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jazzthatonewriterchick · 2 years ago

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DRABBLE: YOU'RE NOT WEARING ANY PANTIES (18+) (ONE PIECE) (For Black!Fem!Readers)

Writer's Note: I was watching One Piece & came up with this. Please enjoy! -Jazz

Warnings: Reader is mentioned as having thick thighs and ass w/ brown labia

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LUFFY

This man is downright confused.

He doesn't even realize that you did this on purpose to get him riled up. Luffy was never the one to successfully be seduced though. You could stand naked in front of him and tell him to fuck you, and he’d still wouldn’t get it. When the man gets horny, it’s at the most random of times, like when you’re sunbathing with Name or reading a book.

You figured you’d at least give it a shot though. It starts when you two are lounging in your bed in the girls’ cabins across the ship, chomping on some watermelon and honeydew as an afternoon snack. With your feet in his lap, you go to pluck the last piece of watermelon out of the bowl between you, but his whine of protest stops you. “What, Luffy?” you sigh.

Luffy stares at you with big, pitiful eyes, begging you not to eat it. You do your best to keep your eyes on his instead of his toned upper torso and X-shaped scar that peaks beneath the flaps of his red vest. “Pleeeease, Y/N?” he whines. “It’s so good! I didn’t even eat that much!”

You scoff, wondering if he’s serious. “Luffy, boy, you almost ate the entire bowl!” you argue. “I had to slap you on the head to stop you from eating everything!” You go to pop the watermelon into your mouth, but Luffy’s arm extending and slithering across the bed toward you stops you.

“No, Luffy!” you protest, but you’re cut off with laughter as he begins tickling your side. The captain laughs at your torture, tickling you senselessly until you drop the watermelon on the ground.

By now, he isn’t paying attention to it though. He jumps on top of you, his fingers moving furiously across your sides and stomach much to your dismay. “L-Luffy, stop!” you gasp. “I-I can’t…b-breathe!”

“Huh?” he teasingly asks. “Sorry, Y/N, but I can’t hear you over the sound of your laughter!” His hands then move down to tickle your legs, but he doesn’t count on accidentally flipping your sundress up to reveal your bare pussy to him.

His fingers pause as he stares in confusion down below your stomach. You begin to grow hot with embarrassment, realizing what has happened, but also hopeful that this lighthearted moment shifts. For a minute, Luffy is completely silent and you can see the gears turning in that head. “Uh…Y/N?” he innocently questions. “Why aren't you wearing any underwear?”

The room suddenly grows hot and heavy as you lay there on your back with your boyfriend staring down at your pussy. “Um,” you hum, “w-well–“

“Did you lose ‘em in the laundry room?” he interjects. “Did they end up in the sea? Why didn't you tell me? I would’ve gotten 'em for you!”

“No, Luffy–“

“Or did you take ‘em off ‘cause it’s so hot today? Doesn’t that feel kinda weird? Or does it make you feel cool? Maybe I should try that too ‘cause sometimes I get–“

“Luffy!” you exclaim, stopping him short. “I didn’t take them off ‘cause of any of that.” He stares blankly at you, waiting for you to continue to explain the method to your madness. You clear your throat, feeling more embarrassed because of his cluelessness. “I did it to seduce you,” you softly reply.

Again, he just blinks at you. “You know,” you sigh, knowing damn well he doesn’t. “You have easy access to me now for…you know…play with me.”

Then, finally, a lightbulb flickers in Luffy’s eyes. “Oh!” he giggles, realizing what you mean. “You mean for sex? I can fuck you without worrying about your panties now?” He practically yells this shit, by the way, which means anyone on the ship definitely heard.

You facepalm yourself, groaning. “This was a bad idea,” you lament. Luffy is suddenly moving to hike your thighs over his shoulders, his entire demeanor changed. You squeak in surprise as he looks up at you from between your legs, a mischievous yet sexy look in his eyes. “You want me to fuck you, Y/N?” he hums. “All you had to do was tell your captain so.”

When he finally eats your pussy and fucks you into the mattress for nearly an hour until you have four orgasms, leaving your body twitching and your pussy filled to the brim with his cum, you realize that maybe you should go without undies more often.

ZORO

To say he isn’t pleased isn’t enough to describe what Zoro is feeling.

He knew something was off when he saw your asscheeks jumping a little too much when you walked around the ship today. He noticed immediately when you went into the kitchen to help Sanji with breakfast to which he eyed the blonde down for staring at you in your pretty little sundress.

But then you bent over the counter a little too far, luckily without Sanji watching, to reach for a glass for your iced coffee. There, he saw it: a sliver of those bare cheeks that he dreams about smacking and lays on as pillows just because they’re so plump and pillowy soft. As the hem of your dress rose over your thighs, his eyes widened at your ass and the crevice of your thighs where your bare pussy lied in wait for him.

When you finally got your glass, you peeked over your shoulder at him, your eyes meeting his. And then you laughed. You laughed. It was small, light, and sexy, but just as wicked. Zoro gripped his fork so tight that he nearly snapped it. ‘Oh, this little brat,’ he thought. You were gonna get it later.

So when he finds you reading a book and lounging in the sun moments later while the crew is doing their own thing, he wastes no time discussing these important matters with you. He stands in front of your view of the sun, becoming a big, hunky eclipse. You stare up at him from behind your sunglasses. “Yes?” you ask innocently as if you’re not wearing panties under your dress right now.

“You wanna tell me what the fuck you think you’re doing?” he asks, his voice barely above a growl. You stare up at him, confused. “Uh...reading and sunbathing?” you suggest as an answer. You offer your book to him, showing him.

You don’t expect him to pluck the book from your hand and toss it to the side. “Not that,” he impatiently replies. “I mean the fact that you’re goin’ commando today.” You raise an eyebrow at him. “I have no idea what you’re talking about, Zo,” you lightly laugh. But he sees the playfulness in your smile. You’re trying to tease him to get what you want.

Lucky for you, he’s on your type of time today and is more than happy to give it to you.

That’s when you find yourself in his room, bent over his bed and his thick cock stuffed deep in your wet pussy that he is quickly turning into a gushy mess with how fast and hard he is fucking you. With every slap of his balls against your clit, his hands grip your hips and your voice rings out in moans against his bedroom walls. “Z-Zoro!” you whine, your face in his pillow. “Slow down or I’m gonna cum too quick!”

He feels you squirming about, but holds you firmly by your hips, even giving you a sharp spank on your jiggly ass. “Nah, baby,” he hoarsely says. “Stop runnin’ from me. You begged for this shit, and now you’re gonna take it, you little brat.”

He leans over to press a chaste kiss to your ear, making you pitifully whine into his pillow as your ass bounces off of his cock. “I’m curious though,” he whispers. What made you suddenly decide to flash your pussy for all of our crew members today, huh?” His hand moves to roughly grip your ass, toying with the soft flesh. “I know you know I noticed,” he growls. “What, you want Sanji and Brooke to get an eyeful of what’s mine, huh?”

With no answer, he spanks you again, drawing a whine out of you. “Huh?” he bellows, his voice bouncing off of his bedroom walls.

“No!” you sob, gripping the sheets beneath you. “No, Zorro, I promise I’m yours! I-I just wanted to tease you! I’m sorry!” The rest of your words turn into whines and sobs of pleasure as he continues to fuck you sore, plunging his cock deep into your pussy until you’re screaming for release.

Guess you got what you wanted, right?

SANJI

Sanji is BIG HORNY. Don't even try to play with him like that.

It is just a simple morning that turns into something else entirely when you wake at the crack of dawn to find your bed empty. The spot where your boyfriend once was laying is still warm, meaning he hasn’t been away all that long.

You get up and put on an halter aquamarine-blue dress that is shows off the curve of your back and stops at the tops of your thighs, giving just a little peek of the bottom of your ass. It’s one of Sanji’s favorites. Anytime you wear it, he either has a major nosebleed or gives you a blush-worthy compliment and then has a major nosebleed. It also gives him the perfect access to your panties…only this time, you leave them in your drawer.

With a smirk playing on your lips, you walk out of the girls’ cabin to the ship’s kitchen where you find your man and the crew’s chef cooking up some breakfast. He hums a tune as a cigarette dangles from his lips as his hands multitask between cracking an egg with one hand and flipping over some bacon in a pan with the other. Sanji has always been great with his hands. You should know––he’s used them on you many, many times.

You come up behind him and wrap your arms around his toned body. “Good morning,” you softly say, ruining his concentration in the best possible way. He looks over his shoulder, smiling down at you. “Good morning, my love,” he coos, taking his cig out to press a kiss to your forehead. “Did I wake you, baby?”

You lean against the counter, admiring his biceps, veiny hands, and his toned body beneath his apron and wrinkled shirt that he hastily tossed on earlier. You want him. Now. “You know I can’t sleep without you near me,” you reply, your voice airy and soft.

Sanji doesn’t quite catch on to your tone, but presses a hand to his heart, touched at your sweetness. "Aren't you just the sweetest thing ever?” he tuts. “Well, I’ll make sure to make up for leaving your bed with an amazing breakfast from yours truly! Here, pass me the blueberries so I can make this pancake batter.”

You turn around, looking at the carton of blueberries. “These here?” you ask.

“Yeah, right–“ Sanji’s sentence takes an abrupt pause when you suddenly lean over the counter next to him to get the blueberries. As you do, your dress rides up, giving him an eyeful of your luscious, bare ass. You smirk at his silence, realizing that your plan to seduce him worked…as usual. It doesn’t take much to make Sanji incredibly horny. You could simply smile at him and he’s ready to eat your pussy for days.

You turn around to face him, your dress dropping back down against your hips. “Here you go, honey,” you coo, passing him the carton. He takes it from you, eyes wide and mouth parted, his cigarette falling to the floor at his feet. You giggle, teasingly toying with the hem of your dress. “What’s the matter, honey?” you tease. “You like this?”

Sanji’s eyes follow your hands and the hem of your dress that continues to lift up, showing him a little of your skin each time. “Uh-huh,” he dumbly answers.

“You know, we’ve got some time until the others wake up,” you purr. “And you’ve got easier access now.” You lift your dress up the rest of the way, revealing your naked pussy to him. “Wanna take advantage?” you ask, a sexy glint in your eye.

You swear that Sanji has never had a more violent nosebleed. That shit gushes everywhere, but luckily not on the food or on you. It drips all over his clothes, his pretty apron, and the floor below, making you squeak in shock as you jump onto a chair to avoid getting wet. When poor Luffy and Usopp enter the kitchen seconds later, they slip and slide all over the blood, knocking into each other and falling out on the floor.

It’s hilariously embarrassing on Sanji’s part, especially when you help him mop up the floor. But you think it’s flattering that your boyfriend finds you so attractive.

He shows you just how much hours later when the crew is eating breakfast in the other room while he has you bent over the counter and his cock stroking the walls of your pussy, nice and slow. “You’re so sexy, baby,” he groans, your soft moans filling the kitchen. “I don’t deserve you. You know that, right?”

The only answer you can give him is clenching around his thick, curved cock and creaming all over it minutes later.

USOPP

Usopp is truly a special case.

You think you just about killed him when he realizes you’re completely naked under your skirt.

You’re just fooling around in his tinkering room under the ship’s floors, dancing to his playlist that he has set specifically for his tinkering and inventing process. You twirl around in your flowery mini skirt and white crop top while your man crouches over a table, focusing on working a gear into some new contraption he’s working on.

You hear him sigh from his post, exhaustedly so. “Y/N?” he asks. You twirl towards him, your eyes trailing along his back muscles flexing under his white white beater and brown skin tanned even more from the sun. “Hm?" you hum, still swaying to the music.

“If you’re not gonna help me, what are you doing down here?” he asks, but not unkindly. Kind of in that way where you’re fed up with your lover’s antics, but you secretly love them. “Just to dance to my music?”

“It’s not my fault you’ve got excellent music taste,” you giggle, moving towards him. You wrap his arms around him from the back, pressing a kiss to his broad shoulder. “C’mon, dance with me.” He groans in protest, his hands covering yours. “You know I don’t dance, sweetheart, especially when I’m in my zone.”

You cluck your tongue indifferently. “You’ve been in your zone for hours now!” you argue. “Just to one song.” You begin to sway, forcing him to sway with you. You lay your hands flat against the hard planes of his chest, feeling his heart beating against your fingertips.

“Pwease?” you plea, making your voice soft and high-pitched. Usopp once again groans, but sways with you anyway, moving away from the table to turn his entire attention on you. You release him, allowing him to turn around and face you, a smile playing on his pink lips that you just love to kiss.

You take his hands into yours and begin moving your feet anywhere the beat takes you, leading him towards you and back again. He begins to laugh along with you, moving his feet in his boots and his legs in those baggy, yellow overalls that you’re itching to get off. There’s just something about him being down here, so completely in his element with his skin glinting in sweat and motor oil streaks on his face.

He surprises you by suddenly taking your hand and twirling you around, making your skirt billow around you. You giggle as you spin and come to a halt with your back to his front. You lean your head back into his chest, humming appreciatively at the feeling of his rough, calloused hands gliding down your sides to your hips and accidentally slipping under your skirt. “Oh, sorry!” he gasps. "Your skirt was still up and…” His sentence takes a pause, making you smile.

“Everything okay, Usie?” you ask, using the pet name you gave him on him. You turn around to face him, finding him gaping down at your skirt. “Uh,” he breathes. “W-Wha…why…why aren’t you…underwear?”

You nearly laugh at his stutters and gobsmacked expression. “You like it?” you giggle, toying with your skirt. “I figured it’d get you away from your tinkering for a minute.”

You lift your skirt up, revealing your bare pussy and tan lines from the sun to him. His brown eyes nearly bug out of his skull at the erotic sight. The man is totally frozen, barely moving a muscle…except for the one down under which has begun to make its appearance, protruding from beneath his pants.

“So you wanna take a break with me, Usie?” you purr, smirking up at him. You press a hand to his chest to feel him up, but as you do, Usopp teeters backwards and falls flat onto his back. “Usopp?!” you shriek, alarmed. You crouch down beside him immediately, checking for any damage. “Are you alright?”

Usopp stares up at you, his eyes wide like he just saw the entire Grand Blue beneath your skirt. “Y-Yes,” he croaks out. “To the break, not if I’m alright.” You sigh in relief, shaking your head at your idiot boyfriend.

But he makes up for it by fucking you silly against his tinkering table minutes later and making you cum all over his thick cock.

SHANKS

“You wanna get fucked?”

That’s the question Shanks asks you when his hand slides a little too far down your backside and finds that your skin is completely smooth. Too smooth. Usually, he’d feel the rough edges of your lace panties or a thong if you’re feeling frisky. But tonight, there is nothing.

He should’ve known something was up. When he was walking behind you tonight to go to the bar with the crew. Your ass was jumping way too much! Not that he minded because his crew and every other male in here knew better than to look at you in such a way, but he couldn’t pop a hard-on in front of his crew mates. It was quite embarrassing.

And now you have the gall to act like you have no idea what he’s talking about. “What, boy?” you snort, shoving at his chest. “C’mon, we’re not even back at the ship or at a hotel.”

You go to scoot over, but the booth you're sitting in only allows you to go so far. Shanks is sitting with you thigh to thigh, hip to hip, with one arm slung around the back of the booth. Something about being protective of you. Though you like it, him being so close is starting to make you hot combined with the alcohol traveling through your body.

Like clockwork, Shanks follows you, scooting even closer to you and not allowing you any kind of personal space. You can see that he is tipsy, his cheeks and ears flushed pink and a hooded look in his eyes. “Shit, baby,” he chuckles, “all you had to do was say that. We can leave right now and go to a bed ’n breakfast right down the way.” His hand moves from your back to your knee, squeezing it. “You didn’t have to go commando tonight, though I appreciate the gesture.”

His hand begins to scoot up to your thigh, squeezing the thick, juicy flesh there. You can feel your body temperature rising as his hand gets dangerously close to your pussy as he sneaks it underneath your skirt. “So what made you wanna lose the panties tonight, baby doll?” he whispers, his lips at your ear. He smells of whiskey and mint gum––a combo you have come to love.

The sound of a bottle shattering and a roar of laughter makes you realize that you’re still in public. “S-Shanks,” you stutter, gulping. You go to move his hand, but he grabs your wrist, stopping you.

“Uh-uh, baby,” he tuts. “Can’t decide you don’t want it now. You’re the one who came off the ship without your undies.” Your breath hitches as he releases your hand and goes back to scoot his up your skirt until his fingers begin sneaking between your thick thighs. “Tell me, baby doll: what was your plan tonight? To make me so hard that I bend you over this table and fuck you in front of all of the nice folks at this bar?”

His naughty question and raspy voice in your ear makes you pathetically whimper. You then feel his fingers begin to play with your pussy lips, making you bite your lip. His other hand moves to the back of your neck to tug lightly on your hair, drawing a moan out of you. “I need an answer,” he growls. “Or I’ll make you cum right here. Don’t try me.”

Through quivering lips and hitched breaths, you answer him. “N-No,” you whimper. “I just felt sexy tonight and I wanted to tease you.” You have to clench your teeth to avoid moaning as he begins to play with your clit, coaxing your legs open a bit to watch his fingers toy with the brown hood.

“Well, little lady,” he chuckles, “consider me teased.” He leans in and presses a rough, whiskey-soaked kiss to your quivering lips before pulling away. “So now let me give you what you’re after.”

That’s how you find yourself up against the wall of a bathroom stall in the bar with Shanks’ hips furiously thrusting as he pounds his cock deep into your needy, wet pussy, giving you no choice but to clench around him. Your legs are wrapped around him, one hand gripping his shoulder while the other is running through his red hair, your moans ringing out above the bar’s ruckus.

“This is what you wanted, right?” he huffs into your ear. “You wanted to be my little slut tonight?” He fucks you harder, faster, getting you both closer and closer to your explosive orgasm of the night. “Cum for me,” he demands. “Be a good girl and cum around your captain’s cock, baby doll.”

And you do. You don’t have a choice but to do so. And when he finally cums deep inside of you, he makes sure you give you enough so it’s dripping down your thighs when you walk out of the bathroom minutes later, Shanks laughing while you’re an embarrassed, fucked-out mess.

ACE

“Girl, don’t play with me,” he firmly says. “I mean it.”

You blink at him, confused for a moment. all you're doing is sitting cross-legged next to him, sipping on your cocktail, looking cute and absolutely scrumptious in your yellow mini-dress that brings out the color of your skin and the deep brown of your eyes. Ace has been telling you that you look like the prettiest sun he's ever seen ever since you stepped out to join him at the club.

“What?” you ask. “All I’m doing is sitting here.” Ace eyes you from beneath his hat, his eyes trailing down to your thighs. “Yeah, without somethin’ underneath,” he replies. Your heartbeat jumps when you realize he’s caught on. “What?” he chuckles. “You think I wouldn’t notice when I can see that ass?”

And he can. From his angle, he has a clear view of your bottom cheeks as you sit with your legs crossed. “Maybe I was just hot,” you argue, holding back a playful smile. “There has been a heatwave for a couple of days. Plus, it makes me cooler.”

“Cooler, hm?” Ace scoots closer to you, his hand sliding up your bare thigh. “Don’t get too cool now, darlin’,” he whispers in your ear, his voice sending shivers up and down your spine. “I need you hot and bothered for this next part.”

That’s when his hand begins to slide between your thighs, coaxing them open to reveal a sliver of your shaved, bare pussy to him. “Fuck,” he hisses, ogling at your sex. His reaction makes you flush, the idea of doing something so naughty in such a public place enticing you so. “So now what?” you purr. “You just gonna stare at it? As flattered as I am, I– oh, fuck!”

A gasp escapes you as you feel your boyfriend’s fingers begin to toy with your pussy, his thumb gently rubbing your clit. Right there in the club booth! “Hm, you’re already wet for me, mama,” he appreciatively hums, watching your face intently for your reactions. “Were you this wet when you were changing earlier, thinkin’ about me doin’ this?”

“Ace,” you whisper, your eyes leaving his to assess the club. Luckily, everyone is too busy dancing and drinking to notice your boyfriend playing with your pussy, but the idea that someone could see turns you on even more. “Don’t be shy,” he chuckles, an evil glint in his eye. “You can let that voice out more. The music is loud enough.”

He begins to press his finger very lightly against your entrance and you’d just about cry out in pleasure if it wasn’t for his little brother dancing up to them to the reggaeton beat playing from the speakers above. “What are you guys sittin’ down for?!” Luffy yells, drunk with his hat tipped sideways and those hips moving. “C’mon and dance with me! The music is great!”

You try to move away from Ace, but his finger sinking into your pussy stops you. You have to bite your lip to keep from moaning as he begins to slowly and torturously finger fuck your cunt, gliding against the underside of your clit as he does so. “Oh, we’ll be there,” Ace reassures his brother with a smile. “Right, Y/N? You love this type of music.”

You can barely breathe, let alone speak. Fortunately, Luffy is dancing away to join his crew on the floor, leaving you and Ace alone. You turn to him, glaring daggers at him. “I fucking hate you,” you growl.

Ace chuckles as he starts to thumb your clit, emitting soft moans from your lips. “I love you too, mama,” he coos, kissing your neck. “I’ll treat you to a dance after I make you cum, m’kay?”

And he does both: he makes you cum on his fingers right under the table and buys you a pretty drink to go with a pretty girl like you.

LAW

He is befuddled. Confused. And completely alarmed.

Because why the fuck are you just walking around his ship with no panties on? He realizes this when you first come sauntering into his bed chambers one night and sit in his lap. He’s at his desk, looking over a map and circling some hotspots to stop at for food and supplies. “Hey,” you coo, wrapping your arms around his thick neck.

“Shouldn’t you be sleep?” he grumbles, doing his best to not admire you in your pink mini dress with the flowers printed on it and how the hem stops at your thighs. “We pull into port come dawn.”

You hum in acknowledgement. “I know, but you’ve been sitting here almost all day. And plus, I need you in order to sleep.” You lean in to kiss along his thick neck and shoulders, cooing softly as you do. The scent of your perfume and your soft voice in his ear are enough to make him bust, but alas, he has work to do. “Well, try,” he deadpans, giving your thigh a pinch. “Now c’mon, I have work to do. I’ll be there in a bit.”

You whine in protest, wiggling around in his lap and causing his cock to stir. “But you said that an hour ago!” you argue with a pout of your soft, glossy lips. “Come on, Law, snuggle with me!” But when he gives you one of those stern looks, you sigh and scoot off of his lap to sit on his bed, pouty and mad.

He’s supposed to go back to his work. Keyword: supposed to. But all of that goes out the window as he watches you lean back and open your legs in the mirror behind his desk that faces you. Your eyes stay posted to his as you do so, the hem of your dress riding up to reveal your naked thighs and ass. “Da hell?” he asks, confused.

“What’s wrong?” you ask innocently, even as your thighs slowly move apart. Law swears he nearly has a heart attack when he realizes that there is nothing covering your pussy, revealing all of you to him. “Where the fuck are your panties?” he asks, glaring at the sight.

“It was hot today,” you answer simply. “So I went without.” You lean back farther onto your hands, causing your dress to ride up onto your naked stomach. Law can't take his eyes off of your pussy though. It looks so pretty; so brown; so delectable.

“Were you just…walkin’ around like that all day?” he asks barely above a growl. “Without any panties?” He doesn't realize that he’s gripping the map until he hears a slight tear in the paper that makes him stop.

You shoot him a scowl. “Why do you care?” you retort. “You weren’t payin’ any attention to me, so don’t act like you do now.” But obviously, you’re lying. You want him and you knew exactly how to get him. That’s why you made sure to skip out on wearing undies today.

Nothing more comes out of Law except for groans and grunts of pleasure when he is on top of you minutes later, his clothes off and his hands gripping the hem of your dress as he fucks you in it. He has your legs up by your ears and his cock sunk deep into your pussy that makes such nice, squelching noises for him every time he thrusts into it.

“Now,” he huffs, staring down at your pretty face and jiggling titties, “any mouth you got for me now? Huh, little girl?”

You don’t give him anything but a sob, your pretty face contorted in sheer pleasure as his cock strokes your insides. Law chuckles and sinks his two thick fingers into your mouth for you to suck on, right down to his knuckle tattoos.

“I didn't think so,” he groans.

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holdmytesseract · 3 months ago

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Biker!Daryl Dixon x fem!Reader | No Outbreak AU

Warnings for this Chapter: none, really... some curse words, alcohol, Merle being Merle

Word Count: 1,4k

a/n: Since it's my birthday today, I thought why not give y'all a little gift and post two chapters of LITRM this week. 🤗

I'm a lil' insecure about this chapter, though... I hope you are going to like it! Also, we have small cameos of two well-known TWD characters, hehe. Oh, and Merle, of course.

《 M a s t e r l i s t 》

《 Chapter Three 》《 Chapter Five 》

Chapter Four...

... in which Daryl takes on a destiny changing job and you desperately try to forget the stranger who had conquered your heart so surprisingly - without success?

It had been two months and two days since Daryl's motorcycle trip through America with the gang and three months and eight days since the night he had spent with you. Now he was back at work; things bouncing back to normalcy.

A grunt left his lips as he realised that his break was over. He took a last drag of his cigarette, before he let the stub fall to the ground; stubbing it out with the heel of his boot. Then the biker returned to his current workplace in the motorcycle shop his brother, Merle, owned.

He picked up where he left off, exchanging the bike's chain, as he suddenly saw Merle approaching him in the corner of his eyes. "Got a job for ya, baby brother," Merle came to stand beside him; a piece of paper dangling between his pointer finger and thumb. Daryl looked up at his brother. With a grunt, he stood from where he was squatting beside the vehicle and wiped his greasy hands on the light blue, baggy overall he wore. "A job, huh?" Daryl said; taking the piece of paper.

It was an offer from a few different motorcycle dealer, who wanted to sell some of their customised bikes. "You wan' me to check 'em out?" Merle nodded; crossing his arms over his chest. Daryl scoffed and shoved the piece of paper into his brother's chest. "Nah. Got better stuff ta do. Go check 'em out yourself or send T-Dog or someone else."

Merle laughed out loud at his little brother's words. "Ya really think I'd send someone like T-Dog? Lil' piece of shit can be glad that I'll still let 'im work here." "Then ya gotta go yerself," Daryl shrugged his shoulders and focused back on work.

Merle stood beside him for quite a few more moments in silence; just watching. At some point, it got on Daryl's nerves and he looked up at his older brother again; "Wha'?" noticing that he had a shit eating grin on his face. "Ohh, baby brother... You should really give this another think, ya know... 'Cause all of them dealers are in Montana - and from what I heard 'bout your last trip with your lil' friends, you had a lotta fun there, right?"

Daryl scoffed; already disliking this conversation. "Righ', fun."

It wasn't a lie. It was the truth and he couldn't deny it.

Merle's dirty grin widened. "So yer goin'?" Daryl grunted, but nodded; not having the nerves or want to continue this 'discussion'. "Fine. 'M goin'." The older Dixon laughed once again; "Thought ya couldn't resist." giving Daryl a rather harsh clap on the shoulder. "Hope yer havin' just as much fun this time, baby brother. Jus' make sure ya don't get too caught up, eh? I want dem bikes." The biker grumbled under his breath, while Merle walked away; amused by his brother's behaviour.

A few days later, Daryl was on the road again for his almost thirty hours ride to Montana with a stopover in Sioux City, Iowa, where he stayed the night in a motel and continued his journey very early in the morning - until he reached his (first) destination... Miles City. The moon had already replaced the sun, when he threw the keys to his motel room on the bed; angel-winged vest, sunglasses and helmet following. The biker was tired from all the driving and travelling, but he didn't feel like going to bed. Not yet.

He quickly paid the tiny bathroom a visit, before he searched his backpack for his beloved cap, grabbed his run-down wallet and the keys again. Then he made his way to the bar he held very good memories of... 'The Rowdy Raccoon'.

Being way closer to the establishment this time than a few months ago, he could walk and didn't have to drive - which was fortunate, in case he decided to have a few more beers or drinks.

The bar hadn't changed. It was still the same. Nice people, good music and excellent alcohol. Daryl immediately had a good feeling - just like last time. Like a déjà-vu.

His eyes scanned the area; not finding a single familiar face in the crowd, but he didn't care. He was here for the drinks, a round of pool and perhaps to find some company for the night. After getting himself the first beer of the evening, Daryl joined a group of three men, who had just made their way to the pool tables. They were open and friendly; letting him join the game, of course and welcoming him in their circle.

'Start Me Up' by The Rolling Stones was blaring from the old jukebox as Daryl's cue hit the white cue ball on the pool table.

He was definitely in for a long night. That much was clear.

You didn't know why you had decided to go in town this evening. Perhaps it was the urge to escape the same four walls around you and with that your mind - which had become more and more a trap for you the past days and weeks... Tess told you to get over it. Over him. And you tried. God knows you did, but you just couldn't. You felt utterly stupid for holding on to this, but your heart acted on its own will. One night was enough to make you a fool for man, who you barely knew and you'd most likely never see again.

You sighed; grimacing as you stopped at the bar.

I need a drink, you convinced yourself, but deep down you knew that you just went there because it reminded you of him. You weren't able to escape it. It was like an invisible string pulling you in. So, you did what you had already done nth times before... Stepping inside the 'rowdy Raccoon'.

The by now familiar smell of alcohol, cold smoke and a trillion different perfumes hit your nose. Without wasting another thought, you stepped directly over to the bar counter; sliding on one of the stools. "Hey, Y/N," the bartender greeted you with a smile. You became quite good friends over the last few months. "Hey, Magna." "Same as always?" You nodded. "Yeah, please." The woman with inked skin wiped her hands on a towel and immediately went to work.

"There you go, honey," Magna said; placing a glass in front of you. "One Whiskey Cola." "Thanks."

You did some small talk with Magna; trying to not get too lost in your own thoughts - and it worked. In your eyes, it was a success. A step in the right direction - but only mere minutes later, you got thrown off track once again; harder than ever before...

Returning from a visit to the restrooms, Magna placed a second glass of Whiskey Cola in front of you, causing you to frown. "Magna, I didn't-" "I know," the bartender interrupted you immediately. "But that guy over there insisted on buying you a drink. Guess you got a secret admirer." Magna winked; jutting her head into the direction of the pool tables. Still frowning, your eyes followed her gesture - and what you then saw made you question your sanity for a good minute...

Beside the left pool table stood none other than the man who had managed to turn your whole world upside down within a few hours; a cue in his right hand, a beer in the other. He was talking to some other dudes he was playing with - all of them unfamiliar to you and not his motorcycle gang. The signature angel-winged vest, chestnut brown curls and black baseball cap was unmistakable... It was Daryl.

"No fucking way..." You mumbled underneath your breath; still trying to grasp this. You were quite a bit afraid that you were drunk already or dreaming and therefore hallucinating - but when your eyes met those endless blue-grey orbs, you knew it was real. Your thundering heart inside of your chest was enough proof. The world seemed to stop turning around you. All you could see, was the handsome biker across from you - and the beautiful, cheeky little smirk playing around the corners of his mouth.

Like in a trance, you slipped off the bar stool; legs carrying you over to the man in leather and jeans.

"D-Daryl?" You breathed in disbelief, as your hand twitched beside your body; desperately resisting the urge to touch him and see if he was truly real.

The man kept on smirking softly; nodding at you. "Hey, cowgirl. Thought I was never gonna see ya again... 'N yet here we are."

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abiatackerman · 11 months ago

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Red Date

Warnings: Description of sexual arousal (NSFW)

The atmosphere in your office is so calm and peaceful as you work. The day's temperature is comforting also it seems the bugs have also decided not to disturb you today. You keep working as you hum in a peaceful mind until you hear someone calling you by your name.

"Y/N!"

You look up from your paperwork as you hear Levi's stern voice. You were so consumed in your work that you didn't even notice him entering.

"Hey Levi! Sorry, didn't notice you. Need anything?"

You speak, smiling sweetly as always.

"I want to take you out tonight"

Levi says with a straight up blunt tone making you look up at him with shock. His face shows no emotion on it. He stares at you waiting for your answer. Though, on the inside, the nerves and butterflies were going crazy.

"Take out? Where?"

You ask him with shock, confusion and curiosity.

"Dinner. Somewhere with no people. Somewhere nice"

Levi says as he shifts the weight between both his legs. A sign of nervousness.

He is nervous. He has never dated anyone. Hell, he has barely been around women. Yet you are the exception. You're the one he wants to keep, being around and spend time with and never let go.

You smile at his slightly nervous expression.

"Well, I'm free tonight. Also it's boring just to eat the regular bread and soup of the regiment... So why not?"

Levi's eyes brighten when he hears your answer. Yes! You said yes! Yet the excitement is hidden behind a stoic poker face.

"Meet me behind HQ an hour after the sunset."

His words are straight to the point as usual.

"Why behind the hq?"

You ask with confusion.

"That's for me to know and for you to find out"

Levi speaks bluntly as he answers your question simply. You just chuckle.

"Since you saved my life twice... I guess I'll trust you."

Levi nods his head to your answer. His face is still expressionless. Though inside he's happy as hell after knowing that you trust him.

"Now…keep preparing your papers. And don't be late."

Levi says before he turns and leaves the infirmary.

An hour after sunset, as promised, Levi is behind HQ, waiting on you. His usual expression on his face, and his hands shoved into his pockets. A slight look of boredom in his eyes as he waited for you to show up.

Something red catches his eyes and he looks at the gate. His eyes widened slightly seeing you in your red dress. You're wearing a simple round necked wine red dress which reaches upto your knee. As always no makeup on your face without that damn red lipstick of yours. Your hair is tied up in a loose bun, revealing your soft addictive neck.

On the other side, your eyes are widened too. The wholes place is nicely decorated by candles and in the middle there's a red blanket on the green grass which has a table on the corner of it. The table is decorated nicely too. With dinner set and by the smell you can tell it's spaghetti hidden under those legent utensils.

"Levi?"

You look around and gasp again.

"You look beautiful Y/N. Now come, sit."

Levi speaks as he gestured for you to come over to the blanket. His eyes taking you all in.

"Ahhh thank you."

You gasp in shock again as he compliments you. This is the first time you're hearing him calling someone beautiful. You walk towards the blanket and sit down on the chair Levi pulls out for you.

"You know, I thought you wanted no one to know that we're going out. That's why you told me to come here... But I never even imagined these arrangements! How many people helped you?"

Levi shrugs his shoulders before he sits down, across from her. He seems pleased with himself at your expression.

"Four people. Hange included."

Levi says simply and calmly. He gestures to the rose near you, then to the food and wine before them.

"Who are the three others? Erwin is one of em I'm sure... But the other two?

You ask softly, taking the rose and sniffing it.

"Miche and Eld. They're trustworthy. They'll keep their mouth shut. Now, eat. There's plenty to share, and don't even think of complaining about the food, because I won't listen."

You ignore him as you take a deep breath and gather your courage. Leaning forward, you softly press a kiss on his cheeks, letting your lips linger on his cheek for a bit as you close your eyes and take in his scent. The small gesture is more than enough to light a fire in his lower regions. He gulps as he feels himself getting hard.

Not now, damnit!

He curses himself as his heart beats crazily.

"Now…if you would sit back, we shall eat"

Levi speaks, his mind is reeling.

"Sorry there's uh... Lipstick stains on your cheek."

You speak in an embarrassed and shy tone as your lips are pressed into a thin line and your cheeks are pink.

"It's fine… It'll wash off."

Levi says as he grabs the glass of wine and took a small sip to calm his mind down. He sets the wine down on the edge of the table. His eyes go to the food.

"I wanted to thank you. It's so romantic. I never thought you would do something for me."

You smile shyly as you speak.

"You can thank me properly later. Now eat your food and keep those gorgeous lips off of me until you finish eating. I'm not complaining either way.…"

Levi says as He takes another small sip of wine. You sigh and look up at the sky.

"These types of moments..... In a silent place, in between nature... Heaven."

Levi looks up at the sky as well at your words. It is relaxing. So quiet and pretty. He can forget there are any titans, or people in the outer world who wanted them dead.

Just him, and you.

"Yes…it's nice. To not think or have a worry in the world, even if momentarily…"

"Yeah right. Anyway who cooked them?"

You look at the delicious spaghetti as you ask.

"Eld cooked it. Miche made sure it was cooked right. And no, they didn't spit in the food before they gave it to me. I'm not that cruel for that."

"Spit in the food? That's hilarious, Levi!"

You laugh loudly.

"Shut it. Now eat up. You look like you're about to faint from no food."

He mutters before he pushes a plate full of spaghetti towards you. You roll your eyes.

"You know I don't eat much. I have a petite body. I need a little food."

You say as you take the spaghetti and start eating. Your eyes widened at it's delicious taste. Also not to mention you are hungry.

"You eat like a small bird…"

Levi says as he watches you dig into the food. You furrow your eyebrows.

"Do you want me to eat like a pig and look like a mini elephant?"

You ask as you take another spoonful of spaghetti.

"No, I'm not saying you have to eat like a pig. Just eat a normal meal every once and a while. Learn from Hange and Erwin. They eat like animals."

"Erwin's gonna love to hear that. Eat like an animal? Levi... I really love talking to you. You're funny."

"Just eat. Don't be picky. You're skinny as a stick as it is"

"No, I'm not."

You protest, still smiling. Levi smiles a little too. It is entertaining watching your sarcastic way to get back at him for insulting you. The way you insulted him was cute and bravely to him. When everyone gets scared and despise him because of his rude words, you enjoy them.

He loves it. Addicted to it.....

"You're the only woman I know who's attracted to being insulted by someone."

"You're the only man I know who is attracted to a girl like that."

You talk back, immediately.

"True. I can't imagine other men being attracted to a woman who's as small as a stick"

"I had a lot of men wanting me. You can be sure of it."

Levi raises an eyebrow at your cocky smile.

"Then go ahead. Name them"

Levi says with a pissed tone and a slight expression of jealousy in his face.

"I don't want you to beat them up."

You chuckle as you hold a spoonful of spaghetti in front of his mouth.

"You're not feeding me."

He says as he reaches forward and shoves a large portion of pasta in your mouth so that way you can't speak… Or protest. You groan and gulp the pasta and glare at him.

"It's my turn!"

You say and without any hesitation, you suddenly get on his lap with the spoon.

"What are you doing?"

He asks, as he feels himself getting slightly harder. Not to mention you are sitting right on his bulge. The softness of your ass almost made him moan.

"Feeding you. Say aaaaaa...."

You say as you hold his chin and the spoonful of spaghetti in front of his lips ignoring the large hardened cock under you.

"Aaaa"

Levi opened up his mouth and leaned forward to take the food in. You can't help but laugh loudly as he says "aaaah" sarcastically.

"I just wanted you to open your mouth, fool. Not to say aaaaa..."

You laugh louder.

"Tch, shut it."

"I have a mouth for speaking so I definitely won't stop using it."

You speak and Levi's hands holds your hips in place as he looks at you.

"How about I shut up that mouth of yours?"

Levi says before he crashes his lips against yours in a heated kiss. You smile against his lips and hug his neck and kiss him back passionately. You part your lips as soon as he licks them. His tongue slips inside of your mouth and he deepens the kiss, taking in everything about you. He has been craving this for so long.

His arousal grows and he groans slightly at the feeling of your core pressed against his hard, clothed length. He runs his tongue over every inch of your mouth before he finally breaks the kiss, needing a break for air.

"That should shut you up…"

You breathe heavily as you smile.

"Your mouth is a mess, Levi! With my lipstick... And you're hard."

You say chuckling softly as you take a paper napkin to clean his face.

"Your fault. Not mine. You're the one who straddled my lap and put your lipstick everywhere"

Levi mutters as he looks at you, staring at the way your chest rises with every breath you take.

"Pervert!"

You say shyly, smacking the napkin on his face as you catch him staring at your chest.

"You're the one who's sitting on my hardening member and you're calling me the pervert?"

Levi's breath is hot against your skin as he leans in and places a few hungry, open-mouthed kisses along your neck and shoulders. You chuckle and moan, grab his hair and pull his head backwards to make him look into your eyes.

"I didn't know you were hard when I got in your lap."

You say staring into his eyes as you take the bowl of spaghetti again and get off his lap.

"It's called the hormones of an aroused male. You're wearing red lipstick and a red dress. It's almost like you are begging me to devour you. So don't fucking blame me for getting hard you stupid ass!"

Levi speaks in a frustrated and pissed tone as you just laugh loudly.

Later, after finishing eating and talking about nothing important, you two sit on the blanket. You sit between his legs and lean your back on his chest as you yawn tiredly.

"Levi... I'm really tired. I might fall asleep here, yk..."

You say sighing as you sip your wine.

"We can stay here for a little while longer. Not too long though or else the idiots are going to snoop around"

Levi mutters as he sighs.

"Why do I feel like the brat's are already watching us while blushing and giggling?"

Levi sighs. He can almost hear the little brat's giggles. He has a few ideas of what he would do to them later but now he couldn’t focus on that. Not when the girl of his dreams is pressed up against him and holding his hands.

"Shut it. Stop reminding me that they're probably watching us"

Levi mutters, slightly glaring off to the side before wrapping his arms around her.

"Thank you, Levi. I really enjoyed tonight."

You mumble as you slowly start to doze off in his arms.

"Me too…"

Levi says softly as he stares down at you. He is slightly jealous of your ability to fall asleep so fast. He runs his fingers through your hair and gently plays with the strands.

"Rest up, Doll."

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danineedshelp · 1 year ago

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Mr Grumpy is ticklish?

Heads up: I know for a fact you guys will like this....I think

Context: The God's have spoken (lol) it's time husk got that gross ass look off his face [jk] Angel wants to mess with the good ol bartender but things start to get messy when the cat doesn't answer the spider

Warning: includes tickling and some cussing (NSFW DNI)

A whole normal new day in hell or is it,As the spider walks down the hall he thinks about what he should do for the day I mean it's not like Val is gonna call em today he's off so ya for him! Okay Angel really did need to get his mind straight what the hell was he gonna do today?

He couldn't go talk to Al he was off in his own world, Charlie and Vaggie were on another date and Husk...wait husk wasn't doing anything right now actually he was still at the bar

"So go talk to husk?" Angel went in deep thought for sec or which what he thought was a sec which wasn't because it took more than a minute ,so if you would look at him he'd look like he was dead inside

"Okay go talk to husky....Oh wait shit where is he!?" Apparently husk went somewhere else when angel was thinking "Oh great..now I have to look for him." So as the spider did searching for the kitten who'd gone loose

Didn't take long to find him he was in his room with an unlocked door "Oh Husky~" Angel acting all flirterish usually catches the cat's attention but apparently today was different "Husk?" Angel stepped closer to the cat laying on his stomach "Hey baby you alive?" yes the cat was awake and living but still he didn't answer "Hey!" Angel got on to husk's back "Dont ignore your favorite spider~" That got husk attention.

He flinched a little before trying to turn over to look at angeldust "Oh so now you wanna look at me what's with you ,are you okay?" Husk ignored him again and just layed his head back on his pillow. Angel became a little frustrated while puffing up his cheek "Hey I just said don't ignore me and get the grumpy look of you face!" Angeldust then began fastly poking husk's sides out of frustration .

Husk was not expecting that he actually was so surprised he accidentally squeaked and started giggling "Why are you laughing?Nothing's funny" Angel started moving his fingers up and down the laughing man's sides "Unless.....your ticklish *gasp* you ticklish husky?

"Cause if you are I'm never letting you live up to this!" Husk's laughter went up an octave just because of that little bitty tease. Angel started going under the the kitten's stomach which tickled more to husk than he thought it would "Hahahahaangel donhahahnt you dare!" Angel chuckled evilly "don't I dare do what...This?" Angel fully put his fingers below and started scribbling rapidly on the base of Husk's stomach

"EEEHAHAAHAANGELNOHOHOSTOP!"___"Aww why does it tickle? Angel already knew the answer to that question he just wanted to spice up a little with a small tease! Angel then flipped the poor kitty over and stopped tickling him for a moment "Awww you should see your face its so adorable looking!"

The panting cat looked at the evil spider with a wobbly smile hoping his torture was over[SPOILER: it wasn't] Angel giggled "This will be for ignoring me!" Husk was about to answer him until he felt angel's mouth make the raspberry noise on his weak stomach

And when I tell you i'm pretty sure all of hell heard the ginormous giggly squeal Husk made I'm not lieing .Husk went into huge hysterics and started squirming violently trying his best to escape the tickle monster that was above him right now (it didn't work)

Angel just chuckled and kept blowing multiple raspberries into husk's stomach before he completely stopped which felt like ages to husker "Damn you okay?" Angel was a bit concerned for his victim unfortunately husk couldn't answer due to how broken he was

Angel pet husk's head to comfort him "I'll come back later to tickle yuh more you cutie" Angel then stood up gave the kitten a little kiss on the forehead and left the still gigging kitten to rest.

____________ Well that was something __________________ ☠️ _____

Hope you guys enjoyed reading! I CAN'T WRITE ANYMORE IM BORED AS FUCK

P.S I'll probably add more later (but that's a surprise)

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sourcherryandsprinkles · 1 year ago

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Please do something for ethan with the new ig video jack champion posted today. My jaw is on the FLOOR those biceps are!!!!!

Noy a gym guy person, but we've all watched this video

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You were on your way to leave your dorm to get coffee when you saw Ethan's keys on your desk chair. You knew it was his from the Spiderman keychain you got him in a 2$ machine — which matched with your Spider Gwen’s. They must have fallen from his backpack when he left last night.

You took them with you and texted him about it as you went down the stairs. His dorm keys were on there, he’s gonna need them today.

You got a response while you were in line at the campus café.

Ethan: Shit, my dorm keys! I have a business class in two hours...

You: I have nothing until 10am, I could bring them to you?

Ethan: If it's not too much trouble

Ethan: I'm at the gym outside campus

Ethan: You're an angel 😘

It took you a moment to find the gym Ethan had mentioned. When you stepped in, you quickly looked around for your boyfriend. You expected to find him on a treadmill or lifting weights with Chad, not to be on a boxing ring.

Your jaw dropped in awe as you observed Ethan on the ring, skillfully throwing punches left and right at a guy donned in a pair of punching mitts — assumingly his trainer. A veil of sweat glistened on his skin, and his curly hair clung slightly damp around the edges of his face. He was quick on his feet, his focus on the guy before him intense as he absorbed instructions.

Not wanting to disturb them, you stayed on the side and watched the defined muscles of his biceps flex every time he punched one of the mitts. You even heard his training grunts, which made your core clench. How were you going to concentrate in class after seeing this?

His trainer called a break, and Ethan caught you below the ring. He undid the boxing gloves and lifted the rope to get down.

Before he could say anything, you grabbed the front of his shirt and kissed him hard. He kissed you back, but didn't let you drag it too long as there were people around.

‘’Eh, hi.’’ Ethan mumbled, glancing down with a shy smile as he hadn't anticipated such a warm greeting. ‘’Thank you for dropping my keys—’’

‘’Since when do you do boxing? And why haven't you told me?’’

He shrugged, taking a long swig from his water bottle. ‘’I didn’t think it would interest you.’’

‘’Have you seen yourself up there? Makes me want to climb you like a tree.’’ Your hands traced up his chest and down his arms, your mind filled up with ideas of things you wanted to do to him.

Ethan’s cheeks turned red at your words. ‘’I’m sweaty…’’

Discarding his warning, you kissed him again, pawing at his body and letting him know how turned on you were from watching him box on the ring. Once again, Ethan was taken aback by your kiss, but quickly recovered and kissed back, his arms encircling your waist. He pulled you closer, giving his all into this kiss and momentarily forgot that he was in a public gym.

‘’Get it, Ethan!’’ you heard Chad holler from close by, cheering his roommate.

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rekino2114 · 3 months ago

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Hello, extremely sorry if I already sent this ask I have really bad memory so feel free to delete if this is a duplicate or if you just don't like the prompt, really sorry. I was wondering, would you be willing to write some reko yabusame x reader and safalin x reader headcanons with a reader who likes to try and make them blush?

Reko yabusame and tia safalin with a reader who likes to make them blush

A/n:Thanks for the yttd request I love writing for it and don't worry that wasn't a duplicate and I loved the prompt

Reko yabusame

There are two ways teasing reko can go

When it's something small or that she expects, she teases you back with a smile on her face

"Hey reko, you look pretty today, nice clothes"

"Thanks, glad you like 'em you look hot too today, well you always do if you ask me"

She doesn't blush that often, but she loves receiving your compliments, so when you do say something nice about her she immediately compliments you in return and you eventually end up listing everything you like about the other like its a competition

However there are two specific situations in which reko blushes

The first one is when you compliment how pretty she looks without her makeup on

"I don't think I see you without the eye makeup often, you look cute"

"E-eh? Oh, t-thanks, I guess"

".....are you blushing?"

"N-no it's just hot"

".....we're in January"

"..........."

And the second one is when you give her unexpected physical affection

"W-what was that about?"

"A surprise hug, can't I hug you?"

"....no of course you can, just...a little warning would be nice next time"

"Hehe....suuuuure"

Just don't do that in front of Alice or he might glare at you until his sister tells him off

Tia safalin

Safalin is very shy and she blushes everytime you do anything that she's not used to romantically

She can handle hand holding, but that's it, any hug, kiss, or whatever other affectionate gesture will make her go red almost instantly

"Hm? What's wrong saf? Why are you all red?"

"N-nothing, it's just......t-that kiss was....unexpected"

"Oh sorry, it was just a cheek kiss though, I didn't think you'd get this embarrassed"

"I-i just wasn't expecting it"

The same goes for compliments. She has rarely received them and really appreciates them bit she just can't stop herself from blushing

"Have I told you how pretty your hair looks, green's a great color for you"

"O-oh thanks.....y-yes you do say it v-very often"

"......do I?"

"Y-yes, you say my hair, e-eyes and e-everything else about m-me is pretty....a lot"

"Well I guess I just really like seeing you blush"

"R-really?"

"Yeah you look adorable all red like that"

"..........."

"Yeah just like that, you're so cute tia"

#your turn to die x reader #your turn to die #yttd x reader #yttd #x reader #reko yabusame x reader #reko yttd #reko yabusame #yttd reko #reko yttd x reader #reko your turn to die #tia safalin x reader #tia safalin #safalin your turn to die #safalin yttd #yttd safalin #safalin #gn reader

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uselesssomebody · 2 years ago

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tmr thomas x fem!reader smut where they're a couple, make it to the safe haven and they've been trying to have their first time together but they keep getting interupted until one day when they finally can.

and its just fluffy n stuff

𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕣𝕦𝕡𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 - thomas (t.m.r.) x reader

complete masterlist | the maze runner masterlist

words || 𝟛.𝟚𝕜

summary || in which the reader and thomas try to have their first time together - but keep getting interrupted

a/n || i have not read/watched the maze runner in forever

➵ i hope you like this @marmar-c it was a fun request and apologies for how long it took to come out

➵ 18+/MDNI content, individual warning below the cut

➵ not edited (yet)

➵ send me requests if you have ‘em. enjoy!

warnings || fluff/smut

➵ unprotected p.i.v.

➵ orgasm denial (because of interruptions)

➵ oral (m receiving)

➵ handjob

➵ cum (tell me if i miss anything)

thomas was an early riser - whether it be to get an early head start on the maze in the past, or simply to enjoy the solitude that morning bought when he wasn't bombarded with the onslaught that were the other gladers - their fights, loud voices and boisterous actions.

now, though, he didn't enjoy them alone. instead, he would make the short trek out of his room to the adjacent one of his girlfriend, where he'd always find her sleeping soundly, curled up under her covers, even in warm weather.

he'd close the curtains for her if she'd forgotten, to shield her from the upcoming sunlight, and would choose whichever side she was less splayed across - a feat, as she really enjoyed stretching her body to its limit to fit each crevice of her bed - before slipping in beside her.

he'd take a moment to appreciate the soft, warm feel of her flesh against his own - usually bare or only lightly-clad - chest, wrapping a large hand over her midsection, and pushing her hair away from her pillow gently, greeted by a whiff of a distinctly sweet, almost floral scent.

he wouldn't sleep - he usually couldn't, once he'd already awoken - so, he'd allow his breaths to slow to match hers, he'd allow his muscles to relax against her, and allow his eyes to close, focusing on the effects on his other senses.

she could tell when he'd come, as the skin of her midsection would grow warmer, and she'd feel the back of her calves and feet entangle with another's. she wouldn't allow her eyes to open just yet, but would turn over to face him, wrapping her own arm around him. he felt so hot against her - a goddamn furnace - and she brings her head up so her nose grazes his own.

"hey." he mumbles, a whisper in the space between them

"g'd morning." she mumbles back, not moving her lips much and leaving her words a bit garbled. she brings a hand to her eyes to rub them, willing them open and hoping she didn't look too groggy.

she did, of course, making thomas exhale a laugh.

"you're so cute," she smiles, knowing that he's not being sarcastic.

"why, thank you." it's a jokingly dramatic response, and she finally pulls herself up a little, smoothing her hair and rubbing her eyes, "what time is it?"

"too early," he answers, pulling her back down. she laughs at the aggressive action, pulling away from him just slightly in order to look at him.

he always looked his best like this: still-there bed-hair and that morning calmness that came with no impending responsibilities. it was a good look on him, and she makes this clear, tilting up just slightly in order to bring her lips to his.

it's soft - but only for a moment - before a sense of desperation weaves through the both of them and, suddenly, she's gripping his biceps and he the flimsy material of her sleep-shirt bunched around her waist.

they didn't get many moments alone like this, but that worry that someone may walk in on them had stopped them from going much further than any above-the-clothes touching. besides, their lives had been so hectic until now that the simple pleasures of life were things they hadn't completely learned.

today, though, the throbbing between both of their thighs: her at his firm grip and him at her swallowed moans, had culminated in that lesson being necessary. her hand ventured down his torso, settling on the waistband of his trousers, not even bothering to take them off, and slowly reaching her fingers under them, feeling his warm cock jolt at her touch.

he detached from her, his head thrown back as he attempted to be quiet.

"fuck, baby-" he's got this apprehensive look in his eyes, but she needs this so much, letting her hands gently squeeze and release.

"please? please, lemme make you feel good - i just-" she doesn't finish, cut off by his vigorous agreement. smirking, she uses both her hands to grip his pants, pulling them down just enough to expose his cock to her. she traces her fingers up and down his length, feeling the telltale sign of his arousal on and over his tip. his shaky breaths right by her ears spur her hands to move just that bit faster. she's tempted to slip the covers off of them and go the whole way for the first time, and his lips on her neck to subdue his noises were definitely not deterring her from that plan.

what did deter her, however, was the sharp knock on the door, causing her to wrench her hand away and squeak in shock, as thomas attempts to not lose the friction of her hands, his hips bucking as he tried to chase the feeling.

"is thomas in there?" minho's voice is muffled, but obvious, through the door, as thomas's head tips backwards, his chest rising and falling as he caught his breath.

"yeah - yeah, minho. s'everything alright?" she says it back, her hand still suspended in the air, embarrassed at being interrupted.

"breakfast's ready - get it while it's hot!" another voice - a female voice - shouts through the door in a way where it's obvious she's walking away - going to eat, presumably. she finally lets her tense muscles relax in the knowledge that it's not an emergency. she's almost inclined to slip her hand back under and finish the job, and when she looks over at her boyfriend, he seems incredibly interested in the idea, but a better plan springs to her head.

"we should get going, baby. they'll get suspicious." it's a meek excuse, but it's solidified by her rising from bed, causing him to groan, and follow her lead, pulling his clothes over himself.

blue balls didn't even begin to describe the tension that coiled in his muscles as he meekly sat down across from minho. he felt as though every sense was heightened, like when he'd jumped at a quiet clatter from inside the kitchen. his friends all watched over his antsy behavior, unsure of the reason for it.

on the other hand, his girlfriend - sat next to him - knew exactly what was wrong, and she used it to her advantage, by being more touchy than usual. a hand on his arm, or around his shoulders, or on his chest as she rose to get some water. it's like she'd left hand-prints in his already warm skin. it came to a head when the hand she'd already precariously been resting on his knee started venturing higher, trailing along the inseam of his pants.

he tries, god, he tries to ignore it, but it's all too much when her finger finally rests over the head of his cock, her palm encompassing him.

he chokes on his sip of water, causing it to spill all over him, and minho's eyebrows immediately furrow.

"you alright, man?" her hand's out from under the table, and is resting on his bicep.

"yeah, babe, are you feeling okay?" he glares at her, jaw clenched and eyes narrow. she looks back up at him innocently, though he can see the ghost of a devilish smile dance on her lips.

"'m'fine. just gonna go change." his food is practically untouched as he raises from his seat, hoping his situation isn't particularly obvious, as he heads back in the direction of his place. minho turns to her, a bit confused by the abrupt nature of his actions.

"'s'he okay?" she shrugs.

"maybe he slept wrong?" she pauses, contemplative, before raising up as well, "i'll go check on him." minho watches as she walks off as well, still a bit confused, before turning to gally, sat a bit away from him, who had an almost sour expression on his face.

"what's wrong?" why was everyone acting so weird today? minho thought, as gally looks at him incredulously, shocked he doesn't realize what was happening between the couple.

"you-? you know what, it's nothing. don't worry about it." it's dismissive, but minho shrugs his shoulders, figuring it was, in face, nothing.

in that time, she's knocking on his door, and, as soon as he realizes who it is he pulls her in, pushing her until she's facing his bed.

"fuck, what're you doing?" she mumbles, and he sighs.

"finishing what you started, baby." she smiles, looking back at him, before turning around.

"well, if you wanna finish, let's start here-" she lowers to her knees in front of him, and his head rolls back at the sight of her in the position. her fingers greedily clutch at his waistband, pulling his pants and boxers down in one motion.

he's aching, she can see it in the way his cock's pulsing, as she takes him in her palm, slowly - tortuously - stroking him as his hands weave through her hair. she can feel the lightest push against her head - to the point where he probably didn't even realize the action - and succumbed to his untold request, moving her head forward to gently wrap her lips around his tip.

"just - shit, just like that, baby." her tongue traces his head, as low moans escape him. she hums around him - something akin to a 'thank you', but all it translates to is increased sensation on his cock. his head tips back at the feeling, and his hand grips her head a little tighter, pushing her down a little further. she lets him, stilling her movements to focus on his guidance. he moves her head up and down his length, her tongue poking out along its underside, languidly lavishing the area, "you're so good - fuck me, you feel really good-"

he doesn't hesitate to continue praising her, before gently tugging her down and holding her there. immediately, her fingers reach up to grip his thighs, feeling the light - and then more serious gag at the sensation. he takes another moment to appreciate the pretty sight in front of - or under - him, before releasing her, letting her off her cock and allowing her to take deep breaths to account for her lack of oxygen.

"get up here for me, baby." he practically orders, taking her by her arms and helping her up, lightly pushing her against the bed, "first time - i'm not finishing in your mouth." she smiles, whole-heartedly agreeing with his plan, as she felt her own core throb with a need for friction.

he pushes her so that she's sitting on the bed, and, just as he goes to lay her down - there's another knock at the door.

"thomas - you said you'd help with fixing that problem on the east side." it's minho - again - calling thomas for, admittedly, a project he had signed up for the previous week, fixing some construction issue or something on the east side of the haven. admittedly, it'd seemed important work - until now, "we needa fix it quick, man - apparently it's gotten worse." thomas is literally stopped in his tracks, until she taps on his thighs, about chest level with her, essentially reminding him to get ready instead of staying still.

"c'mon, baby - go on." she mumbles, as she also rises, pulling her hair back. she waits as he gets ready, leaving the room and greeting minho - with a tone of voice that is a little distraught - making her smile.

on the other side of the door, minho's a little exasperated.

"how long does it take to change?" thomas looks confused, before remembering his lackluster excuse, and coughing.

"i - just tell me what the issue is, yeah?"

over the day, she'd continued with her own work, as thomas had continued with his. of course, both of them had been a bit distracted the whole day - unable to exactly focus when remembering what was waiting for them back home. their states were obviously noticed by the people around them - with both their friends stepping around them with quirked eyebrows or concerned impressions.

finally - believing he might actually be feeling ill - minho simply shrugs, telling thomas that maybe it'd be best he go back to his and sleep the day off. thomas was a little hesitant, but finally agreed - he wasn't exactly the biggest help in this state.

as he headed back, he swung by where she was, muttering a quick greeting to the others also working. she'd been taking a small break to clear her head of - well, the person now standing in front of her. her face lights up at the sight of him, wrapping him in a hug - though he's a little sweaty from his work earlier. one of her friends, in a similar manner to minho, urges her to head on home, and to pick up again the next day - a offer that she almost meekly accepts.

finally, the both of them are walking back towards her place.

she's got a bit of a pep in her step, and it makes him smile, his muscles aching - from his work, or from this morning, he wasn't sure - yet he knows exactly where her energy's coming from. she steps into her place, and he's right on her heels, pushing against her back as she laughs, trying to slip her shoes off as his hands relentlessly wander her body. finally, as she rises, she grabs his loose shirt, pulling him into her, capturing his lips against hers. he smiles into her mouth, and she hums contently - having a distinct feeling that it was the day they'd actually go all the way. her hands trail under his shirt until she pushes off of him for a moment, grabbing the bottom of the shirt and pulling it up and off of him. he smirks at her eagerness, but before he can make a dumb comment, her hands are at his trousers, gently tugging them down his legs. his hands join hers without a second thought, helping her get them the rest of the way down.

she can see him, hard against his boxers, and, after pushing him so he's laying down on her bed, she appreciates the way he looks - a little desperate, a lot pretty. he reaches for her hips, but she steps back, and a strange - almost garbled - whisper of indignation leaves his lips. it makes her lips quirk into a smirk, as she slowly begins taking her clothes off - each with weighty effort and a teasing smile. it doesn't defer him - as his eyes follow her movements greedily - but it definitely piques his excitement much more effectively when she finally places her thighs on either side of him, straddling his own. his hands reach up to grip her hips, guiding them down to rub against him, enjoying the slight buck of her hips, and the small noises leaving her mouth.

finally, she pulls his last article of clothing off, procuring his cock - thick and heavy - in her hand, languidly stroking him, causing his grip to tighten. she smiles against him, contemplating teasing him further but, feeling her own need, she decides against it, choosing to sit up a little higher on her knees instead.

"ready?" she mumbles looking down at his length as she attempts to situate herself correctly. maintaining her balance as she does, he hums in response, nodding as much as he can while keeping his eyes glued to her face. he can see the slight stress occur to her when she feels his cock against her, and he rubs his fingers against her lightly.

"'re you - want me to help?" she thinks he's asking if she needs to be taken care of and - though it wouldn't hurt - she's too desperate to finally feel him inside her to wait much longer.

"n-no, i wanna feel you, now." the admission makes him exhale lowly, appreciating her appreciation, and he lifts her ass up to help her hover over his cock. she can feel his head at her entrance so, taking a deep breath, she sinks down.

she's watching his anticipatory face fall into one of pleasure, and he's watching the same occur on hers - but there's that hint of discomfort that she desperately trying to ignore, stilling as her ass reaches his hips and attempting to adjust.

"'re you okay, baby?" he's massaging the expanse of her thighs and hips, trying to focus on the fucking amazing feeling of her, but also on relieving as much of the pain as he can. she's got a light wince on her face as she nods through gritted teeth.

"yeah - fuck, yeah - just give me a minute." he reassures her with short mumbles and loving phrases, hoping it was doing something to help. after another couple of moments, she breathes deeply, nodding at him lightly, before gently placing her hands against his shoulders.

she pushes up using her thighs, not loving the feeling of emptiness, in that half moment, before she sunk back onto him, releasing a small, gasping moan at the sensation. he looks up at her as she slowly repeats the action, grunting at the feeling of her cunt around him. she looked good like this, situated over him, desperately trying to both make him feel good, as well as to chase the newly-realized sensation she was also experiencing. wanting to return the favor, he grabs the bottoms of her thighs, easing her effort and pulling and pushing her with just that bit of fervor that forced him deeper inside her. she could feel him brushing against something that was making her twitch, her head falling back at the sensation as she tries to muffle her moans with one of her hands. unable to comprehend the feeling alongside moving her thighs, she slows her pace, but he didn't.

he pulls her to be situated with her face over his, hands more tightly clutching his shoulders, before he begins thrusting up into her with the newfound space. he keenly watches her face fall into a shocked pleasure, a loud moan falling from her lips at the newfound intensity and speed.

"oh my god - baby - fuck -" she's mumbling into the small space between them, desperately trying to explain how good he was making her feel, but the words escaped her, as her mind blanked at the sensation. it's spurring his thrusts on - moving that much faster, that much harder to make her fucked out nature more pronounced. it worked, as evidenced by her loud noises - ones she couldn't even think about trying to keep contained when he was making her feel like this. she can feel the feeling in her core begin to yearn for some sort of release, and she attempts to communicate this to him. it's not a great explanation, but it's more than enough for him.

"please - god, please, cum for me, baby - i want-" he wants to feel her orgasm as much as she does - anticipating the way her body would still, her face would contort, and her cunt would feel around him. she nods desperately, feeling the knot snap as the sensation of her orgasm washes over her, making her cry out over him.

he watches her, and it's as pretty as he thought it'd be: her mouth falling open and brows furrowing, her muscles tensing, and her cunt fluttering around his cock.

the feeling prompts his own orgasm as, after a few thrusts, he's pulling out of her, his cum glazing her stomach as a low groan escapes him. she gently sits back against his thighs, taking a moment to collect herself and catch her breath, as he does the same.

finally, she pushes off of him, reaching the bathroom to take a shower. he follows her after a moment, gently placing a kiss to her head.

"that was - was good." she hums in agreement, letting the water run behind them.

they both failed to realize the acoustics of the area, not realizing that the noises of their coupling had reached some of the others - maybe most notably, minho.

he sits, red faced, eyes wide. when gally notices his expression, he laughs.

"see what i mean?"

#tmr thomas #tmr thomas oneshot #thomas x reader #thomas oneshot #thomas imagine #thomas smut #thomas fluff #the maze runner #the maze runner oneshot #dylan o'brien #interruptions

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strangersteddierthings · 1 year ago

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My Default's Self-Destruct (Oh, I'm Not Used to Normal)

@nburkhardt, this ones for you, since you've been so excited and patient! Title from Jillian Rossi's Not Used to Normal.

There is a doctor in his room, explaining the extent of his injuries to him and his uncle but Eddie quit listening when the doctor had started with it's our recommendation that he not start back on the scent blocker until-. Whatever the doc had to say after that was more for Wayne's benefit than his own, anyway. Eddie turns his face away from Uncle Wayne and the doc and stares at the wall.

Eddie knows he's a freak.

He never had an option to be anything else.

He was born wrong, a thing his dad would remind him of every time he was deep in his cups and feeling angry or bitter. Which is to say, he'd heard it every day until he was fourteen and, with his mom long gone and his dad's new prison sentence, he was shipped off to Hawkins, Indiana to live with his uncle.

It gave him a choice for the first time in his life.

It was salvation.

No one here knew a damn thing about him except what he wanted them to know. He got to curate his image exactly how he wanted it.

Loud, bold, mean, scary.

Anything that kept people at a distance because he wanted them to be. That's not to say he didn't let people get close. That he didn't have friends. He does.

He founded Hellfire sophomore year and made acquaintances with fellow nerds and geeks. Some stuck around, genuinely seemed to like him and he them, so he got some real friends out of it. Jeff, Frankie, and Gareth.

The only three people in the world who knew about him because he'd chosen to tell them.

But now with this doctor not wanting him to get back on his scent blockers as soon as possible, the whole town's going to know how much of a freak he really is.

His gut twists thinking about how Erica, Lucas, Max, Dustin, Nancy, Robin, and Steve already know. They have to know. Why else are they not here? There's no way they don't by now. Scent blockers need to be taken every day to work effectively. Missing a day every now and then is fine when Eddie knows he's not going to leave home or if it's just the guys he'd be seeing.

But he's missed sixteen days because today is April 7th, and he'd spent most of the prior three days fading in and out of consciousness trying to claw his way out of a coma. Now he's fully alert and aware. He'd woken up alone, but it wasn't long after that his uncle showed up, apparently summoned by a nurse.

"-ddie. Eddie, you still awake?" Wayne's voice is gentle in a way it never usually it. It makes Eddie want to pretend to be asleep.

"Yeah."

"The doc just left."

Eddie doesn't respond verbally. but he does turn his head back to look at Wayne instead of the wall.

"There's a boy down in the lobby. Been tryin' ta visit every day but, well," Wayne trails off with a one shoulder shrug, which seems the easier way to sum up all the events that place while he was in a coma. Wayne apparently making a fuss when the hospital finally got a hold of him and he'd come into Eddie's room to find his unconscious body handcuffed to the bed. No one's been around to explain the how or why to Eddie, but supposedly ten days after Eddie should have died, three days before he awoke for the first time, the "real" murderer was found and died in a gunfight with the police. Eddie's been pardoned, by some miracle.

"Why wasn't he allowed to visit?" Eddie asks, even as he dreads the answer.

"No visitor for murder suspects except family," Wayne says.

"Okay. But I was proven innocent six days ago."

"I know. This last week's been me. I told the staff no one but me could see ya until ya were awake enough to name 'em. Didn't know if that boy who led the manhunt was gonna try and get in, or send someone else after ya."

Warmth floods through Eddie then, both affection for his uncle and a hope that, maybe, no one's been here because they haven't been allowed to be. Maybe they don't- maybe they'll give him a chance even though he's a genetic freak of nature.

"Is it Dustin Henderson?"

"Nah, ain't him. He's been by as much as his ma will allow, though. Sits down there with the first boy."

If it's not Dustin then- "Steve?"

Wayne gives a one-sided grin before saying, "Steve Harrington Sir, if you wanna full name him."

That gets a laugh from Eddie. Wayne hates to be called sir, and he spent a full year calling Jeff 'Just Jeff Sir' when Jeff had made the mistake of correcting Eddie's introduction ("And this here, is Jeffery") while trying to be polite ("Please, it's just Jeff, sir."). Seems like Steve made the same mistake.

"Oh, fuck, don't make me laugh," Eddie wheezes, more from pain than laughter and Wayne looks only a little guilty for causing him pain. "But, uh, yeah. Steve's a-okay."

"Alright. I'll go let the nurse know. Anyone else you wan' ta come see ya?"

"Wait," Eddie says quickly, swallowing thickly. He has to know. "Do- have they... said anything? About me?"

"About you? What- oh," Wayne says. "Did they not know?"

Eddie shakes his head. "No. Not- I didn't tell them, but I haven't had a scent blocker since the first day of spring break. They have to know, right? Everyone always knows."

"Do you want me to ask before gettin' them approved to visit?" Wayne asks, softly and sincere and it makes Eddie's eyes water. He closes them to prevent the tears.

"No. It's fine. Better to, uhh, get this over with. Learn if this will change anything, y'know?"

"And you wanna start with Steve Harrington Sir? He's an alpha, ain't he?"

"Don't act like you don't already know. Everyone and their mother talks about how alpha he smells. I heard about Steve and his alpha scent before I'd even met the dude."

"Well, no need to be so uppity about it," Wayne grouses.

"Sorry. Guess I'm just... not in the mood to joke about this. People don't- they change how they treat me, once they know."

"Just Jeff didn't, nor Gareth or Frankie."

"Yeah, but they were my friends first. I- they saved my life but that doesn't make us friends."

Wayne shakes his head. "You tell that to the boy sittin' in the lobby right now waitin' to see ya."

That's right. The hope that has bloomed earlier. If they did know, they were still around. Either because they are his friends and they care, or they have... questions, possibly. Still, "You'll be in here? When he comes in?"

"I won't leave unless you ask me to," Wayne assures and then he's gone. Out the door, to retrieve Steve.

Jesus Christ, this is fucked. Eddie feels so anxious and scared and he shouldn't. He's never been afraid before. Just. Fed up with how people treat him. How they scrunch their noses when they smell him. When they look at the whole of him and realize there's something wrong with him and their expression changes to either pity or disgust.

Wayne's gone just long enough for Eddie to regret his decision but then it's too late. The first person to enter his room is Steve, followed closely why Wayne.

"Eddie!" Steve says, and Eddie is confused. Steve sounds... awed? A bit breathless like he's witnessed a miracle.

"Hey Steve," Eddie manages to squeak out and that's all the permission Steve seems to need. He crosses the room quickly, dragging a second chair from the corner with him to the opposite side of the bed from where Wayne has taken up station.

"Fuck, Eddie, we didn't know if you'd- but you did. You're awake," Steve says, even as he's trying to sniff the air. Probably trying to get a read on Eddie's own scent, and therefore his own emotional state. When Steve doesn't find what he's looking for, his brows furrow into confusion, and he looks so fucking adorable with his face scrunched like that. He's glad Steve can't smell that on him, at least.

"I'm awake," Eddie says.

Steve nods, but his confused face doesn't fade. Instead he sniffs the room more loudly, thoroughly. He looks to Wayne, then back to Eddie. He does that a few times before settling on Eddie.

Eddie sighs heavily. "Go ahead. Ask."

"What? Oh, uh, nothing to ask, I guess. Just thought Wayne would have scented you by now, but I don't smell him on you."

"Yeah. Wayne's nose barely works, so no point in that."

"A fact I'm thankful for every time you'd finally drag out the days old dishes from your room," Wayne quips.

"Hey!" Eddie shoots him a wounded look as his face gets hot. Low blow, old man, he thinks.

"Oh. Do you... not get isolation sickness? Is that rude to ask?" Steve asks.

"I don't get isolation sickness anymore, not since long before you were even born," Wayne answers. He's still hovering by the door, expecting to be dismissed by Eddie probably, since Steve's not- since Steve doesn't seem to- Eddie doesn't know. Is he too nice to ask out right? Too disturbed by it to even bring it up?

"And, uh, isolation sickness could never effect me," Eddie says, biting the bullet, looking at a wrinkle on his blanket instead of at Steve.

"What?" Steve sounds startled by the answer, as if he can't understand. Maybe he doesn't.

"I can't get isolation sickness."

"That doesn't- everyone but childr-" Steve cuts himself off, and Eddie hears more sniffing before his startled by Steve grabbing his arm. He looks up quickly, and sees Wayne move closer from the corner of his eye, as Steve shoves his nose into Eddie's wrist and takes a deep breath. A sound between a whimper and a whine comes from Steve. "But you- What?"

"Steve."

"Eddie, I don't understand?"

Eddie looks to Wayne, who raises his brows as if to ask want me to tell him? He almost nods, but this is going to be the first of many conversations, and he might as well get the practice in. "Steve. You can only get isolation sickness after your secondary gender develops. I can't. 'Cause I don't have a secondary gender."

Steve blinks at him. Then blinks some more. He opens his mouth, then closes it and blinks even more. "I- how- what? It hasn't developed yet?"

Eddie groans in frustration. "No, Steve. It won't develop ever. I don't have one, I won't have one! No scent gland will ever grow, no second puberty as my body changes to be able to send and receive emotional signals, no bonding gland to establish pack or mate!"

"Wha-"

"Don't! What aren't you getting? I'm a genetic fucking freak of nature who can't ever bond with pack or a mate because I don't have a secondary gender!"

Steve jerks back at Eddie's sudden outburst, "Sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't- I wasn't trying to, uhh, offend."

Eddie scoffs and looks away. He wants to roll onto his side, put his back to Steve and block him out. Offend. Eddie's not offended. He's- fuck, he's sad and scared and angry. Because he spent a week flirting freely with Steve, who'd started to flirt back and now it's all back to just being a fantasy in Eddie's mind.

Steve's an alpha. Even if... even if he ever might have entertained the idea of being with Eddie, that's going to be gone now. Alpha's want omega's. They'll settle for a beta, sure, but that's what it is. Settling.

And Eddie's not even that.

He's nothing. No secondary gender, no place in society, he'll always smell like a goddamn child to everyone else. He knows how this goes. Until he's back on the scent blockers, which just make him smell like chemicals, they're going to treat him like a child, or like a pariah.

"Eddie-" Steve says, quiet.

Whatever it is, Eddie doesn't want to hear it. "I'm tired. I hurt. Please leave."

Eddie stares at a spot on the wall as Wayne escorts Steve from his room. He doesn't let himself cry until after counting to thirty in his head once the door's closed.

@i-less-than-three-you @afewproblems @skepsiss

#steddie #my fic #omegaverse #a/b/o dynamics #what did you think was up with eddie before the reveal?? id like to know #alpha steve harrington #beta wayne munson #????? eddie munson

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uswnt-imagines · 2 years ago

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I’m Not Sick

Reader denies she’s sick, much to the worry of her girlfriend and teammates

"Are you sure you're okay Y/N?"

Y/N shrugged off Sonnett's question. "I'm fine. Just allergies." The blonde looked at Y/N worriedly as the forward made her way out of the locker room and onto the field to warm-up. She then looked over at Kelley who shrugged. "We can't push her if she doesn't wanna be pushed Em."

On the field, Sophia watched her girlfriend start warming up. She noticed that Y/N was a little lethargic in her movements and that she was more flushed than usual. Alex trotted up next to her. "Hey, what's up with your girl? She looks like crap."

Sophia shrugged. "She hasn't said anything. When she gets sick, she goes into denial. She doesn't like to seem weak to people." Alex looked at Y/N sadly. She took Y/N under her wing when she first got called up. She had become a sister to Alex and the veteran forward would do anything in her power to make sure Y/N was always okay.

By the time the team hit their first break, Y/N was drenched in sweat. She was regretting coming to practice. When she woke up that morning, she had felt awful. Like someone had split her head open with a sledgehammer. Her stomach wasn't much better. She felt like she was gonna puke with every step she took.

Vlatko had decided that today was gonna be the day that they conditioned which made Y/N wanna die. With every lap she ran, her stomach churned. She didn't notice Sophia or Alex looking at the girl worriedly, waiting to help at any moment.

Hell didn't break loose until they started to scrimmage. While going for Kristie's corner kick, Y/N and Crystal knocked heads. Crystal got Y/N right in the temple, causing the girl to lose consciousness before she hit the ground.

Sophia and the medics were at Y/N's side in seconds. "She's burning up." One of the medics took one of the sensor thermometers, holding it in front of Y/N's forehead. "103.4. She must have the flu, let's get her to the back and get some fluids in her." The team watched as the medics moved Y/N back to the training rooms.

Sophia went to follow after them but Alex stopped her. "Let them get her settled and you can go see her when we're done." Sophia nodded and let Alex guide her back to practice.

Y/N groaned as she woke up. "Who turned the sun on max brightness?" She groaned as she heard a giggle next to her. "Hang on babe." The lights dimmed and Y/N slowly cracked an eye open.

She saw Sophia looking at her while stroking the back of her hand. "Soph, what happened?" The younger girl sighed. "You and Crystal knocked noggins going for a corner but the medics said you also have the flu. Why didn't you tell anyone you were sick?"

Y/N looked away from her girlfriend. "I didn't wanna bother anyone and make them miss practice to take care of me, so I thought I could power through it. Obviously, I couldn't."

Sophia sighed and kissed Y/N's hand. "Baby, you aren't a bother. Everyone here cares about you. You scared everyone half to death when you didn't wake up. They wanna take care of you Y/N. I wanna take care of you, you just have to let us."

Y/N sighed. She knew Sophia was right. She grew up in basically a parent less home. Her parents were always traveling for work so she had to grow up quicker than she wanted. She took care of herself. It was hard for her to open up.

Sophia tan her fingers through Y/N's hair. "Let's get you back to the hotel and into a bed so you can rest, okay?" Y/N nodded and allowed her girlfriend to guide her to their car.

When they got back to the hotel and Y/N was showered, they laid in bed, watching a movie when a knock on their door was heard.

Sophia got up to answer it and came back with 21 worried teammates following her. Y/N shrunk under their worried gazes as Alex made her way to Y/N's side. "You really scared us bub. Please don't do that again. Tell us when your sick so we can take care of you."

Y/N cuddled into Alex's side. "I'm sorry Alex, and to you guys. I always took care of myself growing up so it's hard to accept when other people wanna take care of me. But I'm gonna try so we don't have to go through this again."

Kelley gently rubbed Y/N's leg. "That's all we're asking for kid, now let's have a snuggle party."

And that's how the team found themselves that night, all 23 crammed into one hotel room, looking over their teammate. Y/N had never felt more safe than in that moment with her team.

I think I'm gonna be okay with these guys.

#sophia smith x reader #uswnt imagine #uswnt fanfic

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teatroll · 2 years ago

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someone said "faking an orgasm with miguel is impossible"

so i said "nothing is impossible, baby gorilla" and wrote THIS

enjoy..?

+18; Miguel O'Hara × spider-girl!reader; memes, crack and a bit of smut; one phrase in Spanish; no uses of y/n

Your made up moan forces a low growl out of him. Right into your folds. Not like it was unpleasant or anything, but you were too distracted to notice it.

Now, why were you on your phone when Miguel O'Hara was eating you out like a gentleman?

Oh, that's because you agreed to meet up with your spider gang to watch a movie and you were already late, texting them "sorrys" and "brbacks".

Because Miguel is a feral beast and he pinned you to the wall when you were ready to head out, but you didn't mention that part.

A short "no" didn't cut it. A "i promised them" didn't work either. And since you're just unable to dismiss this man, you agreed because now he promised you to be quick.

Another lie you were facing currently, because it's been more than fifteen minutes during which you couldn't focus on his tongue circling your clit at all, because you were anxious.

Well, what can you say? The movie promised to be good, you kinda genuinely wanted to see it with your new friends.

But today promises seemed to be nothing but a lie well told.

"Oh, i'm cumming..." Jesus fucking Christ, that was so unrealistic you mentally smacked yourself in the face. Did Miguel also notice, or you just imagined that low rumble under the sheets? "Oh, wow, so good..."

How much more cringy can it get? You'd burst into laughter if you weren't texting into the groupchat right now.

Truth be told, it felt good. But Miguel always took his time with you, enjoying every whimper and moan rolling off your tongue, like it were angels singing. It was kinky, but not today. Today time is money, and in that case literally.

You let out another fake moan and slightly twitched your hips for a more plausible effect. Make 'em believe it feels good and they feel like champions afterwards. A motto that right now was useful.

Or wasn't it..?

Miguel's head poked out from under the sheets. A scowl on his face present.

"And what even was that?"

He snarled, showing off his fangs. A sight that usually made your heart rate speed up. Now? Only made you hum in thought.

"An orgasm?"

The silence was tangible as fuck now. O'Hara didn't even flinch when another fake smile appeared on your face.

Yeah, he called dibs on bullshit even before you opened your mouth, that's for sure.

"Miggy, i told you, i'm late!" You protested, lightly shaking your phone with an open groupchat. "Very sweet of you to show me this courtesy, but the guys are waiting for me in the theater!"

"You'll have to call it off." His hot breath on your skin makes you slightly shiver. "I'm not letting you go until i hear you pleading my name for more."

"In that case i'm not going anywhere at all!" You still pout, despite how sweet it feels when he presses a soft kiss to your inner thigh.

"That's why you'll call it off." Miguel hoarsely snickers in between your legs.

An eye roll from you doesn't change his mind at all.

"Miggy..." You start with a sly smile before flipping him off. "Vete a la mierda."

"I regret teaching you this." He sighs, pressing his cheek to your inner thigh.

"And i regret agreeing to this." You point with your free hand at O'Hara between your legs, which only makes him smirk.

And that's not his typical smug smirk at all. It's kind of predatory. Hot and dangerous? Yeah, that was it.

"You'll change your mind in just about now..." He hoarsely whispers before sinking his sharp canines into your sensitive flesh.

You loudly gasp, one hand already finding its way into his hair to tug on it desperately. As if that could ever make him stop.

Never in your whole relationship this worked, not even once. After a night well spent, you were always covered in those love bites, not just thigh wise.

And Miguel knew exactly what it did to you, how you can barely hold yourself just now, biting on your bottom lip so hard it draws blood. All that just to prevent a loud moan from escaping your mouth. And he seemed really intended to hear it, his two fingers slipping into you with ease as his thumb circled your now throbbing clit.

Jesus fucking Christ...

You mentally smacked yourself once again as your back arched in pleasure, a chocked moan finally finding its way out of you.

"Now that's much better, cariño." Miguel cooed before pressing another kiss to the love bite.

Were you fucked? Well, yeah, both literally and metaphorically.

Does it feel good? Absolutely, one hundred percent, big fat cock "yes".

However, there was a problem.

An open groupchat.

...

pavitr_loves_you:

guys, i'll go get popcorn! any requests?

gweaanda:

extra butter, please

kilometer_moralfull:

ooh!

i wanna try the blueberry one!

pavitr_loves_you:

got it 😉

capitalism_sucks:

pav wait up

i'll go with you

kilometer_moralfull:

anyone seen arachne?

capitalism_sucks:

nope

but i bet she got stuck in webs again

pavitr_loves_you:

🤔

gweaanda:

where is she at?

the movie starts soon

:arachnophobe is recording a voice message:

gweaanda:

finally!

what takes you so long?!

arachnophobe:

▶️---------0:02

kilometer_moralfull:

OMG

gweaanda:

...

sounds like someone is having fun already

capitalism_sucks:

it could be a metaphor

pavitr_loves_you:

what's in it? i can't listen yet, i'm paying up 😩

kilometer_moralfull:

PAVI DON'T !!!

HOBIE GET HIS PHONE RIGHT NOW

pavitr_loves_you:

already on it 👹

damn he got so many emojis

gweaanda:

yeah, anyways...

something tells me she's not coming

capitalism_sucks:

nah it sounds like she is

kilometer_moralfull:

PLEASE STOP ???

...

sorry not sorry..? ;)

#across the universe #spider man: across the spider verse #miguel x reader #miguel x you #miguel o'hara #miguel spider man 2099 #miguel spiderverse #miguel o'hara smut

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yingleis · 4 months ago

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Hehe, could I request a Pei Sijing fic with prompt 2 "needing help but being unable to ask for it"? Any choice of pairings or no pairings 👀

[read it on ao3]

Wen Xiao hears a sharp hiss of pain, quickly stifled as she rounds the corner– and sees Pei jiejie attempting to sew.

Now that was a sight she hadn't expected to come across today

Pei jiejie, representative of the Prime Minister, ex-commander of the Chongwu camp, bested by a mere sewing needle was something that Wen Xiao hadn't thought possible.

“If Pei jiejie needed help, all she needed to do is ask,” Wen Xiao says with a smile, gently taking the sewing needle and robe into her hands.

Wen Xiao looks over the robe carefully, noting the tear that Pei jiejie had been attempting to mend. It wasn't unsalvageable– it was simply a long gash along the side that needed stitching– though it may have been if Wen Xiao hadn't intervened.

She looks from the large, clumsy stitches to Pei jiejie, who flushes. “Don't tease me.”

“I would never,” Wen Xiao promises, suppressing a giggle. She was here to help, not embarrass Pei jiejie.

For someone who had been all but forced into the role as her family’s breadwinner, it made sense that Pei Sijing didn't have the time to pick up needlework. Wen Xiao would never fault her for that.

“If it's too much trouble–”

“Pei jiejie is never trouble,” Wen Xiao says firmly, undoing the stitches with practiced ease.

Pei Sijing does not reply, a pretty blush decorating her cheeks when Wen Xiao sneaks a look at her.

Contrary to her expectations, Pei jiejie does not leave, choosing instead to remain and watch as she sews.

A comfortable silence blankets them, something which Wen Xiao is more than happy to indulge in– except that she cannot help the question that nags at her– has been since she heard Pei jiejie prick her finger.

“Why didn't you ask me for help?” Wen Xiao cautiously asks, making sure to keep her tone gentle, non-confrontational. As neutral as she could. “Did I not do a good job of patching up your didi?”

Pei jiejie shifts, her eyes flickering to the robe, to Wen Xiao, and back to her hands as she says silently, “A-Heng is A-Heng, I cannot allow anything to happen to him.”

—

She should have seen it coming. To bring her didi’s puppet with her meant that it would get exposed to the harsh weather, to the scrapes that they inevitably found themselves in.

But she hadn't, and it wasn't until the arm on A-Heng’s puppet breaks that she realises the condition she'd let it deteriorate into. Scratched and stained with dirt, it was a far cry from the pristine condition that Cheng Huang had managed to maintain it in.

“I’m sorry, A-Heng, jiejie has let you down.”

Puppet or not, it was where her brother’s soul resided, and to let it reach such a state felt like she had failed him once more.

“Wen Xiao,” she gasps, stumbling into the goddess’s study. Pei Sijing hardly knows how she'd made her way there, only that Wen Xiao was the first person that came to mind. “A-Heng's puppet–”

“Pei jiejie!” Wen Xiao is there in an instant, steadying her with an arm around her shoulders, careful hands supporting her over to her daybed.

“Can I?” She asks, waiting for Pei Sijing’s approval before slowly taking A-Heng out of her hands.

“I failed him,” Pei Sijing says, the pressure on her chest near unbearable as she stares at the broken puppet in Wen Xiao’s delicate hands. “I didn't even realize– I forgot that puppets– and now–”

Wen Xiao gently places A-Heng between them, taking Pei Sijing’s hands into hers, easing them out of the balled up fists they'd subconsciously curled into.

“I'll fix him up, and return him to you good as new. Even better than when Cheng Huang had him,” she says, expression determined. “I promise, Pei daren.”

(It is both reassuring and confusing, to have Wen Xiao look at her with such intensity, and Pei Sijing abruptly makes her escape, embarrassed by the situation that she had placed herself in.

To expose her vulnerabilities so openly, and to have them embraced and met with such sincerity instead of harsh fists and even sharper words, it was something she doesn't know how to react to).

—

“Why didn't you ask me for help?” Wen Xiao had asked, and Pei Sijing does not know how to answer.

Wen Xiao had indeed made good on her word, handing A-Heng back to her with his arm reattached, his puppet robes carefully stitched and the scratches carefully filled in and smoothened out.

(She did not mention a word of Pei Sijing’s breakdown, simply leaving her with a light reminder to join them at lunch).

She'd not been in a good state when she went to Wen Xiao with A-Heng’s puppet, and had been embarrassed by how she had been so easily affected afterwards– though she did not regret her choice– Wen Xiao had done a beautiful job with fixing up A-Heng, but to approach her again for something as simple as sewing up a robe, it felt too demeaning.

“No, you did a good job with A-Heng,” Pei Sijing hurriedly says, looking guiltily at the robes in Wen Xiao’s grip. “I just… I didn't know how to ask.”

She had been determined to learn how to sew, since she now had the time to, only that she hadn't expected it to be so hard.

How others made it look so simple, Pei Sijing couldn't comprehend.

Even Wen Xiao had simply taken a glance at her robes and gotten started right away, gracefully weaving the needle between the fabric, the stitches miniscule and near invisible as the tear slowly closes up.

Pei Sijing had been reluctant to ask for help– doing so felt like failure, felt like admitting defeat, and she had been raised in a household where success was the only acceptable option.

But this was Wen Xiao, she reminds herself. Wen Xiao, who'd embraced all their flaws, who could even accept a demon who had massacred entire villages and taken him in.

Wen Xiao, who never called her a failure for not being able to protect them, who never saw her as lesser than the other figures in their ragtag group.

“Can you… teach me? How to sew?” Pei Sijing asks hesitantly, the words tasting unfamiliar in her mouth.

Wen Xiao gives her a pleased, absolutely radiant smile that made her heart beat impossibly faster, her face heating up as their gazes meet.

“I thought you'd never ask, Pei jiejie.”

#fangs of fortune #pei sijing #wen xiao #rose writes #aaa thank you for the prompt!!!! PSJ is a character that I've wanted to write for so long >_<#and I couldn't resist adding a hint of jingxiao ehehe #i hope this fulfils your prompt!#once again tossing this out before heading to bed... may edit it again tomorrow (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

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dearfuturehusbandblog · 3 months ago

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I Need To Eat Something

Dear Future Husband,

Tomorrow is a fast day but I’ve accidentally been fasting today.

It’s just been one of those, “I’ll do it in an hour” days where one hour turns in 12 and I still haven’t eaten anything.

It’s also been just a flat out annoying day.

We were snowed in for a few days, so today was my first day back at work this week and I have the flexibility to set my own schedule, so I picked a timeframe that would work for most people and told them to come then.

But today MotherLivelyHeart had a day off of work for some odd reason, and instead of going out and taking care of anything for Shabbos, she decided to stay in, so all the errands were left to me.

I don’t generally mind that, it’s kind of my Thursday routine to do the shopping for Shabbos+ after work, but we had decided yesterday that Shabbos was going to be food we already have in the freezer and there wouldn’t be any shopping (or not much) for Shabbos this week.

But BigSis had to go and upset the plans because the thing we were going to eat apparently makes her gassy. Except that a lot of things make her gassy and she doesn’t refrain from eating those, so why couldn’t this Shabbos be any different from normal?

So instead, it was decided we would do soup, chicken, and salad, all of which required ingredients we didn’t have at home. So shopping for this week went from like $10 to about $250.

This also meant that my plan to come home after work and not shop in the 0 degree windy weather was shot to hell.

But prior to that, although I had told people a specific time I'd be at the work for them to stop by, MLH needed me to run two of the errands she had all day to run but didn't, and of course didn't tell me this until I was about to head out to work. FML.

So I ran the two errands which should have been like 15 minutes but ended up being FOURTY. I was almost an hour late to work, almost an hour later than I had told multiple people I would be because my mother couldn't run these errands earlier.

And the most frustrating thing is that it was only two stops, one on the way to the other and then back home. A trip that should have taken 20 minutes MAX.

But is that my luck? I'm sure we can all figure the answer to that one...

You see, there are two basic routes to get to the first place. Heading on the main road, I have two options where I can make a left turn and both of those streets take me to a parallel main road where I make a right to get to the first location:

I usually do option A. But for some stupid reason, I went with option B today. And option B presented me with something fun - you see at the second intersection on this route, the one up near the B, there is a turning lane that allows for right-turn on red, which keeps the traffic flowing because it's a one-lane road. But on this particular day, there was something going on with trucks from the city and they had cones blocking off JUST that turning lane. Which meant that whether the traffic would go straight through the intersection, make a left, or make a right, we were all waiting in the same line and it seemed like everyone wanted to make a left, which meant waiting for traffic coming from the opposite end to stop, and although there's hardly any traffic from that direction, today there was a lot. I was there for at least two cycles of the light.

After I turned, I ended up behind the slowest driver on the planet who couldn't decide where (or if) they wanted to turn. There were two intersections between that turn and my first destination and I got both red lights.

But whatever, I got the stuff for MLH and headed back, and that same intersection where the turning lane had been closed off WAS OPEN AGAIN. Which means it was solely an obstacle to make me late. (yes, I'm aware it served another purpose, whatever that was, but remember that Hashem orchestrates everything and takes everyone's inconvenience into account when doing so, and I was doing kibbud em, which is why I was almost an hour late to work.)

Because I was late, some of the people who I'd been in touch with weren't able to come get the things they needed. So that was great.

I stayed a few hours later than I'd originally planned so that I could take care of a few things that I was originally going to wait to do next week, but I wasn't on a time crunch, so it didn't really matter.

Or did it.

Because shortly before 8pm, MotherLivelyHeart messaged asking where I was. I told her I was still at work and then this exchange followed:

I didn't even want to respond to that last one.

Must I remind you that I'm an adult in my mid 30s?

Regardless, I headed to the store to do the Shabbos shopping like 10 minutes later, after MLH had sent and refined a shopping list.

Aside from it being like zero degrees outside and my hands drying out like little raisins just walking to the car, that part of my night was relatively uneventful.

But MLH stayed in pajamas today because she wasn’t working or going out, and BS gets into pajamas as soon as she gets home from work around 3pm. So I not only have to shop in the freezing cold (my hands were frozen INSIDE the store, and when I packed the groceries into the car, the wind was whipping up), but then I had to get out of the car so I could go get one of our building’s wagons, load the groceries into it and bring it inside, run back out to park the car in our space, come in and schlep the groceries up to our apartment, unload the groceries, and take the wagon back by myself because they “can't really help - we're not dressed.”

And, like, it's not normally the biggest deal because I do that kind of schlepping all the time, but it was zero degrees outside today and they didn't even offer to help. They didn't even put away the groceries (they RARELY assist with that too). I had to do that.

(But when MLH does the shopping she 9/10 times “needs” help putting everything away and usually uses the line “I want you to see what I got so there are no questions later.” Which never actually prevents questions later….)

But here’s the thing, majority of the day outside of work, MLH and BS have headphones in and “hold on! I have to pause!” before either of them can answer a simple question. It’s infuriating, particularly because I make it a point to only have one headphone in when I’m not by myself, and I rewind whatever I was listening to, if need be. More times than not, I respond immediately to any interaction directed my way without the need to wave my arms and shriek like a banshee “hold on! hold on! …what do you want?!”

So I come in from doing the shopping, and instead of recognizing I'm there and automatically pausing what they're listening to in order to interact with me, they both just kind of nod and go back to their screens.

But a bunch of things I purchased were for MLH, so I went over to discuss two of them and had to wait while "hold on! hold on! hold on!"ed me (despite me standing there silently waiting for her as I always do). I walked back out of her room and less than a minute later, started to tell her about one of the other things I got and she started yelling “hold on! hold on! you know I’m listening to something!”

Which, no, I did not, actually, I thought we were in the middle of a conversation about the groceries.

She was like “I have to get up early tomorrow! I’m trying to wind down now! Whatever you got is FINE! Please! I just - we can talk tomorrow.”

This is my stupid life.

I can't even have normal conversations with these people I live with. It's exhausting.

But maybe I'm just blowing this crap out of proportion.

Maybe it's just that my blood sugar is low.

Maybe I just need to eat something.

-LivelyHeart

#jumblr #frumblr #orthodox #jewish #frum #dating #jewish dating #shidduch dating #shidduch #shadchan #shadchanim #shidduchim #i am the shidduch crisis

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auroraescritora · 9 days ago

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Serviço Mandatório (Mandatory Service) [bi-lingual] #Dom!Nico #Sub!Percy #role reversal - Parte II

Post Biligue! Versão em Português na segunda parte!

Privious Chapters (Capítulos anteriores): [I]

Since three people seem to have liked the story, according to the poll, I'm going to continue! However, I don't know if there will be new chapters every week. Anyway, thanks for being there. This is an unfinished story, I've got about 80,000 words finished, so it should give us plenty of entertainment, shouldn't it? I hope you enjoy this chapter. It's going to be a long one.

Part IV

"Nico! I'm glad you could come." Roberta opened the door, smiling, brightly. "And you even brought our dear Perseus."

"Shouldn't I?" I went inside, escorting Percy with a hand on his waist, and waved to Roberta, closing the door behind me.

"Not for what we're going to talk about today."

"Then--"

"Don't worry." Roberta waved and we walked away from the door, approaching them, while Carla came practically running and held Percy's hand, taking him to a corner of the room.

"Oh, Percy, dear. How are we today?" Carla grabbed Percy's arm, and Percy made a serious face, trying to keep the smile away from his face. He was trying so hard that even I could tell.

"Good."

"I'm happy for you."

Percy waved excitedly and moved closer to Carla, whispering something to her.

"No way!" Carla exclaimed, holding Percy's shoulders.

"Hmmhmm ." He murmured, all proud. "He…"

That's when Carla and Percy walked further into the room, going to the opposite side of the from him, and sat on a sofa against the wall.

"It looks like things are going well."

"Yes, they are."

"And how was the first night?"

"Normal, I think?"

"Do you think so?"

"Yeah. Percy asked me to put the chastity belt on him, then we went to bed and had breakfast."

Roberta put her hand to her face and sighed, she walked to an oak table near the door and sat down in the chair.

"You have a lot to learn, Di Ângelo."

"Learn? And what would that be?"

"I feel sorry for Percy. When he finally finds someone decent…"

"What do you mean by that?"

"How could I say…?" Roberta picked up one of the folders on the table and began to leaf through them, stopping at a specific page. "Do you see here? This is the questionnaire Percy answered when he arrived here two years ago."

"What? Two years?"

"Calm down. We're not a prison. He stays here for a week at a time, sometimes less, depending on whether he finds a suitable Dom. He usually comes back here every three months, but he's not always interested in trying."

"I don't think I understand."

"Things work differently for submissives here. They receive information and photos of available dominants and choose whether they are willing to submit. None of them are forced to come here or to accept a dominant. This is a completely safe and secure environment, and controlled, if they so wish.”

"Controlled?”

"Yes. There are cameras in every house, even in the bathroom. These images are confidential and will only be used in cases of psychological or physical abuse. Didn't you read the documents we sent you last month?”

Well… maybe I chose to ignore the problem until it knocked on my door. Literally.

"Is there anything else I should know?”

"There's a lot you should already know." She said, rolling her eyes. "First, the house rules. We do not tolerate any type of abuse or non-consensuality.”

"Is that all?”

"What did you expect? That there would be a curfew and homework? I'm not your mother and it's your duty to be a responsible citizen. Speaking of which, where's Percy's leash?”

"In… somewhere.”

"Nico! He can't walk without one. As long as he's with you, Percy must wear it.”

"Why?”

"Why? Because the collar identifies that he is a committed submissive. It may not make a difference here, but in the real world, it does. Not everyone is as correct as we are.”

"I never realized that.”

I rolled my eyes and lied. Yes, I lied to her face. I knew exactly what a collar meant, I just didn't like Percy wearing a collar given to him by another dominant.

"…what planet do you live on? That must be why you reached this age without a sub.”

"What do you mean by that?" This time, I stood up, tired of that ridiculous conversation.

"You can deny it all you want. You are a dominant and only a submissive will satisfy you. So why don't you sit down and listen to what I have to say?”

I sat up and turned my face away, holding myself back from saying exactly what I thought about this. I saw Percy looking at me with a scared expression, asking, without having to say a word, if everything was okay. I smiled at him and waved, watching him turn to Carla and continue their conversation.

"Very well. So, tell me what is sooo important.”

"Could you please read Percy's profile? It will tell you a lot more than I ever could.”

Rolling my eyes, I took the folder from her hands, tempted to throw it all away. I gave up and turned the first page, reading it.

Right at the beginning there was a picture of a smiling Percy along with his full name, address, nationality, and profession . It seemed like we lived close to each other, Percy in the upscale part of the neighborhood, while I was still in a student residence. We worked close by, too. I was at a supermarket bagging groceries and Percy was at a national investment firm.

"Are you sure he and I are compatible?”

"Only you can decide that.”

I shrugged and keept on reading, my eyes widening when I saw Percy's resume. It listed all of Percy's achievements in life; from school and professional swimming trophies, to undergraduate and graduate degrees in economics and physical education. I quickly scanned through the titles until I found… Berkeley. Was this serious? Why would someone as talented as Percy need a place like this?

I read more and got to the point that said about the dominators that Percy had already had within the institution. There were seven in total, now eight, if you counted om me and only names, without any other type of information.

"Seven?" I asked, shocked."What's wrong with these people?”

“They weren’t suitable,” Roberta replied for the first time with a neutral expression. “Not all of them were bad, but none of them were right. We care for our submissives like they are family, and if one of them needs help, it won't be long before it comes.”

Was that a threat? Oh, if only she knew that all it would take was a snap of his fingers and it would all be over. But of course I wouldn't do that, I would never give Hades that pleasure.

“Which one was it?” I said instead, without needing to ask directly. Roberta seemed to understand. One of those people had abused Percy, whether it was physically or psychologically, I would never know.

"Confidential." Was all she said.

I sighed and continued my reading, arriving at Percy's preferences.

Wow ! I was a certified dominator and I didn't know what half of it meant. Or rather, I had made a point of forgetting. Some of it I still remembered, and the other part I could only guess at. As for the others, I hoped I would never find out.

"Shibari? 24/7? I don't even know what Abrasion means! And…" I read further down and mumbled: "Ageplay?”

I raised my head and saw Roberta smiling, convinced.

"Don't you think that's an exaggeration?”

"It doesn't depend on me and no one is forcing you to do anything. They are just... possibilities.”

"Ageplay? Is this serious?”

"Do you need me to draw it for you?”

"What would that consist of, exactly?" I said, just to maintain my cover.

"It depends. The basics are to act and be cared for like a baby. Calling Percy a baby would work. Why don't you try it next time?”

"I don't think I can." Or rather, I don't think I want to.

"Like I said, you have a lot to learn." Roberta tapped her fingers on the table, seeming to come to a conclusion.

She opened a drawer under the table and handed me some pages, along with a thick, heavy book.

"I want you to take this, it's the same questionnaire Percy answered. This book will also help you. Don't forget to read the entire document. We made some notes on Percy's profile, he's made a lot of progress since he got here.”

"What was he like before?”

"Vulnerable, almost scared. At least regarding his sexuality." Roberta said as she stood up."I hope this doesn't happen again.”

That's what I expected too.

"Tomorrow we start our sessions.”

Hadn't we already started?

With a nod from Roberta, Carla brought Percy and we both walked out of the office hand in hand. I just hoped I wasn't making a mistake.

***

I spent the rest of the day thinking about what Roberta had said. Not exactly what she had said, but what she had refrained from saying. Okay, apparently, I was irresponsible and didn't deserve to be called a dom, and that was more than clear, I admitted it. The reason for that was quite simple, first of all, I never wanted to be a dominant, much less a submissive. What was the problem in being nothing, in being different? Was it such a bad crime to still want to be just me? Well, that didn't matter, I had made a commitment to Percy and I would see it through to the end.

And speaking of Percy, he had also spent the afternoon busy. From the looks of it, Percy Jackson really was a successful businessman, CEO of his own company, especially if it was the way Percy spoke on the phone and typed on the latest generation notebook, thinner and lighter than a pen. The change was visible, the shy and insecure submissive gave way to someone who sat on the couch with his spine straight, modern framed glasses perfectly fitted on his square face and such a serious and determined expression on his face that I would have thought he was someone else, that is, if Percy wasn't just in his underwear in the middle of the living room.

"Do you want to eat?" I asked, watching Percy close the computer and take off his glasses, stretching out on the couch, practically sitting on my lap.

"No." he denied.

Percy glanced at me from the corner of his eye and placed his computer on the coffee table. Then, turning toward me, he dropped all pretense of stretching. He lay down on the couch and rested his head on my thighs, watching me as he looked up.

"Enjoying the reading?" He said, relaxing against my lap.

I stared at the book in my hands and grimaced. So far I had read three chapters of this book that seemed to have come out of the dark ages, wondering if I had understood anything, all of it very nostalgic, but in a completely horrible way. The good thing was that they seemed to have updated the ideology of everything, now all that was left was to change how the act itself was done. If I really were a newbie all I would have understood was: handcuffs blah bla blah, chains bla blah...

"Not really. Why don't you help me?”

“What do you want to know?” Percy asked, for once not sounding uncertain. In fact, he sounded like a completely normal person, someone I would see walking down the street and never think would be a submissive, or even a dominant; a completely normal person.

"What does being a submissive mean to you?”

"Being a submissive means submitting--”

"I asked what it means to you. What makes you want to be one?”

“No one has ever asked me that before,” Percy muttered softly, closing his eyes.

I felt a sudden urge to touch him, so that's what I did. I put the book aside and stroked his hair slowly, combing it with my fingers and massaging his scalp, while I heard him sigh and smile, all content.

"It means this. With you. Right here.”

"That, what?”

"This moment.”

"You'll have to be more specific.”

"It's feeling that the responsibility of the world is not in my hands. It's having someone who will support me if necessary. It's knowing that the house won't be empty when I get home from work, that my bed won't be cold.”

"Is that all? Couldn't you have it this being a Dom or with a normal person?”

"No, you don’t understand." Percy opened his intense blue-green eyes and stared at me, anxious."When we’re together, I feel safe. It’s my little paradise. I don’t have to make decisions or worry about the consequences, because I know that if I fall, you’ll catch me, you’ll protect me and take care of me. That’s the duty of a submissive, to trust in your Dom and give yourself to him, giving everything I can, everything I have. And in return, receiving it all back in the form of care and attention.”

"Is that it, then?" I wanted to know, still in doubt. I didn't see how all this could be possible. And how did Percy already trust me if it hadn't even been forty-eight hours since we had met? “And the sexual part?”

"I like it too." Percy smiled at me, a beautiful, open smile, all dimples and white teeth, reaching his eyes.

"Yes?" I pressed again, interested in the development.

"At first, I just wanted to get out of my own head for a bit, you know? Be someone different for a few hours. Then…”

"Then?”

"I started to like it, to try new things. That's why my list of preferences is so long. I just want to... feel something different.”

"Even if it hurts?”

"Especially when it hurts." This time, Percy opened his eyes and didn't look away, trying to say something I refused to understand.

"Why? Why would you want that?”

"The problem is not the pain, it's how you face it.”

"I don’t think I understand…”

"We think of pain as a form of punishment, but what if… what if it’s just a way of experiencing sensations… a way of letting tension out? It only hurts you if you let it.”

Well, if I looked at it that way, it didn't seem so bad, although I still wasn't willing to feel pain for such a... pointless reason.

"I still don't understand why you would let someone use you like that.”

"Nico, I'm not being used. That would be true if I didn't give permission. But I'm not.”

"What if someone traped you and did things you didn't want to do, what would happen?”

"That's happened before. It wasn't completely consensual, but I enjoyed it.”

I blinked for a moment, processing what Percy had just said, pausing my movements in Percy's hair.

Did Percy mean he had been raped?

"Don't look at me like that. The guy ended up getting carried away. He apologized and everything. I broke up with him, of course, and since then I decided to seek help here. Things have been working out much better.”

"But… how can you like this?”

"I like it, period." Percy shrugged, turning his face to the side, his face all tense and serious. "If you can't understand…

"No, I can't understand." I finally said when the silence stretched on. "But I accept it. I'm trying to understand what drives a person to follow this kind of life. It's a lifestyle, isn't it?”

"Yes, it's not just about sex. It's about companionship and giving what the other needs. It's about... hierarchy.”

"Hierarchy?" I asked, feeling strange. Those damned words coming back to me, like an echo from the past.

"Yes. Outside of a scene, we are equals, no one is above anyone else. But there is a certain order. Dominants tend to want to maintain order, submissives like to follow them. It's part of the dominant-submissive dynamic.”

"Dynamic?" I hated that word too.

"It's more of an instinct. It's how we act.”

"And what would that be like?”

"Don't you notice? The way you act around me? How you held my face on the first day? How you looked at me and told me you wanted me, like... like you were in charge, and with just one order I belonged to you?”

"I did it, didn't I?”

"Hmmhmm…" Percy murmured, still serious, but in a sly tone of voice. "Don't you realize that you already do these little things… like… like… worrying if I'm hungry, if I'm comfortable, how I feel after a scene?”

"I know…”

"I like it. I really like it. When you touch me I feel… unique, special. I feel like nothing can go wrong.”

"So far nothing has come of it." I finished, agreeing. "But that still doesn't answer my question. What does all this mean to you?”

Percy sighed and looked me straight in the eye, with nothing to hide.

"It means I'll never be alone, have lots of sex, and be able to feel everything I want to feel without having to feel guilty. Because when I hurt myself alone, it's not healthy and it's all my fault, but when others hurt me…”

"It's never your fault.”

Percy nodded again. “I… I’ve always had a hard time being alone. I used to be that kind of kid who wanted to please everyone, I wanted everyone to be my friend. I’ve done things that most people wouldn’t do, all just to get someone’s approval, and I’ve never felt bad about it. It’s who I am and who I’ve always been. The difference is that I’m tired of feeling bad for wanting something that others consider wrong.”

“That’s the point, isn’t it?” I asked, beginning to understand. “You’re looking for someone who will hurt you, but also help you … heal?”

"I guess we could say that. Although I want much more than that.”

"You want, like what?”

"To kneel at your feet and fulfill your most hidden desires. No matter what they are.”

Hearing this, I smiled and went back to stroking Percy's hair, hearing him almost purr.

"Maybe you regret saying that. There is no one more boring than me.”

"That's what everyone says.”

Part V

"Maybe you regret saying that. There is no one more boring than me.”

"That's what everyone says.”

After that, I couldn't contain myself. I grabbed Percy's hair and pulled it until his mouth was on mine, panting and open, tangling our tongues until all this business of domination and subjugation disappeared from our minds. I felt Percy holding my neck and I pulled away to see his face bathed in the late afternoon light, all anxious, his eyes escaping from mine.

Hmmm … was this the sexy part? I smiled, amused by my own joke. But when I saw Percy starting to get impatient and frustrated, I turned serious again.

"Are you sure about that? It's not too late to seek a more experienced Dom.”

"No, I want… I want you.”

I took a deep breath and focused on what Percy meant by that. I was starting to think he wasn't saying these things because it was what I wanted to hear, but because he felt it was what I needed to hear; and maybe it was, maybe it was exactly what I needed to know so that everything that had happened before could be in the past. Or at least so that I could try one more time.

"Okay, I'll be your Dom. On one condition.”

"Yeah?" Percy raised his head and stared at me for a moment, looking like the same shy sub I had met the day before.

"You have to tell me if I do something wrong.”

"Have you ever… dominated someone?”

"Not exactly." When I saw that Percy seemed interested, I continued. "There was this boy in high school, we were in the same class.

"Was he a submissive?" Percy asked, all excited.

He got up, sat on the couch facing me, and rested his hands on my knees, forgetting about everything else.

I smiled and continued:

"Yes, raised and educated to be the perfect sub. Everything he did was to please someone or gain favor from whoever mattered. He was small and short and handsome. The perfect sub, honestly.”

"What happened?”

"What always happens when I tell the truth.”

“Oh.” Percy muttered, looking disappointed. I almost felt guilty for lying. I mean, the story was true. It wasn’t the first time I’d said I didn’t know how to dom.

"Yes, at first I even tried, but…”

"But?”

"Well, he found a Dom that wasn't as sensitive as me.”

"So, you're a Dom." He leaned toward me, all pleased.

"What?”

"That's what you said, ‘he found a Dom that wasn't as sensitive as me.’"

Percy had me at that.

"Yes, I think I am.”

"So, what's the problem?”

"There’s no problem." None I want to share, I thought, watching Percy’s face fall.

"I understand.”

"What you understand?”

"You don't trust me. Why would you?”

"Percy, this has nothing to do w--”

"You don't have to lie, Nico. I'm old enough to know when I'm not wanted. I think you --”

"Percy, listen to me." I said calmly, standing up with him. I grabbed him by the shoulder before he could get away from me and pulled him close, now touching the hair on the back of his neck. "I want you. I don't know why, but I do.

"Do you want me?" He bent over and stared at me with wide eyes, asking me in a whisper, like a lost and scared little boy would.

"Yes." I confirmed. "And you're right, I don't trust you. These things take time and if you want to be with me, that's how it's going to be.”

"Whenever you want and whenever you're ready." Percy finished as if it were obvious. I hadn't exactly meant to say it, but now that Percy had said it… it made sense, after all, I was the one in control, wasn't I? That's what dominators do.

"Yes." I confessed. "I want you to take a hot bath and wait for me in bed, okay?”

Percy gave me a wet kiss on the cheek, smiled at me happily and walked through the room, disappearing upstairs that led to the upper floor of the house.

***

Okay, I could do that.

I took a deep breath, walked up the rest of the stairs and entered the room, passing through the half-open door. The blinds were closed and the lights were off, with only the lamp illuminating the suite. I took a few more steps inside, familiarizing myself with the room, trying to convince myself that this was the right place for us. Percy was there, of course he was, lying on the bed, with only the cage covering his body, looking at something on his cell phone and smiling at whatever it was he was reading. His wet hair lay on the pillow and the rest of his body took up most of the mattress, relaxed on his side of the bed.

Come on, I forced myself to move forward again. I could do this, one step at a time. Yes, one more step and I could see the contours of his body clearly. Angular face, broad shoulders, six pack abs and his tightly locked cock. Everything about Percy screamed comfort, as if he accepted who he was, no less and no more, without any inhibitions when it came to his shape. I took another step forward and he lifted his head, looking at me from under his lashes, smiling. Neither of us moved until I took another deep breath and approached the bed, still not daring to start anything.

Gods! Why was it so hard? When I thought it was all for fun and nothing more than playing house, things were great, but now that I saw that someone's mental and physical health depended on my next steps... all I wanted to do was run away. It wasn't that I was inexperienced, but having all that responsibility... I didn't remember it being so complicated. Maybe I just made a point of forgetting.

Still, without saying anything, I took off my shirt and pants, along with everything else, and lay down next to him, still as a statue. That was what I was supposed to do, right? Lie down next to him? Should I…

"You're thinking too much." Percy said in my ear.

I hadn't even seen him come closer, I just knew that we were very close now, his head close to mine, nose to nose, him lying on his side while I lay on my back, fighting against myself. I just needed to relax.

"What should I do?”

"Whatever you want.”

What do I want? How about doing nothing? Sleep. Yes, sleep was a good idea. But Percy… oh, Percy looked at me in a way that was hard to describe, in a way that made me want to be someone else just to have the courage to move on. Should I? Probably not. But I would do it anyway.

A kiss? It seemed like a good idea.

I leaned over him and pressed our lips together. Slowly. Carefully. Lips against lips, brushing together. That was a good start, right? Then came a gasp, and I found myself nibbling lightly on his bottom lip, opening my mouth, capturing his tongue at that moment and sucking on it like I hadn't done in a long time. I felt hands... hands holding onto my shoulders, just supporting them. Legs... my legs slipping between his, finding something hard and metallic in the middle, reminding me of who I was with.

"Okay?" I asked, just to be sure. His face was blushing softly and his chest was rising as he took a deep breath and I… maybe it wasn't that hard, I already felt ready to give him what he wanted.

I let my gaze fall to the middle of his muscular legs and observed the bulge there. The image still took my breath away, he looked so small and swollen in there… I wanted to bend down and see if Percy would feel as good under my mouth as he did under my hands. But no… not at that moment. I turned my attention back to Percy's face and saw that he was staring at me attentively, with a some fear? Or was it expectation?

“Do you have lube?” I asked, trying to be objective.

"I… I don't need to.”

"Excuse me? "I said without understanding.

Percy looked at me discreetly, but with a soft smile on his lips. He raised his hands that were holding onto the headboard of the bed and touched mine, taking one of them between his legs, towards his entrance.

"You…?”

"I wanted to be prepared.

Then, when I finally let my fingers explore the place better, I saw that Percy… that Percy was already wet, his insides soft and already dilated.

"Is all this for me?”

"Yes, Nico. I want to be a good…”

"Boy? "I finished for him, trying to make a joke. But apparently, it wasn't funny at all.

Percy shifted uncomfortably and closed his eyes tightly, the blush deepening on his face, though he still nodded and tried to hide.

“You’re--” I stammered, swallowing hard. “--you’re a good boy, the best of them.”

I let the words out and realized they were true. In those moments, it was like Percy actually turned into a shy, scared little boy, making me want to protect him and pull away at the same time, afraid of hurting him.

“Is everything okay?" I asked again to make sure my touches were welcome.

Percy nodded, looking at me from behind his long eyelashes and only after that, I started moving again, I sank my fingers a little deeper inside him and added one more until Percy moaned softly, almost afraid to make a noise, a broken sound escaping his lips.

"Here?”

"Again, please.”

That was all it took to insert the fourth one. I pressed them against the walls of Percy's interior and he practically arched off the bed, throwing his head back.

I guess it was now or never.

I held my own cock, only now noticing how much it hurt, and guided myself inside, letting myself relax for the first time since I had arrived in that place.

***

And to think that someone will one day understand the chaos that dances inside me to the sound of my melancholy, I thought as I watched Nico, my Dom, mine alone, trying so hard to be the perfect dominator.

Do you know what that means? A Dom? My Dom? Only mine? One that I didn't have to share with anyone and that pays attention only to me, like no one else did or had the interest to do? Do you know what that was?

I knew I should pay attention to how he tried to please me and how careful he was, as if I would break with the slightest sudden movement. But that, skin on skin and sweat and kisses, all of that took a back seat; I never thought I would say something like that. When would sex take second place? Not in my life, not when the escape from all my problems had always been this. In the end, it felt like I was putting my efforts in the wrong place and maybe on the wrong person too. Just the fact that Nico was there, between my legs, trying to do something he wasn't sure about just to make me happy... it was the best feeling. It wasn't exactly how his hands touched me or how they lifted me a little higher with each touch, it was... it was the purpose behind all of it, all of the effort and care and affection.

"Percy…" I heard his whispered voice and shivered when he brushed his large head against my entrance. It wasn't exactly the biggest thing I'd ever felt, and it wasn't small either, it was just… perfect. He applied a little pressure, holding my waist tightly and pushing himself inside with a broken grunt.

In fact, it had been a long time. Too long if it was the tight fit and the difficulty with which he advanced. I didn't hold back, I held onto the pillows and moaned, arching all over, not caring about anything, probably putting on quite a show.

I don't even know why I liked it so much. I was sure I wouldn't cum until the end of the night, but the feeling of him inside me... was something else... I felt full and complete and warm... so hot and so good... also, it wasn't just about the pleasure, I liked watching Nico and seeing what he would do next.

One thing was certain, Nico wasn't like the other dominants I had met. There was something so natural about him that sometimes it enchanted me, and surprised me too... and Nico didn't even realize it; it was like he was always giving orders or going against other people's will just because he thought it was the right thing to do.

He also lacked that selfish arrogance so characteristic of people who held power, or even the greed that always seemed to be ingrained in other dominators. I couldn't explain it properly, it was an absence of so many things that I thought were part of dominators, that it made my head spin, much more than any sex could. Although... although I couldn't deny it, when Nico touched me like that, I went to heaven and I didn't even need the touch to be sexual, I just needed it to be... real. Like... like now! He held me so tight and went so fast...

"Baby, are you close? I… I can't take it anymore.”

Nico… Nico had called me… baby? My gods.

I held my breath when Nico… oh! When he grabbed my waist and went that inch deeper. He lifted me up a little and sank inside me in a way that made me close my eyes and moan, just moan, so good and so in that little place that no one bothered to look for, that I arched my spine, feeling my body wanting to reach the climax, always wanting to get there and never being able to, never!

It hurt… oh! It hurt so good… I moaned again and locked my legs around Nico, opening my eyes to see the magical moment when Nico just… stopped, pulsing and gasping and grunting, reaching parts inside me that were rarely reached, pulsing and pulsing until I felt even hotter, a funny sensation inside me, making everything more… slippery, my caged member feeling like it wanted to explode out of the metal, making me ache and gasp harder and faster.

Oh, my Dom was cumming! Did I make him cum? Me ? Percy Jackson? Who's been called worthless and worse? I smiled at my Dom and he swayed, almost falling forward, breathing fast, his frantic gaze analyzing me like a radar and touching me everywhere; my waist with his finger marks, my abdomen, my arms, neck and even my face. Then, he said:

"Did I hurt you? Does something hurt? I… I shouldn’t have… what about you?”

I wanted to laugh, I wanted to cackle with happiness, which probably wouldn't sound good. Nothing hurt, it was exactly the opposite, I would be cumming without even being touched if I wasn't wearing the cage, but then I would miss this magnificent moment, watching Nico kiss my hand and then my arm, moving up my shoulder until he reached my mouth, soft and delicate.

"I'll make it up to you, I promise.”

Should I say I didn't need it? That seeing him pleasure himself was all the reward I needed? But... I wanted to see how far he would go, so I nodded and watched him slide out of me, looking around the room as if searching for something.

"Do you have anything around here?”

"Like what?" I asked, curious.

"A vibrator?”

I smiled at him and pointed to the wardrobe.

"On the right side, at the bottom of it.”

"Ah." He said and walked to the wardrobe, opening it and sticking his head inside.

Nico came back with a battery-operated vibrator and lubricant.

Was he really going to do this? The dominants I knew wouldn't even bother to ask if I was okay, let alone… oh! I moaned, genuinely surprised, when he lubed up the toy and, with it already turned on, slowly inserted it inside me. Ohhh … I had forgotten how it felt.

"Is it good?" He asked me, not expecting an answer. "Maybe I'll try it later.”

Him? Experiment it? That's what he meant…? Ah, I moaned again as I felt Nico take the toy a little deeper, reaching my prostate.

"Here?”

I nodded, wanting to cover myself. Why did he have to be so careful… so… so meticulous. The worst part was seeing him looking at me, analyzing my every action. No one had ever paid so much attention before.

Yes, I know. I was repeating myself, but… oh!... This time, even I heard myself squeal, he kept pressing the vibrator right in that spot, putting more force and moving the toy in such a…

"Well?" He finished for me. But I couldn't speak, I could only look at him and pant like a bitch in heat.

I wanted to cum and I wanted him to finish that torture with the same intensity that I wanted him to continue and not stop until it hurt, until I couldn't anymore, until... Ah! I was feeling it... I was! It was that sensation that came from the bottom of my spine and rose slowly, so slowly and that sailed... sailed... I gasped, as if I was short of breath while both, me and him, saw my entire member trapped, contracting inside my metal cage until... until... hmmm, yes! I was ejaculating, never a complete orgasm, a similar and alien sensation at the same time, until the liquid that came out inside me, decreased in intensity and only a few drops remained that dripped, running down the cage and reaching my thighs.

“That was beautiful,” Nico commented, as if observing a work of art. “So beautiful, baby.”

There I was, I felt the praise go straight to my eternally excited cock and rise to my cheeks as I was once again surrounded by the strong and safe arms of my Dom, still feeling so excited that it hurt, in an eternal torture that I was destined to suffer.

Part VI

"Come on, talk to me." Nico whispered against my lips, licking them slowly and sticking his tongue inside my mouth.

I felt myself shiver and moan, hugging him tightly around the neck and returning the kiss, my breath knocked out of me when his hands ran down my back, touching the place where the vibrator had been moments before.

"So wet and so open. I did some serious damage. Do you want more or do you want me to stop? Hmmm?”

"I… ah!" I gasped as his fingers penetrated me again, fast and deep, curling inside me. It hurt… it hurt so much … but I liked it, I wanted more. However, I felt so weak, like a rag doll, that the only thing I could do was to roll on his fingers, feeling them go a little deeper, reaching where I needed it most.

“Here?” He asked, his lips against my earlobe and his voice low and husky. “Do you want more? Yeah, I think you do.”

That's when I gave up on any words that could form on my lips. He pulled me closer, making me sit on his lap and placed one of his hands between our bodies, while the other made room for the fat head of his member to enter.

I couldn't explain it, he felt bigger than before; wider and longer, brushing against my tight entrance and sliding in with slow back and forth movements until he was completely inside me, finding just the right spot.

“Is this okay?” He said when I said nothing but moan, hunched over him, my nails digging into his back. “Should I stop?”

No, I wished he would never stop. I opened my mouth, trying to say no, that this was one of the best moments of my life. But when only a gasp came out, I decided I had better show him. I tried to lift my hips and move, but I was so limp that all I could do was rock on top of him.

"I think that's a no." He chuckled softly against my neck and held my waist again while grabbing my hair, making me look at him, his dark eyes searching mine for permission. Which was very interesting, almost contradictory if it were because he had all the control. "I need you to touch my neck or ask me to stop if it's too much. Okay?”

I waved. Or so I tried. Honestly, I felt like I was losing track of what was going on around me.

One moment I was on his lap, feeling his cock move inside me, and the next I was lying on my back on the bed. My legs were spread and up on Nico's shoulders as he fucked me so hard that my vision was starting to blur, the world spinning and pleasure shooting back up through my nerves like a smoking rocket.

"Ah, here's my baby." I heard Nico's voice, as breathless as mine, his hands going back to digging into my hair. He stopped inside me for a moment, long enough to kiss me, and then he moved again, fast and hard, spreading my legs a little wider and making me bend over, practically folding me in half.

"N-nico." I murmured uncertainly, trying to understand what was happening, panting and moaning, feeling so free and so safe as I had never felt before.

"What does my baby need?”

I… I didn’t know. I only knew that Nico kept moving inside me without pause and strong, and that I couldn’t take my eyes off him, off his naughty smile and the way he kept fucking me, pulling my head back and digging his fingers into my skin, especially because of the way he never seemed to get tired or lose his rhythm. I didn’t want to, but I started to move, shaking from head to toe. I felt something running up my spine and my fingers curling, I… I contracted all over and Nico sank harder inside me, pressing me against the bed. I couldn’t, I couldn’t anymore. I held him tightly by the neck and screamed, I screamed so hard and so loud that I almost didn’t hear Nico’s grunt or feel those last thrusts that allowed me to relax and finally let the relief surround me, bringing me the most intense orgasm of my life, with or without a cage.

"Shhh … it’s okay. I’m here.”

I hugged Nico tightly and closed my eyes, still shivering, knowing he was cleaning me and trying to comfort me. I just understood that I needed his arms around me and his warmth, not letting him leave me until I couldn't anymore.

"Good boy." I heard Nico say to me, whispering very softly, like a secret that only I deserved to hear.

***

"How do you feel?" Nico asked me.

I did a quick scan and realized I felt pretty good. A little sore and tired, still all open, but very satisfied. I mean, I wouldn't say no if Nico was in the mood for more. Maybe In a few minutes.

"Fine." Was all I said, keeping my face neutral. I didn't want him to know that I had enjoyed it so much, that it was one of the best fucks of my life. I wasn't ready to give him all that power.

Yet.

"So, is that it? Are we going back to this word game? Okay? On a scale of 1 to 10, how satisfied are you?”

"Six." I said, holding back a laugh.

"You liar! I made you cum at least twice. That would be at least a seven, maybe an eight.”

"I don't think so.”

I heard a gasp and looked back. Nico was holding me by the waist, lying close to my back, talking against my neck, his other hand on my abdomen, keeping me close to him, both of us still with our heads sharing the same pillow.

"You hurt me like that.”

That's when he grabbed my hair and tilted my head back, making me moan.

"It's sad, but we'll have to figure this out, hmmm?”

"Nico…”

I moaned in surprise and a little too much excitement. I felt his hands going down and digging into my entrance again. It should have hurt, I should have told him to stop, that normal people didn't get this horny, but my complaints were left behind as he just pushed himself inside me, making me whimper, moving against him to feel him better touching all the right parts.

"Hmmm, baby, so delicious… I don't know what it is about you that makes me want you so much. I can't explain it… hmmm … do you want me to stop?”

I moaned and rubbed against him, gasping for air when his hand touched my trapped member. I didn't understand why this excited me so much. I could feel the heat radiating and seeming to transfer behind my cage and I could feel the way he held me tightly, dominating me with a simple gesture.

"Do you like it when I touch you? You looked so tortured that day… the weird thing is that I wanted to torture you even more and see how long you could take it … but that’s not the right behavior for couples who aren’t officially together, you know? I really wanted to…”

Then, Nico held me tighter and touched my testicles, grabbing them tightly while with his other hand he hugged me by the shoulder and for a moment I felt trapped, truly trapped, but so light that I left all pretense aside. I let him lean on me and press me against the bed, I let him open my legs, lifting them up and I let myself moan against the pillow, feeling Nico fuck me once again fast and hard and with such desire that tears came to my eyes and my mind was lost in sensations until I was moaning for a long time and Nico inserted so deep inside me that not even God could separate us.

***

"Now seriously, we need to get up.”

"Ni-cooooo!”

"Come on, baby. Come take a bath.”

"Why? I don't want to.”

"Percy.”

O-ow… I had never heard that tone of voice coming from him, but I knew it wasn't good. I opened my eyes and found Nico sitting on the bed, naked and with his hair messy in every direction. His black eyes stared at me with irritation and hunger and impatience.

"If you don't get out of bed, you'll regret it.”

"Yeah, what are you going to do to me? Beat me up? Will Daddy be mad?”

"If you want, we can come to an agreement. I bet that's what you want, to make me lose control and give you what you deserve.”

"What do I deserve?”

Nico smiled at me and held out his hands, waiting for me.

"If you don't get up in five seconds, you'll find out.”

Okay. I nodded. Was I ready for this? Probably not. It seemed too early for the punishments to begin.

Groaning, I moved slowly and crawled out of bed, Nico holding me as my legs nearly gave out.

"Did I mess you up, hmm? It's your fault, if you weren't so beautiful and smelled so well, and was so delicious..." Nico whispered against my ear and made my legs tremble even more.

"Am I beautiful?”

It was the first time anyone had said that to me. I had been called handsome, hot, tight, very tall, and even a slut, but beautiful… it was something new.

"Don't you look in the mirror? You are one of the most beautiful people I have ever seen.”

"Then you must not know many people. And there is a difference between handsome and beautiful.”

"Yes, you are both and much more. Now, to the bathroom.”

Slowly, I let Nico lead me to the bathroom, finding the bathtub already filled with water and rose salts. I couldn't even remember the last time I had used it.

"Are you going to give me a bath?" I asked, amused. "Are you going to use talcum powder afterwards?”

"If you want, I can. Nothing better than a good treatment after a scene.”

"You know, you fooled me… for someone who said it wasn’t a Dom…”

"Maybe… I may have lied. But if you’re complaining, I must have gone too easy on you. How about a change of tactics? I can do that. Maybe that’s how you’ll behave.”

Nico smiled at me and I paused for a moment, considering what he was saying. Nico seemed serious, but he didn't seem all that committed to following through on his words. Was he... flirting with me? Oh... funny. Maybe I wanted him to be more serious, but I wasn't the one to tell him that. If Nico didn't understand that, Nico didn't deserve to know.

With that in mind, I took a step forward, grabbed the edge of the tub, and climbed in. Nico, of course, was right behind me. He grabbed my waist and lifted me slightly, helping me sit in it and resting my head on the indicated support.

“Now, hmmm … shampoo? Shampoo.”

I relaxed against the seat, almost closing my eyes, and watched Nico, trying not to laugh at his face. It was a funny thing to witness, something you didn't see every day. Nico walked around, he opened cabinets, closed doors and compartments, and gathered the things he thought were necessary. When he came back to me, I couldn't help it; for some reason, I found it so funny that my body shook and I was out of breath from laughing so hard.

"Baby, breathe." Nico told me, holding my neck and I obeyed.

I opened my eyes wide and took a deep breath, letting the air out immediately, unable to stop the laughter that insisted on escaping me.

"Very good. Good boy." He told me and smiled, massaging my hair. He kissed my lips in one of the sweetest touches I had ever received and showed me the shampoo, still holding my head. "Now, slow down. You're in sub-drop .

"It's more like sub-high." I murmured, because I was in ecstasy, truly floating on clouds, so amazed that the world seemed to be more colorful.

"Then stay with me. Don't go too far.”

"Yes, Dom.”

I resisted the temptation to close my eyes once more and saw the exact moment when Nico stopped moving and looked at me seriously, sincerely seriously, for the first time since we had met. I knew he wanted to say something, and that it was probably something important, but I didn't think I was ready, neither of us were. So I closed my eyes, forced myself to take a deep breath and relaxed, knowing that I wasn't in the right place to make such a serious decision. After a few moments, everything seemed to become lighter and less important, shelved for later. I felt Nico's hands touch my hair again, massaging it gently, it being rinsed carefully by the jet of water from the hose that Nico was holding.

“You know you can talk to me about anything, right?” Nico murmured softly, standing behind me outside the bathtub, still massaging my hair. “This thing between us is new, but that doesn’t mean I won’t listen to you. I always will.”

I don't know why it affected me so much, they were just words spoken out of my mouth in an attempt to comfort me. But they affected me. I closed my eyes tightly and held my breath until the urge to cry passed. And it only passed when I felt Nico's hands on my shoulders, massaging me and pulling me closer to him, Nico wrapping me in his embrace and his lips.

"It's okay. I'm here. I'm here.”

I felt the air sucked out of me and I held on to his arms, holding him tight. If he knew that this was exactly the problem… if he knew… I could see a future where he and I had what he offered. A home and company and all the companionship I could ever want in the world. But I knew that wouldn’t last, nothing did. So what if he held me tighter and grabbed my face and kissed me like no one had ever kissed me before? So what if he cared for me like no one had ever cared for me before? None of it mattered, it didn’t matter, because in the end, it wasn’t real. None of it was.

But the fact worth noting was that he kept trying.

He grabbed me by the waist, got behind me and got into the tub with me, hugging me tightly around the middle of my back. He kissed my neck and held me close to him, caressing my skin without any sexual pretense. For some reason, this made me feel better, like I was loved and once again in the safest place in the world.

No one could hurt me there.

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Como três pessoas parecem ter gostado da histórias, de acordo com a enquete, vou continuar! Porem, não sei se vai ter capítulos novos todas as semanas. De qualquer forma, obrigada pela presença. Essa é uma história que não esta terminada, tenho uns 80 mil palavras prontas, então, deve nos dar bastante intertenimento, não? Espero que vocês gostem desse capítulo. Vai ser bem longo.

Parte IV

— Nico! Que bom que você pode vir. — Roberta abriu a porta, sorrindo radiante. — E ainda trouxe nosso querido Perseu.

— Eu não deveria? — Entrei, guiando Percy pelas costas e acenei para Roberta, fechando a porta atrás de mim.

— Não para o que vamos conversar hoje.

— Então--

— Não se preocupe. — Roberta acenou e nós andamos para longe da porta, nos aproximando delas, enquanto Carla veio praticamente correndo e segurou na mão de Percy, o levando para um canto da sala.

— Oh, Percy, querido. Como estamos hoje? — Carla segurou no braço de Percy, e Percy fez uma cara séria, tentando manter o sorriso longe. Ele fazia tanta força que até eu percebia.

— Bem.

— Estou feliz por você.

Percy acenou todo animado e se aproximou mais de Carla, cochichando algo para ela.

— De jeito nenhum! — Carla exclamou, segurando nos ombros de Percy.

— Hmmhmm. — Ele murmurou, todo orgulhoso. — Ele…

Foi quando Carla e Percy se afastaram mais ao fundo da sala, indo para o lado oposto do cômodo e se sentaram em um sofá encostado à parede.

— Parece que as coisas estão indo bem.

— Sim, estão.

— E como foi a primeira noite?

— Normal, eu acho?

— Você acha?

— É. Percy pediu pra eu colocar o cinto de castidade, depois a gente foi pra cama e tomamos café da manhã.

Roberta colocou a mão no rosto e suspirou, ela andou até uma mesa de carvalho perto da porta e se sentou na cadeira.

— Você tem muito a aprender, Di Ângelo.

— Aprender? E o que seria isso?

— Sinto pena do Percy. Quando ele finalmente encontra alguém decente…

— O que você quer dizer com isso?

— Como eu poderia dizer…? — Roberta pegou uma das pastas em cima da mesa e começou a folheá-las, parando em uma página específica. — Você vê aqui? Esse é o questionário que Percy respondeu quando chegou aqui há dois anos.

— O quê? Dois anos?

— Se acalme. Não somos uma prisão. Ele fica aqui uma semana por vez, às vezes menos, depende se ele encontrar um dom adequado. Ele costuma voltar aqui de três em três meses, mas nem sempre se interessa em tentar.

— Acho que não estou entendendo.

— Aqui as coisas funcionam diferente para submissos. Eles recebem as informações e fotos dos dominantes disponíveis e escolhem se estão dispostos a se submeterem. Nenhum deles é obrigado a vir aqui ou aceitar um dominante. Esse é um ambiente completamente seguro e protegido, e controlado, se assim for a vontade deles.

— Controlado?

— Sim. Em todas as casas há câmeras, até no banheiro. Essas imagens são confidenciais e só serão usadas em caso de abuso psicológico ou físico. Será que você não leu os documentos que te enviamos mês passado?

Bem… talvez eu tenha escolhido ignorar o problema até que ele bateu na minha porta. Literalmente.

— Tem mais alguma coisa que eu deva saber?

— Tem muito que você já deveria saber. — Ela disse, revirando os olhos. — Primeiro, as regras da casa. Não admitimos nenhum tipo de abuso ou não-consensualidade.

— É só isso?

— O que você esperava? Que tivesse uma hora de recolher e lição de casa? Eu não sou sua mãe e é seu dever ser um cidadão responsável. Falando nisso, onde está a guia da coleira do Percy?

— Em… algum lugar.

— Nico! Ele não pode andar sem uma. Enquanto ele estiver com você, Percy deve usá-la.

— Por quê?

— Por quê? Porque a coleira identifica que ele é um submisso comprometido. Aqui dentro pode não fazer diferença, mas no mundo real, faz. Nem todos são tão corretos como nós.

— Eu nunca percebi isso.

Revirei os olhos e menti, menti na cara dela. Eu sabia exatamente o que uma coleira significa, eu só não gostava que Percy usasse uma coleira dada por outro dominador.

— …que planeta você vive? Deve ser por isso que você chegou a essa idade sem um submisso.

— O que você quer dizer com isso? — Dessa vez, me levantei, cansado daquela conversa ridícula.

— Você pode negar o quanto quiser. Você é um dominador e só um submisso irá te satisfazer. Então, porque você não senta e ouve o que eu tenho a dizer?

Eu me sentei e virei a cara, me segurando para não dizer exatamente o que eu pensava sobre isso. Vi que Percy olhava para mim com uma expressão assustada, perguntando, sem precisar dizer uma palavra, se estava tudo bem. Sorri para ele e acenei, o vendo se voltar para Carla e continuar a conversa deles.

— Muito bem. Então, me fale o que é tãooo importante.

— Você poderia fazer o favor de ler o perfil do Percy? Ele vai te dizer muito mais do que eu poderia.

Revirando os olhos, peguei a pasta das mãos dela, tentado a jogar tudo pelos ares. Me dei por vencido e virei a primeira página, a lendo.

Logo no início havia uma foto de um Percy sorridente junto ao nome completo, endereço, nacionalidade, e profissão. Parecia que morávamos perto um do outro, Percy na parte chique do bairro, enquanto que eu ainda estava em uma república estudantil. Trabalhávamos perto, também. Eu, em um mercado embalando compras e Percy, em uma nacional de investimentos.

— Você tem certeza que eu e ele somos compatíveis?

— Isso só você pode decidir.

Dei de ombros e continuei minha leitura, arregalando os olhos quando vi o currículo de Percy. Ali tinha todas as conquistas que Percy já teve na vida; desde troféus de natação escolares e profissionais, até a graduação e pós em economia e educação física. Passei os olhos rapidamente pelos títulos até que encontrei… Berkeley. Isso era sério? Porque alguém tão gabaritado quanto Percy precisaria de um lugar como esse?

Continuei a ler e cheguei ao ponto que dizia sobre os dominadores que Percy já tinha tido dentro da instituição. Eram sete no total, agora, oito, se contasse comigo e somente nomes, sem qualquer outro tipo de informação.

— Sete? — Perguntei, chocado. — Qual o problema com essa gente?

— Eles não eram adequados. — Roberta respondeu pela primeira vez com uma expressão neutra. — Nem todos foram ruins, mas nenhum deles foi o certo. Cuidamos de nossos submissos como se fossem da família e se um deles precisa de ajuda, ela não tardará a chegar.

Isso era uma ameaça? Ah, se ela soubesse que bastava apenas um estalo de dedos e tudo estaria acabado. Mas é claro que eu não faria isso, eu nunca daria esse gostinho para Hades.

— Qual deles foi? — Eu disse ao invés, sem precisar perguntar diretamente. Roberta pareceu ter entendido. Uma dessas pessoas tinha abusado de Percy, se foi física ou psicologicamente, eu nunca saberia.

— Confidencial. — Foi tudo o que ela disse.

Suspirei e continuei minha leitura, chegando às preferências de Percy.

Uou! Eu era um dominador certificado e não sabia o que metade daquilo significava. Ou melhor, havia feito questão de esquecer. Uma parte eu ainda lembrava, e a outra parte, eu só podia chutar. Já outras, esperava nunca descobrir.

— Shibari? 24/7? Eu nem sei o que significa Abrasão! E… — Li mais abaixo e murmurei: — Ageplay?

Levantei a cabeça e vi que Roberta sorria, convencida.

— Você não acha que isso é exagero?

— Isso não depende de mim e ninguém está te obrigando a nada. São apenas… possibilidades.

— Ageplay? Isso é sério?

— Você precisa que eu desenhe?

— O que consistiria isso, exatamente? — Eu disse, só para manter meu disfarce.

— Vai depender. O básico é agir e ser cuidado feito um bebê. Chamar Percy de bebê já funcionaria. Porque você não tenta na próxima?

— Eu não acho que eu consiga. — Ou melhor, eu não acho que eu queira.

— Como eu disse, você tem muito a aprender. — Roberta bateu os dedos na mesa, parecendo chegar a uma conclusão.

Ela abriu uma gaveta de baixo da mesa e me entregou algumas folhas, junto a um livro de capa grossa e bem pesado.

— Quero que você leve isso, é o mesmo questionário que Percy respondeu. Esse livro também te ajudará. Não se esqueça de ler todo o documento. Fizemos algumas anotações no perfil do Percy, ele teve uma grande evolução desde que chegou aqui.

— Como ele era antes?

— Vulnerável, quase assustado. Pelo menos referente a sexualidade dele. — Roberta disse ao se levantar. — Espero que isso não volte a acontecer.

Era o que eu esperava também.

— Amanhã começamos nossas sessões.

A gente já não tinha começado?

Com um aceno de cabeça de Roberta, Carla trouxe Percy e ambos saímos do escritório de mãos dadas. Eu só esperava que não estivesse cometendo um erro.

***

Passei o resto do dia pensando sobre o que Roberta tinha dito. Não exatamente no que ela tinha falado e, sim, no que ela deixou de dizer. Tudo bem, aparentemente, eu era um irresponsável e não merecia ser chamado de dom, e isso estava mais do que claro, eu assumia. O motivo para isso era bem simples, em primeiro lugar, nunca quis ser um dominador, e muito menos, um submisso. Qual era o problema em não ser nada, em ser diferente? Era um crime tão ruim ainda querer ser apenas eu? Bem, aquilo não importava, eu tinha assumido um compromisso com Percy e levaria isso até o fim.

E falando em Percy, ele também tinha passado a tarde ocupado. Pelo o que parecia, Percy Jackson realmente era um empresário bem-sucedido, CEO da própria empresa, especialmente se fosse pelo modo que Percy falava no telefone e digitava no notebook de última geração, mais fino e leve que uma caneta. A mudança era visível, o submisso tímido e inseguro deu lugar a alguém que se sentava no sofá com a coluna ereta, óculos de armação moderna encaixado perfeitamente em sua face quadrada e uma expressão tão séria e decidida no rosto que eu pensaria que era outra pessoa, isto é, se Percy não estivesse só de cueca no meio da sala de estar.

— Você quer comer? — Perguntei vendo Percy fechar o computador e tirar os óculos, se esticando todo no sofá, praticamente se sentando no meu colo.

— Não. — ele negou.

Percy olhou de canto de olho para mim e colocou o computador em cima da mesinha de centro. Então, se virando na minha direção, largou toda pretensão de fingir se espreguiçar. Ele se deitou no sofá e colocou a cabeça sobre minhas coxas, me observando ao olhar para cima.

— Gostando da leitura? — Ele completou, relaxado contra meu colo.

Encarei o livro em minhas mãos e fiz uma careta. Até agora tinha lido três capítulos daquele livro que parecia ter saído da idade das trevas, me perguntando se eu tinha entendido alguma coisa, tudo isso muito nostálgico, mas de uma maneira completamente horrível. O lado bom era que eles pareciam ter feito uma atualização na ideologia de tudo, agora só faltava mudar como o ato em si era feito. Se eu realmente fosse um novato tudo o que eu teria entendido seria: algemas bla bla bla, correntes bla bla bla e assim em diante. O que eu ainda não entendia era como um submisso poderia gostar de se submeter a outra pessoa, aceitando ser abusado dessa forma. Nada daquilo fazia sentido e eu não entendia nada.

— Na verdade, não. Porque você não me ajuda?

— O que você quer saber? — Percy perguntou, pela primeira vez não soando incerto. Na verdade, ele soava como uma pessoa completamente normal, alguém que eu veria andando na rua e que nunca pensaria que seria um submisso, ou mesmo um dominador; uma pessoa completamente normal.

— O que significa ser um submisso para você?

— Ser um submisso significa se submete--

— Eu perguntei o que significa para você. O que te faz querer ser um?

— Ninguém nunca me perguntou isso antes. — Percy murmurou baixinho, fechando os olhos.

Senti uma vontade súbita de tocá-lo, então, foi o que fiz. Coloquei o livro de lado e acariciei seus cabelos devagar, os penteando com os dedos e massageando seu couro cabeludo, enquanto o ouvia suspirar e sorrir, todo contente.

— Significa isso. Com você. Bem aqui.

— Isso, o quê?

— Esse momento.

— Você vai ter que ser mais específico.

— É sentir que a responsabilidade do mundo não está nas minhas mãos. É ter alguém que vai me apoiar se for necessário. É saber que a casa não vai estar vazia quando eu chegar do trabalho, que minha cama não vai estar fria.

— É só isso? Você não poderia ter isso sendo um dom ou com uma pessoa normal?

— Não, você não entende. — Percy abriu seus olhos verdes-azulados intensos e me encarou, ansioso. — Quando estamos juntos me sinto seguro. É meu pequeno paraíso. Não preciso tomar decisões ou me preocupar com as consequências, porque eu sei que se eu cair, você vai me pegar, você vai me proteger e cuidar de mim. Esse é o dever de um submisso, confiar em seu dom e se doar a ele, dando tudo o que eu puder, tudo o que eu tiver. E em troca, receber tudo de volta em forma de cuidado e atenção.

— É isso, então? — Eu quis saber, ainda em dúvida. Eu não via como tudo isso podia ser possível. E como é que Percy já confiava em mim se nem havia passado quarenta e oito horas desde que a gente tinha se conhecido? — E a parte sexual?

— Eu gosto também. — Percy sorriu para mim, um sorriso lindo e aberto, todo cheio de covinhas e dentes brancos, chegando a seus olhos.

— Sim? — Pressionei de novo, interessado no desenvolvimento.

— No começo, eu só queria sair um pouco da minha cabeça, sabe? Ser alguém diferente por algumas horas. Depois…

— Depois?

— Eu comecei a gostar, a experimentar coisas novas. Por isso que minha lista de preferências é tão longa. Eu só quero… sentir algo diferente.

— Mesmo que doa?

— Especialmente quando dói. — Dessa vez, Percy abriu os olhos e não desviou o olhar, tentando dizer algo que eu me negava a entender.

— Porquê? Porque você iria querer isso?

— O problema não é a dor, é como você a encara.

— Acho que não entendi…

— Pensamos na dor como uma forma de punição, mas e se… e se ela for apenas uma forma de experimentar sensações… uma forma de deixar a tensão sair? Aquilo só te machuca se você deixar.

Bem, se eu encarasse as coisas daquela forma, não parecia tão ruim, embora eu ainda não estivesse disposto a sentir dor por um motivo tão… sem propósito.

— Eu ainda não entendo porque você deixaria alguém te usar dessa forma.

— Nico, eu não estou sendo usado. Isso seria verdade se eu não desse permissão. Mas não é.

— E se alguém te prendesse e fizesse coisas que você não quisesse, o que aconteceria?

— Isso já aconteceu. Não foi completamente consensual, mas eu gostei.

Pisquei por um momento, processando o que Percy tinha acabado de dizer, parando com meus movimentos no cabelo de Percy.

Percy queria dizer que tinha sido est*prado?

— Não me olhe assim. O cara acabou se deixando levar. Ele me pediu desculpas e tudo. Eu terminei com ele, é claro, e desde então decidi procurar ajuda aqui. As coisas têm dado bem mais certo.

— Mas… como você pode gostar disso?

— Eu gosto e ponto. — Percy deu de ombros, virando o rosto para o lado, seu rosto todo tenso e sério. — Se você não pode entender…

— Não, eu não posso entender. — Eu finalmente disse quando o silêncio se estendeu. — Mas eu aceito. Estou tentando entender o que leva uma pessoa a seguir esse tipo de vida. Isso é um estilo de vida, não é?

— Sim, não é só sobre sexo. É sobre companheirismo e dar o que o outro precisa. É sobre… hierarquia.

— Hierarquia? — Perguntei, me sentindo estranho. Aquelas malditas palavras voltando a mim, feito um eco do passado.

— Sim. Fora de uma cena, somos iguais, ninguém está acima de ninguém. Mas tem uma certa ordem. Dominadores tendem a querer manter a ordem, submissos gostam de segui-los. Faz parte da dinâmica dominador-submisso.

— Dinâmica? — Eu odiava essa palavra.

— É mais um instinto. É como agimos.

— E como seria isso?

— Você não percebe? O jeito que você age perto de mim? Como você segurou o meu rosto no primeiro dia? Como você me olhou e disse que me queria, como… como se você mandasse, e só com uma ordem eu pertencesse a você?

— Eu fiz isso, foi?

— Hmmhmm… — Percy murmurou, ainda sério, mas num tom de voz manhoso. — Você não percebe que você já faz essas pequenas coisas… como… como… se preocupar se eu estou com fome, se eu estou confortável, como eu me sinto depois de uma cena?

— Sei…

— Eu gosto. Gosto muito disso. Quando você me toca me sinto… único, especial. Sinto que nada pode dar errado.

— Até agora nada deu. — Completei, concordando. — Mas isso ainda não responde minha pergunta. O que tudo isso significa para você?

Percy suspirou e me encarou de frente, sem nada a esconder.

— Significa que eu nunca vou estar sozinho, ter muito sexo e poder sentir tudo o que eu quero sentir, sem precisar me sentir culpado. Porque, quando eu me machuco sozinho, não é saudável e a culpa é toda minha, mas quando outros me machucam…

— A culpa nunca é sua.

Percy acenou novamente. — Eu… sempre tive dificuldade em ficar sozinho. Costumava ser aquele tipo de criança que queria agradar a todos, eu queria que todos fossem meus amigos. Já cheguei a fazer coisas que muitos não fariam, tudo isso só para ter a aprovação de alguém, nunca me senti mal por isso. É quem eu sou e quem sempre fui. A diferença é que cansei de me sentir mal por querer algo que outros consideram errado.

— Essa é a questão, não é? — Perguntei, começando a entender. — Você procura alguém que vá te machucar, mas que também te ajude a… sarar?

— Acho que poderíamos dizer isso. Embora eu queira muito mais do que isso.

— Você quer, como o quê?

— Ficar de joelhos a seus pés e realizar seus desejos mais escondidos. Não importa qual eles sejam.

Ao ouvir isso sorri e voltei a acariciar os cabelos de Percy, o ouvindo quase ronronar.

— Talvez você se arrependa de dizer isso. Pessoa mais chata do que eu não existe.

— Isso é o que todos dizem.

Parte V

— Talvez você se arrependa de dizer isso. Pessoa mais chata do que eu não existe.

— Isso é o que todos dizem.

Depois disso, não pude me conter. Segurei nos cabelos de Percy e os puxei até que sua boca estivesse sobre a minha, arfando e aberta, enlaçando nossas línguas até que toda essa história de dom e sub sumisse de nossas mentes. Senti Percy segurando em meu pescoço e me afastei para ver seu rosto banhado pela luz do fim da tarde, todo ansioso, seus olhos fugindo dos meus.

Hmmm… será que era agora que a parte sexy acontecia? Sorri, achando graça da minha própria piada. Mas quando vi que Percy começava a ficar impaciente e frustrado, voltei a ficar sério.

— Você tem certeza disso? Não é tarde para procurar um dom mais experiente.

— Não, eu quero… eu quero você.

Respirei fundo e me concentrei no que Percy queria dizer por trás daquilo. Eu começava a achar que ele não dizia essas coisas porque era o que eu queria ouvir, e sim porque ele sentia ser o que eu precisava escutar; e talvez fosse, talvez fosse exatamente o que eu precisava saber para que tudo o que tinha acontecido antes ficasse no passado. Ou pelo menos para que eu tentasse mais uma vez.

— Tudo bem, serei seu dom. Com uma condição.

— Qual? — Percy levantou a cabeça e me encarou por um momento, parecendo ser aquele mesmo sub tímido que eu havia conhecido.

— Você tem que me dizer quando eu fizer algo errado.

— Você nunca… dominou alguém?

— Não exatamente. — Quando vi que Percy parecia interessado, continuei. — Tinha esse garoto no ensino médio, a gente estudava na mesma sala.

— Ele era um submisso? — Percy perguntou, todo animado.

Ele levantou, se sentou no sofá virado de frente para mim, e apoiou suas mãos em meus joelhos, se esquecendo de todo o resto.

Eu sorri e continuei:

— Sim, criado e educado para ser o perfeito sub. Tudo o que ele fazia era para agradar alguém ou ganhar o favor de quem importava. Ele era pequeno e baixinho e bonito. O perfeito sub, sinceramente.

— O que aconteceu?

— O que sempre acontece quando digo a verdade.

— Oh. — Percy murmurou, parecendo decepcionado. Eu quase me sentia culpado por estar mentindo. Quer dizer, a história era verdadeira. Não era a primeira vez que eu dizia não saber dominar.

— Sim, no começo eu até tentei, mas…

— Mas?

— Bem, ele encontrou um dom que não era tão sensível quanto eu.

— Então, você é um dom. — Ele se inclinou em minha direção, todo contente.

— O quê?

— Foi o que você disse “ele encontrou um dom que não era tão sensível quanto eu.”

Percy tinha me pegado nessa.

— Sim, acho que sou.

— Então, qual o problema?

— Não há nenhum problema. — Nenhum que eu queira compartilhar, pensei, vendo o rosto de Percy murchar.

— Entendo.

— Você entende?

— Você não confia em mim. Porque você confiaria?

— Percy, isso não tem nada a v--

— Não precisa mentir, Nico. Sou grande o suficiente para saber quando não me querem. Acho que vo—

— Percy, me escute. — Falei calmamente, me levantando junto com ele. Eu o segurei pelo ombro antes que ele pudesse fugir de mim e o puxei para perto, agora tocando em seus cabelos da nuca. — Eu quero você. Eu não sei porque, mas eu quero.

— Você quer? — Ele se curvou todo e me encarou com olhos bem abertos, me perguntando em um sussurro, como um garotinho perdido e com medo faria.

— Sim. — Confirmei. — E você está certo, não confio em você. Essas coisas levam tempo e se você quiser ficar comigo, é assim que vai ser.

— Quando você quiser e quando você estiver pronto. — Percy completou como se fosse óbvio. Eu não queria dizer isso exatamente, mas agora que Percy tinha dito… fazia sentido, afinal, era eu quem estava no controle, não era? É o que dominadores fazem.

— Sim. — Confessei. — Quero que você tome um banho quente e me espere na cama, sim?

Percy me deu um beijinho molhado no rosto, sorriu para mim todo feliz e caminhou pela sala, desaparecendo pelas escadas que davam para o andar superior da casa.

***

Tudo bem, eu podia fazer isso.

Respirei fundo, subi o resto das escadas e entrei no quarto, passando pela porta entreaberta. As persianas estavam fechadas e as luzes apagadas, somente com o abajur iluminando o quarto. Dei mais alguns passos para dentro, me familiarizando com o cômodo, tentando me convencer de que aquilo era o certo para nós. Percy estava ali, era claro que ele estava, estendido na cama, somente com a gaiola cobrindo seu corpo, vendo algo no celular e sorrindo para o que quer que fosse que ele lia. Seus cabelos molhados repousavam sobre o travesseiro e o resto do corpo ocupava grande parte do colchão, relaxado em seu lado da cama.

Vamos, eu me obriguei novamente a ir em frente. Eu podia fazer isso, um passo de cada vez. Sim, mais um passo e eu já consegui ver os contornos de seu corpo nitidamente. Rosto angular, ombros largos, abdômen de tanquinho e membro bem preso. Tudo em Percy gritava conforto, como se ele aceitasse quem ele é, nem menos e nem mais, sem qualquer inibição quando se tratava de sua forma. Dei mais um passo para a frente e ele levantou a cabeça, me encarando por baixo de seus cílios, sorrindo. Nenhum de nós se moveu até que eu respirei fundo mais uma vez e me aproximei da cama, ainda sem coragem de iniciar nada.

Deuses! Porque era tão difícil? Quando eu achava que tudo era por diversão e que não passava de uma brincadeira de casinha, as coisas estavam ótimas, mas agora que eu via que a saúde mental e física de alguém dependia dos meus próximos passos… tudo o que eu queria era fugir. Não que eu fosse inexperiente, mas ter essa responsabilidade toda… eu não lembrava disso ser tão complicado. Talvez eu tenha feito questão de esquecer.

Ainda assim, sem dizer nada, tirei minha camisa e minhas calças, junto com todo o resto, e me deitei ao lado dele, parado feito uma estátua. Era isso o que eu devia fazer, certo? Me deitar perto dele? Será que eu devia…

— Você está pensando demais. — Percy disse em meu ouvido.

Eu nem tinha visto quando ele tinha se aproximado, apenas sabia que agora estávamos muito perto, sua cabeça perto da minha, nariz contra nariz, ele deitado de lado enquanto eu deitava de barriga para cima, lutando contra mim mesmo. Eu só precisava relaxar.

— O que eu devo fazer?

— O que você quiser.

O que eu quiser? Que tal fazer nada? Dormir. Sim, dormir era uma boa ideia. Mas Percy… ah, Percy me olhava de uma forma que era difícil descrever, de uma maneira que me fazia querer ser outra pessoa só para ter coragem de seguir em frente. Eu deveria? Provavelmente, não. Mas eu faria de qualquer jeito.

Um beijo? Parecia uma boa ideia.

Me inclinei sobre ele e encostei nossos lábios. Devagar. Cuidadoso. Lábios contra lábios, os roçando juntos. Esse era um bom começo, certo? Depois veio um arfar, me vi mordiscando levemente o lábio inferior dele, abrindo a boca, capturando sua língua nesse momento e chupando como eu não fazia há muito tempo. Senti mãos… mãos que seguravam contra meus ombros, apenas as apoiando. Pernas… minhas pernas se enfiando entre as dele, encontrando algo duro e metálico no meio do caminho, me fazendo lembrar com quem eu estava.

— Tudo bem? — Perguntei, apenas para ter certeza. Seu rosto corava suavemente e seu peito se levantava ao respirar forte e eu… talvez não fosse tão difícil assim, eu já me sentia pronto para dar o que ele queria.

Deixei que meu olhar caísse para o meio de suas pernas musculosas e observei o volume ali. A imagem ainda tirava meu fôlego, ele parecia tão pequeno e estufado ali dentro… eu queria me abaixar e ver se Percy se sentiria tão bem com minha boca quanto com minhas mãos. Mas não… não naquele momento. Voltei minha atenção para o rosto de Percy e vi que ele me encarava com atenção, com um pouco de temor? Ou era expectativa?

— Você tem lubrificante? — Perguntei, tentando ser objetivo.

— Eu… eu não preciso.

— Me desculpe? — Eu disse sem entender.

Percy me olhou discretamente, mas com um suave sorriso nos lábios. Ele levantou as mãos que se seguravam na cabeceira da cama e tocou nas minhas, levando uma delas para o meio de suas pernas, em direção a sua entrada.

— Você…?

— Eu queria estar preparado.

Então, quando eu finalmente deixei que meus dedos explorassem melhor o local, vi que Percy… que Percy já estava molhado, seu interior macio e já dilatado.

— Tudo isso é para mim?

— Sim, Nico. Eu quero ser um bom…

— Garoto? — Terminei por ele, tentando fazer uma piada. Mas, aparentemente, não era nada engraçado.

Percy se remexeu desconfortável e fechou os olhos bem forte, o rubor se intensificando em seu rosto, embora, ainda assim, ele tenha concordado, acenando e tentando se esconder.

— Você é-- — gaguejei, engolindo em seco. — …você é um bom garoto, o melhor deles.

Deixei as palavras saírem e percebi que elas eram verdadeiras. Nesses momentos, era como se Percy realmente se transformasse em um garotinho tímido e assustado, me fazendo querer protegê-lo e me afastar ao mesmo tempo, com medo de machucá-lo.

— Tudo bem? — Voltei a perguntar para ter certeza de que meus toques eram bem vindos.

Percy acenou, me encarando por trás de seus longos cílios e só depois disso, voltei a me mover, afundei meus dedos um pouco mais adentro dele e adicionei mais um até que Percy gemeu baixinho, quase com medo de fazer barulho, um ruído entrecortado escapando por seus lábios.

— Aqui?

— De novo, por favor.

Foi tudo o que precisei para inserir o quarto. Eu os pressionei contra as paredes do interior de Percy e ele praticamente se curvou para fora da cama, jogando a cabeça para trás.

Acho que era agora ou nunca.

Segurei no meu próprio membro, só agora notando como doía e me guiei para dentro, me deixando relaxar pela primeira vez desde que havia chegado àquele lugar.

***

E pensar que alguém algum dia vai entender o caos que dança dentro de mim ao som da minha melancolia, pensei ao observar Nico, meu dom, só meu, tentando tanto ser o dominador perfeito.

Você sabe o que isso significa? Um dom? Meu dom? Só meu? Um que eu não tinha que dividir com ninguém e que presta atenção só em mim, como nenhum outro fez ou teve o interesse de fazer? Você sabe o que era isso?

Eu sabia que deveria prestar atenção em como ele tentava me dar prazer e a forma que ele era todo cuidadoso, como se eu fosse quebrar com o menor movimento brusco. Mas, isso, pele na pele e suor e beijos, tudo isso ficava em segundo plano; nunca pensei que falaria algo como isso. Quando é que o sexo ficaria em segundo lugar? Não na minha vida, não quando o escape para todos os problemas sempre tinha sido esse. No fim, parecia que eu estava colocando meus esforços no lugar errado e quem sabe, na pessoa errada também. Só o fato de Nico estar ali, entre minhas pernas, tentando fazer algo que ele não tinha certeza só para me fazer feliz… era a melhor das sensações. Não era exatamente como suas mãos me tocavam ou como elas me elevavam um pouquinho mais a cada toque, era… era o propósito por trás de tudo aquilo, do todo o esforço e cuidado e afeto.

— Percy… — Escutei sua voz sussurrada e estremeci quando ele roçou a cabeça grande contra minha entrada. Não era exatamente a maior coisa que eu já tinha sentido e tampouco era pequena, era só… perfeito. Ele fez um pouco de pressão, segurou forte na minha cintura e se empurrou para dentro com um grunhido entrecortado.

De fato, fazia muito tempo. Tempo demais se fosse o encaixe apertado e a dificuldade com que ele avançava. Não me reprimi, me segurei nos travesseiros e gemi, me empinado todo, sem me importar com nada, provavelmente dando um espetáculo e tanto.

Eu nem sei porque gostava tanto disso. Eu tinha a certeza que não iria gozar até o fim da noite, entretanto a sensação dele dentro de mim… era outra coisa… me sentia preenchido e completo e quente… tão quente e tão gostoso… também, não era apenas sobre o prazer, eu gostava de olhar para Nico e ver o que ele faria em seguida.

Uma coisa era certa, Nico não era como os outros dominadores que eu havia encontrado. Parecia algo tão natural nele que às vezes me encantava, e me surpreendia também… e Nico nem percebia; era como ele vivia dando ordens ou contrariando a vontade de outras pessoas só porque achava que era o certo a se fazer.

Também faltava nele aquela arrogância egoísta tão característica de pessoas que detinham o poder, ou até a ganância que sempre pareceu estar impregnada em outros dominadores. Eu não saberia explicar direito, era uma ausência de tantas coisas que eu pensava fazer parte dos dominadores, que fazia minha cabeça girar, muito mais do que qualquer sexo poderia. Embora… embora eu não pudesse negar, quando Nico me tocava assim, eu ia aos céus e nem precisava que o toque fosse sexual, eu só precisava que fosse... real. Como… como agora! Ele me apertava tão forte e ia tão rápido…

— Bebê, você está perto? Eu… eu não vou aguentar.

Nico… Nico tinha me chamado de… bebê? Meus deuses.

Eu prendi o ar quando Nico… ah! Quando ele segurou em minha cintura e foi aquele centímetro mais fundo. Ele me levantou um pouco para cima e se afundou dentro de mim de uma maneira que me fez fechar os olhos e gemer, só gemer, tão gostoso e tão naquele lugarzinho que ninguém se preocupou em procurar, que eu curvei a coluna, sentindo meu corpo querer chegar ao clímax, sempre querendo chegar lá e nunca conseguindo, nunca!

Doía… ah! Doía tão gostoso… eu gemi novamente e prendi minhas pernas em volta de Nico, abrindo os olhos para ver o momento mágico em que Nico apenas… parou, pulsando e arfando e grunhindo, alcançando partes que raramente eram alcançadas dentro de mim, pulsando e pulsando até eu me sentir mais quente ainda, uma sensação engraçada dentro de mim, fazendo tudo ficar mais… deslizante, meu membro engaiolado parecendo querer explodir para fora do metal, me fazendo doer e arfar mais forte e mais rápido ainda.

Oh, meu Dom estava gozando! Eu fiz ele gozar? Euzinho? Percy Jackson? Que já fui chamado de imprestável e coisas piores? Eu sorri para meu Dom e ele bambeou, quase caindo para frente, respirando rápido, seu olhar frenético me analisando feito um radar e me tocando por todos os lados; minha cintura com suas marcas de dedos, meu abdômen, meus braços, pescoço e até rosto. Então, ele disse:

— Eu te machuquei? Algo dói? Eu… eu não devia… e você?

Eu queria rir, eu queria gargalhar de felicidade, o que provavelmente não soaria bem. Nada doía, era exatamente o contrário, eu estaria gozando sem nem ser tocado se não estivesse com a gaiola, mas, então, eu perderia esse momento magnífico, observando Nico beijar minha mão e depois meu braço, subindo por meu ombro até chegar a minha boca, suave e delicado.

— Eu vou te recompensar, prometo.

Será que eu devia dizer que não precisava? Que ver o prazer dele já me dava toda a recompensa que eu precisava? Mas… eu queria ver até onde ele iria, por isso, acenei que sim e vi ele deslizar para fora de mim, olhando pelo quarto como se procurasse algo.

— Você tem alguma coisa por aqui?

— Como o quê? — Perguntei, curioso.

— Um vibrador?

Abri um sorriso para ele e indiquei o guarda-roupas.

— No lado direito, no fundo dele.

— Ah. — Ele disse e andou até o guarda-roupas, o abrindo e enfiando a cabeça lá dentro.

Nico voltou com um vibrador à base de pilha e lubrificante.

Ele realmente ia fazer isso? Os dominadores que eu conhecia nem se dariam ao trabalho de perguntar se eu estava bem, quanto mais… ah! Eu gemi, sinceramente surpreso, quando ele lubrificou o brinquedo e já com ele ligado, inseriu devagar dentro de mim. Ohhh… eu tinha me esquecido da sensação.

— É bom? — Ele me perguntou, não esperando uma resposta. — Talvez eu experimente mais tarde.

Ele? Experimentar? Isso que queria dizer…? Ah, eu gemi de novo ao sentir que Nico levava o brinquedo um pouco mais ao fundo, alcançando minha próstata.

— Aqui?

Eu acenei, com vontade de me cobrir. Porque ele tinha que ser tão cuidadoso… tão… tão detalhista. O pior era ver ele me olhando, analisando cada ação minha. Ninguém nunca tinha prestado tanta atenção.

Sim, eu sei. Eu estava me repetindo, mas… ah!... Dessa vez, até eu escutei meu guincho, ele continuava pressionando o vibrador bem naquele lugar, fazendo mais força e movendo o brinquedo de uma forma tão…

— Bom? — Ele completou por mim. Mas eu não conseguia falar, só conseguia olhar para ele e arfar feito uma cadela no cio.

Eu queria gozar e queria que ele terminasse com aquela tortura na mesma intensidade que eu queria que ele continuasse e não parasse até que doesse, até que eu não conseguisse mais, até que... Ah! Eu estava sentindo… eu estava! Era aquela sensação que vinha da parte de baixo da minha coluna e subia lentamente, tão lentamente e que navegava… navegava… eu arfei, como se estivesse com falta de ar enquanto ambos, eu e ele, vimos meu membro todo preso, se contrair todo dentro da minha gaiola de metal até que… até que… hmmm, sim! Eu estava ejaculando, nunca um orgasmo completo, uma sensação parecida e alienígena ao mesmo tempo, até que o líquido que saia dentro de mim, diminuísse de intensidade e só restassem algumas gotas que pingavam, escorrendo pela gaiola e chegando as minhas coxas.

— Isso foi lindo. — Nico comentou, como se observasse uma obra de arte. — Tão bonito, bebê.

Ali estava, senti o elogio ir direto para meu membro eternamente excitado e subir para minhas bochechas enquanto era novamente rodeado pelos braços fortes e seguros de meu Dom, ainda me sentindo tão excitado que doía, numa tortura eterna que eu estava destinado a sofrer.

Parte VI

— Vamos, fale comigo. — Nico sussurrou contra meus lábios, os lambendo lentamente e enfiando sua língua dentro da minha boca.

Eu me senti estremecer e gemi, o abraçando apertado pelo pescoço e devolvendo o beijo, meu ar fugindo quando suas mãos desceram pelas minhas costas, tocando no lugar onde o vibrador tinha estado momentos antes.

— Tão molhado e tão aberto. Eu fiz um belo estrago. Você quer mais ou quer que eu pare? Hmmm?

— Eu… ah! — Arfei quando seus dedos voltaram a me penetrar, rápidos e profundamente, se curvando dentro de mim. Doía… doía tanto… mas eu gostava, eu queria mais. Entretanto, eu me sentia sem forças, feito uma boneca de pano, que a única coisa que eu pude fazer foi rebolar em seus dedos, os sentindo ir um pouco mais fundo, alcançando onde eu mais precisava.

— Aqui? — Ele perguntou, seus lábios contra meu lóbulo e sua voz baixinha e rouca. — Você quer mais? É, eu acho que quer.

Foi quando eu desisti de qualquer palavra que pudesse se formar em meus lábios. Ele me puxou para mais perto, me fazendo sentar em seu colo e colocou uma de suas mãos entre nossos corpos, enquanto a outra dava espaço para a cabeça gorda de seu membro entrar.

Eu não conseguia explicar, ele parecia maior do que antes; mais largo e mais longo, roçando na minha entrada apertada e deslizando para dentro em movimentos lentos de vai e vem até estar completamente dentro de mim, encontrando o ponto certo.

— Tudo bem? — Ele disse quando eu não disse nada além de gemer, curvado sobre ele, minhas unhas fincadas em suas costas. — Devo parar?

Não, eu desejava que ele nunca parasse. Abri a boca, tentando dizer que não, que esse era um dos melhores momentos da minha vida. Mas quando só um arfar saiu, decidi que era melhor mostrar. Tentei levantar meu quadril e me mover, mas eu estava tão mole que só consegui me balançar em cima dele.

— Acho que isso é um não. — Ele riu baixinho contra meu pescoço e voltou a segurar minha cintura enquanto pegava nos meus cabelos, me fazendo encara-lo, seus olhos negros buscando os meus por permissão. O que era muito interessante, quase contraditório se fosse pelo fato dele ter todo o controle. — Eu preciso que você toque no meu pescoço ou me peça para parar se for muito. Tudo bem?

Eu acenei. Ou foi o que eu tentei. Sinceramente, eu me sentia perdendo a noção do que acontecia ao meu redor.

Em um momento eu estava no colo dele, sentindo seu membro se mover dentro de mim e no outro eu estava deitado de costas na cama. Minhas pernas estavam abertas e para cima, sobre os ombros de Nico enquanto ele me fodia com tanta força que eu começava a ver tudo embaralhado, o mundo girando e o prazer voltando a subir por meus nervos feito um foguete fumegante.

— Ah, aqui está meu bebê. — Ouvi a voz de Nico, tão arfada quanto a minha, suas mãos voltando a se fincar em meus cabelos. Ele parou dentro de mim durante um momento, longo o suficiente para me beijar, e voltou a se mover, rápido e forte, abrindo minhas pernas um pouco mais e fazendo eu me curvar, praticamente me dobrando ao meio.

— N-nico. — Murmurei incerto, tentando entender o que acontecia, arfando e gemendo, me sentindo tão livre e tão seguro como eu nunca tinha me sentido antes.

— O que meu bebê precisa?

Eu… eu não sabia. Eu só sabia que Nico continuava se movendo dentro de mim sem pausa e forte, e que eu não conseguia desviar o olhar dele, do sorriso sacana e do jeito que ele continuava me fudendo, puxando minha cabeça para trás e fincando seus dedos em minha pele, principalmente pelo jeito que ele parecia nunca se cansar ou perder o ritmo. Eu não queria, mas eu comecei a me mexer, tremendo dos pés à cabeça. Sentia algo subindo por minha espinha e meus dedos se curvando, eu… eu me contraí todo e Nico se afundou mais forte dentro de mim, me prensando contra a cama. Eu não conseguia, eu não conseguia mais. Eu o segurei firme pelo pescoço e gritei, gritei tão forte e tão alto que quase não ouvi o grunhido de Nico ou senti aquelas últimas estocadas que me permitiram relaxar e finalmente deixar que o alívio me cercasse, trazendo para mim o orgasmo mais intenso da minha vida, com gaiola ou sem.

— Shhh… tudo bem. Eu estou aqui.

Abracei Nico bem forte e fechei os olhos, ainda estremecendo, sabendo que ele me limpava e tentava me consolar. Eu apenas entendia que precisava de seus braços ao meu redor e seu calor, não o deixando se afastar de mim até quando eu não pudesse mais.

— Bom garoto. — Eu ouvi Nico dizer para mim, sussurrando bem baixinho, como um segredo que somente eu merecesse escutar.

***

— Como você se sente? — Nico perguntou para mim.

Fiz uma análise rápida e percebi que eu me sentia muito bem. Um pouco dolorido e cansado, ainda todo aberto, mas muito satisfeito. Quer dizer, eu não diria não se Nico estivesse no clima para mais. Em alguns minutos.

— Bem. — Foi tudo o que eu disse, mantendo meu rosto neutro. Eu não queria que ele soubesse que eu tinha gostado tanto, que era uma das melhores transas da minha vida. Eu não estava pronto para dar todo esse poder para ele.

Ainda.

— Então, é assim? Estamos voltando para esse jogo de palavras? Tudo bem? De 1 a 10, qual seu nível de satisfação.

— Seis. — Eu disse prendendo a risada.

— Seu mentiroso! Eu te fiz gozar no mínimo duas vezes. Isso seria no mínimo um sete, talvez um oito.

— Acho que não.

Ouvi um arfar e olhei para trás. Nico me segurava pela cintura, deitado colado às minhas costas, falando contra meu pescoço, sua outra mão no meu abdômen, me mantendo junto a ele, ambos ainda com a cabeça dividindo o mesmo travesseiro.

— Assim você me magoa.

Foi quando ele agarrou meus cabelos e inclinou minha cabeça para trás, me fazendo gemer.

— É triste, mas teremos que dar um jeito nisso, hmmm?

— Nico…

Gemi surpreso e um pouco animado demais. Senti suas mãos indo para baixo e se afundando novamente em minha entrada. Deveria doer, eu deveria dizer para ele parar, que pessoas normais não tinham tanto tesão, mas minhas reclamações ficaram para trás quando ele apenas se empurrou para dentro de mim, me fazendo choramingar, me movendo contra ele para senti-lo melhor tocando todas as partes certas.

— Hmmm, bebê, tão gostoso… eu não sei o que você tem que me faz te querer tanto. Eu não consigo explicar… hmmm… você quer que eu pare?

Eu gemi e me esfreguei nele, perdendo o ar quando sua mão tocou em meu membro preso. Eu não entendia porque isso me excitava tanto. Eu podia sentir o calor irradiando e parecendo se transferir atrás da minha gaiola e podia sentir a forma que ele me segurava forte, me dominando com um gesto simples.

— Você gosta quando eu toco aqui? Você pareceu tão torturado naquele dia… o estranho é que eu queria te torturar mais ainda e ver até onde você aguenta… mas esse não é o comportamento adequado para casais que não estão juntos oficialmente, sabe? Eu realmente queria…

Então, Nico segurou mais forte e tocou em meus testículos, os agarrando com força enquanto que com a outra mão ele me abraçou pelo ombro e por um momento eu me senti preso, verdadeiramente preso, mas tão leve que deixei toda a pretensão de lado. Eu deixei que ele se encostasse sobre mim e me prensasse contra a cama, deixei que ele abrisse minhas pernas, as levantando para cima e me deixei gemer contra o travesseiro, sentindo Nico me foder mais uma vez rápido e forte e com tanta vontade que lágrimas vieram aos meus olhos e minha mente se perdeu em sensações até que eu estava gemendo longamente e Nico inserido tão fundo dentro de mim que nem deus poderia nos separar.

***

— Agora é sério, precisamos levantar.

— Ni-cooooo!

— Vamos, bebê. Venha tomar um banho.

— Porquê? Eu não quero.

— Percy.

O-ou… eu nunca tinha ouvido aquele tom de voz vindo dele, mas sabia que não era nada bom. Abri os olhos e encontrei Nico sentado na cama, pelado e com os cabelos bagunçados para todos os lados. Seus olhos negros me fitando com irritação e fome e impaciência.

— Se você não se levantar dessa cama, vai se arrepender.

— É, o que você vai fazer comigo? Me dar uma surra? Papai vai ficar bravo?

— Se você quiser, a gente pode entrar em um acordo. Aposto que é isso que você quer, me fazer perder o controle e dar o que você merece.

— O que eu mereço?

Nico sorriu para mim e estendeu as mãos, esperando por mim.

— Se você não se levantar em cinco segundos, vai descobrir.

Certo. Acenei. Eu estava pronto para isso? Provavelmente, não. Parecia muito cedo para que as punições começassem.

Gemendo, me movi devagar e engatinhei para fora da cama, Nico me segurou quando minhas pernas quase cederam.

— Fiz um estrago, hmm? É sua culpa, se você não fosse tão lindo e cheiroso e gostoso… — Nico sussurrou contra meu ouvido e fez minhas pernas tremerem mais ainda.

— Eu sou lindo?

Era a primeira vez que alguém dizia isso para mim. Já me chamaram de bonito, gostoso, apertado, muito alto, e até de vadia, mas lindo… era algo novo.

— Você não se olha no espelho? Você é uma das pessoas mais bonitas que eu já vi.

— Então, você não deve conhecer muita gente. E existe uma diferença entre bonito e lindo.

— É, você é os dois e é muito mais. Agora, pro banheiro.

A passos lentos, deixei que Nico me guiasse para o banheiro, encontrando a banheira já cheia de água com sais de rosas. Eu nem podia me lembrar a última vez que a tinha usado.

— Você vai me dar banho? — Perguntei, divertido. — Depois vai passar talquinho?

— Se você quiser, eu posso. Nada melhor que um bom tratamento depois de uma cena.

— Sabe, você me enganou… para quem disse que não era um dom…

— Talvez… eu possa ter mentido. Mas se você está reclamando, eu devo ter pegado muito leve com você. O que você acha de uma mudança de tática? Eu posso fazer isso. Quem sabe assim você se comporta.

Nico sorriu para mim e eu parei um momento, considerando o que ele falava. Nico parecia falar sério, mas não parecia tão empenhado em concretizar suas palavras. Ele estava… flertando comigo? Oh… engraçado. Talvez eu quisesse que ele pegasse mais pesado, entretanto, não seria eu quem diria isso para ele. Se Nico não entendia isso, Nico não merecia saber.

Com isso em mente, dei um passo para frente, me segurei na beirada da banheira e entrei nela. Nico, é claro, estava bem atrás de mim. Ele segurou na minha cintura e me levantou levemente, me ajudando a sentar nela e apoiou minha cabeça no apoio indicado.

— Agora, hmmm… shampoo? Shampoo.

Relaxei contra o assento, quase fechando os olhos, e observei Nico, tentando não rir da cara dele. Era uma coisa engraçada de se presenciar, algo que não se via todo dia. Nico andava de um lado para o outro, ele abria armários, fechava portas e compartimentos, e juntava as coisas que ele julgava serem necessárias. Quando ele voltou para perto de mim, não aguentei; por algum motivo, eu achava aquilo tão engraçado que meu corpo tremia e eu ficava sem ar de tantas gargalhadas.

— Bebê, respire. — Nico me disse, segurando no meu pescoço e eu obedeci.

Abri bem os olhos e dei uma longa inspirada, deixando o ar sair em seguida, sem conseguir evitar as risadas que insistiam em fugir de mim.

— Muito bom. Bom garoto. — Ele me disse e sorriu, massageando meus cabelos. Beijou meus lábios em um dos toques doces que eu já tinha recebido e me mostrou o shampoo, ainda segurando minha cabeça. — Agora, devagar. Você está em sub-drope.

— É mais parecido com sub-high. — Murmurei, porque eu estava em êxtase, verdadeiramente flutuando nas nuvens, tão maravilhado que o mundo parecia estar mais colorido.

— Então, fique comigo. Não vá muito longe.

— Sim, Dom.

Resisti a tentação de fechar os olhos mais uma vez e vi o exato momento em que Nico parou de se mover e me encarou sério, sinceramente sério, pela primeira vez desde que tínhamos nos conhecido. Eu sabia que ele queria dizer alguma coisa, e que provavelmente era algo importante, mas eu não achava que estava preparado, nenhum de nós dois estava. Por isso fechei os olhos, me forcei a respirar fundo e relaxei, sabendo que eu não estava com a cabeça no lugar certo para tomar uma decisão tão séria. Depois de alguns momentos, tudo pareceu ficar mais leve e ter menos importância, engavetado para depois. Senti as mãos de Nico voltarem a tocar nos meus cabelos, os massageando suavemente, eles sendo enxaguados cuidadosamente pelo jato de água da mangueira que Nico segurava.

— Você sabe que pode falar de qualquer coisa comigo, não sabe? — Nico murmurou baixinho, atrás de mim do lado de fora da banheira, ainda massageando meus cabelos. — Essa coisa entre a gente é nova, mas não significa que eu não vá te ouvir. Eu sempre irei.

Não sei porque isso me afetava tanto, eram apenas palavras ditas da boca para fora na tentativa de me consolar. Mas elas me afetavam. Fechei os olhos com força e prendi a respiração até que a vontade de chorar passasse. E ela só passou quando senti as mãos de Nico nos meus ombros, me massageando e me puxando para perto dele, Nico me envolvendo em seu abraço e em seus lábios.

— Está tudo bem. Eu estou aqui. Estou aqui.

Senti o ar ser sugado para longe de mim e me segurei nos braços dele, o segurando bem forte. Se ele soubesse que o problema era exatamente esse… se ele soubesse… eu podia ver um futuro onde eu e ele tínhamos o que ele oferecia. Uma casa, companhia e todo o companheirismo que eu poderia querer no mundo. Mas eu sabia que isso não duraria, nada durava. E daí se ele me segurava ainda mais forte e agarrava no meu rosto e me beijava como ninguém nunca tinha beijado? E daí se ele cuidava de mim do jeito que ninguém tinha cuidado antes? Nada disso importava, não importava, porque, no fim, não era real. Nada daquilo era.

Mas o fato digno de observar era que ele continuava tentando.

Ele me segurou pela cintura, se encaixou atrás de mim e entrou comigo na banheira, me abraçando bem forte pelo o meio das minhas costas. Beijou meu pescoço e me manteve junto a ele, acariciando minha pele sem nenhuma pretensão sexual. Por algum motivo, isso me fez sentir melhor, como se eu fosse amado e mais uma vez estivesse no lugar mais seguro do mundo.

Ali ninguém poderia me ferir.

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