#why tf they have so much shit to discuss wtf. i give u mon till 10pm still not enough need tues to 10pm also???
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conclusion. i should quit fucking now but i also fucking love being able to call myself a canoe poloer
#legit pulling all kinds of excuses out of my ass for this cca im trying so hard to hold on#why tf they have so much shit to discuss wtf. i give u mon till 10pm still not enough need tues to 10pm also???#jesus fuck#atp its just a ticking time bomb to when i wld quit this cca#i shld quit sooner rather than later because i wld feel more guilty after spending more time with them. right#i just wanted to relax n paddle bro#what is this 4 day both weekends shit bro#if u told y1s1 me this she wld be ALLERGIC to that sign up form istg#okay no#but still this is too much man#why r there so few of us#i thought that if my attendance is shit there wld be others to cover for me why is the grp so damn small that im being singled out like😭#problems of a 半桶水人#cb#i rly cant do this shit anymoreeeee#fak#can i just attend half the trainings#keep up last years schedule can#walao#too much#that very true statement of % of happiness is ringing in my head#i used it for my treasured friendship#now i should use it for my commitment to my cca#when i first started it was 100%#now its like#55% happy 45% unhappy#just thinking of going down and paddling#but when i factor in the time spent plus commitment#that shit is like#70% unhappy bro
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