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laikuh · 2 years

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vin’s deanjohn reclist aka the rec list only like 2 people asked for!

i made this a wee bit detailed folks, and still in progress as i continue catching up on what’s been posted. but still, here we go!

strictly deanjohn:

even whiskey can’t do (what you do when you kiss me that way) - @amill22

summary: John is not sure when it starts, this tension between them, the low-thrumming undercurrent of something he refuses to name. He just knows he can feel it pulsing in his veins with every beat of his heart whenever they are alone. Which they are now, a lot, with Sam gone.

tropes: daddy kink, praise kink, pre-series, domestic

warnings: n/a

my name engraved on your heart - @amill22

summary: Dean and John, through the years. Cradle to grave.

tropes: pre-series through canon, angst, domestic

warnings: underage, canonical character death

his - @deanjohn

summary: “You grow up hearing the phrase daddy’s girl lobbied in your direction. Daddy’s, that part you can agree with. Yes, I’m his, you think to yourself. That part feels true. Girl, that part not so much.”

tropes: trans!dean, pre-series, domestic

warnings: unplanned pregnancy, abortion

someone forever warm - @chinabluee

summary: He takes a moment to enjoy the thought that John has slayed the monster, now he’s come to claim his prize.

tropes: domestic, breeding kink, praise kink, pwp

warnings: feminization, internalized misogyny

sharp teeth, dry heat (can’t breathe, too many sins) - @chinabluee

summary: Your world was terrifying, and John knew how hard he was to love.

tropes: angst, pre-series

warnings: shame, dubious consent

and you learn how to settle for what you get - @chinabluee

summary: Yet John chooses this, over and over again. John loves Dean more than he loves anything.

tropes: pre-series, daddy kink, angst

warnings: dubious consent, victim blaming language

just like his mother - @lolitanatural

summary: “He ever kiss you?”

Dean’s stomach jolts. “No.”

“Then you’re not his wife.” It’s been years since Sam first brought that shit up, and he still hasn’t dropped it.

Dean tries to fight it off with a laugh. “I take care of his dumbass kid, don’t I?”

tropes: domestic, pre-series

warnings: feminization

the wedding - ninni

summary: Dean is old enough to know that John’s gaze is too sticky-old-man-hungry as it lingers on his bare shoulders when Dean gets out of the shower. John looks at the bare skin like he wants to trace the freckles there with the tip of his tongue.Dean is old enough to know what people would tell him about that look.

tropes: pining, angst

warnings: underage, feminization

too many words - @egipci

summary: Where else would he be but here?

tropes: alternate universe - everyone lives, pwp

warnings: n/a

winter life - @egipci

summary: Dad had already taught him to shave once before.

tropes: pre-series

warnings: n/a

mother - @hellhoundsprey

summary: John, who lost custody of his two sons shortly after his wife died in a tragic accident, gets too emotional for comfort over some kid’s dating profile pictures.

tropes: accidental incest, alternate universe, omegaverse, kidfic

warnings: alcoholism, feminization

dutiful son - severalcuttingremarks

summary: Dean will do anything to protect his family, so when John is hit by a sex curse Dean takes it upon himself to deal with the unpleasant consequences.

tropes: fuck or die, angst, pre-series

warnings: underage, dubious consent, non-con

maginificent son - ilttlestdeath

summary: Dean is fourteen getting off on the image of his father’s naked body.

tropes: daddy kink, D/s, pre-series

warnings: underage, sex work

splitting the atom - alexa_dean

summary: Everything blurs inside him—a cry for help, a release from pain, a plea for love.

tropes: angst, hurt/comfort, pain kink, spanking, pre-series

warnings: rape mention, suicidal thoughts, dubious consent

the weight of us - taste_of_suburbia

summary: Maybe it’ll be enough, just him and his dad; a love, sense of protection and home he can wholeheartedly fall into. Because Sam isn’t here, and Sam’s certainly not offering. Pre-Series, after Sam leaves for college.

tropes: angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, pre-series

warnings: abuse mention

the witching hour - tenyearsgone

summary: Sam's absence tangles with all the rest of John and Dean's problems, and that might be how they end up between cheap motel sheets and bottles of liquor in the dead of night.

tropes: angst, pre-series

warnings: n/a

summertime blues - edwardina

summary: prompt: John/Dean (15-17) established relationship: John has been away for a while on a hunt, when he gets back Dean is desperate to get fucked but is too obedient to ask for it himself. John takes Dean out to get some groceries or something but on the way he pulls over to the side of the road and has Dean ride his bare cock. He comes inside Dean and then feeds it to him afterwards as it drips out of Dean's ass.

tropes: car sex, pwp, pre-series

warnings: underage

as if we’d never met - thatotherperv

summary: AU. Dean Winchester was kicked into the foster system when he was 4 years old…when he was 14, he kicked himself out of it. Bottom line is, men enjoy fucking little boys all across this great nation. Dean figures if he's gonna spend the rest of his life with sick fuckers staring at his mouth, he'd better be making some cash.

tropes: accidental incest, alternate universe, pre-series

warnings: underage, sex work, reference to child abuse

sugar - @ohzvae

summary: In the dark, Dean made his way back to bed with his hands out in front of him. Starched sheets crinkled under his knees as he climbed in. Dad caught him by the arm. A memory sparked, buried by time.

He’d been just tall enough to see the top of the kitchen counter. There was a song on the radio in the living room. His mom was baking cookies, her hair in a ponytail, his dad’s arm around her waist, the sound of her laugh. Dad trailed his knuckles along her neck and leaned in to kiss her.

tropes: pet names, pre-series

warnings: n/a

plus sam:

hit me like a heart attack - @amill22

summary: It’s not his fault that Deanna is – objectively – pretty hot and that his raging teenage hormones have some of his brain wires crossing. God knows, she also has Dad’s wires crossing every so often, even if they all like to pretend that Sam doesn’t know that.

tropes: smut with some teenaged angst, pre-series

warnings: femme!dean, voyeur!sam

what it is - @chinabluee

summary: Everything that has ever gone wrong for Sam and Dean starts and ends with John.

tropes: ANGST

warnings: grief, dysfunction, samdean

don’t say you need me when you leave and you leave again - @chinabluee

summary: Dean knows that he doesn’t need to understand it. You don’t need to understand why someone needs something when you love them as much as Dean loves his father.

tropes: ANGST, pre-series

warnings: dubious consent, referenced non-con, samjohn

full house of wincest: reunion - @zmediaoutlet

summary: John and Dean settle back together after some time apart.

tropes: pre-series, domestic

warnings: underage

full house of wincest: succor - @zmediaoutlet

summary: After a particularly hard hunt, John's wrecked; Dean helps.

tropes: pre-series, domestic

warnings: underage, dubious consent

splintered - phantisma

summary: Dean is always in the middle, struggling to hold his family together, to take care of his father and Sam...no matter what that means...no matter what that costs. Dean is splintered and cracking and held together only by his need to make it okay, to help his father accept what has happened and make sure Sam is happy…but the pressure keeps multiplying and the fight may be more than any of them can stand.The harder they try, the deeper the pieces cut on the way down. Dean isn't okay. John isn't okay. Sam is so far beyond not okay. Dean's splintered pieces are shattered and scattered and he can't seem to hold it all together.

tropes: pre-series, angst, fuck or die

warnings: dubious consent, non-consent, underage, samdeanjohn

the kiss - lily rose

summary: Everything changes.

tropes: hurt/comfort, daddy kink, voyeurism, pre-series through canon

warnings: underage, drug use, sex work, child abuse, samdean

vin’s personal recs

i’m gonna be vain and share a few of my own fics i think are worth a read <3

what do we call what we have but love

summary: He loves John, as a son of course. But he also loves John as a partner in Sam’s care. Sam can’t see it because he’s young and he’s angry, but Dean needs to work with John to keep him safe. He can’t have John on the outs with him. Because what Sam misses in all his anger and frustration is that everything that John and Dean do is for Sam, together. Sam is all they have left after Mary. So while he resents the feminization of Sam calling him John’s wife, he guesses it’s not totally wrong. The overlap in roles between what Mary did then for John and what Dean does now is considerable, and he’s okay with that.

“We need more silver bullets,” he says quietly as he zips up the weapons bag. He looks back at John, who’s naked, preparing to shower. Dean can see his dick, half-hard, in the weak light of the nightstand lamp. Sam sleeps on, leaving Dean to witness his father like this alone. Tired and bruised, and like any other man after a hard day, just looking to relieve a little tension.

John pulls at himself lazily, he’s not paying attention to Dean, really. “I need to stop by Bobby’s anyway. He can set us up.” Then he walks into the bathroom.

tropes: angst, pre-series, bed sharing

warnings: dubious consent, light feminization

satin and lace

summary: Turning towards the mirror is thus a real feat. The sight that greets him has him shaken. Dean looks good. Sure, his pubic hair distorts the pattern of the lace, but otherwise Dean thinks the panties are perfect. The tight fit. The little black bows that sit right at his hip bones. The way, when he shifts, the pale globes of his ass are accented by the black of the material. The way the head of his cock peeks out the top, too erect to be tucked inside. God, Dean feels fucking sexy.

tropes: pre-series, panty kink, breeding kink, daddy kink

warnings: feminization

flesh wound

summary: It’s the secret that’s killing John. It’s the secret that he shares with Dean but refuses to discuss that’s tearing him up, gutting Dean’s father from the inside out while Dean looks on and feels as if he himself were being skinned alive. Both of them are dying this way. John would deny it, but they certainly aren’t living. Dean watches John take swallow after swallow of alcohol until he passes out and thinks, I can’t stay here. He tries to throw his belongings into his bag silently, to tiptoe through the room in search of what he needs to make his escape, but he and John are tied in more ways than one, and as if on cue, John groans and wakes and immediately locks eyes with Dean.

He does not ask what Dean is doing, because he already knows what Dean is doing. “Please,” he murmurs. “Please.”

A selkie-inspired story.

tropes: selkies, angst, pre-series

warnings: dubious consent, wounds

#so i haven't reread all of these #so the tropes and warnings are a mix of memory and what the author stated #HAPPY READING I WILL UPDATE AS I READ MORE #deanjohn #daddycest

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thera-daydreams · 3 years

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Yo that was savage of (Y/N) when she teleported Geto and Gojo to their break-up place. 🤣 And it was a KFC too. 😂😭🧅 I wonder though how did it went down? Aside from the awkwardness I think the staff were staring at them thinking like *How come those two hoes are staying here for so long?* Or something like that.

(Another mini-scene of the Sweet Old Lady is a Witch starring Gojo Satoru & Geto Suguru in their infamous "breakup place".)

THE RETURN TO KFC

"Y/N, this is highly unnecessar—"

"Sit down, Satoru."

"I agree with him wholehe—"

"Don't make me repeat myself, Suguru."

Hearing your warning tone, the two ex-best friends hurriedly sat down on the table with you. They swallowed, momentarily meeting each other's eyes before turning to your aged form.

"Now, I think you know why I've brought you two here," you sighed out, crossing your arms like a mother (or a principal in her office). "While I'm doing all this to help you guys, I also need you to help yourselves. For you two, the simple way is to talk it out."

"I think that we should just leave things as they—"

You glared at him, "I'm not yet done talking, Gojo."

He immediately shut up and looked down on his lap like a guilty child being caught with candy (it looked pretty sad, to be honest). Suguru, knowing what you were capable of, was the more compliant one (he really didn't want you to magic him into like... a fish... or something).

"I will come back here in exactly 12 hours," you told them. "It's 10AM now, so I expect that by 10PM, there would have been some progress with your broken relationship, at least."

"You can't just expect us to fix everything in 12 hours," Gojo mumbled to himself, fiddling with the hem of his pale blue shirt. "That's insane."

"I'm not expecting you to fix everything in 12 hours, Satoru." You raised a brow at him expectantly. "I'm just expecting that you two at least say something to each other! If you haven't noticed, all you've been doing is glance at one another ever since I brought Suguru back. You haven't even spoken a word to each other yet! Zip. Zero. Nada."

If it weren't for the bustling noise in the fastfood chain, you would've heard crickets with how quiet it was.

"... She's right," Geto muttered quietly, finally addressing Gojo and staring at his former best friend in the eye. Behind the dark sunglasses he wore—you had strictly instructed him to not wear his blindfold for this—you could see the white-haired man's eyes widen significantly. "We have to talk."

"See? Progress!" You clapped, standing up and pushing your seat away. "I guess I don't need to be here anymore."

"Wait, what? Where are you going?!" Gojo asked, slightly panicked.

"I am going shopping today! There's a sale for baking products and wheels of cheese just a few streets away," you excitedly shared, sparkles in your eyes. "Toji's already buying the groceries for us, too, Suguru-kun. Now if you'll excuse me, I have somewhere else to be!"

And poof! Before they could complain even more, you were gone.

"... So, hi," Suguru said to Satoru.

"... Hi."

In the corner, noticing that these two were the two familiar customers in the past who seemed like they'd broken up as a couple, the KFC staff would have been like:

By the time you came back 12 hours later, at least the duo of former best friends were bonding over (arguing over?) a chocolate sundae, a bucket of chicken, and some French fries.

Suguru, while dipping his very crispy KFC fried chicken in warm gravy, gave his somewhat-best-friend a judgmental stare. "Satoru, you don't just dip your fucking fries into a chocolate sundae. It's weird—"

The Limitless user seemed offended. "What do you mean by it's weird? It tastes good! Have you not tried this combination yet?"

"I don't need t—"

(Gojo promptly shoved a sundae-covered French fry into Suguru's mouth.)

"Mmpf!"

"I should order some mashed potatoes for Y/N," Gojo thought out loud while trying to make a struggling Geto eat more chocolate sundae-covered French fries.

"Mmpf!"

Well, at least they were talking now. Progress, right? Mission accomplished.

With your international super spy skills, Natasha would have been so proud of you. May your Avenger best friend and sister rest in peace, wherever she is.

(Gosh, I keep writing these mini-scenes and I haven't finished the next chapter yet, lol.)

#thera.answers #thera.writes #jjk.works #gojo satoru #geto suguru #gojo x reader #geto x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk x reader

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sergejbiohazardov · 4 years

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denesaphoto · 7 years

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"Do not stop thinking of life as an adventure. You have no security unless you can live bravely, excitingly, imaginatively; unless you can choose a challenge instead of competence." -Eleanor Roosevelt . I’m so grateful for this incredible moment! . It’s so easy to get bogged down by the To-Do lists & the stresses of everyday life that come with sacrificing the “now” for the future, even when you’re living your dream life. . I was deep in the search for a great used van to convert into a tiny home here in #NewZealand for my #7monthphototrek . It had been three weeks of searching with no end in sight. (Insert frustration face.) . I felt my body do its signature move of tensing up the shoulders, tightening the breath and clenching the jaw. (Sound familiar?) . That awareness presented me with a choice: a) struggle myself deeper into the quicksand of stress b) grab a branch and pull myself out . The sky was a solid mass of gray clouds, no sunset to speak of, not much to photograph. *sigh*… Option “a” was looking good. . But then again... Eff that! . I grabbed Captain Adventure Pants (my new #mavic #drone) and headed outside to learn to fly, even if the sky wasn’t cooperating and I had a pile of work to do. . The air kissed my eyelids, and my body breathed a huge sigh of relief; Shoulders sliding down; Neck elongating. . I learned that flying comes naturally to me (after watching several tutorials. hahaha). . Joy surged through my veins and jolted me onto my feet to jump and giggle with delight. “I’m flying!! I’m fricken flying!! Aahahahahahaha!!!" . When the dominant paradigm is “Stress as a status symbol,” joy is the highest form of resistance. . Here is one of the first photographs from the maiden voyage with Captain Bliss. . More coming soon! . Thank you so much for coming along on this incredible adventure with me, lovelies! It means the world to share it with you! . . Onwards! xoxo Denesa . . . . . . . Copyright Denesa Chan @DenesaPhoto Medlands Bay, Great Barrier Island, New Zealand. . DenesaPhoto.com for prints that help the planet . . . . . #ilovemyjob #bucketlist #photography #nature #adventure #travel #naturephotography #breathe #travelphotography #wholehe (at Medlands Beach, Great Barrier Island)

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