#winnie s3 au

[bucked-it-up]

Idk if this will ever be finished because uni and life got overwhelming but I thought why not post this so some people can see it and read it rather than sit in my drafts. Anyways it's a bucktommy au only really the start. Word count - 2417

Buck was fed up with going to physiotherapy; he knew he needed to go for his leg and get back to firefighting, but it was so draining, and every session just reminded him of how far he must go. Having to do the exercises and struggling just added more to the pain and heartbreak of not being able to go back to firefighting, the one thing he felt was important. The 118 tried to help him but they just felt like comforting platitudes. Always saying take your time, you will be back sooner than you know. He just wanted to be back out there, doing the rescues, and helping people, he didn’t want to feel stuck. He kept going, kept pretending he cared about more than the job, that he wasn’t struggling to get up knowing he wasn’t truly closer to getting back to work.

The appointment that day wasn’t terrible, but it wasn’t great either, they had been going through some of the standard exercises to get strength back. They were exercises he could’ve done in his sleep before the truck but now his muscles shook, locked into tense positions, making it hard to walk. The physiotherapist, Emma, always would say it's normal and it will improve, and he just wanted to shout at her sometimes. When will it improve? When? Every time he feels the same, no improvement. He needed something to feel like a win.

As he walked out of the appointment room, slightly limping, keeping weight on his left, he bumped into something. He fell back slightly, catching himself with his bad leg, letting out a hiss of pain and stumbling. A hand grabs his arm steadying him.

“Hey,” a soft voice appears, “You good?”

“Yeah, uh,” Buck looks up to see concerned eyes and dark hair. “I wasn’t expecting to bump into someone. Caught myself on my bad leg.”

“It’s my fault I wasn’t looking where I was going.” The hand lets go of its hold on his arm and Buck can feel himself steady, but pain still races up his leg a not-so-subtle reminder that he needs to be more careful. “I’m Tommy, here for my shoulder, you?”

“Evan, my leg if it wasn’t obvious.” Buck wasn’t sure why he said Evan not Buck, but it felt easier, Buck had the expectations of a firefighter, of someone fit and healthy, something who could stumble and put weight on his leg. Evan had no expectations apart from being someone who fucked up.

“I have to go in for my appointment, Evan,” Tommy saying Evan felt nice, Buck wasn’t sure why. “But maybe I will see you next week? If you have an appointment?”

“I do,” Buck chuckled a bit at arranging to meet at another physio appointment but why not, Tommy seems nice. “I guess I will see you then.”

And that was the start of their weekly physio meet-ups.

Every week, when Tommy’s appointments lined up with Buck's, was a light in each dark week. He did feel like he was closer to getting somewhere now with his leg, but it was still a struggle. Talking to Tommy after each appointment helped, he had learnt so much about Tommy. He now knew that Tommy was a firefighter pilot at the Harbor Station and had also been at the 118 before he had transferred which meant that Buck had gotten to learn what it was like before he joined the station. Buck had gotten to laugh at stories such as Maurice and the knives.

(“What do you mean you had to get a chicken with knives attached to its legs?”

“It was a part of a cock fighting ring!”

“Sure…”

“The best part was Bobby giving the chicken to Athena.”

‘Wait! What do you mean he did that! Tell me more!”)

Buck learns about Tommy’s time in the army, and how he joined to escape his dad. He joined as early as he could and ended up being discharged after he was shot in the shoulder. Buck learns how he decided to join firefighting.

(“After being discharged I had no purpose, like I was floating with no anchor. After so long of being in regimented routines where every part of my day was decided for me, I just didn’t know what to do. Then I saw an emergency happen in front of me, nothing serious, someone had fallen and broken their leg and needed an ambulance, I saw how the team worked together, and it reminded me of my time in the army. How there you had a group of people who always had your back. That’s why I signed up, I wanted to help people and have people around me to fall back on.”

“But then you had Gerrard.”

“But I had Gerrard.”)

After Tommy opens up about Gerrard, Buck slowly learns more bits and pieces about Tommy’s life. He learns how Gerrard was almost a perfect reflection of Tommy's father and how it affected him in terms of coming to accept himself. Buck learns about how Tommy felt after starting therapy when he joined the 217, wanting to learn how to be a better person and come to terms with what had happened in the past.

(“It took a lot of work to come to terms with myself and realise that I couldn’t keep letting my dad hang over my head. I needed to accept myself and with comfortable with me. Hen was actually the first person I told I was gay. She was a big reason why I had come to terms with wanting to be proud of who I am and who I love. So, I wanted her to be the first to know.”

“How did she react?”

“Oh, she invited me over for dinner with Karen, it was one of the first times I had been able to talk about being gay and what it meant for me. I don’t talk to Hen as often anymore, but we always tell each other happy pride. I miss her.”)

Tommy in turn learns about Evan’s travels before he became a firefighter, and learns about Maddie who only recently came back in his life. Tommy sits there and listens while Evan talks about growing up in a home where only his sister was a parent to him and how he felt abandoned when Maddie stayed with Doug but also how having Maddie’s jeep set him free from the expectations of his parents.

(“So, a cowboy, you were a cowboy.”

“I don’t know if I would say cowboy…”

“Come one, Evan, I know you want to call yourself a cowboy.”

“Okay, maybe I was a cowboy.”)

Tommy also learns about when Evan was fired, and how he was using sex as a coping mechanism and took the fire truck to have sex with someone. He learns that Evan cares so much about the job, how much he needs to be able to go back to work and how much pain Evan is hiding.

(“The day I got fired was a difficult day, but it was also a good day. I learnt how much firefighting means to me and I got to prove myself to both Athena and Bobby. Since then, my love for the job has grown with each rescue no matter how small or big. I just want to get back to it, Tommy, it almost hurts being away from it and not knowing when I will be back. I just want to get better.”

“You will, Evan. I know you will.”

“How do you know?”

“Because I see you, I see your determination, your strength. You will get back there.”)

Tommy also learns about how Evan got the leg injury and the events leading up to it. He remembers hearing about the bombs being placed around the city, targeting people. He remembers the horror of seeing the news report of a firefighter being trapped under an engine and the bomber refusing to let anyone near him. He remembers watching with bated breath, hoping to see the figure be set free, he almost cried with relief when he saw the truck being lifted. He couldn’t imagine being the person going through it. He felt like he understood Evan even more after hearing about it.

(“It was terrifying, I was stuck, and I was sure I was going to lose my leg. The kid just wouldn’t do anything, I mean I get he was scared and hurt but I just wanted to be out of pain.”

“God, Evan, I can’t imagine.”

“I thought I would be free of the pain when they started to lift the truck, but it just got worse, and now I’m likely to never stop feeling pain in my leg. Sometimes it feels like I’m still under there, with no help coming.”

“Evan, I will always help, please call me, text me anytime and I will get to you as soon as possible. I will make sure that help is always coming.”)

As suddenly as the meetings started, they stopped. Tommy’s shoulder no longer needed to be watched over by the physio and it was just at-home exercises he needed to do. Buck didn’t realise quite how lonely the appointments would be after that even though he knew his end was in sight as well. Though he didn’t see Tommy at the appointments, they did finally remember to share their numbers and since then, Buck didn’t think they had gone more than a day without texting.

(Tommy: Only a couple more PT sessions left, then its recertify training?

Buck: Yep! So happy I can finally start training again soon. The academy won’t know what hit them!

Tommy: Let me know when you start and you can come round and train in my home gym)

Sometimes it was serious texts, long messages about something that was bothering them, often about their injuries that they both knew they would be dealing with for the rest of their lives. Having someone able to understand helped Buck be able to slowly come to terms with the pain in his leg, he was able to look past it more and accept that some things in his life would have to adjust. Other times the messages sent were much less serious.

(Buck: did you know there is only one seal species that only live in freshwater?

Tommy: No, but go on

Buck: Yes!! The Baikal Seal in Russia, its found in the baikal lake which is also the deepest lake in the world!)

Buck learnt more about the day to life of a firefighter pilot, what kind of work they do what kind of calls Tommy takes. He learns that Tommy does a lot of air transport often from the harder hiking routes in LA where inexperienced hikers think they can handle. He also learns about some of the weird calls that he’s done while being with Harbor.

(Tommy: so one time we went out to a call middle of nowhere to transport a medical call and when we get there we find this couple who had obviously come out for a date when some how one of them got tangled up and tripped over the picnic blanket breaking their leg and then the other decides you know what it’s the perfect time to propose right as we are about to put their partner in the helicopter

Buck: did they say yes?!?!?!?!?

Tommy: is that the only thing you took away from that story…

Buck: you can’t leave me hanging what was the answer!!!!!

Tommy: …. They said yes

Buck: !!!!!)

As time went on Tommy did wonder if Evan was pushing himself too far to recertify as soon as he could. Tommy worried that he could cause an injury down the line and did try and get Evan to slow down whenever he came round to train in his gym. He would force longer rests and lighter weights, citing that it would help him when he went hard on his own. Tommy would also try and convince him to slow down whenever Evan told him he was going to the gym or training; it didn’t always go well but at least he tried. Tommy also almost wanted to suggest therapy for Evan because he knew there was more driving these decisions than just Evan wanting to be back on the job. It was almost like Evan felt it was the only thing going for him.

(Tommy: Evan, maybe, you can take a day off from training?

Evan: I need to do this, Tommy, I need to get back to it

Tommy: It will still be there no matter how long you take, im sure other people have told you this)

Evan was having a bad day, he wasn’t replying the same and was constantly dodging Tommy’s suggestions of coming around, and having a movie day, something Evan had always been open to previously. Evan had been having a hard time when coming to training towards recertification, Tommy had been hearing it for the last week or so, Evan just wasn’t where he wanted to be. Tommy knew that Evan would make it back to the 118 and get through the recertification process he just needed to give himself time. A glance to his side where Willow was laying gave Tommy an idea to get Evan to maybe cheer up.

(Tommy: [Cat picture]

Tommy: [Cat picture]

Tommy: [Cat picture]

Evan: cat? When did you get a cat?

Evan: also CAT

Tommy: I got her shortly after you last came over, one of the other firefighters in Habor found her but couldn’t keep her. I could so took her in

Tommy: [Cat picture]

Evan: Im coming over to meet her, now, be prepared)

Tommy was beginning to plan his and Evans's celebratory meal for the day after Evans's celebratory BBQ with the 118. Evan had tried to get him to come to the BBQ, but Tommy wasn’t ready to see the 118 in person even if Evan had said they wanted to meet him, well not him, the Tommy that Evan had told them about. Eventually, he will see them again just not right now.

(Evan: are you sure you don’t wanna come to Bobby’s and Athena’s?

Tommy: yes, im looking forward to seeing you the day after. I’m not good at large gatherings anyway

Evan: if you are sure, we could do both

Tommy: im sure, you enjoy yourself, don’t worry about me)

[girlbloggercrowley]

makes good omens blog

plans good omens fic

stops caring about good omens

o7

[ezraspiderwick]

What Snowpiercer fanart are you planning to draw? 🤗 Any ideas? Or any WIPs? Or is it a secret? 😯🤫

I have so many ideas! Here’s what I currently have planned

Current WIP: The 3 engineers

Things I want to draw:

- Ruth being a badass (either her with a sword or s3 Ruth, not sure yet)

- Ben and Mel in a royal AU

- The last australians

- Something Winnie related

If anyone has any requests send them my way. I’ll do my best to draw them soon but no promises in how long I’ll actually take

[delucadarling]

ZR - Minnie Winnie Part 2

So I’m really really really hitting a creative wall. I haven’t been able to do much on my current project, I’m just struggling to come up with anything interesting. Which has led to me to this-- a nonsense AU with absolutely no planning done, no outline written whatsoever. Where it goes, nobody knows.

Click Here for Part 1 and here for Part 3

Word Count: 923

Summary: Five and Sam meet up to discuss their trip. 

Spoilers: None (previous part has s3 spoilers)

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Five checks their watch as Sam Yao comes skittering into the coffee shop. 3:22 pm. They had agreed to meet at 3:00. Part of them wants to be annoyed, but something about him makes that a little hard. It probably has to do with how he smiles at them the moment their gazes meet, reminding them for all the world of a golden retriever. Not much different from how they’d first met at Simon’s gym. They hadn’t paused long to talk though, too focused on getting to the climbing wall before anyone else did. The way he’s heading towards them with a bounce in his step, anyone would be forgiven for assuming they’ve been long time friends.

“Hey! Sorry I’m late,” he says, dropping into the chair across from them, voice joining in the rest of the commotion in the bustling little cafe.

“No problem.” Five gestures to the counter. “I need another. Want one?”

His eyes land on the two empty mugs already on the table and widen. “Another?”

“...Do you want one?” Five repeats, not particularly in the mood to discuss their coffee drinking habits with a stranger. Even if the stranger is particularly cute. Especially when their coffee habit has a lot to do with the stranger being late. Sam seems to have that same thought, and he nods.

“Yeah, if you don’t mind,” he says, tugging the zipper of his jacket down.

Five goes to the back of the line, inhaling the comforting scent of ground coffee as they wait. They’ve been to this cafe a few times before. It’s cozy, with a lot of dark wood and low lighting, and the coffee is pretty damn cheap for the quality. That’s one nice thing about not visiting the same place twice; they’ve been forced to branch out, and in doing so, have found a lot of really great places they’d have never found otherwise.

Once they get to the front, they place their order and step to the side to wait for it to be ready. It takes long enough that they could go and sit with Sam for a minute, but they refrain for now.

Since they agreed to the trip the day before, Five has been waffling on their decision to agree on it. Taking the Winnie on a road trip definitely sparks up Five’s interest, but it’s a small space to be crammed in with someone they don’t know. Part of them is dreading talking things out with Sam, only to find out he’s unbearably annoying or weird, and now they’re stuck with him for almost a week.

“Here you go!” the barista says, putting the two coffee mugs on the pick up counter. Five thanks him, and turns to face the music.

“Thanks,” Sam says with a small smile as Five hands him his coffee. Immediately he starts pouring sugar packet after sugar packet into the mug, followed by almost enough creamer to bring the liquid up to the rim.

Well, he wouldn’t be the first person they know to ruin a perfectly good coffee. Still, it doesn’t bode well for their… relationship, whatever that turns out to be.

“So,” Sam says once he’s done carefully stirring his overfull mug. “This trip.”

“Mm.” Five takes a sip from their mug, and Sam seems as put off by their black coffee as they are at his… creation. “You ever traveled in an RV?”

“Not a once,” Sam says cheerfully. “It sounds cool though, you know? Very… Teen summer movie. Like this one I saw ages ago, ah what was it called… It had that one actor from--”

“There’s not much room,” Five interrupts. “More than a regular car, but you don’t want to clutter the place up.”

Sam blinks. “Oh right, yeah. Of course.”

“And you’ll be paying for the gas,” Five warns. “And the overnight fee of camping at a park.

Sam nods enthusiastically, though his head slows as he thinks about it. “Er, how much do you think…?”

“Couple hundred dollars-- pounds.” Sam blanches, and Five scratches their chin thoughtfully. Maybe that’s not totally fair, considering they plan to treat it like a mini-vacation for themself. “How about this. I’ll pay park fees. Maybe I’ll help with the gas.”

“Yeah, that’d be great,” Sam says weakly. He lifts his own mug to drink and unsurprisingly manages to spill it down his shirt. “Aw, shit-- Sorry.”

“...I’m not bothered,” Five says wryly, though they have no idea if he’s referring to spilling his coffee on himself or swearing. In either case, they hand him a wad of napkins and he starts sopping the dark spot on his shirt up.

“I’m kind of a mess to be around,” he tells them apologetically.

“I can see that.” Five suppresses a smile; he’s kinda cute. “When do you need to be at this interview exactly?”

“Er, next Tuesday,” he says. Five nods. A week from now. Not bad.

“It’ll take two days of easy driving to get there,” Five says. “But we might oughta leave early to make sure we don’t run into problems along the way that’ll stop us getting there.”

“Might oughta,” Sam says with clear amusement. Five rolls their eyes; they’re used to it.

“Drink your coffee,” Five shoots back, and he grimaces, dropping a damp wad of paper napkin on the table. “I’ll pick you up on Friday. 5 am.”

“5 am!” Sam exclaims.

“Uh huh.”

He groans but doesn’t argue further. “Alright.”

“Good. Now let’s go over a few more details…”

[philtstone]

hello pal, being me, i would like to request the word BABY from ur wips, thank u my friend

sennen i must apologize bc u don’t go here but i could not find the word baby in a single other wip of mine (scandalous i know!!!) so here is an excerpt from a plotless s3 fix-it au bc i am still upset that outlander gave me FOUR babies and then did not give me any soft baby-parent moments. WHO was hired to make that decision i just wanna talk anyway here we go w a side of concealed identity and (offscreen) mutual pining and mild parent trap in the 18th century energy, which i figure are your Brands. also both the word baby and an actual baby!

“That’s because you’re the tallest person I’ve ever met,” Bree tells him, with great conviction. 

“Am I really?” asks Mac. It’s in that way he has, where she is sure he’s very sincerely curious but there are also little crinkles at the corners of his eyes, like he’s laughing all the while. Mac doesn’t laugh much with his whole face, because Bree figures he is always a little sad -- sometimes people are just like that, Mama has explained -- but it makes her feel all funny inside. Being sad is usually no good, in Bree’s experience. 

But Mac smiles a lot, even if he doesn’t laugh, always with those little crinkles around his eyes. Bree has decided that she likes this about him very much.

“Mm-hmm,” Bree says now, truthfully. Mama says that she must be truthful always, so that is what Bree is doing, with great diligence, even if sometimes she feels that Mama herself is not being truthful more or less generally in life. It’s a funny sort of feeling. Bree turns her attention back to Winifred the horse, and the gentle movements of Mac brushing her coat. She kicks her legs out a little bit, swinging them. “Mama’d say so too if she were back from being away, ‘cause you’re even taller than she is an’ she’s the tallest,” Bree holds her hands up over the head so they almost touch the rafter, “like this!”

Mac’s eyes are crinkling again. He stops his brushing, one large hand hovering against Winnie’s smooth neck, and gives her a gentle look over the big horse’s back. “Yer Mam isnae here tonight, a nighean?”

“No,” says Bree solemnly, dropping her arms back down. “She went off to deliver a whole baby. Lady D asked her to. It’s why I came down here.”

“T’keep the horses company,” says Mac, equally solemn.

“Don’t be silly, Mac,” says Bree, but something about the lonely sigh that was building up in her little chest goes away.

send me a word and I’ll post a segment of a WIP that contains it!

[str4ngrs]

STR4NGRS     ...      A  STRANGER  THINGS  MULTIMUSE  WRITTEN  BY  BUFFY   ,   PSDS MADE BY  PSYCHELIC   +   CREATIONCOLORS   ,   MUSE  LIST  UNDER  THE  READ  MORE      ...    SIDEBLOG  TO  EXPINK 

CANON     ...

⁰⁰¹  ˑ     MAX  MAYFIELD   ...    canon divergent  ,  mostly s3-4 based  ,  prev. monstears   ...    SADIE  SINK ⁰⁰²  ˑ      CHRISSY  CUNNINGHAM   ...    canon based  ,  headcanon influence  ,  au verses available   ...    GRACE  VAN  DIEN ⁰⁰³  ˑ      JULIETTE  FAIRMONT   ...    from first kill  ,  canon based  ,  test muse   ...    SARAH  CATHERINE  HOOK ⁰⁰⁴  ˑ      KATE  BISHOP   ...    from marvel   ,  canon based  ,  headcanon influence   ...    KAYLEE  BRYANT ⁰⁰⁵  ˑ      BETTY  COOPER   ...    from archie comics  ,  canon divergent  ,  super headcanon based   ...    SAMANTHA  LOGAN ⁰⁰⁶  ˑ      SABRINA  SPELLMAN   ...    from sabrina the teenage witch  ,  canon divergent  ,  both canon and headcanon influences   ...    EMILY  ALYN  LIND ⁰⁰⁷  ˑ      IRIS  WEST   ...    from dc comics  ,  headcanon based   ...    CANDICE  PATTON ⁰⁰⁸  ˑ      BUFFY  SUMMERS   ...    from btvs  ,  canon based  ,  headcanon influence    ...    SARAH  MICHELLE  GELLAR

ORIGINAL     ...

⁰⁰¹  ˑ    WINNIE  SOWE   ...    verse dependent  ,  cheerleader  ,  rich girl  ,  dumb girl facade   ...    YANDEH  SALLAH ⁰⁰²  ˑ     DOVE  KIM   ...    nineteen  ,  resident weirdo  ,  ghost girl  ,  "medium”   ...    JANG  EUNSEONG ⁰⁰³  ˑ     BEATRIZ  GARCIA   ...    verse dependent  ,  skater girl  ,  pretty obnoxious  ,  tries too hard   ...    ISABELLA  FERRIERA

[dreambuilt]

um,  anyway here’s a list of muses that are canon divergent + other important portrayal notes!

lorelai gilmore  --  canon compliant s1 - s6,  then divergent!  also autistic bc.... that’s how i write her bye. rory gilmore  --  canon compliant s1 - s3,  then divergent!  precious lil ace bby! steve rogers  --  i basically ignore all whedon films as far as his characterization. my boy is a potty mouthed asexual and he’s Not a strict rule follower i s2g!!! tony stark  --  honestly just...  expect a full post on his divergence at a later date. winnie foster  --  i write winnie in her main verse in an au where she did drink the spring water,  and is therefore immortal & all that jazz. gracie johanssen  --  she didn’t die idk whAT you’re talking about??? siobhan sadler  --  also didn’t die??  probably immortal but no one knows for sure. david rosen  --  dEATH?  WHAT’S THAT?  my boy isn’t an idiot,  and neither is his girlfriend.  the idea that either of them would allow him to go to cyrus is one of the biggest blunders of all time bye!! huck / diego munoz  --  idk what you’re talkin about huck gets to reunite with his son and his wife and live happily ever after?? bc he deserves it????  another autistic kiddo!!  who knew!!!! olivia pope  --  basically....  fitz/gera/ld gra/nt wHOM??  i won’t deny their relationship was a thing,  but she definitely didn’t go off with him after the series finale bc she’s bETTER THAN HIM!!!  and deserves a mILLION TIMES MORE!!! natasha yar  --  absolutely wasn’t killed by a gross evil tar pit bc that’s ridiculous goodbye. sylvia tilly  --  not canon divergent so far,  but another autistic babe so!!! shmi skywalker  --  literally only exists for Manpain?  fake!!  happy,  healthy,  thriving!!  gets to meet her grandkids!!  can u believe it?  i sure can!! beth greene  --  another lady who definitely didn’t die for literally no reason?  absolutely right!! carl grimes  --  still kind of an idiot,  but definitely not dead ://// maggie rhee  --  i don’t have enough energy to get into this but :/// there are too many things i’m bitter about so expect a full post here,  too. athena (tomorrowland)  --  my precious android angel?  definitely not dead for manpain!!!!!

[callunavulgari]

Scrapbook 2019 | Pt III

I can’t fucking edit my post because this website is crap, so we get a part three even though there’s only two more months to 2019. But whatever, I’m not bitter or anything.

Reminder:

Normal font - Indifferent/Neutral Italicized font - Enjoyed bold font - Loved with an asterisk* - All time favorite (bracketed titles) - Re-watches/Re-reads strikethough - Disliked

Goals are: read one hundred books this year (finished!), finish five video games (finished!), write something novel-length (not so much, does it count if I wrote a novel’s worth of short stories in October?) and write something original (technically done? don’t know if I want to count a snippet that didn’t even hit 1k). These last two goals CAN be combined (I might try NaNo this year, so we will see).

Part I: January-July Part II: August-October

MOVIES

November

The King

(V For Vendetta)

(Avengers: Endgame)

(Beauty and the Beast: Enchanted Christmas)

Frozen 2

(Winnie the Pooh)

Journey to the Sun

December

Klaus

(Aladdin: Return of Jafar)

Hotel Artemis

(The Santa Claus)

(Star Wars: A New Hope)

Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker

(Love Actually)

BOOKS

November

The Gilded Wolves | Roshani Chokshi [Fin]

Words of Radiance | Brandon Sanderson [Fin]

Oathbringer | Brandon Sanderson

The Hating Game | Sally Thorne [Fin]

Again, But Better | Christine Riccio [Fin]

The Queen of Nothing | Holly Black [Fin]

North and South | Elizabeth Gaskell

December

Oathbringer | Brandon Sanderson [Fin]

Snow, Glass, Apples | Neil Gaiman, Colleen Doran [Fin]

North and South | Elizabeth Gaskell [Fin]

The Starless Sea | Erin Morgenstern [Fin]

There There | Tommy Orange [Fin]

The Secret Commonwealth | Philip Pullman

The Library of the Unwritten | A.J. Hackwith [Fin]

PODCASTS

November

The Penumbra Podcast s3, Eps 2-3

The Magnus Archives Eps 160

King Falls AM Eps 11-30

Adventure Zone Moonlighting Pt 1

(Zero Hours: When the Beat Drops)

December

The Magnus Archives Q&A

Outliers s1, ep 1

King Falls AM Eps 31-34

TV SHOWS

November

Buzzfeed Unsolved: Supernatural, s6

His Dark Materials, s1

She-Ra, s4

(Gargoyles, s1)

South Park

Rick & Morty, s4

Star vs the Forces of Evil s1, s2

The Flash, s4

The Dragon Prince, s4

The Mandalorian

Star Wars: Rebels, s1

December

His Dark Materials, s1

The Mandalorian

The Dragon Prince, s4

The Untamed

The Good Place, s3

The Witcher, s1***

The Great British Bake Off, s7

VIDEO GAMES

November

Assassin’s Creed: Origins (10 hours)

Death Stranding (10 hours)

Pokemon: Shield (20 hours)

December

Pokemon: Shield (20 hours)

Red Dead Redemption 2 (2 hours)

DELIGHTFUL FIC

November

The Sun Dog by ambiguously | Star Wars | Finn/Ren/Rey | 5k | Finn and Rey, with their semi-prisoner Kylo Ren, attempt to meet up with the Resistance on a planet that has been taken over by monsters.

Seeing Ghosts by blacktofade | Buzzfeed Unsolved | Ryan/Shane | 4.5k | Ryan blames the entire thing on temporary insanity.

silver in our lungs by taywen | Spinning Silver | Miryem/The Staryk Lord | 3.6k | The marks had been with Miryem for as long as she could remember. 

sing all your questions to sleep by Wildehack (tyleet) | The Magnus Archives | Martin/Jon | 1.5k | Jon, Martin, and Basira take a breath.

as ordinary things often do by lymricks | Stranger Things | Harringrove | 4k | Max is yelling out the window, “She means like, two weeks--” before they’re turning around the corner and--And Steve is standing on the front steps of Billy Hargrove’s house, keys jingling in his palm, thinking what the fuck?

on hairpins by Lirazel | The Queen’s Thief | Attolia/Gen | 3k | When the citizens of Attolia complain that the Thief of Eddis is a terrible influence on their queen, they have no way of knowing the truth of their own words.

the umbrella by Wildehack (tyleet) | The Magnus Archives | Martin/Jon | 4.6k | "And to think—all of Jonah Magnus’ carefully laid plans, the centuries of scheming, the murders, the sacrifices, all of that work could have been completely undone if Martin Blackwood had gone back for an umbrella"

you got me begging, begging, i'm on my knees by plalligator | The Queen’s Thief | Attolia/Eugenides/Costis | 5k | (or, that struggle when you're a guard who's in love with your rulers and it turns out you would kind of like it if they bossed you around a little)

rumour has it by plalligator | The Queen’s Thief | Attolia/Eugenides/Costis | 1.5k | “Costis, what in the name of the gods happened? I have heard from five separate people that you have a secret sweetheart who you went to meet on your day off.”

Home Was A Dream by impertinence | Attolia/Eugenides/Costis | 3k | Lunch, a mysterious fruit, revelations, and sex. In that order.

Well Loved by SerenadeStrong (ninja_orange) | Attolia/Eugenides/Costis | 3.5k | Gen finally convinces Costis to sleep with his wife.

and so begins by romanoff | Marvel | Steve/Tony | 8k | After Tony's death, Steve is adrift. He carries Tony's body, and thinks: I never said thank you.

something more alive than silence by pageleaf | The Queen’s Thief | Costis/Attolia/Eugenides | 21k | It was a good thing that six months after the king had promised to halve the guard, he still hadn’t done it, because since then, there had been two attempts on the king’s life.

Covenant by liesmyth | Stormlight Archive | Kaladin/Adolin | 9k | Adolin had never imagined he’d meet his match like this, on the dusty streets of Sadeas’s warcamp - or that it would be a bridgeman of all people, defiance clear in his dark brown eyes.

How Do You Catch a Storm and Pull It Down? by liadan14 | Stormlight Archive | Kaladin/Adolin/Shallan | 4k | It takes Shallan approximately two months after the wedding to realize that she is an idiot.

Keep It In Your Sights Now by LuckyDiceKirby | Shades of Magic | 9k | Holland travels with Lila and Kell. Somewhere along the way, they reach an equilibrium.

waiting for the sunlight by sarcasticfishes | Buzzfeed Unsolved | 18k | Sara had always known, growing up as both an only child and a princess, that she would likely not marry for love. 

Fifty Shades of Gold by beethechange | Buzzfeed Unsolved | Ryan/Shane | 21k | That’s his official position: he’s over Ricky Goldsworth.Shane’s unofficial position, regrettably, is that he’d rather be under Ricky Goldsworth.

(these things take time by sonhoedesrazao | Les Mis | Enjolras/Grantaire | 63k | He’s always wary of making assumptions; even more so when Grantaire is concerned. He knows he’s not the easiest person to deal with. People either like him or can’t stand him, and it’s easy to respond to those reactions, but Grantaire—Grantaire is hostile and mocking, Grantaire scorns his beliefs, and Grantaire stays.)

December

Begin the Begin, Over and Over by beethechange | Buzzfeed Unsolved | Ryan/Shane | 33k | Shane only agrees to be handcuffed to Ryan for a video because he can put up with anything for twenty-four hours. That’s the funny thing about time loops, though—they don’t always adhere to the parameters set by clickbait videos.

When I Fall to Rise by lc2l | Thor | Loki/Thor | 41k | Loki wakes up to ship alarms blaring, the air full of ash and Valkyrie saying she brought him back because she needs his help. She's captaining a small emergency vessel containing the last handful of Asgardians desperately looking for a place to call home. And she's having to do it sober.

From Orbit by astolat | Star Wars | Leia/Han/Luke | 4k | “You’ve got to quit doing this,” Han said.

Charioteer by petrichoral | The Queen’s Thief | Attolia/Eugenides/Costis | 14k | Captured in battle and stuck in the Mede capital, Costis has given up all hope of seeing his country again. But Eugenides has a habit of turning up where he's least expected.

ready if it happens with you by sarcasticfishes | Buzzfeed Unsolved | Ryan/Shane | 4k | It’s not a thing. Ryan’s just a little… touch-starved. Intimacy-starved.

I fancied you’d return the way you said by ambiguously | Star Wars | Reylo | 3k | No one else can see him. Rey is used to that.

i kill giants by diasterisms | Star Wars | Reylo | WIP | 7k | "Rey Skywalker?" There's a vaguely sardonic twist to the corner of his mouth. "Does that make you my cousin now?"

DELIGHTFUL FANVIDS

November

MARVEL/DC - Runnin

THE WITCHER | MAIN TRAILER | NETFLIX

(GoT) Daenerys Targaryen | Meant To Fall

Game of Thrones | Never Wanted to Leave

young god.. (multifandom)

Poison & Wine | Ben and Rey

Multifandom ][ Glitter & Gold

rules of nature [multifandom amv]

December

what's up danger [Death Stranding]

Kylo Ren || Destiny

star wars || blue monday

K[L]AUS | High Enough

2019 Movie Trailer Mashup

Reylo | My Love Will Never Die [tros spoilers] Rey & Ben

Reylo | Dusk Till Dawn [+TROS Spoilers]

REYLO || SOMEBODY TO DIE FOR (+tros)

Multifandom Mashup 2019

DELIGHTFUL MUSIC

November

Frozen 2 Soundtrack

Les Mis Soundtrack

December

Spotify Unwrapped 2019

Reylo Playlist

POSTED FIC

November

open the walls, play with your dolls | Coraline | Coraline/Wybie | 2,886 words | Halloween at the Pink Palace is a lot like any other time of year.

December

yule gift #2 - 4,639 words [fin]

WIPS | UNPUBLISHED | ORIGINAL

November

December

yule gift #1 - 1,267 words [unfinished]

yule gift #2 - 4,639 words [fin]

FANMIXES/GRAPHICS

November

Havoc

December

Somebody to Die For - a Reylo playlist

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WIP Wednesday

Tagged by @wikiangela

I am attempting to write a version of this au i posted but idk if i will ever finish it and also if anyone wants to use that au pls go ahead!!! This is them first meeting at physio

“Hey,” a soft voice appears, “You good?”

“Yeah, uh,” Buck looks up to see concerned eyes and dark hair. “I wasn’t expecting to bump into someone. Caught myself on my bad leg.”

“It’s my fault I wasn’t looking where I was going.” The hand lets go of its hold on his arm and Buck can feel himself steady, but pain still races up his leg a not-so-subtle reminder that he needs to be more careful. “I’m Tommy, here for my shoulder, you?”

“Evan, my leg if it wasn’t obvious.” Buck wasn’t really sure why he said Evan not Buck, but it felt easier, Buck has the expectations of a firefighter, of someone who was fit and healthy, something who could stumble and put weight on his leg. Evan had no expectations apart from being someone who fucked up.

“I have to go in for my appointment, Evan.” Tommy saying Evan felt nice, Buck wasn’t sure why. “But maybe I will see you next week? If you have an appointment?”

“I do,” Buck chuckled a bit at arranging to meet at another physio appointment but why not, Tommy seems nice. “I guess I will see you then.”

And that was the start of their weekly physio meet ups.

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Been tagged by @wikiangela for quite a few of the writing days but cos I haven't been writing I haven't felt up to it but have the last two bits I wrote for my au fic for some positively

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Evan was having a bad day, he wasn’t replying the same and was constantly dodging Tommy’s suggestions of coming around, and having a movie day, something Evan had always been open to previously. Evan had been having a hard time when coming to training towards recertification, Tommy had been hearing it for the last week or so, Evan just wasn’t where he wanted to be. Tommy knew that Evan would make it back to the 118 and get through the recertification process he just needed to give himself time. A glance to his side where Willow was laying gave Tommy an idea to get Evan to maybe cheer up.

(Tommy: [Cat picture]

Tommy: [Cat picture]

Tommy: [Cat picture]

Evan: cat? When did you get a cat?

Evan: also CAT

Tommy: I got her shortly after you last came over, one of the other firefighters in Habor found her but couldn’t keep her. I could so took her in

Tommy: [Cat picture]

Evan: Im coming over to meet her, now, be prepared)

Tommy was beginning to plan his and Evans's celebratory meal for the day after Evans's celebratory BBQ with the 118. Evan had tried to get him to come to the BBQ, but Tommy wasn’t ready to see the 118 in person even if Evan had said they wanted to meet him, well not him, the Tommy that Evan had told them about. Eventually, he will see them again just not right now.

(Evan: are you sure you don’t wanna come to Bobby’s and Athena’s?

Tommy: yes, im looking forward to seeing you the day after. I’m not good at large gatherings anyway

Evan: if you are sure, we could do both

Tommy: im sure, you enjoy yourself, don’t worry about me)

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WIP Wednesday

Not tagged but decided to post anyway cos i wrote today !! More of my alt s3 meeting au

Tommy also learns about how Evan got the leg injury, and the events leading up to it. He remembers hearing about the bombs being placed around the city, targeting people. He remembers the horror of seeing the news report of a firefighter being trapped under an engine and the bomber refusing to let anyone near him. He remembers watching with baited breath, hoping to see the figure be set free, he almost cried with relief when he saw the truck being lifted. He couldn’t imagine being the person going through it. He felt like he understood Evan even more after hearing about it.

(“It was terrifying, I was stuck, and I was sure I was going to lose my leg. The kid just wouldn’t do anything, I mean I get he was scared and hurt but I just wanted to be out of pain.”

“God, Evan, I can’t imagine.”

“I thought I would be free of the pain when they started to lift the truck, but it just got worse, and now I’m likely to never stop feeling pain in my leg. Sometimes it feels like I’m still under there, with no help coming.”

“Evan, I will always help, please call me, text me anytime and I will get to you as soon as possible. I will make sure that help is always coming.”)

Will tag @wikiangela and @kinard-buckley but no pressure !!

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fuck it friday

tagged by @wikiangela hello i once again give my au fic

(Tommy: so one time we went out to a call middle of nowhere to transport a medical call and when we get there we find this couple who had obviously come out for a date when some how one of them got tangled up and tripped over the picnic blanket breaking their leg and then the other decides you know what it’s the perfect time to propose right as we are about to put their partner in the helicopter                

Buck: did they say yes?!?!?!?!?

Tommy: is that the only thing you took away from that story…

Buck: you can’t leave me hanging what was the answer!!!!!

Tommy:…. They said yes

Buck:!!!!!)

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tease tidbit tuesday

Tagged by @wikiangela

some of my alt bucktommy meeting fic

Buck learns about Tommy’s time in the army, how he joined to escape his dad. He joined as early as he could and ended up being discharged after he was shot in the shoulder. Buck learns how he decided to join firefighting. (“After being discharged I felt I had no purpose, like I was floating with no anchor. After so long being in regimented routines where every part of my day was decided for me I just didn’t know what to do to. Then I saw an emergency happen in-front of me, nothing serious, someone had fallen and broken their leg and needed an ambulance and I saw how the team worked together and it reminded me of my time in the army. How there you had a group of people who always had your back. That’s why I signed up, I wanted to help people and have people around me to fall back on.” “But then you had Gerrard.” “But I had Gerrard.”)

Tagging @kinard-buckley and anyone else who wants to do it

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Seven sentence Sunday

tagged by @wikiangela and @kinard-buckley

probs a little more than seven sentences but wanted to give the whole section. More of my alt s3 meeting fic find more snippets here

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After Tommy opens up about Gerrard, Buck slowly learns more bits and pieces about Tommy’s life. He learns how Gerrard was almost a perfect reflection of Tommys father and how it affected him in terms with coming to accept himself. Buck learns about how Tommy felt after starting therapy when he joined the 217, wanting to learn how to be a better person and comes to terms with what had happened in the past.

(“It took a lot of work to come to terms with myself and realise that I couldn’t keep letting my dad hang over my head. I needed to accept me and with comfortable with me. Hen was actually the first person I told I was gay. She was a big reason for why I had come to terms with wanting to be proud about who I am and who I loved. So I wanted her to be the first to know.”

“How did she react?”

“Oh, she invited me over for dinner with Karen, it was one of the first times I had been able to talk about being gay and what it meant for me. I don’t talk to Hen as often anymore, but we always tell each other happy pride. I miss her.”)

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tease tidbit tuesday

tagged by @wikiangela , some more of my au fic! ~~~~

As time went on Tommy did wonder if Evan was pushing himself too far to recertify as soon as he could. Tommy worried that he could cause an injury down the line and did try and get Evan to slow down whenever he came round to train in his gym. He would force longer rests and lighter weights, citing that it would help him when he went hard on his own. Tommy would also try and convince him to slow down whenever Evan told him he was going to the gym or training; it didn’t always go well but at least he tried. Tommy also almost wanted to suggest therapy for Evan because he knew there was more driving these decisions than just Evan wanting to be back on the job. It was almost like Evan felt it was the only thing going for him.

(Tommy: Evan, maybe, you can take a day off from training?

Evan: I need to do this, Tommy, I need to get back to it

Tommy: It will still be there no matter how long you take, im sure other people have told you this)

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🚒 - alt s3 bucktommy meeting (6 sentences)

Sometimes it was serious texts, long messages about something that was bothering them, often about their injuries that they both knew they would be dealing with for the rest of their lives. Having someone able to understand helped Buck be able to slowly come to terms with the pain in his leg, he was able to look past it more and accept that some things in his life would have to adjust. Other times the messages sent were much less serious.

(Buck: did you know there is only one seal species that only live in freshwater?

Tommy: No, but go on

Buck: the Baikal Seal in Russia, its found in the baikal lake which is also the deepest lake in the world!)

🎄 - Christmas fic (6 sentences)

It was more stressful than he imagined, he wanted to help Evan create his vision but also had to accept that he had to work within the limits of what he could fine. He was almost done with what he planned to get today, just had to pay, which meant getting his overfilled cart to the till. As he was slowly making his way there his phone made a noise.

Baby: how’s shopping going?

Tommy: Don’t think I will quite get everything on your list, baby

Baby: that’s okay! Everything will still come together perfectly!

Make me write!