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piratebay · 22 hours ago

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free balling it also nothing was entertaining and no laughs were had. i'm accosted by noises and apathetic about a project i think should be fun???

and if anyone knows - are the people closest to you supposed to respect you more or less than people who aren't as close? i might be experiencing things backwards or whatever. or ruined more shit idk. no love in this house.

#whatever whatever #i'm still feeling ok but also bad. everything's loud and annoying #and i have like 3 hours to finish this but i have no concept of time like ever.#which weirdly got better after lamictal but not that better #404 not found #like lowkey i Do Not think my friends would call the cops on me or even joke about that #but needless to say they do not know me as well as they could. i guess.#anyway. i'm not normal and i'm not being normal about it. i have therapy today and maybe i should bring that up but i'm probz gonna mask lol #if i can help it. we'll see. gotta pick a friend's brain about how to do that

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