#winifred evenson

[pejite]

One day, as Winifred prepared to pay a visit to her husband's resting place, Thomas fervently expressed his desire to accompany her. Seeing an opportunity for him to become acquainted with his grandfather, Winifred welcomed the idea, anticipating a heartfelt conversation during their journey.

Since the passing of her husband a few months prior to Wilhelmina and Edwin's wedding, Winifred had diligently made weekly pilgrimages to his gravesite. She took great care to ensure it was adorned with fresh flowers, each petal a testament to her enduring love and respect.

While at the cemetery, Winifred noticed a familiar figure approaching, someone she identified as the daughter of a late friend. Knowing that her friend's daughter had married, Winifred supposed that the little one cradled in her arms was her daughter. The woman approached a gravestone that seemed relatively new.

Winifred waited for an appropriate moment and then approached to greet her, thinking that she was visiting her mother.

As they began to converse, Winifred realized that the woman wasn't visiting her mother but her husband. Winifred offered her condolences and felt deeply saddened to see such a young woman become a widow. Having experienced the loss of her own beloved husband, she could empathize with the grief. The image of Wilhelmina and Edwin flashed in her mind, and she prayed that such a fate would not befall her daughter.

She explained that her husband fell ill suddenly and after depleting all their savings on a doctor, they discovered he had tuberculosis. He passed away within weeks of falling ill, leaving her alone with a baby.

Winifred asked her what she was going to do to sustain herself and her daughter and the woman replied that she might be able to find work in a factory, but she couldn't leave her daughter alone.

On the other hand, the little girl, seemingly unaware that she had lost her father, couldn't stop looking at Thomas the entire time Winifred was talking to her mother. Thomas, being a shy child, felt a bit self-conscious and didn't want to leave his grandmother's arms.

[thanksforthedinosaur]

october 2024

julia wolf - in my room

soccer mommy - driver

sydney sprague - hello cruel world

nilüfer yanya - like i say (i runaway)

siobhán winifred - stay for good

porches - itch

mila cargo - tasty

holly hebe - bottle blonde

michelle - mentos and coke

ally evenson - one trick pony

kennedy mann - lucky star

rocco! - as you please

britta raci - pete rose

silvie - big dreamy head

mercer henderson - lock me up

worrystone - soft light

lunar vacation - tom

wendy wang - maple tears

josie dunne - place to be

daisy the great - butterfly, stay dry

mxmtoon - the situation

nelly furtado - floodgate

tasha - love's changing

hinds - coffee

abigail osborn - the sweater song

meg smith - poltergeist

carol ades - everything else is just noise

marian carmel - take what i can get

being there - i just think we got too close

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willow - b i g f e e l i n g s

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charlie houston - slut for excel

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linying - donovan

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lavie - toxic beliefs

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cherry swim club - what's your sign

trella - taxi driver

mount eerie - broom of wind

haley heynderickx - foxglove

teen jesus and the jean teasers - never saw it coming

luna shadows - little rituals (end of summer version)

da flyy hooligan - xylo

wale the sage - running up the hill

fashawn - bad bitches love this song

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justin nozuka - chlorine

lee darom - what is my color? (feat. perc%nt)

han all - i don't care (sped up) - bonus track

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aya a.k.a panda - beyond

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kira - hit me up

room306 - 5

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pia mia - nice and slow

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katy perry - gorgeous (feat. kim petras)

paris hilton - i'm free (feat. rina sawayama)

louis the child - believe it

dora jar - behind the curtain

biig piig - 4am

tiffany day - always fun

wilo wilde - feeling this way

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white chorus - mystery, pt. 2

francisco victoria - te quiero tanto

vava - intersection

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lucy rose - light as grass - logic remix

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yvette young - always

film school - tape rewind

slowdive - kisses

pale waves - imagination

the rare occasions - floating

letters from my garden - sensitive eyes

delta sleep - figure in the dark

wild pink - dulling the horns

balance and composure - with you in spirit

cursive - the avalanche of our demise

touché amoré - nobody’s

magnolia park - i2i

blink-182 - can't go back

hot mulligan - stickers of brian

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pony - every little crumb

rosie tucker - all i want is utopia now!

allie - from the dead

the rocket summer - way out

nada surf - give me the sun

bedchamber - the bigfoot trademark logo

goldmyth - chlorine

boyscott - rocky road

mallcops - marceline

runaway brother - secret technique

lakes - stitches

ethel cain - for sure

[pejite]

As winter wrapped its chilly embrace around Henford-On-Bagley once more, the town's landscape bathed in the serene frost. With a break from the farm, Edwin found himself relishing the luxury of extra time with his family.

Throughout most of the winter, their days unfolded cozily around the fireplace. Thanks to their thoughtful preparation in collecting firewood, worries about the cold took a back seat.

On a different note, this time around Wilhelmina's pregnancy was progressing smoothly, her health resilient amidst the usual ups and downs. Entering the last trimester brought a sense of relief, especially with winter's arrival, a welcomed pause. The thought of tackling farm tasks with a growing belly was a concern, and the winter season provided a comforting backdrop to navigate this phase with ease.

Luckily, young Thomas turned out to be more of a delight than a handful, showing a surprising awareness of his mother's occasional weariness despite his tender age. Whether it was the winter air or just his nature, on days when he wasn't busy playing with Edwin or Winifred, he chose to spend most of his time peacefully dozing in his cot, bringing a calm and natural flow to the daily routine.

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Wilhelmina and Edwin tied the knot on a sunny day in the early 1830. It was a small and humble wedding, attended only by Winifred, Wilhelmina's mother. Wilhelmina's father had passed away a few months earlier, and with the money they obtained from selling the family home, they were able to purchase a lovely dress for Wilhelmina and a suit for Edwin.

They've known each other since childhood, growing up in the same village where their parents were longtime friends. She harboured a deep affection for him, and when he sought her hand from her parents, it became clear that they had been destined for each other from the beginning.

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Even though they knew Winifred was approaching the end of her life, they still held onto the hope of finding some effective treatment for Rosemary. Wilhelmina was consumed by nerves and stress, unable to fathom the idea of losing a child. Days passed, and Rosemary showed little improvement.

They contemplated calling the doctor again in search of a solution. However, money was scarce, and they were barely surviving after a disastrous winter. The harvest had been a failure, and they were spending everything they had on medical consultations and the care of Winifred and Rosemary.

In the midst of their struggles, Wilhelmina expressed to Edwin the concerns her mother had shared regarding the daughter of her late friend. Edwin, acknowledging the gravity of the situation, reassured Wilhelmina suggesting that they set aside those worries for the time being. He emphasized the need to focus on the immediate challenges they were facing with Winifred's illness and Rosemary's health, assuring Wilhelmina that they could address the other matter at a later, more opportune time.

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Winifred Evenson was buried alongside her husband, Robert Evenson, in the cemetery of Henford-On-Bagley. The Langley family held a short and intimate funeral in her honor.

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During the subsequent days, Wilhelmina and Edwin adhered rigorously to the doctor's recommendations, ensuring Rosemary received her prescribed medications as instructed.

They shared every night with her, fervently praying for her continued survival by morning. Whether it resulted from the doctor's treatments or, perhaps, a miracle, Rosemary's condition gradually improved. Her fever subsided, and the persistent cough that had troubled her began to dissipate.

In the tragic turn of events, Winifred's health deteriorated rapidly, succumbing to the ravages of tuberculosis in the early spring of 1834. Her passing cast a somber shadow over the Langley Farm, leaving Wilhelmina and Edwin grappling with grief and the profound void left by her absence.

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Wilhelmina's reliance on both her natural remedies and the doctor's prescriptions proved futile in alleviating Winifred's suffering. As the town doctor declared Winifred incurable, Wilhelmina grappled with the devastating realization that her mother's fate was sealed. All she could do now was ease Winifred's pain in her final moments. Despite having come to terms with the inevitability of her mother's passing, a profound sense of anger welled up within Wilhelmina, fueled by the injustice of watching Winifred endure the torment of tuberculosis.

During a brief moment of clarity, Winifred recounted to Wilhelmina the encounter with the woman in the cemetery some time ago. She emphasized the potential for Wilhelmina to extend a helping hand to the woman's daughter. Wilhelmina, understanding the gravity of the situation, acknowledged that she would need to discuss it with Edwin. Nonetheless, she warmly smiled at her mother, expressing a heartfelt commitment to explore every avenue to assist and bring happiness to Winifred.

Upon exiting Winifred's room, Wilhelmina discovered Thomas patiently waiting for her outside. Thomas gently pulled at her skirt and inquired if his grandmother was going to pass away. Wilhelmina, caught off guard by the innocence of his question, enveloped him in a comforting embrace. She struggled to find the right words, assuring him that there was no need for him to worry about such matters.

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The doctor made another visit to Langley Farm, and while he assessed Winifred's condition, his primary concern was young Rosemary. He prescribed an oil to be taken at regular intervals, along with other remedies.

However, he candidly informed Wilhelmina and Edwin that Rosemary's chances of surviving the next few days were slim, and if she did, it would be nothing short of a miracle. In the face of this devastating news, Wilhelmina and Edwin felt their entire world crumbling before their eyes.

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Despite the initial signs of improvement in Winifred's health, a relapse occurred just a few weeks later. To their dismay, Rosemary appeared to have contracted the illness as well. Her persistent dry cough had become increasingly worrisome, prompting Wilhelmina and Edwin to make the difficult decision to allocate a portion of their modest earnings from the last autumn harvest to summon the town doctor. It was during this medical visit that the harsh reality unfolded; they learned that both Winifred and Rosemary were battling tuberculosis.

While Thomas was too young to fully comprehend what was happening, he could sense that something was amiss. The strained expressions on his parents' faces and their weariness did not go unnoticed. Also, he had been forbidden from approaching his grandmother and sister.

[pejite]

At the onset of autumn, a revelation unfolded for Wilhelmina; she was expecting another child. The news caught both her and Edwin off guard, especially considering the recent arrival of Rosemary. Despite financial worries stemming from the challenging harvest, the couple embraced the revelation with a mix of joy and optimism.

Despite Winifred's ongoing recovery, a persistent cough lingered, a reminder of her recent illness. However, significant improvement was evident thanks to the natural remedies employed by Wilhelmina. Gradually, Winifred resumed her usual household responsibilities.

For Wilhelmina, the return of her mother's assistance with the children brought a profound sense of relief and respite, easing the demands of daily life.

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Some time after Winifred fell ill, she appeared to be improving. Though she still had a bit of a cough and felt somewhat tired, it was nowhere near as severe as it had been. Wilhelmina encouraged her to get out of bed and enjoy some fresh air while the weather was still pleasant.

Wilhelmina felt a sense of relief as her mother showed signs of improvement, particularly grateful that they hadn't needed to resort to a doctor. The harvest hadn't been as prosperous as hoped, and the financial gains were modest at best.

[pejite]

Winifred fell ill in the midst of summer, grappling with nights of fever and a distressing cough that deeply worried Wilhelmina. For several consecutive days, Winifred was confined to her bed, where sleep seemed to be her only respite. Wilhelmina, increasingly concerned about the severity of Winifred's illness, found herself in a dilemma; they lacked the financial means to summon a doctor. Edwin, sensing his wife's distress, reassured her that he would make extra efforts to generate income through the upcoming harvest. He promised that if Winifred's condition didn't improve, they would reach out to the village doctor for assistance.

Edwin made a conscious effort to support Wilhelmina in caring for Rosemary, especially given that Winifred was unable to assist. Meanwhile, Wilhelmina looked for ways to distract herself during her moments away from household chores or attending to her mother and the children. However, Thomas, being a rather reliant child, didn't afford her much peace. He continued to seek solace in the arms of his parents, hindering Wilhelmina's attempts to find moments of respite.

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As spring unfolded, Wilhelmina began to feel more assured about venturing out with Rosemary. The little one, delicate and prone to catching colds, had spent most of her days since birth nestled in the safety of her crib.

Now, as the season blossomed, Wilhelmina embraced the idea of introducing Rosemary to the world beyond the confines of their home.

On the flip side, Thomas stood on the cusp of his second birthday and as his parents revisited the memories of his birth, they marveled at how swiftly he had blossomed.

With the advent of his sister's arrival, an undeniable shift in dynamics occurred, and Thomas found himself grappling with newfound emotions of displacement and a touch of jealousy. Wilhelmina and Edwin, understanding the complexities of growing a family, gently reassured Thomas.

They explained that Rosemary needed extra attention, much like he had received as a baby, and emphasized that his feelings of jealousy were a natural response. After all, until that moment, he had reigned as the sole child in the house, basking in undivided attention.

Throughout the first months of Rosemary's life, Thomas found an even deeper bond with his grandmother than before. Almost invariably, he sought refuge in her comforting embrace, engaging in playful moments or shadowing her every move, particularly during those times when his mother was preoccupied with tending to his newborn sister.

However, despite occasional pangs of jealousy, Thomas demonstrated his affectionate side as a good brother. Whenever permitted by Wilhelmina he eagerly dashed to embrace and keep his sister company. Having not mingled with other children, he eagerly awaited the time when Rosemary would grow a bit more, envisioning the joy of playtime with her.

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Henford On Bagley was more radiant than ever with the summer colors. Wilhelmina had fully recovered from her childbirth, and finally, what she had been waiting for had arrived. Holding her baby in her arms felt so comforting that it was hard for her to believe it was real.

Edwin was also very excited about Thomas's arrival; he could spend hours just looking at him and wouldn't get tired. He never thought his dream would come true, forming a family with Wilhelmina. When Thomas was old enough that going outside posed no risk to him, Wilhelmina would sit outdoors with him for a while as Edwin worked, keeping him company.

Winifred was also delighted with her grandson. Oh, her first grandson…when she thought about it her heart filled with happiness. She helped her in every way she could and was always ready to look after Thomas so Wilhelmina could rest or attend to household tasks.

When Thomas looked at his grandmother, his eyes lit up and he fidgeted nervously, always eager to be in her arms and spend time with her.

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Wilhelmina’s childbirth 2/2 (Tumblr app things…)

Apart from having spent money on the doctor examining Wilhelmina and, therefore, not being able to hire a midwife, it wouldn't have given them enough time either. The labour was much shorter than expected for her first pregnancy. Winifred assisted her daughter in giving birth and although Edwin wanted to help, she didn't let him. A man wasn't supposed to enter there.

Perhaps it was the nerves or the eagerness to leave behind the pregnancy that had given Wilhelmina so many headaches, but the fact is that finally, after an hour and a half of labour, she gave birth to a boy they named Thomas.

Thomas Langley, born in late spring of 1831.