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#which is a rude thought to have abt someone inknow but its like. idk .. im nonsensical
nomairuins
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i literally likw felt sick hust now bc i thought abt gay people and ive just realized as i was about to hit post that this sounds homophobic. it was pure envy unfortunately
#i need to have a gay moment or im going to die in real life. guys its so hard
#mfw i never leave the house and im extremely closed off and distant from people and i never talk to anybody and im a shutin: When will i
#meet my love.
#ITS NOT GONNA HAPPENNN MY LOVE WILL NOT MATERIALIZE INSIDE MY STUPID GARAGE. PUNCHES THE WALL
#also you may think connor youre not closed off you literally yap constantly about every single thought in your head. Yes. but thats to you
#guys as a whole so it doesnt count
#one on one conversations im so scared im like acat hiding under a bed. genuinely shaking crying
#BUT I DONT NOT LIKE ONE ON ONE CONVERSATIONS I MISS THEM BADLY. i used to talk to online friends Everyday. and ugh. obvioisly.
#i just like. idk. i wanna make friends but i feel like im so bad at being a person that its wah too much work to befriend me
#i dont mean that selfdeprecatingly i mean like. i need the other person to make the first moves always which sucks bc thats a bad thing to
#expect of someone but if i ever made the first moves i. well i just couldnt my brain would shut down its a whole thing. connor doesnt speak
#unless spoken to etc. and again ik i yap on here
#but thats bc this is like my diary. dms or discord or whatever Is a conversation.......sigh
#but ya. and with time i think id warm up and be able to initiate congersation and reciprocate properly but thats a long time to make someone
#wait. bc i also when ppl do reach out i like. im like . like w my old coworkers we were i think friends but i was like Im the only one who
#thinks that they dont actually like Me so whenever they talked id be like Theyre just doing tjis to be nice or out of pity
#which is a rude thought to have abt someone inknow but its like. idk .. im nonsensical
#but it takes me a while to like. actually understand somebody is trying to be friends bc im obtuse as fuck
#and im like Well theyre saying hello to me and amiling whenever rhey see me just to be nice or possibly bc they hate me <- stupid guy on 🌎
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