#which is probably on me (ref: terrible at social stuff) but even so it doesnt feel good lmao
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#ive been in such a shit spiral#of like. insecurity. and just. feeling useless.#been fighting the urge to delete e v e r y t h i n g#pretty much just tumblr and ao3 cause im not super active on social media#but the sense of: is my presence even noticed is high#and like in a sense its true cause everyone has their own lives etc etc#but its also: sometimes we all need some validation and reassurance#im terrible at social stuff to start with. making friends is really tough for me#so i guess part of the urge is also: no one is really going to notice? because im not super active anyway?#and then you add in the algorithm and stuff snd its like im mostly invisible lol#tbh i feel like my attempts at reaching out never really work#which is probably on me (ref: terrible at social stuff) but even so it doesnt feel good lmao#at some point it starts to feel pushy and desperate and whiny?#it is what it is#personal nonsense#delete later
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