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I'm glad you're all enjoying the Castlevania stuff! It means a lot 💜
While I enjoyed my time on it, my contract with Powerhouse ended last year and I've been pursuing a career on Patreon. I'm so, so grateful to my patrons who are making it viable- you're an important part of of helping the art industry thrive and you own my heart for real.
If you want to directly support one of the show's character artists and have a taste for 🔞bg3, you know where to find me
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onlyangel4 ¡ 2 days ago
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when worlds collide. 0P81. SMAU.
oscar piastri x wwe star!reader
when paths cross and sparks fly fans of both sports lose their minds over this insane crossover episode
author's note: happy royal rumble day to those who celebrate, this is truly self indulgent i will be back to the 1k event asap
faceclaim: tiffany stratton
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written: as you all keep yelling at me to "go join a real sport" that is what i'm spending my day doing today
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written: everyone is very serious, is this how real athletes act
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written: new hat courtesy of @.mclaren
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written: introducing the newest tag team: papaya boyz
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written: can't wait to see you tonight london
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wwefan: guys i was about to enter the arena when i saw oscar piastri and lando norris. they are the sweetest boys ever. i asked who they were here to say and oscar got all flustered and started yapping about y/n. honestly mate i get it she is my fav too
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user1: omg she watched them race yesterday and now they are watching her wrestle
user2: that is actually so cute
user3: i just know oscar is so excited
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written: so we just met john cena and all this muppet could say was "hey mate"
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wwe: introducing your new women's champion
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oscarpiastri: that was the best match i have ever seen
lando: i'm a wrestling fan now
user4: the fact that oscar piastri got to see his fav wrestler win a championship is so perfect
user5: that's my champ
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written: baby y/n is crying rn
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written: first time in new york and currently hiding in a library to get away from paparazzi
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written: guys i just met oscar in new york wtf, we helped him and a girl hide from the papz
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written: last match of the season, so ready for the holidays
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written: thank you @.mclaren for the best season of my career, now it is time to sleep for a week
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written: hi pookie
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oscarpiastri: christmas in oz ft the women's champ
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y/ninsta: the best christmas ever
oscarpiastri: i have to agree, even if you did force me to work out with you 5 days a week
lando: i want to manifest my life like you do
oscarpiastri: sorry mate, i've got a skill you simply will never understand
user6: as a f1 and wwe fan this is my royal wedding
user7: oscar jack piastri you are one lucky motherfucker
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batmanisagatewaydrug ¡ 12 hours ago
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Hello!! I hope you're doing well! Do you have any recs for books about twisted/problematic relationships but with woc? Obviously there's our queen octavia butler but unfortunately for me i've finished reading all her books so i'm desperately craving for books that scratch this itch. Thank you for this blog btw i really love reading all your thoughts & reviews ♥️
goddd okay this list is not going to be nearly as long as I wish it was but it is extreeeeemely varied, so at least we have that going for us lmao. and hopefully you find something interesting in here:
right out of the gate if you're chasing that Octavia high, Rivers Solomon's novel Sorrowland feels very very in that vein. it starts with a teenage girl escaping from a Black separatist fundie cult while heavily pregnant with the cult leader's twins, deciding to give birth to the babies in the woods and raise them there. and boy, does it get crazier from there! there are some eventual transformative body horror sci-fi elements that I shan't spoil, but it's a time. the relationships are pretty secondary and genuinely not the most fucked up thing here, but our main girlie Vern is very much into girls and trying to figure that out on top of all the other horrors.
The Hundred Thousand Kingdoms is the first book in a fantasy trilogy by specfic queen NK Jemisin, and the first book in particular is really like. problematic relationship city. the protagonist is called to be an heir to a dying emperor and IMMEDIATELY gets embroiled in a love triangle with two of the gods that her family enslaves for power??? crazy shit.
I just kicked off this year reading a book called Darknesses by Lachelle Seville, which ALSO features a young Black woman fresh out of a cult (this one loves self harm and anorexia). and then she meets another Black girl who casually drops that she's Dracula, and oh boy do things get weirder from there. this book is like kind of Not Good but it is very entertaining; at a certain point you just have to turn off your brain and go with the vibes. it's sweeter than a lot of examples but listen, obsession and bloodlust are obsession and bloodust no matter how much your gf Dracula respects consent. there's a lot of murder!
this one doesn't have any supernatural bullshit afoot and is instead just regular degular #problematic, but Raven Leilani's Luster was one of my favorite books last year and follows an absolute shitshow of a young Black woman's extremely loaded and weird relationship with her older white boyfriend and his insane wife, as well as their adopted Black daughter.
anther no magic entry: I really love Oyinkan Braithwaite's My Sister, The Serial Killer, which is about exactly what you think it's about! the narrator is a put-upon Nigerian woman whose beautiful, beloved sister has murdered her last several boyfriends and has come crying to her dutiful sister to help her clean it up each time; the plot kicks in when the murdery sister sets her sights on the narrator's boss, a doctor to whom the narrator is also attracted. I know it's a sibling relationship instead of a romantic one but you didn't specify so! I am counting it!
this one is like very very very niceys compared to everything else I'm going to put on this list but it's also pretty hot so I have to mention it: Little Rabbit by Alyssa Songsiridej is about a young, bisexual Asian-American woman struggling to get a writing career off the ground falling in love with a Notably Older and wealthier white man and figuring out how to navigate the subsequent problems both within their own interpersonal dynamic and in how their relationship is received by others.
honorary mentions: books about fucked up white women that are written by women of color who Know!!
Under the Pendulum Sun by Jeannette Ng is a Victorian alternate history in which the English discovered the fairy realm and promptly did what the English did, ie, sending missionaries to teach the fairies about Jesus. the novel follows a woman traveling to the fairy kingdom to look for her missing missionary brother and promptly going insane as fairies gaslight gatekeep girlboss from all sides, complete with a side of everyone's favorite gothic horror trope: repressed sibling incest!
My Nemesis by Charmaine Craig is another very lowkey and grounded example, comparatively, but I thought it was neat and worth a mention! it's told from the POV of truly insufferable white woman writer whose emotional affair with a philosopher gets thrown for a fucking loop by the philosopher's wife, an enigmatic Chinese woman whose motivation the MC cannot guess literally at all. it's not the most exciting read in the world but the reveals hit hard and the reveals at the end made me YELL.
also for short story collections by WOC that can bring the #yikes factor in big ways I heartily endorse Roxane Gay's Difficult Women and Carmen Maria Machado's Her Body and Other Parties.
I wish I had more to throw you here; please if anyone has something to add to this list I am LISTENING
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intheupside ¡ 1 day ago
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Crosby to be Canada's 'security blanket' as captain at 4 Nations Face-Off
Indeed, is anyone more deserving of the title of Captain Canada?
“He’s up there,” Tocchet said. “And look, I don’t want to embarrass Sid. But from sitting in the locker room across from Wayne Gretzky, the way Wayne’s demeanor is, the way he acted around his teammates, the way he acted in front of the public, Sid’s got that.
“And then you’ve got the Mark Messier type, not afraid to say things to your teammates if needed at the right time. And I’ve seen Sid do that too, using his voice to let them know something is unacceptable. He’s willing to do that. That to me is a great leader. In all facets. One hundred percent.
“The bottom line: When he puts that jersey on, you can sense the calmness come over the entire country of Canada. It’s almost like he’s our security blanket.”
“From the time I first met him, it’s just the way he always looks to raise the bar,” Bergeron said. “We’ve been teammates and linemates in a lot of these tournaments, and he’s never satisfied. He’s always looking to the next thing. He’s able to enjoy the success but at the same time wanting more. It’s his drive, his determination, there’s a lot of reasons why he’s been so clutch and so important in, what you could say, [is] history.
“He commands respect. I think the country is proud of who he is as a person and how he represents us on the international stage. There’s no missteps. It’s been going on since he’s been 14 years old when they started aiming cameras on him. He’s never had a misstep.”
Bergeron is considered one of the top leaders of his era and won the Mark Messier NHL Leadership Award in 2021, an honor Crosby received in 2010.
“I accomplished a lot in my career,” Bergeron said. “But I have to say, I’m so proud that in my time playing, that Sidney was the face of our league and for Canadian hockey. Well deserved.”
Crosby already had his eyes on the 4 Nations prize five months ago, long before he would officially be given the “C” for Team Canada.
Back in early September, Crosby helped organize an unofficial training camp of sorts under the watchful eye of Andy O’Brien, his longtime trainer, in Vail, Colorado. Among those invited to the event were some of Canada’s top players, including Avalanche center Nathan MacKinnon, who like Crosby is from Cole Harbour; Edmonton Oilers center Connor McDavid; and Toronto Maple Leafs forward Mitch Marner.
Crosby insists it wasn’t an official Canada team-bonding exercise, pointing out that there were players from other countries there as well. At the same time, he admits it was productive for some of the Canadians on hand to get the opportunity to develop chemistry and play together, something that could come in handy at the 4 Nations and the 2026 Olympics.
Marner, for one, was appreciative of the invite extended him by Crosby and O’Brien.
“It was great,” he said. “Getting to know Sid and some of those guys both on and off the ice, well, I was grateful that they asked me to join them.
“You get to know them on and off the ice a bit. Such great guys. And so much talent out there with guys like Sid, MacKinnon and McDavid.”
And, according to Team Canada and Tampa Bay Lightning coach Jon Cooper, it was just another example of Crosby’s leadership ability to bring players together for a common goal.
“It’s what he does,” Cooper said. “It’s who he is.
“Look at what he did [last] month when we were in Pittsburgh.”
Cooper was referring to a postgame scene after his team had defeated Crosby and the Penguins 5-2 on Jan. 12, a game in which Tampa Bay scored three goals in the final 3:03 to break a 2-2 tie. The uber-competitive Crosby was upset that victory had eluded the Penguins, but still took time to see Cooper afterward to chat about the 4 Nations.
At one point, Crosby asked Cooper to bring out Lightning forwards Brayden Point, Brandon Hagel and Anthony Cirelli, his future 4 Nations teammates, to talk about the upcoming tournament.
“He here is, angry that his team had just lost a game, and he put that aside to talk Team Canada with them,” Cooper said. “They sat there for 20 minutes. They were like kids in a candy store.
“That right there is what true leadership is.”
And, according to Tocchet, what Crosby is all about.
“It’s unbelievable,” Tocchet said. “He’s a guy that carries the torch, and is willing to pass the torch on when he’s done.
“That’s what he’s doing with Cirelli, Hagel, those guys. He basically comes in and says, ‘Hey, you guys are my teammates in a month, I just want to get to know you real quick and let you know what’s at stake.’ He’s done it with other players. I just think it goes so far with his teammates. They legitimately badly want to play with him, to be his teammate.”
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honeysorwell ¡ 3 days ago
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Pairing: Melissa Schemmenti x fem!Reader
Prompt by anon + Idea for reader's nationality by anon
Synopsis: After more than 10 years with the same hairdresser, Melissa Schemmenti must change salons.
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Tag list: (Since this is my first time writing for this character, I thought it best not to tag anyone. So if you want to be tagged just let me know.)
Warning: MELISSA AND Y/N ARE MAaaaD *in Ava's voice*
Words: 4k
Synopsis of the story + Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10
Enjoy!
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Chapter 1 - Changes
Barbara Howard's friendship had a transformative impact on Melissa Schemmenti's personal life from the beginning.
The religious woman's friendship at the beginning of the redhead's career made the Italian woman rethink many things about herself. Regardless of their moral differences, how their individual relationships with religion are almost opposite, or even their small disagreements, one thing right at the beginning turned Melissa's world upside down.
The once chaotic and disorganized woman discovered the calming practicality of being hostage to well-established standards with a Christmas gift from her black coworker in her second year working at Abbott Elementary.
A schedule with a small calendar.
The year she received that gift, the redhead was furious with what was left written between the lines.
Disorganization.
After all, Melissa had absolutely everything under control.
She always had.
In her own way.
And Melissa also thought it was stupid to waste precious time that could be spent working by just planning to work, but after a terribly inconsistent semester (with more art, music and physical education teachers being fired than she can count on one hand), the redhead decided to give it a try.
So, 22 years ago Melissa started to use a schedule and a calendar every year faithfully and never looked back.
As she got older, the certainty of her upcoming appointments and how easy was to change what was needed on that sheet of paper to make better use of her time kept Melissa calm even during all the chaos that continued to live in her head and in her classroom every day. But everything changed when the spaces on pages that were reserved especially for her monthly visits to her family's hairdresser were now blank.
Rationally, the redhead knew that the hairdresser who had taken care of her grandmother's hair for the last twenty years of her life, two of her aunts out of town, washed and cared for her mother's hair every week, and three of her sisters periodically couldn't last long. But Melissa couldn't help but feel fooled and betrayed when Andrea Rossi announced her retirement.
The redhead hadn't been Andrea's client for her entire life, after all, the older hairdresser's regular clients had always been her priority. However, Melissa began to be part of the select group of Schemmenti women helped by Andrea when her former hairdresser (the one who had a Greek accent and many opinions that she hated but didn't discuss because he was her brother-in-law's friend), decided to call her Melinda, even after having her as a client for over three years.
Melinda.
Even though it was seventeen years ago, Barb still remembers the angry redheaded hurricane that entered the teachers’ lounge that week and still manages to make jokes about it whenever she gets the chance.
Monthly visits to the older woman had started with a simple hair color, but unlike her old hairdresser, Andrea had become much more than that for Melissa.
It was a ritual, a moment of care that for a long time brought her joy and confidence. It was talking animatedly with an Italian woman who showed her affection and care, something neither of them would admit out loud but was lacking in the Schemmenti family when it came to recognizing Melissa’s efforts and personal victories.
And now it was over.
“Ragazza (girl), don’t be like that… I’m old now, my hands hurt more than I can handle after a busy weekend,” Andrea tried to justify, stroking Melissa’s head with a tender smile as she finished coloring her hair that day, but which did not hide the weight of the decision.
“And what am I going to do now? Let the gray hair give me another 30 years in less than 6 months?”
“Don’t be silly! I’ve already transferred all my clients to hairdressers that I trust. You included! So stop it now!”
“I don’t want someone new.” Turning uncertainty into resistance is like armor for the redhead, even though she knows she has no choice, her brain still tries to break the meaning of Andrea’s retirement, “It’s going to mess up my entire schedule, Andrea! Two classes and now with you gone? I almost went crazy with the first semester of the year alone, now I know I’ll as soon as classes start after winter break!”
“I know that, Melissa. That’s why I talked to the hairdressers I know, and the best choice for you is Y/N, my last trainee. She’s great, hard-working, very talented and was willing to easily change her own clients’ schedule to see you at the same time I see you every month, she also works just five minutes away from here. You’ll like her.”
“But I don’t know her.” Even though she didn’t admit it, the idea of ​​a stranger touching her hair disturbed Melissa deeply, and the murmur that left her mouth made a point of emphasizing this.
The change came too quickly, and with it, a wave of anxiety took over Melissa's heart. This feeling was temporarily drowned out by her more than exhausting end-of-year routine. She was the hostess of the Schemmenti family's Thanksgiving dinner, and this, along with the end of the year, drained her ability to think about her other problems. But when the following month arrived, and along with the return to school after winter break, her colorless hair also started to show again, so Melissa swallowed her pride and went to the salon that Andrea had recommended to her.
Riverfront Roots.
The name was silly, a clear reference to the Delaware River that Melissa preferred not to think about too much as she looked at the large letters printed on the facade of the place. As soon as she entered the new salon, the smell of hair products and the sound of blow dryers buzzing caught her attention. The place was modern and well-decorated, but Melissa couldn't feel completely at ease. The smell was different, the decor was different, the voices were different, and the redhead hated each of these things.
She wasn't so reluctant to little changes in her daily life, but that week was so exhausting. The two classes together made a point of actively getting on her nerves, Gary also changed some of the lemonade brands in the vending machine and none of the new ones lived up to the taste of the old ones. The man made a point of telling the redhead that it wasn't done on purpose, thanks to the end of their relationship, and she genuinely believed him, but even so, such a change in such a tiring week only made the teacher's discomfort that Saturday morning turn into a gratuitous and deep antipathy towards the new place.
The woman of Italian descent approached the counter, where a receptionist graced her with a friendly smile.
"Hello, how can I help you today?", was the question that greeted Melissa, with a kindness that, in the redhead's mind, was completely unnecessary.
The teacher hesitated for a moment before answering sharply, ignoring the hello offered to her.
"Schemmenti. Melissa Schemmenti, please. I have a coloring booked here. A recommendation from Andrea Rossi." While the receptionist checked her information, Melissa looked around, trying to get used to the new habitat, but she barely had time to do so because, in less than thirty seconds, the receptionist escorted Melissa to a chair in front of one of the largest mirrors in the salon.
The chair that was chosen for the redhead was a little isolated from the other people present, who were laughing and talking without worrying about the noise, but if the redhead was being honest with herself, she actually preferred it that way.
“Hello, Melissa. My name is Y/N and it’s wonderful to meet you. I hope you fell welcome and comfortable here with me. Andrea has told me wonderful things about you and I have her notes in my hand to make sure you leave here satisfied.”, a younger woman with a thick accent appeared out of nowhere, vomiting the words at Melissa with a smile and a sweet voice that were already starting to give the redhead a headache.
The speech seemed rehearsed, still genuine, but her voice seemed too practiced to instill comfort in the redhead. And if that wasn't enough, the younger woman was enthusiastically waving a note in her hand like a triumph, making Melissa even more insecure about Y/N's talent than she already was.
The teacher knows she's not an idiot but… This hairdresser wasn't even thirty years old. This Y/N was clearly in her early twenties, with rich hair and a quick smile that probably lit up the room more than those stupid ringlights that surrounded the chairs in that place.
Not to mention that she was beautiful. Very beautiful.
A part of Melissa, hyper-aware of her own age, felt the bitter taste of envy take over her tongue as she looked at the younger woman's reflection in the mirror in front of her, but another part, even more recklessly, awakened a dormant desire in her mind.
However, even with that spark hidden behind Melissa's eyes, their initial interaction couldn't have been worse.
Y/N seemed excited, first asking Melissa for permission to touch her hair – something the redhead almost said no to, just to see if that smile would die on her lips – but quickly the hairdresser started discussing ideas for Melissa's hair, something that forced the redhead's voice to sound cutting:
"I just dyed my hair red for years.", Melissa made sure her voice sounded as sharp as she intended, "Get those ideas out of ya head and just do what Andrea used to."
The lack of niceness caused Y/N to feel strange, but the hairdresser tried to remain calm despite the discomfort.
New clients were always a little insecure, so the Brazilian woman would just prove to the one in front of her that she had talent.
Y/N always had magical hands. When she was still a girl, on the hot afternoons in her hometown, she would have fun braiding the hair of her school friends. Long locks of hair shiny thanks to the summer sun and strands yellowed by the chemicals of several women in the city often passed through Y/N's hands as if she were an artist molding a sculpture.
Her friends loved the hairstyles she did. At first, they were not at all sophisticated due to her young age, but they were done with so much love and dedication that they always seemed to transform any hair into something unique. For Y/N, it was more than just fun.
It was a passion.
When she reached her teen years, that passion became something more serious. Y/N was not satisfied with just doing the hair of her friends and family. The Brazilian woman wanted to learn, she wanted to master the art of transforming people's hair into something even more special.
That's why when she graduated from high school, Y/N started studying, and within a few months, she was already working professionally at a salon in her city. It didn't take long for her to be recognized for the quality of her work. Her skill with scissors and dye made her quickly stand out among other professionals. She knew what she was doing, she knew how to transform people into more beautiful versions of themselves, she knew what her clients wanted and, most importantly, she knew how to make them feel good.
Little by little, Y/N began to stand out even more and her life began to change.
She knew that her talent could not be limited, and so, when some close friends who had already moved to the United States began to encourage her to try her luck in Philadelphia, Y/N was scared at first. But if the chance to start over in another country meant more opportunities, she couldn't let this pass, even if the exciting idea had the power to scare her. But even though she was frightened, she was soon embarking on a new chapter in her life in a plane.
It was hard to save money for the travel, it was hard to get all the necessary documents to enter the USA legally, it was hard to leave loyal clients behind, and it was even harder to leave her country and its traditions. But the youthfulness of her soul and the hope of a new life embraced her heart and the hairdresser decided to give herself this chance.
Wen she arrived in Philadelphia, Y/N felt, at the same time, small and full of possibilities. The city was big, the competition was powerful, and she was seen as just another foolish immigrant.
But she was determined.
The Brazilian woman knew that her skill could be the key to a promising future. She just didn’t expect that her future would be shaped by Andrea Rossi, an older and more experienced Italian hairdresser who worked at a well-known salon nearby.
The story happened by chance. One of Andrea’s regular clients mentioned that her son had gotten a haircut from a really new Brazilian hairdresser.
“It was something very different… Like those stupid things we see on TikTok, but it was exactly what James wanted, and we had never found anyone willing to do it. What this young woman did perfectly and without thinking twice, and my son loved it!”, the woman commented in admiration before giving the older woman an idea, “You should meet her!”
Andrea was curious and, figuring she had nothing to lose, asked for more information about the Brazilian woman. The client was enthusiastic and told the Italian one everything she knew and, even though she was skeptical, Andrea let her curiosity get the best of her and decided to see it for herself.
The next day, she went to the salon where Y/N was working and, observing closely, immediately noticed the young woman’s skill. The Brazilian woman had the touch of someone who knew what she was doing, an eye for beauty trends, and the needs of her clients, but she also had more than that.
Y/N had a natural connection with people, a charisma that, combined with her smile and strong accent, made any client feel at ease, and Andrea saw that.
So the Italian woman wasted no time. She called Y/N for a chat at the end of her shift and, soon, took her on as her last pupil before announcing her retirement.
Normally, hearing Andrea Rissi's name made Y/N happy. All the advice, recommendations, affection, and wisdom shared by the older woman were a pleasant memory for the Brazilian woman.
But there, while she tried in vain to be nice to what was Andrea's transfer, having her work compared to the older woman's began to annoy her.
First, the owner of those pretty green eyes began to verbalize her dissatisfaction with the work tools Y/N used, telling her how much she preferred Andrea's work tools, which were always on display for her clients to see. Then the redhead started rolling her eyes at Y/N's coworkers, who, since they had no clients, were chatting spiritedly while planning to get their nails done at the end of the day, muttering how much she would appreciate some peace and quiet.
But the first sign Y/N gave that she was definitely not the type of person who would just ignore or shrink from Melissa's bad mood was when the redhead made a point of directly comparing her work to Andrea's before Y/N even started dyeing her hair.
"Andrea, don't part my hair like that. You'll leave my hair full of spots!"
Trying to preserve the good mood she had woken up in that morning, the hairdresser chose to be sneaky and ironic. Y/N looked around theatrically and curiously, as if she was searching for something important, and Melissa, unable to contain her fear and confusion, made her voice present.
“What?”
“Nothing. Just looking for Andrea Rossi since you want to talk about her so badly.”
Receiving only silence as an answer, and thinking that the unhappy attitude of that client was over, the hairdresser continues her journey. Y/N measures the dye with all the care in the world, making sure to double-check on the scale in front of her that the weight is correct when compared to what Andrea gave her over the phone before applying the dye accurately, fearing giving Melissa another reason to complain. The Brazilian woman divides Melissa’s hair locks with the focus of a professional with much more experience, doing everything she can to not lose a single gray hair, and when she goes to wash it, she does so with a gentleness that surprises Melissa.
But the teacher doesn’t want to admit it, so she continues to stare sullenly at the mirror, even while Y/N gently untangles her wet hair.
When the redhead’s hair is nice and completely ready to be dried, Y/N looks at her hair curiously before turning once more to Melissa’s reflection in the mirror.
“I usually do this before dyeing, but what do you think about maybe cutting a few inches? The ends are starting to lose their shape.”
“I don’t want to cut anything.”, the words are said low enough for no one but the hairdresser to hear but Y/N, but with a hint of anger that surprised the young woman, “And stop talking, your voice is too annoying for the kind of mediocre work ya deliver, kid.”
It was insensitive. Even to Melissa.
The redhead knows that Andrea would never send her to a bad hairdresser. She knows she is being harsh and critical to someone who gave her no reason to do so, but before she realizes it the words have already escaped her mouth.
But the teacher simply has no idea what was coming.
The hairdresser’s eyes widened, large pupils full of rage meeting the teacher’s gaze through the mirror, shocked by the words said by Melissa. And, before Melissa's mind can even work on instigating any remorseful reflexes, Y/N grabs a large chunk of hair from the redhead's bangs and takes a pair of scissors out of her pocket with her free hand, quickly placing them right on Melissa's forehead, exactly where her hair grows, like a more than concrete threat.
“Listen to me Philadelphia's beauty, I don't know what kind of hairdresser you expected when Andrea transferred you to me but as long as you sit in my chair you will respect my work and listen to my fucking suggestions.”, it is said as a whisper, but the hairdresser's anger and her thick accent along with the slight pull she gives the redhead's hair make the whole interaction sound indescribably scary, even to Melissa, “I've been nothing but polite and respectful to you, but I'm starting to regret accepting someone so unfortunate in my char that they think they can criticize my work without even knowing me.”
There, locking eyes with Y/N ​​in the salon mirror, Melissa understood how much she had crossed the line.
Melissa took a deep breath, filled with adrenaline at the thought of losing the top part of her hair, before nodding her head, causing Y/N to put down the scissors and let go of her bangs as she returned to work normally.
And then silence.
Dead silence.
The silence between the two women was so thick that it seemed to fill every corner of the room, making the sound of the dryer and the conversations around them sound muffled and filling the air with a corrosive feeling.
The scene from minutes ago was still boiling in Melissa's mind, repeating itself like a scratched record. Now, as if Melissa had finally come to her senses, the redhead wanted to disappear. She wanted to jump out of the chair and run away from the mirror which reflected her own guilt and shame. But she couldn't. Her anxiety combined with the idea of ​​leaving now, before the end of her service (something that could be even more disrespectful than her words), did a magnificent job holding her body in place, like an invisible chain that kept her feet on the floor and her mouth gagged.
With her fingers drumming on her apron-covered leg as the Brazilian woman prepared to style her hair, the teacher wanted to believe that it hadn't been so bad, that maybe Y/N had already forgotten what was said. But she knew that wasn't true. The weight of the moment still hung between them, thick and uncomfortable.
Y/N doesn't cut her hair or even mention the idea once again. The hairdresser just dries her red hair perfectly, but now with a serious gaze and a hurt look on her face. The Brazilian woman vehemently ignores Melissa's green eyes throughout the entire process, and the teacher stupidly decides too late that she prefers the incessant smile that remained on the hairdresser's lips minutes ago.
Melissa thought about apologizing, but the idea of ​​speaking made her breathing quick and shallow, along with the fear of seeming too desperate.
It was then that her eyes fell on the small ceramic jar in the corner of the counter next to her chair. It was decorated with hand-painted flowers and had, in crooked but legible letters, the words: "Tips for Y/N" next to a QR code. Even with the virtual possibility of compensation, the jar was open and with a significant amount of dollars, coins, and two lollipops, which Melissa just knew had been left there by a child.
And so, an idea formed, hesitant but clear in the teacher's mind.
A good tip seemed perfect, silent, indirect, but still meaningful. As the minutes passed, anxiety whispered again in Melissa's mind, wondering if Y/N would believe that she was doing this because of the guilt she felt at that very moment and not because of the regret that was now eating her mind. But the alternative of doing nothing was simply unbearable for Melissa.
The redhead knew she couldn't leave without at least trying, even if in her own way, to make amends.
When Y/N finished applying a light-smelling oil to the teacher's hair and walked away, silently letting her know that her work was done, Melissa tried to meet the hairdresser's eyes and give her a small smile, which she knew would be nervous, but which could give her an idea of ​​what was going on in Y/N's head.
But Y/N didn't look at Melissa.
When Melissa got up from the salon chair, her racing heart didn't stop her from taking two generous bills from her wallet — much more than she would usually give for just an appointment to dye her hair— and walking over to the pot. Her fingers were shaking slightly, but before anything could be done, she was interrupted:
“I don’t want your tip.” Before the two hundred dollars could enter the ceramic pot with the Brazilian’s name written on it, Y/N placed her own hand over the top to the object, successfully blocking Melissa from doing what she intended.
“M'kay. Now you’re being ridiculous!”
With those words, the hairdresser's eyes finally focus on the green ones again, still filled with an anger that Melissa rarely sees in people who have a disagreement with her (too used to the regretful and submissive ones) and the redhead was shocked by this when Y/N actively chooses to ignore her accusation by saying:
"I'm willing to give you the exact coloring mixture that Andrea developed for your hair so you can find a hairdresser who is like the silent imitation of Andrea that you are looking for.", and before the redhead even has a chance to answer her with an apology that would apparently be necessary, the hairdresser quickly collects everything that was used in the teacher's service and directs Melissa a few more words before walking away without looking back, "Call the salon when you want the measurements and the receptionist will share them with you with pleasure. Have a good rest of your day."
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cryinggirlnamedhelen ¡ 3 days ago
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i was lost within the darkness but then i found her; i found you. - k. yukimiya
synopsis: a man who couldn’t find purpose in his life and the woman who brought each of them meaning.
a/n: i was lowkey thinking of meruem and komugi the whole time i was making this.
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yukimiya kenyu
yukimiya didn’t know what he was supposed to do now.
he clutched the papers from the doctor, walking to the nurse’s office at school for the information to be added to his profile at school. he walked with no emotion upon his usually jubilant and beautiful face, and it was as if all of the light had been sucked from his eyes.
“yukimiya?”
yukimiya looked up, and you stood in front of him, holding a few boxes in your hands. you were probably helping your teacher with moving things again.
yukimiya was fairly fond of you. you were kind and quick on your feet, and yet you always gave helpful, honest advice to your more delusional friends. he enjoyed being around you more than anything else at school. “oh, hello. how’s your day been going?” yukimiya asked, painting a smile over his frown on his face.
your eyebrows knit together. yukimiya recognized that look; his mother always had that look in his childhood whenever he had been crying and hid the fact from her. she always caught on quickly. “you seem upset, are you okay?” you placed your boxes on the floor next to you before walking closer to him, your head tilting slightly as you looked at him.
and as if water began overflowing in a glass after barely having not reach the point of spilling yet, tears began to spill from yukimiya’s eyes.
fat, warm tears stained yukimiya’s cheeks wet, and snot began leaking from his nose. if any of yukimiya’s fans had seen him like this, his modeling career and their crush on him would be over. but instead of looking at him with your face scrunched up in disgust from his current expression, you instead had him sit down with his back to the wall as you sat down next to him.
“what happened?” you asked, your voice soft. you assumed that it had to do with his eye and soccer career; after all, he got glasses even though he didn’t have them previously, and soccer was practically his whole life. yukimiya sniffled before looking at you.
“optic neuropathy,” yukimiya whispered. “there are black spots in my vision. treatment will help, but not fully cure it. worse case scenario, it causes blindness. the doctor said that i probably won’t be able to play soccer professionally anymore.” yukimiya sniffled again before he wiped his tears away, laughing.
“look at me. complaining to you about it even though it’s not even your problem. you should be helping the teacher, right? sorry, i know this is your free period and im not a very crier—“ before he could continue on with his idiocy, you grabbed his face in between both of your hands and faced him, your eyebrows furrowed and eyes narrowed.
“yukimiya kenyu,” you began, voice grave. your face darkened before your gentle cradle on his face turned into a stinging pinch. “first of all, i could care less about this being my free period. we still have months of school left, and that means hundreds of more free periods. second, no one cares that you’re an ugly crier! everyone ugly as shit when they’re sobbing and their face is all scrunched up when they’re bawling. you should’ve seen me when i read the chapter that gojo died!”
at your last comment, you could see yukimiya hold in a chuckle, which proved your effort worthy. “and also, maybe you won’t become the best forward in the world. maybe you really will become blind because of soccer. maybe all of your efforts wouldn’t have been worth it in the end. but yukimiya, i hope you know and realize that the result may be important, but…” you stopped your pinching, and you held his face as if you were holding the most precious and beautiful glass vase. “sometimes the joy of the process itself overshadows what was thought to be the joy that comes from the result.”
yukimiya’s eyes widened, and suddenly, a fresh batch of tears came to his eyes. but this time, it wasn’t of sadness. this time, warmth bloomed in his chest when the tears came. this time, his mind was clear of the negative thoughts when the tears came. and this time, instead of his vision being blurred by tears, his vision was being cleansed by the light right in front of him: you.
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wifey here again with stepdad!Nik, so I think SD would insist on finishing college since she only has like a year left anyway and because she feels like she'll be able to get a job easier with a degree, she doesn't wanna be a burden. Nikolai ofc lets her finish college, it keeps her busy while at home, settling in nicely to their house. He takes care of her every need, and slowly starts to convince her that she doesn't owe him anything, she's his wife now, or soon to be at the very least. All she needs to do is stay home and worry about their little one. Anytime she has doubts about how much he wants her and wants to provide for her she gets reminded thoroughly. It's when SD's bump is getting noticeable that Nik really steps it up. "What if we both miss the important moments?" and SD eventually is like "yeah, okay, but if it ever becomes a burden I'll get a job" and Nik is real proud of himself. SD also becomes very needy, in just the way Nik loves, she wants to be with him as much as possible and needs help a lot because hormones are fucking with her. And she definitely thanks him plenty for his help whenever she can. Bonus NikPrice x SD reader John decides to visit Nik and his new bird since on their last mission Nikolai wouldn't shut up about her and he immediately gets why when he sees SD, she's so sweet and nurturing and she looks gorgeous all round with Nik's kid, stays a few nights and gets drunk one night and jokingly (sorta) tells Nik he'd love to put the next one in her and Nikolai just hums with a smile "why not?" and reader is suddenly being flirted with by her fiance/husband's friend. Is real worried about it cause she likes it and guility goes to Nik who is 1. Very pleased by her honesty and 2. reassures her and tells her that he's okay with it if she is. (Totally wasn't his plan to get his two favorite people together so he could have them both, nope, that's totally not why he raved about her to John and not one other soul. Mmhm)
Also im really sorry if once again this doesn't make sense, stress has got me by a chokehold lately and its making my brain bad lol
Ooooooh wifey you are killing me. Isn’t that the perfect solution, though? You’re so worried about being a burden, let’s bring in another source of income!!
You know. Maybe it’s kinda degrading. But I totally imagine Nik comes up with little tasks for her. Let’s be real, it’s so easy— he saw what her mother was like, he can see how starved she is for approval, it practically blinds her. Things like “I want us to get a new car with some more space before the baby comes— can you research what models are best for family? You have a better mind for things like that than me,” he says with an almost sheepish smile. You’re practically wagging your tail with excitement— and you just look so happy when you present all of your work and he seems so pleased with you.
Also, in a bit of darker move, I can imagine if you’re not as into John as all that— they come up with a story. They say that John wants to have a baby of his own, but he’s not married, and he wants to have a kid before he’s too old and his career gets in the way of romance. So he would love for you to be like a surrogate for him. You’ve done so well with this first pregnancy, and you’re still so young— plus! John would be willing to pay, so it’d be like you’ve got your own income to help out!
The only thing is that John believes in natural conception. And he wants to live with you both during the pregnancy to help out. And he doesn’t actually plan on leaving once you have his kid. And Nik knows how sensitive and caring you are— when you confess to him your doubts about giving the baby up for good once it’s born, he comforts you. Of course he’ll talk to John about it, milaya, he’s sure they can come to an agreement.
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prettygirl-gabi ¡ 2 days ago
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Chapter 28: Family Ties and Fresh Beginnings
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Rating: General Audiences
Warning: none
Paring: Paige Bueckers x !photographer fem reader
Fandom: Women's basketball
Summary: meeting the fam and Aubrey’s back after 381 days on the bench....
Welcome to the chapter 28 of Through The Lens. I hope you all enjoy and there is more to come...stay tuned my loveies!! 🏀💕📸
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Reader’s POV
The car ride to Minnesota was filled with soft music and Paige’s occasional humming. I had been nervous about meeting her dad, Bob, her stepmom, her stepbrother, and especially her little brother, Drew. Paige had assured me they’d love me, but the fluttering in my stomach wasn’t listening.
“You’re going to be fine,” Paige said, reaching over to give my hand a comforting squeeze. “Drew’s going to adore you.”
I smiled nervously. “You sure about that?”
“Positive.”
When we arrived, Bob greeted us with a warm hug and a wide grin. Drew was shy at first, hiding behind their dad, but it didn’t take long for him to warm up.
“Hi, Drew,” I said, crouching to his level. “I’m Y/N. Your sister’s friend.”
Drew peeked up at Paige, who gave him a wink. Then he looked back at me, eyes sparkling.
“Do you like LEGOs?” he asked.
“I love LEGOs,” I replied, grinning.
He gasped. “Really? Can we build something?”
“Of course!”
Paige laughed as Drew grabbed my hand and pulled me toward the living room. “Told you he’d love you,” she whispered as I passed.
Paige’s POV
Watching Y/N and Drew bond melted my heart. Drew was usually pretty reserved around new people, but he was already chatting away with her like they’d known each other forever.
“She’s great with him,” my dad said, coming to stand beside me.
“She’s great, period,” I replied, smiling.
Reader’s POV
Later that night, after dinner, Bob sat us down in the living room. Drew was asleep on my lap, his tiny hands clutching my shirt.
“Paige, Y/N,” Bob started, his tone serious but kind. “I can see how much you two care about each other. It’s obvious in the way you look at one another.”
I glanced at Paige, who gave me a reassuring smile.
“But love isn’t always easy,” Bob continued. “You’ll face challenges, especially with the paths you’ve chosen. Paige, your basketball career will take you all over the country, and Y/N, your work will demand so much of your time and energy.”
I nodded, understanding where he was coming from.
“If you really love each other as deeply as you say you do, you’ll overcome anything. But it’ll take work—communication, patience, and trust.”
“We know,” Paige said, her voice steady. “We’ve talked about it, and we’re ready to face whatever comes our way.”
Bob smiled. “That’s all I needed to hear.”
Sunday rolled around quicker than I anticipated, and the gym buzzed with excitement. The possibility of Aubrey Griffin returning to the court after her long recovery had everyone hyped.
During the press availability before the game, Paige, Azzi, and Coach Geno fielded questions from reporters. I stood at the back of the room, my camera in hand, capturing the moment.
“Aubrey’s been working hard,” Geno said. “There’s a good chance she’ll see some action today. It’s been a long road, but she’s ready.”
Paige chimed in, “Having Aubrey back would be huge for us. She’s a fighter, and we’ve all missed her energy on the court.”
I couldn’t help but smile. Paige’s confidence in her team—and in herself—was one of the things I loved most about her.
The energy in the arena was electric as UConn took the court against Seton Hall. The crowd roared when Aubrey jogged onto the court in her uniform for the first time in over a year.
I positioned myself near the baseline, capturing every moment. Paige was in her element, leading the team with precision and grace.
At one point, she glanced my way, a small smile tugging at her lips. It was a brief moment, but it was enough to make my heart flutter.
After the game—a solid win for UConn—96-36, waited for Paige outside the locker room. She emerged, her hair damp and her face glowing.
“Great game, Bueckers,” I said, nudging her playfully.
She grinned. “Thanks, but I think I owe part of that win to you.”
“Me? What did I do?”
“You’re my lucky charm,” she said, wrapping an arm around my waist.
I laughed, leaning into her. “You’re so cheesy.”
“Yeah, yeah but you love my cheesyness.”
She wasn’t wrong.
That night, as we lay in her dorm, Paige turned to me, her expression soft.
“Did my dad scare you the other night?” she asked.
“No,” I said honestly. “He just reminded me how important it is to keep working at this—at us.”
Paige smiled, brushing a strand of hair from my face. “We’ve got this, Y/N. No matter what.”
“I know,” I whispered, closing the distance between us.
In that moment, with her arms around me and the world outside forgotten, I knew we could handle anything together.
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astrocafecoffee ¡ 14 hours ago
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Placements I like the most ~
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Venus in Capricorn: Venus in Capricorn is known for taking life seriously, but they also have a fantastic ability to laugh at life's minor failures, particularly their own. If something goes wrong, their reaction is often more, “Well, that was expected,” followed by a chuckle. It’s like they’ve already calculated the odds of success and know that it’s okay to laugh off the imperfections.
Libra moon : When arguments or tension happen, a Libra Moon might not react immediately. They prefer to process their emotions and figure out what everyone else thinks first. By the time they express their thoughts, the conflict might already be over, and they’ll come in with, “Okay, so here’s my analysis of everything… and I think we should compromise.” Their late-but-thoughtful take is often both hilarious and surprisingly insightful.
Virgo sun:Virgo Suns can be surprisingly adventurous with food, even though they come off as practical and "healthy" eaters. They love trying out new food trends.they love recommending obscure restaurants or dishes no one else has heard of. You might not expect a Virgo Sun to be a connoisseur of anything, but food? They know their stuff.
Mercury in 10th house/mercury in Capricorn: They often have a knack for inspiring others, usually in a low-key, almost accidental way. It could be something as simple as giving you the perfect pep talk when you're stressed at work. They’ll calmly explain, “It’s all about managing expectations and breaking down the project into bite-sized pieces.” And suddenly, you feel like you can conquer the world. They don’t try to be a motivational speaker, but their logical, practical advice often has this surprising, uplifting quality. It’s kind of funny how they can turn a simple conversation into a full-on career inspiration session without even realizing they’re doing it.
Uranus in 12th house: They can heal in ways that feel totally unexpected and even a bit unusual. Whether it’s through sudden insights or unconventional methods, Uranus in the 12th house people have the power to help others break free from old patterns or traumas. They may not even realize they’re doing this at first, but they have an innate ability to help others shift their perspective in profound ways,sometimes without ever saying a word. They might just show up with an idea or suggestion that completely changes someone’s outlook on life.
Cancer moon : Cancer Moons are incredibly intuitive about people’s emotional states, but they tend to pick up on subtle, less obvious cues. They might be able to sense if someone’s having a bad day just by the tone of their voice or the way they hold themselves. However, the funny part is that they might not always verbalize their empathy. They might just quietly offer a cup of tea, a hug, or a homemade treat as their way of saying, "I get it." It’s their way of giving comfort without making a big deal out of it.
Aquarius rising/Sun : While Aquarius risings are known to be social, they do it on their own terms. You might catch them hanging out in a crowd of people but also deeply absorbed in a conversation with just one person about an entirely random topic . They can be surprisingly selective about who they connect with, preferring people who stimulate their intellect or share their unconventional interests. They might be socially active but with their own peculiar style, sometimes standing apart from the crowd but still very much part of the scene.
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nickistuffs ¡ 1 day ago
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Birthday with you
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Pairing: Harry x Designer reader (curvy or plus size whatever you feel they should look like. This is my preference
Summary: As a late birthday celebration, Harry invited you to meet the people he holds dear to his heart.
Word Count: 2.7k
Warnings: None. Fluff 💗
✨masterlist✨ read the rest of Harry x Designer Reader there
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Harry had invited you to his birthday party at one of his luxurious villas in Italy. The villa, perched on a hill with breathtaking views of the Mediterranean, was stunning. The atmosphere was filled with the clinking of glasses, laughter, and the gentle hum of conversation—a perfect blend of elegance and warmth. But as you stepped inside, you couldn’t shake the feeling that you were an outsider. This wasn’t just any party. It was an intimate gathering, filled with Harry's close family and friends, all of whom had known him for years. They shared memories and inside jokes you could only wish to be part of. You had never met any of them before, though you knew them from following Harry's career—interviews, social media, the occasional tabloid headline. But surface-level knowledge was hardly the same as truly knowing someone.
Harry, ever the warm and welcoming person, had been ecstatic to invite you. The moment you arrived, he stuck close to you, offering fleeting touches of his hand and gazes that reassured you. "I can’t wait for you to meet everyone," he had said, his enthusiasm undeniable. You tried to calm your nerves, but with every new face you saw, you couldn’t help but feel small. Would they accept you? Or would you just be another fan who had somehow found their way into Harry's world?
You sat quietly on a stool, nursing your drink and watching the lively chatter around you. Stories about childhood antics, tour memories, and quiet moments filled the air—things you were never a part of. The feeling of being an outsider weighed on you. But Harry had wanted you here, and you couldn’t let your nerves take over.
Just as you began to wonder if you'd ever feel at ease, someone tapped you gently on the shoulder. You turned around, startled, and found yourself face-to-face with Anne, Harry’s mum. Her warm smile immediately made you feel a little less alone.
"You must be Y/N," she said, her voice full of kindness. "Harry's told me so much about you. It’s wonderful to finally meet you."
Your heart skipped a beat. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Ms. Twist," you replied, trying to hide the nervousness in your voice.
"Please, call me Anne," she insisted. "I hope everyone’s making you feel welcome."
"Everyone's been lovely," you said with a smile, though a part of you still felt that initial intimidation.
Anne gave you a knowing glance before leaning in slightly. "You know, when Harry first mentioned inviting you, I could see how much he values your presence. He spoke about you with such enthusiasm."
You looked over at Harry, who was deep in conversation with a group of people. He caught your eye, offering you a warm smile that melted some of the tension.
"He's been looking forward to introducing you to everyone," Anne continued, "and I’m glad he did. It’s always wonderful to meet the people who mean so much to him."
Her words touched you more than you expected. "Thank you, Anne. That really means a lot."
Just as you were beginning to relax, you noticed Harry’s playful voice behind you. "I see you’ve met the most important woman in my life," he said, wrapping an arm around his mother’s shoulders.
Anne chuckled and patted Harry’s hand. "We've been getting along splendidly. I was just telling Y/N some stories from when you were little."
Harry groaned, his face contorting in mock horror. "Mum, you didn’t!"
"Oh, I did," Anne teased. "I had to let Y/N in on the time you tried to bake a cake and ended up with flour everywhere."
You laughed, picturing a younger Harry covered in flour. "That must have been quite the sight."
Harry rolled his eyes, though a smile tugged at his lips. "I was seven! The recipe was way too complicated."
Anne raised an eyebrow. "It was a simple sponge cake, dear."
Before Harry could respond, Gemma, his sister, stepped into the conversation with a mischievous grin. "Oh, that’s nothing," she chimed in, her voice full of amusement as she approached the two of you, her baby cradled in her arms. "If we’re talking about embarrassing Harry stories, I’ve got plenty more."
Harry groaned louder. "Not you too, Gem."
Gemma’s eyes sparkled with mischief. "Oh, this is one of my favorites. Do you remember the time when Harry decided to put on a magic show for the whole family?"
Harry’s eyes widened. "Gemma, don’t you dare."
But Gemma, clearly enjoying the moment, wasn’t about to stop. "Well, let’s just say the 'magician' managed to lock himself in the bathroom for an hour because he couldn’t get the handcuffs off. And we had to call Mum to get him out."
You burst out laughing, imagining little Harry, desperate to get out of the bathroom. "That sounds like a real magic trick."
"It was more of a disappearing act," Gemma teased. "The only thing Harry disappeared into was the bathroom, and we had to rescue him."
Harry’s cheeks flushed with embarrassment, but the smile on his face showed he was in on the joke. "I was, like, five!" he protested.
Anne laughed, her eyes twinkling with amusement. "I think we should let Y/N hear the one about his birthday party when he got his first guitar."
You couldn’t help but laugh even more. It was so clear how much love and laughter surrounded this family. Their teasing, their easy camaraderie—it all made you feel like you were slowly becoming a part of it.
Harry finally gave in, rolling his eyes but laughing along with his mum and sister. "Alright, alright, I get it. I was a disaster as a kid."
"You were adorable," Gemma corrected with a playful grin, turning to you. "But honestly, Y/N, Harry’s stories are just the beginning. He’s grown up to be quite the character, even if he tries to act all serious now."
You smiled warmly at her. "I’m starting to see that."
Harry turned his attention back to you, his gaze softening. "I’m glad you’re getting to know my family. They’ve been a huge part of who I am."
"I can see that," you replied, genuinely touched by their kindness. "They’ve been wonderful."
Anne gave Harry a gentle nudge. "I’ll leave you two to chat. It was lovely talking with you, Y/N."
As she walked away, Harry took a step closer, his gaze intent. "I hope I’m not being too embarrassing," he said, a teasing smile on his face.
"Just enough," you teased back.
Harry laughed, his voice warm and carefree. "Fair enough. Come on, there’s someone else I want you to meet."
Taking your hand, he led you through the villa, guiding you from group to group and introducing you to more of his loved ones. With each introduction, you felt a little more at home, your earlier nervousness slowly fading. Harry’s world was no longer something you observed from afar—it was becoming something you were a part of. The people he loved were just as warm and kind as he was, and they made you feel less like an outsider with every passing moment.
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After a few more conversations with family, Harry squeezed your hand and grinned. "Come on, there's a group of people I want you to meet."
You followed him through the lively party, passing by laughter-filled clusters of guests. As you neared a circle of friends, Harry's arm brushed your back to guide you into the group. The familiar faces in the circle weren't just anyone—they were his close-knit crew, each one sharing a piece of Harry’s world.
"Hey, everyone, this is Y/N" Harry announced, his voice light but with a hint of pride. "This is basically my second family." His eyes twinkled as he gestured toward them. "And trust me, they’ve all been waiting to meet you."
You smiled nervously, unsure of what to expect. The group welcomed you warmly, their faces open and friendly.
First, Harry’s friend Jeff, with a mischievous smile and an easygoing nature, stepped forward. “So, you’re the famous Y/N Harry’s always talking about. Good to finally meet you!” He gave you a quick hug, which immediately put you at ease.
Next was Glenne, whose bright eyes and calm demeanour were a sharp contrast to Jeff’s energy. She extended her hand warmly. “It’s so nice to meet you, Y/N. I’ve heard so much about you, Harry loves talking about you know,” she joked, laughing softly.
You chuckled and felt yourself relax even more. “I’m not used to this kind of attention,” you said, glancing at Harry, who was grinning proudly.
Just then, Sarah caught your attention. She was holding her infant daughter in her arms, a soft smile on her lips. “Hi, Y/N, I’m Sarah,” she said gently, her voice tender as she rocked her baby back and forth. “It’s wonderful to meet you. Harry was right your are pretty.”
"Well your daughter’s adorable," you said, blushing at her compliment.
Sarah beamed, her eyes lighting up. “Thank you! She’s a handful, but a joy. One of the many little wonders of life.” Her baby cooed, and you couldn’t help but smile back.
As if on cue, Mitch, with his wild, curly hair and a playful grin, came rushing past. He was in the middle of a lighthearted battle with a toddler, trying to tickle the little one. “Hey, I’m Mitch!” he exclaimed between laughs as the toddler squirmed and giggled. “Don’t let this chaos fool you, I’m a softie on the inside.”
The toddler finally broke free from Mitch’s grasp and sprinted toward Sarah, who swooped them up effortlessly. “It’s like a never-ending game with these two,” Mitch said, shrugging in amusement.
You smiled at the scene, feeling more and more comfortable with each passing second. Harry’s friends were warm and welcoming, each of them with their own.
...
As the group bombarded you with questions about your life, your interests, and how you ended up at the villa, you found yourself laughing and feeling surprisingly at ease. Each question felt like an invitation to share more of yourself, and their curiosity and warmth made you feel more at home with every passing minute.
You talked about your favorite books, the music you loved, and how you ended up in Italy. With every word, you felt a little more connected to the people who meant so much to Harry. The ease with which they welcomed you made the night feel like a celebration not just for Harry, but for the bonds they all shared—bonds you were now becoming a part of.
However, Harry had been standing off to the side, watching with a knowing smile. As much as he loved seeing you connect with his friends, there was something about the way they all adored you that made him want to have you to himself, just for a moment. He admired how effortlessly you fit in, but he couldn’t help but feel a little possessive, wanting a break from the crowd.
After a particularly lively round of questions about your favorite books and music, Harry stepped forward, his gaze locking with yours. His eyes twinkled with playful mischief as he squeezed your hand and, with a teasing smirk, spoke up.
“Alright, as generous as I am, I think it’s time I get a little selfish,” he said, his voice smooth and full of charm. “I want to steal my girl for a moment.” He paused for effect, his grin widening. “If that’s okay with everyone?”
The group let out a collective groan of exaggerated disappointment, but there was no mistaking the fondness in their voices. “Go on, mate, we’ll let you have her for a bit,” Jeff said with a wink, raising his glass in a mock salute.
Harry smiled at them, giving you a wink of his own, before gently guiding you away from the group. “See, they understand,” he said with a smirk, leading you toward a quieter corner of the villa.
As you walked away, a warm blush spread across your cheeks from his words. You could feel the eyes of his friends on you, but it didn’t matter. The heat of the moment only deepened the connection between the two of you, and Harry’s presence was like an anchor in the sea of social energy around you.
Once you were far enough from the crowd, Harry stopped, turning to face you. His eyes softened as they lingered on you for a moment, taking in the soft blue dress you wore for him. The way the fabric hugged your form made his heart skip a beat. He reached up, his fingers gently brushing a loose strand of hair behind your ear. The simple touch sent a warm shiver down your spine.
He smiled, clearly appreciative of the effort you’d put into looking beautiful for him. “I couldn’t help myself,” he murmured, his voice quieter now, filled with affection. “I just wanted to be with you, even if it’s just for a minute.”
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You chuckled, your voice light but sincere. “It’s your birthday party, Harry. The attention should be on you.”
He shrugged with a mischievous glint in his eyes. “They’ve worked with me all year. They might be sick of me already.”
You laughed at that, the sound of it filling the space between you two, feeling like it was just the two of you at that moment, away from the chaos of the party.
You leaned in slightly, your faces close enough that you could feel the warmth of his breath against your skin. The distant sounds of the party faded into the background, and in that quiet moment, all that mattered was the intimacy between the two of you. Harry’s gentle touch, his easygoing nature, and the warmth of his presence made everything else seem distant, like background noise.
He leaned down, his lips brushing near your ear, his breath warm against your cheek. “Though I have to say, it’s pretty fun making you blush.”
You rolled your eyes playfully, but the smile that tugged at your lips betrayed your attempt at feigning indifference. “You're impossible,” you whispered, your voice light but full of affection.
Harry chuckled, and you could feel the warmth of his laugh in the air between you. “You love it,” he teased gently, his fingers still tracing circles on your skin.
Just then, the sound of laughter broke through the quiet moment, and you heard a voice from the distance call out with a teasing tone.
“Hey lovebirds, time to blow out the candles on your cake, Harry!”
The playful interruption came from none other than Jeff, who stood with the group, his mischievous grin matching the fondness in his eyes. The others behind him chuckled, clearly enjoying the moment they had interrupted.
You and Harry exchanged an amused glance, both of you still caught in the afterglow of the quiet moment you shared. With a soft sigh, Harry smiled, his hand gently holding yours once more.
“Well,” he said, his grin widening as he gave you a playful nudge, “looks like they’re calling us back to the party. But don’t worry, I’m not done with you yet.”
You laughed, shaking your head. “Of course you’re not.”
With that, Harry led you back toward the group. As the bustling crowd and lively chatter resumed around you, the warmth of the quiet moment you’d just shared lingered. It was a perfect balance—shared laughter, heartfelt conversations, and just enough of Harry’s attention to remind you how much he cared. The party was a celebration of him, but with him by your side, it felt like a celebration of the two of you.
Just as Harry was about to blow out his candles, Anne’s voice rang out, playful and full of motherly warmth. “Make a wish, Harry!” she called from across the room.
Harry paused for a beat, a small smile playing on his lips. He glanced at you, then back at his cake, before he blew out the candles. He already knew what he’d wished for—and he didn’t need to make a wish to know it had already come true.
...
AAAHHH!!! HBD to our lovely Harry Styles <3
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The Strawhats x Model!Reader (Modern AU)
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Lolita's Note: these are really short. just a few (some are platonic and some are romantic) headcanons for the strawhats with a model (gender neutral) reader! a bir of suggestive stuff (mostly crack) on sanji, zoro and brook's. enjoy ♡
cw: mentions of smoking and drinking.
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Franky
he's going to be SUUUUUPER supportive about your career.
i imagine him to be a mechanic/engineer in the modern au so your pairing is definitely unconventional
will develop an app that detects nearby castings when you're on the go.
and if he can sit somewhere in the audience during one of your shows, he's gonna put up a sign that says something like "I LOVE YOU MY SUPER HOT PARTNER"
will might get kicked out for obnoxiously cheering for you.
Usopp
he'll definitely think you're cool and will brag about you a lot to his peers.
so much so that he'll make up lies like you're also secretly the designer, or you're the highest paid model (even if you aren't).
he gets so mesmerized when he sees you walk in those pretty clothes and he will definitely take photos of you.
like a lot
will run a secret fan account that you will never find out and he'll brag about you lots on there.
Robin
this woman has connections. a LOT of it. she's the most likely out of all the strawhats to sit front row because of how many people she knows and she's affiliated with.
you both follow each other on instagram and people love to see what you two post. you're definitely a power couple, both online and offline.
your stories and feed will scream quiet luxury and glamour, and everyone is here for it.
she'll help you grow in your career and you might even rise to the top because of her.
she's like your manager and she'll do it for free just because she loves you so much.
Nami
you will be models together. period. no questions asked.
absolutely goes crazy during fashion week. she'll plan all your outfits a year ahead and she's very good at predicting trendy pieces in every. season.
will go with you to every casting and will not settle if the directors don't hire the both of you.
like robin, your online presence will scream power couple.
but the difference is you'll post a variety of things online.
one moment there's the baddest, coolest, and most amazing runway photos of you both and the next there is a video of you having the worst jet lag ever.
Jinbe (if he was human)
need a bouncer? say no more. he's got you covered.
this man will immediately know if there are sketchy people who pretend to do castings.
so you will go to him for advice about it especially when you're just starting out.
if you have an international gig, he'll pack you a lot of essentials (toiletries, medicine, staple clothes, you name it) and he'll be your personal body guard until you reach the airport.
make sure to send him photos, he'll definitely collect those and all the magazines that has you in it.
Luffy
do not bring him to an hour long fashion show, or his restless ass won't take it.
that said, he's also going to be very supportive even if he doesn't understand and relate to your kind of work.
he's the type to wait for your turn and then leave once he knows you're not gonna show up anymore.
will go 0o0 every time he sees you in designer clothing. and he will ask for a photo before you set out to stage.
he's so oblivious that there was one time where he innocently and confidently asked the designer themselves to take a photo of you.
you were definitely scared of being reprimanded and black listed.
luckily his child like charm lets the both of you get away with it.
Chopper (if he was human)
poor baby, he's going to be so confused.
he has no idea how the modeling industry works but he tries his best!!
will get lost in thought, admiring all the models (especially you) who wear the most unbelievable and extraordinary (to his eyes) pieces he's ever seen.
he's that little brother who claps and goes starry-eyed even if he doesn't know what's going on.
in his head he's like "cool cool cool cool!!!"
if he catches you smoking backstage he gets angry, and the other models will find that cute.
the thing is though, he's so well versed in medicine that he convinces all of you to stop smoking.
Sanji
oh boy.
this man is even worse than franky
he's not gonna scream or whistle or do loud things in a regular show (rtw or haute couture)
but! BUT
do not invite him to a bikini show like the VS Angels.
this man will get a sensory overload and will collapse.
also runs a fan account about you and is SHAMELESS about it.
he will post the most out of pocket captions that you have to take his phone away for a week.
Zoro
this man is so fine that underwear and fitness companies want to hire him.
he is not interested. he'd rather see you model for a bikini calendar (which he'll definitely buy)
will also be your personal bodyguard. and he'll be secretly happy about it.
prefers to watch you model for photoshoots than walk the runway. he doesn't like waiting and he wants to focus on only you.
will be your personal errand boy and will take you out drinking after shows.
Brook (if he was still alive as a human)
this old man will either be the sound engineer, or the performer in one of your shows.
do not also take him to bikini shows or he will go around backstage reveling in all the panties he sees.
otherwise, he's pretty chill. he will socialize with other guests and talk about how pretty all the clothes are.
will also go to fashion week with you and get the attention of a lot of street photographers.
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Choi Subong “Thanos” - Golden child.
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Warning : this is not an x reader cuz they’re brothers. Drugs, death, violence, lots of scenes retranscriptions, really long (11k3 words)
Genre : fluff
Synopsis : “You’re Thanos’ little brother and you decide to join the games to help him pay his debts.” - anon
Reader : male (you/yours)
A/N : bold is in English
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You were the second and last child, the favorite. The one that succeeded in everything he tried and never brought troubles home.
Unlike Subong who had bullied some of his classmates before leaving school at a young age to focus on his rap career, had some moderate success and then failed, you were still in school, mixing studies and work in a tight schedule.
That didn’t stop your dad from giving you a hard time at certain moments, though it was your older brother who took most of it during your childhood. 
When Subong left the house, your father badmouthed him for it, saying he didn’t care about the family or taking care of your parents, but when you did you almost got praised.
“Ah, my successful son.” You received a pat on the head, a bit too strongly for your liking.
Your mother on the other hand had congratulated you the same way she did with your brother. Buying and cooking you food for your own place to fill the fridge.
You knew she worried about him, and you did too.
Despite these differences as you grew up, Subong always saw you as his baby brother that he needed to take care of.
In his own way though. 
But you felt more like it was the opposite since the day you began to understand how your family worked. You didn’t mind though, you loved him and his antics, actively hanging out with him once school was over, from elementary school till you got into university. 
You didn’t care if you had to solve his problems, you knew he’d do the same thing if you got into trouble. Which you tried to hide a lot of times because you knew he would beat up anyone bothering you. And you didn’t want him to go to jail because of you.
So when a weird man approached you on a Sunday at 10am for a game of ddakji with money for the winner, you wondered if he was some kind of gambler trying to get his fix.
You weren’t particularly looking for money, but 100 000 per victory was still appetizing and you thought about your brother.
He sometimes asked you for money and even though it was always small amounts he never refused when you gave him extra cash. He never told you he had debts yet you easily guessed it despite not knowing how much he owed exactly.
You accepted to play. You could give what you earned in that small game to give it to him.
Rubbing your stinging cheek you took the money the man gave you, counting it before folding it and pushing it in your pocket.
He handed you a small card, telling you you could win more by playing a few more games.
It smelled fishy but you still took it, wondering how much you could make and if it’ll be enough to help your brother.
As you walked away, you immediately called him.
“Rise and shine ! I got something for you.” You said a sing-song tone as soon as he picked up after the third try.
“Huh ?” His voice was rough, you knew you had woken him up, it made you laugh.
“400 000 won. What do you say ?”
“Huh ?” He repeated. “Mh, I don’t need money…” He said uncharacteristically quiet, you scoffed.
“Yeah, right. You’re at your place I suppose ?”
“…Yeah.”
“Coming.” And with that you hung up.
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You woke up at the same time as everyone, quickly emerging, looking around and at all the people surrounding you.
From above, you spotted on the ground someone with purple hair walking around amongst the others. You tried to get a better look when suddenly a big door of the lobby opened, pink masked men coming in with guns.
A man with a square on his mask welcomed you all, explaining what you were going to do for the next following days. Then questions came. Why the kidnapping ? The masks ? Why all those secrets ?
As the square responded, talking about security of the staff, a girl commented on her clothes, finding them ugly, preferring to wear the pink suit the armed guys were wearing.
That’s when the man with purple hair you saw earlier spoke, talking about his limited edition shoes. You recognized the voice instantly.
“Subong ?” You said to yourself, not believing your ears and eyes.
Another man intervened, asking about his phone, needing to monitor the crypto market at all times.
You supposed the square no longer had patience, showing and giving the names of everyone that had asked questions. Your brother appeared on the screen above the pink man. There were no doubts anymore. He’s here.
Fuck.
The square continued talking, speaking about second chances while the screen continued to display everyone in the room playing ddakji. You weren’t listening, hurrying out of bed and climbing down to find your brother.
You quickly stopped though as the lights dimmed down and a giant piggy made of glass came down from the ceiling.
“How much is the prize money ?” A curly haired man asked.
“The prize money for the games is 45.6 billion won in total.” The square replied as you almost fell from the ladder in shock. 
Regaining your composure, you slowly began searching for your brother again as more questions and answers were given, and apparently you weren’t the only one searching for someone. Just as some old woman found that curly haired man, you saw Thanos’ purple hair.
“Bro ! Subong !” You whispers yelled, making your way toward him.
Subong’s head shot up, looking around for whoever had called him. His eyes widened when he saw you approaching. What ?!
“What the fuck are you doing here ?” He asked a bit too bluntly, making you grimace at him.
“I came here to get you money. You’re not supposed to be here as well.” You sighed, putting your hands in your pockets. “If I knew you’d be here too, I wouldn’t have called them.”
“You should’ve told me, man ! No secrets between us, remember ?”
“Like your big debts you hide from mom, dad and me ? Wasn’t it 1.19 billion ?”
“How do you know ?” He asked, genuinely surprised. He thought he had hidden it well. “Ah, they said it when they showed me. Did I look cool ?”
“No.” You said, too seriously, making him huff. “And no, I knew before that.”
“Huh ?”
“I’m smart, you’re dumb, remember ? I smelled your debts from kilometers away.” You said with a proud smile, dusting off your chest.
“Ah, that bastard.” He said under his breath, glaring at you. “Is that the way of treating your older brother ? Mh ?” He pushed your shoulder, making you smile.
“Sorry. But seriously, why didn’t you tell me you met that sketchy guy when I told you how I got the 400 000 won ?”
“Why didn’t you tell me you’d call them ?”
You stared at him and gave him a sigh.
“Alright. You got a point.” 
“No more secrets, okay ? You know everything anyway.” He said, showing you his pinky. “Promise ?”
You looked at his hand and groaned.
“You have my word but no pinky promises. It’s fucking cringe at your big age.”
He put one hand on his heart, acting hurt, his other one still waiting for yours.
“Do it.”
“No.”
“Come on ! Do it !” He loudly said, losing patience and attracting attention, making you give in.
“…Alright.” You sighed, one hand on your face in embarrassment as you locked pinkies with your other one, thumb touching his. “Promise.”
“Good.” He said, rubbing your hair quickly. Before hugging you. “Ah, I’m so happy you’re here. We’re gonna make so much money, my little guy !”
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You gave each other a thumbs up as you signed the consent form to play the games and walked back behind the lines, waiting for everyone to be done.
That’s when a young man approached you two, 124 written on his sweatshirt. 
“Thanos. Do you remember me ?” He asked, a bit awkwardly.
“No.” Subong replied. You tried not to smile at his bluntness. “Who are you ?”
“I’m Namgyu, from club Pentagon, we met a few times, don’t you remember ?”
“No.” He said again, shaking his head after thinking quickly. “What do you want ?”
You barely listened to Namgyu’s answer, focusing on trying to find the highest number on people’s sweatshirts.
“Oh, there’s MG Coin.” Namgyu said, pointing to the front. Subong suddenly stood up, walking toward where 124 was showing. 
You saw them talk with another guy, 333 on his clothes, their discussion grew more heated and you grimaced as Subong grabbed him, about to punch the man, but Namgyu stopped him.
Your brother walked away only to go back toward 333, probably menacing him before sitting next to you once more.
“You lost money because of him ?” You asked, trying to understand what happened.
“500 million won. That fucking bastard.”
You stared at him, dumbfounded. You said nothing though a hundred things rushed to your mind. Why the fuck would he spend that much on it ? Was it the money he won by rapping ? Does he even know how crypto works ? Why did he trust some random guy on the World Wide Web ? Was he… truly dumb ?
You sighed, massaging your forehead.
Soon, everyone had signed the consent form and the square told you to follow them for the first game.
You patted your brother’s back as you stood up.
As you formed a line, Subong behind you and Namgyu behind him, you tried to find where you were by looking for windows.
But there were none. Long corridors with unnatural lights, stairs in every direction, no views to the outside. You could still be in Korea or on some random island in the middle of the sea. Or maybe even underground in another country.
Your photo was taken and as you walked away you looked at your brother. Someone had recognized him, a fan, asking for a photo with him. Soon more people came asking for a photo, squeezing in the shot to be with him in the picture. You smiled, amused and laughed when the square said it was not allowed.
You walked away, still chuckling as your brother told him to get in the shot as well.
You continued going up and down the multiple stairs, seeing the other lines taking a different path than yours. You wondered if you’d all end up in the same place.
Suddenly Subong pushed you, rushing past the people in front of you. You wondered what was going on until you saw the lady who spoke about how ugly the green tracksuit is.
“Ah, who does he think he is ? Casanova or some shit ?” You sighed, rubbing the bridge of your nose.
Next time you saw him, it was on a big empty field, with what seemed like all the other persons from the lobby. You wanted to approach him but as soon as you heard him talk to that girl you walked away.
“Fuck. So cringe.” You huffed, slapping lightly your face to recover from that sight. Sadly you weren’t far enough as you heard him rap for her. You tried not to laugh, your eyes watering in embarrassment. “Surely he’s adopted.”
The doors closed as they announced the name of the first game, Green light, red light. Seems easy. You liked playing that game with your brother as you were a kid, though he always added new rules so you’d lose.
Then a man rushed to the front, 456, the highest number you’ve seen on someone. He yelled for everyone to listen to him, that losing meant dying. 
No one seemed to believe him, even arguing back and saying it was ridiculous.
So 456 continued, saying the doll had motion detectors in her eyes. You knew this whole situation was weird, but didn’t expect the other people here to be weird as well.
But still no one believed him. Even as the first few rounds started, everyone was moving and freezing in time as he stayed still, yelling to stay relaxed.
It was going so well until that girl your brother was flirting with moved, scared of the bee on her neck.
“Crap, I just moved.” She said, before getting shot in the head and falling to the ground. Your breath was caught in your throat as you almost jumped at the sound of a gunshot. Your brother was frozen, though you couldn’t see his face, you knew it was covered in her blood.
“Fuck- what the fuck ?” You whispered, staring at her body while yours began to shake.
“Nobody moves !” 456 screamed. Could he just shut up ? “You must not move !”
“Player 196 eliminated.”
Then a woman looked at 196 before screaming in horror and getting shot as well. More people moved in shock, screaming, rushing to the back, pushing people which made them move as well.
Through all the noise, you could barely hear 456 screaming, but you knew he was still telling you to stay frozen, to not move and wait or you’ll die.
“Let me repeat. You can move forward while the tagger shouts ‘Green light, red light’. If your movements are detected afterwards, you will be eliminated.”
No one dared to move when the doll turned and sang again, too afraid to die. As she did it once more, you saw your brother move, quickly getting something from around his neck.
“You will also die if you don’t make it there in time !” 456 yelled, urging you to move as soon as you could. “That doll is a motion detector ! But it can’t detect motion that’s not visible to it ! Go behind someone bigger than you, like you’re doing Follow the Leader !”
2 minutes 19 were remaining, and you were close to the middle of the field. Time is short but if you hurry up you could make it.
Everyone moved when the doll turned around, already forming lines as they hid behind each other. But her song got faster and faster, never leaving you enough time to properly run.
That’s when you saw your brother push three people before him, sending them to their deaths. Fuuuck. He had his fucking pills with him and took one of them.
He was also the first one to move again as the doll faced the wall, skipping, jumping, heel kicking.
You tried calling for him, telling him to hide behind someone. He was in plain sight, easily seen by the killer doll. But he was too out of it, the only one in the field taking pleasure playing.
Only a few meters remained, Subong crossed before you, dancing in joy as you finally reached the finish line too, out of breath. You were ready to let yourself fall to the ground to rest when he grabbed you, making you celebrate with him, but you just pulled away, throwing up. You had seen enough blood and deaths for a lifetime.
Everyone looked up when the sky closed. Pink guards coming in to bring you back to the lobby. Not a word was uttered on the way.
Subong tried to get you to talk, but you ignored him. You felt like if you spoke you’d cry or throw up again.
You all sat as one united group in the lobby, still silent.
You brother was sniffing and fidgeting. Namgyu asked him if he was alright.
“Don’t worry.” Subong replied.
“What ?”
“I’m okay.”
You were shaking, anxiously swaying when the lights were turned on, the square and a few triangles entering the lobby. Everyone moved away, trying to hide behind the beds to not get shot. Subong barely moved while you hid behind him and Namgyu.
The square congratulated you for making it through the first game, and announced how many people were remaining.
Scared, the old woman you previously saw with the curly haired man moved forward, begging to spare hers and her son’s life, promising she’ll find a way to repay her son’s debts. People followed, begging on their knees as well. You were still watching from behind Thanos.
“We are not trying to harm you. We are presenting you with an opportunity.” Said the square.
“Close three of the consent form !” A man yelled as everyone went silent, looking at him. “‘The games may be terminated upon a majority vote.’” It was 456. “Correct ?”
“That is correct.”
“Then let us take a vote right now.”
The square agreed, talking about respecting the right of freedom of choice. Everyone signed in relief, and you did too, relaxing slightly.
“But first, let me announce the prize amount that’s been accumulated.” He added, before clicking on a remote, and the glass piggy appeared again. Before you could wonder what was happening, money fell into it in large quantities, gaining everyone’s interest, slowly coming out of their hiding spot. 
Subong and Namgyu moved, getting closer from the center to get a better view as you remained on the floor, too stunned to move.
“The number of players eliminated in the first game is 91. Therefore, a total of 9.1 billion won has been accumulated.” The square announced. “If you quit the games now, the 365 of you can equally divide the 9.1 billion won and leave with your share.”
“How much is that ?” Someone asked.
“Each person’s share would be 24,931,500 won.”
Which meant 49,863,000 with you and your brother.
“Twenty million ? You said 45.6 billion !” Yelled Subong.
“The rule is that a hundred million won will be accumulated for each eliminated player. If you choose to play the next game and more players get eliminated, the prize amount will increase accordingly.” The square replied.
Your mind was racing, barely listening as more questions were asked. The square’s answers seemed to please everyone as they all began to whisper among themselves.
If you and Subong survive, it’ll be 45.5 billion won in total, so 22.75 billion each. Fuck. Could you stand more games ? There was this guy, Namgyu, that could help but could you really trust him ?
“Now, let’s begin the vote.” Said the square as some circles entered to place a machine with two buttons before him, an O and X lighting up on the floor. “If you wish to continue the games, press the O button. If you wish to end them, press the X button.”
456 voted first, not even hesitating as he chose X before walking to the X side of the lobby.
454 chose O and did the same, standing on the other side of the room.
Slowly, 54 people had voted. There was no real big majority, though it seemed like more people voted X. Then the Os were winning, 92 people against 87. Your brother rushed to the machine, pushing the O button without hesitation. 93.
You sighed.
Fuck. You’d have to vote O too.
456 suddenly intervened, telling people to come to their senses. Why did so many want to keep playing after knowing how the games were ?
100 argued back, asking who he was and why he kept egging everyone on.
“You scared us by saying they’d shoot us before the game even began !”
254 spoke too, saying she almost died because 456 made her so nervous.
That’s when 226 asked the real question. How did 455 know they were going to shoot those who moved ? Was he one of them ?
456 stayed silent as they continued to argue back, chaos erupting as both sides yelled at each other.
“I have played these games before !” 456 finally yelled, shutting up everyone. “I have done this before ! I knew about the first game because I had played it before ! I played the games here three years ago. And everyone who was with me… died here !”
This stunned everyone. But not for long. He already came here ? How did he survive alone ? Was he the only winner ?
“I was the final winner.” He added, quietly. “If we continue the games, every single person here, just like all the people back then, will die in the end.”
100 scoffed, not believing him. What was he doing here if he already won 45.6 billion won ?
More people voiced their disbelief as you saw your brother approach 456 confidently.
“If you really won, it actually works better for us.” He pointed at him. “You can give us some tips on how to beat these games.”
“That’s right ! We have a previous winner with us, so what do we have to worry about ?” 100 added. “Come on, let’s do this !”
“Come on !” Your brother yelled, as other Os agreed, encouraging the others to vote O as well.
You saw 456 walk toward those who hadn’t voted yet, begging them to vote X to stop the deaths. As he was talking a triangle had approached him, planting his gun on his back.
“From here on, we will not tolerate actions that disrupt the voting process.” Said the square. “Now let’s resume the vote. Player 228.”
And so the vote continued. Slowly the X returned the situation, voting in mass while you stood next to your brother with an O on your chest. You heard him sigh, annoyed with how this was going.
331 people had voted, the Xs were winning. Then the Os, then the Xs again and so on.
As only a couple persons were left, each side cheered when a vote their way was made.
“Player 001.” Called the square.
“Everyone, say O !” Your brother yelled, raising his fist in the air and quickly each side did the same thing. Yelling what to vote. 001 could change everything, getting you out or keeping you in. His vote was crucial.
Silence fell as he stood in front of the buttons, visibly hesitating before choosing O. 
Everyone cheered, Thanos was jumping in joy, his hand on your shoulder to reach higher before bumping his chest against Namgyu’s.
After the vote and when everyone had calmed down, the pink men came back, putting you all in lines to give you food. Fried egg and rice with a bottle of water.
You were eating calmly with your brother and Namgyu. They talked first about the prize money and slowly the discussion drifted toward the YouTuber that had scammed them. If they get his money as well, it would make a really great sum.
Namgyu left first, rubbing his hands, Thanos followed quickly, leaving you his rice to finish. Though you didn’t feel too hungry after what happened, you still took it, watching where they were going.
Toward the YouTuber, obviously.
It didn’t take long for them to throw hands, 333 throwing himself on your brother, both landing on the floor as Namgyu tried to help.
Subong got back up and began punching the poor man.
“Son of a bitch.” He cursed, 333 was on the floor as he began to kick him. “I lost all the money because of you, fucker. You piece of shit.” 
Fuck. You quickly finished your rice and stood up, wanting to stop him before he could beat him up too much.
“Boys, what are you doing in the middle of mealtime ?” 001 intervened, slowly making his way toward Subong, Namgyu and 333. “No fights during mealtime. There are elders present. Mind your manners. And two against one… aren’t you embarrassed ?” 
Your brother stopped, looking at him before approaching him, confidently closing the distance.
“You’re lecturing me when you ended up in this shithole too ? Dude, stop running your mouth and take care of your own damn kids.”
“What did you say ?”
“I said save the lecture for your own damn kids.”
Then 001 grabbed him by the throat, making you jump and hurry toward them with Namgyu. The man kicked you two without breaking a sweat, sending you to the floor before letting go of your brother.
Knowing him, he was seeing himself as the strongest here, so he wasn’t going to back down from this fight. As he approached 001, he got punched in the stomach, bending down in pain and trying to catch his breath.
“Wait-” He said, trying to put a hand on the man who grabbed his arm which cracked loudly, and sent him on the floor before kicking his face and shoulder, making him lay on his back.
001 was above him, strangling him and ready to punch him again as you stood up with difficulty, limping toward them.
“I’m sorry.” Subong said, struggling to speak.
“Please let go of him, we’re sorry !” You said, bowing completely, desperately trying to help your brother not get killed here. You could not take that man in a fight. “Please, sir !”
“Please… let me go…” Subong’s face was red, voice strained, hands by 001’s wrist.
Slowly, 001 pulled away as your brother coughed, finally getting some air. You rushed to his side, helping him up.
People were clapping, applauding the man for stopping the fight. He nodded slightly before walking back to the group he was with.
You sat with Subong in a corner, Namgyu joining you rapidly, limping as well. You stayed together till it was time to go to bed.
But despite his loss, your brother still looked confident, he was not going to be put down so easily. If he wasn’t the strongest, he was the second strongest. You sighed, exasperated and placed your hand on his head. If you could just give him some of your brain cells… Just a bit…
“What ? What is it ?” He asked, looking at you.
“No, nothing. Keep yapping, I’m going to bed.”
“I’m not yapping. Hey ! Come back here !” He sighed as you ignored him, climbing to your bed. “That asshole…”
-
You woke up to the sound of classical music, and soon a voice in the speakers spoke, announcing the start of the second game as armed pink men came in. You began to climb down, and as you reached the floor you looked at your wrist. Your watch was gone.
“What time is it ?” You asked.
“Too early.” Your brother responded still on his bed, opening his cross and taking a yellow pill.
“My god.” You said, watching him annoyed. You knew you couldn’t stop him even if you tried. “It’s always too early for you.” You added, before walking away.
He just tsked, swallowing the pill. 
From above, Namgyu knocked on the bed frame, gaining his attention, asking what he was taking.
“You don’t need to know. It’s time to play the game.” Subong replied, standing up and following you.
You arrived in a big room, two giant colored circles on the ground. They looked like rainbows. Purple, blue, green, yellow, orange and red.
The voice told you to divide into teams of 6 by the end of the 10 minutes. Quickly people began to look for partners.
Your brother wrapped an arm around you and patted Namgyu’s back.
“Three !” He announced proudly.
“Yeah, three missing.” You added.
“[Name] ! Namsu !”
“Namgyu.” Namgyu corrected.
“Excuse me, can I team up with you ?” A voice spoke from behind. As you turned around you recognized the man. He was the fanboy who wanted a photo with Thanos yesterday.
You nodded, eager to find the missing team members.
“Of course !” Your brother added, hitting the man’s shoulder.
“Thank you so much !” The fanboy quickly bowed.
“What’s your name ?” Namgyu asked.
“Gyeongsu.”
“[Name].” You said, pointing to yourself, then pointed to Namgyu. “Namgyu.” And then to your brother. “Him.”
“‘Him ?’ I’m fucking Thanos the great ! The legend !” 
“Yeah, yeah, we’re aware.” You said, nodding, making him glare at you. You could be really annoying sometimes.
“So… 2 more people, right ?” Namgyu pointed out, looking around for two more people.
That’s when Subong left without a warning, making the team follow him. Something had caught his eyes.
A girl.
Obviously. 
“Not again…” You whispered. “One of us really must be adopted.”
“Señorita, excuse me ?”
“Oh my god.” You hid behind Gyeongsu, too ashamed of your brother.
The girl turned around, staring.
“Let’s play the game together.” Thanos said, crossing his arms with a smirk.
The woman looked at all of you before answering, unsure.
“Well, why should I ?”
“Don’t you know who he is ?” Gyeongsu asked. “He’s Thanos, the rapper.” As he said that your brother posed, you just wanted to walk away and find another team. “I’m gonna kill half of humanity with my raps.” Gyeongsu rapped, imitating him.
You felt sick. Why were you with them ?
“Hang on, a girl ? We don’t know what the game is.” Namgyu finally said as she tried not to laugh.
“I, Thanos the great, will protect you.” Your brother said, ignoring him.
“Right, Thanos...” The girl said, looking away, seemingly thinking. “So you have all the Infinity Stones ?”
“Of course.” He showed his nails proudly. “I’m gonna destroy anyone who gets in my way !” And took a step closer. “Just stick with me, and you’ll be safe. Okay ?”
“But I already asked someone to join me.”
“No problem.” He replied, rolling his R. “Who is it ?”
The woman looked at all of you before taking a step to the side, showing a smaller man. 125 written on his sweatshirt. He had voted X.
Namgyu sighed as you poked your head from behind Gyeongsu to look at him.
“What’s your name ?” Thanos asked.
“…It’s Minsu.” 125 replied.
“He looks like a freaking dork.” Namgyu argued but Subong ignored him.
“What’s up ? Nice to meet you, my brother.” He said, walking closer to him. “Welcome to the Thanos world.” He grabbed his hand and wrapped an arm around him. Continuing as he pulled away. “You’re cute. Come on.”
You looked at the timer, 1 minute 58 seconds remaining. You sighed, glad you found everyone you needed under the time limit. You used it to present yourselves to Minsu.
When the time was over, everyone sat by groups in the colored circles. Namgyu stared at Minsu while your brother swayed side to side, fidgeting excitedly.
The voice over the PA system announced the rules of the game. Presenting each mini game.
“Number one, ddakji. Number two, flying stone. Number three, gonggi. Number four, spinning top. Number five, jegi. Number six, cham cham cham. Your goal is to win all the mini-games and cross the finish line in 6 minutes.
“You guys pick.” Your brother said, not caring at all about what he’ll have to do. You elbowed him and he just looked at you, confused.
The first two teams were ready to start, everyone anxiously staring at them while continuing to pick what mini-game they could do.
“Let the game begin.” The voice said.
“Let’s get it ! Whooo !” Your brother yelled, hyped for it. 
The square shot in the air, and the timer began to run.
Everyone watched the two teams play, failing certain mini games repeatedly. And eventually, the 12 of them got shot. Making most of you jump.
Fuck. Could you really make it ?
Namgyu quickly turned to your brother who was in his own world, wiggling and shaking his head. You were breathing heavily, lost in your thoughts.
“I don’t know what the fuck are you talking about.” Subong said a bit loudly, bringing you back to earth.
“If I get nervous and lose the game, we’ll all die. My hands are shaking like crazy.” Namgyu said, showing his hands. He was shaking more than you.
“Namsu.” Your brother started, only to be cut off.
“It’s Namgyu.”
“Right, Namgyu.” He took his cross in his hand. “Do you know what that is ?”
“Ecstasy ? Ketamine ?” Namgyu whispered.
“It’s a new kind. It’s fucking crazy, man. You can’t handle it.”
“Hey.” Namgyu rolled his sleeve, showing a scar on his left arm. “I did all kinds of stuff when I was working at the club. I even bought you some when you came to the club.”
Subong looked around, and opened his cross discreetly, giving him one pill.
“You junkie.” 
Namgyu quickly took it, chewing it before swallowing. You simply hoped they wouldn't get too high and fail the games. Praying to any gods to help you.
“What ?” Namgyu asked Minsu who was staring at him, Subong back in his imaginary world.
“Uh, nothing.” Minsu replied awkwardly.
“What’s your name again ?”
“It’s Minsu.”
“Minsu, what’s the famous quote by Admiral Yi Sun Sin ?”
But Minsu didn’t answer. Confused by the question at a time like this.
“‘Those seeking life shall croak. Those seeking death shall live’. So don’t be scared. Just tell yourself that you don’t care if you die. Then we’ll survive, win the money, and get the fuck out.”
“Hey, mind your own business.” Finally said Semi. Gyeongsu looking at the two.
“Me ?” Namgyu asked.
“Yes, you. Mr. Shaky Hands.”
“What’s with the attitude ? We shouldn’t have picked a girl. She’s got an attitude.”
“You’re a prick. You had to pop a pill for your nerves.”
“Fucking bitch.”
“Ah, calm down you two.” You finally said, trying to lower the growing tension among the group. 
Then the doors opened. By instinct you leaned to the side to hide behind your brother who put a hand on your knee.
“Don’t worry. I got you.” He said, confidently, trying to reassure you. But with so many guns in the room, it didn’t work.
You watched in silence as the circles got in with big boxes, putting the dead inside. A triangle approached one of them, requested to open it before shooting the person inside twice.
You leaned even closer to your brother, jumping at the gunshots, trying to make yourself as small as possible.
“It’ll be our turn soon.” Subong said.
“Shut up.” You whispered. Your forehead against his back. You really wanted to go home.
Then it was the turn to two other groups. Nervously walking toward each mini game, as everyone looked anxiously at them. You all cheered each time the team of the old woman aced a game, tension growing. They had time, they could make it, right ?
Slowly people stood up to cheer for her team, encouraging them, only staying silent to let them play and focus.
You gasped when 120 slapped 044, staring shocked. But everyone cheered again as she succeeded, counting with them the steps to the next game then turning silent.
120 asked everyone to look away, so you all showed her your back, counting the number of kicks. Then cheering.
“One, two ! One, two ! One, two !” You screamed with the team, taking one step after the other toward the finish line. In the end both teams succeeded which shifted the whole mood.
Each passing team was encouraged, the tension was still here but the weight of death wasn’t as heavy as before.
As you were on the starting line and the guards tied your feet together, you tried to ignore them and relax. No timer, no guns, it was just you and your team having fun. You breathed deeply, wrapping your arm around your brother’s shoulders who was completely hyped for it. You tried to imitate him, confidence could get you far after all.
Gyeongsu was first with ddakji, rapidly succeeding after a few failed attempts. Then it was 380’s turn with flying stones. Namgyu was so nervous his knees kept violently shaking, even when cheering. You wondered if he was gonna piss himself.
Minsu’s turn was up with gonggi, while Subong was just vibing while Namgyu was making noises each time the plastic stones were in the air. You swore to kill him if he made Minsu fail a second time.
Then it was his turn, knees still shaking for the spinning top. And he failed twice. 380 got so close to punching him, grabbing him by his sweatshirt and cursing at him. Subong was dancing, throwing his arms in the air a little too close to Namgyu who had to push him away slightly before trying once more, finally succeeding.
It was now your brother’s turn with jegi, which he easily won, kicking 5 times the fluffy ball.
Came your turn. You stared at the circle, facing him, ready for cham cham cham. Your heart was pounding. You tried to go fast, not much time remaining.
Subong was patting your back, either encouraging you or simply vibing to the music in his head.
You didn’t let the losses shake you, breathing loudly, shaking but rapidly starting over until you succeeded, then the circle looked in the same direction you pointed 5 times. You had won.
You cheered, throwing your hands in the air, and you understood why Namgyu’s knees were shaking like that.
Then the team quickly moved forward, crossing the finish line in time and celebrating your victory.
You were fucking alive ! It was hysterical.
You continued shaking, adrenaline rushing through your blood as they unchained your feet, letting you go back to the lobby group by group.
“I told you we’d win !” Subong said, hand squeezing the back of your neck.
You then waited by your brother’s bed for the rest of the groups to come back.
You exhaled slowly, trying to calm yourself, but your brother kept talking about the games, making you relive the emotions.
“I know, I know, I was there, will you stop it ?” You replied, voice shaky with excitement.
“Why ? We did it !” He laughed. “ And a lot of people are gonna die in groups of 6, so we’re gonna get tons of money !” He added with a confident smile.
“Ah, why did you have to remind me that people die ! Seriously !” You groaned, throwing your head back and climbing on the above bed so he wouldn’t talk to you anymore.
More time passed, and more people came back.
Namgyu sighed, upset that so many “animals” had survived. He turned to Minsu, asking him how many he thought remained.
“Sorry ?” Minsu asked.
“How many roaches do you think we have left in here ?”
Minsu looked around, thinking before answering.
“About 200.”
“200 ?” You said quietly, no longer listening. That’s a lot. Why was there only one survivor in the previous games ? Were the games harder ? Or are they gonna become harder now ?
Shortly after, 6 more people came in, 455’s team. And soon, the square with his triangles entered the lobby, congratulating you all for making it through the second game.
You all looked up at the glass piggy as money continued stacking up inside. And as it accumulated, the square announced the number of people who were eliminated, the amount of people remaining and prize money total and the one to share if the majority decided to leave.
Ah, still not enough for your brother’s debts…
You were not the only one disappointed. It was still nowhere near 100 million won. People argued back, insinuating that the pink men counted the dead wrongly, asking to do it again.
“I completely understand your disappointment.” The square replied. “However we always keep the door open for you to pursue new opportunities. You will now take a vote to decide whether to continue the games or not.”
As he said that, the door opened again, the voting machine being pushed in and placed before him.
You thought it was smart of them, making people want to continue by showing how little they earned right before the vote. You wondered if the result was gonna be as tight as the first one.
It started by 001, changing his previous vote to X. You were a bit taken aback, he is the strongest in a fight and is in the team with the previous winner. What is he scared of ?
As the vote continued, your brother patted your back.
“You’re gonna vote O, right lil guy ?” He asked, looking at the numbers growing on each side.
“Of course, we’re gonna win these games.” You said puffing out your chest, smiling. Namgyu turned toward Minsu, telling him to not betray them.
“What ?” Minsu asked, confused.
“That.” Namgyu grabbed the X patch on Minsu’s chest. “We all agreed to play one more game, right ?”
“Yeah.” Minsu replied quietly. It’s clear he didn’t want to.
Once again there was no real big majority, each side always winning my one or two votes. Came your turn, O, then Namgyu and Minsu, both voting O as well.
You were winning by three votes, when suddenly 001 yelled to stop, and to come back to your senses.
Like the first vote, people argued back and forth about dying and having a second chance at life if they survive. And quickly all the Os with you and your brother were screaming “one more game” under the disappointed look of the Xs.
As time went on, an actual big majority happened, 23 votes separating the two sides. You were the winners.
The square announced the result of the vote, adding that the next game will happen tomorrow and the left.
Time went by and pink men came back to give you food, making you wait in line. You thanked them and walked away, following your brother and sitting next to him.
Everyone in the group gathered near, some more quiet than the others, not interested in participating in the discussion. You didn’t speak either.
The adrenaline had worn off and you just felt utterly tired and too hungry to be satisfied with what you got. Thanos noticed you chewing too much for the bites you took and knowing your eating habits, he gave you a third of his soboro bread to help fill your stomach.
You continued eating slowly, trying to trick your own body into thinking you were eating enough before the guards escorted everyone to the bathroom.
As you came out of the stall, your brother along with Namgyu and Gyeongsu were by the crypto YouTuber’s side. Probably annoying him. You approached, listening to their discussion which seemed a little bit too calm compared to their other altercations.
“You’re my slave until you pay me back.” You heard your brother say. “My slave.”
Ah, they’re still after him…
“So you have to keep playing the games until the end. And who knows ? You might win the entire prize alone.” Subong continued before beginning to rap. “Then I will get my money back, and you will get your happiness back.”
“If I win the prize money alone, that’d mean you’re dead.” Replied 333 as Subong thought about his words. “Why would I pay you back if you were dead ?”
True. You nodded slightly.
“How do you even remember your lyrics ?” 333 continued. “Oh, right. You forgot the lyrics in the show’s finale.”
Ouch.
“You son of a bitch. You have a death wish ?” Your brother grabbed him by the throat, pushing him near the entrance.
“Alright Subong, that’s enough.” You said, pulling him away from 333. You glared at Namgyu who was about to put a hand on your shoulder to stop you. You were not going to let him enable your brother.
Subong was about to go back toward the YouTuber when suddenly 390, 001 and 388 entered. 
He stared at them then at 333 before looking at you. You shook your head ‘no’ as you looked back at him and at 001. You weren’t sure 001 would be as kind as earlier and let him go again if he picked a fight with him.
“I’m watching you.” Subong finally said, pointing at 333 before walking away. You bowed your head slightly as you passed the three men, quietly apologizing for the trouble.
“If you kill him he’ll never pay what he owes you.” You said, walking next to him back to the lobby. He just hummed, still upset he couldn’t finish him.
“Next time it’s on sight though.” Added Namgyu.
“Didn’t you hear what I just said ?” You asked, turning to look at him. He simply rolled his eyes, ignoring you.
As you entered the lobby, a quiet music was playing, announcing that soon the lights will be off for nighttime.
You told your brother to calm down and sleep and he rubbed your hair.
“Good… night.” He said, posing.
“Ehh, so embarrassing.” You tsked walking away and climbing the ladder to your bed.
“[Name] ! Stop being a brat !” He yelled, pointing at you and you laughed, flipping him off.
Acting shocked by your gesture, he quickly grabbed the ladder and began to climb as well.
You hurried up, not wanting him to catch you, and hid under the sheet. That didn’t stop him from arriving at your level.
“Yo, lil bro.” He said, shaking you. “You really think you can tell me to fuck off ? Huh ?”
Your hand slid out from under the covers, flipping him off once again, more discreetly. He still saw it though, grabbing your hand and squeezing it shut tightly. It was starting to hurt.
“Alright, alright !” You quickly said as you came out from under the covers, trying to pull your hand away from his grip. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I won’t flip you off ever again !” You added, hissing.
He took your second hand, squeezing it as well, making you grimace though you were still smiling.
“Are you sure ?” He asked, leaning closer, your fingers cracking.
“Yesss. I promise. Pinky promise even. Ahhh, let go please !”
He let go of your hands, smiling before rubbing your hair once more.
“Good.” He showed you his right hand, wiggling his pinky. You sighed and groaned with a chuckle, accepting your fate as you made another pinky promise. “Flip me off once more…” He warned.
“And I eat dirt. I know. But if I do…” You wiggled your eyebrows, leaning closer. “I’ll tell mom.” You whispered.
“Ah ! You bastard !” Thanos hit your shoulder as you laughed. “Mom can’t always protect you.”
“Yeah but I’m the favorite, remember ?” You replied, posing cutely. “She’ll be so sad to hear you kicked me, your own poor little brother. The family’s little meow meow.” You pouted, making a sad face.
He sighed, a hand in his hair. 
“Fuck off.” He finally said, giving up and climbing down as you chuckled.
“Good… night.” You said, imitating him.
You heard him laugh before replying.
“Hey, sleep with one eye open tonight.”
-
You woke up once more to the sound of classical music, the PA system telling you to get out of bed quickly before the start of the third game. Ah, you could’ve used some more sleep. Whatever.
You stretched and climbed down, seeing your brother share a pill with Namgyu. You sighed, ignoring them and walked amongst the others, waking your legs.
In the long and narrow corridors, Subong and Namgyu were already hyped, joking together. Whatever deadly game was coming, they didn’t care. 
You entered a big room with lots of colored doors, with some kind of round platform in the middle. As you got in, the name of the game got announced.
“Woah, we’ll be mingling together !” Said Subong excitedly looking at the group. “Doesn’t that sound like so much fun ?”
Only Namgyu seemed happy about it, jumping forward instead of walking.
The voice told the rules, repeating itself once more so everyone had heard and understood.
Soon the game started, the platform turning on itself with a song playing on the speakers. Round and Round.
You tried to relax, ready for the voice to announce the number while your brother was shaking his arm in the air, enjoying himself.
The song and the platform stopped suddenly, almost making you fall over.
“Ten.”
You quickly looked at your group, a 30 seconds timer playing. You grabbed the person behind your back as your brother, Namgyu and Semi did the same while taking Minsu and Gyeongsu with you, holding onto each other as you rushed inside a small room.
You looked through the small hole in the door, watching as the remaining people were shot, before being placed inside boxes. The doors unlocked themselves, allowing you to walk out.
You went back on the platform, staring at the puddles of blood splattered on the floor. Your stomach doing a flip.
The song started over, Namgyu and Subong locking arms and dancing.
“Five.”
You stared at your group. You were 6. You saw your brother look at Minsu and Gyeongsu, hesitating before stopping and only looking at him.
“Please…” Gyeongsu said, scared.
“Gyeongsu, you’re out !” Subong finally said, kicking him in the stomach. “Let’s go ! Whooo !” He rushed away, grabbing your arm as you looked at Gyeongsu, shocked. 380 grabbed Minsu who was also standing still.
“Wait- Gyeongsu !” Minsu yelled, wanting to help him as he was pulled away and into another small room, door locking behind him.
“Namgyu, what happened to Gyeongsu ?” Minsu asked as you stared at your brother, unable to wrap your head around what happened.
“Minsu, you fucker.” Namgyu replied, hitting his chest. “Talk to me like I’m your friend again, and I’ll leave you out there next time.”
“Wait !” Subong raised his arms, gaining the attention of everyone. “Where did you leave my boy Gyeongsu ?
You looked at him, utterly confused, as you were about to reply, gunshots and screaming were heard. He brought his hands to his head as he tried to remember what happened.
He suddenly pushed Namgyu to the side, looking through the hole.
“Fuck ! Gyeongsu !” He yelled, horrified.
You stared at him like he had grown a second head.
The doors were unlocked after a couple minutes and you slowly walked out, more blood on the floor, it was hard to not walk on it.
Minsu was distraught by it as well, looking at a puddle by his feet.
“Hey Minsu ! Come on, my boy, come on !” Your brother called him, waving at him to join the group.
It was time for another round, now there were less people on the platform as it began to turn once more.
“Three.”
Subong turned to look at you to grab you and Namgyu but you had disappeared.
With the way he was acting, you couldn’t lie and say you weren’t afraid of what he could do. Not wanting the same fate as Gyeongsu, you left to find two players to go with you.
You were holding one by the hand, frantically looking for one more person. That’s when you saw Semi alone. You grabbed her as well and rushed to a room, closing the door behind you.
Shaking, you tried to calm down, heart pounding. Semi stared at you. The sound of gunshots echoed again and then the voice over the speaker announced the players that had died as circles were putting them in boxes.
The doors reopened and you walked out, fidgeting with your fingers. When is this going to end ? You and 380 noticed Minsu, who stared at her with a relieved expression.
As you went to the platform again, you tried to blend with the other players so your brother wouldn’t find you. Which didn’t work.
“Where did you wander off to ? I thought you died !” He said, frowning, wrapping an arm around your shoulders.
The platform began moving again but after a few seconds only it stopped.
“Six.”
You knew you couldn’t find 5 people in only 30 seconds, so you stayed with them to find 2 more, before rushing inside yet another small room.
As the doors unlocked after some time, you walked out, almost slipping on a puddle of blood. You felt sick and didn’t know if you could keep trusting your own brother.
“Now, the final round.” The woman on the PA system said.
“Fucking finally.” You whispered as you bent down, hands on your knees, tired of it.
The platform began to move, one last time, Round and Round still playing. 
“Two.”
Subong’s head was shaking, cartoonishly looking at you, Namgyu and Minsu. You rolled your eyes and grabbed Minsu, rushing away, closing the door behind you two.
You should’ve known this would happen.
When you were finally allowed to walk out and into the corridors, you didn’t wait for Subong. You were one of the firsts entering the lobby before climbing to your bed. You sighed, at least you made it out alive.
You saw your brother arrive with Namgyu, rushing to Minsu’s side, hugging him energetically. You rolled your eyes, falling backward on your bed, closing your eyes.
Barely a minute after, you heard someone climb your ladder.
“Hey bro. Why did you leave like that ?” Subong asked. “You even wandered off in the middle of the game !”
You ignored him, turning to face the other side.
“Ah, don’t be like that. I knew you’d survive.”
“Go away. I’m voting X.”
“Oh come on, don’t do that.” He whined, a hand on your shoulder, shaking you slightly.
“Picking that guy over your own fucking brother ? No, no, I understand.” You scoffed, refusing to look at him.
“Heyy, you picked Minsu first.” He said. You could hear his smile in his voice. He was still not taking this seriously.
“Your ass was not about to pick me, don’t fucking lie.”
“I was !”
“Is that what you told Minsu too when you got back here ? My boy, I thought I was with you but turns out it was this bastard.” You said, imitating his voice.
“I’m serious ! I was really gonna pick you !”
“Right. Go away, please.”
You heard him sigh, probably running a hand through his hair. Why were you so stingy about it, you survived.
“You’re gonna tell mom ?” He asked, trying to make you laugh. But you said nothing instead, ignoring him again.
He huffed, patting your shoulder before climbing down and going back to Namgyu and Minsu.
You stayed like this for a moment, trying to calm your nerves until the square and his triangles came in. He congratulated you all once more, announcing the results of the third game.
356 million won were accumulated in that glass piggy.
“The vote will once again be conducted in reverse order of your player numbers.” The square said, the voting machine now installed. “Player 456, please cast your vote.”
As the vote went on, you watched as Semi picked X. You looked to the side where your brother was. He was looking at her, making a ‘watching you’ sign with his hands. You smiled before wondering if you could really pick X as well. Subong’s money plus yours would equal 712 million won. Still not enough for his debts, even if you add player 333’s gain.
And as much as you were mad at your brother, you came here to help, not abandon him.
God this was giving you a headache.
The vote continued, your brother skipping to the buttons, kissing the O before turning around to scream while making a circle with his arms.
“Circle ! Let’s go !”
You sighed. You just wanted to go home.
Then it was Minsu’s turn to vote, choosing X. That surprised you.
Namgyu’s turn came right after him, and with no surprises he chose O again.
You did the same, though you had hesitated a few seconds before the buttons. Fuck it, we ball, eh ?
“I knew you’d do the right thing.” Subong whispered to you as you passed next to him to climb to your bed. But you didn’t say anything.
The scores were tight, no side truly getting ahead of the other.
Then the Os were winning again, 50 against 49.
Only 001 remained. His vote barely mattered. It’ll either make a tie or reinforce the Os.
It ended in a tie. Which means the vote will happen again.
Ah, you really didn’t wanna do it. You stayed on your bed until the circles came back with food. You climbed down, and waited in line for a bottle of coke and gimbap rolled up in tin foil.
Subong stopped before you, but you continued walking, passing next to him.
He rushed after you, handing you half of his gimbap.
“Don’t want it.” You said, not looking at him.
“Come on, I know you’re hungry. Take it. I’m sorry.”
“Give it to your new brother.” You replied before climbing to your bed.
As you were eating and drinking calmly on your own, the Xs called the Os to change their vote, saying they’d invite him for some beef and noodles.
Oh, how you wanted to change your vote. Beef and noodles…
The Xs didn’t take this kindly, arguing back until both sides were at each other's throat though they never crossed the red and blue lines separating them.
Slowly the chaos died down, and people were led to the bathroom. You decided to go as well, since you saw both Subong and 333 walk out. Seeing how it went last time, you knew it would end the same way. And if you or 001 wasn’t here to stop Subong, it could end really badly.
“Ah, that bastard.”
You were waiting by the exit door, watching, ready to leave once your brother and Namgyu were done talking to Minsu hiding in the stall. 333 was doing his thing. Everything was well.
But things escalated quickly, the YouTuber interrupted them to protect Minsu’s vote.
They faced and threatened each other, gathering Os and Xs behind themselves. Soon, Minsu rushed out of the stall, hiding behind others Xs.
You stayed by the door, not wanting to have anything to do with it, especially at this scale. You could handle your brother fighting but not a handful of men.
Then, of course, a fight erupted, 333 throwing himself at your brother who quickly sent him to the floor before punching him. Amidst the chaos, you moved closer to them, ready to pull Subong away.
As they strangled each other, you saw 333 take something out of his pocket and quickly you grabbed Subong, pulling him from behind. But that bastard was strong, resisting.
You let go of him before putting all your strength into one more pull, 333 stabbing the air as you and Subong fell on your back, your brother landing on you.
Before he could ask you why you did that, 333 threw himself on him once more, successfully stabbing his left arm and his right hand. 
Luckily, your brother was stronger, pushing him off and standing up quickly again, kicking him in the head and stomach.
You stood up as well and pulled your brother with you, walking out of the bathroom. He argued back, wanting to continue the fight and kill him. 
You refused to let go of him, both pulling in different directions. You accidentally let go of him and he hurried back to the bathroom until you grabbed him by his hair. He let out a scream of pain before doing the same to you with his unharmed hand. Both holding a fist full of hair.
“Come on, stop it !” You yelled, grunting, trying to move your head toward his hand so it wouldn’t hurt you too much.
“You fucking stop it ! Why are you against me ?!”
“Because you’re being fucking dumb !” You winced. “You want to make mom proud !? Don’t fucking kill anyone, that’ll- That’ll fucking help !”
“Let go of me !”
“Not before you calm down !” You pulled his hair harder. “I’m not fucking stopping until you go back to the lobby !”
“Ah ! Fucking bastard !” He yelled, hissing, before finally letting go of you. “Okay I did it, let go of me ! It fucking hurts ! Come on, bro !”
You waited a few seconds before finally pulling away, he rubbed his head, soothing where it was hurting as you did the same. Fuck, maybe you should shave your head so it wouldn’t happen again.
“You.” He pointed at you, approaching. “Why the fuck did you stop me ? Mh ? You should have my back at all times !”
“I fucking do !” You sighed, rubbing the bridge of your nose. “I told you. Do you think mom would be happy to hear how you egged Minsu to vote O, or how you harassed that crypto bastard, nearly killing him ? Or how you pushed those three people to their death during Green light, red light ! I haven’t forgotten ! Or Gyeongsu !”
“Alright, I get it ! Shut up !” He put his hands on his forehead, frowning. He barely remembered what he did. Did he really push three people ? Was it him who killed Gyeongsu ?
“I know you don’t care about dad, I don’t either, but if you go back there and kill that bastard, everything he said about you would turn out true.”
“I said I get it ! Shut your fucking mouth !”
You stared at each other in silence, regaining your calm slowly.
“It fucking scared me, dude.” You started. “That shit you take- After Gyeongsu I thought you’d get me killed as well. That’s why I took Minsu with me when you hesitated.”
“Okay ! I know, I’m sorry !”
You huffed. God, you wanted to punch him.
“Do I have to drag your ass back to the lobby or are you gonna walk with me ?”
“Guys !” You heard coming from behind you two. “Oh my god, guys, you’re here !” Namgyu. You sighed, rolling your eyes. “I got MG Coin’s fork !” He said, rushing to your side, showing it off.
Subong took it quickly, looking at the tines.
“It got my fucking blood on it !”
“Thanos.” You glared at him, warning him. He stared at you, surprised to hear you call him by his stage name. 
He gave the fork back to Namgyu with an annoyed sigh, making his way down the long corridors.
“Let’s go.” He said, waving at you two to follow him.
Crossing your arms you walked behind him until you reached the lobby’s door.
As Namgyu entered, he yelled that the Xs had attacked you three, nearly killing your brother and successfully killing more people.
Both sides slowly approached as Namgyu continued to lie about what actually happened. You walked away from them, going to your bed as you looked at Subong, giving him a ‘watching you’ sign with your hand before climbing up the ladder.
Soon after, the rest of the people in the bathroom arrived, the Xs quickly argued back, defending themselves and trying to spread the truth but the Os refused to believe them. 
The old man, 100, stopped them, asking which side had lost more men, stunning everyone into silence. That’s right, which side ?
Quickly the Xs and Os gathered to count themselves. You stayed on your bed, not really caring if your side had lost more. You knew the result would influence directly on the result of the vote tomorrow, but you didn’t care anymore. You just wanted to go home with your pain in the ass brother.
Your back against the wall, you were already dozing off when the voice over the speakers spoke, telling you to return to bed for nighttime, the lights turning off in 30 minutes.
Slowly the two big groups separated themselves into smaller ones as they rejoined their bed. Continuing talking until the last few minutes of light.
You were practically asleep when you felt your bed shake, someone climbing up the ladder. You groaned, already guessing who it was.
“[Name].” Subong said, shaking you. “You have to get down.”
“No.” You replied quietly, tired.
“They are planning to attack the other side, Namsu and some others have forks but so does the Xs. You can’t stay in the open.”
You sighed, sitting up.
“Huh ?”
“Come with me. We have to hide.”
“You’re not gonna participate in the fight ? Really ? Not even to try and kill crypto man ?”
He shook his head ‘no’ though it was evident he wanted to take part in it.
“Gotta protect my little brother.” He replied, pinching your cheek.
You slapped his hand away, groaning.
“Stop that, I’m not a baby.” You said, but he ignored you, climbing down.
“Come, quickly.”
You groaned, following him. Why did they want to kill each other like that when the games were already doing it ?
“10… 9… 8… 7… 6… 5… 4… 3… 2… 1…” The voice over the speaker counted.
As you reached the floor, the lights were out. Subong grabbed your arm, pulling you with him, quietly searching for a hiding spot.
“Under the beds, on the floor.” You whispered as you went down, crawling.
He followed you, lying on his stomach next to you as you tried to see what was going on.
You heard a scream from the X side, then rushed footsteps and more screaming. The lights began flickering as chaos quickly followed, everyone fighting. Punching, kicking, stabbing. Killing.
“Don’t make a sound.” Your brother whispered, his hand on your back.
After what could be 5 minutes, the lights were back on again as a group of triangles with a square entered, shooting in the air to stop the fight. 
They walked in, aiming at everyone standing up, making sure they stayed still before scanning the dead.
Your eyes widened when you saw 456 grab a triangle and steal his gun, killing the pink man, followed by more people doing so.
You and Thanos looked at each other, confused.
“What the fuck ?” He said and you shushed him rapidly.
You watched from under the bed as the triangles retreated, leaving behind them the square. An X tried to kill the Os remaining with his gun, but 456 stopped him, before yelling, gaining everyone’s attention.
“Everyone ! Don’t be scared ! Gather round, please !”
Subong shook his head, silently telling you to not move and stay hidden.
“It’s okay to come out !” Another man yelled.
“We’re not trying to hurt you !” 456 continued. Then you heard gunshots again.
It was 120 shooting the cameras.
Soon, everyone except you two was standing up, out of their hiding spot as they gathered guns and ammo in the middle of the room.
“Everyone.” 456 started again. “We will now head up to the masked men’s headquarters. We’ll capture the ones who captured us, put an end to this game, and make them pay !”
You watched as each member of his team was holding a gun.
“Anyone who knows how to use a gun and wishes to join us, please step forward. You tried to make yourself smaller, fearing to be seen even though you were still hiding.
“Hey. I know you’re scared.” Began 390. “I’m scared too. But this may be our last chance to make it out of this place alive. Fight with us so we can go home together. All together.”
“I’ll fight with you.” Said a man, quickly followed by others.
You grabbed Subong’s sweatshirt. Though he didn’t know how to use a gun, except in video games, you believed him dumb enough to try and go with them.
“I’m not gonna go.” He whispered.
“Are you sure ?”
“I’m not dumb.”
“Are you sure ?” You repeated again, smiling. He tsked, pushing your hand away.
“Ah, they left.”
You looked toward the front, no longer seeing 456 and his team. You sighed, relieved.
Now what ?
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thepictureofmadamec ¡ 16 hours ago
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Not all advice, however good or well meaning applies to everyone.
Reading advice that does NOT apply to you can be really damaging.
In my early 20s, I achieved the impossible dream of a steady, reasonably well paid job in my profession of choice, the one that I had spent 4 years studying for. I was *incredibly* miserable and insecure.
In retrospect, my problems were basically the transition between school/university (where I knew what was required of me and got regular, detailed feedback on how I was doing and where assessment was mostly by exams which I was great at) to working (different structures and hierarchy, plenty of feedback on my immediate work but very little on my overall progress, mostly the sort of project work that I have always struggled with).
They were made much much worse by reading self-help books that claimed to help me. Not that they were bad in themselves (or at least, no worse than average) but they were aimed at people who knew what they wanted to do and just needed a bit of encouragement/a kick in the pants to get out of their current comfortable rut.
I didn't know what I wanted to do instead. I also had no faith that if I changed career, that I would be any happier. For some reason, I decided that I was not just insecure and struggling with work, but I was also Stupid/Unimaginative because I couldn't think of anything else to do instead of engineering and A Coward because I didn't want to throw away the security of my current job.
It took several years to realise
Actually I am quite good at my job
My imposter syndrome is not a good measure of job satisfaction
Telling myself I am a Stupid Coward is not the best foundations for improving your life.
I just need to be cranky about a theme I see in philosophy/self-help spaces. There is a related discussion going on elsewhere about consumerism, environmentalism, and economics, but that's not the one I'm talking about right now. I'm talking about the advice given to people who are seeking to make their lives less better, less stressful, or healthier.
Anyway! My opinion:
A fundamental issue with ascetic self-improvement schemes like "Humans should just stop needing or relying on Stuff" is that we actually tend to be made of Stuff. Our fundamental experiences are mediated by Stuff. We live on a Stuff operating system, and the things we need often have to be in a compatible format. if you are getting rid of Stuff, then you're actually just trading it with the Stuff of absence and workarounds!
This isn't physics. We don't live in an infinite plane without mass or wind resistance. There is not actually One Fundamental Principle that will lead all humans to happiness, the same way there isn't One Fundamental Animal Food Recipe that will nourish all animals sufficiently.
I have just seen so many traps to toxic relationships and systems laid with the "no Stuff" philosophy. "Oh, you're not happy after getting rid of Stuff? Clearly you still have too much Stuff left!" and "I just think your reliance on that Thing that makes you feel happier and less stressful is unhealthy, so give it here, the only solution is for you to lose access to it forever"
Of course there's a baby in that bathwater; managing our relationships with Stuff is a constant struggle for all humans everywhere. But the absolutism without any nuance about how and why this issue actually functions really gets to me.
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bijoutarot ¡ 1 day ago
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imsogonesposts ¡ 2 days ago
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A Night at the Grammys
|| ao3 || an: this is part of a series, but each fic can be read on its own || I'm With the Rockstar series Masterlist || steve harrington masterlist ||
summary: Steve invites you as his date to the Grammys after being nominated for Best New Artist. (wc: 1,823)
Steve had never expected to be nominated for a Grammy. He was aware that his manager, and friend, Nancy had submitted him for a handful of different nominations: best new artist, best pop vocal album, and song of the year, but he never expected to actually be nominated for them. So, when you woke up one morning to Steve yelling a “holy shit” on the day nominations were supposed to come out, you had a fair idea as to what could cause him to be so excited so early in the morning.
“Good morning,” you grumble, still half asleep as Steve pulls you into a hug, not having to use much effort as you willingly let him pull you. 
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you,” he mumbled as he pressed a series of kisses to the top of your head. “But I just got nominated for a Grammy,” he finishes, hugging you even tighter.
“You did? Which one?” You ask, pulling out of his embrace just enough to look at up him. His eyes were shimmering with happiness and pride.
“Best new artist,” he replied, pressing his forehead against yours with a smile. A smile you happily reciprocated as you moved to give him a proper kiss. 
“I’m so proud of you, baby,” you say, moving to hug him, your body fully now on his as you both lie in bed. Mornings like this always made you feel just a little lighter and happier. Mornings in his warm embrace, in your soft sheets, with the sun hitting him at just the perfect angle. What more could you ask for? “You deserve it, you’ve worked so hard. Pretty soon you’re gonna be getting Artist of the Year.”
He couldn’t help but laugh at your statement. You’d always been supportive of his music career from the very start, and it was evident you’d planned on staying supportive for a long time to come. “Well I don’t know about that,” he tells you, tilting your face just enough to press a kiss to your nose, a lazy smile on his face as he does so. “But let’s focus on the now,” he pauses, looking at you with a smile that you knew meant he had something important to ask. “Would you like to be my date to the Grammys?” He quietly asks as he brushes some hair out of your face, smiling at the wide grin that crosses your face. 
“The Grammy’s?” You repeat, as if not truly believing his words.
“Yes, the Grammy’s,” he replies, as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world. “Who else would I take, our neighbor?” He stops to laugh at the idea. “No, no, I’m taking the girl of my dreams,” he replies, bringing your face down for another kiss. “In case it wasn’t obvious,” he whispers, “that girl is you,” and before you get a chance to respond or fully let his words sink in, he’s kissing you again.
And when the kiss finally breaks, you can’t help but request, “please don’t wear a black suit, those are always so boring.”
He laughs again. “Babe, it’s the Grammy’s, not the Met Gala.”
“I don’t care, you should still look nice. Well, nicer than usual,” you tell him as he moves a hand to cup the side of your face with a small pout. 
“I thought you always thought I looked nice,” he replies. Though, the pout is quickly wiped away when you move to kiss him again. And again and again and again. He wasn’t planning on leaving this bed any time soon. 
***
Finally, months later, it was the night of the Grammys, and yours and Steve’s shared home looked like a stampede had trampled through by the time the multiple stylists, hairdressers, and make up artists left. 
“This is going to be a mess to clean up tomorrow, and we’re going to be too hungover to do anything about it,” Steve hears you grumble, biting back a laugh as he knocks on the bedroom door. 
“Can I come in?” He asks as you reply back with a “yes.”
“You look nice,” you tell him with a wide smile. He had listened to you and opted to not wear a black suit, instead, wearing a color that looked all too familiar to you, you just couldn’t place where you’d seen that exact shade before.“Why’d you pick that color?” You ask, looking up at his face to notice his staring. 
It was like you came straight out of a movie. Your hair perfectly framed your face, your dress shaping you perfectly, your make up looked gorgeous. You looked perfect. You were perfect, and he couldn’t help but stare. “You look gorgeous,” he quietly replied, still staring at you as if he just saw the Northern Lights. You couldn’t help but laugh at his reply, tilting your head with a smile as he continued to stare��at you. 
“You ignored my question,” you tease as he finally snaps out of his trance. 
“Sorry, what was your question?” He asked as he took a step towards you, arm already wrapping around your waist. 
“Why’d you choose that color?” You repeat as a lovesick smile crosses his features. 
“It’s the color of your eyes, dummy,” he answers, pressing a kiss to your forehead. Oh, so that’s why the color looked so familiar. “It’s one of my favorite colors,” he mumbles against your forehead. “Let me take a picture of us, Robin’s been bugging me all day about wanting to see the ‘final results’ and whatever.” He suddenly states, pulling away from you to look for one of your phones as if he didn’t just alter your brain chemistry with a simple statement. Though, that was the thing about Steve, he always had a way of saying the absolute sweetest things to you, just to act like it was a normaleveryday sentence. Like those were normal, regular thoughts he had any time he was around you. Like loving you came to him like second nature. Like something he did unconsciously. Like breathing or blinking or scratching at an itch. Like he loved you as easily and as much as you loved him. Though, to be fair, he never made much of an effort to hide just how much love he had for you. 
“Hey, why’d you choose that color for your dress?” He asked as he finally found his phone, moving to your side to take a picture of the two of you. 
“I like the color,” you reply before kissing his cheek. 
***
“So, what do we think?” Steve asks, leaning into your side as you both sit at your designated tables, waiting for the ceremony to begin. You scan around the room, taking in the different singers and producers surrounding the two of you. The Grammy’s was nothing like you had ever seen before. 
“I’ve seen better,” you tell him in feign boredom as he laughs. 
“Better than all this?” He asks, using one hand to gesture around the room, the other moving to wrap around your shoulders. “I’m sorry, babe, but I find that hard to believe,” he jokes, smiling at your shrug. 
“I’m just saying, they could’ve done better,” you tell him as he rolls his eyes, fighting a smile. 
“Well, keep your voice down. They hear you talking smack and they might not let me win tonight,” he jokes, pressing a kiss to your cheek. 
“They’d have to be idiots to not give you that award,” you tell him, complete honesty and confidence in your voice. He couldn’t help but love how much faith you had in him. How much you truly believed in him. He knew he was lucky to have you in his life, and he was grateful for it every time he got to wake up in the morning and see your pretty face, and every night when he got to hold you in his arms. 
And award after award later, they had finally gotten to the category that meant the most to the two of you. 
“And for best new artist, the award goes to,” the presenter took a pause, opening the envelope to announce the winner. Steve took your hand, unconsciously squeezing it as you both waited for a name. It felt like hours until she finally read the name aloud: “Steve Harrington!” Applause filled the room but none of that mattered to Steve, all he could do was look at you before pulling you into a bone-crushing hug. 
“Congratulations, baby!” You said as you hugged him back. You could hear him mumbling “oh my god, oh my god,” into your shoulder, and you couldn’t help but smile. He had put so much work into his last album, so much work into his music career as a whole. In your eyes, there was no one who deserved that Grammy more than him.
You wished you could stay hugging him like that forever in order to celebrate his accomplishment. But you also knew if you didn’t do anything about it, Steve might just stay in your arms forever, so as you pulled away from the hug, you gave him a quick kiss before lightly pushing him towards the stage. “Go get your award, honey,” you said with a laugh.
His steps were a little clumsy, likely due to the nerves, but you couldn’t help but smile at the big grin that overtook his face. And to think he never thought his career would go this far. 
“Wow, okay, this is crazy,” he said into the microphone after thanking the presenter and accepting his award. “I want to thank everyone that’s helped me get where I am today. My friend’s for pushing me to put my music out there and keeping me humble, the fans that helped me get where I am today, my producers who helped make this album what it is, and of course, my beautiful girlfriend. She’s been my rock this whole time, and I definitely wouldn’t be up here without her, especially since most of my songs are about her.  But she’s been with me through thick and thin, and I’m eternally grateful for her and everyone that helped me get to where I am today.” He finishes his speech by waving his Grammy up in the air,before leaving the stage, making his way back to you. 
“Sometimes I forget how sweet you are,” you whisper when he takes his seat next to you once more. 
He hands you his Grammy so you could get a look at it as he runs a hand up and down your arm. “I should write more songs about you, then,” he jokes, “that way it gets stuck in your brain.” He lightly pokes the side of your head as if to emphasize his point, before turning your face for a kiss. You had to admit, more songs did sound nice. 
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barbwritesstuff ¡ 2 days ago
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Hello there, I'm so excited for Of Monsters and Mainframes!
I used to write novels and short stories but have been almost entirely focusing on games for about the last 10 years... and now I'm kind of curious about trying out linear writing again. Do you have any recommendations for novel-writing craft books or other resources? And what's it been like swapping between the two ways of writing?
And I'm really happy to see how Thicker Than is going!
I have been on the hunt for a good nuts-and-bolts creative writing craft book. I pulled apart a bookshelf at a poor lady's bookshop last weekend trying to find one. The problem I'm having is almost all creative writing books are aimed towards people who are just getting started, and while that's amazing, it's not very helpful for me.
I started writing when I was 9ish and have had a long and messy journey as a writer since. I was that teenager writing self insert fantasies. I wrote escapist fanfic while struggling through university. I entered short fiction contests and never quite placed. I sold a short film script I wrote for one dollar. I tried to write popular fiction when everyone said self publishing was the way to go and discovered that was 100% not for me.
In 2018 I wrote my debut novel which I've since pulled and in 2020 I started writing my debut interactive novel which was my first real success.
My writing career isn't one of those 'young creative gets catapulted to success' stories. I sucked for a very long time. I floundered. I fucked up.
But I'm a persistent wee bitch, and I think that counts for a lot in this industry. You just gotta keep trying, keep getting better, and keep picking yourself up.
Now I'm in a place where I've had some (I think) successful stories. Blood Moon. Thicker Than. Of Monsters and Mainframes. My short fiction. I'm hoping to keep that momentum going, to keep that ball rolling, and I'm looking for craft books for people like me and I'm not finding very much.
So, I think what I need to do is make friends with writers who are in similar situations I am.
So... hi.
Wanna be friends?
I know I talk about cannibalism a lot, but I'm actually a really normal and nice person.
Oh, and, to answer your question: 'What's it been like swapping between the two ways of writing?' It's weird. There's the nuts and bolts stuff. I write my interactive stories in second person present tense and the current story I'm writing is in first person past tense. But there's also a different energy to a linear story I can't really explain. Neither better nor worse, just different. That said, my interactive fiction has 100% informed my linear style and my linear style has also informed my interactive style. They bleed together a lot more than you might expect.
I hope that helps.
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