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yougotthatbilly · 6 years ago

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“So what’s the mood?” Johnny finally asks.

“Annoyed, frustrated… kinda sad,” you supply with a shrug.

“Mind if I ask why you’re annoyed?” He tends to wait until you’re visibly in a better state to ask, and it’s something you’ve always appreciated. You appreciate just about everything about Johnny, if you’re being honest.

“Yuta texted me again today.” You can feel the way Johnny’s muscles tense up. “Same bullshit about missing me and being a dumbass for not realizing what he had before he lost me.”

He mumbles a few colorful words about your ex before asking, “What’s the frustration from?”

“I haven’t gotten dick since him and I’m really considering saying fuck it and fucking him.”

“And that’s why you haven’t blocked him,” he deadpans.

“Precisely.”

Johnny snorts and you hear the rustle of him shaking his head behind you. “I thought you said he was trash in bed.”

“He was trash at giving head,” you correct. “He was decent in bed.”

“And you’re considering going back to someone so mediocre,” Johnny says slowly, like he wants you to realize how dumb it sounds. Jokes on him, you already know it’s idiotic and that’s another reason why you’re annoyed.

Neither of you are paying attention to the movie so you put the bag of chocolate on the coffee table and turn to be face to face with him, inches.

“His dick is decently sized and it’s a fun time when I ride him.”

Johnny continues to look at you like you’re stupid. “You’re that sexually frustrated you’re willing to go back to a guy you’ve used the adjectives trash, decent, and bitch to describe?”

“I mean,” you start. “I’m not exactly emotionally available right now so I won’t have to worry about catching feelings or anything. Plus, he’s a really great cuddler.”

“And I’m not?”

You roll your eyes. “It’s not the same. You don’t give me post-sex cuddles,” you snort.

“I could.”

You let out your first real laugh in a few hours and smack Johnny’s shoulder, but when Johnny doesn’t join in it dies in the back of your throat. You look back into his eyes and see no trace of amusement, no sign that he was just fucking around.

“You’re serious?” you blink.

“I give bomb head,” he lick his lips, which causes your attention to go to his now moistened pink lips. “and I’m far better than decent.”

You study him some more.

“You’re deadass?” you ask once more simply because Johnny has never shown interest in you. He doesn’t blink an eye in your direction when you walk out in just your towel, has never tried to peek into the shower when bringing you something you forgot in your room. He doesn’t attempt to touch you below your waist when cuddling and doesn’t even accidentally brush against your boobs. You can literally have your face right by his crotch and he isn’t bothered. He treats you how you’d expect him to treat his younger sister.

“I’m down if you are.”

Pros to having sex with Johnny:

He’s one of your best friends. You’re already pretty close to him. You trust him.

He’s caring. He’s a people pleaser.

He’s very attractive.

Convenience. He’s literally right in front of you, offering to snatch your soul. No guy has willingly offered to give you head before, and the one time he did bring a girl home she seemed to be thoroughly enjoying herself (her screams are the exact reason the rule of no bringing people home to have sex was made).

You’ve had conversations about both the terrible experiences and the great ones you’ve had in bed and Johnny has a great memory. He practically knows you like the back of his hand, and vise versa.

Cons to having sex with Johnny:

He’s one of your best friends. You’re super fucking close to him and there’s a great chance shit could get awkward really quickly. What if it goes terribly and you do the thing you do where you avoid avoid avoid confrontation and them all together until a relationship is no longer?

Johnny waits for you to sort shit out in your head patiently. “You’re thinking of the pros and cons, aren’t you?”

Seriously, like the back of his hand.

There are far more pros than cons, you’re horny as fuck and have been seeking a male’s intimate touch for a good year or so.

“I’m down.”

Johnny grins, the upcurve of his lips somewhere between charming and dorky, and then he’s moving to settle between your legs; your limbs open and bend quite easily to allow the change in position. His sweatshirt on you bunches up at your hips.

“Any rules?” he asks, hovering over you. “Like no kissing and shit?”

You take another look at his mouth and you’re sure he licks his lips on purpose this time. His lips are very appealing with a pretty, natural curve to them.

“Kissing is half the fun,” you respond, reaching for the back of his neck to pull his face down to yours. His hand falls to the arm of the chair to keep himself from crushing you. “but if you suck at kissing there’s no way in hell we’re fucking,” you warn him.

Johnny rolls his eyes at your threat and slants his lips over yours. He kisses you in a way that in hindsight is predictable; slow, calculated passes of his lips that instantly makes you a lot more comfortable with the situation and sink further into the couch.

#johnny seo scenario #johnny seo smut #nct scenario #nct smut #this one is almost finished lmao i'm sorry for the pwp

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qtjeno · 7 years ago

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Boyfriend! Ten Scenarios

i feel like this was requested 10 years ago omg im so sorry shfjaniubfeuioqn also i didnt proof read bcs i just woke up and its like 10 am.

Confession

you would hate ten

like so much

and like tbh he didnt deserve it

and you knew that

but you just did not like him

he was so cocky

and you guys went to the same dance studio

you weren’t extremly serious about dance

but ten was

you thought sometimes he took it too seriously

and like if you were given the chance to punch him, you would have

you guys rarely talked, but you have known him since primary/ elementary school

well,, known of him

he was quiet

but he was one of the kids who moved to the school and immediatly became popular

and he had a set group of friends

and you wanted nothing to do with that group

there was always drama

and someone from the group was always dating a new person every week

on the other end of the table

ten actually highkey lowkey had a crush on you

and luckily for ten

you guys had a mutual friend

johnny was your cousin and was apart of ten’s friend group

yes

the friend group

the one you despised

but you didn’t mind johnny as much

bcs you guys grew up together

and you knew johnny well

so the only time you would willingly be near ten was when you had to talk to johnny

and he would get flustered when you smile or laugh

but he is good at hiding it

eventually johnny caught on

and at lunch he asked ten if he had a crush on you

and he tried to deny it

but johnny isnt an idiot sometimes

so ten eventually gives in

and after that johnny tries to get you to hang out around him more

like he stops you in the halls more often

and ur like ‘what????’

and he says something stupid

ex.

“did you know that oreos are v e g a n”

“johnny, i dont care”

just so that you’re near ten

what a good wingman

but ten is definetly getting teased by johnny

but gradually you start hanging out with johnny more

bcs he stops you every five seconds to talk

so you might as well hang around him

you try your best to avoid him while the school is busy

bcs you dont want to slowly become apart of his friend group

that isn’t your cup of tea

but during free block (study hall) you hang out with johnny, ten, mark, jaehyun, and sometimes lucas

lucas insists on calling it the ‘english squad’

you have rejected this

slowly you realize that they aren’t assholes

and that ten isn’t that cocky

he is acually really quiet

and dances really well

also he is cute

ten starts to get more comfortable with you instead of being flustered

and for a while everyone thought you were dating bcs you guys hung around each other so often

and ur like ‘lmao i wish’ in ur head

and your friends were like ‘ i though you hated ‘them’”

so after a while ten gets his goddamn head out of his ass

and ask you out

after johnny got mad at him bcs ten thought that you didn’t like him

i feel like ten asking you out would be really chill

so he asks you to walk with him to the studio one day

and you happily accept, but wonder why the other boys aren’t coming on the walk since you guys usually walk to your destinations after school together

as you walk you both steal glances at each other

until once you catch him when you were trying to look at him

and he starts blushing

and the words “you’re so cute” slips out of your mouth

and he looks stunned

and you get really quiet and can’t look at him

and then he turns you to face him

and he says “you’re cute too”

and kisses your forehead

and that was his kind of way of asking you out i guess???

like you got the message

and after that y’all got more comfy with one another

so he unofficially asked you out

Dates

ooh ten would be so cliche

amusement park dates? yes

cafe dates? yes

park dates? yES

ten is very hyper once you get to know him

sometimes you wonder how he screams so loudly when in public hes so quiet

you swear he is a different person

he would want to make dates the best they could possibly be

especially when he is busy

bcs he feels like he owes it to you

but he is also always down to just sit around at your house and just talk

a lot of the time while you guys are walking to your date destination

he would just admire you

and you realize and get all nervous

and you have to tell him to stop

and he will have that cute ass smile and ask why

uwu my heart

when you guys are at cafes you probably like to take pics of ur drinks and snacks before yall can eat

and he gets whiny

“y/n LEt mE eAT!”’

‘‘GiVE mE a MinUtE thE LighTinG isNt RIGHT!!”

i dont think he would mind pda that much

bcs hes a flirt as it is

and he would always have his arm around you

and he would always hug you whenever he felt like it lmao

a lot of the time yall just go on quick dates after dance practice

maybe just go to a small restraunt

or a convenience store and make some ramen

he is such a softie

he probably likes to squish your cheeks and then peck your lips

you probably go to his dance comps

and he goes to yours

but youre literally out here screaming

bcs did you see that?!

you see that??!!!?!?!

ITS LEGEND

The Best Moments

did someone say THE legendary dance couple

yea they did

i know

because it was me

your dance studio probably has a youtube channel

kinda like 1 million dance studio

and everyone @ the nct dance academy posts on it when they cover choreos or make original choreos

and so you and ten often do dances together

and ppl deadass probably stan yall

like who yall stan in nda

lmao ten and y/n, how bout u

catch yall covering trouble maker

wow legends

yall are probably around the same height

bcs ten aint that tall

so youre just the right height to smack him on the back of the head when he makes an inapropriate joke

also fruits?

illegal

bcs i guess fruits are s c a r y

and he refuses to tell you why

but you respect him

and your like

“fine ill just take the strawberries back to my place”

you probably ocassionally stay up late

and he’ll text you

“you up?”

and you’ll say yea

and he’ll ask you if he can come over bcs it was a really long day and he wants to see you

and thatll make your heart ache

bcs ur literal sweet uwu baby boy wants to see you

and when he comes over he immdeiatly hugs you

and you can see the exhaustion in his face

and so yoou guys just cuddle in bed

and he rants to you about his problems

and you listen while you run your hands through his hair

uwu my heart

uwu his heart

uwu your heart

extras!

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sugarypixel · 5 years ago

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answered 100 random questions because i just felt like ranting i guess.

1. if you could pierce somewhere other than your ears, where would it be? I always thought eyebrow piercings were cool.

2. if you could be in a movie franchise (already made or a book that should be made into a movie), which would it be? Does Pokemon count? Because Pokemon.

3. what are your feelings on bangs? Bro I absolutely adore bangs, they are so cute.

4. what is your favorite blanket material? Anything super plush and soft.

5. who is the last person you were mad at? My parents.

6. if you had to be sent up into space or into the depths of the ocean, where would you choose? Spaaaaaace.

7. if you acquired an island, what would you name it? I already have an island and its name is Sugarpeach.

8. are you afraid of death? why or why not? Of course I am, I don’t want to die because I don’t know what’s waiting on the other side and because there are way too many things I want to do before then.

9. what astrological sign do you think you should be? Uhh I’m pretty sure I’m an accurate Sagittarius. Even the symbol speaks to me.

10. who is the worst person you have ever dated? I’ve never dated anyone because I have a hard time feeling romantic attraction to anyone.

11. if you could remake one movie the way you think it should’ve been made, which movie would you choose? Omg easiest question ever, Avengers Endgame.

12. if you had to be a teletubby, which one would you be? Bro Po all the way.

13. what are your feelings on caillou? Caillou is a good boi.

14. what is a custom/activity/experience/etc from another culture that you wish would be in your culture? Living with your family till you get married and it being seen as normal.

15. if you could choose where you were born, where would you want it to be? I guess anywhere that’s not the US cuz it seriously sucks here.

16. if someone told you they could tell you the truth about god/religion/higher powers/the universe/the meaning of life/what happens after death, would you want to know? YES.

17. what is your favorite part of your nighttime routine? sleep doesn’t count. Snuggling up and getting all cozy and warm.

18. what is your favorite form of exercise? I like swimming. Dancing is fun too.

19. what is one current trend that you hate? Conservatives refusing to wear masks and pretending like the virus is over just because they want it to be.

20. what is a trend that died that you would bring back? Can we please just bring back Vine?

21. what era of fashion do you wish to bring back? Absolutely the medieval era. I want people to wear full armor, capes, long hooded robes, flowing gowns, and the like again.

22. what is one movie or tv show that everyone loves that you hate? Uhhh basically any of those adult swim cartoons that use puppet animation. The humor is often racist/homophobic/sexist/etc. and the animation/art style looks ugly and uninspiring.

23. what is a question you have always wanted to ask but haven’t? why haven’t you asked it? I guess I want to ask my parents why they focus so much on the homosexuals being a “sin” and not all of the other way worse sins. I haven’t asked it because I’m afraid of getting disowned by them if they realized I was gay.

24. did you have a teacher growing up that helped you through a difficult time? who were they? Uhhh not really? But I really loved my 7th grade science teacher, he was fun. I can’t really think of any hard times I’ve had to go through but I think my first math help teacher in high school was really kind and caring.

25. think of a paper you have written sometime in your education. what was the topic? I once wrote about the over-sexualization of women in media in my junior year.

26. do you believe in universal healthcare? discuss. Of course I do, it just seems like a no brainer to want to help other people via taxes/socialism. Idk why some people act like it’s the worst possible thing that could happen. Like, capitalism already exists bro.

27. what is one song that makes you feel like love is real? It’s not a romantic type of love but Song of Hope by Crush 40 was written for Japan after their horrific tsunami. It feels like a very loving song and makes me believe that some people truly do care. Buuut romantic wise, Guide You Home from Spyro DotD sounds pretty romantic to me. And for familial love, I Want to Know from Kill la Kill sounds quite loving and precious.

28. what is one song that makes you feel like you’re dancing in a meadow with the sun shining on your skin? THE HILLS ARE ALIIIIIIIVE WITH THE SOUND OF MUUUUSIIIIIIC~ (literally what other song could you possibly think of when asked this question)

29. what is one song that makes you believe that things will get better? Uhhh first song that came to mind was News 39 by MitchieM (or Hatsune Miku), it basically just talks about happy things in the news as opposed to all the depressing stuff we’ve been seeing lately.

30. have you met any celebrities? if so, who? All the celebs I’ve met have been from cons, there’s quite a lot but the ones most important to me would be: Masakazu Morita (JP voice of Ichigo from Bleach and Barnaby from Tiger&Bunny), basically the most influential VA of my life Johnny Yong Bosh (ENG voice of Ichigo from Bleach), Dante Basco (Zuko from Avatar), Janet Varney (Korra from Avatar), Anthony Mackie (Falcon from Avengers), and my main female celeb crush Lana Parrilla (Regina from OUAT). Also do music artists at their concerts count? Because deadass Mystery Skulls.

31. you’re being forced to move out of your country. you must choose another one to move to, and you may never leave it, even for vacation. what country do you choose? bonus points if you answer the city. Anywhere where there’s a competent leader that’s not a rapist, decent laws (like the freedom to marry regardless of gender, a ban on guns, etc.), free healthcare/college, and maybe doesn’t have a history of genocide? Does a place like this exist? Because I will move there.

32. do you believe in the death penalty? discuss. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmaybe if there’s significant evidence that they purposefully and gladly murdered many innocent people and show no remorse whatsoever??

33. what do you think happens after you die? Bro I got no clue. But I had an interesting thought once that maybe when you die, you actually wake up and continue your life like normal, just not on the same plane of existence as Earth is, but it seems so real that you don’t even notice it.

34. name someone you love. My best friend.

35. name someone you like, but don’t necessarily love. Uhhh my former project coordinator at work?

36. how many soulmates do you think a person has? Probably an infinite amount lol.

37. what would you say was your sexual awakening? Finding hentai on the internet when I was in like 4th grade lol. But if you’re talking about my sexual orientation, I sorta first realized that gay/lesbian couples were a thing in 7th grade. Then in high school I realized I was pan and demi-romantic. That was when it made so much sense that I loved courting all the beautiful ladies in Harvest Moon A Wonderful Life when I was young dhjsskjssjsjsjs.

38. is love always worth it? discuss. This is pretty vague but yeah I’d like to think so. Sometimes people will betray you anyway though so it’s best to be picky about who you open up your heart to.

39. pick up your phone. look at the text you sent closest to an hour ago. what was it? It was “Ehhhhh” to my mom lol. I was feeling sick to my stomach.

40. do you believe in magical beings? discuss. Bro I am agnostic. So yes I believe in the possibility and I believe in there not being a possibility.

41. what time of the day do you feel most at peace with yourself? Well I like it when it’s between afternoon and evening and I take a nap. But I also feel at peace outside in nature on a sunny day. Or just seeing the sunrise.

42. choose one song. now choose someone else to sing it. what’s the song, and who is the new singer of said song? why? I’d be down for Emi Evans singing literally any song because I’m pretty positive she’s actually an angel with that gorgeous voice of hers.

43. have you ever cheated? on a person, on a test, in a game? why or why not? On a test and in a game, yeah. Why on a test? Because I hate the American school system. It’s cruel and evil and as a whole it disgusts me. Why on a game? Uhhh because I can? Lol, why not. Let me get all them rings to buy chao eggs in SA2B. (I’m talking about like single player video games btw, I wouldn’t cheat in anything multiplayer unless I was like 10 stealing money in Monopoly lmao.)

44. what is an impulsive decision you have made that you don’t regret? Mmmm my job at Nintendo? I don’t ever regret confessing my feelings either.

45. if you were given the opportunity to completely start your life over from the beginning with everything prior and up until your birth remaining the same, would you? Nah.

46. how do you feel about greek life in colleges? You mean like frats and stuff? Uhh to be honest I usually only ever hear bad things about them lol.

47. what is an aspect or event in history that you were obsessed with as a child? Never was too obsessed with history growing up I feel like. It all kinda sucked to learn about because America’s history sucks. I don’t mind learning about other countries’/cultures’ history though.

48. what would your wardrobe look like if you weren’t so afraid of being who you want to be? It’d probably be full of capes and full armor and long beautiful gowns and hooded robes and a bunch of hella gay stuff. I also just wanna wear rainbows and holographic stuff and lolita fashion, etc...

49. describe your ideal town to live in. Somewhere surrounded by nature I suppose.

50. what age are you scared to be? alternatively, what age were you most scared to be in the past? Uhhh like 80? Lol.

51. do you have a secret you want to share? be as vague or specific as you want. get it out. if you want. That I WANT to share? Seems unlikely. And the secrets that I want to share have most likely already been shared. A funny one I like to share is that I used to play ACWW under the covers at night when I was supposed to be sleeping. I told my mom that the other day and it was really funny lol.

52. do billionaires work harder than other people? discuss. Hell no.

53. if you had the means to start a charity, what would it be a charity for? Literally anyone anywhere who doesn’t have clean water. EVERYONE should have clean water.

54. what is your favorite hairstyle for yourself? Bangs down, hair long and poofy and wavy, with small pieces of hair on either side of my face pulled back into a tiny ponytail. Bonus points if I have little baby curls popping out from underneath, which I naturally do most of the time. I wish I had the energy to curl my hair more often.

55. what is your favorite memory from being 13 years old? This is when I was in 7th grade. Ironically that was my fave year of school. I was first introduced to anime, vocaloid, cosplay, cons, and really it’s just when I first got into music forreal. Some hilarious memories I have is my friend and I ditching class to go hang out with IT who couldn’t care less that we were there. We drew on their whiteboard and talked to them about nerd things since they were also nerds.

56. what is a movie that shaped who you were as a person at a young age? Omg, Thor lol. Pretty self explanatory if you know me well.

57. which us state would you erase if you could? LOL um... Let’s just go back to the source of the problem and erase D.C.

58. what is a skill you theoretically want to learn but probably never will? Aaaaaa I really want to be fluent in more than one language. I like to think I’ll at least learn how to play the guitar someday >_>

59. what is an obscure language you want to speak? Obscure? Hmm... Latin? Gaelic? And it’s not a real language but I wish I could speak the Chaos language from Nier ehehe.

60. you are put in a dangerous situation where you have to fend for yourself. what is your weapon of choice? why? Uhhh taser? I don’t want to kill anyone but I want to be able to immobilize them for long enough for me to be able to make an escape.

61. what is a place you choose not to go to anymore? why? School in general. I always hated going to school. Pretty much all of the nightmares I have are based in school.

62. do you think you’re living a fake life/putting on a facade/lying to people about who you really are? why or why not? When I’m at home, absolutely. My conservative parents don’t know I’m pan, a democrat, and agnostic. It’s painful to pretend I’m not any of those things.

63. what is the color that defines your life? why? I just wanna say pink because it’s my fave color lol.

64. you have the opportunity to go to an exclusive celebrity event. which one is it? (award shows, premieres, parties, etc) A premiere of one of my fave movie series would be fun (I only ever leave my house to go to movies anyway lmao). Avengers maybe? But Chris Pine wya?

65. you can bring back one person from the dead, but you must choose someone to die in their place. who are the two people you are choosing? I don’t really have any people close to me who have died so (aside from my cat Coonie but idk if that counts), I guess I’d pick Anton Yelchin to come back to life because his life was cut way too short. Donald Trump can BITE THE DUST. Pence can too lol.

66. what is your favorite fun fact that people don’t really know? Zero Escape has the best story ever. Hm? Wym that’s not a fact?

67. pick up the nearest reading material to you (book/magazine/paper/etc). what is the first line of that reading material? “Boys, help your sister to her room and call the medic.” from TLOK RotE Part 3 because I’m predictable.

68. if you had to choose a sport to play professionally, which one would you choose? Dancing is fun.

69. what is the worst way someone has betrayed you? Hah, easy one. Three of my closest friends all decided they didn’t wanna be my friend anymore in the same year and all blocked me without even trying to discuss the reason why with me. It’s fine though because the following year Spyro Reiginited was announced/released :) Spyro>>>>Humans

70. what do you do to unwind/cool down when you’re upset? Listen. To. Music.

71. what is the color scheme of your favorite sunrise or sunset? Various tones of pink~

72. what is a beauty product you swear by? Uhhh I’m not really good with this type of thing, but I always use Almay’s black liquid liner.

73. how do you feel about plastic surgery? discuss. Do it if you want, idc man. But I’m telling you right now your imperfections are what make you beautiful.

74. if you could get plastic surgery, would you? what would you change? Nah. I don’t want to feel unrecognizable by me.

75. cotton balls or cotton rounds? What the hell is a cotton round?

76. what is your favorite animal product? Uhhh milk? Dairy gives us pretty awesome things. I still like fruit better, though. And I’m not really a meat person.

77. what is one job that isn’t really around anymore that you would want to do? Human alarm clock sounds hilarious, I want to walk around waking people up by throwing shit at their houses.

78. if you lived in 1550, what would your life be like? make a character for yourself, but be honest about what it would actually be like. Is this like victorian era? Cuz I’d probably be too lazy to dress up in dresses and wear corsets all the time. I guess I’d draw a lot. Write a lot. Sleep a lot.

79. if you had to attend school in another country, which country would you choose? Mmm maybe Italy. Or Japan.

80. what will be/was the color scheme of your wedding? PINK and white.

81. is there something you have a really strong opinion about for basically no reason? what is it? Honestly just Sonic in general. I have MANY strong opinions. Positive and negative.

82. who is a person you would fight to the death for under any circumstances? My best friend.

83. what would you do if you were in the hunger games? be honest. Uhhh hide up in trees and wait for everyone else to kill each other lol.

84. what time do you think everyone should wake up? I’m personally not productive at all in the mornings, so any time past like 12pm lol.

85. what is your favorite type of nut? if you’re allergic to nuts, sorry. Cashews. Pistachios good too.

86. what is your favorite part of your hometown? The forest in general. I wanna live in a forest, but like without all the wild animals and bugs, thanks.

87. you must get rid of one of your electronic items. you have no choice. which one do you sacrifice? Lol I have plenty I need to get rid of, how about all the old earbuds I have laying around.

88. what is a conspiracy theory that you genuinely believe in? make it interesting please. Omg I love conspiracy theories so much. Zero Escape taught me so many and explained them through science and made them seem totally believable (please play Zero Escape). Morphogenetic field theory is pretty cool. Basically it’s an invisible field where you can transfer thoughts to another person. There have been experiments that prove it (people ask group A what is the picture of that they show them, none of them guess right. The people tell group A it is of a dog. Then they ask group B the same question and they all answer dog. So group A sent their thoughts to group B through the morphogenetic field.) so idk I wouldn’t be surprised if it was real. Also the many-worlds interpretation. Basically it’s about how there are many timelines and parallel worlds that exist. But I guess something basic that I totally believe in is alien life. There is literally no way there isn’t another lifeform out there in the ever expanding universe. Also 9/11 was totally all done by the US to start a war to make money.

89. what is the first memory you have of oppression/discrimination? it doesn’t have to be about yourself. There was a mentally disabled kid in our class in elementary school and people bullied him all the time. I remember one time I got paired up with him in a project and everyone started laughing and I got so pissed I yelled at the whole class for being dicks to him. Also just in general the R word used to be used really often. Luckily my generation grew up being taught to never ever use that word.

90. what is one song from the 80s that still goes so hard? Technically it’s late 70s but September by Earth, Wind, & Fire ROCKS.

91. what is a lyric that you hate? why do you hate it? There’s a song I really like that has a pretty homophobic/sexist line in it that bothers me really bad. But THE SONG SOUNDS SO GOOD AUGHHHH. The line is, “if you can’t be a man suck a fuckin’ dick”. Song is Mature Opinion (ironic I know) by Kenichiro Nishihara (but he just made the background music, the rapper is a different person). It’s so annoying because it’s exactly the type of sound I ADORE...I usually skip the line on purpose anyway.

92. name 3 books you were forced to read in school. The Bean Trees, Catcher in the Rye, and The Great Gatsby.

93. how do you keep track of events/deadlines? calendar? agenda? your brain? My phone’s calendar.

94. what is the first book that made you cry that comes to mind? Probably some LGBT romance manga lol.

95. if you had to give a seminar about something, what would it be about? I am NO expert (I don’t think any artist considers themselves an expert honestly) but I wouldn’t mind helping new artists out. I also always liked critiquing people’s essays/stories in school.

96. how do you feel about your mother? I love my mom and I appreciate that she at least tries to be considerate of my feelings on certain political topics. She is slightly more open than my dad is about that stuff. She used to be a lost worse growing up with her anger issues, but she’s getting better. It worries the HELL out of me that she thinks being bisexual is worse than being gay or lesbian. It makes me not want to ever come out to her about my pansexuality (I’ve resolved years ago that I’d tell my parents if I ever got into a serious relationship with someone who is not a straight cis boy lol). I appreciate that my mom listens and shows interest in some of my hobbies I talk to her about. I wish she’d open up to more genres of music. I love how much she loves and cares for me, I’m pretty sure I’m her best friend. I’ll always be there for my mom when she’s grieving. The way she chews with her mouth open and talks with food in her mouth drives me up the fucking wall. I know my mom worries about me and my mental health and I am grateful for that. I love it when my mom plays the piano music I request her to play. I love it when she actually likes certain songs I listen to. I wish she’d play video games with me lol. I wish she’d care less about swearing and cleavage. I appreciate that despite growing up in an incredibly strict Christian household (literally her dad was the principal of the Christian private school they went to) she gave me a more freeing childhood and went way easier on me than her parents did on her. I wish she’d love animation and action movies more. I love how she’s always willing to help me with making my cosplay. I love doting over our cat together. Idk, I have a lot of feelings about my mom lol.

97. is makeup an art form? discuss. Without question. You’re literally painting on your face, what more is there to say.

98. what kind of videos do you primarily watch on youtube? I love watching Vinesauce play games lol, especially corruptions.

99. what is the scent of your deodorant? “Powder fresh”.

100. at what age do you hope you die? At whatever age has me feeling like dying has more benefits than being alive.

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