#wholesome girlfriend asmr

[dandelionfairywish]

asmr playlist

I have a playlist of all my favourite ASMR story 's   is any you world  recommend I’m also for female asmr role-play

 These are the ones in the playlist so far

Zsakuva

ycey narrates

filthy va

shining armo

kobo asmr

binnie asmr

nyxmoon reads

wholesome girlfriend asmr

afterglow asmr

sincerely noceur

izumi asmr

Good Boy Audios

desmond asmr

candor asmr

[seturselfonfire]

Staying in this weekend and I’m hoping you’ll come keep me company 🧚‍♀️

[thecobaltcoyote]

Congratulations on 100K @WholesomeGirlfriendASMR

https://youtu.be/MRzSN-j2nB4

Fuck it! I’m proud of this work, I don’t care if it was meant for one YouTuber.

[pandoraspurgatory]

MHA Boys Porn Preferences

Haven’t done all the boys here, just some of my favs <3

nsfw, porn, can’t be bothered to list them all but weird stuff

Izuku Midoriya

Izuku was one of those men who started off watching the top most recommended on PH. So for a while there he watched quite a bit of the ‘pool boy’ and ‘pizza delivery guy’ genres. After discovering his tastes he loves hentai, though it has to be a few episodes and plot based. This works against him often, as he gets emotionally attached to the characters.

Katsuki Bakugo

People assume Katsuki watches hardcore BDSM and dom/sub genres. Though that is so far from it! Bakugo watches couple videos, often homemade ones with fuck all views. He’s tried the professional studio made porn but he physically can’t cum from it. He has to watch the couple be in love and intimate. Despite his gruff exterior - Intimacy is his weakness and it’s what he desperately craves.

Shoto Todoroki

I hate to say it, I really do. This man gets off on Mommy ASMR. It started off with wholesome YouTube videos of Mommy girlfriend ASMR to help him relax though very quickly descended into the erotic kind. He wouldn’t ever call a girl ‘Mommy’, though the audios have him weak.

Ejiro Kirishima

Kirishima often finds himself tugging his cock at ‘Muscle Mommys’. He also doesn’t mind toned dudes as well. He isn’t sure whether it’s the fact that it’s so ‘manly’ or he desperately wants to be under a toned and built man. He will figure it out someday

Denki Kaminari

Face fucking!! He loves it, especially when there’s dripping mascara and lots of spit involved. He can watch those videos for hours on end, he’s addicted. Kaminari has even tried a VR face fucking porn video, even though he ended up motion sick. It was in his top 5 best wanks

Tomura Shigaraki

Femdom all the way. He doesn’t like to out any effort into watching porn and imagining stupid scenarios. Tomura will turn off the lights, put on a Femdom Cum Instructions at full volume and obey whatever mistress he’s listening to at that moment. On occasion he will commission a personal femdom video as a treat to himself

[ficsonpost-its]

guys totally unrelated to the fact i'm working slowly through some arcane headcanons rn but anyone starved for jinx content should look up wholesome girlfriend asmr's jinx playlist on youtube

[spacepiratenemo]

The wholesome "try not to laugh at your girlfriends sleepy mumbles" challenge

#ocxcanon sweet short-lore in the caption 💛🧡💙

"Ben… B.. en… gib… me… the wreck you… stupid… zZZZzzz..." Nemo's sleeping demeanor was quite the sight: a drooling mouse with messy hair tied into a bun, murmuring nearly inaudible nonsense. 🐭

"Alliqui… You… suck… - Jerk…"

Ace always had a good idea of what his cheeky girlfriend dreamt about. Her sleep-mumblings typically consisted of curses directed at her brother or her poorly-programmed assistant-robot. 😅

"Coco… Firecracker… we .. - need - … get coco…" Of course, dreams about the 'Holy Grail' of deliciousness were part of the repertoire. Whenever she voiced these desires and he hadn't yet fallen asleep, it often made him stifle his laughter. Ace didn't want to wake her, but it frequently kept him awake a bit longer, enjoying her whimsical stories. 🤗🥰

It was a personal ASMR experience, a softly spoken lullaby that inevitably guided him to sleep, regardless of the smiles it brought. (*￣3￣)╭

"Ace…" When she mumbled his name, that was usually the sweetest part. "I… love… you… stupid…" 🤍

Always tough Nemo had a soft spot for her best friend and beloved. An incredible sweetness that usually melted into his arms, clung to him, or buried her face in his chest. Every girl knew there was no better place to sleep than in the embrace of her boyfriend, snug and warm. When they awoke in the morning, they engaged in a little game they loved to play. "Five more minutes…"

Every additional five minutes meant another dose of quality alone time, tender affection, and gentle caresses. These extra moments often multiplied into an hour or more. And don't even think about trying to get her out of bed; it would lead to a playful tantrum, ending with Ace carrying Nemo to the breakfast table. There, another morning ritual unfolded: attempting to keep her awake with coconuts, pancakes, and coffee. ☕

Hope you enjoy this short, sweet fluff! I love all ya'll (∪.∪ )...zzz

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[coleblackblood]

Hey there! I was wondering if you knew of any other ASMR channels like Wisp or CastleAudios? {F4A, multiple characters, magical premise}?

While I don't know any off the top of my head that are exclusively magical premise audios, I *can* recommend a few channels with several characters/series that place within one. :) If you want ones that all exist in the same universe? -Turtle Love Audios -Stephanie Swan Quills (I could be wrong here - can say for certain that at least two characters share a universe, leading to a poly romance, and she has *several* magical characters) Those that are (for the most part or completely) their own universes, but are still magical world characters/series? -Vanilla Velvet Audios (Does have some F4M/F4F audios, but most are F4A) -Nightshade Queen ASMR -Wholesome Girlfriend ASMR -Juniper Justice ASMR -Ambiguous ASMR

[atomic-thomas]

(Fake ASMR Commission) A Wholesome Morning With Your Girlfriend

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*try to use your best morning voice for this whole thing. and also sound loving at the same time. kinda like what you did with your 'Cuddling On A Rainy Day' audio*

*adorable yawn*

"Mmm~ Have I ever told you how wonderful it is to fall asleep to the sound of your heartbeat?"

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"It's just so... Divine... Soothing... Lovely... Other such positive words..."

"Just hearing the subtle yet strong sound it makes... Feeling it's gentle rhythmic beating against my face. It's music to my ears."

"And of course... It lets me know that you're alive & well... Here with me... And that nothing can go wrong."

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"Well... I suppose anything could go wrong. Like... An asteroid impact or... A hostile alien invasion."

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"Hehehe~ Unlikely."

"So... It's the weekend. What do you wanna do today? I was thinking we could go to the beach."

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"Aww, why not? You'd get to see me in a bikini. I know you'd like that."

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"I'll let you rub sunscreen on me~"

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"I see you blushing~ Is that a Yes?"

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"Hehehe~ Looks like all I had to do was entice you in a flirtatious manner. I knew you wouldn't be able to resist. We could also search for fulgurite while we're there.

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"You've never heard of fulgurite. Really? Well actually... No, that's fair. It's not something that's often talked about or even all that well known."

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"So basically... When there's a thunderstorm on a beach, lightning can strike wet sand & turn that sand into a crystal. Just like how fire can turn sand into glass. These crystals are fulgurite. Once the storm has passed, you can safely look around on the beach for them. Might need a shovel to do some digging though."

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"I know right? That's so cool. It's basically crystallized lightning that you can hold in your hands. It can be sold off at high prices as jewelry. And gem enthusiasts will pay a pretty penny to get some for themselves. The larger crystals sell for a fortune. You can get rich quick if you just dig around for some fulgurite."

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"Keeping some as decorations is also an option. It's valuable regardless."

"Anyway... I also wanna go shopping today... Buy some ice cream. Flavors that help me cope with the criminal lack of banana ice cream."

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"I know banana ice cream exists, but I mean like... PURE banana ice cream. The only kinds I know are like... Ben & Jerry's Chunky Monkey. Which is banana flavored, but it's got fudge & nuts in it. And some obscure brands that are like... Banana pudding with vanilla wafers & marshmallows."

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"See, that's my point. There's no ice cream out there that's just... PURE banana. I don't want all this extra stuff in it. Just banana flavored ice cream. Plain & simple."

"Another thing we could do is make banana bread batter & just eat that."

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"Whaaaaat? It's not weird. It at least isn't any weirder than eating cookie dough which everyone does. My mom did this for me all the time when I was a kid. She'd just make banana bread batter & let me eat that. It's basically banana ice cream, but with a different texture. Sometimes, she wouldn't even bake the bread."

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"Hmmm... Cookie dough ice cream actually does sound pretty bomb, not gonna lie."

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"Nnnggghhh... I still don't feel getting out of bed yet. You're just so soft... And warm... And... God, you feel like Heaven."

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"When you love someone enough, you can tolerate their morning breath. Besides, I have morning breath to."

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"We could just use the bathroom & come back to bed, but... Once I'm out of bed, I feel like I have to commit to the day."

"It's like waking up really early. I'll check my phone, notice that it's only, like... 2AM or something... And it's just so lame because I know it won't be easy to fall back asleep."

"But if I don't then I'll just end up nodding off around noon."

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"My point is that I feel there hasn't been sufficient enough bedtime with you this morning."

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"Glad we're on the same page."

"Hmmmmm~ I wanna hold your hand."

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"Yeah, I'm just gonna do that."

"Soft... Warm... Comforting... Hahhh... This is so peaceful."

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"Haha~ Yes, how lewd. We're holding hands before marriage. Such an act would be heavily censored on television."

"And now... I'll use my other hand... To brush your hair."

*Oh, Swedish Fish Kun! Fake has a job for you! Or Grenifer... Whichever she chooses.*

"I love spoiling you with affection. You deserve it so much."

*keep brushing*

"I don't know when we'll get out of bed. I guess when it gets too hot. There's a lot of body heat accumulating under these covers."

*more brushing*

"It's a shame that Summer cuddles aren't nearly as pleasant as Winter cuddles. Another reason why Winter is the superior season. You can bundle up as much as you want until you're warm. In the Summer, you can only get so naked."

*okay. you can stop brushing now.*

"It's a good thing we don't live in Arizona. That state is infamous for it's heat."

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"I'm sure there are hotter places in the world. But Arizona is just... Built different."

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"Nooooo~ Don't go yet~ Snuggle me more~"

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"I know it's getting stuffy, but... I'm just too comfortable to move right now."

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"I'll pepper you with kisses~ You don't even need to be under the blankets."

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"Good answer. Now c'mere~"

*repeated peck kisses all over the listener's face*

"*giggle* No one can resist a kiss barrage~"

*more kisses*

"There's that adorable blush I was looking for. Now what if I do this..."

*smooch on lips*

"*giggle* Hahhh... I love you so much. I just can't get enough of you. You fill my life with so much happiness."

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"Let's hold each other for a few more minutes. Then we can start the day."

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THE END

[vera-speaks]

CW: [Abusive gf] [Gaslighting] [Forced]

[Yandere girlfriend] [Jealousy] [Possessive] [I own you]

When your possessive girlfriend catches you talking to another girl at the mall, she accuses you of flirting. Little do you know she’ll do anything to prove you’re hers… all hers >:)

Written ✒️ Recorded 🎙 Edited ⌨️ by Vera Day

Art 🎨 by Vera Day

Background 🌇 via vecteezy.com under public domain/CC0 licenses

SFX 🔊 by Vera Day or via freesound.org under public domain/CC0 licenses

°˖✧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚✧˖°

Eep, what a fun one to record… definitely out of my comfort zone! I’m a little more at-home with the happy happy, wholesome, sweet content, so this was exciting for sure! Please let me know if you’d like to hear more like this~

Love, Vera ♡

[dandelionfairywish]

my favourite ASMR story 's part 3

1.wholesome girlfriend asmr

2.afterglow asmr

3.sincerely noceur

4.izumi asmr

[aimsieevt]

Nervous Girlfriend Asks About Holding Hands | ASMR RP [F4M] [Romantic] [Wholesome] [Relationship] script by shinniglightasmr

[dragonnarrative-writes]

I was just in discord about this last Friday. Have some minimally edited stuff. Simon and his weirdly wholesome parasocial relationship/girlfriend.

There's this fannon assumption that Ghost Doesn't Have A (Smart)Phone, but I disagree. I think he knows that having a phone is integral to a lot of shit, so he has one that he pays the techs on base to root and make secure.

I also think he's enamored with the world of Niche Relaxing Content - crafting ASMR videos, those videos where people put together cardboard houses, very relaxing pet accounts, that kind of thing. He has a very blank Instagram profile that follows different accounts.

And there's one woman he follows who does book reviews while doing little hand crafts. He doesn't always care for the reading material, but she has a nice voice and soft, deft hands. She's got maybe a hundred followers, has never had a video go viral. She just does the videos because she likes to.

One day, he's out running an errand and sees her. Like, she's just right there. And she's wearing a ribbon that he watched her sew, or maybe it's a scarf she knitted. Whatever the case, he's struck by her, standing across the street, waiting to be able to cross. And he takes a picture.

She looks nice! And because he's a weird weirdo, he messages her on insta.

> G742927393: You looked nice today. < BooksNThings_5678: ??? > G742927393: sent disappearing photo

Gaz shows Ghost how to get youtube up on the TV and then walks in an hour later to Ghost and Price watching model building videos with the intensity of a footie match. He has to walk away when Ghost angrily tells the screen that they can't use super glue on foam board.

[talenlee]

Decemberween 2022: ASMR Recommendations

New Post has been published on PRESS.exe: Decemberween 2022: ASMR Recommendations

Each year, now, as a tradition, I share a list of the ASMR artists I have discovered and engaged with throughout the year. Ostensibly, this is to promote them, but we all know that that’s not really how this works. Now I’m in the habit of doing it because I can look back at each entry and see if I’ve stayed engaged with the same artists over time. It’s a neat kind of diary!

ASMR - 1960's NASA Mission Control - CAPCOM to Moon Base

Watch this video on YouTube

First up, WhisperAudios ASMR. This channel has a pretty interesting variety, but one thing she’s really good at is boring stuff; not stuff you need to pay a lot of attention to to maintain the thread. I need a lot more white noise now thanks to the lack of quiet spaces and times I have to listen to ASMR when I need to focus, so her preference for things like lo-fi, patient experiences is very useful.

ASMR | Friendly 5-Star Blackjack Dealer (basic strategy)

Watch this video on YouTube

ASMR Jeremiah has a specific subgenre of blackjack plays. I like the sound of riffling cards, and it’s all done with a very gentle pace. There’s a lot of stuff I don’t much react to (he definitely positions himself as a Nice Dad vibe). You can tell when an artist has one prop they don’t like packing down because you’ll see a lot of stuff in that genre.

Flustered Art College Girl Wants to Draw You~ "You're...Beautiful" [Roleplay] [Strangers to Lovers]

Watch this video on YouTube

Wew, these were tricky to pick from. Okay, so here we have Wholesome Girlfriend ASMR, which is a channel of nothing but that. Just a bunch of short form roleplays about a girl who is a girlfriend, in some way or another, and it’s all decidedly wholesome.

it’s a lot of short, sweet stories, but it is also very het, and most of them glance off me. On the other hand, there are specific short narratives I find very comforting when I’m trying to focus on something monotonous.

ASMR - BACKSTREET DEALER ~ Slingin' Neos Dirt Cheap (Totally Legal & Not Bootleg Pronouns) ~

Watch this video on YouTube

And also, this one! SeafoamKitten is an ASMRtist I started listening to early on but didn’t really click with me, but recently they’ve been doing some different stuff that I find more interesting; for example this video which includes a lesson on conjugating pronouns complete with a bunch of neopronoun examples.

Also, I have learned, they’re nonbinary, and turns out when they made that known (with a crossplay video), they got a marked dip in subscribers and followers, so that sucks.

Check it out on PRESS.exe to see it with images and links!

#Decemberween2022

[autiezo]

Gamer Girlfriend rants about her video game ex-guildmates (F4F) (F4M)

You have noticed that your girlfriend has not been getting much enjoyment out of playing her favourite PVP game. It seems like something, or rather someone, is annoying her in the game itself. You hear her rage-quitting, so you come into the room to try and help her feel better…

[Note: The words in italic brackets are not meant to be said out loud. The blue words are sound effects. Please do not gender-flip the Speaker. Thank you]

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[jjkpls]

the wishlist (m) - 5

“She broke up with me.”

> genre : Angst, fluff

> pairing : jeon jungkook x reader (f)

> words : 4k

> content/warnings : back at it again w/ the bff2l; one sided love, lot of pining; explicit language; ambiguous infidelity; jjk heartbroken & crying; some wholesome flashbacks to make you swoon

previous - next

The next box arrives about a month or so later. You haven’t seen Jungkook in a while. He had been out of town, hopping from shop to shop, completing a series of long-awaited guest positions. 

He’s kept you up with his days and his appointments as much as he could, sending you dorky selfies, little videos of city landscapes you’ve never seen before, and exhausted late vocal notes made in tiny, with dragged on, mumbled words, to wish you luck and send you some courage for work. 

You did not expect that the day you’ll meet again, he’d be so different from the Jungkook you prefer and left a month ago.

It takes you a few seconds to realize. At first, you’re preoccupied with the sudden set of needles stinging your insides when you hear the peculiar sound of your front door being unlocked. There’s a very finite amount of probability that it’s not him, he's the rudest of your tiny group of friends and the only one that feels comfortable enough in your home to invite himself without any prior warning.

It’s him, your best friend and subject of too many of your both daily and nightly thoughts and preoccupations.

Once he appears in the door frame, with his heavy coat on his heavy XXL sweatshirt, in his heavy military pants, face turned down hidden by his hair, the magic thing, that grows so mysteriously quick. There’s the little explosion of warmth in your chest. The one that makes you smile tenderly without meaning to. He’s allowed to see how happy he makes you, as a friend anyway. Everybody smiles this way when he walks into a room.

Your eyes catch sight of a box, all white, that fits in his hand. Your eyes roll on reflex. You’re about to curse again. It’s not nice, you don’t want to, to attack him as soon as he returns to you but he’s asking for it, isn't he?

He’s still in the hallway, slowly slipping his shoes off, focus fixed on the present in his hand. The time he takes doing it and the seemingly seriousness you feel irradiating from his aura, confuse you.

Jungkook shakes his head twice, the way he does, kind of like a wet puppy would, before setting the box on the counter of your open kitchen.

It’s only when he starts walking towards you, that his head raises up, just a bit, enough for his eyes to meet yours through his hair. He has a tiny smile as a greeting. He looks really upset. 

He should be bouncing on the balls of his feet, he should be doing some TikTok cringe dance moves to make you laugh or yell some greetings in a dialect. He has a lot of peculiar, very Jungkook ways to celebrate meeting you again after a while. Even if neither of you has ever said the words, you do miss each other a lot when you can’t see each other, and the excitement that blooms during your reunions translates that. 

But he’s sad today. It’s obvious. 

When he takes a seat beside you on the couch, he avoids your gaze. You’re agape, watching him with probably too much insistence, a hand holding a spoon half-filled with yoghurt in the air.

These few moments are decisive. They’ll determine rather he’ll talk or not. Jungkook, for someone who cries easily, is not good with feelings and sharing them aloud. Sometimes he can, often he can’t. He’s told you not to worry about it before, that it was fine because sometimes he just didn’t need to, he just wanted a shoulder to lay his head-on. 

“You okay, Guk?”

He shrugs. You just have the time to catch his upper lip sucked in, a twinkle in his eye before he’s switching position, bumping into you and hitting his own shin against the coffee table like a giant dog, unaware of his own growth, would. Only to settle for an impressively tiny huddle against your side, cheek pressed to your shoulder. 

So that’s how it’ll be. 

It’s heartbreaking, torturesome. You always feel miserable when you know he’s sad but not knowing the reason makes it a thousand times worse. You might be the same vengeful kid you used to be. The one who’ll inquire straight away who made him cry and immediately went on her way to beat that reason up -it being another child or the troll of a tree that made him trip. 

Except you are grown-ups now. He knows he can deal with his problems on his own and he would probably not let you go and try to beat up everyone -he probably doesn’t believe you can too, even though he’d be wrong about that. 

Jungkook tears his hand out of his pocket only to mime you to turn up the volume of the television. You do so and the pretty hand is gone and if it wasn’t for his quiet sniffling and the heavy press on your side, you wouldn���t know he’s really here with you at all. 

Your heart hurts the whole duration of the shitty afternoon movie, even if having his warmth next to you helps a little. He leaves later the way he entered, mostly silently, only smiling a bit when you smooch the side of his head and squeeze his forearm in a wordless comforting effort.

Guk

Sorry for earlier

Guk

It was nice seeing you though

You

Don’t be sorry. Can you call?

Guk

Yes, in 5

The five minutes turn out to be twenty. You wonder, hoping to be wrong, how numerous those tears were that he needed twenty minutes to dry them. 

When he finally calls, voice quiet and throat dry, whispering through the phone straight in your ear, uneasiness settles deep and heavy in your stomach as you know, you were right. 

“What happened, Jungkook?”

He must not have heard you this soft and gentle for a while because you can hear a humourless chuckle you recognize as incredulity. He clears his throat a first time, inhales deep and has to clear it a second time before he can start, still choking out on a syllable or two. 

“She broke up with me.”

The gasp that escapes you, loud and obnoxious, could not have been faked. This news is hardly believable to you. First of all, because, to your greatest guilty despair, Jungkook and his girlfriend, who’ve been dating for almost a year, are probably the embodiment of The Power Couple. There’s no doubt, in all the people that know them, that they are meant to be. They look good together. They are on the same page, always, it seems. They’re beautiful and enviable, an example of a match from Heaven, healthy and aesthetic if that's even a mentionable point.

You can’t, even in your deepest, darkest fantasies, have imagined them to break up. 

But the thing that makes it all the harder to comprehend is that she is the one who did it. The girl is great. She’s beautiful, she’s smart and funny, so you heard. She has that glamour to her, with her dainty pretty milky hands and long thin milky neck, with her silky, shiny black locks wondrously floating over her shoulders. She is great, matches him well.

She is not that far behind him but she's still not Jeon-Jungkook-great.

How could she have broken up with him? Someone dumping him makes no sense to you. 

“That’s-“ You catch yourself before the words slip out clumsily. You’ve never really been talented at comforting people with words, especially a crying Jungkook which is the equivalent of your very own kryptonite. “I’m so sorry, Jungkook.” And you mean it. Even more so when you hear him snivel hard. You’ve never allowed yourself to, even just for yourself, in the quiet and discreet comfort of your own head, wish for that to happen. Because if there’s one thing that you want more than anything else, more than having him for yourself, more than your own fulfilment, it’s his happiness. And he was happy with Jiyeun. He’s got the girl he had a crush on for months and they went so well together. “But why? Did she give you a reason?”

You hate how eager you sound asking. The question is so pressing though. You wish to know so bad why, in what circumstances, Jeon Jungkook gets dumped. 

“She-“ There’s a sob he swallows back. “I know what you’ll say,” Your eyebrows dip low on reflex. You couldn’t imagine the reason. He must have really fucked up but Jungkook is not the kind to fuck up. Even when he’s annoying, even when his mindset on something turns a bit auto-centric, he’s too compassionate, he’s too considerate and loving, to suddenly stop wondering how the person facing him is feeling and act without care, hurt them, in any way. It’s just not his kind. So what did he do that even you’ll have a word to say about it. “Spare me because she’s done enough.” 

It takes another set of minutes for him to gather himself, find most of his voice back clear enough for you to decipher. You show yourself patient, not saying anything and leaving him all the time that he needs. In all honesty, in the darkness of your curtain closed bedroom, tucked comfortably in your mountain of pillows and blankets, with your phone stuck to your ear and just the quiet sound of his breathing and humming to himself to break the silence, but rock it rather than disturb it, it’s easy to be patient. Feels like an ASMR. A class A type of ASMR, his breathing to your ear could so easily lead you to sleep. 

“Yesterday, she came to welcome me back and-“ Rather than hurt, his tone sounds weakened by shame now. What the hell did he do? “She found the- the thing I brought for you today.”

The fucking idiot.

“Oh my God.” You feel instant nausea. It's not like you never thought about it. You wondered, multiple times, if she was aware that her boyfriend was buying you these. You never allowed dipping far in the questioning because what would be the point? Ultimately, it's his relationship. And it's his way of shaping your friendship. If she kept smiling pleasantly, asking politely, as she always would, how you're doing whenever you happened to cross her path, leaving his apartment, or visiting his shop, it was fine by you. It must have been fine by her. She might have known about it, or she might not, didn't really matter. Jeon Jungkook is a grown-ass man, who's allowed to make his own decisions, no matter if they make sense to you, or her, or whoever.

But he's a fucking idiot.

If she didn't know, if he didn't warn her, and now she's mad after learning about it, and he's surprised and he's sad then he's a fucking idiot.

“She asked if it was for her, I wasn’t gonna lie!” Fantastic. He's passed the shock, soaked in wrath now. That was quick.

"For fuck's sake, Jungkook!"

"What?" He sounds a bit hysterical on the phone, voice rough and angry, incredulous, even mad that you might suggest he's wrong. Obviously, he already knew you'd react this way, hence the primary warning. "You're my best friend. I get to gift you whatever the fuck I want." He whisper-yells, suddenly very much aware again of the late time and the quiet calmness he'd perturbed. "She-"

"I don't think that's the issue, is it? Did she- Did you tell her that- Like, nothing was up?" You don't know how to articulate what you mean to ask. It sounds so bizarre, so irrealistic, the idea of something romantic or sexual going on between you two. It sounds so ludicrous you can't even say it. And again, you're scared to say the words. You don't know how they'll sound leaving your mouth. Suspicious, maybe revealing.

You owe to ask the question though. Because the cause of the sudden nausea comes from one surprisingly major reason, you would hate for her to hate you. To think of you as the bad guy, the massive bitch who stole her boyfriend. It shouldn't matter but it does.

"What do you mean?"

"That it was just friendly. Did you say that to her?" You stutter, largely on edge.

"Of course, I did." He doesn't seem to notice. Or to pay attention to the, evident to your ear, change in your tone. "She said that it didn't matter." You bite your tongue, along with the couple of words threatening to slide off it. Quite frankly, Jungkook is a weirdo with his own intake on the world surrounding him, she chose to date that special, in a lot of different ways, one, however, you can fairly understand that she wouldn't accept any explanation, of any kind, for this situation. "Do you get that? If she thought I was cheating, I'd understand that she'd be mad but- it's not even the case!"

You try to focus on the essence of the conversation, annihilate the faint words you can read in between the lines. The ones that say that even his girlfriend, in those strange circumstances, couldn't imagine the two of you as more than friends. Just as he couldn't. Just as you can't either.

"She knows and she's still mad. But- I do- I was just curious about it."

"About what?"

"The toys." He pouts, barely articulate like the kid he really is.

"Why didn't you get them for her, then? She's your girlfriend."

There's a pause after your words coming from him.

"She hates those." The pout sounds so thick now, in between the sniffs, you wonder if his mouth won't stay stuck in this position, like a cute permanent raspberry on his cute little dumb face. "I did once and she- threw it in my face and called me a freak."

"Jungkook." You sigh. "That explains a lot, by the way." This comment might be mainly for yourself. He doesn't need an explanation, as it seems. He doesn't seem that troubled about the whole deal, about that new hobby he's picked for himself. But you did. It's hard to simply content yourself with a "well, it is what it is" and nothing more.

He's been curious about them, couldn't buy them for Jiyeun because she wouldn't use them and make him feel guilty about his interest. He's sort of living it by procuration this way.

Now you feel guilty. He can't have found much satisfaction from your reviews if you ever have given him any. And she called him a freak. What a bitch. You wouldn't have imagined that coming from her.

Your mind is a mess.

"And it makes you happy. I see the way-" You hear the friction of tissues, the squeaking of his bed, and the deep sigh that follows when, as you picture, he finds a comfortable position on his back. "You seem much better. Less stressed and-" You cannot deny that. Even though it's partially frustrating, to think that he has this very unpleasant picture of you, of the version of you preceding the very first orgasm brought by him - sort of. You are feeling considerably better. Even if you have to force yourself not to abuse the masturbatory habits, not wishing to turn into a jerk off crazed teen like you once was when your hormones were fucking you up, it helps a lot. Sometimes it's a late-night quickie, other times a longer seance to celebrate the start of the weekend, or find force for the beginning of a new week.

"What was that again? Youthful?" You wonder aloud, an annoyingly amused smile on your face.

"Rejuvenated." He's laughing a bit. And for that, all the turmoil he's been putting you through feels fine and worth it. When you think about the heartbreaking tone of his voice when you first heard it through the phone, it eases an incredibly heavyweight to your heart, enchants you to know that he can still laugh, and you can still be the one reminding him how to. Unfortunately, his heart's just recalled how to hurt and the ache is back as quick as it pretended to leave an instant ago. "She said to never call her again." He confides with a hearable sorrow.

"She didn't mean it." It's surprisingly easy to be a good friend to him. The words you know he needs to hear not even hurting that bad.

"I don't know. We never fought like that before."

"Of course, you didn't. But it's been a year, it ought to happen at some point."

"But if she won't even let me talk to her, how am I supposed to make it better?"

"Be patient and leave her time to cool down." He sighs, already defeated. "Maybe send her a vocal note, she'll listen when she's ready.” They're awfully nice when he sends some to you. “It'll be fine." You're made to be together, probably, you should add. You could add, it might help him immensely, to dry the tears you can picture filling up his eyes. It's a little too much though. You're not that strong of a masochist to force this on you.

"How do you know that?"

"I just do. Don't worry too much." He can't. His heavy silence precisely screams that. "Do you wanna come to my island? I'll let you run in my flowers if you want."

It makes him laugh once again. The lovely, most satisfying sound to your ear.

"That's sweet of you." And it is, extremely sweet of you. If there's one thing that you despise is him sprinting through the mindfully planted flower beds of your Animal Crossing island. It pisses you off. Even more so when he does it by accident than on purpose, because this shit happens way too often. And now, you're allowing him to do so. You're definitely too good at being his friend. "It's fine though. Turnips sell at 138 on mine if you're interested."

It's your turn to be laughing now. You love how even with his heartbroken, upset and crying, he still picks up his Switch to check where's the turnips' stock at.

"Jungkook." I adore you.

You have for seemingly ever. Since the very first time you met.

You'd never forget it. How you almost passed out from laughing because of the street sign that nearly knocked him unconscious. His forehead was already bruising dark, eyes unfocused and shiny with tears. You didn't mean to laugh but he was adorable and funny, and even if you felt guilty for enjoying it, people don't run their faces into street signs every day. You called it in your own head a miracle.

He had to sit for a little while from how dizzy he felt. His ears were burning with embarrassment too, your uncontrollable giggling not helping. He just sat there, on a bench you had dragged him to, hands tucked in the pocket of his sweatshirt, waiting for you to allow him to leave.

The kid stood unbalanced the four times he tried to walk and even if at eleven, you had nothing close to a doctoral degree, you still felt like it was wrong to just let him stumble his way back home straight away. You had to hold him hostage for a little while. You had shared your homemade cookies with him, the ones you hid deep in your bag for you didn't want anyone to ask for a bite at school. You made him drink the whole content of your water bottle because drinking water is never an unhealthy thing to do, therefore, it felt like a good idea.

He was so shy that your own timidness quieted down enough to allow you to make conversation to him. Or more accurately talk over the silence and distract him. He giggled a lot and smiled with cute bunny teeth. Kept saying thank you for every bit of cookies you'd given him and once you had walked him home and he arrived safe and sound, he bowed very low, apologized and thanked you again.

You thought it'd be the end of it. He pretended to be going to the same school as you but you had never seen him also he was a few years younger.

The next day, and every single day after that, at recess, he would appear out of nowhere. Wearing his adorable smile, and a tint of red on his ears, a bunch of homemade cookies of his own filling up his pockets. As a puppy would, he'd follow you around with a certain distance until you waved him over, rolling your eyes, because if he was going to stick by your side, he might as well actually play with you.

The most precious friendship you have ever experienced bloomed from this seed. A friendship, at the start, mainly based on a shared interest for very sugary treats, marbles, and that common memory of him eating shit in this street sign. You didn't mean to remind him, it made him flush furiously each time and you were not that cruel, but you couldn't help bursting out in laughter whenever you'd walk home -with him or alone- and pass that sign. It's your favourite spot in your home town. You never miss an occasion to take a selfie for him whenever you go to visit your parents.

It's hard to define the moment your feelings, once purely platonic, changed. But there's a memory that feels notably significant.

A guy made you fall. A useless asshole, who in retrospect was not even worth a single crumble of your time. You were confused. As you often get, without really knowing why. Maybe it's just you, maybe it's for everyone the same. People start by being too good in your eyes, too good for you not to give them your all, and maybe build pyramides upon pyramides of expectations.

Until they're not anymore.

Suddenly, they hurt your feelings. They suck ass and you felt so invested emotionally, way too invested for it to be any kind of healthy, and their very human selves harm you straight in the heart, where it is the most painful.

It didn't feel like a mistake this time. Like any of the other times, at the beginning, of course, otherwise, it wouldn't catch you again and again.

You fell hard and it's Jungkook who picked you up. He had cooked for you, one of his mother's infamous recipes because he knew you wouldn't even bother eating otherwise. He had held you close. He had kissed the top of your head, your cheeks and your eyelids when a diehard tear had slipped. He had called you baby and sunshine and his little kitten. Had showered you in an unfamiliar type of loving. Something so soft, so tender and warm. Hands firm when they'd wrapped around you and pulled you in. Fingers gentle when they'd brush the hair out of your face. He took care of you, made you feel good in ways no one has ever had. You had not known him to be like that. Suddenly, he really felt like a man when he touched you, when he talked to you. He wasn't only a dorky little overgrown baby anymore. He was a man, shaped like one but also able to act like one. Able to take care of a woman, please one you were sure of it. And suddenly, you wanted, so desperately, to be that woman. To have the same free access you had on his usual candid-self, on this newly met man.

Of course, it's too ludicrous for you to ever act on it. But deep down, a naive tiny voice kept claiming, in the back of your mind, that you could spoil him. Very few people in this world know him the way you do, surely, no one can please him the way you could.

Guk

She listened to my note!!!

Guk

She said she'll make me miss her a bit more and then she'll call

It took less than a day for her to give him a sign. You're not surprised. It's hard not to miss him. You're not surprised but somehow, still, disappointed.

A/N: tadam!! i needed to include some flashbacks because i know my fellow f2l addicts just adore these, also, i just can’t get over writing kookie as a cute kid.

Guess what guys? there is only one chapter to go *sweats profusely* I- am worried. I hope you keep enjoying it and will enjoy the rest. :] For now, let me know your thoughts. I hope you have a sweet, lazy Sunday and wish you a lovely, peacful week! bises!

As always please ask to be tagged for the final chapter on this post

[coleblackblood]

Seconding Will o the Wisp (amazing artist and VA) and also adding: -Vanilla Velvet Audios (does have a few F4M and I think a few f4F but is primarily F4A) -Juniper Justice ASMR -Stephanie Swan Quills -Wholesome Girlfriend ASMR -Ambiguous ASMR -Nightshade Queen ASMR -Pine Kat Audio -ShezuRivera

any f4a recs? like not mommy asmr stuff, i mean creators like castle audios,,,asmr? i dont know waa

i’m a little lesbian who wants to expand her audio roleplay horizons

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