#why didnt yall warn me/j

[gammija]

being a good or bad writer obviously has nothing to do with gender but there is a special kind of mediocre writing where you can just feel the 'basic white guy' wafting off of it

[idkwhatever580]

Agatha All Along Commentary

⚠️WARNING⚠️ AGATHA ALL ALONG 1x6 SPOILERS AHEAD

you’ve been warned

Im late again guys 😣 alright. Here goes nothing. I’m seriously considering taking my anxiety meds before these episodes because atp that might help.

Started watching at 3:00 pm

I stg I stg I stg I stg if this turns out bad I’m gonna throw up. And that says a lot considering I have emetophobia

Ooh fancy he’s Jewish

I’m not familiar with the Jewish religion but seems pretty cool.

Okay so we have established that this is Billy Kaplan which idk how y’all dug so deep to figure it out but I guess it was common knowledge and I do not have common knowledge so it adds up

Ooh now there’s a party funnn lol

I wish I had parents that were proud of me

Lmaooooo ��you’re both disgusting” is so fucking real

4:25

ARIANA WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???

She’s kinda hot guys. I have daddy issues but I’m a lesbian lmaoooo

5:14

WTFFFF I CANT DO THIS SHIT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT MEANS BUT SHES TOTALLY LYING TO HIM IN THIS

5:42

wtf does the tower reversed mean bitch

6:14

Hearing her say baby is so fucking hot I’m gonna nut everywhere

Oh lord guys I seriously have problems… but don’t say you weren’t thinking it too 😏

6:51

WTF IS THAT THING A PROTECTION SPELL OR WHAT?!?!

DID SHE PLACE THE SIGIL?!?!

Omg if she placed the sigil on him that would be insane

7:46

If y’all out there with the theories about Billy maximoff’s soul taking over Billy kaplan’s body im kms because that’s so valid

——id like to let y’all know that I know nothing about the marvel comics and I do not intend on learning or digging that deep kk? I also don’t know what Wiccan is but I guess it’s Billy maximoff? Not looking for someone to explain it tho lol——

IM SCARED J DONT WANNA SEE MY BABY

NO WANDA NO WANDA I DIDNT NEED TO HEAR HER VOICE

8:34

Holy shit.

8:39

Watching it disappear is so sad. Like I know she’s hurting and saving the rest of them

9:00

OH MY GOD THE PARENTS STAYED ALIVE I THOUGHT YALL SAID THEY ALL DIED OR LIKE TWO DEATHS

9:33

NO FUCKING WAY THIS SHIT IS ACTUALLY TRUE

Y’all playing too hard

9:52

No fucking way. I’m actually so done right now. I’m so fucking done I need to scream at someone and it needs to be the fucking producer

10:15

That must be so fucking scary to go to “sleep” as Billy Maximoff and wake up in someone else’s body. Like in Disney shows when they switch and shit they have a moment where they look in the mirror and scream but this is def more realistic

Also I thought someone said there were two deaths. I don’t see no dead people up in this bitch

10:55

wtf is this?? inside out?

11:06

Noooohohohoooooo I forgot that Billy M can mind read and shit

12:33

That dog knows

Why is it always the dog that knows?

13:44

Having to call her mom must have sucked balls

15:22

Damn he already trying to fit the part bro. Moving on too damn fast

Him and his mom with the lying bro ✋🙄

Stop I sound like Agatha 😭

16:02

SHE DID PLACE THE SIGIL ON HIM WTFFFF

16:26

Okay I see you little emo gay kid having more piercings than me and having kissed more people than me and I’m older than you 🙄

17:26

Damn that’s crazy. He actually is telling this dude his shit

18:40

Damn that’s so fucking crazy his smile is creeping me out bro

Also I totally knew little Billy M was meant to be a little gay baby

19:24

Damnit all of these hoes have connection with him. Of some kind

19:57

You found a guy on Reddit. And you’re meeting him? That sounds like you’re getting killed.

OMG WHO IS IT TELL ME WHO IT IS

ITS RALPH NO ITS RALPH POOR RANDALL SORRY RANDALL ITS JUST WE KNOW YOU AS RALPH

21:06

Damn he went kinda crazy from being with Agatha all that time huh? That means the only one that can handle her is rioooooo

21:42

Don’t take my wife’s name in vain hoe

lol I’m kidding

I also apparently have multiple wives

Lmaoooo please ask about Agatha harkness

24:06

YOU FUCKING MURDERED SPARKY I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS I DONT CARE IF SHE MADE YOU DO THAT SHIT I HATE YOU

24:19

Omg I can’t do this shit

Does this mean that Tommy is also in someone’s body?

25:27

I seriously do wanna know what kind of crazy that lady eats for breakfast. And I hope it’s me 😏

26:24

Yeaaaahhhh this song eats me up.

27:20

HOHOHOHHHHH THAT PICTURE IS THE IMAGE OF A FA- a gay woman. A gay witchy woman…. 👀

27:36

OH YEAH THEY BROUGHT MY GIRL DOLLY INTO IT

DOLLY PARTON FOR PRESIDENT 2024

Ahem… excuse my political views ✋😭

28:20

Omg omg omg he’s going on the road to find Tommy I’m gonna cryyyyy

29:43

Oh he’s so emo with his eyeliner and his black heart boyfriend and his belt chain and his witchy witchyness

…okay maybe im jealous

29:55

Ugh mommy. They’re both so hot. I know we only see Agatha in this part but I’ll nut to the thought of Aubrey Plaza

30:06

You’re seriously using a fucking house lamp you idiot ✋😭

30:29

You tell me to stop I’ll do it mommy

OH LAWD I HAVE ISSUES

I have to shit bro 😭

31:07

Hooligan is so fucking funny 😭

31:33

Guys I’m nutting everywhere from her sitting like that she’s soooo gayyyyyy

The producer really said “gay” and Kathryn Hahn said “yes”

32:16

I think if I was in that situation as teen, I’d say I want to. I want to poke that damn bear and see if she’ll throw me on the desk and- oh. Right right. Not the point ✋😭😏

I ALSO JUST REALIZED THAT SHE IS WEARING A SHIRT THAT IS RALPHS RANDALLS? Idk anymore bro

32:59

Wait… this is so fucking funny bro 😭😭😭

33:45

OMG SHES LIKE IN THE INTERROGATION TABLE AND ITS ACTUALLY HER HOUSE BRO

I NEVER MADE THAT CONNECTION 😭😭😭

34:21

HOT HOOOTTTTT SHES SO HOT RIPPING THAT TAPE IS SO HOT

34:28

THATS SO FUCKING FUNNY BRO

34:46

Hold on these side swipe things are going too fast I’m so lost. 😭 I hate having a horrible memory that makes me not be able to remember every single detail when we’re going back to something from a different pov

35:10

STFU SHE COULDNT HEAR EITHER TIME AND BOTH TIMES HE SAID SOMETHING DIFFERENT I WONDER WHAT HE SAID ON THE ROAD WITH THE OTHER WITCHES

35:19

YEEESSSSS IM SK GLAD WERE BACK TO THE ROAD

35:28

Yes! Pull yourself out of that mystery goop!!!

36:11

FUCK YOU BITCH FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU DONT BREAK THE SIGIL PIECE FUCK YOU

37:53

Wait. I am so gullible I like her being nice bro ✋😭

38:00

COVERED IN MYSTERIOUS ROAD GOOP OR NOT THAT POSE IS FUCKIGN HOT

38:09

I can’t tell if she’s crying because she’s happy the SIGIL is broken and she’s right or if she’s crying because she actually liked the kid

38:33

FUCK SHES BEING EVIL AGAIN I NEED A GOOD AGATHA AND I KNOW IM NOT GETTING THAT BUT A GIRL CAN DREAM

38:45

I’ll kill someone for you Agatha

39:05

Wait when she’s like don’t feel guilty about your talent I feel like she’s trying to be evil but it’s kind of endearing. Like. Shes so strong about it which means so many witches have felt guilty about their talents before and she doesn’t want that to hinder him. Even if she is evil that’s pretty sweet.

39:53

OH FUCK YOU BITCH KYS KYS HAHA THATS WHY YOU CANT USE YOUR POWERS BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO BE GOOD GOOD NOT DECENT GOOD

40:43

Stfu Agatha. Don’t mess with our bitch.

Robo papa? BAHAHAHAHAHAAA

she knowsssss

41:34

BAHAHAHHAAHAAAAA

42:02

“Got it” not her being serious for once ✋😭

42:25

DONT I KNOW IT BITCH YOU DIDNT HAVE TO TELL ME IM WATXHING YOU LITTLE MAXIMOFF BITCH

Post watching notes:

I seriously needed some Agathario shit and I didn’t get that and I’m mad. IM SO MAD THAT THE INTIMACY COORDINATOR WAS FOR TEO LITTLE BOYS I NEEDED MY MIDDLE AGE WOMEN TO MAKE TF OUT THEY ARE TEASING ME 😖😖😖

[ador3him]

hello ! i want to request a quackity x reader imagine. anyways , it starts with reader, quackity and quackity’s friends all playing a game together something like amongus. throughout the game reader is ignored and spoken over by everybody including quackity (not meaning to of course), reader starts to feel sad and feels like they are being annoying, chat notices, reader decides to end stream, lies and says they are going to sleep. After the game ends quackity goes on twt and sees the reader’s name trending, he decides to click through it and sees a “compilation video” of reader being ignored throughout the game and everybody talking about it. Quackity realizes his mistake and pays the reader a visit. You can add/change stuff if you’d like!

pairing: quackity x gn!reader

requested: yes by anon

warnings: none i think

word count: 687

a/n: sorry this took awhile!! idek why it did i j didnt feel that inspired to write it until now, its such a good request im j lazy lol!!

“Yooo! I literally told you Sapnap was imposter but no body fucking listens! No don’t listen to Tubbo!” Tubbo yells into his microphone. Sapnap is laughing as the ‘DEFEAT’ animation shows up on everyone’s screen apart from his.

“I died you guys didn’t avenge me. It was so obviously Sapnap what the fuck!” Karl groans through his head back faking frustration. Quackity and George are fighting with each other over who said Sapnap was the imposter (spoiler it was only Tubbo). Wilbur and Tommy are complaining that they got voted off for no reason and y/n is just sitting on stream their music playing in the background. No one talked to them through the whole round and the round before that and surprise the rounds before that. Of course, they could’ve talked to them first- oh wait they did! No one listened, just cut them off or plain ignored them and no they weren’t on mute.

They sigh knowing that if they continued to play, they would still be ignored. Ultimately, they decide to say their goodbyes to their stream while on mute before bracing themselves for the overwhelming ignorance that’s about to come to them.

“Hey guys I think I’m going to go now, I ended my stream it’s getting late where I am,” y/n tries to talk as loud as they can without it passing as yelling. A few protests slip through from Wilbur and Sapnap but other than that everyone said quiet and quick goodbyes. They click ‘Leave Call’ as all the pfp icons disappear from their screen they shut their PC down. Jumping into bed not bothering to change as they are in their sweatpants and a Quackity hoodie he sent to y/n as a birthday gift.

Their phone is on their side desk fully charged, they take it off charge and open Twitter. Notifications flood in, their name on trending and compilations of them from not only their stream but others as well of y/n being utterly ignored and talked over throughout the game. They throw their phone on the other side of the bed and turn over cuddling into a pillow drifting off to sleep.

Quackity is still streaming, he is in the middle of the game when his phone is blowing up from Twitter which the notifications are usually on silent apart from y/n’s. When they get tagged, replied to, or posts he gets a notification. He picks up his phone to look at the swarm of posts and clips of y/n being unnoticed in everyone’s streams. His heart sinks feeling so guilty, he was so caught up in his stream and fighting with George the whole stream that he didn’t even get to talk to y/n nor notice what was happening instead accidently encouraging it.

“Hey guys I think I might go can yall vote me off?” Quackity says when a body gets reported. Everyone protests saying how their stream would suck without only making him feel worse. “Please? I really need to go I forgot about this paper I have due.” Everyone obliges voting him off, he says goodbye to his stream and leaves the call.

He practically runs to his car and makes his way to y/n’s apartment. When he makes it there, he doesn’t bother texting them, he uses his key that they gave him for ‘Emergencies’ which was basically their way of asking him to come over more.

“y/n? mi amor?” He calls out from the living room as he makes his way to their bedroom, he carefully opens the door to see them sleeping. He blushes at the sight of y/n in his hoodie, he sits beside them gently brushing the hair off their face, they looked so relaxed and not at all sad which relieved him slightly. He took off his shoes and climbed into y/n’s bed beside them wrapping his arm around their waist.

“I am so sorry, mi amor,” Quackity whispers pressing a kiss onto the top of their head before hiding his face into the back of their neck, falling asleep hoping they will forgive him when they wake up.

[dnbup]

hi!! may i request ei, ningguang, yanfei and sara with a short but powerful reader? have a nice day!!

ya ofc i can do that! have a good day too! btw i didnt know if you wanted platonic or fluff so i tried to make both

+_______________________+

A short but powerful reader

//sfw (crack/fluff or platonic)

Warnings: dark humor on ei's part, SLIGHT swearing

a/n: reader is 4'11

Send me requests! <- heres what I write !

KUJOU SARA +';- +';-

TEASING LEVEL: 4/10

Sara herself is pretty tall, 5'6" (168 cm) So shes pretty used to people being shorter than her.

But she was suprised when she met someone whos 4'11 and old enough to have a job. She intially tried protecting them because she judged their power based on their height.

Unconsiously pats your head after a battle or infront of other people.

Shocked when Y/N sent a bunch of mitachurls flying with their anemo vision.

Sara heard the mitachurls coming and got her bow ready. They were a few meters away when she startee chsrging her attack then.. boom... all of them just flew backwards and died.

Sara just looked over at you and was like 😦😦

"Y/N you short demon" shes trying yall cut her some slack🙏

but she fell in LOVE woth the way you two work together perfectly. Making SWIRL and sending enemies flying is the highlight of her day.

Don't blink! She might have a dopey smile on her face.

YANFEI ^+°× ^+=×

TEASING LEVEL: 6/10

Yanfei herself isnt very tall, but at times shes a strong fighter, although preferring to study law instead of training.

Few people are shorter than her, shes 5'2" (157.4 cm) thats why when she met someine shorter than her she teased them quite often.

She didn't think you'd be getting yourself into trouble often, but she still expected to have to protect you from danger at times.

Thats why when you defendee yourself from treasure horders with your hydro vision she was pretty shocked.

Yanfei was getting her catalyst book ready when-

"Is that your law book?"

"Yes." mf literally fights with the law

She prepared for them to charge and sent a few attacks towards them which set a couple of them on fire.

But when you used your hydro vision she wasn't shocked, she just whined about how you put her fire out. You proceeded to do this and each time she'd just whine and whine until she used her burst and got rid of all the oncoming enemies.

Never wanted to fight with you again because you stopped her from committing arson

NINGGUANG +/_* +/_*

TEASING LEVEL: 9/10

OK WAIT NO WAY

Ningguang herself is pretty tall, mostly everyone is shorter than her. But when she meets someone who is a whole FOOT shorter than her and is able to buy alcohol, god shes gonna tease the life out of them.

Ningguang doesn't like fighting but shes willing and ready to defends herself or Liyue incase of an attack.

Thats why when you used your electro vision and defended HER, she had a lot to say about it.

You both saw some stray Fatui approaching and Ningguang got her vision ready.

When they were about 20 meters away she sent a huge "splash" of crystals towards them. But they were all too quick and only a few of them got hit.

So when you sent a huge of electricity and created a CRYSTALIZED reaction that killed all oncoming Fatui she just stared st you fot a second before her shocked face turned into a scheming one.

"Well well well?~ Aren't you just a beast?"

"Ning please no"

"What are you gonna do? shock me?"

"Yes."

dont shock her though she'll use the power of money to give you diarrhea because shes rich and can do that /j

EI +':- +':- +':-

TEASING LEVEL: 1/10 (shes very mad)

Ei is pretty tall too, shes seen some people taller than her but when she found you running around she couldn't help but laugh.

She fully expected to have to protect you. But when you defended yourself with your pyro vision, she was suprised.

She saw an incoming mitachurl and decided to toy with it a bit. She was sending tiny electric shocks towards it and chuckling to herself everytime it jolted from the shock.

She got so distracted by this she didn't even notice you charging up an attack until a massive explosion happened that sent a tree branch flying towards her. BONK.

"yea um so y/n is a terrorist" she was doing girl gossip with her bestie westie miko

"NO SHUT UP"

"oh? i see." miko didnt know what to do

[ally-writes-many-things]

Finally (J. Halstead)

Summary: You find out you're pregnant and decided to do a fall themed pregnancy announcement to Jay.

Words: 1047

Requested: no and yes

Warning or A/N: I was gonna do this a bit different but it ended up like this. I hope yall like it

It was the second week of October and you were bored. You feel like going to a  party or getting drunk so you just decided to sit at home and watch horror movies with Jay but you started wanting to do something. You paused the movie and look over at Jay who looked at you with annoyance. "Why did you paused the movie?"

    "I'm bored,"

   "I'm not,"

   He tried to reach for the remote but you yanked it away from him and looked at him. "No. I wanna go do something!"

   He groaned. "We dont agreed that we didn't want to go to any parties,"

    "I know that but weve been watching movies all day and I want to go do something,"

    Jay sighed and sits up on the couch. "Theres a haunted house down the street, do you wanna go to it?"

    You jumped over at Jay and kissed him all over his face. "Yes,"

    He gently pushed you off him and laughed. "Okay. Go get dressed,"

    ---

    You two had decided just to walk to the haunted house as it was only a block away. You were holding Jay's hand with one of your hand and the other was wrapped around his arm. Jay's hands were in his jean pockets. You walked past a costume shop and saw that there were families picking out their costumes for Halloween. You smiled at how happy the kids were cause they get to be what their favorite things. You looked up at Jay. "I cant wait to experience my future kids to be this excited over getting costumes,"

     Jay smiled and kissed the side of your head. "Maybe someday,"

    You and Jay have been dating for a few years now and you have talked about if you guys accidentally get pregnant, you'll still be happy because you guys wanted kids but arent actively trying to conceive. Jay pushed you gently to get you to start to walk again.

     ----

     "FUCK!"

    Jay yelled as a scary clown jumped out at him. You laughed as the clown tried to scare you but you didnt flinch. "How are you not scared?"

    You shrugged. "I dont know, I guess I prepared myself too well,"

    Jay looked at you like he was upset. "Lucky you,"

     You rolled your eyes and pushed Jay to the next room which was the exit. "Thank God,"

     Jay went to the door to open it and a guy with a horror mask jumped out in front of him and Jay without thinking punched him. "Shit man, I'm so sorry,"

     The guy shook his head and chuckled. "Not the first time it's happened but your punch was definitely the strongest,"

     Jay helped him up off the ground. "I honestly I didn't mean to do that,"

     "Dont worry about it,"

    ---

    -A week later-

   You flushed the toilet after you had gotten sick for the fourth time this week. You knew exactly what that meant and you had scheduled an appointment for yesterday and now you were sitting on the floor looking at the ultrasound. You are pregnant. You heard your front door opened, and footsteps walking. "Y/N?"

    You got to your feet and quickly put the ultrasound in your back pocket. You closed the door to the bathroom and walked out of your room to a see a smiling Jay. "Good day at work?"

He walked up to you and gave you a quick peck. "It was so-so, just happy to see you,"

You smiled sheepishly at him, he gives you a worried look as he held your face in both hands. "Are you alright? You look peckish,"

You pulled your head out of his hands and nodded. "Yeah, just a bit tried,"

He looked at you with the same look for a few minutes more, then gives up. "Alright, just tell me if you start to feel worse,"

You smiled and walked past him to the kitchen, you opened the fridge and looked at the contents as it was dinner time but you sighed as the sight of food made you feel nauseous again. "I'll cook, just go lay down,"

Jay gently removed you from in front of the fridge and pushed you towards the living room, you laughed slightly but did as you were told.

Half an hour later, Jay comes into the living room and you saw that he had a plate of your favorite food but the sight of it made you run to the bathroom and throw up. Jay quickly followed you to the bathroom. "Are you gonna lie to me again by saying you arent sick?"

You shook your head, you werent ready to tell him the real reason you're throwing up. You flushed the toilet and stood up and just went to bed.

----

You walked into the pumpkin patch with Hailey and Natalie, laughing at something Hailey said Jay did at work. "That sounds like him for sure,"

Hailey nodded. "Yeah, I just cant believe your excepting,"

You shrugged. "Tends to happen when you've been together with someone,"

"Too much information,"

You chuckled and walked over to the pumpkins were and started to decided which one you wanted.

It took you and the girls a few minutes to choose the three pumpkins you wanted.

---

You were in the living room, anxiously awaiting Jay to come home after work and while your pumpkins were in the kitchen knowing thats where he'll go first. You looked down at the same and it was seven fifteen when you heard the door open and close. You heard footsteps go into the kitchen and a few minutes later, you heard Jay call out for you. You slowly walked into the kitchen and saw Jay looking at the pumpkins confused. You had gotten three pumpkins. One large one, one medium size one, and a small one. You cut a hole in the medium sized one and put the small one in that with eith a sign that said "34 weeks til our pumpkin comes," with your ultrasound picture in his hand.

He looked up at you and gave you a look. "Are you serious?"

You nodded. "Yes, I'm pregnant,"

You just stood there not moving, scared of his reaction, he put the ultrasound picture back on the ground and walked up to you and kissed you. "Finally,"

[luboytn]

rami’s thoughts about you

a/n: wow. hi there, yall! if you have any ideas of story that I should write about-jus tell me bout it! I’m writing about rami n all characters he played. hope u will like my work! thx tysm

pairing: Rami Malek x reader

summary: you work at the café. rami is having crush on u and after a long time he finally decided to ask u about your number.

warnings: -

word count: 1500+

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I watch her long, tanned legs as she heads towards me. Y/N is wearing a white dress today with various colorful flowers; it reaches almost to her knees. She has ordinary white converss on his feet, which are already slightly damaged and dirty. Her hair is once again associated in a ponytail, which is decorated with a sweet, small bow. At the waist, a black apron with a logo of the apartment is tied.

   I'm asking myself; How does this girl withstand this weather in this outfit? How aren’t her legs freezing when the north wind blows outside the window, which is like a breath of arctic cold, and every other day it is raining?

   I look out the window for a moment. I see many people outside, half of whom are already wearing large, down jackets, prepared for the winter and frosts. What's wrong with this girl?

   I bite my lip and tap my fingers on the table top. It's so annoying to have someone absorbing your thoughts. It distracts you from everything, because it is so unattainable, and at the same time literally, at your fingertips.

    - Good morning. - I hear her velvety, sweet like candy, voice, so I look at her. In addition to small freckles, today her face is also decorated with a wide, snow-white smile, which sends in my direction when our eyes meet. My gaze goes down to the notebook, which she holds in her hands; I stop my eyes for a moment, focusing it on her long nails. Each of them is painted in a different color, which seems to me quite an interesting solution.

   I do not know how long I watch them, but when I hear the girl grunt, I go back to the living and raise my head, looking her in the eye now.

    - Welcome to "Lucky Strike" - she says again - Can I accept your order now? - she asks, and I am correcting myself in my chair.

   I grab a card of dishes in my hands, although I know well that I am going to order what is usual. I am reading letters on paper again, and then I say:

    - Classic Italian espresso. - I smile at her, what she reciprocates, and then sketch something on the notebook sheet.

    - Anything else? - she asks without looking up, and I shake my head denying. - I'll give it in a second. - she says.

   Y/N turns around, hiding a small notebook into the only pocket of her uniform, and then goes away. I suspend my eyes on her perfect hips, but it only lasts a moment.

   I watch her enter the counter. She pushes under the cup shelf one of the crates that lie on the floor and then climbs onto it. She is too small to even now calmly reach for the desired dish. A pretty, charming sight, standing on tiptoe like a ballerina and trying to take off one of the cups. When she succeeds in a moment, involuntarily a creepy smile sneaks into my face, because I can see that it is the one with blue flowers.

   I wonder why she is still giving me coffee in it. I mean, in this specific cup. Literally all the other espresso cups are completely white, and the one that stands out is the one that goes to me every next time.

   Did she bring her it here? It is quite distinct, because it is the only one that is different. Maybe it's a kind of message? Is Y/N trying to tell me something? Oh, what am I saying. What would she want to show through a stupid vessel? That she likes blue flowers? Absurd.

   I shake my head, fleeing my thoughts back to the brunette. I watch her turning on the coffee machine, doing two neat turns. It looks like she really loved this job because you can always see a smile on her face. She comes here every day joyful. She does pirouettes from time to time, for no reason, and laughs at herself, like a small child. It is such a delightful sight that you would like to come here just to see it. It is the best attraction that I have seen in my life.

   I do not even know when, and I start to grin with myself and I have to look a bit strange, but I'm not really caring about it at the moment. I have such a sweet view in front of my eyes, I cant help how my body reacts.

   I feel my heart beat faster when the brunette finishes making coffee and walks with the t towards me. She looks like a kind who intends to show off her drawings.

   She leans over the table at which I sit. She puts a cup in front of me, saying kindly to "enjoy your coffee”. Then I pay attention again to her hands, and more precisely to the fingers that run gracefully through pure porcelain, when, after a really short moment, they disappear from my vision, I raise my head.

   Unchecked, I get up on my feet, almost pouring freshly ordered coffee. I make a bit of noise, so the couple from the neighboring table looks at me, but after a few second they return around.

- Can I still order something else? - I ask, one hand raising slightly upwards, as if I was a student in a school bench. Penny turns to me, then with a smile, returns to me and stands at the table, leaning on it.

    - Of course. How can I help you? - after asking questions, she reaches for a notebook and a pen, waiting for my next order. I begin to feel a slight anxiety and stress and suddenly, immensely strong, I am tempted to drink.

    - Could I get your number? - I say before I even manage to mentally prepare for possible rejection. My eyes widen because I'm shocked that I've gotten the courage to ask her about it.

   There is a somewhat awkward silence between us that echoes in my ears. Believe me, even when you hear no sound, this kind of silence can be deadly loud.

   - My number? - Asks brunette, frowning, and I feel my face paler. I want to break the window next to us and run outside; run and run ahead, so no one would know where I am.

   I'm starting to rebuke myself for my stupidity. Why did not I think she could have a boyfriend? She is so beautiful, kind and young, who would not like it for their self? Who would not want it to be their property? She may even be engaged or, worse, she has already got married; she has a child or even a bunch of them.

   My hands are prone to itch because I really want to smash something. I'm mad at myself. Why didnt I thought about that I may be not her type? She probably already noticed that I come here five times a week, at the same time, and order the same coffee; and when I do, I start to observe her. I don’t exclude the possibility that at this stage she considers me a murderer or a pervert. If I was her - would have thought about myself that way. What normal guy, approaching up to fourty, looks at the same woman, in addition younger, for a year, grinning like an idiot, while drinking coffee?

   - I think it would be better if you were to give me yours. - I hear Y/N’s voice, which pulls me out of the momentary state of reflection. I am slightly confused and try to understand her way of thinking. I raise one eyebrow, remaining quiet.

   Does she not want to hurt me by giving me the wrong number, but she still has no heart to reject me?

   - I do not have a phone, I'll call you from the booth. - she explains, probably seeing my embarrassment.

   - Oh - I say - Yes, sure. Give me a piece of paper, I'll write it down for you - Im trying to sound natural, although I have a panic attack inside.

   The girl pulls a piece of paper from her notebook and hands it to me with the pen. I enter my phone number on the card, trying to preserve the cute character of the letter. When I finish, i give it to the brunette, she puts it in her pocket, after folding it in half.

    - What happened to your cell phone? - I ask, hoping that I do not violate her privacy or I do not enter delicate topics. Who knows if her phone has not been stolen recently, along with other valuable things? Or maybe she has no money to buy it?

    - I just dont have it. - she answers briefly, seems slightly embarrassed. She has her head down and the pen in her fingers. Oh, if you could see her now; how sweet she is. I bet I assigned her this epithet at least fifty times today. However, it fits perfectly with her, she could be a definition of this word.

   At this point, it does not even seem strange to me that she does not have a cell phone. Well, I admit that in the twenty-first century, it's harder to find someone without a phone than with it. Especially when it's a person, more or less, my age, and Y/N seems even younger.

   Then I start to wonder how old she actually is? She looks like she is twenty-one, plus I've seen her drinking alcohol more than once, so she can’t be younger, right? I would not call her older than me, I'm sure. Therefore, I estimate that she may be about twenty-two years old. However, her low height and the clothes she used to wear make me puzzled, because if I look only at it, I would call her a teenager, maybe even a preschooler.

    - I'll call you before I start work. I hope you are not asleep before eight. - she says with a smile that I reciprocate.

    - No, I'm not sleeping. Relax, you have nothing to worry about. - I'm lying, because I usually get up at ten o'clock, but I would pick up my phone even if she was going to call in the middle of the night.

    - That's good. - she smiles, hiding the card with my number in the pocket of her uniform. - I need to get back to work - she says, in a sweet voice, then moves away from the coffers in a lively step.

- I’m Rami, by the way - I'm screaming after her before she can get far away from where she would not hear me anymore. She only turns her head, and from her mouth movement I can read - "I know."

It does not take much to wonder how she knows my name. In fact, I immediately reject the idea of ​​divorcing myself.

   I sit back in my seat and let it out of my lungs. I'm still watching Y/N, until she finally disappears from the field of my vision as she enters through the dark door to the back.

I want to jump around the whole café; just shout and run around the tables, ignoring the others. I cover my mouth with a hand when a stupid, pride smile sneaks into it. With the fingers of the other hand I hit the table top, because my body is not able to behave calmly now.

Joy, excitement permeate all of me and I have the impression that any moment i will explode from the excess of intensity of these emotions.

I punish myself in my thoughts for procrastination with Y/N’s approach. She is so nice. Who knows, maybe if I started talking to her faster, we would be in a relationship that would bring us closer till we’d become a boyfriend and girlfriend; or at least friends with benefits.

[imlovedavestrider]

ok yall. i usually? would never post about something like this online. but im not the first one to do so, and i feel like i need to clarify things now, just in case. this is gonna get emotional (and that emotion is ANGER) so warning. im not putting this under a cut. why? because nobody reads those. sorry in advance for stretching your dash

alright, i dunno how many of you follow thedaveofguy or remember him, but he was a part of the blog. was my best friend, “my dave,” etc. 

if you haven’t noticed, i don’t reblog from him anymore. why? because he ended up being a manipulative, controlling, abusive person in my life and i cut him out. 

theres a really long, really detailed story that goes with this. at this point, idc if yall ask questions. ask me questions. i’ll tell the story. but i’ll give the shortened version in this post. he, i will call him J for simplicity because i can’t read his name, was controlling. from the start, whether either of us realized it or not. he used his age and seeming knowledge to “educate me” on an extensive variety of things, telling me right from wrong. but it was extreme, to say the least. it was very black and white. at least, it felt extreme to me. there was no room for error, and i became terrified of accidentally making a mistake early on. any sort of accidental word said or person followed or opinion i wasn’t 100% sure matched with his-all of it was terrifying ok. (ps? death to purity politics thank you) it was really damaging, and messed me up a lot. he eventually tried to drive me away from many of my friends, and was one of the main reasons i broke up with my then-moirail for a time (now my bf who i love more than everything). the effects of all this still last. 

anyway, i eventually realized all this when he didnt have wifi and i like, actually talked to other people and had time to think and shit. after some long talks with friends i realized just how bad the whole relationship with him was. 

so i blocked him. and eventually, my bf decided to tell him what was going on, since he seemed to be freaking out. i felt really bad about just dropping him like that but i knew if i confronted him or something i would get pulled back in and would not be able to argue back. 

but now he is going around telling people it was my fault-that i shouldn’t have avoided talking to him (true, communication is important, but theres the important factor of my fear of it), that i was abusive and manipulative, that he couldn’t control it, etc etc. its a long bullshit post that i will link here if you wanna read it. in fact, i encourage you to read it. read it and ask me questions. ask about why he said what he said and i will tell you. i admit. i was in the wrong for a lot. i made a lot of mistakes. but i am not the oppressor here. 

i would hope you all know that i of course listen to and am supportive of csa and abuse survivors, and do not support incest, pedophilia, and the likes. but just in case. heres my explanation. 

i hate that i have to post this but here we are. 

ask me questions if you want. im open to them. and again, if you dont want to see this stuff, block the tag #imlovedavestrider discourse

i love all of you guys

[rkivew0rld]

Seeds || Y.J PT.3

Pairing: Min Yoongi(Suga) x Kim Seokjin. (Sin/Yoonjin) Kim Seokjin x Kim Taehyung(V). (Taejin) Kim Seokjin x Jung Hoseok(J-Hope). (2Seok)

Genre: Mythology AU

Content: Fluff, smut(comes later),

ANGST, kinda crack?¿

Warning: ☢️ Descriptive Physical violence, Sexual Content, Cursing.☢️ (not all chapters contain these things, but when they do, ill add a warning)

Tags: N/A

Length: 1.3k

Summary: The boy who puts bright flowers in his hair, kisses the cheeks of girls and boys alike, and smells like myrrh finds the love of his in the strangest way. While the world’s most feared man who rips souls from chest, walks among the dead and undead, and has the eyes of someone who looks like they have never breathed in their life makes love happen in his own way.

A/N: ☢️ Physical violence in this chapter. If you have any problem with Abuse, if this could possibly upset you. Please do not read the following. Thank you! ☢️ Sorry for the Hiatus, i couldn’t really write tbh. But im back now!! So here yall go. (I didnt really edit this so it may come out crappy because idk how to work tumblr properly at all! Not on a phone or a computer ^^;)

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I arrived at my mother's home with Taehyung's hand in mine. He was finally going to meet my mother, and to be completely honest? I'm actually pretty scared right now, but I can't do anything except head forward since I'm not turning back. I've never had a boyfriend before and this is my first one so, I'm hoping that she accepts him.

We open the gate to my mother's home and walk in, the grass as green as ever decorated with every flower that Gaia could produce. Taehyung picks three different flowers and puts them in different parts of my hair. White, purple, and yellow, all different flowers that somehow, blend perfectly together.

"I've never seen a person more beautiful." Tae says to me, lifting his hand to touch my chin, lifting my face to his lips to give me a sweet kiss, a kiss that brings the wind to us. But also, a kiss that brings my mother to steal me away in a breath taking hug.

"My son! My baby! You're home!" My mother says kissing my cheeks.

"Yes mama, i am home. I have brought someone wi-"

"come inside, quickly! I was just making food, it's your favorite too! Sometimes I think you're psychic, you always know when to come home to get food from me."

I grab Tae's hand as my mother drags me into the house I once called home, not that I'm not welcomed here. My mother sits me on the couch; I figured she would act like this but I didn't think she would completely ignore him, or even cut me off when I speak. I look at Taehyung and he just shrugs with a smile.

He's known for getting along with everyone and could make anyone his friend. But, my mother, a stubborn woman, didn't want friends, nor did she want me to have friends, or even a boyfriend which would be out of the line for her. I sigh and lean into the couch, tired as hell already. My mother has always been such a pain, but she's always topping things.

And here she is again, exceeding my expectations in the worst ways. As always, she's so extra. She always has been, it's irritating. But what can I do? Nothing, im powerless when it comes to my mother. I kiss Taehyung on his cheek and pat his hand, he tilts his head and pouts while watching me walk to the kitchen to speak to my mother.

"Mama?" I call quietly for my mother.

"Yes darling?" She answers me while still focused on cooking.

"Why're you ignoring Taehyung?"

“Who?”

"Taehyung, the boy on the couch, my boy-" she interrupts me.

"Ah! yes, the boy on the couch. I'm sorry, I didn't see him. I was so focused on you." She turns to look at me and gives me a sweet smile.

"Of course you were..." I murmur.

“Hm? What was that?" She turns around to look at me.

I gulp and look down to the floor. "I said. I know you were. That's why, i want to introduce you to him, because he's my boy-"

"He's not, your boyfriend. Is he?" My mother asks me

"He is."

"Why?"

"I love him."

"He's your first boyfriend, you don't know love, or what love is."

"Mother how can you say that when I-" she interrupts me.

"How can I say that? I just did, i opened my mouth and used my vocals cords, to speak it into existence." My mother says crossing her arms.

"Mama, please listen."

"Oh, I am. I'm listening and waiting for that explanation of why you got this man, UP IN MY FUCKING HOUSE." My mother yells at me. I flinch and stare at her before answering.

"Because, you told me. When I have my first time-"

"Your first time?" She uncrosses her arms and approaches me slowly, taking only one step.

"I have to tell you-"

"Tell me what?"

"W-when." I stutter.

"When what? Kore."

"When I have se-" before I could finish my sentence, my mother slaps me, hard. I fall on the floor with a heavy thud, my lip hitting the wood. I hold my face and touch my lip, finding red droplets of blood pour onto my thumb.

"You're so fucking dirty, I thought I taught you so much fucking better. It’s like, everything i taught you flew out the fucking window and you know what? It's all. His fault." My mother turns her head to Taehyung who's standing wide eyed with his eyes trained on me, but I turn away from him and look down, ashamed. My mother moves to Taehyung, slowly and in a threatening way. "Get, the fuck, out, OF MY HOME." She yells, taking a step with each word and shoving at Taehyung till he is out the door, which she slams in his face.

"Now. let's get you cleaned up? Shall we?" My mother turns around with a smile on her face. In this moment, I realized, that my mom, has gone batshit crazy.

"Stay away from me." I spat at my mother with anger while walking away from her. She pulls me by my hair and brings me to face her.

"I don't know where you got this HORRIBLE, attitude from. But obviously, not from me! I was taught to respect my elders! You probably got that from that Herme-." My mother pauses and releases me from her grip.

"What are you talking about mama? Whats wrong with you?" Turning to face her with my eyes full of tears and my face completely red.

"Look, it's a long story and nothing for you to worry about. if I tell you then you'll know why I feel the way I do about that boy."

"Taehyung? Wait, mama. You don’t even know him, he didn’t even do anything yet and here you are, mad at me." I narrow my eyes at her and shake my head. My mother slowly grabs my hand and brings me to the couch to sit.

"You know, how I gave you all those books when you were younger? How I wanted you to study, and learn about all the things of Gaia, and why I even wanted you to call the earth, Gaia?"

"Go. On."

"You know how you heal whenever you had a cut or a scratch?"

"Yes but what does that have to do with anything? You just said i was extra strong?"

"Well that's because-"

"Jin?" My father enters through the door with wide eyes, his sweat drenched hair covering one of his eyes, and his sleeves pushed up above his elbows. He looks to me and then to my mother.

"what have you done to him?" My father drops his items and kicks the door closed. When he walks up to me, he grabs my chin gently and pouts at my busted lip.

"Dad? I have a question. I know you would always tell me the truth, right?"

"Of course doll, what's up?" My dad looks at me into my eyes.

"Why does mama hate Taehyung, my boyfriend?”

"Well..."

"Well what?"

"That's because your mother sees something in him that you don’t, and soon enough you’ll see it too." My father says and proceeds to walk away.

I wanted to ask, to know, what was there to see about Taehyung? What was there to know in those books i was given as a child, about Taehyung? Why was i never informed? Why was i ever lied to? What had i done to deserve such horrible treatment? I wanted to run away, far away from everything and everyone. But i stayed, i stayed and waited for more things to come, more things to know, to be informed about, i wanted knowledge. I wanted, everything.

[intothespideyverses]

what I imagine going down next season (as a result of everything that happened in sesson 3) warning for discussion of suicide/self-harm:

SHINY

-ok since the whole sex subplot was never really resolved (they SAID they talked but we didnt see shit so) I think this would be a good time to introduce ace!Shay. Now another part of me would also like for shiny to have sex just so esme could stop fucking with m'daughter's head but shay seemed way too opposed to the idea of sex in general (and not in a nervous way, but in a "why would I ever have sex?" kinda way). And maybe once Shay's comfortable with being ace she can just deck esme right in the nose idc idc idc she had it coming! Fuck a $230 skirt bih! Tiny would be weirded out and probably disappointed at first but bc he’s literally the perfect bf he'd come around eventually. Hopefully they could highlight that there are ways to be intimate in a relationship w/o having sex. I just want shiny happiness and for people (lola up until she apologized, esme) to stop going out of their way to make shay feel so insecure and then getting mad at her when she reacts to their bs.

-speaking of which as much as I hate to see her miserable I think shay needs an angsty storyline. She solves her problems so quickly and efficiently, we never even see the emotions she must be going through. i don’t think her being ace would cause her too much stress, she'd do her research for a bit, have a fight with tiny about it (maybe even suggest to keep the relationship open, which would offend tiny) but other than that the real source of angst would come from esme. lets say esme finds out, y’all already know she would never let shay hear the end of it. that, on top of esme being EVERYWHERE and the two of them competing to be both the smartest and most athletic girl in school, would probably really get to shay's psyche. maybe esme goes too far one day, and shay just says fuck it and throws hands?? or maybe she breaks her phone?? idk something rly impulsive bc shay doesn't normally make impulsive decisions. of course esme makes shay out to be the irrational one and shay tries to quit the track team, her grades start slipping, etc etc. esme gets bored without having someone to compete against, or maybe she notices the change in shay's demeanor (and bc of maya’s suicide attempt and her mom) is afraid she pushed shay over the edge. they talk after class one day, esme still being bitchy but by the end a little teary eyed. I think their talk would be reminiscent of anya and holly j in season 8?? 9?? where anya was all like "why are you so mean to me" and hj's like "bc u let me bitch :)" so esme CLEARLY isn't gonna take any real responsibility for bullying shay but shay decides that shes NOT gonna be the bigger person for once. Idk how this would end but I definitely want shay to be more confident by the end, and for esme to learn when to stand down.

-Tiny's line about shay just seeing him as a "good nerd boy" rly stuck out to me. How much does shay know about tiny's past?? This definitely has to be brought up at some point, and I really thought the show would've mentioned that but w/e. Shay probably knows SOMETHING about the gang stuff but not how far it goes, or his family, etc. Tiny has an image that he keeps from everyone else but saves only for shay, which is adorable (they have boggle ((is that like scrabble???)) dates...need me a freak like that) but at some point shays gonna have to see the rest of him. Tiny is tired of shay assuming so much about his intentions too. That and shay not wanting sex period will (in my vision for s4) definitely be the biggest conflicts for shiny, but they'll work through them quickly bc unlike every other couple on this show they actually know how to communicate :)

-also how does tiny feel about the crash?? he looked all the way fucked up when they rushed him into the hospital so...he has to have some sorta trauma from that come on now

TRILES/MOLA

-this is gonna be messy lol. triles and mola are two very polarizing ships so we already kno theres gonna be some mess once tristans back at school. tristan may have been all "okay w/e idc" at the play but we all know once his petty ass is able to speak he's gonna go out of his way to make lolas life living hell. its truly gonna be slutshaming for days, and lets not forget the biphobia. he wont really direct any anger at miles, except tight-lipped quickly concealed bitterness. i can already picture these scenes yall like this is literally what is gonna happen WATCH.

-miles is of course gonna still feel guilty about the whole knocking her up thing, and he rly does love her and values her friendship (their friendship was so cute) so he's gonna want to keep hanging out with her (it’ll start off with just checking up on her every now and then like craig after manny’s abortion, but it’ll grow to miles getting an actual job at lola’s, etc). tristan will be okay with this on the surface but as soon as he and lola are alone (maybe tris is @ the hollingsworth household while lolas there for frankie or hell even miles and miles leaves to get some snacks or something) tristan just lays into her!! on some "you were NOTHING to him" shit. on some "you tried to trap him with a baby" shit!! some “he never loved you, just pitied you” shit!!!! and then tris is all back to smiles the second miles comes back. lola’s on the verge of tears but keeps this to herself cause she doesnt want to start drama so soon after tristan coming back and bc she loves miles too much etc etc. miles of course eventually finds out, and he and tris have the fight of the century where it ALL comes out.

-now I just read a list of PERFECT mola headcanons (by @beach-city-mystery-girl!) that should definitely happen throughout the season! idk if triles will stay together or if mola becomes official but at some point someones gonna be all "make. a. DECISION" at miles so!!

-lola should also find value in being alone and being comfortable with herself. she and yael become genuine friends (bc she needs someone outside of frankie and shay and miles) and form a weird almost symbiotic relationship where they give each other advice on things the other lacks. baaz flips between trying to flirt with her and making insensitive comments about her abortion. lola finally sets him straight for once and for all. 

-maybe something goes down at the restaurant? idk I just started caring about lola’s existence yesterday idk how this goes

-I think frankie eventually finds out that miles and lola hooked up, idk how but she does and she’s not happy about it yikes.

-actually after just reading another great post (by tristanmiligay), a lot of tristan’s insecurities could also lie in the fact that he’s disabled now. maybe miles rly wants to get tris up on his feet again and do something FUN and EXCITING but homeboi literally just got out of a coma and can’t make it, so I can see miles asking lola to go instead (like maybe its a couples thing and he already reserved it or w/e) and that kinda sets tristan off the first time. he’ll probably try to force himself to heal faster, maybe even injuring himself further in the process? he’s gonna have a lot of self-doubt and internalized ableism like the post said :/, and all of that is gonna manifest in hate for lola. 

ZASHA/GRONAH (is that what we're calling it??) 

-okay so this section is kinda tied into the maya section and rly just centered around grace so yeah. but thats mainly bc there wont rly be any drama between zasha (except like normal preparing for college type stuff, like zoe wants to go to some rly good school far away and rasha wants to stay in toronto bc she just got there).

-zoe's pretending to be fine with getting kicked out but its absolutely destroying her on the inside. she and her mom were so close despite everything. zoe starts going thru mad identity issues bc everything about her was sculpted by her mom. if shes not in her life anymore then who is she? she keeps replaying "i love you despite who you are" in her head and its killing her. she sometimes sneaks out of grace's room at night and leaves voice messages on her moms phone (which ms. Rivas never responds to) and ends every night crying on the couch. grace grows super concerned for her but has no idea how to balance both helping maya out and helping zoe. one day at school grace tries to confront zoe about the voicemails but zoe brushes it off and says something cute like "being with rasha makes it all worth it" but grace is still like 👀.

-grace then moves on to trying to help maya but maya is sick and tired of everyone walking on eggshells around her and she tells grace shes fine and that she needs to back off, but grace knows somethings still off. later that day she spots zoe in the student council office trying to call her mom and leaving an angry voicemail, ripping mama rivas to shreds!! "you were never a good mother, a mother who cant love her own daughter shouldnt even be having kids, i hate you, go to hell" type of shit. at the last minute she realizes she doesnt mean half of that (or she does mean it but that scares her) and tries to backtrack but by then the voicemail's already been sent. zoe starts freaking out and crying again and leaves another one like "im sorry I didnt mean any of that please just let me come back. Im sorry, im sorry, im sorry" like just saying sorry over and over again, and grace finally steps in like "sorry for the voicemail or sorry for being gay?" and confronts zoe again. zoe tries to get the attention off of her by asking about maya and grace is like "she's 'fine' just like how you're 'fine'. cut the bs binch" or whatever and zoe breaks all the way down, but before grace can comfort her she sees maya and esme fighting outside the office and she runs out to stop it. zoe, now that shes alone and still crying, contemplates self harming again (im gonna end this here cause this is long enough I deadass would write this whole episode if I could)

-anyway juggling between her upcoming surgery, college apps, and two lowkey suicidal best friends, grace is stressed tf out. this is where gronah steps in lol. i dont care much about jonah but i do know hes much more interesting and likeable when he's with grace. he gives her advice and shit and they go on a bunch of golfing dates, grace maybe takes him to yoga or something, they help each other with college apps, and well gronah happens! jonah basically goes from boring to manic pixie dream boy who tries to show grace that life is worth living and blah blah yall know the drill

-rasha needs a plot outside of zoe and i think her pursuing acting could be a thing!! she goes out to casting calls but every director says something along the line of "we just...envisioned someone else for the role" or "we dont rly think you'd...fit" bc shes muslim and then the one time she gets picked up for a student film, its about a terrorist attack and rasha doesnt realize until she shows up to rehearsal. she goes off on the director (and reminds her that most terrorist attacks are domestic lol) and runs off to goldi and they talk. maybe she tries to write her own webseries (probably with the help of winston) and it becomes a hit!! maybe we could have a probably cheesy as hell famous youtuber plot (and vijay gets jealous lol) and they have some sorta subscriber war where everyones taking sides. baaz, yael, and hunter try to sabotage rasha's show and bc our girl loves scheming she hits them back even harder :).

-also maybe we find out what happens to her friend back in syria? i dont want her to have too many depressing plots so maybe her friend is okay physically but not mentally and she has to deal with that :(

MAYA

-so like I already said maya's done with everyone bullshitting her and being overbearingly nice, so she starts closing herself off. this just makes everyone even more worried tho, so she forces herself back into music and her studies. grace and jonah are all over her, zig always looks guilty as fuck and treats her like a baby, miles forgot she existed but if they pass each other in the hall he'll ask how shes doing, zoe hugs her randomly one day, and esme...esmes the worst one. she starts lowkey stalking maya and its getting on her last nerve.

-she avoids saad like the plague at first, but eventually realizes that he's the only person who doesnt treat her any differently (or so she thinks). they go to the roof one day (cause that shit is never locked no matter how many suicide attempts happened up there) to talk things out, and saad completely switches gears. "what were you thinking??? why would you do that???" type of stuff. maya gets mad at him talks shit about his pictures maybe, idk. saad reminds her that its a coping mechanism after everything that happened in syria, maybe he says he once contemplated too?? idk all the ideas I have are depressing moving on

-one day maya explodes on everyone after she dissapears for a bit (umm maybe she was chosen to perform a song at a school event but, after hearing some girls talking about her suicide attempt in the bathroom, she decides to ditch) bc everyone (grace, jonah, zig, esme, zoe maybe) gang up on her to check if shes okay. she goes off, saying "none of you cared before i tried to kill myself so why care now?" and idk where I was going with this, I want maya happiness and closure but idk how to get there smh.

-uhh she finds hoot! she goes home after school and finds hoot stuffed in the back of her closet. she writes a bittersweet song and after a long talk with her mom, decides to call grace. maybe grace invites her over for a sleepover?? and zoe and maya can finally have a real conversation since The Incident too! Also grace can kinda kill 2 birds with one stone.

FRANKIE'S ANNOYING ASS

-I cant stand this child but shes the writers' baby so she'll get at least 5 main plots next season oh my god. My wishful thinking speaking, but maybe she'll learn its okay to be alone and finally learn to like herself! Hopefully she sees the value in sticking to the sidelines and helping her friends through their issues. Ooh, maybe she learns how to be a good ally after gorillagate and educates her brothers on why their many intolerances are wrong (lbr here, hunter probably uses "triggered" as an insult and continues to call all the refugees "scary", same with miles) BUT come on this is degrassi :) so the writers are probably gonna throw in a new male character for frankie to obsess over. Well, either a newbie or someone completely random thats already in the cast like fucking baaz or saad.

Z*SME

-zig and esme spend a lot of their time obsessing over maya I think, esme bc she sees her mom in maya and zig bc he feels like he made her do it. umm noah fence but i dont rly care about these two so thats all I got lol

if anyone has any specific headcanon requests I’d love some!