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Alone in the Dark - Chapter 2 (Eric X Fox)

Rating: M (Language, Violence, Lots of Smut)

Genre: Drama/Angst

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Fox dropped into her chair, hurriedly pulling folders together. Amity was happily stuck in the past, and paper was still the chosen method of communication there. Fox’s phone beeped and she glanced at the screen, Eric better not be sexting again.

It was a message from Max. All Leaders, meeting in main conference room, 5 minutes.

Fox reached for her phone, ready to type a message to Max declining. If she didn’t get out to Amity before they started into the peace serum then her day was shot, Fox had learned that trying to stimulate a bunch of juiced-up hippies to be serious and pay attention was an exercise in futility once they’d been sufficiently lubricated, and she was not sitting through another three-hour sing-along of ‘Que Sera Sera’ again. Max must have been anticipating this, for she’d barely started typing when another message beeped.

ALL Leaders, you too, LaRue.

Shit.

Maybe it would be quick, and Fox could still salvage her day. Dammit, if Eric hadn’t pulled her up on top of him, filling her with his cock they would have been on time today.... oh, who was Fox kidding, she’d rather ride Eric than work any day.

Max was pacing a small space as the leaders filed in. Fox purposefully took a seat across the table and a few spaces down from Eric, the last thing she needed right now was his wandering hands under the table. Eric shot her a devilish wink, acknowledging her choice to stay away.  

The last leader had barely parked their ass when Max began to speak. “Alright, we’ve got a situation.”

A faint murmur moved through the group, Max was always cool and confident, he didn’t get unnecessarily worked up over minor ‘situations’.

Max continued, his knuckles tight on the chair back he stood behind. “Erudite has been doing some controversial research, involving viruses and their properties.”

Fox chanced a glance back at Eric, his brow was furrowed. ‘Erudite, Research and Controversial’ were three words you didn’t want to hear in the same sentence. The brainy faction fancied themselves impervious to harm, but in sad reality were like overly smart children without sufficient guidelines and boundaries, you never knew what the crazy bastards were going to come up with next, but why they tinkering with viruses was beyond Fox.

“They’ve been working with a modified strain of Old World Influenza, something that raised a lot of hell back before the war. They’re not being very forthcoming with what modifications they made, but of course the virus managed to escape their labs and they tried to contain it themselves first.”

“How long ago?” Eric asked.

Max met his eyes, jaw tight. “Four days ago.”

Eric nodded sharply, “we need to start quarantining-”

Max shook his head. “It’s too late, if we quarantined everyone who’s been exposed, then the entire faction will be shut down, we can’t run like that. Erudite is recommending increased monitoring of potential symptoms. They say the incubation period is no more than ten days, so we’ve got a tense week coming up.”

“But if we quarantine-”

“You were in Erudite yesterday Eric, you’d be sent to quarantine; Fox would, everyone sitting in this room would. And we’re not the only faction affected, Erudite estimates that potentially infected individuals have been to all the factions. We missed the chance to contain this early, thanks to the Noses, we’re playing catch-up now.” Max swiveled his attention to Dexter Lloyd, the senior infirmary doctor. “Start being extra-vigilant for any signs of viral sickness-” Max’s secretary opened the door then and handed Max a large stack of paper. Max began passing the papers around and once Dr. Lloyd had received a copy, began speaking again. “Anyone that presents with these symptoms, Erudite has included some suggested treatment methods, but of course everything’s a question mark right now.”

Fox scanned the paper and felt her stomach begin to drop.

    Symptoms - acute, severe, deep muscle aches    - acute high fever    - sudden cough / severe congestion    - sore throat    - severe headache    - extreme fatigue

Max’s voice pulled Fox’s attention away from the paper and she reluctantly concentrated on the head leader again.

“No unnecessary inter-faction visits, not until this shit blows over. And, until this ends, this is a standing order to meet here every morning, same time for any updates and additional information. Dismissed.”

Fox stood reluctantly and glanced back towards Eric. His jaw was tense, his gaze far away. Fox knew he was worried less about his own potential exposure to this unknown virus than he was about the far-reaching effects for the faction and its members. He also would be more concerned about Fox’s health than his own, and it wouldn’t be the first time he’d become a giant mother hen tut-tutting around, getting in the way and squawking whenever Fox got tired of his nannying and shooed him away.

He glanced up as Fox approached and his lips curled faintly. His arms wrapped around her with more urgency than usual, and he pulled her tightly to his chest. Fox was alarmed to hear Eric’s heart beating faster than normal and she looked up at him with concern.

“Eric?”

Eric focused reluctantly on Fox, drawing his gaze from the faraway point he’d been stuck on. He offered her another smile, but this was half-hearted and distracted. He dropped his head and pressed his lips to hers, his kiss holding an edge of fear. Pulling away he exhaled heavily, dropping his face to the crook of Fox’s neck for a moment. His lips caressed her throat, sending a shiver through her before he pulled back.

“I shouldn’t have kissed you,” he murmured, frowning.

“I think that ship sailed this morning babe,” Fox said lightly, stroking up and down his upper arms, trying to reassure him.

“Eric!” Max’s voice rang out.

Eric sighed and pressed one more kiss to Fox’s forehead. “I’ll call you later, baby.” He murmured, pulling away reluctantly. Fox watched his broad back as he walked towards Max, and the two leaders left the room.    

[mikazukikannagisjourney]

Spiritual Log November 16 2019

Subtitle: Physical release after meditations, healings, clearings, all that icky and gross stuff plus some tips (yeah this post comes with icky warnings, just a disclaimer)

Hi everyone, how are you all doing? I am still hoping that you're all doing great, even so-so, or maybe even meh and eh are acceptable. It has been a bit gruelling the past few weeks, I personally felt it, so many old crap kept popping up and I just had to do so much clearing and healing, and I had to haul the remaining stuff I left behind at my old place, mostly books that I plan to send to my friend and Soul Sister who owns a learning center (and probably reads this now via Twitter lolz), some of the books I plan to keep, assuming that they weren't yeeted yet lol, and my drawing table. It's hard not to have a decent table, I mean, I do my card readings either on the floor or on the bed. Not that I mind, but I actually need a decent table to do my adulting activities, and I needed a large space to draw, so yeah, partly why I failed the Inktober challenge by not doing anything is because I haven't set a drafting table up. Yeah I'm not a pro because I can't work without my tools, I can admit to that. Just thinking about that makes me tired and sad about my state,living in a mudflat. More gunk and mud keeps me down, and the heaviness just zaps my energies even more, apart from clearing a lot of my subconscious garbage which can get pretty emotionally taxing and exhausting physically.

Even the collective has been feeling super-tired and stuff, a lot have been complaining about feeling deadbeat and not being able to finish what they plan to do, unless it was something that had to be finished. Well, that's Mercury Retrograde (Rx) for you. Don't start shit, just finish what has been started or planned to get done. So don't push yourselves too hard, these are the times we need to pull back and check our progress, set reunions with our past selves, or our old friends, just don't start new stuff, that eats up a lot more energy because it's new, and more or less unknown. For now, just take that chance to rest, we're just getting the usual body and spiritual upgrades. Pains and aches can also occur, so if you can tap those out or remove those trapped energies, then all the better for you. And if you've been at it with your clearings and healings, then your comeback will be even stronger! Yay! Also... We're just a few days before Mercury goes direct, and then the magical days of 23-24 when Jupiter and Venus goes conjunct so we can manifest our BEST LIVES EVER!!! Also if you're into spellcasting yeah that's the golden date my friends, let's do this!!!

Ok, now for the heart of this post, which is mostly about the physical manifestations of releasing stuff from our bodies. If you've been in this blog long enough, you would probably know by now that my favorite form of release is crying the heck out of me. Yep. Like a child. A baby. I was really good at it when I was a kid, and I never got sick. I felt at peace whenever I finish crying out my emotional crap. The mental issues started when I was forced to grow up and repress all the crying. But lately after having to accept that crybaby part of me as a part of my true self, some of my chronic issues decreased. And I guess acceptance helped a lot. But of course, that's not the only form of physical release when dealing with trapped emotions, trauma, etc. You can search the web for more information on the matter, but I'll just mention stuff here that I experienced first hand, as well as any actions I did to release whatever it was.I mean, any Mercury Rx is a great time to heal these things because the process is faster, but these are great anytime, anywhere because we are all timeless beings living in a time-bound space.

Ok! Releasing emotions or trauma (repressed or not)

1. Crying -When you feel it welling up, just acknowledge that it is a part of you that no longer serves your best interest, and just cry it out. No questions asked, no judgement. Let it flow. Most-likely it has anger, sadness, bitterness, depression,feelings of unworthiness, feeling unsafe, betrayal, all the icky stuff that we just wanna forget, but they won't let us unless we remove the emotional charge.

How to deal: If you find that a memory resurfaces while crying, dwell in it, and MAX OUT YOUR EMOTIONS. Try getting the emotional levels to the highest intensity that you can, as you recall all, if not most of the nitty-gritty details of the event. It sucks, I know. But just max it out. Get as angry or as sad or bitter as you can, summon the demons out, let them roar, release them from their chains. After you've felt like you've released as much as you can, say thank you to those negative energies, they only wanted to keep you safe. Send them back to Source, God, the Central Sun, Mother Earth, whatever Higher Power you believe in, and ask them to be transmuted to their best selves. To calm yourself down, you can hug yourself, or have a thought anchor: You are safe, they can't harm you anymore. Let the love of the universe envelop your entire being. Just stay like this. Ideally this is to be done with a therapist, a healer, counselor, someone who can catch you as you fall. But if you can manage doing these on your own, well, hugs for you. Great job!

2. A bad case of diarrhea with unknown origins -This applies to most people, but more importantly if you're a person whose lower 3 chakras have been clearing lately, or you focused on clearing them. If you know your human design and you're a Generator, Pure or Manifesting, this can also be a clearing of our sacral center, so we can harness even more of our personal power.

How to deal: First of, don't take drugs, unless they're rehydration salts. Or if symptoms such as fever and vomiting appear, plus some blood in your poop or vomiting, see a medical professional. But if it's just loose bowels, then let the bowels move, they're just adjusting to your energetic upgrades. Also, try eating light foods, less oils and fats and simple sugars, drink more water, get some rest. Your body is dealing with physical manifestations of clearing, so just be patient. Symptoms usually clear up in 2 days, 3 at most. Any longer, see a doctor. As a person who gets easily affected by food poisoning, yeah even if I don't take drugs the bowels usually become normal after 2 days. The body is smart, it knows what it's doing.

3. Peeing a lot -Whenever you do sound healings, it is essential to stay hydrated not just to allow the sounds to reverb within your body (because water is a smooth and really good sound conductor compared to air), but also because dehydration can cause uncomfortable symptoms like dizziness and headaches whenever you listen to certain sounds. Plus staying hydrated can help calm you down, regulate body temperature properly, and balance cellular integrity in between healings (because the water helps clear our cellular debris, and dehydration prevents exchanges between cell membranes due to an imbalance in osmotic pressure. Seriously whoever thought science and spirituality can't mix just didn't learn cell biology a bit more lolol). However, this can also cause you to pee more.

How to deal: Unfortunately, peeing more IS the healing part, the more you do it, the more stuff you flush out. This can't be helped. But if your only issue is with rehydration aka water becomes too boring, just flavor your water with natural fruit or veggie juices.I personally mix sliced apples and cucumbers in my water jug, and drink them. Mint is also a great addition, as are sliced grapes. I squeeze lemon directly into warm water and drink it, while I just letthe peels sit in cool water for 30minutes. They get bitter if they stay more than 2 hours though. But honestly I don't mind drinking just water, just gotten used to it I guess. Simplifying life, I guess.

4. Tension within the body - this is definitely something that warrants professional help, because sometimes there are hard-to-reach places that even we can't touch.

How to deal: Honestly I just get a massage or a back rub, but I also shield myself and transmute so the massage therapist won't absorb my gunk. Even if I do an energetic exchange aka pay them.

Well, I hope this post serves you well. Please let me know what you think about it, or if it helped in any way. Thank you for stopping by. And may you find the healing you seek.

Love and hugs from Source above

I remain your friend and Soul Sibling

三日月

Mikazuki