#why do i make blog intros every time i'm in a mood like this

[desastreus]

hi, most of you know me as dez

don't expect me to be the same every day. if that's what you want go find yourself a robot >:3

uhhh pronouns??? just check my bio and if that doesn't say anything....

well then you're very unlucky and you'll have to use my name in every sentence

i could say i'm a writer but i feel like that puts pressure on me so i'm not

same thing with all the other things i do

this blog is out of my control /joke

follow at your own risk

[achievement unlocked: make a blog intro that makes people avoid you]

enjoy

[firefeelsfine]

HELLO pretty people!!!🌸 <3

The intro post is finally here...🫴🏻✨

ABOUT ME :- she/her | 8teen | Pisces | ENFJ -A | Girl's girl | certified panick mechine | super random | desi | hopeless romantic.🌼

Wanna know more about me, here you go:-

🌸 yepp, so my name is KEHKESHA which means Galaxy & The name originates from Persian language.

( I am truly in love with my name, so please try not to mess it up while interacting. )

🌸I am a die heart fan of SRK and RK.

( it's okay if you don't like them or the way they act...I respect your views nevertheless.)

🌸what do I mostly post?

Random shit, that's right. Relatable kinda shit , random funny looking pictures , memes and rants. In short everything that would show a sense of carelessness towards life and people. Because let's be honest , we all are struggling with stuff one way or another. So ig it's better to deal with that shit by making it somewhat random.

But but but, at times I may tap into my devdas zone, and post or reblog something kinda sad. ( Not negative or something devestating, just simply sad) Something that may or may not touch that hidden empty void in your heart.

🌸 there is nothing in this world that will ever come close to how much i love tulips 🌷🌷🌷

🌸I am not religious but very spritual.

🌸I respect every religion with all my heart. I am obsessed with Indian myths and history. I would really appreciate hearing anyone speaking of there culture, the traditions they follow, the facts and the myths, all of it together and everything in between as well. Feel free to reach out to me for the same.

🌸my favourite colour changes with my mood, today it's rose gold.

🌸I am seriously very chaotic. If my chaos makes sense to you, we're meant to vibe together.

🌸my favourite vibe:- midnight thoughts with Lo-fi Beats.

🌸 I have bunch of interest, here goes the list:-

• imtiyaz ali movies ( my go to )

• F.R.I.E.N.D.S ( nothing compares to that common! )

• music:- jagjit singh, Mukesh, kishore kumar songs are a bliss to me. Shreya Ghoshal, Mohit Chauhan, Arjit Singh top my playlist every now and then. The weekend, JVKE , arctic monkeys, Chris brown make my playlist near to perfect.

But but but...LANA DEL RAY & ISABEL LAROSA make me tap into my siren self way too quick.

• I am diagnosed with moderate anxiety and an undiagnosed mild ADHD awaits me.

•THE SCARLET WITCH from the MCU is my comfort character. ( It's weird ik)

• I like every existing shade of maroon.

🌸 relationship status :- in love- hate relationship with my life.

🌸I am in love with the idea of being in love.💌

🌸I get lost in my books every now & then ( I won't be posting anything about what I read , in this blog, because I cannot tolerate listening to anyone having an opinion on why they don't like a character that I may be obsessed with at that very point of time. I will get defensive and that won't end good . I know me)

🌸 recommendation for kdramas, songs , movies and tv shows of any kind are appreciated.

( need an recommendation from my end ? Do try watching • It's Okay to Not Be Okay • 2020 ‧• Romance • kdrama )

• I really cherish this drama because I feel it is very me coded. Don't forget to tell me your views on it if you do watch it.

🌷🌷🌷 I am obsessed with my govind, my protector, my bestie and my supreme support 🌷🌷🌷

NAGAR NANDJI NA LAAL...💌💌💌

Also, my two alltime favourite songs ( hindi)

My alltime favourites ( english)

If you're a creep who just wants to disturb people's mental peace first of all get a life, And second of all try not to try your dirty tricks on me. I am not a girl who will ignore or block you. I very well know some people , who would not only trace you but will make sure to get your life as miserable as possible. MARK MY WORDS !!!

PS :- My brother's bachelor's degree in criminal justice works like magic at times.

🌸 other than this , I am a really friendly person, so feel free to reach out to me.

Tons of love to my stunning mutuals <3 🫴🏻✨I adore you guys so damn muchhhhhh 💌

[partickleaccelerator]

Intro Post!!!

General Info about me:

Hello everybody! My name is Daniel, and I'm giving this whole tumblr thing another try. I was on this platform for a while under the username "ticklers-to-the-top", and then I had a brief stint under "ficticklish". I tend to write original text posts with a dash of other content thrown in there, including some audio or video content just for fun. I'm 24 years old, but I act like an old ass man, so be prepared for back pain and early bed times. I am a high school theatre teacher, so a majority of my time is spent at school either teaching classes or directing my shows!

Tickle Related Info:

I'm bisexual, and a switch, so pretty much best of both worlds in any scenario. Although, I do tend to lean more towards one side or the other depending on my mood and I kinda have a soft spot for being tickled by guys but that's not important so moving on.

I tend to be more gentle in my approach to tickling! I follow more with the idea of gentle and loving tickles that make you want to melt away than I do with the "suspend you in a sensory deprivation chamber and tickle you until you can't think" crowd. Not that there is anything wrong with that being your preference, mind you, I just don't think that way. I'm also not a big fan of tools when it comes to tickling. Why use a 30 dollar tool that can replicate the same effect that my fingertips might have?

Blog Related Info:

I will be posting mostly my own text posts and content on this blog, with the occasional reblog of content that I like! This blog will be mainly focuses on tickling related content, as well as feet and tummy related stuff cause they're cute! THIS BLOG IS NSFW which means that MINORS SHOULD NOT INTERACT WITH MY POSTS IN ANY CAPACITY.

Also, please remember that I am a married man. Don’t try to come into my dm’s looking for only tickle related talk, or horny shit. I’m not looking for anything like that, I just like making friends and the occasional tickle related conversation, and I’m not looking for anything more than that. My wife will hold my value than every single person on this website combined for the rest of my life, so don’t take it personally.

My content is something that takes time, thought, and effort, and I appreciate all your support on them, but please don't reblog them with some whack ass stuff under it!!! I really do like that you enjoy my posts, but I have a huge problem with people roleplaying under my posts, saying weird things, or using them as a direct callout to a specific lee/ler. At that point, I become an unconsensual member in your play, which is not a good time for me. Other than that, please reblog as I need all the traction I can get :)

Hobbies:

Theatre (Directing, Acting, and Tech)

Music (I play guitar and piano, and I listen to all kinds)

Gaming (Play all kinds of stuff, so feel free to ask about it)

Writing (Although I'm not all that good)

Podcasts (Dungeons and Daddies and Welcome to Nightvale)

Kinks:

Tickling!

Feet

Tummies

Bondage

Occasional pet play

(likes to be called puppy sometimes by close friends)

Praise!

Thank you guys for getting this far!!!

[msmental-madness]

Intro.

Hello world,

My name is Penelope. I'm a 32 years old woman who has been having a really hard time lately managing my mental illnesses, on top of being "newly" diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis in October 2021.

I am someone who has always been a little too much of an open book and overshare. I am completely open about my mental illnesses and have no shame in telling it like it is because people should know what it's like to live feeling as I do on a daily basis. It's hard to live a life feeling misunderstood. I feel like shit every day and just hope that one day my life will end because I'm too much of a coward to end it myself.

I grew up with parents who were older and grew up with the belief that mental illnesses aren't real or if you have one, you're deeply flawed. When I was 19 years old, I had to sneak around to be assessed with ADHD, but then formally tested again at a center in 2020 due to lack of records. Prior to this test, my Mom disclosed to me that I have an Auditory Processing Disorder, which was discovered when I was in PRESCHOOL. I was in speech therapy for many years. It blows my mind how my parents knew something was wrong from then on and did nothing to help me with school. All because "they didn't believe". It also was the early nineties so for all I know, maybe there was a lack of information about it at the time. It's still easier to blame my parents....so...I'll do that. ;)

I was always a strange child. I didn't wear jeans until high school because I didn't like how tight they felt. I always wore baggy clothes up until high school as well. I'm an incredibly picky eater. I don't eat fruits and vegetables because they make me gag or throw up. The only fruit I will eat are Macintosh Apples and they can't be fresh. I have to wait a couple months until they're mushy but not completely rotten. While on medical leave, I was assessed for Autism and it turns out I'm on the spectrum. I'm considered high functioning, which makes sense to me. I've had the same job for nine years; I was one month shy of seven years at my first job. I've managed to buy my own home in just my name. I have my own car in my name. I must be doing something right! I was also diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, which is mainly what my blog will be about.

In 2018, I was sent to an outpatient program to address my worsening depression and was diagnosed with PTSD. I had ended an abusive engagement a year before and I was having a lot of difficulty getting past that. I also endured a lot of mental and verbal abuse as a child growing up and that has followed me into my adult life between being the target in my family, constant bullying from a former boss, and former lover. I'm hoping I still have your attention but believe me, you'll appreciate knowing the backstory as to why I'm so fucked up.

Before the ADHD and Autism diagnoses, I struggled with depression and major anxiety for pretty much my entire life. I just always knew there was more to how I was feeling based on my thoughts and behavior. I never thought it was normal how explosive I'd become while hearing people chew food or how I'd go from 0-60 with my mood swings. I take pride in being weird and quirky but a lot of people are impatient with what is actually my form of OCD. No one understands me at all.

I would love to blame the lesions on my brain for my mental problems, but I know that's not it. The neurologist told me that I have so many lesions on my brain that I've probably had Multiple Sclerosis for at least a decade. I'm not even mad or sad about it honestly. I knew something was wrong for a long time and no one believed me.

When I finally had a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, it changed my life. I researched it and still do and everything resonates with me. Going forward, the rest of my blog will focus on this and flashbacks to my past. I will be brutally honest about what thoughts run through my head because I think it's important to be honest about how sensitive we are and what our thought process is. I hate being told I'm "dramatic". I could slap anyone who says that. They are lucky to not have to play what I call "Mood Roulette" on an hourly fucking basis.

I am hoping that if you've made it this far, you will continue to read. I know this intro wasn't super exciting but I will be more interesting going forward. Thank you for reading! Just remember, you're not alone, and you have an ally <3

[mobiused]

hi mobi mobiused thank you for all the loona blogging you do you’re a champion and a hero. i wanted to know what would your ideal loona album would look like in terms of songs and styling etc like if you got to be the creative and musical director on an album of theirs what would you love to see!

Thank you for the love and support it really means a lot to me. To be honest just because I know they would never do it and because Yves and I were talking about it the other night I would LOVE to see a j-idol style punk/grunge album from them. Now it really doesn't have to actually sound punk, (because 1. this doesn't work with twelve singers and 2. theyre kpop lets stick to that) it just appropriates the aesthetic from them. Ideally pulling from the j-rock scene way more than like present day cringe commercialised cleaned up bullshit you know what I mean. We can steal from the wardrobes of both Avril Lavigne and Tommy Heavenly6 though I'd be happy with that.

For the TT I'd like a shouty and fun song in major that makes you wanna sing along (Yeah sorry this is another 4th gen idol songs without a melody in the chorus LOL) like okay I'm seeing the vision it's a summer school's out anthem like mmm if I had to use examples I'd mix Billlie's Ring Ma Bell (which I thought had the right spirit but was unfortunately way underproduced) and OK please don't think I'm cringe but maybe like you know when Paramore's tone shifted and it became pop rock so yeah like Aint it Fun. So like that... Like a lot of rough guitar presence still but overall it's a good time cheerful mood you know. Maybe a little bit melodic in the chorus then I guess. And also it actually sounds good And thematically going back to the 'Schools Out' theme (And when I say school I mean way less school and way more summer holiday) we're gonna expand on what rebellion means to the girls in-lore. Like what exactly are our silent protests and what are they for. Why are the girls outsiders (aside from the obvious) and where are they taking it. Like I say every time someone asks me I would like it if they picked up the threads that were dropped in the previous MV. Like literally any semblance of continuity would be massively appreciated. And I also think that instead of a loud fuck the haters ITZY-core style rebellion (sorry I actually love ITZY but they're camp and LOONA's pretentious, so), I think building on the theme of Why Not where it's more about aligning oneself with your own values and moving forward in life independent from societal views, as opposed to that meme which is like >lives life in opposition to something >inadvertently makes entire life about said thing (you guys know what I mean. probably) would be a really good way to further it. And it doesnt have to be that lore-y its just like yeah this is a thing that fits with LOONA's brand.

And as for B-sides well they still need to do a real UK House song because flop that does not fucking count. Actually we need a Day & Night sequel forget UK house lets get UK GARAGE. Because it's fucking good and we need another. I think we can bring back a featured instrumentalist not necessarily guitar but like literally anything because getting Jungmo from TRAX on Love & Live went hard as hell even if the song itself was erm. Anyway. I also want it to be danceable because I fucking miss a classic LOONA intro (*says classic but they only did it for two TTs lol*). And I'm bored of explaining so here's the imaginary setlist 1. Intro ft. famous Korean musician 2. Kpop rock title track 3. R&B summer sunset cruising anthem 4. I actually kinda ended up liking the interpolation of Gloria Gaynor in After Like so maybe a vaguely disco inspired track because this is my imagination and I can do what I want 5. UK Garage track. Promoted Bside that shows off their vocals. Yeojin gets a part which shows off her vocals as a treat. Hyeju can have a rap with way too much english that fails to scan because I think it's cute. 6. Acid house track with trance influences and this one can be the fun one at concerts where they just kind of aimlessly hop around and pick up slogans from fans as if they're really gonna keep them

Noticeably NO FUCKING BALLADS.

...Or they could just rip off Rolling Quartz the only group that is doing k-rock right atm teehee

[notmanagingmymischief]

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Hello. I am here, and I am ready to simp. So welcome to the first installment of "Examinations with Bex," a new series on my blog where I, Bex, rewatch shows that I've watched a thousand times already in order to finally be able to get out all my thoughts onto paper so they no longer have to sit in my mind doing nothing.

Don't expect a lot. I have ADHD, these thoughts are going to be extremely random and probably not concise in the least. Also, s̵̲̓̈́̂i̶̱̜͙̇̉ͅm̸̮̙̦̗͆̾p̷̞̓.

This series is sponsored by a lovely anon and @cordeliaswhore, so go over and thank them for the encouragement (and permission) to post these.

And with that......let's begin.

Starting off strong with the intro scenes; real footage from various riots and examples of police violence/misconduct. I love that they put these here, but at the same time it doesn't quite make sense? This case wasn't about police violence, but the awareness that it gives is nice I suppose. It does upset me, of course, seeing all of this, but it's necessary if we're going to understand how terrible that was.

You didn't oversleep you committed double homicide.

Gods I love shibas so much 🥺

The fact that he did it with the kids still in the house??? Bold.

Oh dear god that's so fucking gruesome

Oh yeah. Family dispute. Do you mean when Nicole pleaded with you to help her and then you didn't, you stupid fucking son of a bitch?

Is jumping over the gates trespassing if you're a detective???

"She's been killed?" "Yes." "iS sHe DeAd???" No dumbass she's on a vacation to the Bahamas OF COURSE SHE'S DEAD

I....did you....think it wasn't...a crime scene????????

mARCIAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

okay this is where it loses it's seriousness and I just become a simp so be ready for that 🤪✌

"you guys are gonna starve" hehehehehe i giggle

ohhhh the little voice crack when she says "yeah" makes me 🥵

lmao Marcia not having any idea who OJ is is such a mood i love it

god I love her yelling ughhhh 😫

i feel so bad for those kids, they didn't deserve to lose their mom :/

every time i see that first scene with marcia walking in with her assistant, i consider writing a story about r being her assistant but i hold myself back because i already have 15 wips started

reporter shaving in the street is a mood lmfao

no one cares robert fuck off

i'm half tempted to blame all of this on that damn reporter that filmed him getting handcuffed

the inconsistency in these explanations genuinely piss me off sm, like that should have been such a fucking red flag, are you stupid?!

literally marcia has a right to be upset because he just keeps changing his story that's so sketchy

damn jUiCe calm tf down your anger issues are showing

STOP YELLING

STOP IT

cancel bob shapiro 19K94

John Travolta terrifies me I don't like that sharp jawline in the least

the way marcia and bill just don't say a word and walk separate ways because they know they aren't really gonna work together yet lmaooo

two bobs in the same case; ew.

god i feel so bad for herrrr having to go through another divorce and just as she's starting such a big case? ugh

"well I didn't know OJ Simpson was going to murder his wife on Sunday!" YES GO OFF QUEEN

wow coworker bonding time over a murder timeline and a cigarette 🥺

i fucking hate the media and this is why

literally crowding around a funeral????? how disrespectful can you be???

lmfao i still CANNOT get over the fact that the same gal who played Vivien Harmon also plays Fey Resnick gsdjhkfll

yeah why didn't you do something, huh? maybe you coulda stopped this, but you didn't.

the way he looks to the cameras, he wants his photo to be taken. he knows he did it, and he just loves all this attention

nicole was so beautiful......god this makes me sick

get your filthy lips off of her you fucking cunt

okay marcia's back she'll make it better

oh she called herself mommy ohhhhh

bob shapiro suuucckkssssss D:<

stop being dramatic you fucking bitch

fuck off

pffff that psychiatrist sounds like one of my friends lmfaooo

oh yeah marcia is gonna blow a gasket hehehe

marciaaa i love her professional voice, like how firm she is, it's so niceeee

i'm very gay and very simpy

yeah guess what he shoulda offed himself then we wouldn't have had to deal with any of this bullshit

kardashian mind your own business

oh my gods

"who is this?!" and "this is district attorney Marcia Clark! Where are you?!" make me 😳🥵😫

oh her hands oh my gods

LMAO "don't kill yourself in Kimmy's bedroom" GDHJSK

GOD LOVES YOU BAHAHA NO HE DOESN'T

bob hears "he's suicidal" and just goes 🤨🤨 lol

mmmmm "I shall be released" playing as police cars drive up delicious

you could never look like a moron Marcia you're too gorgeous

i will say, his run for the border is iconic

but in the bad way.

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OKAY that was episode one. I hope you enjoyed my ADHD brain going off on this show and simping over Clark, but I will be back (probably tomorrow) to examine the next episode 😌