#a little about me

[didi-on-the-side]

OK so weird little fact about me...I get such an erection for moss. like ✨💚🥵💚✨

and stone walls with little plants and moss and help I'm dying.

[snarkythewoecrow]

I’m not even sure why it feels relevant or important to say this, as I don’t really know if it even matters to anyone outside of maybe my own need just to put it out there, but I'm gonna tell you a little bit about me

So, I’m in my forties now and so that means when I was a kid growing up in the 80s and 90s, I didn’t have things that my own kids do now, not in the same way, meaning that there wasn’t the exposure and access to resources and information and representation for all things queer (no connection to the world at our fingertips)

Now, I got along okay, quietly exploring and experimenting with other girls a bit as a teen in my tiny town in the middle of nowhere, but being bisexual isn’t really the thing on my mind rn, more just a footnote

See, I had a strained relationship with my gender from so early on, yet I didn’t have any of the words to express this at the time, and it wasn’t until after trying my damnedest to be a woman, doing the shit that women were supposed to do, and then still having this sort of disconnect that I began to wonder what it was that didn’t fit within the puzzle—it became clear that the pieces I had might not all be from the same picture, after all, and it started me thinking

Spoiler alert, I’m still thinking, and it’s been years since that revelation, but that’s okay with me

Anyway, long story short, I was kid from a time without access to information and resources about gender and sexuality and all things queer or different--things that some want to silence and remove access to--and you know what? not being exposed to people from different walks of life, not having access to information and resources about what being trans is and could be, not having those discussions, and not having the words to describe and understand my own experiences as I had them, well, let's just say that not having all those things didn’t change my reality or help me in the least

Though, most importantly, it didn’t make me less trans, it just made me a depressed and confused little kid, instead, one that, looking back, needed a fucking hug and something or someone to turn to for information or validation

See, there was a moment that stands out now, when I was pretty young, maybe around ten or so, the discussion of breast cancer had become a big thing at the time, lots of media attention highlighting the subject, and there was this daring commercial they'd started airing

It had these women standing in a row, all topless and proud without breasts, a testament to survival, and you know, the only thing I can remember thinking at the time was, “oh, maybe that could happen to me,” except, it wasn’t said in fear, but rather hope along with a dash of confusion and guilt, cuz until that moment, I’d never thought something like removing your breasts possible

So, yeah, guess I’m saying that erasing the resources and sources of care and support, knowledge and representation--just cuz it makes you uncomfy--won’t stop those things and people you dislike from existing

Because we were always here, there aren’t suddenly more trans kids, pretty sure there are about the same amount as always, just back then, when I was growing up, we didn’t have the words to describe ourselves or a place to look for help, but that doesn't mean we weren't there

[firefeelsfine]

HELLO pretty people!!!🌸 <3

The intro post is finally here...🫴🏻✨

ABOUT ME :- she/her | 8teen | Pisces | ENFJ -A | Girl's girl | certified panick mechine | super random | desi | hopeless romantic.🌼

Wanna know more about me, here you go:-

🌸 yepp, so my name is KEHKESHA which means Galaxy & The name originates from Persian language.

( I am truly in love with my name, so please try not to mess it up while interacting. )

🌸I am a die heart fan of SRK and RK.

( it's okay if you don't like them or the way they act...I respect your views nevertheless.)

🌸what do I mostly post?

Random shit, that's right. Relatable kinda shit , random funny looking pictures , memes and rants. In short everything that would show a sense of carelessness towards life and people. Because let's be honest , we all are struggling with stuff one way or another. So ig it's better to deal with that shit by making it somewhat random.

But but but, at times I may tap into my devdas zone, and post or reblog something kinda sad. ( Not negative or something devestating, just simply sad) Something that may or may not touch that hidden empty void in your heart.

🌸 there is nothing in this world that will ever come close to how much i love tulips 🌷🌷🌷

🌸I am not religious but very spritual.

🌸I respect every religion with all my heart. I am obsessed with Indian myths and history. I would really appreciate hearing anyone speaking of there culture, the traditions they follow, the facts and the myths, all of it together and everything in between as well. Feel free to reach out to me for the same.

🌸my favourite colour changes with my mood, today it's rose gold.

🌸I am seriously very chaotic. If my chaos makes sense to you, we're meant to vibe together.

🌸my favourite vibe:- midnight thoughts with Lo-fi Beats.

🌸 I have bunch of interest, here goes the list:-

• imtiyaz ali movies ( my go to )

• F.R.I.E.N.D.S ( nothing compares to that common! )

• music:- jagjit singh, Mukesh, kishore kumar songs are a bliss to me. Shreya Ghoshal, Mohit Chauhan, Arjit Singh top my playlist every now and then. The weekend, JVKE , arctic monkeys, Chris brown make my playlist near to perfect.

But but but...LANA DEL RAY & ISABEL LAROSA make me tap into my siren self way too quick.

• I am diagnosed with moderate anxiety and an undiagnosed mild ADHD awaits me.

•THE SCARLET WITCH from the MCU is my comfort character. ( It's weird ik)

• I like every existing shade of maroon.

🌸 relationship status :- in love- hate relationship with my life.

🌸I am in love with the idea of being in love.💌

🌸I get lost in my books every now & then ( I won't be posting anything about what I read , in this blog, because I cannot tolerate listening to anyone having an opinion on why they don't like a character that I may be obsessed with at that very point of time. I will get defensive and that won't end good . I know me)

🌸 recommendation for kdramas, songs , movies and tv shows of any kind are appreciated.

( need an recommendation from my end ? Do try watching • It's Okay to Not Be Okay • 2020 ‧• Romance • kdrama )

• I really cherish this drama because I feel it is very me coded. Don't forget to tell me your views on it if you do watch it.

🌷🌷🌷 I am obsessed with my govind, my protector, my bestie and my supreme support 🌷🌷🌷

NAGAR NANDJI NA LAAL...💌💌💌

Also, my two alltime favourite songs ( hindi)

My alltime favourites ( english)

If you're a creep who just wants to disturb people's mental peace first of all get a life, And second of all try not to try your dirty tricks on me. I am not a girl who will ignore or block you. I very well know some people , who would not only trace you but will make sure to get your life as miserable as possible. MARK MY WORDS !!!

PS :- My brother's bachelor's degree in criminal justice works like magic at times.

🌸 other than this , I am a really friendly person, so feel free to reach out to me.

Tons of love to my stunning mutuals <3 🫴🏻✨I adore you guys so damn muchhhhhh 💌

[hamiltonells]

˚✩ ⋆｡˚ ✩ welcome to my blog! Please feel free to contact me anytime with any requests or asks you may have, even if you only want to ask a little question ˚✩ ⋆｡˚ ✩

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ As far as writing goes, I'm open to pretty much anything, so just inbox me! 

masterlist #ficrecs🌭

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I don't know what makes me think Masters of the Air will be like Band of Brothers. Most of the Easy Company boys in the show were alive at the end. But everyone is already dead or missing even before we get to know them in MotA and we are not at the end yet. This episode really hit hard me.

[ghostoftheyear]

aww @weenie-kun tagged me so here's a thing

favorite color: I've never really had one but I lean more towards purple these days because of Tokiya

last song listened to: we'll have to go with AI Catch since that came up on my alarm

reading: still on my big re-read of the October Daye books, I just started When Sorrows Come by Seanan McGuire (getting up to the more recent ones so I've slowed down)

craving: nothing ATM since I had a big lunch, but it's been cooler and I keep thinking about soup. maybe baked potato or chicken noodle with extra noods

coffee or tea: not really a big drinker of either, I tend to only want coffee once in a great while (with lots of cream and sugar), but occasionally I do like this honey vanilla chamomile tea

tagging: @cyberpunkboytoy, @lindira, @theskee, @zombiearmor, anyone else who wants to play along

[stayclassydollface13]

Tagged by @foxgirlontherun 🤘🏾 for the tag game to get to know 9 Tumblr-otties better. Let’s go!

Last Song: JUST A GIRL by No Doubt

Favourite colour: Purple and Green Jewel Tones (couldn’t pick just one lol)

Last movie/TV show: Who Framed Roger Rabbit?

Sweet/spicy/savoury: spicy

Relationship status: vibing and focusing on my career.

Last thing that I googled: what “Gabagool” is

Current obsession: painting on wooden panels that come in cool shapes and experimenting with shading and colors. As someone who draws more often, it has been really fun working on another medium and expanding as an artist.

Last book: I’m listening to Dave Grohl’s AMAZING book “The Storyteller,” if you love Grohl or just want to read/ listen to a wholesome, funny, and deeply inspiring book, PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT!

Looking forward to: The beginning of summer and the Halloween conventions that will spring up 🎃

I shall tag: @pure-sea-salt @whatsliferightnow @haphazardree @creativitybeware @hyfaesyren @alovetheory (feel free to ignore if you don’t want to do this!)

[timidewe]

 [intro <3]

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[uzumakigangbang]

You can call me Xander, 29m

Kinda new to being social on tumblr, I reblog nerd stuff, nsfw, and a LOT of the loml's content. Check her out, she's hella hot @succubusjuice

Feel free to message me!

No minors though <_<

[justaticklishdeer]

Hii!! What are your fandoms? Is it just, hh? Also, ur acc is so cool, like no joke :3

hihi! My main fandom is hazbin hotel. Honestly, the only other thing I've been into lately is Little Nightmares and ACNH. And omg ty for the compliment! am happy kfkfkgk

[actuallycassidyiambusy]

I fear i may be as jealous as Buggy, but i dont have homicidal tendencies so i just have to deal with it (i’m single so idk why i’m like this)

I get it. I really do. Jealousy and possessiveness is a real fuckin bitch to deal with. Especially when you can't control it.

A little not so fun fact about me is I have an intense case of BPD. Now what I'm about to let you in on I in no way condone of real people and I'm not particularly proud of it. Anyone who has it can testify that it's hell.

I was a violent teen. My BPD made me overly impulsive and insanely possessive. Not just in romantic relationships, but friendships too. I developed fight response due to severe trauma. My dad never got me help because he ignored what happened to me and he liked having a "tough" kid. People around me would glorify it. "oh it's so cool you can beat the shit out of whoever you want" like no it's not fuckin cool. I can't fuckin control it and I feel like a goddamn puppet to my own disorders.

It doesn't help that I have other diagnosis' that I won't address in this post.

So, to the point. I was in the end my junior year of HS when my girlfriend at the time brought me to a bonfire her friends were having to celebrate going into our senior year. Now, this guy that I already didn't fuckin like was there and he had a major crush on my gf. He'd harass her and just tail her like some lost fuckin puppy.

I based Buggy's ex, Mia, in the fic off of this girl I dated bc she loved the attention and she loved when I'd snap. She made it worse by touching this guy and laughing at his shit jokes. I don't remember too much of what happened. Just what people tell me. I had grabbed a bat and took it to the back of this dude's head. Nobody was able to pull me off of him. Personally, I don't think anyone really tried. Apparently, I had dragged him over to the fire and had his hair in my fist. I put his face near the flames. I'm sure I said something to him, but I really can't remember. My blackouts were really bad. That boy avoided me the rest of the time we were in school. I eventually caught in to what my gf was doing and broke it off shortly before senior year ended.

I had an idea of the disorders I was dealing with before I was diagnosed, but because I was denied help, I got worse and worse. The town that I lived in at the time was small, racist and extremely homophobic. We had some shitty house next to this gravel alley. My brother is a few years younger than me and he had come out as gay. Three different boys who used to be his friends were picking on him in that back alley and I was in the back yard at the time. I'll describe what happened in my brother's words.

"you jumped the fence and immediately attacked them. You dragged them into the dirt and just went off on them. One ran off but the other two you beat until they started bleeding. You slammed one of their faces down and literally ground them into the rocks. Dad had to pull you off of them. You had blood on your face and hands."

My knuckles were busted and raw from hitting those guys. Next thing I know, I'm getting questioned by cops. I won't go into all the legal shit that went down, but I'm sure you can imagine. I've seen the inside of a cell. I know what it's like to be caged because of something I had no control over. The charges were dropped though. I embarrassed those boys and their parents even though they should have been embarrassed by their own kid's behavior.

I don't excuse my behavior. In fact, I hated the blackouts I went through because I hurt people. My jealousy and my desire to protect my friends and family spilled over into physical violence. If I hadn't gotten away from that town and my dad, I would have killed someone eventually. I know this and that's why I got help the moment I was old enough to get approved for Medicaid.

I've been on medication for my disorders for almost four years now. I still have violent thoughts and my emotions are written all over my face, but I can control it better. My impulse control has improved drastically. I've improved my relationships and even found a partner who keeps me tame. I own what I am and I know it will never fully go away. I've still gotten into altercations and I'll get in a fuckers face if they get too cocky, but I no longer fear that I'll kill someone.

What I'm saying is, it doesn't hurt to get yourself looked at. If your jealousy and possessiveness is ruining your life and keeping you from maintaining relationships, you should try to look into it. If it is something deeper but you don't like the idea of medicine, there are tons of natural ways to deal with it. Some that even I use from time to time. For me, it was way too late. Even though I hate the idea of being medicated, I know it's not just about me, but the people around me as well. I'm keeping myself and them safe.

You can be jealous of your friend's friendships with other people. You can be jealous of a significant other's friendship with other people and it really sucks. Especially when you feel like there's nothing you can do about it. Just know that no matter how bad it gets, you can talk to me. I will not judge you for a damn thing because I guarantee I have done worse while I was untreated. I'm a safe person to come to and whatever you tell me will stay with me. I'm sorry you feel so stuck and if there's anything I can do, just let me know.

I gave Buggy the same disorder in the fic because not only does it help me cope, it makes for great dark fiction. Some of the things he's done out of jealousy are thoughts that I've had myself that I've never acted on. I would never wish it on real people though. Never.

[nymphet-in-blue]

What’s a couple of top kinks?

Lately I have been edging, I enjoy that a lot and I like playing with clothes pins 🙈

[gummybugg]

Happy STS!

Today I’m asking for an anecdote related to your writing - sad, or silly, or sweet, whatever first comes to mind.

Happy STS! Thanks for the ask!

In or out of writing, my characters stay in my Head. I just carry them with me Wherever I go. My brain is a Backpack, and my OCs are Backpack charms :')

Every time I hit up the Supermarket and see frosted animal crackers I go, "Blair would Love these!"

Or I see guys on Skateboards and know that that would be Elijah if his situation were different. If he had a more "Normal" life. I wonder what Decals he'd put on his skateboard if he had one...

I hear songs, see fashion, or interact with strangers around me, and I am Reminded of my characters. It makes the World feel a bit more fun, familiar, and full of wonder.

One of my English teachers told me my writing sounds like I am filled with Wonder, but I'm not sure if that's because I am Skilled at last-minute essays or what!

Not sure Where I was Going with this ask, but yeah!

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How about You? I Love reading others' anecdotes :')

[love-hope-faith-feels-like-a-lie]

I was tagged by @like-a-rainbow forever ago and I’m only now getting around to doing this. Thank you for the tag and sorry 😅😅

Last song: Blonde - Maisie Peters

Favourite color: purple and blue

Last movie/TV show: movie: Into The Woods, tv: The Marvelous Mrs Maisel

Sweet, Spicy, or Savory: I’ve got such a big sweet tooth! I do love some savoury and spice too but sweet has to win

Relationship status: 😏😉

Last thing I searched: sticky focaccia dough

Current Obsession: House MD. I’m on a rewatch of season 6 and it has me glued to the screen.

Tagging: @tortelli-ni @liesmultixxx @regalmadness @pink-p1nk-pink @stillhugging @caughtinapokeball

And anyone else x

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I am back my fantastic lovely Tumblr Friends !!!

[j0kers-light]

Can you tell us a bit about yourself? I'm a Pisces girl too!

About me!

Hi anon— sorry for the late reply there’s not much to tell (I am so boring) but here we go! 🖤✨

I’m going twenty six years around the sun & my pronouns are she/her. Fun fact despite my genre of writing.. I identify as Asexual in real life. 🖤💜🩶🤍

When I’m not reading and writing, I’m cooking/baking with my headphones on. I’m rarely seen without them granted music is an essential component of my life. I have withdraws if I don’t hear tunes after a long period of time.

I had a dog for 14 years, lost him on my birthday (2023) and now I have so much time on my hands, ion know what to do. So I’m writing almost daily now after work. Writing is purely a hobby, I had an editor send me an offer contract; wayy too strict for my liking. If it wasn’t obvious, I’m an African American female, using myself as a model for Y/n ninety percent of the time!

I wanted to break the stigmatism with black!fem!readers with my story. We’re not always loud and aggressive. We can be soft and demure and we deserve love that isn’t toxic and/or abusive. Moving on before I start ranting lol.

Based on the recent flood of asks I requested, majority of you all are international, whereas I’m stuck in the states 🇺🇸 le sigh. Y’all are so lucky omg.. I love learning about different cultures and traditions and it’s a secret wish of mine to learn a new language.

Edit: I've taken up learning Greek! Γειά σου 👋🏾

I’m not into astrology but yeah I’m a Pisces who suffers from insomnia and a hyperactive brain. Funny how being called gifted as a child morphed into a learning deficit as I grew older.. but I embrace my special. Stay weird my friends.

Completely unrelated, I’m terrified of butterflies and I can’t smell. I taste things instead. My fav color is blue and I can’t stand anything pink.

Wow that was a lot of info dumping. Okay. Um. Someone please change the subject. I probably didn’t share enough but that’s that’s for the time being 🤫 oh and that’s my favorite emoji