#why can’t i will myself to do anythinggg

[redhotarsenic]

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[shadowfiredemonwolf]

on renora and bumbl/by

 I have seen people go why is it that people largely considered them canon from the start      but not bb and trying to go its because of the genders involved.  NO   there is a big difference between them isnt that  one was a het pairing or one was a same sex renora was actually  teased since v1 with nora going into that very specific denial route with t ( and in the little screentime they got in v1-3 there were hints to renora )  unlike bb  which got nothing in that time that put in a romantic light where you can argue that bb was only teased starting in v7 ( nothing in v6 was inherently romantic   people try to bring up adams statement but he was called delusional not to mention adams hatred of humans   ) and nothing in v1-5 hinted at bb    in a romantic light you have to do some twisting of facts to see any evidence which is what rwbytalks/nerdsideofthemedia  did .  like trying to claim burning the candle scene was romantic or adam going he will destroy everything blake loved ( which includes friends and family   ) and act like he specifically targeted yang when yang just walked in   calling for blake and blake had a worried expression that isnt romantic in nature

not to mention trying to put burning the candles as romantic hint when it wasnt nothing in that moment was inherently romantic ( lets be real if you were to compare that with suns introduction remove the names and genders involved people would hold up sun introduction as hinting at romance ( suns introduction which was setting up his character and relationship with blake was him running past blake slow motion

heck rwbytalks person tried to claim that it can be argued that renora only began in v4 when it really cant the teasing was there from the start with nora   after saying they were together for so long having to specify not together together when she and ren were the only people in room or boop song

“1)This point is pretty minor, but this is what first caused me to raise my eyebrows in suspicion. In “The First Step” I had been content to just see these two as friends, but then, Nora says the fated words: “Well, not ‘together-together’… Not that I’m not saying that you’re not handsome; you are handsome, but that’d just be weird, right?”In case you still don’t understand, I’ve bolded the prove-y parts. There was no reason for her to say any of this. She could have left it as “What are the odds we’d still be together?” Ren knows exactly what she meant by that, he wouldn’t have corrected her. Now that she’s realized the implications of what “together” meant, she feels the need to correct herself. After that she’s just fumbling for words, and reveals more about how she feels about Ren. She didn’t have to say anythinggg. But she did, and now we know that she thinks Ren is handsome (well, duh). If her feelings for him were completely platonic, she wouldn’t have said anything like that. There’d be no reason for her to. Like seriously if I was writing two characters that were only meant to be platonic, I would never write a scene like that. The implication of those words are too strong.”

I can understand feeling fuzzy about Ren’s side of this, as he is quite quiet and subtle. But to quote myself again from this post:

“On to Ren now. His feelings on the matter are a bit more complicated, since he’s typically very quiet and composed. We really shouldn’t take this to mean that he doesn’t feel anything though. I can be quite introverted myself (I’m somewhat good at hiding it), and anyone who is introverted can attest to the fact that silence doesn’t mean that we don’t care. The tricky part is that all of Ren’s thoughts and feelings are in his head. We can’t really tell what he’s thinking or feeling because he doesn’t say or act out much. A lot of the stuff he does is going to be subtle. Anything regarding his feelings towards Nora is going to be even more subtle because he has a reason to hide it.”

“Now my friends, I didn’t bring you here to this lovely post to just be all “I guess Ren loves Nora bc I dunno”. I’ve got my reasons.”

“We were given evidence in a conversation that was prompted by dear ol’ Jaune in “Burning the Candle”. Jaune asks “Well, how did you and Nora… y'know…” He clearly thinks that Ren and Nora are a thing (when the oblivious guy can figure this out u have a problem). Ren picks up on this quickly. And you know what he does? He in fact does not, calmly correct Jaune like a person that has no attraction to their friend would do. He stammers. Lie Ren. The basic epitome of cool and collected, stammers like an idiot. Umm whaAT?? He never directly responds to Jaune’s question. Nora does it (with another use of “not together-together”) And after that, he changes the subject! (”Jaune, what is this all about?”). Why would he do that if he only had platonic feelings for Nora? There’s literally no reason for it unless….. maybe….? He has…Romantic feelings for Nora….????”

while blake had another ship blacksun which was actually teased since v1 had had tons of romantic teases buildup and development which makes me say to people who try to claim blacksun was just a red herring   that is not how you write a red herring ( look at weiss x neptune if someone said that was a red herring I would have nothing to say to disagree with that ) so I would call bs on that and if I say originally intended a pairing to be a red herring but gave it so much buildup while the other ship didnt get anything.  I would just go with  the red herring canon 

[painterlackingartistry]

Writing prompts day 1

AN: all prompts found on instagram!

                                                The house 

In the end they all leave. 

As the years painfully progressed, painted flowers tore to planks and gentle drips after a storm long passed transformed into forever damp mold. pieces of me that were once beautiful and full turned stuffy and alone. bright hallways filled with laughter and excitement turned empty and abandoned, a gentle pain that is a constant reminder of the lives I have lived, yet the pain of years long passed never quite compared to the growing ache of the screams of terror that erupted from my inhabitants.

For years I attempted to communicate with those that entered me like light entering a void, each person brought new hope that faded as fast as it came. After a 100 years you would think I would understand, why? I have been nothing but welcoming. Though even when my foundation was secure and brilliant, they ran as if I had caught fire. 

The business men and women have come and gone, speaking of rebirth and renewal. they talk of large, loud machines to tear me away brick by brick, piece by piece. I have spent what feels like eternity pleading to just have someone to talk to, now they want to tear me apart. perhaps it would be better this way, maybe..just maybe they could be doing me a favour by ending my very existence. maybe the ruins won't be as lonely-

SMASH!

“OW...that hurt”

“well Oliver, maybe if you weren't such an idiot and I don't know...USED THE DOOR?!”

CreEaKkKk

“ha ha ha...veeeerry funny Ayla..”

Here we go again, that hopeful feeling I was talking about.. I really do wish that would just stop already. teenagers may be harder to scare but they really do a number on my appearance, I wish they would just try the door first instead of going all guns of furry. I may be old but I am still sensitive.

I feel the harsh taps of feet on my sinking floor boards, 2..maybe 3? No..5! five people, a whole party if I do say so myself!..then again I've Never seen one, so that may be incorrect. the Excitement begins to bubble within me, this could be the chance, MY chance I- wait. No something..something is off. as I scan the faces of those who have entered the heart of , I feel it.. something vile, something..malevolent. I just can't place- THEM! It’s that one, off to the left.  Eyes tangled in a foul excitement, the sickeningly toothy smile on their face has a dark and bitter undertone.

throughout the years many people have come to pass, most energy is good and some energy is bad, but this one..this one is sinister, unlike any I have seen before. Fear filled every crevice of my walls, I understood finally that this wasn't a happy day. No I had to save them, unfortunately I have to scare them away.

BANG. BANG. BANG

yelps erupted from the teenagers as I threw all of my doors open.

“..woah..”

“FUCK YEA! I told you guys this place was haunted”

“OLIVER!..SHUT UP”

“okay okay jeez Ayla, who shit in you're cornflakes..”

“whatever..lets just continue before it gets dark.”

giggles erupted from the group of teens..wait what?! Giggles?! no no no. COME ON..The ONE FUCKING TIME people aren't scared of me, I NEED THEM TO LEAVE?! 

as if the sinister one could hear me a cocky smile grew on their face.

“yeah..lets continue”

they walk farther into the living room as they collectively decide to check out the kitchen. here is my chance..

cReAkK.. BANG. SMASH.

“AGHH..Ahem I mean sheesh..didn’t uh get me..nope”

“HA! Oliver you screamed like a little girl”

“WHAT?! nooooo must have just been listening to yourself or something..whatever”

“right..nice save man”

“fuck off josh”

“..uh..guys? I think I'm just gonna..yah know uh.. head home.”

“aweeee is Mr. Im not scared of ANYTHINGGG gonna cry to his mommy?”

“Oliver! enough. if Matthew wants to go home, he can..stop being a dick”

YES! run Matthew run as fast as you can. Get out of here..please get the hell outta here.

“ I will walk you to the door Matty boy”

NO! MATTHEW DON’T LISTEN! RUN BOY RUN. I shove the old chair into the wall in retaliation. all the teenagers jump in shock.

“..yea man..uh thanks. see you guys tomorrow!”

“why don't you guys head upstairs I will catch u to y'all in a second”

“aight bud..peace Matt!”

all the remaining teenagers bid farewell to poor Matthew as he and sinister walked through the kitchen door, disappearing from view..no no no no no. run matt..please...

“hey man, thanks for walking me ou-”

SLASH!

I shook as a repulsive scream ripped through my throat. a violent red oozed from boys neck, it went through my floor boards so quickly I could taste it.. how could they do this? as sinister watched the life drain from poor Matthews eyes a glint of fascination flared through their own. they smiled a smile so nauseating it would make the devil cringe. words cannot describe the horror I feel at this very moment, why wouldn't they leave?! don't they want to live goddamnit!? 

sinister took one last look at the body before turning around and headed towards the stairs. I had to stop him from polluting me with any more evil and violence.

CRASH! BANG! 

“AGHHHH! FUCK!”

Half way up I tore the step from right under them. All the commotion drew attention from the 3 other teenagers upstairs, much to my pleasure and dismay on the way down sinister cut their arm. now they had an excuse as to why there was blood on their shirt.

“OMG! Jessie are you okay?!”

“yeah..this old fucking house just decided to give out on me ha ha..help me up will you”

Jessie..so that was their name. how could a name so lovely be so..sinister? I watched on as the other teenagers grabbed Jessies arms and yanked him up the stairs. 

“holy shit dude you're bleeding!”

“we should go guys...this house is old, maybe we should take you to the hospital.”

“NO!..uh mean no. Im fine guys its just a scratch anyways. lets go look around some more”

“idk man.. Ayla’s right maybe we should go..”

“nah jessie said he's fine right? Let’s just explore for 10 more minutes. 10 minutes can't hurt right? I mean come on Oliver when do you ever agree with Ayla anyways?”

please go! go away! GO AWAY!

SLAM! 

“AHH”

this time all the teenagers yell out in unison, perhaps Im on the right track...maybe I can save the rest of them after all. RUN!! 

“WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!!”

“guys..we should go”

“oh come on Oliver don't be such a pussy, lets just explore already, come on jessie lets go this way.”

 I wanted to scream at them, at the top of my lungs scream ‘NO! don't go! please please don't go. just take off running and never look back, go home to your loved ones and live to see another day. do whatever the hell you want but just don't stay here’ but I couldn't, I may be conscious but I'm still just a house. If I could say ‘ hey you're friend is a psycho Murderer! run!’ I would, but I can't, instead I gotta move shit in hopes it scares them enough to leave, to see poor Matthew, come to their senses and run. 

josh and Sinister- er jessie find their way into what used to be my beautiful art studio, lined with huge bay windows and a clear view of the gardens below.

“woah man, this place must have been gorgeous”

josh was right, at one time or another I had been gorgeous I attracted many people in my younger days.

“yeah...Hey! josh look at that!”

“wha-?”

CRASH! THUMP!

“oops..oh well”

Horrified I stare at the one they call jessie, the glint in their eyes becoming stronger and more sickening with every passing second. I wonder, where do you you draw the line? how many people until it is too many? how sinister can you get jessie? I am ripped from my thoughts as the sound of footsteps travel closer to where I am focused. I want to scream and yell and beg, but my efforts would be fruitless. 

“JESSIE!? what the hell happened?”

“we heard a crash...where is josh??”

the sinister smile appears on Jessies face as he points to the window. RUN GODDAMNIT RUN! Oliver is quick to go check by the window but Ayla was quicker to hold him in place.

“hey uh jessie..I think were gonna go now..” I see Olivers face contort in confusion as he stares at ayla’s face, as he turns his head back to jessie I can feel the realization dawn on him.

“uh...yea man were uh gonna split..”

Oliver and Ayla begin to slowly walk out of the room. Jessies face suddenly contort into pure rage as he grabs a piece of broken glass and begins to run toward the duo. quickly Oliver grabs onto Ayla’s hand and bolts out the door.

Acting quickly I slam the door and lock it behind them, giving Ayla and Oliver a proper chance to escape. jessie begins rapidly pounding on the door before kicking it with his foot.

“LET ME OUT YOU LITTLE BITCH! IM GONNA KILL YOU AND YOUR DICKLESS BOYFRIEND TOO”

“IM GONNA KILL YOU!”

just at Jessie breaks through the door I hear Both Oliver and Ayla scream, and I know they found poor Matthew.  

“IM GONNA FUCKING KILL BOTH OF YOU”

when I hear the sound of a car starting and speeding away I know that Ayla and Oliver made it out alive, and let me tell you I have never felt more overjoyed to see people running away from me before.  just as I think it was all over jessie abruptly stopped throwing his psycho fit and turned around, once again flashing that sinister smile and for the first time I have never felt more seen. it felt as though he was looking right at me and right through me all at the same time

“..Im sorry you had to see that...but now you will never have to be lonely.”

[roses-and-oceans]

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Oooh!! omg i am favorite??? AHHHH

1. I have impostor syndrome. I am sooooo certain everything i do is poo and people will realize it. Like I’m just waiting for the day someone will call me a sham and I’ll be like:

2. I have achy joints and I am turning 21 soon.  I broke my dominant arm a year ago and I loved drawing and writing. With the weather changes, its been such a hard time doing what I love and ughhhh. On my bad days I can’t even find solace in video games. Thats why if I disappear for a while, you’ll know ;-; I’m too young for this shit.

3. I love playing video games so so so much! Even if my hands hurt or my eyes get tired, I’ll play til i’ve exhausted myself! My favorite games are Overwatch, Majora’s Mask (100% completion bb), ffxv (obvs), the Sims, the Kingdom Hearts series, Sly Cooper Series, Ratchet and Clank Series, and countless others. 

4. I am lactose intolerant. But I still love cheese??? Can’t stop won’t stop???? I am v sad about ice cream tho. And boba tea. they dont offer subs here ;-;

5. I love reading books. I am so excited about books. I havent been able to read any new ones for a while but oooo i will re-read a book and never get tired of it. I will love it til the end of my days.

6. I work at a doggy daycare! I love all animals so I’m thrilled to be working with dogs, although it can be sorta nerve-wracking. It just sucks when dogs don’t get along with each other.

7. I’m shy. I can be incredibly, painfully shy and ughhh. I’m fine once I get to know you but ughhhh. I can be really quiet, I feel like i dont have much to contribute to friends convos or anythinggg.

8. That being said, I am HORRIBLE with communication. With work and just my mind boggling itself, I hardly check in on friends. Like yeah i’ll be like “hey how ya doin?” THREE MONTHS LATEr  “HI I AM ALIVE AND NOT SO WELL, I LOST AN ARM AND MY DIGNITY AGIN HOW AER YOU”.

9. I love sleep as much as Noctis does. Like I wish I could nap all the damn time. I sleep until the last possible minute, I make sure my alarm clocks are at full volume and I always, ALWAYS calculate the amount of sleep ima get when I get ready for bed. I need sleep to function and I’m barely able to with 8 hrs. I need more lmao.

10. I am the mom friend. Will take care of you, make sure you’re having a great time, will make you cookies if you have the ingredients and/or will buy whatever you need. I fiercely love my friends and will protect you no matter what. I will so what ever I can to make you smile!

I guess that’s it for now! I honestly don’t know what to say, I’m pretty boring lol

But thank you for sending this! And I hopefully, if i send you one and if you’ve already done it don’t worry about doing it again lol. 

Okay my s/o is making me go take a nap, he says I look like the dead. aint he sweet.

I’ll catch you guys later!