#why I'm here

[tina-armani]

A bit about me and what I'm doing here if anyone's interested 😉😊

I'm not a seasoned fan. I cannot say that I've followed his life and career since the Shield. Or even Justified. Yes, I'm a Justie. But it was only the beginning of July of 2023 when I first had that fateful thought "hmmm... there is something about this guy Boyd". He rushed into my life like a hurricane, with his larger-than-life personality, his 6D face, his radiant smile and contagious laughter, but at the same time with his calm and kind demeanor, comforting me with his velvet voice, touching me with his beautiful soul, offering wisdom and insight in every single interview, holding my bleeding heart gently in his big hands. Walton Goggins became more than a celebrity crush. He became a part of my DNA, penetrating every minute of every day, in all dimensions, on all the levels of my conciousness.

Tina Armani is not really my name. It's one of Walton's characters (originally Tino), who said something that became one of my favorite quotes of his, because it reflects in my own life: "Even the most hopeless of cases can change if what they are changing for has more power than the fear that is preventing this change".

And so, just like this, he changed my life, made me want to get out of my comfort zone, live more fully, express myself more freely. He awakened emotions in me that for different reasons I thought I was no longer even capable of. I would die for him, not because I'm so dramatic, but if it ever happened, I'd feel that my life has the most value I could imagine for myself. The amount of love I feel for this man scares and inspires me at the same time and it is not fading, it's becoming stronger every day.

But I am only a woman, after all;)) I wonder what regular people think when they first see him, because I lost this capacity. I look at his face and every fucking line on his forehead makes me wanna weep with desire. I am on my knees begging for mercy, but I am enjoying this sweet torture, in a weirdly masochistic way, fully realizing that I can never be with him, but still desperately wanting him and wishing that it doesn't ever end.

So this account here is mainly for expressing these feelings, the ones I would never dare showing anywhere else, on his Instagram or anywhere where he can actually see it. Mostly out of respect for his personal life, but also I would never wanna make him feel uncomfortable... If he ever sees my posts here, well, he came to my space, enter at your own risk, so to speak ;)) Here I can thirst for him, kiss his beautiful mouth and make virtual love to him all I want. I am not embarrased because I know most of you feel the same way. So welcome to my Walton's Vault. It is definitely safe to love him here, in every possible way, even if the whole world goes to hell. ❤️

Jenia

[britts-galaxy-brain]

Asking as someone who sincerely despises her - just to clarify, in case my tone comes off as accusatory. Would you still run this blog if Lily was only a small nobody? Do you think it's important to get word out on her behaviour regardless of her fanbase size, or is it especially important given how impressionable they are? Again - I'm genuinely not asking to be an asshole - but what's your main goal? Please also note that not for a second am I denying that she was a genuinely abusive and I can't begin to imagine the toll that being polite to a horror like her would've been. Once more, I'm asking out of a sincere interest of how I might be able to assist as the situation goes forward

I don't mind this question. I've stated my reasons before but it's been a long time.

If Lily didn't have a following, or had a tiny one, I wouldn't be talking about her. If I had been the only person she'd abused, I wouldn't be talking about her. I stayed away from her for two years after our falling out. It wasn't until Josh Scorcher made his video about her that I realized she was treating other people the way she'd treated me. I thought she would've grown out of a lot of the crap she pulls, but she never did.

I felt I had a responsibility to share the evidence I had. A lot of Lily's more egregious behavior was just rumors. The beastiality, the pedophilia outside of just Stockholm, and Tara Callie specifically. I was the only person that had chat logs with the Tara Callie account and chat logs from Lily when she was more open about her darker fetishes and paraphilias. Since it was clear she hadn't changed and now had a large following of minors and other vulnerable people, I couldn't sit on that information.

If she was just some rando causing havoc in her own neighborhood, if she didn't have a large following of minors, or if she'd made an effort to better herself after we stopped talking, I wouldn't be here. I even tried desperately to appeal to her humanity when I first started sharing my side of things, and she responded by doxxing my legal last name, accusing me of abusing her, and retconning our entire five year friendship.

She has no humanity to appeal to. She's selfish, controlling, manipulative, and dangerous. There is no low she won't sink to. The fact that she has a relatively large following worries me. If I can help prevent people from falling into her grip, especially minors, I'm going to until she loses her influence.

[velvetmiasma]

[judahmaccabees]

[carry-on-my-wayward-butt]

having a child has taught me that every toddler is completely justified in their frustrations and tantrums because learning how to do something you have literally never encountered or heard of before is insane. and being expected to be completely calm in the face of this constant barrage of overwhelming information is doubly insane.

i got charlie a sticker activity book and it occurred to me i have to TEACH someone how to unpeel stickers. it's SKILL that requires DEXTERITY and FINE MOTOR ABILITY. i thought it was obvious that you have to curl the page a little bit to create a break in the cut so the sticker comes up.

obviously a fucking BABY wouldn't know that because they have no background experience to inform their thought process. OBVIOUSLY. and OBVIOUSLY the LITERAL BABY wouldn't get it right the first few times. it would OBVIOUSLY take practice. lots of it.

i hate this feeling. it's so obvious. why are children treated so badly when they're learning everything for the first fucking time. why do people treat children so horribly and expect so much. they're brand new. why didn't i get the same grace i give to my child? why did no one have patience for me? why, when it's this easy?

it's so easy. it's so fucking easy.

[vro0ms-evil-twin]

Wait I've just read something and I can't. Can people stop thinking?

[adhd-merlin]

opened my mobile kindle app for the first time in a while and it immediately started harassing me about le morte d'arthur

[alittlebmblb]

It was only a matter of time. After two whole years... not one piece of art. I am ashamed.

[dicelibrarian]

Came for @neil-gaiman

Stayed for my mutuals.

[bumpscosity]

HOLY SHIT I FOUND THE JERMA FUCK YOUR WHOLE FAMILY CLIP I KNEW I WASNT CRAZY

[bean-spring]

Hot take and not to be a killjoy or the shipping police but people treating Viktor or Jinx's aroace headcanons as if they were canon is not the revolutionary take people think it is.

Headcanons are always all right but we have to acknowledge that they are somehow damaging when they apply to stereotypes. It might not be the case for everyone but most of the time people unconsciously assume that disability/mental illness=asexuality. These headcanons erase the freedom of attraction from people who are already seen as unable to have sexual/romantic experiences/desires, when it's completely untrue and harmful.

You can headcanon Viktor and Jinx as aroace, but I have seen people changing their minds once Viktor is no longer disabled (s2 with all of his other forms) and Jinx is no longer as mentally ill (alternate universe Powder). And it speaks wonders of how people see these characters.

"I never thought about Jinx being able to feel romantic/sexual attraction until s2!" To believe she's actually only capable of that when she's not "damaged" is incredibly disturbing. Especially since Jinx has always had a bit of a flirty personality too.

"I've always seen Viktor as asexual, I don't know why!" That's fine. You can headcanon him as ace. But I believe there is a reason behind it, most of the time, if for some inexplicable reason the "vibes" of the disabled character are making you think he's ace.

I say all of this being aroaspec myself, by the way. Headcanon all you want but going to people's posts commenting how "it's weird for you that they have romantic/sexual plots when they're clearly aroace" is not a win at all. It's a headcanon, after all, and it should be treated as such, and that's fine. But it also is damaging to spread stereotypes like these.

Of course the disabled character is asexual. Of course the mentally ill character is aromantic. It's not as revolutionary as you might think, tbh.

Fandom is not activism and it's all right to have any headcanons you want BUT some of them are filled with damaging stuff and perhaps we should look into ourselves more before treating these assumptions as something canon.

[inkskinned]

okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.

like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).

but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.

im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.

[palarien]

sketched this out at jury duty actually

[egophiliac]

buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK

[forgettable-au]

I think about this call so much

[brainrotcharacters]

the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.