#which I know I should write what I want yadayda
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So I haven’t written anything in a month
#Whoopsie#maybe I’ll post some polls to gather motivation#Actually I’m having a minor surgery next week and I’m counting on my post op drug induced to inspire me#Which sounds like a joke but actually#I’ve ended up with some strangely good vibes post anesthesia#Also I’ve been in a very melodramatic intense poetic sort of mood for like three months#which tends to produce work that might be a little more than my audience would like Lmao#which I know I should write what I want yadayda#but when I post something I do want it to have interaction just because it’s very disheartening if it doesn’t#plus I publish work with the intention of it being enjoyed by other people so if I do write something more intense I need to find a way to-#-set it up so it makes sense to the reader which is sort of a daunting task#when I come up with a scene I have the ancient well of my brain to set up. Decades or daydreaming as foreshadowing if you would#so posting something knowing people likely won’t read it feels like shooting myself in the foot#The little things I could write are also unlikely to get interaction. Which would make very sad which in turn would make it hard to write-#things that do get interaction. So those things in would sit around rotting which would make updating them more daunting#which in turn would make me sad. It’s a cycle
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