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#no i didn't watch much of the game idk it's too stressful watching from home#BT yells about everything and#after the day i had.... like i just wanted to send the tax returns and invoices and the really guy kept pestering me for things and#like it's 5:05 and he's like all panicked like 'i sent an email and it's gone to spam LAURA CAN YOU SEND IT FROM YOUR EMAIL'#i mean#it doesn't Parramatta??????#and sophia was probably slightly peeved because she likes me to go home at 5 so she can smoke in the office before she goes home#i stood my ground though#said i still have things to finish up and told her that she can go home#which now i think about it hmmm i shouldn't be telling my boss to go home#i mean she's the boss it's her office#also i did a Colleen#i took things home you guys i took the ATO correspondence home#BUT i forgot the address listing#dammit#oh well#i can still sort the payg instalments#get them ready#open the letters#i didn't even open any mail over the last two days#it's too much#we needed $32k this week (Sophia's target) and we only did $20k#we failed#I'm sorry sophia
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Kokichi's fantasy (LHS analysis?)
I promised I would make a post about how I compromise my issues (which are easy to project onto Kokichi, for the most part they're already there) with his preferences. Some notes about the Love Hotel Suite itself first:
Shuichi assumes Kokichi's fantasy is going to be something crazy from the moment he gets there
he talks about trouble and being trapped by Shuichi, and Shuichi is confused about everything for a good portion of this, but the "Am I supposed to be chasing him?" and the immediate denial when Kokichi brings up torture, that he stands by even after being given the specific idea of bondage, and when Kokichi spells it out for him that he's talking about kinks. He only catches himself on that third denial, like wait, we shouldn't be arguing, I am supposed to go along with it, but he's just stumped by the idea of Kokichi wanting any of that, he can't make sense out of what is expected of him
and Shuichi's idea of playing along, getting in character, is to deny him again, he assumes Kokichi is saying all that as a distraction to rile him up and get away, he came to the conclusion that Kokichi wanting to submit has to be a ruse
then he's distracted from the honesty in "I was willing to let you do whatever you want to me" because of his name being used and he's again being distrustful "I can't help but think he means the opposite"
and that's when the switch happens "If you're not gonna do anything, then maybe I will."
"I stepped back reflexively. I had no idea what he was capable of..." he's no longer questioning the situation, now Kokichi is threatening to him and that aligns with how he sees him, so his reactions are no longer delayed
except, it's followed up by Kokichi telling him "no need to be scared" and that's again confusing Shuichi. "Having this kind of conversation only makes it harder to know why I am here..." idk, maybe if you didn't discard the time he told you straight up what he wanted as a lie
"Because you just do as you please, don't you, Kokichi?"
Kokichi: what if I wanted you to catch me? Shuichi: the most shocked gasp in the world. for some reason
after Shuichi's reaction doesn't satisfy him "I thought you would be more excited", he switches one more time, to the original plan "you can do whatever you want to me. And that's the truth.", just gives it a little push this time (literally), pretty ballsy that he even tried again, like, that's bold, and he's using that line on Shuichi's dead fish ass, Shuichi is giving nothinggg
the dissonance between "He pushed me hard on the bed." and "he sprinted toward the exit.", they way those are seconds apart.
"I'll think of a more exciting game for next time. So make sure you excite me too."
Actually, let's reference FTEs as well!
"I only act like a bad guy so you guys don't get too soft, y'know?" that line is interesting too, like yeah, it sums up the entire job he assigned himself in the game and he's throwing that at Shuichi immediately when approached, but also a pattern that keeps showing up, he plays a role that technically loses him credibility, but he's using it to control the situation, uses that subtle kind of manipulation that makes people think they're in control, or perhaps better than him, making their own choices
I am going to ignore Shuichi's attitude actually, for everyone's sake, especially mine
"Well, not as good as mine. I'll surprise you with a gift one of those days, Shuichi!" hmmm, am I reaching if I say that this is also kinda control freak behavior, cannot be indebted, cannot be bested like that, like this isn't just about reciprocation or gratefulness, it's I'll surprise you back and I'll do better
Kokichi: You wanna hang out with me? Hm, but I'm having a strategy meeting with Gonta right now. Gonta: Oh, then... Gonta can have strategy meeting later. AND YOU PEOPLE TRY TO SAY HE DOESN'T GET CUES, he knew where the priorities lay, doesn't need to be told, boss has to try to get some of that sheet cake
"Did you come to beg for your life?" tehehe "Get on the ground and beg like a dog!" kicking my feet even, and the comparison with other antags being condescending while he's just so. eager for it. even better
"I didn't see that one coming" but you know what's visible immediately when this choice is picked? That Shuichi gained a point, Kokichi can't help but be impressed by the rare moments when Shuichi is confident, he sees the man this thot could be
"Keep it interesting for me, kay?" be a good boy, Shuichi
and here it is, the reason I thought of including FTEs before considering salmon mode; "You only have three events left in your life, so you better entertain me until then!" and with the game they just played being rigged by him, that's four situations where he has something prepared for Shuichi, to simply put him in a situation that Kokichi devised, try to get Shuichi to understand, or at least remember him, but in a very specific, planned out way, welcome to control freak town
3rd event and "Then Gonta step aside like gentleman!" it happened again, I can't, Shuichi just came up to them, asked Kokichi to hang out and Gonta is pulling away before Kokichi can decide, this is sad actually, what about bros over hoes? what about the plan?
"Are we going to play more games today-" Nope, you're not allowed to predict shit, Shuichi. Perhaps he changed that one up, at least in order, just to subvert the expectation, or he expected that from Shuichi, it was pretty predictable, just like he could read from his face in the first fte
there is a lot more to point out about the FTEs that I will have to omit not to get sidetracked because the purpose of this is not full analysis, but of course, there is the iconic line "I reach out to him, but he doesn't take my hand. But in his own way... I think that helps me understand him a little." because you only get to hold his hand when he does the reaching out, it's his initiative, he's prepared for it, anything vulnerable or intimate has to happen on his terms, he's regulating the pace, he will run away or close in on himself if you push for it
and just to be throughout, the salmon mode before my conclusions:
okay, the reaction to comedy movie pick is a big one for the sub hc, this is exactly the kind of reasoning I see used to say why it'd be good for him
the Shuichi bullying continues, telling him to go to Tenko when he gets too bold, affirming what we already know about his walls being way up, he's not rushing into shit, he is not going to be disclosing anything vulnerable, no possible blackmail material, nothing casual, you're not learning his porn preference, Shuichi, you need to pass the five tests to hold his hand and enter the trust ranking where you can level up in your knowledge and privileges, you're not seeing him naked any time soon, don't even dream
(and it is not contradictory to say that they would fuck before establishing their relationship, talking about feelings can be a more difficult task than acting on them, and I love to see it, but like, canon universe Kokichi is definitely an inexperienced and manga inspired loser, so he will hold out on that, yearning until it explodes out of him)
finally, my part, so I just think that while Kokichi has the fantasy of submitting, he keeps it well hidden, as if it was one of those unrealistic kinks there's no point bringing up, because he can't bring himself to let go of control (and Shuichi, being as he is in canon, isn't showing much interest or capability to take over, really) he wants to work his way up to it, teases the idea, tries to get Shuichi to show more initiative, plans things out in hopes of tricking his brain into not activating the loss of control alarm, as he grows to trust Shuichi, he will learn to relax and let it go, eventually it'll stop being about control, "letting" something happen, no shifting power dynamics and vulnerability feeling like risking his life, it'll be simply reaching for pleasure together, in a cooperation that they managed to work out through learning each other's bodies and preferences.
but yeah, it's a long rocky road before they get there, and when they first get to intimacy they're both more comfortable with Kokichi taking the lead, it's easy, it doesn't require much discussing (and these bitches hate communicating like normal people), leaving the dynamic unchallenged but perhaps a little ungratifying, something that can't stay as is without eventually creating conflict, because Shuichi doesn't want to feel strung along and toyed with, but that's how it'll feel if Kokichi doesn't ease up his fearful grip on control, and he won't be happy either
#saiouma#oumasai#kokichi ouma#shuichi saihara#danganronpa#ndrv3#kokichi oma#made by me#talking headcanons#talking canon#hahhah I have a normal relationship with power and control. I have no fear. why are you asking?#I never get upset seeing my babyboy getting exactly what he wants. what
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I don't know why Kishimoto made Sasuke do forehead poking to Sakura and Sarada. And people calling it "Uchiha thing" "Uchiha forehead tap" "Uchiha forehead poke" like bro except Itachi can you show me which Uchiha did that freaking gesture before? Stop adding "UCHIHA" everytime you mention that gesture. I hate it so much. Just now I saw a post saying "i have a secret feeling that Sarada may do the uchiha forehead tap to boruto in the future" and seeing attached pic you can clearly tell that person also thinks it's a romantic gesture / a gesture to show your love.
I love Itachi, I love Sasuke so much. Especially Itachi I have a special place in my heart for him, I have respect for him. And it's freaking annoying what Itachi did Kishimoto made Sasuke do the same with those trash girls. He should've leave that gesture between those brothers. 😒
Do you know what I thought when I saw Sasuke doing that gesture I was like did he just now sister zone her!? 🤔
Fans of Sakura and ss supporters are just like Sakura they never fails to prove it.
They can think whatever they want about that freaking gesture but using UCHIHA it's like they tryna show off hey see our girl maybe a trash still she managed to get the UCHIHA title show us respect bishes. If Sakura sees Sasuke as a trophy then those supporters are also same they use "Uchiha" word as a superior trophy title to show off. 🙄
Just like how Sakura never bother herself to know how Sasuke feels but still managed to get his d!ck, same her supporters doesn't give damn about the story but they're only in this fandom to get horny thinking Sasuke is a dominating daddy fuck!ng Sakura hard, misleading people using novel story and spreading their delusional thoughts, erasing Naruto from Sasuke's life, bad-mouthing about Naruto calling him misogynist, blaming Kishimoto, portraying Sakura as someone which isn't she. Those supporters think Sasuke uses his Sharingan while fuck!ng their queen, girl boss so that he can scan her using his Sharingan to feel her more, of course I'm saying it cuz I saw their posts and what they wrote there.
Please pardon me if I made any mistakes in my writing and yeah that's all.
I should have known!!!!
I should have known before that I shouldn't be reading an Ask while drinking Coffee because the possibility of spitting everywhere is highly possible.....
And that's what I did while reading this!!!!!
But that frustration in your Ask is plain Evident.....
they're only in this fandom to get horny thinking Sasuke is a dominating daddy fuck!ng Sakura hard
Those supporters think Sasuke uses his Sharingan while fuck!ng their queen, girl boss so that he can scan her using his Sharingan to feel her more
I'm saying it cuz I saw their posts and what they wrote there.
God!!!! This bit cracked me up!!!!! I can't!!! LOLOL
As for that scanning with Sharingan during smexy times.... I think it exists in SNS fandom’s fanfiction too... LOL... It would be hypocritical to blame just SS... [[I never read fanfictions before but I started one recently... It was there!!!]]
As long as it stays in Fanfiction... It's all fine... But they are going so far as to write it in posts... Hmmm!!!!
Okay I found an interesting parallel related to your Words in this Ask...
I found this Hilarious review about 50 Shades of Grey Novel series...
"Bored Housewives everywhere are schliking (fapping) to the idea of some high-handed emotional fuckwit like Christian Grey swooping and pounding their stench trenches into oblivion"
This words totally matches up with your Dominating Daddy thing... LOL... I can’t help but add this reviewer's frustrated comment.
Here's another one...
I'm Haruno Sakura.... I'm awkward, insecure, petty, jealous, naive, ignorant and about as intelligent as your common, garden-variety grub. I Love Sasuke-Kun, who alternatively humiliates me, threatens me, laughs at me, orders me around, guilt trips me, has zero respect for my boundaries, sulks when he doesn't get his way, and undergoes more mood swings than a menopausal schizophrenic on meth....
This is how they portray Sasuke in SS Fan Arts and Fan Fictions and even in Canon..... Like Sakura was this naive and innocent angel who saved Sasuke out of Darkness... Sasuke throws temper tantrums, mood swinging, has no Zero respect towards Sakura during their hot times.....
So.... These women are consuming these kind of BDSM Novels, projects their Fantasies onto Sasuke and calls Kishimoto as Misogynist which just gives me an everlasting disgust towards their Minds.
As for that Forehead Poke... At first, It really irritated me so much (as an Itachi fan myself)... But I knew the meaning behind this Gesture and made peace with it... As long as he don't bump his head with hers... It's tolerable. [[Still it irritates me... It should have stayed with those Brothers]]
They are the only fandom to consider a simple Gesture into romantic...
How is it that when Sasuke receives from Itachi and gives it to Sarada... it's considered as Brotherly and Fatherly... but when it was given to Sakura it's romantic??? Especially the meaning behind that Poke was explicitly mentioned by the Creator himself.
I would've agreed if this was a Forehead Kiss. Because Kiss carries a different meaning with different relationship.
They are putting Sasuke into an Incest zone by making Forehead Poke into a Romantic Gesture, which I want to avoid at all costs.... (Oh by the way.... Sarada did flick Boruto’s forehead in the new episode... But It’s not poking though)
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More PokéThoughts (Potential Arceus Spoilers Inbound)
For brevity's sake, I'm going to refer to the PLA player character as Rei since I'm playing as Boy Trainer and that's his default name. Likewise, I'm going to refer to the BDSP player as Lucas. (I wish I had known that was his default name. I went and named him Ash because I'm not very creative, but I definitely would have stuck with the name Lucas.) Anyway, here are more thoughts/reactions to PLA.
Buying this game was a mistake. I have no self control and keep staying up until 6am playing it.
I really like how you can keep some progress if you die to one of the Nobles instead of having to start the battle all the way over from the beginning, but why is restarting the default option? Like, who dies after getting the boss down to like 10%... frenzy(?) and goes, "Gee, it sure would be easier if I could forsake all my progress and try again from the top"?
I'm not saying that shouldn't be an option, it just shouldn't be the one that gets automatically selected, or it should at least have a confirmation. No, I didn't accidentally do this because I was spamming A to get back to the fight faster. What are you talking about?
How does Rei know it's a light specimen if it's literally the first one he's caught of that species? For that matter, how does he apparently instantly know what moves the opposing Pokémon is weak to even on the first encounter?
I actually kinda like that about BD. If it's your first time fighting that Pokémon, it won't tell you which moves are going to be super effective because how would you know? Of course, this doesn't always make sense given that sometimes the type is really obvious. "Hmmm... this Pokémon has fire coming out of it. I'm not sure if it would be weak to Water type moves, though." Or "Well, Pichu is weak to Ground type moves, but I don't know about Pikachu." I guess Lucas likes to play it safe.
Rei plays the exact same song on the flute every time. How does Wyrdeer know I'm calling it and not Ursaluna, for example?
Rei makes Link noises every time he throws something and now there's a temple with a puzzle? This game really is just BotW with Pokémon, isn't it?
On a related note, have the gyms in the main games always been puzzles? As I've said before, the only Pokémon games I've played prior to BD were Red, Silver, and Soul Silver, and it's been over a decade since I've played them, but I don't remember having to do, e.g. basic arithmetic to get to the gym leader. I guess they were kind of maze-like at times, but that's it.
Melli is a guy?!
What if Rei was Lucas and PLA read your save file from BDSP? Like, you start PLA for the first time and instead of going through the character creation, you just get the same trainer you made for BDSP. And he gets homesick like Ness Earthbound, but instead of calling his mom (because that's obviously impossible), you have to, like, catch one of the Pokémon you had in your party in BDSP or something. I caught a Torterra for the first time in PLA the other day, and that's what made me think of this.
#mine poste#al rambles#pokemon legends arceus#pokemon#pkmn#pla spoilers#i feel like bulleted list isn't the ideal way to format this but idk a better alternative#did i have another tag for rambling about videos game?#my post
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