#wind deitykin

[midwinterwings]

It could be the depression and medication talking but pinning down what elements resonate with me are extremely difficult.

I have an odd relationship with fire. Sometimes I feel extremely connected to it, and feel like Wildfire, it's one of those things that are an expression of me being loki, like how I see my soul as a snake but its directly connected to deitykin.

Other times, like now, the idea of warmth and fire makes me want to throw up, it makes me feel absolutely disgusted. BTW its not due to temperature and heat, I've felt aligned with Wildfire in hot times too. And it's annoying because I've only just started a wardrobe that I feel myself with and it's made of warm greens primarily...to reflect forests and snakes mostly but now I associate it with Wildfire because the greens are warm greens and it pisses me off.

Right now I feel especially icy, mostly feeling cold biting winds on plains, hailstorms, and generally strong unpredictable cold wind in general.

This itself isn't a problem. The problem is that I'm repulsed by wildfire, something I swear I felt connected to a few days ago...

Been wanting to express myself through my appearence but how can I do that with roller coaster seesaw fuckery constantly happening, I bought 1 whole sweater for my wardrobe of like...1 pair of black jeans and 2 black long sleeved shirts and few sad black socks and its warm green and now I feel so disgusted with even the idea of wearing something warm.

There's a possibility it's just the depression and the medication talking because I've found that the more depressed and stuck I feel the more I gravitate towards ice and hate fire, as in a visceral skin-crawling disgusted way of hating anything warm toned. It's kind of just...a Thing I do. And the better I get the more I feel like wildfire again (wildfire that likes cold wind.) So I just need to stop overthinking that I've got things wrong again.

I remember there was a time I sort of 'finally let myself register the fact I'm not human'. I've probably known I was a loki deitykin since I was quite young but purposefully buried it and refused to read norse mythology or just interact with Scandinavian culture or language anymore because I didn't like the feelings. Back then I was wildfire, and. When I acknowledged it I felt like hail, not fire. That made me wonder if I wasn't actually Loki (Ik Loki isn't a fire god I just always associated the feeling of being wildfire for me with being Loki it's like how I'm sort of a snake therian because of being deitykin) and it's why I have hagalaz shaped scar on my arm right now...

So I need to remind myself not to take this too seriously and stop overthinking it. I know feeling icy is just because I'm quite lethargic and depressed at the moment and hungry (barely ate yesterday because I was sleeping so I think the hunger is making me feel depressed. Ate more today and sitting around waiting). It's not trivial for me. My inner world saps of colour and everything goes white. The forests, trees and silver lake that mostly inhabits my inner world all turn white and I can't change it without feeling completely weirded. My own form saps and drains into white and I can only conjure white fire that dosent burn and I can't make fire anymore. Ice kind of leaks through my fingers and the unicorn buddy who stalks me constantly is more visible and comes closer. And I feel like a unicorn because I'm just so white and drained of energy and icy. Don't get me started on the unicorn mf...I'm worrying about that later.

Yeah I'm...I think its just a side effect of a temporary blip in energy to be honest not anything deep. Things should be better after I feel better.

[timelywinds]

I'm wonderin, are there any other otherkin who are the wind itself? As in, pretty much no physical body, just the winds.....

I've got other theriotypes n I'm also deitykin, but being the wind is such an important part of me, and I gotta wonder if there's more of us.. the winds are never solitary, after all!

[willowwinds]

Theriotype(s): Red Kite, Red Fox

Otherkin: Wind Sprite, Deitykin (ask if u wanna know :3)

[sleeping-deity]

a n d   t h e   w i n d   s t i l l   s i n g s   t o   m e ,   m y   d e a r

(( moodboard request for @omegasmileyface ))

[ancientsuggestions]

old believers are blessed of all, though their prayers lay unattended after slain gods chose to rest. are you full of resent for their failure or is your faith unendful? choose wisely and soon

[that-primordial-divine]

Home

I miss home with Gaia, I miss the wind on my face, the other gods. I miss the seas I now fear, the darkest depths my lungs can no longer reach, the knowledge I am stronger. But my body is weak and I am afraid.

Any unseelie, kelpies, god's, deitykin pm me or chat to me if you wish

[eosphoros-astrakos]

Hello, Eosphoros, nice to meet a fellow Grecian deitykin. I am Avitori, a god of the aspects and balance of life, death, and nature. I was reading some post on your blog, and two stuck with me. One where you said that you weren't really allowed on Olympus for Titan-Olympian political reasons. And another about where gods dying, and go somewhere slightly different than mortal souls. About the political one, I didn't go to Olympus often for a similar reason. I was born of the protogenos Thanatos by himself. And even though I was later adopted by Hades and Persephone as a member of the House of Hades, the Olympians were uneasy around me back then, because they had fought with protogenoi before, like Typhon, and were threatened by my grandmother Nyx. And about gods dying, several things could happen. Their souls could simply pass on to the afterlife of their respective pantheon, and whether or not they retain powers there is up to the ruler of their pantheons afterlife. Or their spirit and power could become one with their domain. Like a sea god would melt into the sea, becoming part of it, or a wind god would dissolve into wind. Or they could cease to exist and their powers pass on to another being. Thats the fates that awaits all of us gods. For everything must die one day, even immortals. So I found what you said interesting, because normally Ouranic/Celestial gods don't even know that gods have a place in the afterlife, or know all that much about the Underworld in general.

Hail, Avitori!

Thank you for getting in touch and I'm glad my ramblings here spoke to you in a familiar way.

It's true we Ouranic/Celestial deities rarely find time to think about or know about death on more than a base level. I don't mind admitting that finding my duties plentiful and concerned mainly with the cosmos I rarely ventured to where earthly or beyond bound deities were except perhaps for brief instances of play.

It was when overhearing my father telling the fortune of another deity on the grounds of their death that I became curious and knowledgeable of the death of gods and the rest is history.

Still, I find myself more in tune with sleep and waking, dawn and dusk than with death. True death still feels far away for me. The twinkling star above my crown which connects me to Venus' place in the cosmos in all realities tells me my essence will end up there are that final time. From whence I came and all that.

I'd love to know more of yourself and your time in the House of Hades. But only if yourself wishes to share. ☀️🌅

[kinsuggestions]

Let yourself feel anger, but don't let it get the best of you. Keeping anger locked away makes it grow until its unable to be kept locked away and it shows itself as intense as flames in Hell. So bare your teeth from time to time, let the anger out, but don't keep it locked away.

[kincosmetics-blog]

a wind deity themed aesthetic that includes big black wings, white splotches, and massive tornadoes and wind storms w/ a slight pastel aesthetic? thank you and keep up the great work!

sure!! I hope this is alright!

[timelywinds]

hi yes I used to be @willowwinds. ARRGGGG MY SYSTEM CHANGED MAIN BLOGS WITHOUT TELLING ME BUT IM BACK

MY NAME IS WILLOW YIPPEEE

he they + any neos :333

19yo, phys disabled

theriotype - red kite, red fox

otherkinity - wind sprite, deitykin

PLLLLEWASSEE TALK TO ME I DONT HAVE A FLOCK....... im super cool and fun please therian community........

yes I'm a fictive no I will not elaborate

Main blog is @gravityidol :p