#who sees their 16 year old daughter convulsing shaking unable to control her facial muscles after an overdose suicide attempt
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I am having very specific localized pain directly where my heart is
have mercy plz just let my body feel normal and not in pain for once. Just today
#this happens more than I care to admit#heart pain#it’s worrying but whatever everything else is in pain too so#I just consider it a normal occurrence#and I absolutely cannot afford to go get something like that (or any pain I have whatsoever) checked out by a professional#so if something serious happens it’s just going to get worse until I die probably lol#I overdosed from a suicide attempt and while mom was bawling telling me she loved me holding my hand#dad was standing in the doorway and all he could give a fuck about is how much money it was going to cost. so#he stared right at me and said ‘this is gonna cost so much fuckin money.’ and that’s ALL he said#now I don’t ask for medical help even if it’s horrible bc of that#who sees their 16 year old daughter convulsing shaking unable to control her facial muscles after an overdose suicide attempt#and sits there straight faced making her feel like shit about money. even though she physically cannot speak back to you#because her facial muscles are contorted and look like a fuckiNg scream mask#it’s just shitty like go say that shit somewhere else#made me feel like he does not care if I live or die#makes me feel like if I did die all he would do is complain about funeral costs#not grieve me or care#it all kinda messed w me a lot lol#anyways sorry for the rant
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