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★ 093 // “POV: You Died :("
#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#steel ball run#sbr#johnny joestar#gyro zeppeli#sonic the hedgehog#sth#mighty the armadillo#ray the flying squirrel#offerings#tools used:#clip studio paint#THIS has gotta be the most self indulgent offering yet. The crossover nobody asked for but I wanted. <3#Based off that one meme where you draw your two favorite characters saying the first panel. Except I took it several steps further lol.#I was actually gonna post this at 050 but never finished it. Figured finishing it up would be nice!#093 is thematic too because that's the year these two Sonic characters debuted. :)#Okay so geez. I guess I should talk about Mighty huh? I don't really know how many people know the shrine keeper's Lore.#But I've loved Sonic my whole life. One day I got REALLY obsessed with Mighty the Armadillo in a way I'd never loved a character.#I have nearly all his merch. I have drawn 100s of fanart. I have made several accounts devoted to him. He means a lot to me.#I have a Type for characters... and it's “Nomadic inseparable duos who go at great lengths to protect one another”#When I met Johnny it reminded me a lot of the same love have for Mighty. It felt exciting to feel those strong feelings again!!#When you feel a love so strong you gotta hold onto that tightly and let it give your life meaning if you have to#And so... that's why this shrine exists! To honor what I love and what makes me feel alive. <3
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genuinely though i love that the critique that gets lobbed at tng sometimes is that it's boring because the characters sit and think and talk and many of the episodes resolve with very few explosions, and yes! that's the point!!!
like the whole ethos of tng was "space (and everyone in it) is not a threat once you understand it" and sometimes you have to get quiet about it for a minute or have a productive group discussion or do some pontificating to reach that moment of understanding and communication, but at the end we warp away having made a friend or gained a greater understanding of the complexity of the universe and maybe it was a little bit silly or a character learned how to be a better version of themself along the way and that's why i love it!!
#and sometimes things can blow up like that's fun too but the best of both worlds and yesterday's enterprise are excellent partly because#those fate of the universe dark lighting intense stakes episodes are few and far between so they hit hard#there might also be something about the cold war as a backdrop giving the audience an understanding for why picard and co#will go to such extreme lengths and risk life and limb rather than fire first... idk. a thought is brewing.#tng
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Trying to kick my art block by doing the opposite of an easy drawing
#click to enlarge ofc#guess the century! lol.#i try to give them a big mix of styles from different cultures and decades because i feel like they would pick clothes/armour up and#hang on to them for as long as they can. it's also definitely not accurate but i do my best#this was going to be a tiny comic too. i should sleep instead lmao#siggy draws#all the clothes and the weapons.... why do i do this to myself#.......but it's fun and i love it#fighting the self-hate demon by posting this#things i'm going to fix: nicolo's quiver which is not in fact filled with crossbow bolts oops#also the length of those arrows...#yusuf's shoe that's falling off#and many more things
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i hate stupid people who ask u a question and after u say no they say the question again, are u dumb??
“can i do ur nails” “no” “can i do ur nails” “no” “WHYYYY” “because i dont want u to do my nails” “WHY?” “no” “JUST LET ME DO UR NAILS” “no” = a genuine conversation i have with my sister atleast once a month
if i said “no” 10 times… do u think ill say yes the 11th time??
thats like putting ur hand on a hot stove twice and expecting a different outcome😭😭 HO I SAID NO
(also pls read tags, it continues what im saying🙏🙏)
#i literally say no like 90 times a day because of her#IF I SAID NO THE FIRST TIME WHAT MAKES U THINK ILL SAY YES THE 2ND TIME????#like are u stupid?#why would i say yes?#and today she did my nails#got mad that i didn’t want them done#(i only tell her yes like once every 6 months so she shuts the hell up)#and stopped doing them after she got them attached to my actual nail plate or wtv its called#plus#the length was like…. short as hell#WHY WOULD I WANT THAT??#go big or go home😭😭#so i took those ugly ass half done nails off#if i want my nails done ill get press ons and do them myself in my room at 11pm#thanks for listening to my talk today#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting community#shifting#shifters#shifting blog#law of assumption#desired reality#loassumption#huenistar#huenistar talks
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The thing is, I do love a cranky, sarcastic, clever, old man writer. I delight in Alasdair MacIntyre, and I have the time of my life reading Etienne Gilson too, even the times I disagree with them.
And then there's one Gilbert Keith Chesterton whom I find insufferable to read most of the time, unless it is fiction (The Man Who Was Thursday my beloved).
#the Chestertonian love of the paradox sometimes crosses into full smartassery territory#I have said it sometimes reminds me of Oscar Wilde that way#men who are too clever for their own good and sometimes fall into a delight of hearing their own voices#Gilson is way too earnest to catch himself listening to his own voice#and he does reach certain levels of savagery that are really funny#MacIntyre's fault is being allergic to being labeled#he will go great lengths to protest ANY labeling and it's sometimes a bit ridiculous#but the cleverness is well balanced by a very disciplined approach to exactitude in the degree of certainty he has about something#like a good Scot he does get carried away sometimes#and his zingers do zing#but they are hardly ever chosen for effect to convey his most interesting or bold theses#those are usually very earnestly and sometimes even understatedly expressed#there's a reason why After Virtue is a classic of modern political philosophu#despite being so controversial and representing such a marginal position#because it's just such a brilliantly composed book where every word counts#and yet the impression of reading is much less dense than what the actual content is when you sit down to analyze it#and even more so when you try to summarize or reword it
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work hard, whale harder…?
#(is joke on concon sorry toxic twt girlie ily <333)#one month till vol 2!!!!!! who else is scared for ch 7 and 8~~~~~?#i wonder how manga chizuchan’s gonna find out about lxl though…#will it be via the shampoo commercial like kawaiinoni? or will it be through that pocky commercial as seem in everywhere else#but i do hope we get to see why she latched on to aizo for her copium™️ instead of yujiro#it’d be so funny if she preferred the yellow one bc yujiro’s too cute#but… i think anime/manga/kawaigomen mv-onlys who picked up vol 1 for the funnies are gonna get a rude shock in vol 2…#but hmmmmmmm~~~~~~~ maybe vol 2 will be from ch 5-7… or maybe they’re just on a short hiatus of ch 8… esp since it’ll prolly be a short ch…#going by the page counts… if vol 2 is ~160 pages but chs 5 and 6 are 40-odd pages long… plus the content pages that’d be like 90-95 pages?#and ch 7 seems to be around the same length as those two judging from the no. of parts in the line release…#…so… that leaves enough pages for a short ch 8…? maybe? or maybe there’ll be a ton of extras~~~~~~~~#pls give us an extra of heroika from chizuchan pov plsppslspslspspspsps nagisa cameo plspspspspspspspsssss#o. ok… insanity over; i hope lxl’s meoto dance flops; i hope last stage is an interpretive dance of a divorce that’s all byeeeeee#chizuutan chizpost
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realizing now that my hair reaches my back, I can just go get it trimmed Anywhere. Which is crazy after 7 years of "I can't get it cut unless [my barber] is free because nobody else in my city will give me the masculine haircut I want."
I want a trim and caught myself saying ugh sucks that I cant get my hair cut anymore bc my barber pursued other things. Its Long Now. It doesnt matter anymore. Wow.

#talkys#idk what to do though#ive talked abt this before but when i had short hair i felt good abt myself but ugly to the public#with long hair i feel i look nice to others but i dont rly wanna look at myself anymore !#which is why i need to get it trimmed...i think its the length...bc i was taking lots of selfies and feeling fairly Nice for a good point i#the middle....now its a miracle if i look in the mirror at all before going out#wagh. idk what to do i wish i cld just find one of those ppl who magically gives u the perfect hairstyle/cut
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with the exception of 1 oc who is very explicitly a self-insert, i want to say that my ocs are NOT self-inserts but i can't help it that they generally end up aligning heavily with my tastes and interests :<
it's the easier, lazier way to come up with ocs but it also makes them extremely boring and similar lol
#i COULD try making an oc who isnt interested in rock/metal music#but then it'd mean i have to go outside my comfort zone to seek out music thats not quite my taste#gasp why would i do that?!#:((((#i am a casual oc maker#but i thoroughly enjoy people who go to those lengths to make genuinely interesting characters
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also whats weird is like, that mushroom gotta be like ATTACHED to his brain?? no way he doesnt have brain damage from that. also its not hard to imagine that with all his intense mushroom use, that he'd have some sort of substance use disorder. and he is, suddenly, in a DEATH CULT. actually. i dont feel like anyone talks about the last part. ?? doesnt anyone wonder how hard it would be to adjust just suddenly. being in a cult? we dont really know how his life was before but if he wasnt in a cult beforehand then id imagine all the Cult Stuff would be at least a little uncomfortable.
I guess it would depend to what extent we're leaning into the parasite actually being a cordycep. Because if we're going full throttle on that, teeechnically cordyceps don't attach to the brain at all and only control the musculature; hence why I always hc'd that there's two different mushrooms involved, with the menticide doing the brain fuckery and the cordycep doing. The everything else
But at the same time it could very well just be advanced cordycep and we can make up whatever rules we want ! But YES, regardless, there is some brain nonsense happening that would ABSOLUTELY have everlasting effects on this ant. Not to mention if the cordyceps DID have control of his muscular system, then his entire body has got to be feeling the effects of it as well.
So he's here, in a death cult, probably having to re-learn how to walk and suffering extreme withdrawal symptoms as well as memory loss.
ANd no nobody ever considers the full ramifications of the death cult because everybody is a coward and won't consider how horrifying cults actually are!!!!!! And to be a disabled old man suddenly thrust into a scary ass scenario where people are being sacrificed and brought back to life around you while you can't even remember how old you are or where you've been the past few years because time was fucked while you were Shroomed, it HAS to be HORRIFYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But at the same time it really just works out from a cultist perspective. He's already isolated, vulnerable, and probably only halfway lucid at any given point. He'd be extremely easy to manipulate and keep dependent on the cult. After all, they're keeping him safe there, it's dangerous out there. (Not to mention him just feeling some inherent loyalty to the Lamb upon becoming sober, which certainly wouldn't do him any favors)
Like what's he going to do? Leave? Stumble out, suffering withdrawl, into the Lands of the Old Faith?? As an old man??????????
He has no CHOICE but to make peace with where he is. Despite all the questions about if his FAMILY is even STILL ALIVE. Despite having no idea what he DID while under the influence. Despite the HORRORS around every CORNER
It's FUCKED!!!!! It's AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i think too hard about the cult stuff because . And this might sound weird but idk. I was obsessed with cults when I was younger#There was just always something so fascinating about it to me#Like. Horrifying. Uniquely and utterly horrifying. But so fascinating#Reading and watching the stories of people who have escaped from cults is so fucking scary. Just how easily people can be taken#advantage of. And then lengths some cults go to. It's horrible. It's awful#But yeah I did like whole class presentations on cults and made multiple storylines based on cults because again. Weird fascination#So when it comes to cotl specifically it's like. I look around at everyone like Ohhh Ok. None of you know how cults really are#None of you are willing to tackle the Horrors of Cult Life . at least most of you aren't#hence why i have been tagging my cotl fics with ''cultists and the necessary horrors'' because I Will Not shy away from that actually#cults are fucking scary man. things get dark#But at the same time I totally understand not wanting to implement that too far into the silly cute lamb game that#doesn't take itself that serious. I Totally Get not wanting to delve into all that. but also. I think more people should delve into that#this is a cult game about cults. multiple. all of different severities. there is so much to be done with that#ok i'll shut up. This was just one of those weird interests of mine when I was younger that now I just have way too much info on#ask#sozo
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I was gonna post the gifs of all the weapons but,, the gifs are kinda ugly,, jdbvjhfdjhs
#devin speaks#realistically theres no way i would be able to make them all the same speed and length because i was doing turnarounds manually in game#i know that#and yet… it bothers me so much that the gifs arent the same length and going at the same speed hfnvjdnsk#i would like to show off my accomplishment since it was so hard and took me so long#but… its not pretty enough………….. fjnvjhdsn#plus i thiiink image limit in a post is 10 so id have to do a two parter AND the post themselves will be uneven since theres 11 gifs total#so id have to do 5 in one post and 6 in the other#everything is just refusing to line up for me why couldnt there just be 10 weapons dncdjnds#or if the octoshot was possible id have 12 at least so i could do 6 in both parts#but again. back to the matter at hand….. ugly gifs jdncjjddskc#should i just post them anyway…. hmm……….#they are ugly and the posts will be uneven but i am proud so i must decide if my pride outweighs those things or not
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The cishet white christians that make up conspiracy theories about why queer, BIPOC, Muslims, and Jewish people (among others) are "overrepresented" in certain professions/fields based on their relative population always come to the conclusion that it's because those people secretly possess or steal power that truly belongs to them instead. They never entertain the idea of Black excellence, queer excellence, Jewish excellence, or the profoundly obvious fact that cishet white christianity encourages people to never achieve, to never make something for the betterment of their world. They fail to recognize that the comfort that comes with the privileges of whiteness, especially, have caused them to find themselves superior without attempting anything beyond creating more mediocre, white progeny
#I speak as a prior cishet white christian and I'm still one of those things for the record#I have seen the lengths these ppl will go to to waste their entire fucking lives on being boring and miserable.#this is a more elegant form of me saying 'have you considered maybe Jewish ppl are just funnier than you and that's why there's more of#them on SNL than you'd expect based on demographic data'
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It's difficult dealing with so many people who think we aren't meant to be with eachother. I don't get why someone else's relationship can mean so much to bystanders. Can't you find something else to do?
#mine#yandere#yancore#irl yandere#yanderecore#yandere vent#yanposting#i just. self confidence can only get you so far. surrounded by people who are saying awful things wears me down so much#i hate them so much and i wish they never existed. its making me stronger supposedly but the only thing i feel like its actually doing is#making me violent and miserable and angry and nauseous. please stop saying those things about him#i try to block it out but its literally everywhere. this is all i have. this is ALL I HAVE. BUT IT DOESNT MATTER HUH#and it feels like theyre all against me. and the only thing i can do is cry and hate them more and more#and the only thing i can do is love him the most. but only by myself. because no one can comprehend the lengths i would go#and no one takes it seriously and appreciates that its the only thing keeping me sane and the only reason why im here rn#but then again. they dont matter do they?#i just need to permanently kill that part of me that cares what they think. because nothing else and no one else matters!! ok??
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#so that dotd rewrite is out and i have some thoughts on it but i wouldn't know where to put them.. maybe in here bc i don't actually feel -#- like making a whole ass text post. this is coming from me as criticism and not hate.. just some crit from one fan to another if you get m#SPOILERS AHEAD >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#first off props to the team because this was obv a labor of love - 4 and a half years to make a feature long fan movie is hard work#and the animated stuff was a really nice touch and very commendable - you don't see them too often in big fanworks#in terms of the story well.. there are some things i like and some things that i don't (personally) again no hate#i'm aware this is a rewrite and boy howdy it IS a rewrite - though i am a bit sad that percy doesn't end up being the protagonist and it's#- thomas that has to play hero again.. like i kinda get it but what made the original dotd stand out was that percy was given the spotlight#so i spent an ungodly amount of time wondering when percy was gonna take charge or step into the main story to resolve the problem.. sigh#i liked that they tried to give norman more of a character bc a lot of characters do often get neglected in the series but it was kind of -#- hard to sell that for me? the twist in this rewrite was very creative and i do appreciate it but i guess it just ain't for me#“different” is ok and this is just one of many fan rewrites for this particular story#if there was something i enjoyed.. i guess the beginning was still kind of exciting because the set up was honestly like hype a bit#i liked that diesel and d10 actually got to interact face to face and there are clearer dynamics established for the diesels#and also. silverband's performances as d10 will always be fun he does a fantastic job voicing him (how d10 stole xmas will still be my fav)#my criticisms for this movie also derive from the pacing and the voice acting - i found it hard to try and understand tones sometimes -#- because the delivery felt so off.. like don't get me wrong not everyone in the fandom is a voice actor but if we're using static faces -#- for these fan works the delivery has to be a little more clear or else it'll sound like you're reading from a script.. sorry yall :"|#for the pacing i found it a bit hard to parse when some things were going on and how fast things were progressing#as well as the crashes.. that's also another thing bc i couldn't tell bc of the sfx and audio balancing - it could be better..#i wanna say. muffled voices do not substitute for a “far away”/off-screen voice bc i still can't hear it :“|#there were a lot of throwbacks and references to older thomas media/movies but some of them felt a little.. much?#if this is a dotd rewrite why are we getting some parallels with tatmr.. but i digress. at least they made diesel beef with duck a bit#there's a lot more i could say but i'm keeping those to myself. at the end of the day this fan movie was hard work for everyone involved#and you can tell some of the folks were having fun in there - props to them! i'm always glad to see more fan works in the community#we've come so far we're making feature length fan stories and rewrites that's crazy! i hope to see more in the future#fauxtrainpost.txt
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Shirt mockup was successful. Did a truly obscene amount of bringing in seams to get here
"But Jules, wouldn't it be easier to just widen the sleeves and neck of a raglan t-shirt instead of taking in a whole peasant shirt?"
I have never done anything the easy way and I have no plans to start now
#the thought process was i have the neckline and sleeve length/width#and i don't want to go through several passes of mockups cause i'm using a woven fabric and my tee pattern is for knits#and y'know what it worked wonderfully#i won't even need to add a zipper#those center seams will be gone eventually#......maybe this is why i stopped posting wips here i immediately forgot how to shut up about what i'm doing#sophie wip
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im rereading asunder and keep having to remind myself that all these characters have french accents fml
#well. most not all. but yknow#personal#da#im only skimming tbf im working on something that has me going through Everything#hopefully i can get through it all in one go. hopefully before the stream in less than 5 hrs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im not that excited for it actually. im keen for the dav announcement and that's it. it had better be near the start#anyway. i rewatched redemption yesterday and idk why i had in my mind that it sucked#like it's not *good* but it wasnt as bad as id made it out to be since first watching it. it's just kinda *ok*#but it was a relief after spending the last week reading through talktables. god almighty im glad im done with that#i think when i get up to dai im gonna go through it in frosty#it's gonna take probably 2-3x as long as if i read the talktable. maybe even longer. but i wont lose my mind quite so much#weirdly the dao and dai talktables are about the same length (all dlc included for both) which always really surprises me#but i didnt read the full dao talktable. only for the dlc (and awakening was a CHORE). i read everything in the toolset#and i was able to do most of da2 using those spreadsheets i made of plots and conversations a few months ago. i knew those'd come in handy#the only time ive ever been glad da2 doesnt have item descriptions#ANYWAY. back to asunder. the start is interesting but rhys goes through like. anti-character development and i hate him by the end#obv that's still character development. i just really prefer when a character becomes better or at least doesnt become frustrating to read
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it is october of 2023 and i am watching gravity falls for the first time. living my best life tbh
#this is entirely caused by the fact that i wanted spooky octobery content#and it's too warm for me to start my ogtw rewatch#and i am vv extremely tired and as much as i would love to watch. yknow. all twenty of the shows i need to watch including good omens s2#and ofmd s2#and mentopolis#a 22 minute episode length is beating all those outta the park#it's so good#i can completely see why everyone loves it but also#it aired at *just* the right time for me to miss it completely?#like i was just too old for it and my brothers were just too young#and i wasn't yet old enough to go 'hmm i should watch this kids animated show that i will love' i was busy watching bbc sherlock ok#anyway#i would've related way too hard to dipper if i'd watched this at like 10 or 11#send me your thoughts and prayers tomorrow i gotta run an oxbridge test prep session#and yes i am watching gravity falls half awake instead of preparing for that#bc i love myself too much to do oxbridge physics questions at 8pm and i have no regrets#i ramble in the tags
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