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Her heart was beating in her ears like a marching band
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I’ve been getting back into drawing stuff for Rhythm Doctor again because of the Act 5 hype, so here’s a silly comic based on Mic Check by ReneeDekobora2042!! It was one of the first RD fics I read when I first got into the fandom, and probably one of the best (definitely up there with Clipboard Notes, victor if you’re seeing this hi LOL) so I thought it would be nice to make a short comic of one of my favorite parts. More ramblings & bonus doodles under the cut :]
I started working on this about a month an a half ago, and initially I just wanted to work on this as a small silly wacky fanart project that was supposed to look more like this
So like every sane artist I decided to make it harder for myself
Also some unused sketches based on the Rollerdisco Rumble Reprise custom level by Kabii!
These were my favorite panels during the sketching phase but I had to change the last couple panels to reference 2-3N instead because it made more sense timeline wise. Might render these someday tho because I'm still attached to them lmao
Last but not least shoutout to my discord friends for being there for my slow descent into madness (now if youll excuse me im going to go collapse now thank you for reading)
#rhythm doctor#nicole ting#cole brew#chiimo art shenanigans#usually im talkative in the tags but honestly ill jusdt#add them tomorrow im really tired LMAO#edit: hi im awake now time to start rambling!!!111!!1111!#bro the STRUGGLE i had to go through to make sure it was exactly 7 pages#i saw the opportunity and SNATCHED IT#somehow the hands werent that hard to draw#but i struggled on the eyes instead?????#art is fun#ive noticed liek#3 inaccuracies#no ones gonna notice so its fine lmao#cocole has taken over my life i swear#ive got some more cocole art that i might post sometime#im so normal about them fr#cocole
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Is there a place you could slip off to and wash your clothes or get a change of clothes? Even if they don't stay clean, just that little piece of freshness might perk your system up for a bit. (Not trying to pick on you, I know you're in a tough spot. Stay safe-- Love you, buddy.)
#not doing the slight glitching cause i forgot loll#trying to get this one out just cause im not gonna be able to tomorrow maybe#oh well boohoo#Hes not mad hes just confused as to why youd say something like that#im not going to let you guys fuck up his mood this time with ignorance (not directed at you anon) because theres other things i would like#to be able to do that ive had storyboarded for a few weeks#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#hrrrrggghhhh hrrgh#agrhhh#urgharrgh#out of context that quote probably sounds wrong LMAOO#Shut up dont say anything about it#i have more thoughts but im eepy i forgor so ill maybe add them tomorrow idk
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after hours of knitting i have decided that actually i hate this yarn and i need to find a new one
#my heart says i want a multi color yarn but my brain says u Know ghis color is their favorite but u don't know if u can find a multi color#yarn w this as a base. so maybe i need to find a second yarn and add in more color myself. but i already looked through what i have and it's#all the wrong size/color. i could probs ask my mother if she has any yarn shes not gonna use that would work for this but i also dont know#what this person would appreciate as a secondary color. i mean i grust my heart but also idk#or maybe ghe color isnt the issue and i just gotta use a different pattern that suits this color better ?#ough whatever. i have other projects i need to complete anyway ghis one can wait ig#anyway ive been in Such a crafty mood im gonna make stamps tomorrow and this time i will try not to almost cut my fingertip off!!!!#actually while im on the topic of stamps 1) i don't think ive ever poted it but i totally made a beetle stamp at one point and it goes hard#as fuck and 2) i wonder how hard itd be to make stamps cute to give to ppl. like makinh stamps is fun but id want them to look cute so theyd#need a base or a handle and they'd have to be like a holdable size if i want them to be small hmmm hnm#or perhaps i will make big stamps. actually idk if i have enough material for big stamps but printmaking is so cool i kinda wanna do a#lawlight piece as a stamp that takes up like a whole page i think itd be rad#hmm much to consider.....
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ok no im so tired but ive had this Thing a Laughingstock Concept Thing in my Brain for Days Now and its.... basically what if Barnaby adopted a lil caterpillar. like it's not sapient or anything its literally A Wriggly Puppet Prop. but he finds it in his home and it reminds him of Howdy and he keeps it. he carries it everywhere. he treats it so tenderly and names it and everything. his delusional smitten subconscious is like "omg... mine & howdy's <3" he and Howdy are not even together at this point
so Barnaby cares for this lil caterpillar and Howdy ends up getting attached as well, because he's on the same shit as Barnaby. and eventually the lil caterpillar pupates, and they watch over the chrysalis So Excited to see what lil wormie will look like as a butterfly. and it emerges and they're so proud and weirdly emotional. the butterfly takes off on its first flight and lands on a flower patch
just in time for Eddie to trip and fall on the patch, instantly crushing it And the butterfly
#in my mind eddie is all 'oh man :( thank goodness frank wasnt around to see that' and then goes about his business#completely missing howdy & barnaby watching on In Horror off to the side#not lil wormie... no....#also in my mind lil wormie looks like the fuckn. Adorable worm from sesame street#oscars little friend i think? the cutest little thing in the world? the little red wormie? yeah....#but im feeling very Tender about bigass dog barnaby toting around this teensie weensie lil worm thing#treating it with utmost care and affection#big characters caring for absolutely tiny thing kills me every fucking time#bury me shallow... ill be back to die again....#absolutely unprompted#laughingstock#ohhhh my god im not even gonna say how i almost butchered the laughingstock tag#sometimes i type letters in the wrong order or add an extra one. that would have been so unfortunate but Deeply Hilarious#ANYWAY LIL WORMIE IS AN ESTABLISHED THING IN MY MIND AND I DONT KNOW WHY#maybe... maybe tomorrow i will scribble it...#also to be clear the events of this post all happen within a week or two.#it is a brief shining Worm Time#ok going to bed now officially. im going#wait no i have to complain about something ive done to myself hold on#so i really like reeses puffs cereal yeah? but the problem is it cuts up my mouth to hell and back and makes eating anything a Pain#tried to eat sauerkraut tonight... it burned... the roof of my mouth is so scraped up...#i Will be eating another bowl when i wake up tho. its too tasty. i can take the annoyance that is minor pain. i have a high tolerance <3#can i easily Not eat it? yeah. but i dont want to stop. nothing will stop me. its a jumbo box. i Will Finish It.#anyway wormie <3 gonna go think about her <3
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i know that graduating one semester later is not that big of a deal and i haven't made any plans about what comes next so it doesnt even make a difference. so why does it feel just so terrible
#there are no chances of us finishing the thesis on time#i mean the presentations are only until the 24th so we should have already be done with it#but miss girlie said one week ago that she'd add her parts of the introduction and today i asked her and she said she'll do it tomorrow#and then there's the results and conclusions which i havent even started yet cause im a complete idiot and ive wasted so much time#and i very much doubt she has written anything about them yet#which okay i understand that she is working and i know working σεζον isnt easy#but she could have at least done a copy paste#whatever#i need to at least focus on the exam#i only have a few more slides but i started feeling a panic attack coming so i took a break to try and stop it from coming#if anyone knows how to stop that little voice in your head that always tells you how big of a failure you are please lmk 🙃#okay gonna go finish#then I'll cook lunch and maybe if i spend the rest of the day writing we'll make some progress#maybe we can ask for an extension? idk. i doubt she has even bothered calling the professor even tho she said she was going to#whatever im so done with everything#not looking for pity just needed to complain about it#which seems to be the only thing ive been doing sooo yup#okay going fr now#jo says stuff#university update
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i hit 12.076 words!!!!!!!! yeeesss to hitting the minimum word count and sneaking in another source ^-^
#to be fair ive been on the fence about adding this source because i dont reaaaallly discuss it but 1 statement i make was inspired by it.#so i was thinking better include it#my bibliography is all dotted i's and crossed t's now. time for the last read ! and making sure my research question is the same#in the 2 spots i mention it LOL#and then final edits. and then i'll let it rest until tomorrow i think to see if theres anything i suddenly NEED to add#AND FINISH WRITING MY ABSTRACT. OMG.
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#tw suicide#no seriously heed the tw this is probably upsetting i just. i need to say it somewhere and i will not say it to my family.#puddleglum hours#personal#its just i was thinking.#tother day the doctor asked: do you regret it? about the suicide attempt tuesday night.#and i said something that i still feel: if i regret anything about it it's that i didn't succeed.#they're talking of discharging me tomorrow or something and im just.#what do i need to do to be kept in for longer?! damn it all i *know* how i could kill myself in here.#but i don't want to. i need them to save me#because i can't save myself! if they discharge me tomorrow i think it very likely ill be dead before the end of the week! or at least in#hospital from another attempt! this new med has made me more numb but the thoughts haven't gone away just muted. and then.#at times like this im perfectly wild about it! i cannot keep myself alive i need them to do it for me!#but when ive seen the doctor each time its been when im exhausted and numb and i don't care but that is not the case always.#i don't know. i don't see a good outcome any which way.#hopefully tomorrow the doctor sees me at a time when im feeling like this i think.#because i think i need to tell them. but i don't know how or even if it matters#and sometimes i just want to die.#im so tired of living guys. why#editing to add i am still on hiatus and if you want to contact me and know my discord contact me there#so i will not be responding to anything here for this moment at least
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Assorted doodles. First three are from the DE aggies. quote in the second img is from John Phoenix Goes to Disco Elysium by TheHoboSeven. Grins
#maybe i should make a separate blog for skill drawings cause i draw the same thing every time#been thinking abt the scene in jp x de 1 where hdb wins up his fist and then invests 5 points into physinst to punch the racist lorry drive#and still rolls double ones on the check btw. funniest thing ive read ever#disco elysium#john phoenix#art dump#do I want to tag every character. not really. not now#undescribed#sorry#will probably add ids tomorrow
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hi guys this is my way of announcing that my Taylor now has glasses , thanks
#my art#yeah im posting this at like 1 am whatcha gonna do abt it#just means im gonna rb it again when i wake up tomorrow#anyways#ive caved to the glasses taylor agenda#also not me going to post this . forgetting taylors cane . realizing i had forgotten it . and then spending like 20 minutes to add it#i need to like . set a reminder for myself to fucking remember Taylor's cane#i forget his cane too often and i am so sorry#but hey i remebered this time#my baby boy#dndads#dndaddies#dungeons and daddies#dndads taylor swift#taylor swift dndads
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Fuck u I shouldn't have to work on weekends vs Jesus christ I have so much to do. Fight.
#i did fuck all this weekend so its gonna hurt monday when i have to start scrambling#ive gotta do extractions and make media and back up cultures and work on my preproposal#and do 3 assignments rip. ugh im so tried. ill just work on things tomorrow#i have an appointment tomorrow to get accommodations for my learning disability tomorrow and idk what thatll b like#ive sorta got a chip on my shoulder abt using accommodations so im afraid ill come off as rude#but idk itll make me freak out less if i get etra time on exams. i never stay after tho basically i wont use any#so whats the point but everyone is telling me to do it so i am#my mom calls the way i read a lil ADD bc i cant pay attention long enough to make the words make sense bc i get distracted by my thoughts#its real annoying 😒#how to cure that? stop reading. problem solved 😌#unrelated
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Using my journal isnt helping so tumblr as my journal it is
#obviously the actual entry goes in the tags#i can feel a grief day rearing its head#I’m so tired too#fuck#i just#i want things to be good for longer than a week#i need to get through today and then tomorrow I can wallow and curl up and do whatever#ive pulled cards that warn I need protection but from what#maybe myself but like#in the way of me being stupid or me being too stubborn to feel this?#is it because of Halloween?#is it anticipatory of the holidays after Halloween?#every time I relax i feel like I’m drifting#is it me clinging too hard to control? like am I unable to relax because that feels like danger?#or is it something else#add the physical pain that comes with the seasons changing and the sudden (needed!!) uptick in hours and i just#i feel like I’m floundering and i know I’m not#life is good and yet I feel like I’m seconds away from wobbling right over a cliff#i dont know what to do with that!!!#fuck i just miss him so much#and i dont know who to talk to#i feel so small today#I’m doing my best and i keep telling myself thats okay thats okay thats all i can do and yet#and yet and yet and yet#for my therapist#or whatever the tag was#grief
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omg do you guys wanna hear about the church family tree from my rvb fantasy au. i spent quite a bit of time working it out bc, since its fantasy, theres no ai and i had to figure out how it would translate lol
this will contain mild spoilers for my au but a) it doesnt exist yet and b) most of them are derived from the plot of rvb so theyre kind of already spoiled. so. anyway, on to the actual post
ok so first off. church (alpha) has DID. so all the ai fragments exist but theyre no longer ai and theyre in his head the whole time. and this includes beta!tex (tentatively called beth? since tex also exists. we'll get to that). it also includes epsilon which will be. interesting. i have some ideas for how to handle that but its kinda besides the point.
the director is churchs father, and allison is churchs mother (who dies when church is a kid). the director is also carolinas father, but carolina has a different mother, so church and carolina are half siblings. tex was also raised by the director but she is not blood related to any of them - she bears a coincidental resemblance to allison (in personality, not necessarily physical appearance), which is why the director favours her over carolina (keeping the carolina/tex favourite child tension, of course). i havent worked out exactly when the director took in tex, but if it was early enough that the director named her, he probably would have named her allison (i mean, he also named his son after himself in this au. you know he'd do it, ESPECIALLY if allison is already dead at this point) and she chooses to go by tex or smth. alternatively, the director named her tex the same way he named the other freelancers like washington and york, keeping the whole "leaving your old name (read: old self) behind when you join the freelancers" thing from canon, meaning that her previous name (and whether she had one at all) is irrelevant. hmmm now that i say that, its probably the latter tbh
now, i may keep beth being based on allison, but while i know what an introject is, i dont know if i feel comfortable really. representing one. so it may not be CANON canon but itll probably be canon to me. additionally, church is raised separately from carolina, tex, and eventually the other freelancers [the freelancers are kinda like a family in this au btw. but like a fucked up hierarchal one. and church is completely isolated from it even though the director is "raising" him. anyway] for plot reasons, but he coincidentally runs into tex one day as kids and they meet in secret for years until tex eventually helps him escape the director. which is to say. beth will likely pick up traits/mannerisms from tex just by virtue of tex being churchs only friend in childhood, combined with the fact that allison and tex are kind of similar in personality. so shes blood related to allison and potentially an introject of her, and has spent a lot of time with tex/knows her very well, so shes gonna have similarities to both of them but she is ultimately her own person. in churchs head.
uhhhh i think that covers it? anyway this means i get to write interactions between tex and beth which will be extremely fun. i like tex as a character and itll probably be difficult to decide how to characterize her in 2 different ways (plus allison but shes gonna be dead for most of it so i dont really have to worry about her) and then to have them interact? they would be chaotic besties i just KNOW it
#extremely funny that ive talked about this au a couple times already and have yet to mention the central aspect of it#the freelancers are dragon people#thats right bitches!!!! you think i would write a fantasy story without dragons being absolutely integral to the plot?? THINK AGAIN#i also havent talked about how its tuckington centric. but that deserves its own post i think#hmm. this au needs a tag i think#rvb dragonhunters#<- ill go back and add this to my last post about it tomorrow. if i remember#ANYWAY i should have gone to bed hours ago im getting a headache it is time for BED. enjoy my rambles it is sleepy time#rvb#rvb au#biggie tumbles
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trying to see if the icon i made looks nice be like
#random emma thoughts#first time ive made a proper icon in a long long time#does it look good to you?#made it meself#(its of ncuti btw. just add to for tomorrow and beyond)#this website is getting smaller and smaller i swear#i mean look at all the room on desktop thats not being used
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I got my results today, so Im back to uni starting tomorrow (yay!), but at the same time it has not assuaged my stress levels whatsoever sooo yeah, that's fun 🙈
Damn you, anxiety!
#personal#Raksh posts#vent#*shaking my fist angrily at my ridiculous anxiety and overthinking brain*#classes start tomorrow but also I gotta like Officialy sign with my paperwork and all first#plus the internet sign ins start at the same time classes do and I have no idea when I'll get access to the platform so#fun#it's all stressing me out so much grrrr#Ive prepped some food already tho and Im gonna finish up the paperwork now#get an outfit ready and get my old backpack out of my closer oooof#I'll have some hours before I'll have to leave for the train tho so thars for making some sandwiches and buying tickets#tho that one might be better to get now hmmmm#at this point Im just venting anythinf and everything hoping it'll help with the stress 🙈#sorry to anyone that's still reading this rambling mess 😅#its gonna be a long and stressful day tomorrow and even a longer one on thursday#(god the fact I'll prob have to wake up for a train that leaves at 5.50 Im gonna hate it so much 😭)#my commute depending on the day might add up to a total of 3h so big OOF#but still cheaper than trying to find a room in the city prob 😬#and I get wednesdays and fridays off so that's nice#maybe I'll try looking for something part time for those days later on too who knows#for now gotta survive this week and see where it goes 😅
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tsutsumi gotta be the funniest choice to play sawashiro since he really does encapsulate his casting career of both action roles and being dad of the year (most of the time)
#snap chats#ill stop posting about this after tonight i prommy#sawashiro doesnt even register as a guy played by him though since sawashiro never smiles#yet the past like three things ive watched with tsutsumi he smiles SO much bless his soul#'dad of the year (sometimes)' is such a funny type to have#like 2/3 of material he's in he's a phenomenal father No Notes#and then the other few times its like. He's Still A Phenomenal Father but he's fumbling a bit for one reason or another#its so interesting tho Of Course I Peaked At The Bio he wanted to pursue mostly action roles#yet ended up playing mostly sensitive/emotional roles#he does it very well Might I Add he does a great job#his dad cast type is Pathetic Father Trying His Best and it shows its so funny#anyway ill try to focus on strictly rgg posting after this one i just needa ramble bout this somewhere cause it makea me laugh#im hangin out with my friend in like twenty mins and i wont be online until like tomorrow#so.... who wanna send me funny stuff to get to in the morn <3#ok forty minutes. im seeing her in forty minutes.#i need more punctual people in my circle first my family now my dorm mates 😭#anyway bye i gotta finish a comm but then i might be cringe and doodle jo later#as if i can finish a com in half an hour and have time to do a sketch good lord
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I finished the stripe B)
#well. like.#I actually did like half an hour ago and now I’ve spent the past half hour winding the next yarn colour into a ball#you see the blanket has a previous incarnation which was shit and bad#and I decided not to put myself through the hell of unwinding it All At Once so now instead im doing it colour by colour#so before i move on from one stripe to the next I have to first wind the next stripe into a ball#and the old blanket is so badly made that it takes a really long time because the yarn is like. all tangled up in itself#ALSO I FUCKED UP MY FINGER SO BAD MAN#I won’t go into detail because thinking about it has my anxiety acting up and I know I’m not the only person with Issues on here#*into detail about The Causing Of The Injury. i am in fact going into detail about the following idiocy and annoyingness that it entails#but cw/tw for like. I’m talking about a minor injury in the form of a small cut/scratch#but basically i fucked around and found out a bit too hard earlier today and now i have like a. shallow cut. scratch. whatever running along#my left middle finger. (also because this is tumblr I will add please note it was not on purpose I was genuinely just being stupid as hell.)#it is relevant that it is specifically my left middle finger. why you may ask? well. i am right handed. so i hold my crochet hook in my#right hand. and as a consequence my yarn in my left. and my yarn runs between. you guessed it. my middle and index fingers. meaning it runs#right above my middle finger knuckle. which. you guessed it. is where my little scratch cut is. and I was AGAIN an idiot so I was not#wearing a bandage. (thought it was fine because it had already kinda scabbed over.) and then i get off my what. 2? 3? hours of crochet and#go to brush my teeth and im like oh wow why is that all irritated. and then im like. OHHHH FUCK I HAD SCRATCHY WOOL YARN RUNNING OVER IT.#so yeah I am adding unscented soap And saline to my shopping list for tomorrow !#and praying to every god on earth and beyond it doesnt get infected#(it probably wont like. ive had cat scratches that were realistically probably worse than this. plus I’m taking vitamin gummies that are#specifically immune system boosting since like a week back because I got tired of getting a bunch of colds so hopefully they will also help#my nice little white blood cells fight off any bacteria here :) )
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