#which is better i guess. usually i lose my grip on reality spontaneously. at least i can prepare myself for it in little ways that matter.
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
hhng
#Kind of a vent incoming? its less venty and more just me putting my issue into words to work things out#im so tired and saw a really triggering post (i forgot to put something on my blacklist so its on me) and i just wanna lay down but-#my partners the only thing keeping me grounded and from spiraling at the moment so idk what to do because i cant lay in my bed and call him#it feels like my grip on things is just. lightly slipping away. wisp by wisp#which is better i guess. usually i lose my grip on reality spontaneously. at least i can prepare myself for it in little ways that matter.#i think if i turn the lights out itll help. its my room thats confusing me more than anything. this isnt my real room. its the one im in#when im here.#i should pour my coffee down the drain take my melatonin and go to bed. but im scared where my brain will go alone so. idk what to do#i just wanna go back to where i belong
2 notes
·
View notes