#why am i crying smh
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Do you know how often I think about BJ and religion? Do you know the hours I have put into pondering this man who came to Korea with faith and who so quickly becomes the only person who doesn't bow his head or close his eyes when prayers are being led around him? Do you know how normal I am about it?
#why am i crying smh#bj i am prying open your skull and poking your brain#bj hunnicutt#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mashblogging#s7e10#baby it's cold outside
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Broooo I HATE adulting. My car insurance has shot through the roof so I got some quotes from different companies to find smth cheaper and Geico came in clutch but when I went to purchase a new policy they increased my monthly rate by like, $25 for some claim that I was driving an unsafe vehicle?? Which never happened, I do not recall getting ticketed for something like that. Now I gotta dispute that bc it's messing with my insurance rates and AGHGHH.
Don't grow up kids it's not worth it š Insurance companies will charge you extra just for existing š
#Shima speaks#What do you MEAN I was driving an unsafe vehicle. My car is perfectly safe!! If you must know!!!#I hate the fact that I have to pay for my car AND pay for car insurance. Why can't that come bundled together.#Bills are so expensive I'm going to cry this SUCKSSSS#Can barely even afford to pay rent now I have to deal with this smh#I just don't want to get charged out of my ass for car insurance is that so hard#Geico is going to save me over $100 a month but not if they pull this crap!!!#'unSaFE VehICLe' Who are you. Who even ARE you#Okay tantrum over I'm fine now#I am an adult who is adulting and can handle adulting things it's fine everything's fine :)
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one day i'll lose it and spam all of my socials w brocedes edits that belong to a museum and what then?
#i think i got my period#bec why am i crying please#I NEEDA FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS SMH#get away from me you two#brocedes#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#silver war#f1#formula 1
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a moment of silence for anyone whose dash i might have ruined with the past hour of constant mcrposting šš
#it won't happen again. haha get it? bc they might not ever- *gunshot noise*#i am unwell#god why do i have to act so normal on the outside. i so desperately need irl friends that would be crying about this with me#where are the emos in this town smh#mcr
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5 for the isat ask game!
5 - What's your favorite optional event?
VERY TOUGH ONE TO ANSWER. I'm gonna go right ahead and disqualify twohats bc it's a predictable answer. If I had to choose just one though I think it'd probably be the sus event. It really got my goat on my first playthrough bc I didn't realize you had to do it in ACT 4. If I remember correctly I think sus is the only optional event locked to ACT 4??? Now that I've actually done it though I'm quite fond of it.
Sus event is one that you really have to go out of your way to do. It kind of reminds me of the True Ending in SASASAP but More and I'm sure that's intentional. Like the requirements for sus quest necessitate that you're going to do it, if not the loop before ACT 5, very soon before it. You have to know pretty much everything about Time Craft and Wish Craft already, so whatever you're doing in the loops now is basically taking out any optional stuff before you hit the end. You have to pretty thoroughly remember how the script goes just so you know all the best ways to break it. I feel like if the True Ending route is Loop going through the motions so many times that they can't deal with holding their facade together any longer, the sus route is Siffrin waving a big red flag around for help. There's just no way you're going to stumble into sus without preplanning what to do to rack up your points and make Odile aware of how Wish Craft works.
So I think it's interesting how much Siffrin pushes back against Odile trying to figure him out. It's a pattern of behavior that I am well aware of where you're desperately going "HELP ME" but you're not willing to accept it when it's offered to you.
Siffrin spends an entire loop screwing everything up, to a point that's frankly kind of egregious even by Late Stage Timeloopers standards, and then they can't reckon with the consequences of it. I don't think sus event is as intentional of a cry for help for Siffrin as it is the player, mind you. But I do think it's. Very tragic. Yeah of course "it's too late" in the sense that Siffrin's about to talk to Euphie and the whole journey will end, but moreso it's that by the time that Odile can piece together all the information necessary to figure Siffrin out, Siffrin is just far too deeply entrenched in his self hatred and fear of abandonment to be dug out. I think if Odile could somehow figure it out in, like, early ACT 3, or if Isabeau was just a bit more pushy in getting Siffrin to do a feelings talk, maybe they'd actually be able to reach Siffrin a little. But they're always just a little too late, every single time.
I think the fact that you start really getting a bunch of weird points in ACT 3 gives this event a lot of buildup. For potential dozens of loops you'll see Odile brush against the truth of the situation, and then just barely miss. By the time she figures it out, it's too late. Explodes
Expounded upon slightly more in tags bc I don't like typing in post bodies I feel like a fish on land. eek
#asks#ask game#ive been forgetting 2 tag my asks. smh#Sorry ocean that this took a while to answer i got lost in the sauce (rereading dialogue in rpgmaker)#i spent way too long writing this and i dont think i even touched on the guts of why this scene gets to me. tbh#it's just like. idk i've been there#doing shit not even really on purpose to kind of flag other people like Hey i'm doing bad#and then they're like hey are you doing bad and it's like. Oh fuck well now they know and they'll want me to die. i gotta get outta here#very relatable siffrin momence. never a good thing#like i realize that siffrin was literally like 'i don't think i want ur help' and then i kept calling their actions a cry for help#but like that's what it is. i can't read susquest as anything else. i don't think those two things contradict either#desire to be helped versus desire to not be perceived/not be a burden on others.#wanting help but not wanting to BE helped? does that make sense. am i saying words#it's like how loop wanted help so badly they lost everything in pursuit of it when all they had to do was be honest with their friends.#idk. kicks rock around#isat spoilers
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We live in a world where a brown woman is threatened with death threats, is doxed and constantly harassed by the trans/lgtbq community because she dared to speak up against the white ānon-binaryā child groomer on Tiktok. This isnāt okay, considering yall are threatening her kids as well! People literally have her kidās private information - their address, their school etc. The fact that the lgtbq community is not even talking about this??? In fact, yall participated in harassing her and were so quick to call herĀ ātransphobicā just because she said Jeffery Marshās obsession with kids was creepy. Jeffery Marsh still has a platform, still has thousands of fans supporting them and attacking the women or anyone else who speaks up. How is this not oppression and hate? How is silencing someone who speaks up not oppression? The lgtbq community does this then talks about being oppressed and how theyāre not grooming kids? Please make it make sense. Iām disgusted asf rn. Iām all for living your life the way you want and protecting your rights, but in no world is doxing a woman and harassing her and her kidsĀ āprotecting your rightsā. This isnāt the first time Iāve seen the community being intolerant or creepy - numerous instances of people yelling on streets, a drag queen showing her naked ass to a kid and people cheering her on, a little girl intimating a stripper and collecting money and being cheered, a school that preached gender fluidity attacking a mother and refusing to show her the schoolās syllabus, Jeffery Marsh preaching the isolation of kids and telling them to pay to ātalk to him privatelyā without anyone knowing. This is borderline creepy and grooming behavior and all the time that Iāve been in this community, no one ever mentions this. No one talks about the creepy aspect and people in this community. Yall love calling the conservatives oppressive and names but honestly yall are no better. Protecting a groomer and calling anyone who speaks against them ātransphobicā. Yall may never realize this but you people are just as oppressive, just as intolerant because you canāt handle people calling u out and because you do not allow them to speak up. At the end of the day, a lot of the ideologies and behaviors of the lgtbq community are rooted so deep in colonization and patriarchy that we do not talk enough about it.Ā
#this is so long#i'm literally crying and shaking right now bcs of how disturbed I am#feel so weird bcs I was literally supporting and considering yall my people but then yall start excusing and justifying opressing people#smh#Ik I'm gonna get attacked and even harassed for this because some many people wouldn't get my points and think I'm j being 'transphobic'#because yall are so used to calling anyone who calls u out that#Literally still love yall but god why is no one talking about this#trans community#lgtbqa#non binary#Jeffery Marsh#anti Jeffery Marsh#grooming#muslims#remind me if I used the wrong pronouns anywhere pls#ik I sound rude but god am i angry and just majorly disturbed#don't attack me pls this took a lot of courage to say#god so scared to post this bcs I j know I'm gonna get attacked#\
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my dog has decided that this is how we should sleep tonight and ngl i love him but i have some critiques here
#he CORRALLED me#heās Very old and everyone was worried he wouldnāt be as attached to me anymore since i was gone for so long#but i really cannot leave the room without him chasing after me#very slowly though because heās old and his legs are short#im SO obsessed with him#oh plot twist i was typing tags and our cat came in#so now my legs are straight and sheās on my lap#and i am in a position that is Not ideal for sleeping#like 70% of this bed is not being used despite three creatures being on it smh#why are they like this#my dog best boy on earth for real though#canāt even complain that much because itās my BOY and he still KNOWS me and he still LOVES me#i WILL cry if i think too much about it#at least my legs are straightened now so my knees arenāt completely locking up anymore ig#life junk#not anime
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agony .
#just blahs#this fuckign book ....#why am i so bad at reading homework smh#ive had like a month and a half to read these 150 pages and yet .#here i am . the day im supposed to have it done .#struggling to read this bullshit#doesnt help that the pages are big and the words are small so it takes me like 3 minutes to read a page when usually it only takes me 1.5#im going to cry#why cant my brain just let me do hw#sobs
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i swear if no one makes an absolutely banging edit to not strong enough b.oygenius when this movie comes out i fucking will
#this song gives me brainworms sorry. michael brainwroms but also the bridge . entire series brainworms. very deranged thing to say BUT LISTE#'you're crying over b.oygenius and fucking f.naf?' ' the bridge followed by lucy's 'I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM THE WAY I AM'' got me okay.'#i have a thing for building repetition in songs. and. well!#completely ridiculous that i can't make the thoughts in my head real immediately without editing or making an animatic. smh.#ā ļ½„ļ¾: i was looking for a jobā and then i found a jobā and heaven knows iām miserable now ā ooc
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#crying screaming throwing up cause mt body doesnt look how it looked when I was at the gym 6-7 days a week#be so fucking fr rn#WHAT the fuck am i expecting#like am I stupid????#have some common sense babygirl#of COURSE it aint gonna look the same#i was sleeping 8 hours a fuckin night and i was eatin fuckin fruit all day#smhhhhh#smh#sick of myself#habibti why
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Work is dead and I am b o r e d
haven't done anything in almost 3hs aaaaaaaaaa
I made the big mistakey of reading some good smutty zlxreader around
.... now I'm horny. great.
#it's called not safe for work for a REASON crys#smh#I am so fucking wet right now//whines#why is y'all writting so..... hhhhh#WHY IS ZHONGLI SO.... HHHHHHHH#crys yaps
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I can cook things on a stove just fine, but when I do much as think about putting my food in a microwave it just bursts into flames :(
#i am going to eat drywall#I better not microwave the drywall tho smh#plz why does it have to be this way#shaking and crying rn#weeping on the floor#;-;
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Hodor š„ŗ
#omg why am i crying like this#twice in one ep too omgggggg#hodor and daenerys telling whats his name to find a cure. both those got to me. smh.
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Fucking crying rn I just spent an hour on TS4 and my game froze and I canāt fucking close out of it bc I know it wonāt save hELP
#I am literally on the verge of tears rn#my best work fr and it decides to do THIS#crying screaming sliding down the wall#WHY. JUST WHY#this is why we can't have nice things#smh#ts4#the sims 4
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i think a big secret to success in drawing and portraying Daffy is very reliant on capturing a very specific effeminacy to him. but 95% of the time (and i'm not saying just fanart, more modern shows like TLTS, Duck Dodgers, and yes even Wabbit lean into this) it's the wrong kind of effeminacy. i don't know how to articulate what the "right" effeminacy is other than it is much more delicate than is usually captured. there has to be a little there. i truly think it is inherent to his character, because there are portrayals where it's absent and it doesn't feel like him either. but he has a very specific brand of effeminacy about him that i rarely ever see captured beyond vague stereotypes that are sort of slapped onto his character rather than actually thinking about his character itself. effeminate in a "is captured by a fox and about to be eaten alive and says 'typical of the little black duck' upon devising a debatably clever plan" way rather than "lost member of Mean Girls" way. it is a very musical effeminacy rather than catty. like. listen to how Mel Blanc talks as him and how rhythmic and musical his deliveries are and the way he scoops and trills and all the vocal frills and exorbitances. and then capture that as a physical manifestation in the form of a duck.
edit: āflamboyanceā is maybe the word iām thinking moreso of āeffeminacyā, but potato puhtawtoe. the same point remains. heās a showman and indulgent and charismatic, not gossipy or catty or bratty
can i say a, not a hot take per se, but a mildly contentious observation that may potentially make me sound self righteous and pompous despite not viewing myself that way as the slightest. i'm probably going to anyway. but i feel the need to beg for forgiveness first. looks at you with my wet eyes
#i don't know how to word this without sounding like 'ONLY I KNOW HOW TO CAPTURE DAFFY SMH I KNOW DAFFY AND YOU DON'T' or also sounding like#'ummmmm :/ why don't you make him more NORMAL' with the intent of like homophobic undertones < crying am i really#saying this about Daffy DUCK#but hopefully you understand.#sorry i'm in one of my 'TLTS really skewed the perception of how these characters are viewed and interpreted and i wish it didn't TLTS#burned my crops poisoned my water supply and delivered a plague unto my house' moods again. despite not actually harboring that much ill#will to the show because i understand why it's popular and i respect the people who work on it i just wish it didn't do the#things it does <3
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Hi my luvs!! your girl arrived home after 10 hours :( so lemme give y'all a rundown of my day cause yall are my babies-
I had the most mixed day ever today, idek how to feel about today. Like it was a weekend so me and my friends went on this place which got different food courts and a hell lot of activities to do. But before going there I got into a bad argument with both my mom and dad and I cried and almost didn't go out of stubbornness and ego but later decided against it and ended up going (which was a good thing honestly i enjoyed it there)
Me and 3 other of my friends went kart racing, i was so scared at first but I aced it so good. it was saurr funnnn, your girl drifted accidentally but it was cool so pats on my back tehee. before that i grabbed a thai bento box with prawn tempura which was also so so yum. there was this thai milk iced tea with boba balls - I just absolutely fell in love with the drink and ordered it twice also my sister bought a cookies and cream ice-cream which was also super yummy (i'll be damned if I catch a cold). it was a bit hot today but it was eventful. BUT BUT BUT- my phone decided to act up and now there's this white screen with literally no display and it got super hot. like it rang and everything but I cant do anything. my phone didn't even fall down or anything how did this happen? I called my dad from my sister's phone to inform him what happened, he lectured me through the phone like it's my damn fault :// which soured my mood but it was the moment when my friends took me for kart racing so that cheered me up a little. there was this pottery section that I wanted to do to but there was no time yikes.
Now im home with no phone at hand and operating everything through this laptop and listening to cinnamon girl, my mood is sour again cause i got beef going with the family today lol. eldest daughter lash out things. Gonna answer some asks and start working on a drabble.
hope y'all had a good day babies!
#sams.shit#it was a mixed day but more on the good end I'd say#also if anyone knows why this happens specifically in iphone 13 pro lmk im gonna cry for my phone#how am I supposed to go through the whole day tomorrow ://#with no phone#also my weekend ended smh#sending luvs to yall mwuah mwuah
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