#which is even weirder cuz up to a couple of weeks ago i didnt give a fuck about going over 2k kilocals
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im hungry. but i cant eat. i miss cookies.
#i was basically diagnosed with diabetes#already made some progress pulling down my sugar levels#and even lost some weight#my period is back#but im hungry and tired#but i cant eat otherwise itll mess up my fasting glucose morning finger prick#its really weird to haaave to calorie count after so long of undoing it on purpose#weirdly enough this is probably the best thing thats happened to me#i have to regulate my body. and i cant go in the starving myself extreme either because then i fuck up but in the other direction#i have martin keeping up with my calorie counts so i dont restrict too much#because my brain is ITCHING to eat less then my recommended#which is even weirder cuz up to a couple of weeks ago i didnt give a fuck about going over 2k kilocals#but somehow counting makes it necessary that i stay under 1000???#like bitch#CAN I NOT 0 OR 100 PLEASE#be a middle#average#generic#please#thanksss
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