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Plsss write a tom step daddy fanfic. And the plot is that the readers mom is a bitch and always treated her badly/abused her. One day her mom marries tom and he becomes her new step dad. The reader is like (18) and tom (29). Since the reader despises her mom she wants to take revenge and fucks around with her husband. (smut and everything/ they do it secretly whenever mom leaves and Tom says stuff like "you're my dirty little secret") IF U WRITE IT MY LIFE WOULD BE SO FULFILLED I'VE NEVER SEEN A STEPFATHER/DAUGHTER FANFIC HERE AND I NEED ITTTT
this is so so so hot
MY SECRET | TOM KAULITZ X FEMREADER
IM BACK GUYSSSSSSS
warnings: daddy name calling, cheating, degrading, praise
youre mom and dad had a huge argument about her cheating on him which had lead to your dad leaving. your mom had full custody of you so you couldnt really see your dad.
ever since your stepdad moved in, you hated him. you griped about how he was trying to replace your father and how he let your mom cheat knowing she was married. but you found him so hot. you could see why your mom saw him.
but it wasnt just your dad that she mistreated, she also mistreated you. she was an alcoholic and she constantly made you do everything.
your mom had to go to work the next day and you had a party to go to. you were wearing, stockings, a short skirt, and a long sleeve low cut top with some heels.
you woke up and picked out all your outfit and got ready. you grab your phone and your bag and you go downstairs, surprisingly tom was sitting on the couch watching whatever and he notices you heading out the door.
“where you think your going dressing like that?” he says getting up.
“im going to my boyfriends birthday party is that a problem?” you say throwing your hands up. “boyfriend? hm well go change them we can talk about it.” he says giving you a little push to go to your room. “dont touch me.” you say shrugging him off. “then go change… or ill have to rip these clothes off of you and make you change.” he says grabbing your waist. “ew! get off of me!” you try to push away, you really did secretly find him hot, you always wondered what it was like to fuck him. “dont lie to me, youve wanted me. the way you purposely bend over to reveal your pussy to me. ive heard you with your little vibrator wishing it was me.” he says as he cups you through your panties.
“youre so wet right now… we wouldnt want your mom to find out now would we?” he pulls you to your bedroom, closing the door and locking it, shoving you on the bed.
“flip over, ass up.” he says unbuckling his jeans. he rips your panties off and lifts up your skirt. his cock pointing at your entrance. “this is for being such a little slut.” he enters you slowly.
“what if my mom finds out?” you say whimpering a little. “shh she wont, youre my dirty little secret hm?” he says clamping his hand over your mouth.
he pounds into you grabbing your hair and pulling it as he takes you from behind. your moans muffle against his mouth.
“thats a good fucking girl. fuck yes youre so much tighter than your mom. she could never compare.” he chuckles as he fucks you raw.
“so much better than that little boy you hang with? answer me!” he says pounding harder, uncovering your mouth. you nod. he spanks you hard, “ use your words. i want to hear you.” he groans as you speak. “youre so much better than the boys i hang out with. bigger cock.. bi- im gonna cum daddy..” you whimper as you feel his cock slam against your cervix. “just a few more seconds babygirl.” he says as reaches around to rub your clit.
“daddy! i really need to cum! please!” you cry out as you squirt and cum all over your bedsheets. he releases his huge load inside of you as he slows down.
“now..” he says catching his breath. “forget about that party, let me hold you.” he says laying down, pulling you into his arms.
#tom kaulitz#angst#fanfic#smut#tokio hotel#drabble#fluff#georg listing#gustav schäfer#2000s#bill kaulitz
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Peppers, Slytherin Boys [ DRABBLE ]
— the slytherin boys + band au. this will include theodore nott, mattheo riddle, lorenzo berkshire, draco malfoy, blaise zabini and tom riddle (bc i said so) also the bandname.. ur probably thinking "how original" /sar but i couldnt think of anything JENDN
slytherin boys band
warnings ! — a little bit suggestive in some parts (hehehaha), mentions of smoking/cigarettes, mentions of eye pulling
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thinking about these boys starting a band together. they decide the positions will go as such: tom as lead guitarist + sub-vocals, mattheo on drums, theo as the bassist, draco on keyboard, enzo as main vocals and blaise as sub-guitarist.
they sit there in the common room, everyone bickering about who can come up with a better band name. tom sighs and pulls at his eyes with a groan. do they ever shut up?
draco scoffs and turns to tom, "alright then. think you've got a better name?"
tom blinks and gives him a blank look before saying, "uh yes. i've got plenty of better names actually." the boys look at him expectantly and suddenly tom is realising he has to give them a name suggestion, (spoiler alert: he actually had none.)
the usually quiet prefect clears his throat, "how about the deatheaters?" he asks. good, he thinks, that came out more certain than it did in my head.
mattheo raises his eyebrows in surprise and clicks his tongue. "damn, that's actually kind of sick. vote?" he glances around to see multiple grins and aggressive nodding from lorenzo (he gets excited easily.)
they practice for months, sometimes missing dinner and even breakfast just to get more acquainted with their positions and instruments. they finally convince dumbledore to let them play at a school dance — he's definitely slightly regretting it but he figures he can't take it back now.
theo swallows anxiously as he sees just how many students showed up to the dance and blaise sighs as he places a hand on the boy's shoulder. "chill, mate. we're going t' kill it out there."
"why are there so many people?!" theo attempts to whisper as he turns to his bandmates with wide-eyes. tom shrugs, draco shakes his head and continues reading over his music sheet, lorenzo chews his lip — just as nervous as theo... and mattheo? well...
"duh," the curly-haired boy gives a crooked smirk, cocky as ever. "they're here to see us — and by us i mean me."
tom smacks his brother in the shoulder and mattheo winces, rubbing it in a soothing manner. "i was kidding!"
dumbledore calls them onto the make-shift stage while the curtains are closed and mattheo throws his cigarette onto the floor, digging into it with his foot to put it out. blaise gags, "that's a disgustung habit."
mattheo shrugs and the band make their way onto the stage, taking their places. enzo up front, tom on his right and a little behind, mattheo at the back with his drumkit kind of floating in the air (magic perks), theo in the same place as tom but left, draco diagonally to mattheo's left and blaise just next to enzo.
lorenzo and tom clear their throats and take a sip from their water bottles before scrambling to peg them into the wings (accidentally hitting professor slughorn for which tom winces and apologises.) mattheo counts in with his sticks before starting in with a relatively quick beat, guitars being strummed and keyboard notes being played.
enzo's voice is a little deeper than usual and the crowd's reaction made it clear that they weren't expecting it. people from different houses looked up at the band, mesmorised.
mattheo had a grin on his face, his curls bouncing gently against his sweaty forehead as he hit the drums. blaise was focusing on the neck of his guitar, making sure not to mess up any notes, his skin so pretty under the gold stage light. tom couldn't care less about the audience but when his fingers moved quickly, so smooth against the strings of his guitar as he backed enzo's vocals and girls started screaming — it definitely boosted his ego a little. theo was more relaxed now, his eyes showing excitement as his stomach settled. draco blew strands of hair that fell out of his slicked back style away from his face, messing up a few chords but he was certain nobody noticed anyway.
when they finish up, the boys felt a rush of adrenaline and pride as everyone starts whistling and clapping.
they rush off the stage all giddy, smacking eachother on the back as they whoop and grin at eachother.
"whose idea was this again?" blaise asks, raising a brow.
tom shrugs with a sly smirk and hands a lighter to mattheo after he whines about needing a light for his cigarette. "no idea, but it was genius."
giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair hehehaha, definitely will be writing oneshots for each of them with this band au in the future theyre so hot
#— river's sticky notes ✩˚。⋆#tom on guitar i moaned#harry potter#slytherin boys#slytherin#tom riddle#mattheo riddle#house of gaunt#draco malfoy#blaise zabini#theodore nott#lorenzo berkshire#slytherin x reader#slytherin boys x reader#hogwarts#band au#writing#writers on tumblr#female writers#spotify#music#mattheo riddle smut#tom riddle smut
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A long time ago, couldnt find it for the life of me now, i saw this one comic that talked about how, themselves... people always liked them at first for how strange they where, something like that, but as time went on and the novelty wore off, they began to just get infuriated with them... i now see that, in a way, i've seen this happen to me... albight a bit different. lets make this clear, i am VERY mentally unstable, i dont lie about that, i've accepted that. im not normal, im pretty much unable to think normally. but im good at the barebones 'holding myself together', now as some people would know im good at making people laugh, i tend to be quick witted when it comes to humour and can keep the laugh's going alive for a long time... but then, when we actually start getting close, they begin to chip away past me only being a memelord, which is what i appear to be to most people... they begin to see how unstable i am, my mental illness, i tell them about things, my schizophrenia, the different people in my head. they occasionally see these in action, and some people, dont understand. they drift away or they just keep hardassing me until it becomes bland and im back into just being a pseudo-memelord now that i've run dry. at first, they ask questions or whatever, or are apprehensibly understanding, but as these issues pop up over time, they start to see it as a chore. no one has outright said this, but im good at deconstructing how people think, it's a gift, MANY times i've figured out EXACTLY what people are going to say or how they're going to react, rarely am i ever truly surprised. sometimes i say im surprised just to keep it going, but uh... you dont need to hear all about that, point is i can tell it's starting to become just. not worth it to them. i talk to them, 'is there something wrong? do you want me to hide these parts of myself from you?' they say no, nothing is wrong, but i feel them become more exasperated whenever anything happens regarding everything about me... and so, i stop. i type out things, then dont send them. i type entire long message's about how im mentally feeling when someone asks how i am, i ignore them, im pretty sure the person this was with at will never see this but just earlier today i think, someone asked me if i needed a hug, i said, 'i think i just need a moment to talk to you about my mental illness's without being judged and with being believed.' they never responded to that message, going on as if i never seen it. i occasionally think to talk about what the other people in me are thinking, i hear head person 1 say something (they are named, im just not exactly public about it), i hear head person 2 swearing his head off like always. i think of telling the person about it just as a funny remark... but i dont. as of right now, from the many MANY people i've seen over the year's and talked to online and everything: 3. 3 is the amount of people i've met who have let me stay how i am talking to them. those who can actually accept me. those who can 'handle' me. and im not even sure if i've properly told one of them about me before... point is, for the sake of all those like me. dont do it. if you cant handle us, dont lie, if you know beforehand and cant handle it and are just, curious or something. dont... when i finally trust you enough to open up to you. dont pretend you can do it when you know you cant. because i'll know too. i'll know.
(also thank you those who CAN handle me, and have stuck with me, you're probably the reason why i bother trying to keep myself together in the first place rather then letting myself fall.)
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This is my first time ever trying to make like a fanfiction so there might be some mistakes and English isnt my first language either so be patient with me🙏
Bakugou / Kirishima x reader
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Here You were.
At the Gates to U.A.
You still couldnt believe that you were here.
It was like a dream come true.
Who could think that you out of all people could get in at U.A.
Well not your ex that was sure.
You shook your head at the thought.
Why would you care about his Opinion plus he was in the past.
Though you couldnt shake the thought that he might be here to, He had been dead set on going to U.A And with a Quirk like his he had a great chance.
You felt someone tap your shoulder.
You turned around to see a green haired man that you seen many times before.
"Modoriya?" You asked.
He looked nervous and quite tense.
"The one and only" He answered with a nervous smile.
Modoriya had gone to the same middle school as you and you became good friends after you and your ex broke up.
"What are you doing here?" Quick Regret hit you after you asked.
What a stupid question.
"Probably the same reason as you"
He said honestly not seeming very nervous anymore.
The two of you talked while walking to Your first class
at U.A.
While walking you noticed you two walked the same direction.
But to be honest you didnt know were all the schools classes was placed anyways.
You saw your class and was amazed by the gaint door.
Did You have a gaint in your class?
You both stopped at the door with the words 1A on it.
"Wait Your in class 1A to?" You asked confused.
He nooded and turned back to face the door.
"Well atleast i know someone in this class" You joked.
He agreed.
You two just stood there infront of the door a while.
"Are we gonna go in?" you asked as you turned your head to him.
He looked over to you and realized you two had stood there for a while.
"O-oh yeah right sorry, lets go" he said and oppend the door.
A lot of face's was in that room, And to be honest you knew none of them... except for the spikey blonde brat that was arguing with a blue haired guy.
It seemed like Modoriya had seen him to cause his face was white.
"Kacchan.." He whispered.
after flipping of the blue haired guy he turned his head towards the door that had been oppend.
His eyes widen a bit.
Seriously Quirkless deku and The stupid blonde how the heck did they even get in he thought to himself.
Your eyes met his and you got atcually scared for a second when his eyes turned dark, a sign of hatred.
But what you didnt know was that the glare was for fucking deku who stood way to close to you.
Sure you were his ex but he never stopped loving you get just knew she couldnt get in the way for his cerear no matter how much he loved her, He had to be the best the number 1#.
Your thoughts ran wild.
Why was he here, well that was a simple question he always wanted to go here, how did he end up in the same class as you, did he haft to be in the same class as you?, could you avoid him all 3 years?, Would he mabye Talk to you again?, Will he bully me like deku?, how can i escape this situation!?
But something made your thoughts stop and that was when people had gathered around you guys to introduce themselves.
Names coming from every corner.
You seemed to get your eyes stuck on a red head.
You didnt exactly remember what he just said his name was but something like kirishima.
A hand waved infront of your face which got you to stop staring.
it was a blonde guy but with a streak of black in it which seemed to look like a lightning bolt?
You didnt really know if it was natural or dyed but who cares.
You felt weird for just staring at him so you thought it might be a good time to introduce yourself to.
"Hi Im Y/N L/N but please call me N/N" ( And if you dont have a nickname thats cool to just think that they call you Y/N okay )
"Hi Y/N" The red head said with a tiny bit of blush om his cheeks.
You gave him a small smile with a wave.
Then someone made their way towards you and pushed people aside.
He pushed all the people aside and stood infront of you.
His aura itself made you shiver.
He wasnt the same loving boyfriend that you had, No He was like he was with every single person, Cruel and mean..
modoriya grabbed your arm just in case.
He looked at modoriya and then back at you.
He grabbed your other arm pulling you outside the classroom and modoriya lost his grip on you.
Not wanting to anger The blonde male more he stayed put.
" What the fuck do you think your doing here!? "
He spat at you now being in the hallway and away from people.
" First of all, Let Go Of My Arm" You stated as you ripped your arm from his grip.
He looked at you angry.
"And secondly, The same reason Your here! To be a hero."
You said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
He scoffed.
" Im not here to be just a hero dumbass, im here to be the number 1# Hero "
You crossed your arms over your chest.
" Yeah no shit, You made that very clear when you broke up with me"
You said with confidence Not caring how angry he looked.
He mumbled something under his breath and Walked back to class leaving you in the hallway.
You let out a breath you didnt know you were holding.
after some seconds to get yourself back together you went back to class.
people still talking.
You went to sit down at a desk in the middle row.
You werent in the mood to talk now atleast not after that, Did you really think that you were that useless, So Useless that it was a surprise that you got in or so useless that he got mad?
What the fuck happened to all the late night at your place cuddled up watching a movie in your room, He would never pay any attention to the movie he just hd you while dozing of to sleep.
The movie was probably an excuse so he could hold you without being "Mushy" as he calls it.
He would tell you over and over again that he loves you and you told him you loved him back.
Your heart was torn into peices and then put in a molding machine when he told you he was breaking up with you, It hurt even more when you got to know why he did it to.
He was after fame...
You werent in his future plans..
He told you he had to focus on his cerear and that he cant have you weighing him down from becoming #1 Hero.
You were in his house because he wanted to "Talk"
That obviously didnt go so well though..
You looked at him in horror of his choice, You asked him if what you two had was nothing for him? Were you really just weighing him down?
He just looked at you with an unreadable face.
You looked at him straight in the eyes and told him and i qoute : I really did love you...
tbh that broke his heart to.
he really did love you to but he had to do this right?
it was the right thing to do!
wasnt it...?
Thinking about it hurt, You wanted to throw the desk at the wall but you didnt have the power to do so right now.
looking down at the desk, Hair hiding your face from others.
You heard footsteps closing in then a voice you remembered.
"Hey Y/n right?" you looked up to see kirishima standing infront of your desk.
"Uh yeah Hi" You said with a small blush on your face.
He looked like he was thinking before asking
"Wanna be friends?"
You were a little surprised by his question..
Friends?
Well you were more then happy just surprised that you found someone that wanted to be your friend so fast.
He looked hesitant when you didnt answer and was about to say something when you spoke.
"Of course-" You were cut of by a black haired man in a yellow sleeping bag who you got to know was your homeroom teacher.
~TIME SKIP~
You have gone to U.A about a Month.
Everyone was so nice and welcoming.
You had become friends with most of the people.
There was a girl named Mina that you of course love, Her personality was amazing and she always had Energy to do something and that made others want to do something to.
she didnt know about your past, no one knew.
she said you were her bestie and you kinda felt that bond to.
It felt nice to have a friend like her and most of the other girls were the same.
Your close'st friends were hanta sero, Mina ashido, Denki kaminari, kirishima Eijiro, mezo shoji, kayoka jiro, tokoyami/dark Shadow and Momo yayaorosu.
Mina had invited you to a group hang with a couple of friends and you were more then happy to agree.
What you knew it would be some of your classmates at denki's dorm, which you didn't mind at all tbh you loved denki's dorm you would definitely have it as a number 1 place if it wasnt for jiro's and kirishima's dorms.
Which for you was 1 & 2 spot so denki's dorm had 3rd spot.
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Walking down hallway with mina you finally got to denki's drom.
A couple of people were already there like sero, momo, jiro, tsu, deku and denki obviously.
You wonderd if kirishima would be here.
Mina hasnt said anything special about him
But she did know about that little thing you had for him.
Since she was your best friend after all.
You said you hello to the group and say down beside mina by the bed side.
"Dont worry, He will be here. He's just buying some snacks" Mina told you.
Probably because she saw how you were scanning the room.
You nodded and started talking about all kinds of things with the people of the group.
You and jiro has been talking about some band you wanted to see together.
It had became really popular this year and jiros
Dad had been given 3 free tickets after he drove the lead singer home after his car broke down once.
You didnt exactly remember the name of the band but jiro often plays their songs and its a pretty good band to be honest.
Mina doesnt really like that kind of music she's more for a "softer" kind, atleast thats what she says.
"Ey kiri my man you got the soda i asked for?"
Kaminari asked.
Then a voice you didnt think you would hear here out of all places.
"Shut up dunce face, and heres your god damn soda" bakugou grunted and threw the soda at him.
"Got it!" He responded.
You met bakugous dark crimson pierced äeyes, you had
yet not gotten used to the hatred they carried towards you.
"Be careful to open that kaminari! Its been shaked." Modoriya said trying to get kaminari to put the soda down with the help of Momo.
Bakugou just sat down on the chair on the other side of the room where he could be far away from you.
Minute's pass and mina got a great idea or it was a great idea to her.
"Lets play truth or dare!" She exclaimss
Everyone looks her direction.
"No way!" Bakugou answers.
Now the eyes are on him instead.
"Oh come on! Try and have some fun for once bro." Kirishima try's to convince him, but you knew kirishima would playing so you were a 100% going to.
Though you knew how mina could get when it was about truth or dare...it was scary how dark she would go sometimes.
Everyone sat in a Circle on the ground..well except for bakugou he remained his spot on the chair.
You were stated between tsu and Momo and across from kirishima.
Mina sat between tsu and sero, then there was
Denki and bakugou on the chair and then jiro and deku sat beside Momo.
"So Whos first?" Mina said excitement in her voice.
You looked around as a voice was heard, it was modoriya.
" Uhm i can start " modoriya said queitly.
"Okay!" Truth or dare!" Mina cheered.
Modoriya looked nervous while thinking wisely.
"Truth?" He stated with a raised eyebrow.
Mina Thought for a second with her fingers om her chin.
It was like a light bold popped up over her head when she got an idea.
She turned back to modoriya with a grin.
"is it true that you like ochaco?" She asked clearly already knowing the answer.
His nervous look was taken over by a shocked one.
"Hah!? Where did you hear that!?" He asked while his nervousness was slowly returning.
"Oh come on mina, what a bad question its obvious that he does" Denki stated with his head leaning towards Minas way and a smile.
And now the poor boy was shocked again.
"Is it that obvious?" He asked quietly his head tilting donwards.
"It Is, sorry man" Sero answers him.
"I dont think she has a clue Though" You try to
Cheer him up.
"Soo moving on" Mina said.
she turned to look at the person next to modoriya.
"Momo Your turn!" Mina said.
Part 2???
#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#mha bakugou#bnha bakugou#kirishima eijirou#kirishima eijiro x reader#kirishima x reader#mha kirishima#mha x reader#love triangle#love#jealousy#Bakugou jealousy#kirishima jealousy#Class 1A#class 1a x reader
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Hey (with the intention of taking walks in a forest in the rain with you?)
How's your day been? (or how's it going?)
I don't really know what I was going to say, but hello from the abyss :) and is there anything you feel like ranting about right now? (sorry if it's a weird question, and you only have to answer if you feel comfortable to, but if you do, then it could be about anything - whether it's a life problem or a special interest)
And if you had to be any plant or part of nature, what would you be and why?
Anywho, sorry for bothering you and I hope something nice has happened or will happen to you today 🪴
YOU'RE NOT BOTHERING ME AT ALL!! i'm really happy to see you in my inbox
my day's just started (i just woke up) but my whole week has been really bad- i had all my exams crammed into this week and due to family reasons i couldnt study at all last week. usually i'm not so stressed out but i'm senior year now and everything is becoming real and i don't think i can handle it all.
i took a few quizzes last week for maths and my result was so bad (i got a B... which is bad to me)- its a reasonable score considering i didnt study (ive studied now and ik im ALOT better) but it still hit me hard because i'm so used to being "one of the smart kids" it terrifies me to be anything but (i feel like i'm nothing if im not smart)
i have my maths test today (i had 2 this week bc i do normal maths and specialist maths- that specialist maths threw me and im still a little sore over it so i feel like i'll do bad in my normal maths test- even though ik thats stupid bc i KNOW my normal maths content and im normally GOOD at maths... idk)
ig i've been panicking for my future alot lately. i dont want to disappoint anyone anymore and i want to be smart again but its getting so confusing 😭
anyways thats basically most of what im feeling, sorry for ranting (but you did tell me to rant abt smtg hehe :))
i'll be okay tho, honest (so pls dont pity me, youve already done sm to help me by letting me talk abt this TvT)
also if i were a plant, i'd like to be a moonflower. blooming at night time sounds very nice to me and to be named after THE MOON is like the highest honour ever in my head :)
how about you? what plant would you be? what'd been happening in your life? 🌃
ty for the ask 😵💫
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Moonlight - Lenora
what word do you use to describe the color of the ethereal nature of a moonbeam? a pale white-blue, an almost-silver, a color that is both of these and none of these? i may not have the words, but its what i think of when i think of you. something that can shift ever so slightly depending on the angle you tilt your head, that can turn the most mundane of objects into an otherworldly sight, that can create magic with whatever it touches. you walk along an old dirt road at night, you think you see nothing but mud and dull grass...but wait, out of the corner of your eye, you see the hue of the petals of a daisy glowing in the moonlight 🌕
Happiest of (slightly belated) birthdays to @mutantmanifesto!! ✨
This is a little late, but I hope you enjoy the vibes!! I realized that I didn't assign you a color during the positivity ask game (which I am so sorry for!), so I wanted to write a little something that made me think of you 🥰 I don't think I could give you a reason why this is what popped into my head, but once it did there wasn't anything else for you that felt right!
You are such an amazing human - I love swapping fic recs with you, I love seeing your beautiful art, and I just love seeing your name anytime it pops up! So thank you, thank you, for being an amazing member of this community and for just people a cool person 💕
(IMPORTANT photo cred: the middle drawing was down by none other than the amazing lenora themself!! its their pfp in the server, and i couldnt not use it with how beautiful it is! post can be found here)
other photo sources: x x x x x x x x
#happy birthday lenora!!!#im glad you exist both in this fandom and just in general!!#so thank you for being just!! amazing!!!#i hope its okay that i used your lieb art thats your discord pfp - i can also totally change it if you want#anyways you're GREAT okay#me and the gang (bottom text)#moodboards#em's moodboards
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Blind Date
pairing: Jake (Hangman) Seresin x Female!Reader (Callsign: Sunny)
summary: The squad arranges dates for each other so they dont have to spend Valentine's day alone, but unspoken feelings make its way to the surface when Hangman's date for the reader is a no-show
A/N: a little Valentine's story for you guys :))) hope you like it!
Valentine’s day. The most romantic day of the year… not.
You truly believed it honestly could be a very romantic day, with the right person ofcourse. But every year your expectations of the specific holiday would be crushed which left you with absolutely zero expectations this year. You didnt have a boyfriend, you didnt even have a situationship or someone to call when the need was getting high. What you did have, was a literal pain in the ass aviator as your wingman who once again pissed you off so bad, you had to take a walk around the base just so you wouldnt literally rip that smug smile of his face in one go.
“Sunny wait!” you didnt even turn around when you heard Rooster call your name, your feet hitting the ground hard as you kept a fast pace “Sunny slow down, please” you felt his his hand grab your shoulder and he softly stopped you from walking any further. Turning around with your eyes closed, you faced Rooster. “Deep breaths Sunny… deep breaths” softly rubbing your shoulders with his hands, your eyes remained closed for a second allowing yourself to fully calm down before opening them again. Rooster frowned down at you, eyes concerned “You good?” you took another deep breath in through your nose, exhaling through your mouth and placed both hands on your hips, nodding “I’m good. He just makes me so angry all the time, its like I transform into a different person every time we fly together.” You watched over Rooster’s shoulder, watching Jake as he laughed at something Coyote said “He’s the most awful person I’ve ever met…I never thought I would say this but I think I hate him” you said and Rooster raised his eyebrows at your statement “You? Y/N? Sunny the literal sunshine hating a person? Now I’ve literally heard everything” he laughed and you rolled your eyes with a small smile on your lips as you hit your dear friends chest lightly “Come on little chicken, I need a drink” putting his arm around you, he placed you in a light chokehold as he ruffled your hair a little “Thats my Sunny”
You thanked Phoenix as she handed you another beer, listening to Payback telling the squad how he planned on surprising his wife for valentine’s day. Your eyes scanned the room for a second before your eyes locked with Jake’s for a moment. You truly wondered if that smug little smile ever disappeared from his face. He winked at you, making you roll your eyes and focussing back on Payback “We’re so pathetic” Rooster suddenly said, eyes turning his way “half of us are gonna be alone, yet again, this year on valentines day” Phoenix scoffed “Speak for yourself, I may be single but I got a hot date waiting for me” low whistles followed and you nodded at her approvingly “What about you, Sunny?” Fanboy smiled and you waved him of “I dont do Valentines day and I really dont mind being alone” out of the corner of your eye, you could see Jake staring at you. Just as you were about to comment on it, the devil himself spoke “I have an idea” you tried so hard but couldnt surpress the quiet groan that left your mouth “And before you guys protest, hear me out. Rooster, Coyote, Bob, Fanboy, Sunny and myself are the ones alone on Valentine’s day right?” He looked around the room, catching a few heads nodding “What if we set each other up with dates for the night? We’ll each draw a name and that person has to bring a date for the name they got” you were about to protest, but surprise overtook you as the rest of the squad looked like they were actually contemplating it “Guys really?” You spoke up and Rooster looked at you and shrugged “I mean why not? Its not like we have anything better to do? Come on Sunny” he looked at you with pleading eyes “I actually think this would be good Sun” Phoenix said carefully and you looked around the room, the aviators surrounding you looking at you with hopeful eyes before you sighed and threw your hands up in defeat “Okay sure, yes I’m in” Jake jumped up and walked towards the bar “Penny my dear, can I please borrow some pen and paper”
10 minutes later, Phoenix mixed the names in Fanboy’s baseball cap one last time before smiling and moving over to Rooster who picked first, he smiled at his name and his eyes darted over to Coyote. You chuckled a little at the fact he was totally not being subtle about it as Phoenix walked over to you. You grabbed a few pieces of paper a couple of times before picking one. You shielded it a little from the rest of the group before opening the little piece of paper ‘Rooster’ you tried hard to keep your smile contained, already knowing the perfect match for him which actually made you kind of excited. Jake was the last one to pick the paper, he opened it and you swear you saw a little bit of disappointment flash across his face before it was replaced with a confident smile. He looked up from his piece of paper and suddenly your heart sank a little as your face fell “Oh god… you picked me”
Adjusting your skirt one last time, you looked at yourself in the mirror and hummed in satisfaction. “Looking good, if I say so myself” you mumbled quietly under your breath, doing a teeth check one last time. Grabbing your phone you noticed 2 texts from your friend Nicole aka Rooster’s date for tonight. One of the texts was just a bunch of emoji’s to describe how nervous she was, the other one saying she was on her way to pick you up. Making your way downstairs you grabbed all the essentials, dropped them in your purse and checked the mirror one last time before making your way outside. Just as you shut the door behind you, Nicole pulled up in the driveway and flashed her headlights at you. Hurriedly, you made your way over to her car and jumped in the passenger seat. With a big smile on your face you hugged her and she squeeled, pulling back “I’m so nervous” she said, making you laugh “Its gonna be fine, you know him” “Yeah, I know he’s one very hot man” she said “Babe, since meeting you for the first time he’s asked about you quite a lot so I think he’s gonna be very happy when he sees you walking in” she bit her lip nervously “You think so?” You grabbed her hand and squeezed it “I know so… come on lets go. I wanna be there early so I can make up an excuse and leave once I see who Hangman brought for me”
Arriving at the hard deck you jumped out of the car and linked arms with Nicole, walking to the enterance. While catching up about work and life in general you both entered the bar, chatting whilst you walked over to Fanboy who seemingly was the only person already there with a very beautiful girl next to him. Catching his eye, he waved you guys over. Giving him a small hug you turned to Nicole, introduced her to Fanboy as Roosters date and focused on the girl next to him “This is Mia, Bob’s date” your eyes went wide as you looked at Fanboy and back at Mia “Mickey? She’s so beautiful? Bob will literally freeze when he sees her” you laughed and looked at Mia who had a small blush on her cheeks “Thank you” out of the corner of your eye you could see the door to the bar open, Coyote’s laugh filling the air as he laughed at something the girl he walked in with said. Looking over at Fanboy you could literally see his breath being taken away by her as he took a little step back. “Mickey Garcia, may I do the honors of introducing you to the very lovely Jackie” as Fanboy made literally no attempt to move, Mia gave him a little nudge which made him come out of his frozen state. Quickly clearing his throat he walked over to her and shook her hand, formally introducing himself.
As you talked for another 5 minutes with Nicole, Mia and Coyote you spotted Rooster walk in with all his confident glory. He scanned the room for a second, his eyes trying to find the familiar group of friends. He quickly saw you and you excitedly waved at him, pointing in Nicole’s direction where she was currently chatting with Fanboy and Jackie. Roosters eyes went wide as he wordlessly pointed at her and then back to himself in a questioning matter, eyebrows raised. You nodded with a big smile and let out a small laugh when he did started cheering behind her back. The sound of your laugh seemed to get Nicole’s attention as she turned to what or who you were looking at. Ever so smoothly, Rooster composed himself just as Nicole’s eyes fell on him. With a cocky smile on his face he made its way over to you two, eyes locked on Nicole the whole time. “Rooster, I-“ you were rudely interupted when you were met with a hand in your face as Rooster shoved it away lightly “We can talk later… Hey Nicole“ shaking your head with a smile on your face, you decided to make your way over to the bar to get yourself a drink whilst you had to wait.
As you sat on one of the chairs at the bar, a girl walked in and hurriedly made her way over to Rooster. They quickly said hello to each other and you heard her mumble something about her being sorry for being a little late, before Rooster introduced her to Coyote and making his way back to Nicole. “Mind if I wait with you?” A voice spoke from behind you, making you turn around “Ofcourse Mia!” She smiled politely and sat next to you, placing her purse on top of the bar “Is he nice?” She asked, making you look up from your glass of red wine “Bob?” She nodded and you smiled softly “He is the most precious man on planet earth… something I just want but him in my pocket and take him with me everywhere I go” she barked out a laugh “And it helps he’s not awful to look at” you winked at her and just as she was about to say anything, the door to the bar opened again making you turn your head a little to see who just walked in. Hangman strutted into the place like he literally owned the bar, signature cocky smile on his face and head held high. “Man seriously? If you guys are ever tired of that aviator thing you do… I’m pretty sure you could all become models” you chuckled and Mia muttered a ‘hot damn’ under her breath as unfortunately, Hangman made its way over to you two first. His eyes scanning you up and down, he stopped right in front of you “Hangman” you stated, voice blank and a tight smile on your lips “My god Sunny, you look good” tilting your head slightly to the side, you leaned back a little against the bar “I am good Hangman, I’m very good” with his hands on both sides of his stupid little waist, his smile grew wider at your statement “Thats my girl” scrunching up your nose in disgust you turned to Mia with a little sigh “Jake this is Mia, Bob’s date for tonight” after what felt like a lifetime, he finally took his eyes off of you and looked at the girl who sat next to you, who gave him a little head nod “Damn, Bob is one lucky man…speaking of the man where is he? It looks like he’s the one bringing my date” you suddenly remembered he walked in alone, too distracted by your hatred for the man standing in front of you that you forgot he was supposed to bring you a date “Where’s mine?” You shot back “On its way, had a little car trouble on the way here but he’ll make it” suddenly Jake was called away by Coyote, walking away he shot you one last wink over his shoulder and you rolled your eyes “He’s so into you” you whipped your head over to Mia who had a sly smile on her face and you swear, you almost choked on your own spit hearing her say those words “What?!” “Y/N please, the way that man looks at you? He’s down bad” laughing softly you shook your head at her words “He’s the reason for my stress induced hair loss I’ll tell you that. And I’m the reason his skin glows the way it does, because I’m pretty sure he feeds from taking people’s souls in exchange for his good looks” as she let out a small gasp she narrowed her eyes at you, pointing a finger directly at you “You’re into him too” she stated and just as you were about to protest, Bob walked over to you two “Uhm, Mia?” He asked shyly, causing Mia to look at him. You suddenly saw her eyes light up as she looked at him “Bob?” She asked and he nodded, holding out his hand for her to shake. Looking over to the group you noticed Hangman talking to literally the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen and out of nowhere, a pang of pain hit you straight in the chest. Literally grabbing onto your chest and rubbing it lightly, trying to play it off you felt a delicate hand being placed on your shoulder. You looked up at her as she just knowingly winked at you before walking off with Bob to join the rest of the crew, leaving you by yourself at the bar… yet again, alone on Valentine’s day.
2 hours later and your date was nowhere to be seen. At this point you made the assumption Hangman probably did this on purpose, pretending to set you up with a guy. Which proves once again that Valentine’s day will always let you down. Luckily Rooster and Nicole were already acting like a married couple and took you under their wing for the night, which made you feel horrible. Thats why you were currently attempting to leave the bar, but Rooster was refusing to let you go “It’s fine, I’ll walk home its really not that far! Besides, I could use some fresh air” Nicole was currently shooting daggers with her eyes at Hangman as he made its way over to you with probably yet again another excuse as to why your date was late “I dont want to hear it Hangman, I really dont” your voice sounded tired, not even in the mood to put up a fight against him as you grabbed your purse from the chair it sat on. Turning to him one last time, you gave him your best smile “Happy Valentine’s day Jake, thank you for the lovely evening… dick” the last part was muttered under your breath as you made your way to the exit but just as you where about to open the door, someone beat you to it. You looked up to see Hangman opening the door for you “I’ll walk you home” he said, voice soft and you scoffed “No, thanks” “I’m not gonna argue with you on this one Y/N. I’m gonna walk you home” you looked at him and realized he really wasnt taking no for an answer before you nodded, eyes darting to the floor. His hand found the small of your back as he guided you outside.
After walking for a good couple of minutes in complete silence, Hangman was the first person to break the tension hanging in the air “His name is Alex” looking up at him, brows furrowed as he continued “the guy I was trying to set you up with tonight” you chuckled as you crossed your arms whilst shaking your head “I was beginning to think you just made someone up” looking up at him you noticed him looking at you intensely “What?” you snapped, a little to harsh for your own liking but you truly couldnt help it at this point “You know, Rooster talks a lot. I mean he talks a lot in general, but he also talks a lot about you. How great you are, how your ability to stay positive and smile after everything you’ve been through is otherworldly” you stopped walking and turned to him, allowing yourself to look at him. “On paper you look great too… top graduate of your class in both military training and top gun training, 2 confirmed air kills, a PhD in aerospace engineering. When I first read your file I was curious about you, but when I heard Rooster talk about you I literally couldnt wait to meet you” you watched him intensely as he rattled on “But then I met you and… what I’m trying to say- or rather ask is, what did I do wrong for you to hate me that much” truly taken back by his words, you were left speechless for a moment not knowing what to say or how to answer that question. As your brain went in to panic mode, you asked yourself that question for the first time ever… why did you hate him?
When Rooster first told you about the infamous Hangman, and you always seeing the good in people, told him you had to meet Hangman first and then decide if all the stories about him were true or if it was just jealousy coursing through the veins of his fellow aviators. But when that day came and you met him, your body reacted to him in a way it had never reacted before to someone. And your brain automatically assumed it was hatred you felt for the very first time in your life. Everything he did annoyed you, everything he said put you on edge and everytime he just so much as looked at you, you felt as if your body was on fire. But now it felt as if you brain was finally starting to realise it processes your feelings towards Hangman wrong. It wasnt hate you felt for the first time. It was love.
Struggling to find the words you just stared at him “Sunny?” him calling your name snapped you out of your trance and you hummed in response “I’m literally begging over here for you to tell me what I did wrong so I can fix my mistake” his eyes seemed desperate as he took a step towards you, which made you automatically take a step back. Hurt flashed over his eyes for a second before he rubbed his face is frustration “I-just forget it, lets just walk you home” he started walking again, but you stayed standing where u were. Literally frozen to the ground. It took a couple of seconds but finally some words came out of your mouth “I dont hate you” Hangman stopped walking, his back still facing you but no longer moving “I dont think I ever hated you, now that I think about it” and when he finally turned around, you found the courage to slowly walk over to him “Then why do you act like it?” you darted your eyes to the ground for a second, before looking up and meeting his “Just walk me home please?” he nodded and you both started walking again, only this time the distance between the two of you wasn’t that big “You’re so lucky Bob pulled your name. If Coyote had yours and you left the date he arranged for you so you could walk a sad girl home you wouldnt hear the end of it” Jake chuckled and bumped your shoulder with his, just for a moment “That was Bob’s cousin” you gasped, looking at him with wide eyes “You left Bob’s cousin behind?! First of all she was so hot, those Floyd genes are really something else. Second of all, I would never set up my cousin with you” a small laugh escaped his lips and he smiled at you “You know what she said to me? First thing she said was ‘I’m not interested, I’m just doing Bobby a favor so act like you’re interested in me for a hot minute before I can make a break for it and go to my real date’” you stared at him in shock and couldnt help but laugh “I’m sorry, but that’s actually karma” he knew well enough you were referencing you your own date and he groaned “I swear, Alex was coming tonight… his car broke down on the way here. I even gave him your phone number so he could call you later on but guess he’s still dealing with his car problems” you patted his shoulder and while dropping your hand, you slowly but surely looped your arm in his. Jake decided not to comment on it and just let it happen, scared that with one wrong movement you would shield yourself away from him again.
After walking for another 15 minutes, you finally arrived at your place. Grabbing the key out of your purse, Jake walked all the way to your front door with you. Laughing as he was telling you about something that happened with Payback the other day on base, you opened your front door and turned to him unsure if your next move was going to be the right move “Thanks for walking me all the way home, you really didn’t have to do that” Jake’s hand snaked its way around your neck and lightly ran his hand over the back of it “No problem” you let your hand rest on his arm as he gently rubbed circles to the back of your neck “I meant it when I said it I never hated you… I just think my brain and body reacted in two different ways and I didnt know how to cope with all these things I was feeling at the same time. I’m truly sorry if I hurt you by making you think that I hated you” as you scanned Jake’s face, you finally noticed how kind his eyes actually were. Looking into them, you could truly see Jake. Not Hangman, the cocky aviator who made you cry out of - which what you thought- was anger. But Jake Seresin, the man who not even half an hour ago was almost begging on his knees for you to tell him what he did wrong and how he could fix it. “Do you want to start over?” he suggested and you shook your head “No, I dont want to start over… I like where we are right now” his eyes flickered to your lips for a second, automatically wetting his own in the progress “If I kiss you, will that change anything about us?” he looked into your eyes, anxiously awaiting your response before you reached out your hand and placed it on his cheek “It will change, but only for the better” that was all he needed, pulling your head gently closer and leaning in before softly placing his lips onto yours. You know how in the movies they describe the feeling of fireworks exploding the first time you kissed somebody. You always dreamed of having that experience, but somehow this was even better. Jake’s lips onto yours felt like the world suddenly made sense, like it all fell into place and a weight was lifted of your shoulders. A weight you didnt even know you were wearing. As you finally seperated you balanced on your heels for a second “Do you maybe want to come in for a second? I have a bottle of red open that needs to be finished by tonight” and before you knew it he took your hand and led you inside of your own house. “Sit down, I’ll grab everything” he demanded and laughed, mock saluting him as you made your way over to the couch. Sitting down, you suddenly felt your phone vibrate and took it out of your purse, throwing the purse to the side. You half expected it to be Rooster or Nicole checking up on you, but were a little surprised to see an unknown number calling you. Reluctantly you swiped the green button, whilst bringing it to your ear “Hello?” “Oh hi, is this Y/N?” A male voice sounded from the other side “Uhm, who’s asking” “Its Alex, Jake’s friend” you looked over at Jake, who was pouring the wine into two glasses with the uttermost concentration on his face. He looked up at you shooting you a wink which made your heart skip a beat for a second, a love struck smile plastered on your face “No, I’m sorry… I think you have the wrong number” before Alex could answer, you pressed end call and focused back on Jake, who was walking towards you with the two glasses of wine in his hands “Everything okay?” you hummed in response, a little smile on your face as you looked at him and replied softly “Everything is just perfect”
#hangman x reader#hangman x y/n#hangman x female!reader#hangman x f!reader#top gun imagine#topgun maverick x reader
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zachorfman x fem!reader
a.n. : ngl, i literally see zach as a subby brat. i have not been posting alot, m vv sorry.. i realized theres not much zach imagines and ive been quite obsessed with him bc why not. OH AND ITS DANE DEHAAN BDAY!! i wrote this with couple more for his bday, meaning ill be quite active today. my taglist . AND I MADE A FEW GIFS OF MY OWN HAHA THIS TWO ARE SOME OF IT!
warnings : MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, car sex, public sex, p in v
**lowercase intended**
being away to study abroad was a challenge that you and zach had to overcome. the loyalty, the trust and faith, the long distance. despite it being hard, you two managed to overcome it.
after three full years of being away from each other, zach felt even more needy to be near you. every day he had to look at pictures of you and touch himself, pretending that its you. he thought itd be easy for him, thinking itd be an easy task. but no.
when the day finally came for you to return, he couldnt help himself but tried to dress up just for you.
he woke up at six am, which was far too early as your fight lands around ten. he brushed his hair the way you liked, wore such tight clothes the way you liked, sprayed on such a strong woodsy cologne you often complimented him on.
it excited him knowing that you are finally coming back and his parents couldnt stop him from driving to your apartment.
standing outside your door, he hesitated. it was a very different feeling for him. not seeing you for years changed the way he felt about you. have you changed for the worse or for the better? how will you accept him if you spent three years being around 'hot campus guys'?
it was as if you knew he was standing right outside your door, swinging your door opened. zach felt as if it was the first time he took you on a date. you looked more beautiful than ever, you grew you hair out, probably had some layers. the way you dressed. he wondered if you had dressed up for him. before he could even say anything, you jumped in for a hug. feeling your warmth made him feel safe. the way you knew how to hug him, the way you buried your head in the crook of his neck. reciprocating the action, he held on tight to ypur waist as if you were going to leave him. he was the first to say a word.
" i missed you. " zach whispered.
" i missed you more. "
" hey, i heard theres this new diner in town.. do you think you can bring me there? " you pulled away from the hug, looking at him with wide doe eyes.
grining boyishly at you, " im supposed to ask you out.. not the other way 'round. " its been a long time since he has heard you laugh. yes, you both do call daily, but your laughter feels more angelic in real life.
getting in the car, zach feels more heaty than ever. seeing you in that filthy dress even if it looks innocent.
" you alright? " you looked over at zach who had not started driving. it concerned you when he started to face you without an expression in his face.
the next thing you know was that he pulled you closer to him, starting to kiss you needily. he wanted this to last longer, and maybe turned into something more than just a kiss. pulling you over the tunnel console, right onto his lap to get closer to you. you started grinding against him, feeling more horny than ever.
“ fuck..zach. may i? “ you felt his dick getting harder by the second. this was the reward you got after not being to see or even touch each other.
“ mhm.. “ zach whimpered breathily.
lifting yourself up to get to his zip, you saw through his tight jeans and saw a very obvious bulge.
“ fuck ( name ), please? “ it was as if he was going to explode. he was finally going to get the real thing after years and the thought of it could make him come on the spot.
“ shh, i will get to it. be patient. “ another groan came out of zach.
finally pulling down his dick, you could see how restless zach became. his red tip dripping with precum. you were already wet enough and your slick cunt was able to act as a lube, making it easy for zach to get deeper into you. it was as could imagine his tip pounding against your cervix with how quickly you felt dizzy. the unfamiliar yet familiar feeling in your stomach began to catch your attention, zachs pounding didnt falter. him gripping onto your waist pushing you down his dick every time he pounds into it. stopping yourself from coming, you wanted to make full use of this. it was when zachs movements became sloppy.
zach was very much vocal but had to bite his lips in order to not attract attention. connecting your lips with his, you muffled his moans. he didnt even want to try to dominate you through the kiss, surrendering himself to you without a single thought in his mind but you fucking him endlessly. releasing from the kiss, you started attacking his neck with sweet kisses he didnt want you to stop. he felt his pleasure intensify, you ducking on his sweet spot and you fucking him raw.
“ f-fuck ( name ).. m gonna come.. c-cant hold any longer. “ zach whimpered. looking up at him, you nodded, “ do it with me. “ he desperately wanted to you to continue kissing him.
coming together, you sat on his lap with his dick still buried deep in you.
#imagines#oneshots#dane dehaan#valerian and the city of a thousand planets#valerianxreader#answered#harry osborn x reader#tasm!harry osborn x reader#tasm!harry osborn#valerian#zachorfman#zachorfman x reader
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my canon divergent street feeling fanfiction
street feeling 2: the downward spiral/alternate universe
after saving all of coventry from evil vampires churches was living it large. no weird dorks or bitchy goth vampires in his ear about “consumerism” and “time travel” no more. the guy was doing great. after getting promoted at the government he had nothing to do but be rich and sit in his mansion so he had taken up alcoholism as a honby.
he took a swig from his alchemized (he has an alchemiter like in homestuck) simpsons branded liquor. man…. this must be what it feel like to be a vampire… he thought to himself, letting the booze consume him rather than tonconsume the booze. you could say,the consumer, the vampire was really him all along.
on his super awesome rich boy couch, staring off into the void of alcoholism, churches is consumed by unimaginable horror. he is alone. frick. lanky was fine i guess but that’s his associate you gotta have some boys to hang out with you know no gang no life. no ska. no synthesizer. fucking damn it.
i should call carp, he thought.. oh wait he cannot. maybe i shouldnt have turned carp into the evil meat eater police where they would be converted into a hippie stoner for life, a punishment worse than death. the fact that theyre dead isn’t why he cant call them its that he cant bare to face the terror he created. or maybe it was the meat eater police. either way he is complacent and shameful as across every timeline.
i should call them, he said out loud despite the sentence not being in quotation marks, disregarding the previous train of thought becauuse that is alchohlohlism for you (see: roxy lalonde of homestuck fame) and he picked up his garfield telephone and dialed those fateful digits
“suhhh mane i havent heard from yew in weeeeks mane”
fuck. he forgot they turned them canadian too. this is gonna be hard.
“carp. the alcohol has turned me to a life of platonic celibacy. why hasn’t frankie called me in three weeks”
“dont swet it mane they heard about the vampire thing and fled the country mane sory”
FUCK. “but i didnt turn them in”
“yeaaaaa but they went to merica where theres more meat.” yes, he thought, because americans are obese. why hadn’t he thought of this sooner? he has to go to texas. he will find some boys there. he will find gang. there will be synthesizers of all shapes and colors.
“i have to go carp”
“what mane but we just started talking mane”
“i hate you canadian carp. i hate you so much. do you know what it means to hate? i didn’t. i thought i did. i thought i did when i rid coventry of vampires. i thought i did when i changed my name. i thought i did five minutes ago before i called you. but i didnt. i never have, not until now, not until now have i known what it means to hate. i hate you. hate. hate. i hate y”
they hung up. damn. couldnt even ask them which way texas is. from coventry its probably like diagonal left, but due to being shit face slammed out on alcohol churches does not know his left from right. but what he does know is what he must do. he must go.
churches makes a beeline out the window. FOR TEXAS, he thinks, heading straight for canada. he doesnt make it very far before falling into the river and drowning. thus was the life of churches patrick rothschild. god bless and amen. rest in peace those damn vampires rest in peace all of them. the end
i love this so much new pinned post there are tears in my eyes this is the most awesome shit ive ever read i love churches roxy lalonde alchoholism texas garfield phone i love canadian hippie stoner carp i love texas frankie i love rich boy associate lanky
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SNART !!! did we lose the dgm wiki? thats just rude how will my adhd dgm ass surVIVE !!! anyways, i saw ur post and i am here to shARE some thors as the keyword dgm summoned me !!!! 🫡🧡 (also i just found the wiki. the just sont have reevers anymore? scoff!!!!)
ANYWAYS johnny with a southern accent that he kinda tries to shake off bcos he becomes so self conscious at the order !!! they tease him about the way he pronounces things but when he manages to hide his accent they all go "wait :( johnny what r u doing :(" and promptly apologize way too much, trying to compensate for making him feel bad. in truth, he didnt mask it bcos of their teasing, but simply bcos he was kinda alone w the accent and it bothered him personally JSJSJSJ
also reever is both head of the science division but his most important (important!!!! 😤) job is head of the spider-and-other-bugs extermination division! hes seen Some Shit in australia and is therefor rarely ever bothered by the silly little european bugs. he always lets them out with a glass and a paper and a nonchalant air that annoys everyone bcos that waS A GIANT SPIDER W EGGS MY DUDE! but he simply goes on w his day, arriving when called. lavi once called him bcos of a toad in the library, which no one ever lets him live down. lavi defends himself by saying he couldnt see what it was between the books, except that it was slimy and breathing! 🫡
i watch some tiktoks (</3) with this german couple about stereotypes of german people and i swear. half the time i just see link and giggle, kicking my feet. theyre so hilarious, its like 'going on a biking trip' and hes SO overly prepared with stuff and the partner wants to have nice chats while they bike in the scenery :) and he just goes 'i am trying to keep my speed and breathing steady. we can look at the scenery in silence' AND JUST. SKSKSKSK some of them doesnt fit him as well obviously, but its my main form of entertainment when i want to think of link in Situations. i think their handle is Liam Carpenter if tiktoks youe thing!!!!!!
i hope ur ride is bearable and thinking of dgm makes it worthwile !!!!! 🥰
- @alienaiver ✨
My heart skipped a beat that Reever’s wiki page was gone, but I was able to find it 🫡 he is still with us!! But it can be hell to find pages on fandom wikis sometimes if only I had the skills and knowledge to make an independent dgm wiki… life could be dream…
JOHNNY 😭 He is so sweet, I would cry if I heard him trying to hide his accent… I can see him with a Southern or Appalachian accent for sure, I’m thinking like. The voices Justin and Griffin McElroy do in The Adventure Zone: Amnesty.
Also I realized… I can just look up where people with the last name Gill are from in the US? It’s just a headcanon but I got curious and—
It seems before and close to the start of D Gray Man, most people in the US with the last name Gill were from the South! The data is agreeing with you, Johnny just might be a southern boy. 🤠 Thinking about it, his name does have a southern ring to it, it sounds right in the accent. I can also see Johnny saying things like “bless your heart,” or “over yonder,” “fixin.” Different southern slang. I think it fits.
SHDHSHSH REEVER IS ON CREEPY CRAWLIES DUTY 🫡 GOOD LUCK BROTHER!! But knowing Reever I think he’d be so sweet to those bugs… carefully cupping and releasing them… usually he’s nonchalant but once in a while he’ll be like “what a beauty,” like Steve Irwin and no one understands why because he’ll be holding a GINORMOUS SPIDER. I love him.
I ACTUALLY KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOUR TALKING ABOUT SHDHDHCHDH. I too watch Liam’s videos on occasion to put Link in the Situations in my head AHSHSHDHD. You’re right I don’t think all of em fit Link but it’s still so fun to watch and think about!
Apologies for answering this over a week later, but thank you for chatting with me about dgm Nohr !!! it is always the best 💕💖💕
#snart asks#snart answers#snart friends#the maps are from Ancestry . com btw#headcanons are for fun and they really don’t need Tom be backed up but I get obsessive over stuff like this SHDHSJAJSJ I HAD TO LOOK IT UP..#*need to be#dgm headcanons
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HI!
How are you? I saw that you were exhausted in one of your latest posts so just wanted to come in and distract you with my Mingwoo thoughts, i hope it helps you a little bit (also i sent you some asks about threesomes i dont remember the details but i think dumblr ate them😭)
Lets talk about royal aus and soulmates and a little bit of fate-magic (@wonusite knows how much obsessed i am with royal aus + soulmates so i thought why not let you know about it too)
So lets say Minghao is the crown Prince of china and Wonwoo is the crown Prince of korea, you are the princess of another country that was given the power to see scenes from future and make desicions accordingly
(i am from europe so i cant say an exact country name because it would be geographically unreasonable and i dont wanna say a country like japan or Taiwan because it will be weird for me and probably for whoever is reading this lol so i just made up a whole new country because 1) i can 2) this is a magical world so it doesnt have to be realist at all and 3) its way more fun this way)
When your eighteenth birthday comes all of the other kingdoms' magicians becomes aware of your power, which leads to them informing their kings. Now, the kings of the two most powerful kingdoms want you to marry their sons so they can be superior to the other. But your mother, who leads your country, knows better than to trust these greedy men who just wants to use you.
So she sends you off to a mountain with your trustworthy guard Lee Chan, who was saved by your mother when korea was in a war and his vilage was destroyed.
But there is something none of those magicians nor your parents know about, you are already destined to rule three countries by both of the princes by your side. You saw it one night, after three whole months of living in a cabin placed on the highest mountain in your borders you started seeing more of these dreams where you learned more about the future. You saw yourself looking lovingly at a man, who was looking (and feeling) oddly but not unwelcomingly familiar.
The man was tall, broad shoulders and piercing but worried and caring eyes, his eyes never left yours while he was talking about how you should drink the tea he was holding to get rid of your sore throat. But all you could do was just scanning his features while trying to memorise every detail like this was the last time you would ever see your soulmate.
Just as your lover was about to pour down the drink from your throat the door to the bedroom you were resting in slammed open by another male who was looking worried sick. As soon as your eyes met he ran to your other side that wasnt occupied by your other lover and cupped your face lovingly with both of his warm hands.
He cooed and whined about how the love of his life was feeling ill and there was nothing he could to about it. You could see that he was actually concerned about your health but you couldnt help laughing at one of your lover was mumbling about your "poor healt" while the other was about to throw hands at the fact that he was literally holding a cure for you but being ignored by his lovers
You woke up just as Wonwoo was shooing Minghao away and trying to get you to drink the tea.
As you opened your eyes you met with chan's knowing look. You made a questioning head movement as you realized he was smiling almost too sweetly to you. Throughout the years you spent with him you learned that you could never trust him and his intentions if the smirk like smile was stretching his lips. And you were right when he said "what were you smiling to in your dreams? Did you see your soulmate? Or should i say soulmates?"
This is so long already and i just wanted your opinion about this concenpt, so if you like it i might make a part two where they finally meet but if you would like to you can continue this yourself
Have a good day (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
THIS SEEMS REALLY INTERESTING?!? magical aus are really cool to me and props to anyone who writes them because that takes a lot of effort wow ... this idea seems really cool and if you can flesh out the magical aspect of the story really well it'll be super unique ^-^ ALSO i'm doing pretty good, thank u for asking! currently trying to figure out how to text this man i met yday bc he was so my type my brain short circuited ... also i don't see any minwon thots in my inbox :/ maybe if u send them again i could write a lil something >_<
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Talking About The Psych Ward
Please read this all if you can. I think it's very important to get the word out about this place.
These are my and other's experiences with patient neglect, blatant unprofessional behaviour, unsafe environments, and medical malpractice at the Three Rivers Behavioural Health facility.
I got sent to a mental hospital in October 2024 just for a week but I cannot stop having dreams about it. So I'm going to talk about it. I'll see people on the streets who look like one of the nurses or another patient and I'll just freeze up. And I guess what's confusing me is that I didn't really hate it there. It was terrifying but I had just sortve accepted that it was something I needed.
On my first night, the nurses were giving shots to just about every girl in my wing. The nurses talked about how they were about to give a girl some shots. Her name was really similar to my dead name, and so this 12 year old ran into my room and started screaming that they were going to give me shots. I'm absolutely terrified of needles so I just started to panic. But I was roomed with a kid much much much younger than me (another 12 year old) and so I didn't want to freak out in front of them for their sake. I just kept saying I didn't do anything and id been in my room the whole time.
They went to go give the other girl shots, I don't know why, she had been in her room doing crossword puzzles on her bed. She had been panicking earlier because her friend was having a seizure and none of the nurses were taking care of her. So instead of taking care of the girl who was seizing, they gave 6 shots to the first girl.
I think what terrified me is that she hadnt done anything. I hadn't done anything. That could've been me. I don't know. It's a lot.
I remember catching the girl who had seizures a lot because she fell straight forward in the day room before seizing. I was screaming for a nurse and nobody came because none of them cared. We didn't have any pillows so I just held her head up from hitting the ground while another kid turned her on her side.
One time she fell off the bed after having a seizure earlier that day, seizing again. I kept yelling for a nurse again and it took 5 minutes for someone to even leave the front desk. I didn't want to leave her alone so I just shouted at girls in the hall to get someone. I was the oldest kid there after my friend left.
She was the sweetest girl ever, I hope she's in California.
The rules there were basically this: as long as you weren't in for a violent offense, acting aggressive/violent could not extend your stay. If you were in for a violent offense, you better pray the nurses see you as docile or else they can just give you shots and lie.
I was never physically aggressive towards a nurse but I would yell at them a lot. For the first 3 days, I never even raised my voice. I said yes ma'am, no ma'am, kept things respectful. Even when they pissed me off, which was very frequently. Only time I would ever yell at a nurse was when another girl was in a panic or in danger. I wish they could've been safer there.
On the first night when everyone was getting shots, male nurses were holding girls down to give them shots. They held down the 12 year old who came into my room to warn me. She was only 12 what could she have possibly done to warrant being sedated?? The reason I specifically state that male nurses were holding girls down is because to administer the shots, the girls had to pull down their pants. I can't imagine how traumatising that could have been.
They neglected a boy in my wing with severe anorexia. He couldnt keep a meal down even though he wanted to so badly. He was trying to recover and they just brushed it off as nicotine withdrawals. He begged to go to the hospital, which was right across the street btw, and they told him "this is a hospital."
A boy in the male adol wing came in after being laced. The nurses would constantly mock him. He was sobbing and screaming about how everything hurt and how "they were coming for him." He cried about wanting to go to the hospital, they told him as well, "this is a hospital."
When we were going to group one time, there was a blown up picture of a girls fresh self harm, very deep and graphic, on the front desk. We all saw it.
There was a girl who would always play with my hair, she was 14. The first day I came in she said "is this your first time here?" I told her yea, she said "oh dear I'm so sorry." We watched the sunset together one day. I had been moved into a room that had one window uncovered so I could see the outside, I suppose they just forgot to fix it. I invited her in and we just sat there together in the quiet. We hadn't seen outside the building in a week.
The first time I cried in the ward was during activities. The boy in my wing from earlier was talking about another hospital he had been in. He talked about how a boy in that ward had been raped by a girl, in his room, and none of the nurses believed him. And if they did, they said it must've have been his fault. Usually hearing about that stuff just doesn't affect me. But it just made me break down crying. I felt so sick after that. My friends just sat beside me and the boy apologised for even bringing it up. It's not his fault though, he had asked if it would bother anyone, I just really didn't think it would. I hope I didn't make him feel guilty.
They took in patients knowing they had no room. 2 girls slept on the floor in the day room on my second night. My friend slept in solitary. I was never supposed to be roomed with a 12 year old because of the 5 year gap, I heard the nurses talking about it while I was being assigned. The entire place is a fucking violation.
One of the male nurses was high while giving out shots.
Many girls weren't informed of their rights. We were all supposed to get a paper which had our rights and the facility regulations on it. Only about 4 of the girls, including myself, received said paper. They were unaware of the rules and were being unfairly punished.
The facility refused to give out ADHD medication. Some of my friends in there were prescribed for ADHD and never received their meds.
The doctor who was assigned to me, Dr. Timothy Malone, had a conversation with me which went like this:
"Do you take any medication?"
"Sertraline, but im being tapered down to a dose of 75mg."
"Hahah, why would your parents taper you down if you're clearly not getting better? What are you here for, anyway?"
"I tried to kill myself by bashing my head, I had planned to overdose originally."
"Does it hurt?"
"Not really, it's been 3 days."
"Well then you clearly weren't trying that hard."
He then dropped my dosage from 100mg to 50mg.
The day I got out, I saw these two kids just playing around in a field close to a restaurant my parents took me to. They looked about 12. I just started sobbing thinking that there are kids just like them who I left behind in the hospital. It felt horrible. I didn't know any of those girls but I wanted to keep them all safe and I couldnt. It's so unfair for them. I'm so sorry I didn't get to see you all leave.
I still have dreams of being held down by male nurses for shots and begging them to let me go. It never happened to me, but I know it happened to her. I heard her screaming and crying. It feels so real it's terrifying. I dream about my last roommate a lot, I hope she was able to see her mom, I hope she never has to come back to South Carolina. I hope she'll be able to see the neurologist.
Three Rivers Behavioural Health, if anyone cares.
I think maybe I did hate it there.
#tommstic#psych ward#mental health#mental health awareness#mental hospital#my experiences#kinda sortve a vent but more importantly a callout on this fucking place
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!Rant!
TW: Eating Disorder, Misophonia
I just got told i "chew with my mouth open" from my roommate (i infact do not i was raking another bite and wasn't fully done with my first bite (which i shouldnt do but i felt safe to do in my own room but i guess not now))
My whole friend group says i dont btw..
I haven't eaten anything today, and they know that but ik they struggle with misophonia, but i like it literally.. dont so they get pissy over fuckn Nothing..
Anyway i tried to keep eating but i couldnt so great job triggering my fuckin eating disorder asshole..
(You know who this is from, but this is staying anon.. please dont tag my name ty love)
Sorry i made u listen
I’m so sorry love. Your roommate is a fucking asshole and has no right saying that to you in your room! I also don’t know why they think it’s relevant. They need to keep their head straight and not make comments.
All I’ll say is, eat something small if you can love, it helps immensely. Even if it’s a piece of toast. I’m sorry this happened to you darling.
And never apologize for ranting to me . Never ever. I want to help you and you know that. I want to make sure your safe and healthy.
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lmao why are tagalog dubs so
idk maybe its just bc the audios kinda low quality or bc idk the voices sound all the same i feel like its all from the same place
why are some of them so high pitched like i know japanese voices are kinda high pitched but god i dont wanna say bad maybe im just biased against it
i like it i guess i mean i did grow up w a lot of tagalog dubs (esp from hero channel, )
IT SOUNDS LIKE A MOVIE WTH IT SOUNDS LIKE EVERY MOVIE EVER WHY ARE THE VOICES THE SAME THEY SOUNDS SO FAMILIAR
#i grew up w a lot of dubbed anime actually#inazuma 11 yu gi oh zexal n arc v#oh hey tumblr fixed that thing where if u were writing a tag and went to a different tab the tag would like finish#anyway#umaru chan a few latter seasons of naruto food wars#HAIKYUU I WAS A TAGALOG DUB HAIKYUU WATHCER#which was why i just couldnt ever think of their names right in my head#hinata was hiNAta to me not HInata#kageYAma not KAGEyama#that stuff#love live ultimate otaku teacher active raid asterisk war ao haru ride astro boy akame ga kill blood lad date a live devil is a part timer#the digimon series (some of it) fate kaleid liner prisma illya (they never finished that one i think n they never finished yugioh arc v#either but they did finish yugioh zexal s1 n 2 to the end i loved that i woke up at like 5 am just so i could watch one more rerun of it#even tho it was alreasdy gonna be rerun a few times that day i just wanted one more)#fruit of grisaia (that school trip part was MESSED UP) free (tho i was never really into it) grimgar fantasy of ash (but i actually watched#the animax japanese sub of it) oh yeah hell girl was a thing i never watched it but i saw it in passing it was p messed up#keijo hip whip girl........ my abhorred i watched a bit of it for funsies kinda weird KOKORO CONNECT WAS P GOOD KONOSUBA MY BELOVED I LOVED#IT ESP THE AQUA CHASED BY CROCODILES SCENE THE VA WAS GOOD mirmo de pon my bride is a mermaid mythical detective loki detective conan was p#good too tho but i never really catched much of it nobunagun haruka nogizakas sercet ONE WEEK FRIENDS I DONT REMEMBER MUCH OF U BUT I FEEL#LIKE U MESSED ME UP N ORANGE TOO I DONT REMEMBER MUCH OF THE STORY BUT I LOVED THE FIRST OPENING OMG I JUST REMMEBERED THIS THING HERO TV#HAD WHERE THEYD DO LIKE A KARAOKE THING W SOME OPENINGS I HAD ALMOST ALL OF THEM MEMORIZED N I STILL DO ESP THE YOUR LIE IN APRIL ONE#oreca battle can u tell that im just going thru the wikipedia article of the list of anime they showed OURAN HS HOST CLUB N REBORN YES I#WAS INTO REBORN/KHR FOR A WHIILE ACTUALLY I READ FICS A LOT they had utena n sailor moon? i dont think i was there for that they had soul#eater too? i dont think i was interested in that even if i did see it star myu TANAKA KUN IS ALWAYS LISTLESS i dont remember watching much#of the dub of it but i think i discovered ti there two toaru series yakitate japan yamada kun and the 7 witches THEY HAD WORKING? maybe the#first one? i watched www.working on animax tho yuki yuna is a hero (very messed up at the end kinda like magical girls w the cost of their#bodies) yumeiro patiesiere AND YOUR LIE IN APRIL MY BELOVED I LOVED THAT SO MUCH I MEMORIZED THE FRIST OP FROM THAT KARAOKE THING#list of animes whose first openings i memorized: yu gi oh arc v yu gi oh zexal s2 your lie in april active raid haikyuu s2? i think orange#some others i dont remember anymore i had a notebook full of their lyrics but i cant remember where it is now#food wars too i memorized the shit out of that n yu gi oh
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The King and You Being Sick Pt.2
(Authors note: I hope you enjoy this cute little write up! Over time at work is hard but I'm being sure to find time to write! I'll be posting a few more fan fictions too so if you have requests feel free to ask!)
(((DISCLAIMER: ART IS NOT MINE AUTHOR IS FROM PINTREST UNFORTUNATELY I COULDNT FIND A NAME!)))
"Drop it brat!" A stern voice came from behind her, before she could react the broom in her hands was lifted away. She protested for a moment but fell silent when she turned and came face to face with a large body, toned to perfection with black markings, and four arms, one of which was holding the broom high above her.
"Sukuna, give it back!" She rasped, her voice still broken from being sick. "It's my turn to clean up!" He gazed down at her, his face a scowl.
"Megumi already said he'd take over for you. You should still be resting." He growled, then his expression changed at what he saw. She had a hand on his chest for support, her small feet atop of his larger ones, even still she was on her tippy toes as she did her best to stretch up and reach the handle. His eyes trailed to where she touched him, her hand warm and soft against his cold skin, causing the spot to tingle. He let out a soft chuckle seeing how hard she was trying.
She was about to give up when she felt a large arm wrap around her and bring her close, now both hands pressed agaiant his chest. She looked from the broom to his face, red dusted her cheeks. Never had she seen the man before her, usually hold an ever lasting expression of boredom or a fearsome scowl, look so gentle. His eyes where half lidded, and his lips were pulled into a soft smile. She gulped when he pushed a few strands of hair from her forehead and tucking them behind her ear.
"S...sukuna?" She asked in disbelief, she reached up once more pressing her hand to his forehead. He had to be sick right? This wasn't how he usually acted. Normally he was threatening, his presence making even Gojo unsteady. So why now was he looking like this?
The next moment she was shoved back, not hard enough for her to fall and get hurt, but enough for her to need to regain balance. She gave him a startled loom. He was facing away from her, his hand covering his face. This time she was for sure she saw a light shade of red on his ears and from what she could see of his cheeks. He pushed the broom back into her hand. "Go put it back and go back to your room. You still feel like you have a slight fever." He huffed and walked away from her.
She starred after him, confused as to what just happened. Only then did she realize how fast her heart was beating, how red her own face felt, and how much she wanted to stay in his arms. She didn't... have feeling for him, right?
--- the night ---
He peeked in through her door to be sure she listened, and found her curled up fast asleep. Closing her door he continued walking, his mind wondering to earlier. Feelings he'd long forgotten since becoming a Curse had swelled up so sudden that his body had practically acted on its own, and even worse, he didn't necessarily hate the moment. It only ended because of how startled the now foreign feelings made him act and think. Another moment longer and he would have... he shook his head, his face holding his usual bored expression, but his eyes holding the small glint of something else.
He felt someone bump into his arm, instsntly looking to see the other special grade curse that resided within the school with his formal vessel, Yuji. "Touch me again, and I will kill. This is your final warning." He growled before continuing down the hall. The two brothers looking at eachother then back at him.
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Dear lovely @unhinged-desire-writer is tempting me like the Desire they are💕🙈🙏 I shouldn't listen to Unholy 🤣🤣🤣🙈 well
Suprise me my dear one🌸💕✨️ youre the best
mini headcanon, just for you~ and yes I went there werewolves can't have all the fun haha
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Desire Dating A Neko Reader
Desire felt at home whenever they were with you. why was that?
well it was becasue their lover was just like them in a way only you was literally half cat.
they watched you play with a ball of yarn waiting for Desire to lay beside you of course they would only let Desire join if they was in their Meow Meow outfit which you always loved purring loudly as you rub up against them once they lay beside you.
"play with my hair love please" you gave them the big cute eyes and they caved and ended up playing with your hair and you purr thier their name once more enjoying the touch.
when their nails gently scrape your sculp and you hum in delight.
after a few short moments you would follow through with them playing with their hair and giggle when they hum in delight.
when you both was laying on your backs both your white tail and Desire's black one curled around each other.
Desire laid their head on top of yours and giggle lightly when you mumble how much you love them.
"aw my sweet kitten i love you to such purrfect lover for me~"
you pout playfully "ughhh Desire why" you said laughing still. you couldnt help but laugh at that pun.
you shifted so you was now sitting on their waist looking down at them resting your hands on their chest looking down at them.
"can i visit you in your threshold sometimes love?"
"of course, your know you always welcomed in my chambers~" they said smiling
you smiled brightly and leaned down and kissed them softly on the lips. you rolled your hip ever so slightly.
"easy Kitten, i know what you want but you have to be patient i dont have long to stay after all" you hum against their lips.
"yes i know which is why i want to come with you to your threshold because that means once you finish your work you can come to me right away."
"mm you think your plan will work that easy"
you leaned down and kissed their neck before nipping it. leaving a lovely mark. you could hear their breathing change slightly. rolling your hips once more.
"i think it will work love" you said in a slight seductive voice and you could hear them purr suddenly pulling you closer and kissing you deeply slipping their tongue past your lips and playfully fight with yours. you moan in the kiss slightly grinding now before you pulled away to breath opening your eyes slowly only to see your scenery had changed you smile more. "i guess it worked."
you yelped cutely when Desire was suddenly on top. "i guess you did love"
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Taglist: @justaproudslytherpuff , @sherazyjade , @the-masked-scorpio , @sugakookieswithacupoftae16, @happilydangerousworld , @harlekin6
#unhinged desire simp#desire#desire of the endless#the sandman desire headcanons#desire headcanons#the sandman desire of the endless#the sandman desire#the sandman desire x reader#the sandman desire of the endless x reader#desire of the endless x reader#desire x your#desire x reader#desire x y/n#the sandman
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