between WinterWidow & Stucky. I love them both more than I can put into words. They make me emotional as fuck.

My second choice pairing for them - Uhm. Bucky & Wanda. Bucky & Clint. Bucky & peace and quiet.

My fluffy pairing for them - Bucky & Sam. Absolutely. It’s so goddamned healthy and I just love it so much. Bucky deserve that in his life.

My angsty pairing for them - Same as my OTP, tbh.

My favorite poly ship for them - Uhhhh. Bucky/Steve/Nat, Bucky/Clint/Nat, maybe Bucky/Steve/Sam?

My weirdest pairing for them - I don’t think I have any truly odd pairings for Bucky? He’s been through so much that relationships are hard for my precious bean. So weird would probably be anything that actually works for him.

[shortforstark]

IronWidow Greek gods au (with implied WinterWidow):

It’s very easy to forget that Hephaestus is just as powerful as the rest of the pantheon. Especially when it’s been thousands of years and the gods have long since adapted to mortal lives. Especially when he had always been separate, shunned until he was needed. Standing in front of him now, surrounded by the children he made with his own two hands, Aphrodite remembers.

“Sir?” the youngest child - an AI named Jarvis - prompts him for a response. He goes by Tony these days. Another of his children, a robotic arm, pokes him gently with a smoothie that definitely has machine parts in it.

“It’s alright, J,” he replies as he liberates the smoothie from the robot’s grasp. “You remember what I told you about me?”

“Indeed, Sir.”

“Good. This is family business, no need to call anyone just yet.” Tony slurps on his smoothie, only to spit out a lug-nut.

Tony Stark has the equivalent of a cosmic bomb embedded in his chest. It’s a testament to his lingering power, that he can still build his way out of anything.

“I should’ve known it was you,” he says mildly, eyes seeming to look right through her.

“Destiny is always keen to bring us together,” Aphrodite replies carefully. Her mortal name is Natasha, at least in this life.

“Where’s your side piece? Didn’t make this cycle?” Tony asks. It’s clear that he still cares very much what the answer is. He never quite got over the initial betrayal of her affair with Ares.

“That’s complicated,” Natasha admits. “I think we crossed paths once already, but it was brief.”

“Unusual. Then again, you and I are about to have a very brief intersection.”

“You’re dying?”

“Yes.”

“How can I help?” Tony blinks at her in surprise. That shouldn’t hurt, but it does. She supposes that’s the part of her that’s more Aphrodite than Natasha. The part of him that’s more Tony than Hephaestus decides to trust her.

Fury doesn’t know what she is. What they are.

“This may tip our hand,” Natasha warns, even as she prepares to liberate every piece of leverage SHIELD has over Tony.

“Then decide who you trust,” Tony decides. “I’ll tell my people, you tell yours. I’m tired of doing this alone.” He must be very close to dying if he’s willing to admit that.

Tony tells Pepper Potts, Jim Rhodes, and Happy Hogan. Natasha tells Clint Barton, Phil Coulson, and Nick Fury. They both confide in Agent 13, who happens to be Tony’s cousin Sharon Carter.

“Does this make me a demigod?” Sharon asks.

“No. We’re not even related,” Tony reminds her.

“That’s stupid. I want cool powers.”

“Shut up.” Sharon does not shut up.

“Is the Hephaestus thing the reason you’re so short?” It is. Tony sulks for a week after that.

Tony designs the means to save his own life based on nothing more than a cryptic hint from footage of Howard and a 3D model of the old Stark Expo. He’s a marvel to watch when he’s working. His face lights up with the joy of creation as his workshop thrums with power. Natasha thinks maybe that was her mistake as Aphrodite, never watching him at work.

Tony turns to her, high on his own success, burning bright both literally and figuratively. Natasha does what she should’ve done in their first life, and lets him sweep her into his arms. She drags him off to bed and makes love to him like thousands of years of separation never happened. The specter of Ares still hangs over them, but for now she has her husband, healthy and whole. As Natasha watches Tony sleep, she vows that things will be different this cycle. Tony holds enough love in his heart to forgive her after everything. She owes him the same.

[your-highnessmarvel]

Alias

Summary: Bucky starts to remember a certain redhead. The past becomes a reason to connect and a reason to delve back into his treacherous mind.

Pairing: Bucky x Natasha (WinterWidow)

Warnings: Violence, mentions of abuse

ALIAS MASTERLIST

AN: so for chapter two i wanted to establish more of the origin of winterwidow: how they met and the dynamics between the two. she is still fairly young in this, but more to come between the two as she ages up.

ALSO, i am opening a tag list.

                                         CHAPTER TWO

Bucky sat watching the sun rise. A warm mug of coffee rested on his knee, the heat seeping into his cold fingers. The weather was humid, but the fog rising from the grass announced a clouded, shielded sky. Upon looking up, feeling droplets of rain on his forehead, Bucky examined the incoming rain with nothing more than apathy.

Natasha’s revelations last night had taken Bucky by the gut. He knew, deep inside him, that he was familiar with the redhead, but to the point of having been her trainer? Her mentor, as she’d so said last night? 

Bucky was familiar with the workings of his serum, hence why he understood that to Nat, he’d been the same man she knew since she’d met him at fourteen. Since she’d fought with him and he’d broken her collarbone, ribs, and rendered her unconscious. 

As she had been retelling the story to him, careful in her choice of words, Bucky didn’t feel the familiarity in them. Usually, when someone told him a story, like when Steve recalled their days before the war, he could feel the recollection behind his brows, like a pressure. But this time, watching the truth spill for Nat’s lips, he didn’t feel it. He had to search far inside of him for any spark of the familiar. 

She insisted he take a break, and that break turned into a whole eight hours of sleep plagued by visions of himself with a smaller, frailer, innocent Natalia with flaming red hair. A dead one, that is. That he had killed with his own hands of a well grown man. 

Hydra, the Russians, the KGB, the Red Room; they’d made him do horrible things. Torture, kidnappings, murders, stalking. But as far as he can remember, physically rendering a child of fourteen to a bloody pulp has got to be the worse of it all. 

He didn’t want to think about it anymore. Bucky got up in a swift motion, walking through the glass doors of the compound. The kitchen lights were on and Steve was in the kitchen, brewing more coffee. The smell of his breakfast, eggs and bacon and God knows what else, wafted up to Bucky’s nose. 

“Hey man,” Steve greeted as he saw his friend waltz in quietly. “I made some bacon.”

“I’ll have a plate.”

Even Steve could hear the tightness in Bucky’s voice. Cap turned, faced his friend, and bit the corner of his lip. “You want to talk about it?” he asked quietly, tentatively. “I’m here, you know that. No judgement whatsoever.”

Bucky nodded, the frown on his brows creasing the skin between. A moment passed where the bacon popped and sizzled. Then Bucky cleared his throat. “I just hate hearing, over and over, just how horrible I was.”

Steve was quick but calm in answering. “That wasn’t you.”

Bucky’s head snapped up. “Wasn’t me?” he said. “Steve, that little girl that I basically broke like a plastic doll was beaten by a very real me. And that girl, Nat, was very real too.”

Steve wanted to comfort his friend and it showed in the way he hesitated, hands outstretched, for half a second before shaking his head. “It was Hydra,” he answered. “It was the Winter Soldier. The Bucky I know would never dare lay a hand on a woman and certainly not a child.”

Lips pinched, Bucky nodded, anger and that familiar confusion rising in his chest. “She knew me as the Ghost,” he mumbled, eyes wandering across the floor, unable to meet his longtime friend. “All her life, until, well, until SHIELD fell. She knew me as this elusive, abusive machine.”

Steve nodded slowly. “I know, she told me.” Then he took a step and put a hand on the other man’s shoulder, finger’s clenching reassuringly. “I hate what they did to you. To your mind. I hate what they made you do.”

Bucky’s eyes burned with tears, and for the first time in a long time, he let them brush past his lashes and down his cheeks. “Fuck, Steve,” he murmured, dying to lean into his touch. “How could I have done that to little girls?”

Seeing his friend in such pain, Steve went in for a hug, wrapping his arms around Bucky’s head. It was such a vulnerable move, to have his head against Steve’s chest, face pressed in until the shirt was wet from tears. 

When Steve spoke, his voice was strained. “You should ask Natasha for the rest of the story,” he said. “If you want. If you can.”

Bucky nodded, retreated, wiped the tears from his eyes. A lump was still lodged in his throat, but he smiled and wandered back out the kitchen. 

If he was going to get the rest, he’d do it now. Now, when he was ready. 

The compound was quiet given the hour. He knew Sam was still sleeping and Scott was probably up reading a book. The hallways were calm, just the pit patter of the air conditioning and ventilation. Wanda’s room was quiet on the second floor. Vision, who doesn’t really, totally sleep, was hovering above the upstairs living room floor. 

But Bucky knew Nat was awake. She was trained since she can remember, and if she had been under the same care that Bucky had been, she was up early enough. 

The door to her room was ajar. Bucky pressed his knuckles and pushed it open. Her room, bare of any memorabilia like his own, was empty. The lights were off. Bed was made in that army-like preciseness. Clothing and belongings tucked in the closet. 

Bucky went back to seeking her out, and when he found her, she was in the library. Out of all the places he searched, he didn’t expect her to be there early in the morning. 

She glanced up from her book, red hair a wet rope in a braid down her back. She smiled, watching him from her place curled up on an armchair. Standing there for half a second too long, Bucky felt like he was on the verge of something. He felt like he always did when a memory tried to pierce the veil of his mind. 

He took that feeling, that feeling he knew was not good or bad, and walked up to the redhead. 

“Morning.” Her voice was sharp and when he sat down, her eyes watched him with keen intention. “How did you sleep?”

He rolled his eyes. “Bad.”

“Me too.” Then she closed the book and set it on her belly. “Nightmares.”

“Dreams.” Because the worst wasn’t the nightmares. The nightmares, he could handle. What was worse was the dreams that carried hope and love and tenderness; those dreams that were colored pastel pink or blue with laughter and smiles and warmth. Those were the worst. Because when he woke up to the bleak emptiness of his room, to the heaviness in his chest like a ton of bricks had been dropped on him, he knew he could never live what he’d just dreamed about. 

“I used to have dreams when I was young,” she rasped, meeting his gaze slowly. “I used to dream that my mother would come and get me, and we’d walk out of the doors just her and me. Forget the other girls that were training with me. Forget the injustice of it all. We just simply walked out together.”

Bucky frowned. “You remember your mother?” he asked. 

“Only that she had red hair like me,” was Nat’s quiet answer. Her eyes were vacant when she unfurled from her position to sit with her knees facing him. “Then I used to dream that I’d kill everyone in that Room. I’d kill the girls. I’d kill Mistress Galina. The medics. The trainers... You.”

They stared at each other for a second. 

Then Nat continued: “But then those dreams became nightmares, like they always do,” she said. “Hopes and aspirations become the demons chasing you in your nightmares, mocking you.”

“Did you ever have nightmares about me?” he asked, tone almost shameful.

She swallowed hard. “Yes.”

Russia, 1999, Red Room. Black Widow Program. Class of ‘84.

It had been a year since Natalia had met with and been sorely humiliated by the Ghost, as she called him now. He haunted her nightmares like a plague; every corner, every somber alley or dark hallway, he was there. 

Natalia roomed with three other girls. Bunks. She slept in the second one, bottom bed. Her roommates, Nadia, Tiana, and Lev, were all a few months older than Nat, so when she was transferred to their room, she was forced to bunk in the bottom. 

Lev was the one she was closest to, but in the Red Room, under the constant supervision of the Mistresses, there was no room for attachment. No room for sentiments. It was completely void of any emotion, and if you were caught with a negative emotion, you were sure to spend a few nights in isolation. 

Natalia had learned to cage her feelings between her ribs, to tuck her sadness or her envy between her heart and bones. To tuck vulnerability and sympathy deep down inside of her. 

The ghost himself didn’t look like a man fit for emotion. His face remained as stoic as ever as he walked the girls through fighting stances. He was cold. Calculated. Stiff. The word “no” never sounded so threatening than when it came off his lips. 

Ever since her total humiliation, Natalia had worked tenfold to better her fighting. She was the best among the girls of her class, even so that none picked her as a fighting partner. She was either paired with a trainer or a dummy. 

But the most devastating thing was not her lack of “friends” or the way the Mistresses looked at her or the whispers she heard behind her back. The worst was her knowledge about the Ghost. He was a trained killer. They had emptied his brain and filled it to the brim with training. They voided his feelings, something Natalia wished they’d done to her while they injected her with a reformed version of the Serum. 

But with that knowledge, she could sometimes see it in his eyes. A shift. A quirking eyebrow, a cocking head, squinting eyes. He remembered things, and not things he was supposed to. When those things happened, very rarely, Natalia would see the subtle change; parting his lips, his face going from blank to open in a matter of seconds. Then the guards would come and haul him out. 

When he’d come back, it’s like he had never had that glimpse of his past life. 

And today, during training, he had one of those epiphanies. 

He was not a talkative trainer. Not like the Mistresses. He was quiet, watchful. He was assertive. If Natalia didn’t land a kick the way he’d taught it, she was sure to be told. 

“Higher.”

Nat turned, sweat on her brow, red hair sticking to her wet cheeks. “Yes, sir.”

She tried again, the movement in its entirety, but when she turned to watch his face, he was shaking his head. Brown hair scratch across his stubble. “I said higher.”

“Yes, sir.” This time, breathless, Natalia did it again. She was beginning to feel the days training in her body; bones and muscles straining and aching. 

When she turned, heaving, to face him, he was giving her one of those looks. Faraway. Wide-eyed. Lips parted as if words were trying to come out. Brows pulled up in surprise, as if he was not expecting to be here.

“Sir?” Natalia tried, remaining a respectable - and safe - distance from him. 

Brown brows scrunched up into a frown. “Nat?” The voice that came from him was small, childish, and Natalia’s entire body went into alert. 

The girls had been specifically told by Mistress Galina that if ever the Ghost - or Asset as she called him - were to exhibit any strange behavior, that he be reported. 

But Nat hesitated. His eyes were so clear and blue, as if he knew who he was and what he was. As if he understood. As if everything was making sense. 

He reached out momentarily. Nat saw the way Galina turned abruptly to them, felt the tension in the room snap, the glare on her face. She knew she must have looked as equally shocked as the Ghost, so she schooled her features into a stoic, cold expression and glided her eyes to her Mistress. 

“Ma’am.” Her voice was cold and she all but saw the way the Ghost stiffened. “I request your presence here.”

Galina, dressed in black training gear, jogged to where the Ghost was standing. She took one good look at him, at the way the confusion ran limpid in his eyes, and grabbed her walkie. 

“Asset team in training room eight,” she called. “I repeat, Asset team in training room eight.”

There was a long - but yet short - moment where Natalia stood before the Ghost, clenching her fists. If he decided to bound off, there was no one to stop him right now. With his superhuman strength and the metal arm that glinted in the light of the room, not even Mistress Galina could stop him.

But like all the episodes he’d had before, he just stood there. Looking sadder and sadder. Scared. Empty. 

Then the team came in through the double doors. Assault rifles, black and glistening, paired with a red visor. Helmets. Batons. Tasers. And the doctor behind, in a stark white robe. 

On instinct, as soon as the guards were in the room - twelve in all - the girls backed into the far corner of the room. Natalia joined Lev, sharing a quick look, before standing on guard with the other girls. Mistress Galina, Mistress Hosk, and three trainers came to stand along with them. 

They watched as the team surrounded the Ghost, his eyes wide and fearful. Guns aimed at him, but he didn’t seem to register, or mind, and as the doctor approached him hesitantly with a syringe in his hand, the Ghost let himself be struck across the face. Hair blew into his eyes. Neck exposed to the syringe piercing his skin.

That night, Natalia had a nightmare. What would have happened if he’d decided to run? If he’d finally decided to escape?

[ao3feed-freebird]

Hawkeye: Freier Fall

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2uCw1Y9

by SSDriscool

Edith Barton dies and leaves Harold behind to take care of the boys. He does such a terrible job of it that the oldest lies about his age to enlist a year early and the other runs away, spending months on the road until he discovers Tiboldt's Circus. Twenty years later and The Amazing Hawkeye can wield a bow and put on a show like no one else, but can he finally face the love he keeps running away from?

Or, a WinterHawk au based off the movie Freier Fall ( Free Fall, 2013 ), Germany's answer to Brokeback Mountain.

Words: 3642, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Comics), Hawkeye (Comics)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M, M/M

Characters: Clint Barton, Barney Barton, James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Lucky (Hawkeye), Sam Wilson (Marvel), Kate Bishop, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Simone (Hawkeye)

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Clint Barton, Clint Barton/Linda Carter, Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson, Barney Barton/Simone (Hawkeye)

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - No Powers, Past Relationship(s), i.e. WinterWidow & MockingHawk, Background Relationships, i.e. BarneySimone & SteveSam, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Broken Engagement, Infidelity, Eventual Happy Ending, Deaf Clint Barton, Canon Disabled Character, Bisexual Clint Barton, Formerly repressed homosexual Bucky Barnes, Frenemies Bucky Barnes & Sam Wilson, Clint Barton & Natasha Romanov Friendship, Biphobia, Internalized Biphobia, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Mental Health Issues

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2uCw1Y9

[crypticbeliever123]

Question for WinterWidow fans

I’m currently in the process of coming up with a multi-fic universe based on Marvel comics and one of my ideas is to create an OC who is the long-lost daughter of Bucky and Natasha. So essentially Bucky and Nat met during the 40s when Bucky was brainwashed and Hydra brought him to the Red Room to train with the Black Widows including Nat whom he fell in love with. They ran away, Nat got pregnant and then Hydra and the Black Widows showed up when Nat was like eight or 9 months pregnant and they used codewords to prevent Bucky from fighting back and because fighting would’ve put her child at risk Nat tried to flee but was captured and upon giving birth their daughter was taken away, Nat and Bucky’s memories of the child was erased and Nat was made sterile to prevent such a thing from happening again and it became standard policy in the Red Room from then on. The girl inherited the enhanced super-soldier genes from her father but they were dormant so the Red Room tried to jumpstart them with radiation in place of vita-rays but that caused the child’s particles to be scattered in a nuclear explosion. Fastforward years later and someone figures out how to reconstitute her, now with nuclear powers thanks to the accident.

My question is would you guys like such a character? I’m trying to create a multi-fic universe that people would love but I’m not sure how people would feel about this since Nat doesn’t need to be a mom to be happy, nor does she need a man but that’s another thing. I just got the idea for this character because I thought it would be an interesting twist in their history and allow for a new dynamic with Bucky and Nat not only dealing with their relationship to each other but also their relationship with this daughter that neither of them remembers and who has just suddenly popped back into the picture and who has nuclear powers.

[kassies-take]

Marvel Masterlist

HeadCanons

- WinterWidow’s Daughter In The MCU

If You

- Forgot You Had A Date

- Felt The Pain Of A Loved One

- Shared A Bed With A With Your Least Favorite Teammate

- Tried To Scare A Spy

- Went To An Avengers Halloween Party

- Ask Melina Who’s Who

-Got Lost In A Grocery Store

- Watched Greta Gerwig’s Little Women With Yelena Belova 

- Fell Off An Electric Scooter 

- Were The Only One To Keep Yelena Belova Company

- Asked For Permission

- Understood The Assignment

- Wanted Natasha’s Company

- Pointed Out An Injury

- Were Up Past Your Bed Time

- Got Bit By A Spider

- Helped Yelena Come Out As Ace

- Had To Pick

- Said Mama For The First Time

- Got A Surprise For Pride

- Had A Tantrum

- Are Definitely Natasha’s Child

- Got A Puppy

- Ran A Race Against Bucky Barnes

-Called Natasha Romanoff Back From A Mission

- Danced With Bucky Barnes

- Found Out Detrimental Information

- Didn’t Want To Open Presents

-Left Yelena Belova’s Apartment

Oneshots

Yelena

-Death by Duvet

[wardog-of-the-endless]

Wardog’s Fic Masterpost

You can find nearly all fics through my AO3 account, but here’s a list of links!

MARVEL

IronStrange- Tony Stark x Stephen Strange

Wishes (Better Left Ungranted)

General-  Tony makes a few wishes, but some are better left ungranted.

‘Till Then

Mature- Stephen Strange is trying to work at Kamar-Taj when his boyfriend texts him... from his Malibu bed. Stephen opens a portal to talk to him about it and they wind up, not really talking about it. ( Tony Stark Bingo Explicit Card A4 KINK: Masturbation)

The Theory of Magic (Series)

General- A get together series in which Stephen Strange has a crush and actually makes a movie. Stories are Complete but the Series is Ongoing, available for expansion via prompts when open.

Remind Me

Study and Practice

Burden of Proof

Absence Makes the Heart

Time Heals All (Series)

General- Stephen Strange and Tony Stark are married. A little Team Cap antagonistic. Part 3 is a little Dark!IronStrange.

What the Doctor Ordered

Cloak and Dagger

Break Rules (Not Oaths)

IronPanther- Tony Stark x T’Challa

Hot Chocolate

General- (Fluff and Flirting)- So a combination of a prompt and a ship. From jacarandabanyan "Hot Chocolate" and bash-it-all's "IronPanther".

WinterHawk- James Barnes x Clint Barton

Nesting On Knives (Series)

Teen- Tumblr Prompt: 1.“Would you ever write WinterHawk?<3″ . Birthday Fic + Tumblr Prompt: All Avengers, clock, poking (+ Tony Stark) 1. Well-Armed (To Hold) 2. A Meddling Affection

WinterIron- James Barnes x Tony Stark

Children of Light

General to Teen- Slowbuild to WinterIron. Deals with the Death of JARVIS, the first activation of FRIDAY, and JARVIS’s eventual resurrection. (Note that J is the “Major Character Death” referenced.) This is angsty because I have FEELINGS about the loss of JARVIS and the fact that we never mourned him in MCU. Stories and Series ongoing.

Son of Stark

To Lose a Child

A Child’s Initiative

I Will Always Find You

General- Tony as Snow White, Bucky as Prince Charming in an AU snippet of OUAT.

Collision With a Dream

General- Bucky's walking along arguing about Russian Lit when he literally runs over his dream guy. Tasha does what she usually does, she makes it worse. That's alright, Tony's apparently the forgiving sort.

(You Wanna) Date My Dad

General- Featuring Harley Keener! "Would you ever write a fic where Bucky meets Harley?"

To Cure a Hangover (You Need Espresso and a Date)

General- Prompt: "Would you ever write: WinterIron with age difference? Like teacher!Bucky with Student!Tony? :P"

I Was Promised a Flying Car

General- Prompt: Would you ever write a fic where Tony and Bucky is bonding over being nerds/loving science? (And doing all kinds of wacky, mythbuster-esque experiments that Tony whips up any time Bucky begins a sentence with "I wonder what would happen if...?")So it's not "science" driven, but science nerd Bucky did spend his last night before deployment at the Stark Expo, staring at a flying car...

Mechanics, Millionaires, Models & More

General- Tony Stark and Bruce Wayne are friends from childhood. When Tony as a single dad catches the eye of the model James Barnes, there’s some mutual Instagram-Stalking and a lot of flirting.

Tony’s First Friend

Coping for An Age

(Walk Walk) Fashion Baby

Milkshakes and Motorcycles

Teen- Bucky, second to the Captain for the Howling Commandos, hears a scuffle around the corner and finds himself with an armful of just about the prettiest little lost lamb he's ever seen. Since Tony don't seem too keen on his now-ex, Bucky's gonna buy him a milkshake, wrap him in a leather jacket, and hopefully show him a good time.

Coffee, Curses, Kisses

General- Tony Stark drags himself out of his workshop on a regular Thursday morning. Well, mostly a regular morning. Except for Clint Barton lying on the breakfast bar in themed underwear. The theme is new, the rest is depressingly familiar. Ok, so maybe the rose petals are new too. (What the hell, Clint?) It's enough to make a billionaire grateful for the Avengers Alarm. Wait a minute, magic too? Fuck, this is just not Tony's day. (Until it really, really is.) (This is a Fill for Tony Stark Bingo 2019 S4: FIRST KISS)

Riding Roughshod

Teen- The Heroic Captain America wakes up in a world that is integrated far beyond what he would have dreamed of when he went into the ice, though he never expected to be a part of it. A pioneer of mixed-race teams back in his own day, the last thing he expects is to be called upon to do so once again, this time gathering a group of heroes from some rather unlikely places. If that weren't enough to worry about, there's a wild-card Soldier with a familiar fighting style making trouble at top-security bases all over the world... and a shiny red and gold suit that doesn't seem to answer to anyone. That's to say nothing of the kid genius that's supposedly behind it. ( This is a Fill for Tony Stark Bingo 2019 R4: Centaurs / This is a Fill for Bucky Barnes Bingo 2019 K3: Tony Stark/ Iron Man)

Love Like Knives

Mature- Winter wakes up Tony when he wants someone to play rough with.This is a Bingo Fill for Bucky Barnes Bingo 2019- U4: [Image: Winter Soldier holding a knife.]

California Dreamin’ A Beach Bums Verse

Teen- Note: A Special Collaboration Series! This is a WinterIron get together with puns, angst, fluff and more! Note that some fics may include Losers crossover characters! Also make sure to read my partner maevee’s stories!

Don’t Tell (Secrets) -Losers Crossover Fic

(Everyday Is A) Winding Road - Losers Crossover Fic

Mai Tai (Offer You A Drink) 

When You Wish Upon A Stark -Maevee

We’re Gonna Need a Bigger Bucky -Maevee!

Adorato

Teen-James Barnes, the Winter Soldier, has been out of the ice and Hydra’s hands for a month the first time he hears a familiar voice. (A SoulMate AU)

True, Strong and Brave

Teen- Bucky Barnes moves into the tower and receives help from an otherwise elusive Iron Man. But when the team gets called out and things go wrong, Steve gets a reality check as to what has been done in his name. Bucky steps up, he's one of the few who can. (Team Cap Critical; Anti-Wanda)

Tired

General- From a Prompt on Tumblr: Random Sentence- “I’ll do it for you.”

(Were) Whisperer

Mature- In a world where Aliens rain destruction from portals through space, ancient Gods arrive on beams of light, and a certain Billionaire Philanthropist darts around the world in a metal suit: there really is a very high bar for what is considered "weird". Shapeshifters hardly register, having been long known. You’re either a Human, a Were, or a Whisperer. Most people can prove whether they’re the first or the second, a few will lie about being the third. Alternately, there's Tony. Tony Stark is one of the few people pretending the first and burying the third, and he’s more or less in the clear with it until Steve Rogers catches up with the Winter Soldier, and brings him home to Avengers Tower. Tony doesn’t have to say a word, the Wolf knows differently.

An Attraction

Jurassic World AU-  Write... a crossover/au of the last non-marvel movie you saw and marvel (if ships, winteriron?). Essentially Jurassic World & Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom Snippets with WinterIron. Originally Posted on Tumblr: Expansion Pack for AO3 Rolling Out Now!

Next Year Will Be Better

General- Just a quick story for Tony’s birthday. Pre-Slash Tony Stark/James Barnes, and Tony acting as IronDad to the Spider Son and his Potato Gun Son.

Let’s Go Dancing

General- This is a Marvel Universe-Center Stage Fusion AU that no one asked for and everyone is getting anyway. Tony dances for the American Ballet Company as their featured ballerino, performing under the name Antonio Carbonell. James and Steve are two of the ABC’s newest students, and James gets a chance to meet his crush on his first day. Just his luck, Tony is even better in person. (Natalia may have been setting them up all along.) This is a Fill for Tony Stark Bingo 2019- S1: Dancing

The B Team

Teen- Pepper Potts has had a long day that isn’t over yet, as Phil Coulson has just arrived on the doorstep of Tony’s Malibu Mansion to discuss Iron Man joining a new team. In most instances, it wouldn’t be enough to let him in the door, except he’s brought James Barnes along with him. Of course, he was probably expecting that James would be helping them talk business… But all the Soldier seems to want to do is get busy. (WinterIronWeek Day1/ TSB S2: [Image: Tony Stark working on IM in Workshop]) 

Done

General- Tony has just started prep work to remove the old arm and install the new one he's built, and already James is impatient. Or maybe he just wants to needle his boyfriend a little? Tony gets pretty cute when he's annoyed. (WinterIronWeek Day 2)

A Second Take, A First Impression

General- A drunk Tony Stark meets his Soulmate at a college party, but James is a gentleman (and Rhodey is scary) so nothing can happen until they’re sober. Tony wakes up at an ungodly hour of the morning, confused at his current predicament, and meets his (very attractive, very shirtless) Soulmate all over again. (He wishes he could forget all of this.) (WinterIronWeek Day 3)

Hunting For (You)

General- The Soldier has cleared the last of his required therapies, been gifted a new arm, and turned loose. The first thing he wants is to show Tony, up close and personal. Of course, there's a certain winged pest that is going to interrupt. (WinterIronWeek Day5)

WinterWidow/RussianRoulette- James Barnes x Natasha Romanova

No Fics Currently

Stony- Steve Rogers x Tony Stark

A Guardian of Light

Teen- a.k.a. that time Steve sank the Valkyrie in the Arctic and became a spirit-walking wolf to guide Tony, at Frigga’s suggestion.

Shield Studios Ltd.

General Audiences- All the Avengers in a non-powered voice-acting AU for an animated show called "Assemble" staring their Marvel counterparts. Tony/Steve have a mutual admiration/crush but it's not actually romantic and can be read as gen.

Assemble!

Phil’s Failed Plan

You’re Welcome to Try

The Vague & The Unmistakable

General Audiences- Looking back on it, there are several things that should have tipped Steve off that today was his Birthday. (Starting with the fact that it's suddenly clear Tony engineered every one of them.)

Stucky- Steve Rogers x James Barnes

No Fics Currently

Stuckony- Steve Rogers x James Barnes x Tony Stark

On The Wing

Teen- A Wing AU for Stuckony. Stories are Complete but the Series is Ongoing, available for expansion via prompts when open.

Fluttering

Turtledove

(I’ll) Be Good

Mature- So when the tumblr prompt "Would you ever write...ABO winterironshield with alpha Tony?" meets my Kink Card S2 Square "Alpha/Beta/Omega Society" this is where we end up.

Allergic to Coddling

From the Prompt: "Would you ever write Tony Stark having an allergic reaction to something and the rest of the Avengers babying him to the point of ridiculousness because they just love him so much?" Sort of Stuckony, sort of Everyone is Poly Because Avengers? Your choice.

Poly Avengers- Everyone Loves Everyone

Everybody Loves Me

From the Prompt: "Would you ever write a TonyXEveyone fic? Not exactly everyoneXeveryone, but everyone *in love* with Tony only?" Note this is a Partial Fill which may be expanded on later. Featuring Tales of Suspense Hawkeye/Comic Clint Barton, aka deaf and a dumpster kid until the end.

Non Romantic- No Shipping

Shut UP, Bucky!

Teen-  From the hellscape of Discord Discussions I bring you: QueenWuppy: "During World War II condoms were not only distributed to male U.S. military members, but enlisted men were also subject to significant contraception propaganda in the form of films, posters, and lectures. A number of slogans were coined by the military, with one film exhorting "Don't forget — put it on before you put it in." "guys i was doing research and and steve and bucky were subjected to this". AKA Bucky makes SO MANY COMMENTS about Super Soldier Sized Protection. So many.

The Most Powerful (Pillowfight)

General-  In which Carol and Tony (aggressively) support each other and then do battle (with pillows) for their honor. Or each other's honor? It's unclear, things got out of control. (James Rhodes loves these idiots way too much.) (This is a fill for the TSB 2019 Square: T2: A BATTLE/FIGHT/CONFRONTATION)

We Can’t Plot Murder All The Time

General Audiences- From the Prompt: "Would you ever write Deadpool/Tony (IronPool? DeadMan? IronDead? Dunno their ship name :b)" AN: I don’t ship them so this is a non-romantic.

The Losers

A Touch of Grace

Gen to Teen- Cougar has a bad feeling right before the Fadhil operation, and he admonishes Jake to be careful. Jake mostly pays attention, but Cougs is pretty distracting. (Slight D/s tones and Subspace.)

If I Touch You, Will You Listen? (Cougar’s POV)

If I Listen, Will You Touch Me? (Jensen’s POV)

Tag (You’re It)

Teen-  Jake hacks a new system for the express purpose of getting the Losers prank dog tags printed and delivered. Mostly because his Unit is full of people that make bad decisions, himself included. And also? To flirt with Cougar. Jake is willing to do stupid, stupid things in order to flirt with Cougar.

You And Tequila (Make Me Crazy)

Teen (and Up)- Fortalvarez Tequila is a family business that's been in operation for a hundred and fifty years. Currently, under the management of the family matriarch Constanza, the business will soon be passed to her beloved grandson Carlos. The problem is, Constanza does not care for modern technology or the fact that all of her grandbabies (but especially her favorite) are single. Her solution is a single advertisement for a new Social Media Expert, which is about to be answered by the very handsome (and rather impulsive) Jake Jensen. 

[wolf-stark]

I watched Endgame tonight.

I have things to say. So Spoilers warning. It’s three in the morning post-first-time-watching-the-movie-I’ve-been-waiting-for-since-I-was-Eight. 

- That opening scene was... amazing. Them learning that the stones were destroyed by Thanos was sad but amazing. But, Does that mean the time stone is still destroyed? In this timeline all the stones are still destroyed right? - Captain Marvel fucking carried Tony, and Nebula, back to Earth. - FIVE YEARS LATER?! FIVE FUCKING YEARS! - I haven't watched Captain Marvel (Because I couldn’t afford it and they stopped showing the double feature at my local theatre), but I already love her after that opening scene. Carol Danvers is amazing. - Natasha... bby don't cry!! - They couldn't find fuckin' Hawkeye? DAYUM SON! - It took him five fucking years to get out of the Quantum realm but for HIM it was only Five hours?! - MORGAN! SHE'S SO ADORABLE! - Dr. Hulk... damn cool - It took One picture of Peter Parker for him to figure out Time Travel - Time travel. Just... wow. - NATASHA DID NOT NEED TO DIE THAT HORRIBLY. Poor Clint. But, I do have to admit, Nat is smart as hell in how to beat Clint. Even though I DIDN'T WANT MY MCU-STEP-MOM TO DIE, FUCK! - Dude... HE FUCKING SAID HAIL HYDRA. I like the reference and how they backtracked and said 'Dudes, he was undercover' BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS PISSED ABOUT THE COMIC CHANGE. - 'I can do this all day' 'yeah, I know' Even Steve knows he's annoying at times. - AMERICA'S ASS! I WHOLEHEARTEDLY AGREE AND I'M NEVER LETTING THIS GO! - Loki, you sneaky bitch. I love you - THEY GAVE TONY A FUCKING HEART ATTACK JUST SO TONY COULD STEAL THE TESSERACT, and failed. - Thor saved Tony with Mjolnir... just... that. - Rhodey and Nebula... love it. - I love how fucking Dr. Hulk thought 'Smash' was a ridiculous. - Antman is a dork. Captain Steve America Rogers. - I LOVE THE FACT THAT THOR WAS STILL WORTHY EVEN AFTER HE KILLED THANOS and HE WAS HAPPY ABOUT IT. - I love Queen Frigga's 'It sometimes takes a minute' SHE'S SUCH A GOOD MOM AND SHE SHOULDN'T HAVE DIED. But I am glad that Thor got to say goodbye. - TONY GOT TO SEE HIS DAD. WE GOT TO SEE PEGGY AS THE DIRECTOR. STEVE SAW PEGGY AND OH MY GO SHE LOOKED AMAZING. I LOVE HAYLEY ATWELL. - I love how Tony picked the same fucking day, or close to it, that he was born.; Fun Fact: My Dad and Tony share a birth year. - FUCKING MISTER JARVIS! - Just... The looks on their faces when they realized Natasha wasn't coming home to them. - Tony built his own gauntlet without a Magical Dwarf. - Everyone fell apart when she died. Fuck. - Thanos is a dick. Past Nebula was a bitch. Past Gamora was an asshole. - HULK DID THE SNAP, HOLY FUCK - HE BLEW UP A BUILDING BECAUSE NEBULA ACCIDENTALLY TOLD THEM THE FUTURE. Poor Nebula. - Antman really fucking pole vaullted WITH A PENCIL. - Nicely done saving Hulk, Rhodey and Rocket, Giant Man. - This whole scene was... a mess and it's kind of a blur in my mind. - Iron man 'died' in Avengers and Captain America 'Died' in Endgame and they 'revived' each other respectively. Fuck. - Thor, Captain America, Iron Man. THE FUCKING TRIFECTA OF 'DONT FUCK WITH US'! - CAPTAIN MOTHER FUCKING AMERICA CAN WIELD MJOLNIR FUCKERS! AND I SCREAMED 'YES' WHEN IT HAPPENED. GOD DAMN! and Thor's 'I knew it'. - THE LIGHTNING WITH CAPTAIN AND MJOLNIR! - THE FUCKING HUG BETWEEN IRON DAD AND SPIDER SON OH MY GODS! - When Steve heard Sam's voice I was happy but also a bit sad because I expected it to be Bucky's. - Wanda vs Thanos. SHE WOULD HAVE RIPPED HIM APART IF THEY DIDN'T FUCKING START BLOWING UP THE AREA AROUND HER!

- WHEN PETER SAID HELP THEN WAS SURROUNDED BY PROTECTIVE SUPERHEROES I ALMOST CRIED! Also, his and Captain Marvel's exchange was amazing. and adorable. and I love Peter. and Carol.

- the Literal and Figurative PASSING OF THE GAUNTLET  from Hawkeye(The Original Avengers) to T'Chaka, Peter, and Carol(The New Avengers). OH MY LORDS! - THE FUCKING 'TRY TO FUCK WITH US' GIRL TEAM UP WAS AMAZING. - Wanda's 'Don't worry' before she was joined by all the ladies to protect Captain Marvel. - Tony should have gotten a happier ending. But, he had a happy ending, in a way, and THANOS FUCKING GOT HIS BITCHES! - Past Gamora shouldn't have dusted with everyone else of Thanos' guys but I understand it. - The Funeral was... depressing but I love that in a way he got to say goodbye to his family.  Aunt May leaned on Peter and it looked like he was trying not to cry. Harley (from Iron Man 3) was at the funeral and I love the continuity. Fury and Carol on the porch, distant but present. - I Love You 3000. Tony Said 'I love you tons' which means 2000, his own daughter one-upped him and I love it. and he repeated it to her. - Married!Pepperony with a daughter is my favorite thing ever and they should have had more time together. - Wanda and Hawkeye are my favorite thing and I hope they get more time together. How the fuck is Vision supposed to come back though for the tv show? - Steve being the one to return the stones when he was the first one to actually be around one, The Tesseract, is amazing. - Why the fuck didn't we get a moment where Red Skull and Steve see each other again? - I am so happy Steve got his happy ending but I wish Peggy had come to the future somehow instead of him going back in time. - CAPTAIN FALCON MOTHER FUCKERS! - Although, I will always love the Captain Bucky story line and the WinterWidow story line, I am excited for Captain Falcon while I feel bad for Sebastian Stan. - II fully believe that Bucky knew Steve was not going to come back, you can see it on his face. - I don't think Steve returned to the 1940s, he returned to the 1970s and lived into that timeline. - PEGGY AND STEVE'S DANCE OH MY GOD! STEGGY! MY MCU-PARENTS! Does that mean they got married? Or he just visited to let her know he was okay? - Natasha should have at least have come back when Steve returned the soul stone. She should have come back when Steve was supposed to. He could stay with Peggy and grow old, She should have come back. - Did Steve really go back in time to return to Peggy but just fuckin' left Bucky to get tortured by HYDRA in the past? Let HYDRA infiltrate SHIELD? All of that? Really? That is not MY Steve Rogers, or did he create a new timeline where he fixed all that shit before really returning to Peggy? - I love how the end of the credits doesn't have an end scene but instead ends with the clanking from the first Iron Man, the start of all of my child-and-teenhood.

- I have been watching this series since I was eight. I cried only twice because I was so shocked by everything else. I gasped when we lost Natasha, but got excited remembering she has a solo movie coming. I cried when we lost Tony, but felt grateful because he was such a big part of shaping my nerdy childhood and teenage hood, and the start of my adultish hood. I cried when Steve and Peggy danced, because they actually got a happy ending I’ve been dying for the to have since Steve’s first movie.

I love this cast so much and I’d sell my soul to the Soul Stone just to see the cast return somehow in some way. This movie is everything I love even though I hate endings and crying during my favorite movies. I can’t wait to see what they do next but... I just hope everyone remembers the Originals who started this... infinite life.

I do have to say, Thank you Stan Lee and Marvel Comic Writers for being the Originators of my childhood, teenhood, and, eventual, full adulthood. Thank you.

BY THE FUCKING WAY - Peter Parker and his friends are all still in high school in Far From Home because they ALL got dusted. So once they were unSnapped they HAD to return to school to finish their education. That's why Peter looks so disoriented when he returns to school.

[roleplaypartneragency]

Marvel Roleplayers!

Fandom: MCU, Avengers/Marvel

Pairing: Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanoff (Romanogers), Steve/Bucky Barnes (Stucky), Bucky/Natasha (BuckyNat/WinterWidow), Steve/Peggy Carter (Steggy) Steve/Sharon Carter (Staron).

If you’re for a ship involving any combo of these characters let me know and I’ll tell you how I feel. I basically ship Steve with a whole ton of people, so if you’d like to play someone I haven’t listed opposite him I’ll let you know my thoughts. I CAN do Stony but the borderline-toxicity (in my opinion) of their MCU relationship somewhat turns me off and makes me hesitant.

I’m also not opposed to writing platonic and/or nonsexual relationships/friendships if you would prefer. This would extend to a wider range of characters you or I could play.

Character(s) you want to play: Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, Peggy Carter, Sharon Carter, Bucky Barnes 

Clearly, Steve is my main. I love him and he consumes me. This does not mean I’m opposed to you playing him if you’d like!

Character(s) you want your partner to play: Any I’ve listed opposite my character

Setting: Canon. I am alright with slight changes to canon (e.g. modern Peggy or Bucky, no civil war, added headcanons etc.), but like to expand on and explore the characters and worlds which are already established 

Prompt: For something long-term, I’d probably tailor a prompt/starter to your preferences. But some topics/ideas I’d like to explore:

-Undercover mission that lasts longer and grows more complicated than anticipated. Could be “pretend marriage.” Characters discover more of each other than they ever thought they would. Probably slow burn.

-I have stumbled upon this child during a field op and now the child is living with us temporarily. This is somehow legal.

-Held hostage/captive together and subjected to harsh conditions, whatever that may be. Injuries sustained. Limits pushed. Etc.

-“Stranded.” Setting tbd. Probably island. Maybe arctic. Other characters can be present. Survival tactics ensue.

-Apocalypse. Probably of the Zombie variety. Imminent threats. Stakes are high.

Basically, I love high stakes and thrill, and two characters relying on each other to get through.

RP Style: I looove detail, character headspace, emotional description and imagery. I will likely write 2-3 paragraphs, more if I am into it. If you can’t match this every time that’s fine, but try not to gradually taper off. I am completely fine with you taking control of the narrative in your turns, adding plot points or events etc., as long as we’re sticking with the general story and concepts we’ve established. I need someone who is able to write not just dialogues and actions, but also character thoughts, emotions, and your own additions regarding the characters position, or I will not be engaged. 

Platform: Generally I email. However I have a discord I rarely use and if this is your preferred method for RP I will give it a try!

Tropes: Intense angst or intense fluff, there’s no in between (just kidding, in between/both is always good) I love a good m/f power couple. Emotional and physical hurt/comfort. I like trauma exploration and giving my characters more trauma :) I will write smut if you’d like but this isn’t my strong area. I prefer “tasteful” or less detailed, quicker scenes like this, or else the writing becomes bland/generic.

Language: English

About me

Gender: Female

Age: 23 I would prefer a 20+ partner, but please be 18+, as suggestive content might slip out into my writing at some point whether or not we are writing smut. 

Please have the ability to be clear and literate!

How to contact me: Message me here for my email! pimento-mortis.tumblr.com

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Marvel Roleplayers!

Fandom: MCU, Avengers/Marvel

Pairing: Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanoff (Romanogers), Steve/Bucky Barnes (Stucky), Bucky/Natasha (BuckyNat/WinterWidow), Steve/Peggy Carter (Steggy) Steve/Sharon Carter (Staron).

If you’re for a ship involving any combo of these characters let me know and I’ll tell you how I feel. I basically ship Steve with a whole ton of people, so if you’d like to play someone I haven’t listed opposite him I’ll let you know my thoughts. I CAN do Stony but the borderline-toxicity (in my opinion) of their MCU relationship somewhat turns me off and makes me hesitant.

I’m also not opposed to writing platonic and/or nonsexual relationships/friendships if you would prefer. This would extend to a wider range of characters you or I could play.

Character(s) you want to play: Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, Peggy Carter, Sharon Carter, Bucky Barnes 

Clearly, Steve is my main. I love him and he consumes me. This does not mean I’m opposed to you playing him if you’d like!

Character(s) you want your partner to play: Any I’ve listed opposite my character

Setting: Canon. I am alright with slight changes to canon (e.g. modern Peggy or Bucky, no civil war, added headcanons etc.), but like to expand on and explore the characters and worlds which are already established 

Prompt: For something long-term, I’d probably tailor a prompt/starter to your preferences. But some topics/ideas I’d like to explore:

-Undercover mission that lasts longer and grows more complicated than anticipated. Could be “pretend marriage.” Characters discover more of each other than they ever thought they would. Probably slow burn.

-I have stumbled upon this child during a field op and now the child is living with us temporarily. This is somehow legal.

-Held hostage/captive together and subjected to harsh conditions, whatever that may be. Injuries sustained. Limits pushed. Etc.

-“Stranded.” Setting tbd. Probably island. Maybe arctic. Other characters can be present. Survival tactics ensue.

-Apocalypse. Probably of the Zombie variety. Imminent threats. Stakes are high.

Basically, I love high stakes and thrill, and two characters relying on each other to get through.

  RP Style: I looove detail, character headspace, emotional description and imagery. I will likely write 2-3 paragraphs, more if I am into it. If you can’t match this every time that’s fine, but try not to gradually taper off. I am completely fine with you taking control of the narrative in your turns, adding plot points or events etc., as long as we’re sticking with the general story and concepts we’ve established.

Platform: Generally I email. However I have a discord I rarely use and if this is your preferred method for RP I will give it a try!

Tropes: Intense angst or intense fluff, there’s no in between (just kidding, in between/both is always good) I love a good m/f power couple. Emotional and physical hurt/comfort. I like trauma exploration and giving my characters more trauma :) I will write smut if you’d like but this isn’t my strong area. I prefer “tasteful” or less detailed, quicker scenes like this, or else the writing becomes bland/generic.

Language: English

Please have an ability to be clear and literate!

About me

Gender: Female

Age: 23 I would prefer a 20+ partner but please be 18+, as adult content will slip out in my writing whether we are doing smut or not

How to contact me: Message me here for my email! pimento-mortis.tumblr.com

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FAQ and Guidelines

Do’s and Don’ts Fanfiction Addition

1. About until-theend-oftheline

Sideblog for Marvel Content

This is a sideblog. Follows and likes and replies will come from my main blog @thing-you-do-with-that-thing. My main blog is mainly SPN content but you’ll see none of that here. This blog is marvel only and maybe an occasional personal post. 

Positivity and Zero Hate Tolerance

I DO NOT tolerate hate of any kind towards any actors, spouses (girlfriends or exes either) or characters. Yes, there are actors and characters I dislike but I’ll spew no hate and I’ll not tolerate you do so on posts coming off my blog either. No, I am not willing to tell you who I dislike since that always bring debate and hate with it.

Discussions are welcome, but hate is not. If you sent me hate I will block you. If you hate on the actors or their s/os on my positive posts or send it to my inbox I will block you. If you feel it is okay to send the actors or their family hate on twitter or Instagram you aren’t welcome on my blog either. We don’t have to share an opinion to be friendly, but there is behavior I just simply won’t tolerate.

Any character hate will make me unfollow you and if it ends up in my inbox or on my posts I will block you. 

I also don’t tolerate Starker on my dash or any other ships that encourage child abuse - I will unfollow, report and block you if I see it. 

Zero Hate Tolerance for my followers as well

Any race, gender, and sexual orientation are welcome to on my blog. You’ll see no hate towards anyone here. If I ever call people out it is based on opinions and behavior - never skin color, gender, religion or who they do or do not sleep with.

That being said I myself am a cis white bi female. I try and make my readers fairly neutral but often they fall into the cis women category. I try and not show race though (unless I have a specific reason too in the plot) and my sexual orientation show in me writing both m/m, f/f, f/m, and poly fics. 

Original Content

I am a fanfic writer. I write reader inserts for characters and actors in the MCU fandom. I write mainly write reader inserts but I write ships also. I write both rpf and character fics.

There are ships I don’t write or read but again the blog is hate free (I got zero tolerance for underage ships though). Otherwise, Ship and let sail. 

Every fic is tagged what it is and only what it is. Everything I write doesn’t have to be your cuppa tea to follow me. Just don’t be a dick about it and we’ll get along nicely.

I write FICTION. Which means the few times I’ll write a rpf ship it’s just that! I don’t think Chris and Seb are getting it on while we aren’t looking. It is all in good fun and I treat the actors and characters with respect in my fics. My fics hurt no one and I am under no illusions I write REAL PEOPLE, I write my perception of who they are and sometimes a fun fantasy of what could be.

Aside from my writing, I create Aesthetics and Icons - which I have heaps of fun with but my blog is mainly a fanfiction and fangirling blog ;)

2. How to Navigate the Blog

In my bio to the left, you can read what this blog is all about. There is a link to my FAQ which you are currently reading. There is a link to my masterlist, my taglists (where you can add yourself and read the rules that go along with being tagged) and a link to my main blog.

Further to the left, you find Talk to Me where you can send me asks about anything you'd like. And a list of Kari's Reading Lists which is MCU fic recs from yours truly. Go read and send the authors some loving.

I tag pretty carefully, so if there is something or someone you wanna blacklist - just let me know and I will tell you the tag or create one. I won’t be offended. 

3. Who do you write for?

So far mainly Steve, Bucky and Stucky x Reader along with Seb and Chris x reader.

I write a bunch of the other character too but not as often. I am open to expanding to both more ships, rpf, and characters in the future - including Hardy/Eddie Brock and Reynolds/Wade Wilson. 

I sometimes write for some of the actor's other characters as well, but that is rarer. 

4. What genres do you write?

I mainly write Angst and fluff. A crack fic sneaks in at times and smut occurs in some fics - mostly series, but rarely. I don’t write porn without plot anymore but if the plot calls for it my characters can have fun. Everything is tagged and warned for.

5. A SFW blog with NSFW content

All smut/porn on my blog is tagged and warned for. Original content and not. 

6. Requests and Posting Schedule

I don’t have a set posting schedule.

My requests are closed and they won’t open for real. Sometimes I take ideas for bingo cards or I take requests for preferences, headcanons or aesthetics BUT one shot and series I won’t open my requests for again. I simply got too many ideas of my own. Sorry.

7. Do you tag people in your fics?

Yes. Feel free to take a peek at the list and put you on any open tag lists you would like. You can find the link here. The way I set up the doc (because people kept messing with the format and taking people other than themselves off) you need to be on a computer to work it. Sorry.  

If you are interested you can turn on notifications for my side blog: Kari-Writes-Fandoms - all my writing will be reblogged to it and it will only hold my original content. That being said my SPN writing is also reblogged there but you can just ignore what you don’t wanna see - I haven’t written anything SPN in a while anyway.

8. Can I tag you in my fics?

You can tag me in any genre you like. It’s not a guarantee I read it. I’ll try and read as much as I can but I got a life.

I won’t read your fic if it has no warnings. There are things that angers or makes me feel bad and I won’t be surprised by them. 

It’s also not a guarantee I’ll put you on Kari’s Reading List. Only my very favorite things go on that list.

DON’T TAG ME IN NOT MENTIONED PAIRINGS!

Characters x Reader I read: Bucky, Steve, Tony, Sam, Clint, Wanda, Valkyrie, Nat, Thor. And even if they aren’t MCU - Wade Wilson and Eddie Brock (no monster porn with Venom though please)

RPF x Reader: Evans, Hemsworth, Tom Hardy, Hiddles and Sebastian (RPF Ships as poly only: Elsa x Chris x Reader and Evanstan x Reader)

Ships (all solo or as poly with reader): Stucky, Winterhawk, Winterwidow, Winterwitch, SteveSam, Cap3, Winterfalcon, Clintasha and Steggy.

If your fic contains hate against any spouses or former girlfriends or current S/Os don’t tag me. If your fic contains hate towards any actors, don’t tag me. If your fic contains non con, dub con, mommy kink, daddy kink, underage smut or incest in any shape or form (I count Thorki) please don’t tag me. Don’t tag me in A/B/O either it is not my thing. No BDSM, choking or tying him or his partner up for Bucky either!  

FAQ

1. I sent you chainmail - why didn’t you answer? 

Honestly, they are a huge pet peeve of mine. I don’t answer nor do I sent them to anyone else. I delete them as soon as I get them. Thank you for thinking of me but save it for someone else. I much rather you send me something you wrote or a heart or something.

2. How old are you?

So many... I was born August 26th, 1987

3. I got another question. Can I ask?

Sure my asks are always open. Just remember to be polite and I will be the same :)

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The ultimate OTP Advent Calendar

This is an advent calendar for the OTP’s of me and my friends. Odd numbers are Marvel OTP’s and even numbers are for other OTP’s. So everyday you’ll get a drawing and a story, that you can find below :) x

Day 01 - Stony Day 02 - Drarry Day 03 - Winterwidow Day 04 - Superbat Day 05 - Les Hawkeyes Day 06 - Destiel Day 07 - Clintasha Day 08 - Johnlock Day 09 - Frostiron Day 10 - The Impossibles Day 11 - Science Bro’s Day 12 - Merthur Day 13 - Ironhusbands Day 14 - Turrow Day 15 - Ironwidow Day 16 - Sheriarty Day 17 - Winteriron Day 18 - Wolfstar Day 19 - Phlint

Day 19 - Phlint

What are we even doing here?“ Clint whines, when he and Natasha enter the mall. Clint hates malls. They are loud and dirty and there were always so many people. Clint hates people.

„Well I thought I could show you your Christmas present a bit early.“ Natasha says and she sounds already bored. But she gets Clint’s attention with that.

„Present? I get one? Right now?“ Clint asks and puts an arm around her shoulders. Natasha wrinkles her nose at that, but she doesn’t slap his arm away. Probably because they are many people around them.

„Not if you are being annoying.“ Natasha says then and Clint pouts. She knows how much he loves presents.

„Alright. I’m gonna be cool. I mean I’m cool a lot.“ Clint says and then winks at Natasha, who pretends to puke. Pah. She has no idea, how cool he is.

„You are making it worse. Now I just wanna go home.“ Natasha says, but she still points at another direction then the exit and Clint follows her. He looks around, but he doesn’t even know those shops around them.

„What the heck, could you possible gift me in a mall?“ Clint mutters and then nearly runs into Natasha, when she stops. Clint is so glad to be an Agent and knows how to move his body, because if not he would’ve fallen on his ass. Right here in the mall.

„There it is. Merry Christmas, Clint!“ Natasha says and with one kiss to his cheek, she is gone. Clint looks after her and frowns. What is his present? The garbage can next to him?

„Merry Christmas!“ Someone says then and wait. Clint knows that voice. He turns around and now he really needs to sit down. There is. Phil. Phil Coulson. Like Agent Phil Coulson in a mall dressed as Santa Claus and he has a child on his knee who explains what she wants for Christmas.

What?

Clint rubs his eyes and then looks over there again. It is really Phil. He is not even wearing a beard. Clint huffs at that. What type of Santa Claus doesn’t wear a beard? Clint can tell you the answer. A bad one.

But Phil smiles so softly at the little girl on his knee, that Clint looks down. He is actually glad there is no beard to cover Phil’s beautiful smile.

„What the fuck.“ Clint whispers and a mother next to him, shoots him a dirty look. Clint waves and tries to look guilty, but he is smiling so hard. He looks around and sees that there are only three more children in the row for Phil. And the mall would close in ten minutes anyway.

*

Clint sees how Phil sighs, when the last kids waves at him and then leaves. There are only very few people in the mall and Clint comes closer. Now or never.

„Hey Santa.“ Clint says cheekily and Phil turns around. Clint can see how shocked he is and he has to grin at that. He never thought something could surprise Phil.

„Clint, what are you doing here?“ Phil hisses at him and Clint pouts.

„I just wanted to make a wish, Santa.“ Clint says and he pretends to be really sad about it. He can hear how Phil groans, but he actually does sit back on his chair. Clint cheers inwardly and goes over to him.

They stare at each other for more than a minute. Phil glaring. Clint smiling wider with every second.

Phil pats his knees. Clint laughs, but he sits down on Phil’s lap.

„So are you here often?“ Clint asks and Phil smacks his thigh. Clint rubs over the place Phil smacked and pouts.

„Can’t you even be serious just once in your life?“ Phil asks and he sounds annoyed. Clint looks down and goes quiet. He doesn’t want make Phil angry. He just… he is nervous around Phil and he always says the wrong things.

„Sorry.“ Clint says and Phil nods.

„It’s okay. I know you mean well. Or I hope so.“ Phil says and Clint nods. He is still a bit…unsure. But he takes a deep breath and then looks back at Phil again. Maybe he should just say it. After ten years… he just can’t deny it anymore.

„Dear Santa I uh… I have a wish for Christmas.“ Clint whispers and he hopes his blush isn’t too bad already.

„Yeah what do you wish for? I’m sure Santa will make it come true, for you.“ Phil says so soft, that Clint’s heart melts.

„You.“

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BuckyNat Smut-A-Thon hurt/comfort Monday: Rose

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2xP0H5P

by Aerith_Mon_Kishu

Natalia and James were able to flee the Red Room together, trying to take care of the child that is growing inside her.

preview:

"I want to call her Rose." She saw his puzzled look. "I am like autumn, with my hair like the leaves ready to fall, ready for Winter." Her eyes glinted at that. "And your nickname, come on. You impersonate that dark, cold time of the year."

"I try not to see that as an insult."

She chuckled. "But her, she will be like spring. Like the flowers blooming again. That is also when she should be born, right? You said February or March."

"It takes nine month to carry a baby, yes."

"So then she'll be a spring child. And that needs a fitting name. Also, Roses are strong, they have thorns to protect themselves."

James smiled kindly before gently stroking through her hair. "And they have your beautiful red color."

"So… Rose?"

He kissed her, showing her all the love her felt right now. "It's a perfect name." Let's hope she's not born in winter...

Words: 3238, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 5 of Mon-Kishu's BuckyNat smut fics for events like Mini-Bang and Smut-A-Thon

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Winter Soldier (Comics), Black Widow (Comics)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M

Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov (Marvel)

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Natasha Romanov, Winterwidow, Buckynat

Additional Tags: buckynat smut-a-thon, Hurt/Comfort, James comforts Natalia while she's vulnerable, a bit of smut in between, Pregnancy, Childbirth, i took "The Name of the Rose" and used it for these two, but in my version it has a good ending for Rose

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2xP0H5P